llestaire3

[llestaire3]

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Does anyone know any good videos on jirai and jirai history? I LOVE video essays, but a lot of them **cough cough** tend to be super mean about jirais. