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Life...

What is life? A Journey very Wide! Containing the truth, You can never Hide.

Life is full of ups and downs, Sometimes you get the thorns- Sometimes you get the crowns.

Instead Of Choosing bad, Choose the better

OR you only will have to face the consequences later!

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Dark... Just How I Like It

The first day of school, if you have anxiety, is not a happy day. Waking up at 5 am is even harder… Taking my body to the kitchen, I asked my mother what she was going to pack for lunch, "Since it's your first day I packed ramen for you…do not skip lunch or else you will get a smack on your head when you come back home."

Mama is always the one to smack me if my lunch is left unfinished. I dragged myself to the washroom and brushed my teeth. I don't tend to shower in the morning since well I'll just get a fever. Getting dressed is not fun… I just want to lie in my bed and snooze off…its just three feet away from me damn it! No Aura fucking get a hold of yourself, you are not going back to sleep.

5:30 AM. I'm standing at the bus station. Well, I don't know who my classmates are going to be, or how this school year is going to be. After spending about 2 years inside my home. "The bus is here" A commoner shouted. I boarded the bus and what I saw told me that this year's school is going to be either great or worse than my whole damn life.

9th graders occupied the front seats and the 6th to 8th graders got the backseat.

I ran to a single seat and settled in. My social anxiety was fucking with my head. As we approached school by 6 AM. "It's Huge" I murmured to myself little did I know someone had heard me "I know right- Oh well nice to meet you I'm Ridhi 7F" "Nice to meet you too Aura here 7B" "Let's go to class together! We're on the same floor aren't we?"

She dragged me to the staircases and we took the flight of stairs to the first floor. We parted ways and I entered the classroom.

It was dark and quiet…just as I liked my room. I went straight to the third bench and sat down. I didn't bother to switch on the lights. I only switched on the fans. Little did I know I would fall asleep.

I woke up to children screaming and shouting. That was when I saw him - Yusra. He was so cute and looked so sweet. I could just go and become friends with him but I chose NOT to.

The day went pretty well. I met the girls and we became friends quickly.

Now comes the hard part…we just got dismissed and now we have to wait for about an hour until the bus comes up…

I was looking around when my eyes fell on Yusra, standing on the other side of the barricade dividing the courtyard from the canteen, waiting for his parents to pick him up.

I was checking him out literally…How did that boy I knew from grade three, change to the boy standing in front of me?

Suddenly someone tapped on my shoulder and I expected it to be Ridhi. But when I turned around a slightly taller girl with tremendous curly hair greeted me. "Hey aren't you that kid who was quiet? By the way! I'm Tanushri." Shit, she was my senior what the hell was I going to say to her…

Well since I'm going to be here for six more years…there is nothing wrong with showing my true colors…"I'm not quite naturally just a little bit nervous actually!"

"Nothing to be nervous kid we are not going to judge you! And you seem very fucking cool" "Re-really?" "Yea…Since it's your first day any wish kid we are going to fulfill it" "Can I be friends with you and the ninth graders and sit with you…Cuz I kinda feel lonely in the bus…" "you're asking me that kid?! We are already friends with you! Wanna take the last seat with us!?" "Sure"

The time came our bus was announced and we boarded it. Tanushri took me to the last seat and guided me where to sit.

We started to talk about what high school or rather a middle school life is actually like.

Soon ten minutes before her stop, she told me… "You're cool kid, don't worry about your nervousness 'cause I know you are going to be just fine…The school needs more on-point students like you…"

Well, the first day wasn't that bad either………………

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----HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS----First Book Release: Teaser-2023

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The first day of school, if you have anxiety, is not a happy day . I entered the classroom. It was dark and quiet…just as I liked my room. . Little did I know I would fall asleep. I woke up to children screaming and shouting. That was when I saw him - Yusra. He was so cute and looked so sweet. I could just go and become friends with him but I chose NOT to. . Falling in love on the first day of school was pretty unplanned for Aura…Yet with the boy she least expected of . . Yusra is the chill low back and shy type of boy who was not so likely popular compared to Aura. Pretty popular in his friend circle, Yusra didn't care about how popular he remained with the rest of the school. A caring and sweet interior but a very cold and emotionless exterior made him intimidating to talk to . . On the other hand, there is Aura a very happy and cheerful girl who is admired by most. She is known for her kindness and selflessness all through school. She knows nothing more prior than her family and friends. Though she showcases a beautiful sunflower-like behavior, deep inside she feels like a wall…As if no one cared in the first place…She is hurt and wants someone to take care of her… . . Will they be the one for each other? . . . . Will Aura be held by Yusra in his arms?

