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Nobody hate me for this I'm asking because I genuinely need the info, tho I think this question is better for reddit.

Is it possible to be a system without any personality disorder behind it? (Example; OSDD / DID) this might sound wrong and I'm sorry if it does but i- want to be a system... I feel like I'm faking OSDD / etc as a copinglink and just- don't like calling myself a copinglink anymore. not saying there's anything wrong with clinks, I just don't like the name on myself.

All I want the answer to is... Is it okay to label myself as a system without a personality disorder? / is there a form of system without anything like OSDD / DID? (I dont wanna call it personality disorder but Idk what else to call it)

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I keep adding more kind when I don't even use the ones I already have, I still gotta update my kin list but I really don't wanna because of my lack of executive function points so just... Be patient with me if I mention A kin not in my kin list, okay?...

Ill uh... Ill give a handful here... 🌺 - Luis Sierra, ⚾ - Javier Garcia, 💛 - bill cipher, 🎱 - grunkle stan, 🔬 - ford, 🌲 - dipper, 🌠 - Mabel... There's still more tho... Imma try to coax myself to update my intro post or maybe redo it entirely...

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I myself am not a system (not that I'm aware of at least), im a copinglink, but I know a lot of systems and a lot more I don't know who need to hear this<3

For any system that needs to hear this:

Experiencing periods of silence in your brain is normal. You’re not making it up or faking or actually just a singlet just because you can’t hear other alters 24/7/365.

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I just saw I put screenshots that had nothing to do with it- sorry shane. Also update/edit; he broke up with her, made her depressed for three weeks, then got back with her and convinced her to block me on discord after promising she never would, she's supposed to talk to me on recroom for emergencies and I've given her like three and she hasn't even read them!

im sorry if you found this on your page but i dont know who else to turn to.

a few minutes ago as of writing this my ex (my heathyest relationship to) told me he was with my best friend after promising me for weeks that they weren’t together and so did she

now he has said that he doesn’t feel bad because i told him id try to stop sh-ing, saying i promised despite telling him i dont make promises i cant keep.

the entire reason we even broke up was he fell in love with his exes friend he’d known for 2 days, i let him go because id figured hed cheat, alot of exes used poly as a exuse to cheat or would just do it behind my back

the promises;

please tell me if im overreacting or if he is actually in the wrong or if both of us are.

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Uh... The CDs. I bring CDs. and Doritos and mountain dew. And blankets. (Its 18f° / 11c° right now, 68 / 20c° is considered freezing says silk browser-)

@attiscus4pp ...uhhh... @wanderingsoulsofthecrane ... Im out of people... I genuinely went to my activity and @ ed people from here on out- @justanimp Ig @skz-fanp4ges ... @theboysfanficmaker ... @raedioactive @bonsai-maze again Nexus we'd be the people to invite one, forget and invite the other... And @steelkeeby because even if you think I hate you I dont, we could watch the resident evil movies together or something, I don't know, I think they'd be fun to have at a sleep over-

Moot Sleepover Starting Now

@a-fucking-tornado

@silentlydying

@fairyb0ii

@tori-spring12

@survivingmyownlife

@spir4nts-lun4r

@back-totheoldhouse

@aloserwholikesheartstopper

@moomoomwahaha

@xoxonxo

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Cw/Tw; vent ahead.

"oh your a horrible person but I'm not gunna tell you what you did wrong over fucking fonts then I'm gunna block you when you try defending yourself!" Just like xiao!

Backwards screenshots..

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He definitely fucked that triangle. prove me wrong.

presented without comment

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☃️Merry Christmas, Happy Hanukkah, almost Happy Kwanza, or happy generic winter day, my friend! Congrats on making it through the year, whether intended or unintended. Wishing you peace and quiet moments when you need them. I hope there’s something gentle and kind in your day and every day going forward. Keep that fire inside you warm. It is worth it, even when it doesn’t seem so. Stay lovely and hopeful, even if begrudgingly. You deserve it. Sending this to everyone I know deserves to see it☃️

Thank you anon, you to :3, and it was rather unintentionally.

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HELP HELP HELP I JUST REALIZED MY AUTO CORRECT CORRECTED DIMITRESCU TO VOMIT REACH ON THE FIRST RE KIN POST HELP! IM GUNNA CRY. I'm so fking embarrassed... It was edited tho.

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Im making the resident evil blog and naming it @ the-residents-arent-evil or something

50/50%

I just know I'm making that blog.

Cw + ramble ahead

Side note; Tumblr tags, I put in kin for my re kin tag I used last time... Why did I get a fucking tag for a r kink

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IM A ISSUE

I WANT TO MAKE A BLOG FOR ALL MY RESIDENT EVIL KINS. Which is everybody important in re8 + re6 leon and eveline. And yes, I know I haven't updated my kin list on my intro page so ill add my resident evil ones here;

🌌: 𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘴.

🥀: 𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

💉: 𝐞v𝒆ĹＩⓃ𝑒.

🚷: ₥ðlÐ ê†håñ. (oc)

⚛: ｍØＴ卄𝔢𝐑 𝕞ίⓇ𝔸ᶰ๔ά.

🍷: Lαԃყ Aʅƈιɳα Dιɱιƚɾҽʂƈυ.

🪡: ᗪㄖ刀刀卂 乃乇刀乇ᐯ工乇刀ㄒㄖ.

🐟: ᏕᏗᏝᏉᏗᏖᎧᏒᏋ ᎷᎧᏒᏋᏗᏬ.

🛠️: 𝙠𝙖𝙧𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙨𝙚𝙣𝙗𝙚𝙧𝙜.

🎖: ｃ𝐇ℝ𝐢ş 𝕣𝐄𝐝𝔣𝔦ⓔᒪⒹ.

🍾: 𝓁𝑒☯𝓃 𝓀𝑒𝓃𝓃𝑒𝒹𝓎.

I WANNA ASK BLOG WITH ALL THAT, so here's my question, should I make it and if so what should I name it? (Ill prolly make it regardless of answers). Also blog will be au, trans Ethan + wintersberg, adopted eveline, chreon, and everybody lived and post re8.

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I love the fact my bio has "go fund me asks will be deleted" but I've gotten more with that in my bio then when i didnt T^T

Like... Im not a total dick, I do genuinely feel bad for all the stuff I read when I get them in my inbox, war, babys, etc, but my brain, especially when I'm regressed or I'm stressed, I do not have the brain power to think about if its scam or not. And I don't wanna scam anyone from their hard earned money.

and I know there's people out there "oh nobody would do that as a scam" its fking obvious, okay, its like those scams on discord where people say they reported you or Smth and you'll be banned from discord if you don't click this link that takes your info. Its a possibility. Along with those "you won 5,000 but you gotta pay us 100" or sum such shit.

PLEASE DONT SEND ME ANY ASKS ABOUT NEEDING MONEY OR GO FUND ME'S OR ANY OF THAT SHIT, IM SORRY BUT STOP! MY BRAIN DOESNT NEED TO PONDER IF ITS SCAM FOR 48 HOURS.

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Im such A dick to do this now, but alot of you know I and randy/TheArtShift were super lovey and exclusive, calling each other pet names and constantly interacting with each other, several months ago I got into a depression spin and triggered him by venting without asking and my discord status was always about sh... Until one day it wasnt, but randy thought it was, it had been the second or third time he had told me not to vent without asking because he was in a dark place to, he unadded me on discord, we hadn't been together for a while before that because he realized he didn't like me romantically anymore and I was cool with it, but when I explained to him on Pinterest he didn't care to much, I'm not mad about that, id do the same, but for the past couple weeks if not a month I've been wanting to talk to him, reach out and apologize, but I know he doesn't wanna hear from me, I tried to cut off every part of my life that reminded me of him but I realized it wasn't possible, hell, every time I open Tumblr I think of him, he's the whole reason I started using Tumblr.. There is stuff I didn't mention in this post for the sake of privacy, comfort, and not knowing if he would want me to share.

I don't care if he is @ ed to the post in a reblog or comment but I don't think its best for either of us, along with someone sending it to him, I don't care if somebody were both friends with tells him either but again, I don't think its best.

randy, if you happen to stumble upon this I'm sorry and want to start over, I admit I fucked up and regret it, I'm better at boundaries and I'm in a better place (my point with that; less vents, less trauma dumps, etc)

and to everybody else who may be viewing this post, this was a ramble / half vent to get it off my chest. and to clear it up, I am asking for your opinions on the situation and if I should reach out.

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I don't have these (i havent found them atleast, not everything's unpacked in my week of moving in with dad) because I didn't get to pack my stuff to move, along with my led lights and Tlou posters >:[

made something!!<3

gear + dull = karl — key + shine = donna.

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...yall... [tumblr] ?

[tumblr].

it can't be fonted. Colored and bolded works, even if you can't see bold.

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WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME WE COULD DO THAT?????

[tumblr] WHY DO YOU JUST HAVE THIS FEATURE LAYING AROUND

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I have a question my fellow Tumblr users

Should I just make resident evil xenogenders? Cause to my surprise the Ethan on was... Popular? (To my very unpopular blog.) But like- ill take requests (preferably resident evil 7 and 8 characters or very popular ones like Leon just so I don't mess something up and offend everyone :3)

Theyll probably be made/posted slowly because I still don't have my phone (I live with my dad now so I'm not getting it, but I still have my KiNdLe) so please be patient.

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I made a xenogender, EthanWinterstic; abbreviated to Ethantic, when ones gender feels like Ethan winters from resident evil 8, Feels tired, stressed, parental, and protective, loving and caring and even a bit anonymous. coined by me (out of boredom. Idk if you have to identify as a xenogender to coin one but I don't I don't think)