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Think systems with a high number of fictional introjects are a new phenomena? Kluft's paper on polyfragmented/extremely complex DID from 1988 includes a patient with LOTR introjects, and another based off of Shakespear's Tempest. Fictional introjects have been a thing for a very long time!

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We mainly compromise. Obviously, we can't make everyone completely happy, so we talk it over. Only one group of people getting to make decisions isn't fair and can be hurtful to relationships, so we always try to make big body decisions together. You won't be able to be completely feminine most likely because of your headmates, but you could talk about maybe times when it would be okay for you to do things they wouldn't be particularly comfortable with. For example, if you live in an area where it gets cold during the winter, you could maybe have your legs shaved for the winter, then, the others could wear pants if they don't like having shaved legs. And with clothes, you could dress up when you are around the house or maybe when you are going somewhere alone so that you don't run into friends or family. Of course, this all depends on different factors, where you live, who you live with, etc., but you should still be allowed to be yourself.

I hope this helps and I wish you and your fellow feminine headmate good luck 🫶

- Elliot

Question for other systems, how do you deal with people wanting to do different things with the body? I'm one of only 2 girls in the system and everyone else wants to go on hormones and get top surgery but I'm already annoyed with the fact that I'm not allowed to shave my legs or wear girly clothes and makeup. I don't want to do this but I know that they all get really dysphoric and I'm so upset that we can't all look the way we want to

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Woah we forgot Tumblr existed

Anyways we're alive and we've rebranded again. If you're confused we were Project Singlets and before that we were something HSR themed I forgot. Anyways this is basically going to be spam system thoughts and experiences. Might get venty at times but we'll put warnings.

-Wanderer

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I'm a little scared to post this but here's my spider sona! I was inspired by Sun Spider. If there's an infinite number of spiders and multiverses then that means there can be a universe where a spider like me can exist.

This is Spider-System! He has DID and when they got bitten by the spider the radiation interacted with it and gave them shape-shifting abilities. They can shapeshift into what the alters look like in the inner world. It can be controlled by communicating with each other and like triggering switches (with permission), but also means that when they get triggered they can shapeshift on accident lol. The suit changes with them.

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PSA

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Our communication isn't great, but that doesn't stop us from laughing together! We like to make jokes in co and make fun of each other (in a light-hearted teasing way) all the time and it honestly helps whenever you are having a bad day.

- Cherry, an ex host

Ya know what, screw people who say that Dissociative Identity Disorder is just “scary murderer in your brain disorder, ooooh!!~”

Systems, do me a favor and reblog this post with some positive experiences you’ve had with DID. Or even just little fun facts about your system that u think are kinda neat

- Hunter (and Rusty, but only a little bit)

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Especially because Baizhu's attack sucks (in my opinion) I love his playstyle besides his regular attack. It is so close range for a catalyst and you basically need to take a lot of damage in order to do damage because attackers will get super close to you and attack you while you are doing damage to them. Anyways I am still upset that I didn't get Kaveh but at least I got Ganyu <3

been a while since the genshin fandom's collectively gone this apeshit over a character

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Congratulations!

You reached the bedrock after u scrolled ur feed so deep.

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100% We will know who is in front but, not who is talking and/or controlling the body. We are just sort of blended together to create the fronting persona if that makes sense.

do any other systems have weird moments where it's not like 'multiple alters are fronting at the same time' but more like 'multiple alters are surfaced enough to contribute thoughts and talk'

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Thanks! This makes a lot of sense and I believe you are right.

Once again thanks for the reply! We appreciate it!

Putting this here since nobody on discord will answer this.

Hey guys!! OSDD cannot be polyfrag right?

We believe we have OSDD-1 because we don't have high memory barriers, in fact, we mostly experience emotional amnesia and grey-outs, no black outs that I can recall. The thing is, we match a lot of things that have to do with polyfragmented systems such as complex splitting patterns, splitting easily from "minor" stressors, having subsystems, frequent co-fronting and co-consciousness. But we don't have a headspace therefore it's not complex. We used to have an alter who had near complete black-outs when they switched in, but they have been inactive for ages. We also have total dogshit communication but I am unsure if that has anything to do with being polyfrag.

Ignore the odd phrasing, that was copy and pasted from our discord message.

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Putting this here since nobody on discord will answer this.

Hey guys!! OSDD cannot be polyfrag right?

We believe we have OSDD-1 because we don't have high memory barriers, in fact, we mostly experience emotional amnesia and grey-outs, no black outs that I can recall. The thing is, we match a lot of things that have to do with polyfragmented systems such as complex splitting patterns, splitting easily from "minor" stressors, having subsystems, frequent co-fronting and co-consciousness. But we don't have a headspace therefore it's not complex. We used to have an alter who had near complete black-outs when they switched in, but they have been inactive for ages. We also have total dogshit communication but I am unsure if that has anything to do with being polyfrag.

Ignore the odd phrasing, that was copy and pasted from our discord message.

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NOOOO WE MISSED IT

You can only reblog this today.

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I think we may like Genshin impact, just only a little.... We totally don't have an addiction.... Or a special interest.../s

Sobbing we love Genshin so much 💀

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Hey guys!! This is not okay!! Do research before coining terms, I don't care what your origin is. This is harmful to RAMCOA systems. This is a real trauma-based thing, not computer stuff.

Like OP said, research mental health before assuming you are endogenic, it is okay to have trauma, no matter how scary it may seem.

Misinformation of any kind is harmful.

I did not just see an endogenic system coining terms for "programmed headmates" as in the realms of computers. You do not just say shit like that lightly. You do not understand the kind of harm that does to programmed systems like us. Please please please don't do things like this.

You are literally describing RAMCOA experiences. You are adding more harm and confusion to survivors like us. This has nothing to do with you being endogenic it has everything to do with how this is harmful to RAMCOA systems. I understand the system travel should make it clear it's not about DID- but honestly if you have actual programming something is very wrong. If you have internal programmers you are not endogenic- you are likely a RAMCOA survivor. Please please do not refuse to look into mental health aid and treatment. Please do not engage in this. It is dangerous.

Please you do not understand how desperate I am for people to listen to this- you are describing effects of mind control on systems.

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LKAFKLAHLKWHKDFLKSLK/VPOS WE LOVED ALL OF THE LEGO NINJAGO SHOWS AND MOVIES SO MUCH AS A CHILD SO SO SO SO SO MUCH SO MUCH I want to rewatch it now

-Aether and Venti

Drawing Request: Wu being chaotic while Garmadon is being calm

two types of autism

theyre watching one of wu's favorite ninja movies :]

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EW OURS DID

Whenever we are sick we just grab any decent sized mixing bowl, sometimes I forget that food actually goes in there eugh.

I know it's clean and all but I will never see those bowls the same 😰

- Aether

OK this question has been bugging me all morning so y'all please let me know

bc ours did nd I never thought much of it as a kid but know I'm thinking about it and it feels kinda gross? so pls tell me if this experience was universal or not it will haunt me forever otherwise