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eating makes me feel terible. My stomach hurts and it was 1 sweet potato only???

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I just want a little kiss

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NINGUÉM vai gostar de você enquanto você for gordo 🎀

(Autocrítica)

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A stupid man who cannot even kiss me, fucking mama's boy

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What is a girl to do? I just want to hit him and kill him

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Oh, he broke my heart

Oh, he broke my heart

Oh, he broke my heart

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I keep on losing weight, yes, but still it doesn't feel enought. I want it faster and more.

Oh, and not eating is making me feel unreal... Like this body / personality is just an illusion. God I hate remembering my past actions.

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Yeah, it didn't work out with the guy, so no food for me until tomorrow

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I'm almost at my lw again, it is amazing eating only 1 sweet potato a day.

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Yesterday I think we had a good time, I'm getting skinny for him, oh god I just want a kiss... Is that too much to ask for?

I kind of want to see him again, but I should not get too attached. Somehow sometimes it's pretty lonely not having someone to talk to about this kind of stuff.

I want to ctb soon just so that I don't have to start college again, but it's making me so scared... Death is scary sometimes. My body says " you are gonna lose all the fun!" But the pressure I have while studying is too much. Yeah, idk

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That's why I Will die before my 20s as skinny as I can be, as young as ever

baby we were born to live fast, die young

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It's weird to like a guy in his 28 while you have 19/20. He is so cool and all but I keep hearing Freud laughing at me ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ all the crazy stuff I'm doing for an older man ( like avoiding food because I want to look skinny for him) and even listening 2 whole albums from his favourite singer... God, I'm not even completely sure he likes me back, I just know I have some chance. That's all.

At least if I get heartbroken I will be skinny and it would be for an alt / punk man and not an incel.

Girls, don't fall for an older man. It hurts

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I AM DETERMINED AND READY TO LOSE *extreme* WEIGHT IN 2025

⚠️ only reblog if you’re serious.

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I’m a walking red flag lately

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I want him to need me

To talk to me

To say " hey, let's go out someday"