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True Crime Community

I fully support the True Crime Community and their dedication to learning more about those who commit the crime than the general population is comfortable to admitting.  We train our boys to be killers.  Is a sniper not a spree shooter?  Is a soldier who does three tours not a serial killer?  Of course not; Our government condones it.  How about the cops killing people who are mentally ill, addicted to drugs, and others who are of no danger?  Oh wait!  The government condones that also.   We prohibit ECT on POW because it’s inhumane.  We forcibly treat MAD Folk with ECT because terrorists lives matter more.  This government disgusts me.  

I am not praising or fan-girling any killers, but they had stories and our society and health care system failed them.  .

I should know.  I was Adam Lanza for 10 years.  Now I am not.

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That is exactly what I said.  It “excuses his actions.”  I’m not sure what text you are reading into, but it’s not there.  You also brutalize the English Language. In all honesty, I’d rather see people die than language.  BOI

The picture Nik had in his pocket was of his mom Lynda

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Happy Nikolas Cruz Day!  <3 

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Love For Lanza

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“Get your boogie on!”  

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Falling Away From Me

Hey I'm feeling tired My time is gone today You flirt with suicide Sometimes that's ok Hear what others say I'm here standing hollow Falling away from me Falling away from me

Day is here fading That's when I would say I flirt with suicide Sometimes kill the pain I can always say 'It's gonna be better tomorrow' Falling away from me Falling away from me

Beating me down Beating me beating me Down, down Into the ground Screaming so sound Beating me, beating me Down, down Into the ground.

(Falling away from me) It's spinning round and round (Falling away from me) So downBeating me down Beating me,…

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Valentine’s Day

Reflection

No longer can we say kids kill other kids only in war Terrified kids behind enemy lines doing as they’re trained Nothing more than machines obeying orders; no more.

Disheartened youth amongst their peers acting upon impulse Anger pulsating, surging through their hormonal brains.

Cutting down lives, ending hopes, dreams, and futures Of all who are in the cataclysmic line of fire while some Stand as breathing sponges, absorbing the assailant’s rounds On the children, the school, the adults, and humanism.

Acrimony fills these young minds and bodies with malevolent motives.

Blame the weapons, the lack of God in their lives, the broken homes, Mental illness, child abuse, domestic violence: does it matter?

Look in that mirror beyond your own reflection and see what is there There’s chaos, intolerance, hatred, and an abundance of anger. A shattered mirror remains and no one will pick up the shards.

This is the world we have created for our youth and they are Rebelling; screaming into our deaf ears until we no longer can Ignore the body count that is sprouting seeds of antipathy.

~ Mariah Middleton-Rackliff

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I love my daughter so much!

*helping my mother put together her new scanner/printer*

me: hey mom what if I photo copied my butt and sent it to you

her: …you could send it to Nikolas Cruz for Valentine’s Day

me:

her:

me:

her: well, last year he had the worst Valentine’s Day ever!

AND I WONDER WHERE I GET MY HOPELESSLY SHATTERED PSYCHE FROM JESUS FUCKING CHRIST

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Yes. Yes I am crying. Again.

The picture Nik had in his pocket was of his mom Lynda

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Mr. Davis

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https://www.cchrint.org/electroshock/

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Disgustingly barbaric.  Too cruel to use as punishment, yet 1/3 of children and adults who receive this “therapy” do so against their will. It is forced.  The APA is pushing for more, as they lobby against the FDA.  ECT can lower one’s IQ by 20-40 points.  The abuse of us mad folk needs to end.  

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First High

Take a little more; you’re still not quite right Make it until you feel that first high That you know will never come again Because you had it and stole it away From yourself all of those years ago. Time is empty now, there is no going back But there is a slim, slight hope that you may One day feel as good as you did then But I doubt that will be the case. You can wish with one and do You know what they say about filling The other one up too; I often wonder Which one will fill up more quickly than the Other that is still waiting, kicking back, anticipating That very first high that you stole from yourself.

Mariah Middleton-Rackliff

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I don't know why I'm so fucking cold? I don't know why it hurts me. All I want to do is get with you. And make the pain go away. Why do I have a conscience? All it does is fuck with me. Why do I have this torment? All I want to do is fuck it away.

J.Davis, Korn

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Valentine’s Day

Reflection

No longer can we say kids kill other kids only in war Terrified kids behind enemy lines doing as they're trained Nothing more than machines obeying orders; no more.

Disheartened youth amongst their peers acting upon impulse Anger pulsating, surging through their hormonal brains.

Cutting down lives, ending hopes, dreams, and futures Of all who are in the cataclysmic line of fire while some Stand as breathing sponges, absorbing the assailant's rounds On the children, the school, the adults, and humanism.

Acrimony fills these young minds and bodies with malevolent motives.

Blame the weapons, the lack of God in their lives, the broken homes, Mental illness, child abuse, domestic violence: does it matter?

Look in that mirror beyond your own reflection and see what is there There's chaos, intolerance, hatred, and an abundance of anger. A shattered mirror remains and no one will pick up the shards.

This is the world we have created for our youth and they are Rebelling; screaming into our deaf ears until we no longer can Ignore the body count that is sprouting seeds of antipathy.

~ Mariah Middleton-Rackliff