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"The Way You Look at ME…" imagine your crush :the proposal:

“I think we need to talk.”

Said the boy who sat across from you in the classroom. The boy you had been in love with for about a year. It was now a habit to stare at him when ever you did not enjoy the classes. Well more of the whole day cause it was really rare you would enjoy your classes.

It was no wonder you fell in love with him. All your friends always said that your taste was shit, but you kind of felt like he was the only one you kind of felt more romantically to than the tsundere bad boys you had a liking to before. Even though you both would only share words like :

-Your shoelaces are untied

-How much did you score?

-Did you understand a singe thing she spoke in the lecture?

: Those few words were just enough to make your heart race and make you jump into your bestie's arms.

You broke your thought chain, as he shook you by your shoulders and sat down beside you.

You were blushing as fuck as this was the first time you both had decided to talk to each other.

"You said you needed to talk with me?" You said slowly.

"Okay so let's get this straight (Y/n). Do...do you like...me? "

Your head stopped. he realized the last secret you fucking held to the public.

"Uhh what umm nope what idk what you are talking abt. I really dnt like tf wha- why would i like you i mean i dont stare at you if you saw me staring you have gone crazy like i dont rlly like know what.... "

"(Y/n)... Stop Rambling"

"huh- i was not rambl-"

“I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice.”

Shit im fucked up now what do u do (L/n) srsly how could you let this fucking happen.

"And Now You Hate Me...Right?"

"What (Y/n) how do you think I could hate you! Like this year it was the best cause, I found the reason for my smile, I found you, In you, my life becomes whole, and with you my days become bright. It's you who makes me smile every day! I love the feeling and the butterflies I get when I see you smiling. Because every long lost road, led me to where you are; others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars, guiding me on my way, into your loving arms, this much I know is true. God bless the broken road that led me straight to you. You deserve the world and all the good things it has to offer. If I fail to find that world for you, I promise to give you mine!"

What the fuck just did happen! wait my crush oh no no the boy i love just proposed to me...HOLY FVCK MY CRUSH TOLD ME THE WAY HE FEELS....its the same way!

"So if you give me the permission to make you mine...will u-"

"YES... uh i mean yea I'd love to be yours......"

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I Forgot

genre: angst - there’s a lot and nothing going on at the same time

word count: 335

A/n: Bro I wrote this in my exams and I needed redemption. So plz forgive me cause this is just a filler. I will post a large one in November after my exams finish.

synopsis: It's your and yeonjun's anniversary but he was too stressed abt work and forgot deeply upsetting you.

“It’s our anniversary! How could you forget? There isn’t a single thing I don’t remember about you.” I yelled at Yeonjun. I had woken up in the morning to see him at work. No note. No flowers.No kisses. I thought he would take a day off. He has started to act as if I don't exist. To be fair I think he has...

Fallen Out of Love...

Many things are running in my head that shouldn't be-

Does he hate me? Did he forget? Is he stressed because of work? Am I am making a mistake? Is he still...mine?

*Flashback- Morning-*

"Junie?" I whimpered patting the bed next to me. I woke up fully and found out he had left for work. He didn't bother to leave a note or flower. Let alone take a day off. I sighed and went to the kitchen and made breakfast. 

-2hrs later-

I sat on the couch and started scrolling through my Instagram. That's when I decided to see my feed. I saw how close we were when we started dating. I came across a post from 4 yrs ago.

Yeonjun held my hand kissing me. Our first anniversary.

Now we act as if we both don't exist. We didn't cuddle for the past 3 months. 

It's like he hates me now-

Did I really fuck up? but what did I do? 

*END OF FLASHBACK*

"Y/n I am so sorry-"

"You act like I don't exist! Be fucking Honest with me It would be better if I was dead right?!"

A slap landed on my cheek I looked at him tears brimming my eyes.

"Y-you - y-you - Slapped me?"

I did not waste a single minute and went to our bedroom and locked the door.

I heard Yeonjun bang the door like anything.

"I am sorry I did not mean for this to happen. It was a mistake! I am sorry! Open the door please."

I cried myself to sleep that night.

Did I just lose us?

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𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕼𝖚𝖊𝖘𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝕬𝖗𝖒𝖆 𝖚𝖙 𝕯𝖊𝖔𝖘 𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖋𝖎𝖈𝖊𝖗𝖊 -𝕬 𝖘𝖍𝖔𝖗𝖙 𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖗𝖞 𝖓𝖔𝖛𝖊𝖑- <𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖕𝖙𝖊𝖗 1>

"A weapon built to kill the gods, it was made to eliminate the evil, to remove the bad. It is hidden somewhere that no human can find without going through harsh sacrifice…made with a metal unknown to mankind. It is said that in one of the coming centuries, one god will venture to the land of evil and slowly drift in it. Then they must be stricken down with the force on the living, or else, It might kill us only.."

This story is known to have ventured for millions of centuries. Some believe it to be just a story but I believe this to be real. Maybe there is a weapon made to eliminate the god turned bad. Even though after three long years of searching throughout the known world, I still believe that it might be hidden somewhere.

From the beginning, being a girl in a man's world was the most annoying thing. People come at you out of nowhere. I just wished to be given a task like other male soldiers were given. Nither was I given good employment, Nor did I get a good salary like the other males working in my post did.

One day the queen told the king that she wanted him to eliminate the weaklings from the army. Of course, I was one of them to the fact I was a woman. The.Only.Woman. In.The.Army.

So as expected the conroi was tasked by the king to find this ancient and powerful weapon.

When I began my quest, I was a naive squire, a member of a conroi tasked by the king to find this ancient and powerful weapon. The group comprised the finest knights from throughout the kingdom, including my father and brother.

I never paid attention to the boys drooling over me when I wore my uniform which was then designed better. I consisted of a brown crop top intake and black leather pants with leather converses.

Following a rumor about the weapon's whereabouts, my conroi was exploring a cave when we came upon a witch coven…

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Okay Umm... Idk What To Just Say

Read more at your own risk if ur innocent.

okay, I thought Tumblr did not allow this.

Me who finds a double meaning out of everything.

grl what the fuck...

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK MISS?!?!

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Pain and Trauma

Pain and Trauma, Surrounds her life, Heart bound by a chain, She fights for her life.

Hoping one day someone will help her out. She found their love from music, Just to be disgusted at by society's bounds.

She cant dress like other girls, 'Cause that girl is dead. Now, full sleeves with black jeans, Is all she knows about a dress.

Short and revealing, It just can't happen. She needs to stop people, From judging her pain.

Relief are small cuts, A pair of dividers ran upon her skin. She feels alone, She feels hurt.

Save her from her own maybes. Before it really kills her.

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I mean this is how I found my baby brother with my Ex-

Kuttush - beagle - my brother - has seen me cry almost 4 ages - 2yrs old - saw me going through our breakup - Male - Cute - notorious - and has several nicknames-

Yeah dats it

You are a fantastic writer and please do not ever stop writing this thing literally made me smile in like 0.2 milliseconds.

Choosing a puppy with Soobin would be so fun oml- Like just imagine his faceeee looking at all the cute doggies !!!

This is so damn wholesome 🌟

pawprint. | c.s.b.

contains: adorable little puppies hanging with the bunny himself, soobin and reader-chan are besties, implied roommates, just cute little animals doing what animals do, maybe one swear word...

author's note: I love writing this, This honestly makes me so warm and fuzzy on the inside. I drafted up something while I was on my lunch break, so I hope you love it ✨

@soobinshouseplant @plushpeeps @yungisstar1117 @star1117-archives @zitaosbadbaby @lee--felix

©taehyunscaramelfrappe , all rights reserved

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"Y/N, look at him!” You heard Soobin say as he kneels down to look at the small Beagle whose name tag says “Binnie.”

You laugh at your best friend as you stroll toward him to see the dog. His ears are big and droopy, and his eyes are doe-like and chocolatey brown. Binnie runs up to the cage door and lays on his back, indicating that he wants tummy rubs.

Soobin laughs at the action, walk up to the volunteer and asks if you and he can play with him. And to think Soobin wanted to go to the pet store when there’s a whole shelter in the city…

The worker nods and reaches into their apron to grab the keys. As soon as he is released, he runs up Soobin’s legs, wanting to be held. Soobin happily picks him up, cradling him like a baby. He places his hand on his tummy, giving Binnie soft scratches. You can see his happiness when his head dropped into Soobin’s elbow, and his breathing slowed a little.

