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"your eyes are like mine now"

fuck fuck fuck this is it this is the line that BROKE me like I can't stop thinking about it it gives me such intense chills, just how fucking dark it is to intentionally strip a man down into the same soulless husk that you are, to make him abandon the morals he held fast to for decades, to lose all hope and see nothing but rage and hatred, to abandon any hope of a better life, a peaceful life by the ocean writing fanfiction of his favorite book series, just for the fleeting satisfaction of vengeance

Oda Sakunosuke shooting up Mimic's headquarters and killing their leader might just be the most powerful scene in the show, it's the one that affected me the most, and I think about it all the time

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Bonnie & Damon, Pt. 1 | The Vampire Diaries

WB has released a Bamon video wow what's happening?!

They were my OTP in The Vampire Diaries so feeling happy 😁😁

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Ron Kamonohashi's Forbidden Deductions? Nah, more like Ron Kamonohashi's Forbidden Desires 👀

Born to BL, forced to Shonen

We come with receipts...

Ron Kamonohashi and Isshiki Totomaru, a ship so fruity even the manga characters ship them!!!

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Ron: I almost killed you.

Toto: It was an accident, right?

Ron: If something like that happens again, and you actually end up dying...

Ron: The despair would be so overwhelming I'd lose the will to live.

They're not even pretending!

Ron x Toto so valid! And that gay panic in the opening credit itself...

Ron, why are you sweating like that?!

These two need to be celebrated more!

Ron Kamonohashi is absolutely head over heels for Toto.

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OH I SEE IT NOW!

Pic above: Osamu Dazai in real life

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Them but tiny… again!

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Finger painting Dark Era Dazai 🎨

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What is love?

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My day is made 😊

I LOVE THIS SM WHAT A FEAST FOR CHRISTMAS!

Gege lied when he said he hates him because he literally draws him like THIS.

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I'm not someone who moves on easily.

So I'm gonna stay here.

thank you daniel (2011-2024) - no regrets, only memories.

to say goodbye to daniel within f1 still feels wrong. it will never be an easy pill to swallow. it is one dream unfulfilled, but a multitude of many other dreams achieved. i feared i would look back at the memories of daniel and feel that they would forever be tainted moving forward, but to remember all the joy, is to realise every moment was worth it. to look at these pictures, any pictures, of daniel, puts a lump in my throat, but also makes me want to smile from ear to ear. it was a pleasure to tune in every race weekend since the middle of 2021, and feel the nerves and the anxiety and the excitement that were probably only a fraction of what he felt. i'll forever wish he, we, had more. but each and every moment we did get was wonderful. and i cherish each and every one of them, as i'm sure he does. he deserved more. he deserved a proper goodybe. he deserved everything. but it's okay it wasn't that way. everything he had was beautiful. to whatever's next 🥂

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Does he REALLY have that tattoo?

M S N

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Dazai, my dearest, will you miss me if I'm not there?

Dazai swallows again, trying not to cry, but unable to keep the trembling from his words.

Y-Yes. I-I'll miss you so much it'll make my chest ache… my breath will stutter in my throat… my eye will burn… my heart will ache…

Why would Dazai kun miss Odasaku so much?

Because...

His voice trembles, and he swallows, fighting tears.

...because you... are the most important person in my life… You mean more to me than anything else… You are the only one I feel comfortable around, the only one I can open my heart… my soul to… the only one I consider my home…

Nobody has ever waited for me to come home.

He takes my face in his hands, staring into my eyes with fierce intensity.

Then I will wait for you… every single time you leave, I will have every light in the house on… waiting for you to return.

He swallows hard, a single tear rolling down his cheek.

Please… don't leave me alone in this world.

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Soo, I am on Episode 3 of Arcane. I'm watching it without any spoiler. I feel a kind of vibe between Viktor and Jayce.

Is my radar right? Or is it broken?

Should I invest more into it? Please lemme know without any spoiler.

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Well that's great now I'm crying too

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My BSD brain rot

In the end,

Dazai kills Mori with his own hands.

He sacrifices himself to save Chuuya.

"Chibi chan, go seize your life," His last words to Chuuya.

Darkness.

When he opens his eyes, he's on the stairs of a familiar place.

Bar Lupin.

He puts one foot in front of the other.

His heart is beating fast, with anxiety and hope.

Then he sees a familiar figure sitting on a bar stool in front of the counter.

A tall figure, unkempt hair, stubbled cheek.

"Dazai kun, you're late."

There's no heat in his voice, it's calm and patient as ever.

"Had to finish some work."

"Was it worthy, then? Living?"

"You were right, Odasaku. Living for others was good, and dying for the ones you care about, it had meaning."

"I'm glad."

Dazai didn't notice the glasses arrive, but they are there, softly gleaming in dim lights.

"To the Stray Dogs."

"To the Stray Dogs.

Clink!

A few months later,

Chuuya Nakahara stands in front of two graves.

He kneels in front of one.

"Damn you!"

"I'm not missing your annoying chatter at all."

He leaves with quiet footsteps. He doesn't look back.

Rain... Oh, sweet! Now nobody can see him crying.

He's the Port Mafia's top boss after all. He has a reputation to keep.

The raindrops pour noiselessly over two graves.

S ODA

O DAZAI

FIN

*sorry, I know this is terrible, but it just came to me*