You giggle at the dog’s dramatics, and Soobin goes to put back Binnie. Binnie was a bit upset that his comfort was being disturbed. Still, he calmed down as soon as Soobin scratched behind his ear and looked at him with a face that said he would be returning to receive him.

Soobin went to explore more of the shelter, and he acquainted himself with three Huskies, four cats, a Pit Bull, a border Collier, and a Daschund. Why the weenie dog? Because it’s Soobin, duh…

You stayed a bit and played with Binnie. He is so damn sweet; it’s tooth-rottening. “ I just might take this one home,” you think simultaneously when Soobin calls for you.

“I need backup, Y/N! Help, I’m being mauled!” You turn around to see Soobin on the floor with a bunch of new pups, maybe like 11 or 12, on top of Soobin, just running over him, licking his face or sniffing him out of curiosity. The sight of a six-foot-tall man being overtaken by puppies was something you didn’t think you needed to see but a memory that should be digitally remembered.

You whip out your phone to open your camera and press record. You zoom in with so many angles, making sure to get all the puppies on screen.

Your favorite moment was when a puppy with a black fur spot over her eye went up to Soobin on his chest and stood on him as if she was the queen of the world. She then pounces on Soobin and licks his face from his top lip to the bridge of his nose. It took everything for Soobin not to push the puppy off. You catch it on camera and automatically think,

“So we know which ones are coming home today.”

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Reblog if you enjoyed it, and I hope to take another order soon from you, Els @yungisstar1117 @star1117-archives 💟

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Hilarious-😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

Anya-verse (x) (x) (x)

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Wae Wae Wae is this me when evr I am talking with my bestie and my bro enters the room

jungkook embarrassed that his friend is there when he’s doing his live 🥺 for anon ♡ (trans. cr. eternalhyyh)

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Exactly- The day I first say dis I was abt senseless 4 half an hr cause I had a nosebleed fell from my bed and hit my head not dat hard tho-

jimin weverse magazine 2022 for @jimimn ♡

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Ikr I'm working on one and now I come across dis and trust me my bestie was like : Don't u dare delete that shit you worked on for about 1 week.

Me: I will not write anymore wips for tae.

Tae: …

Me: I will now write another wip for tae.

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𝙱𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝙱𝚕𝚞𝚎 𝚆𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜~

Beautiful Blue Waves, How beautiful you are? How sufficient you can be? Providing us food and peace.

Beautiful Blue Waves, I will not lie, Beauty isn't all you own, Even pain and fear lies.

Beautiful Blue Waves, How much pain do you feel? About the oil spill killing, All your beings?

Beautiful Blue Waves, But you are suffocating! Garbage on your body, I am trying to make you free.

Beautiful Blue Waves, One day you will be free, From all your pain and sorrows, Trust me I promise.

Beautiful Blue Waves, One day all your sorrows will disappear, I will try my best before I leave, To preserve you for the future.

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Traumatized Past and her Anxious Future,                                              She has already given up on her present                                                Invisible to others but she cries everyday                                                    Her Family doesn't care even if she does not eat for a day                      A blade in her hand, Tears Flooding her eyes                                                                                    Look at her sitting in the corner                                                                      Trying to end it all                                                                                              She strokes the blade swiftly on her arm and feels peace                         She draws cuts of all types                                                                              we are standing by the river and she rolls up her sleeves                          I look at her arm and smile in defeat                                                              She's just like me                                                                                                Unhappy but acting                                                                                          I roll up my sleeves and tell her                                                                        hey girl I draw too

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Stepping in the classroom, I am searching for you. Seats really matter to me, Because I want you to look at me too.

I am taking notes but, You're all up in my head Do you even know what you do to me?

I swore to myself, I would be letting it end. But! Every time I look, At your brown eyes. My heart beats so fast. Can’t make it stop.

You're so cute. No way I can say that out loud.

I try to keep it cool but, When I sit in front of you, I smile like an idiot.

Am I crazy, Do you see?

Maybe I don't really let you. I don't think you know The long way ‘hi’ goes. I’m overreacting I suppose,

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I Want To~

I want to, 

Leave the road and take the trails,

Leave the bed and lay on the grass,

Leave hatred and live in peace.

I want to,

Go to you and to be soothed and healed,

Go to you, and dedicate my life to you,

Go to you and Nurture you.

I want to,

Feel your love,

See your pain,

Find your sadness,

I want to,

Be your pupil,

Learn the best of life,

And then save you for the future world,

I want to, save you forever, don't leave me.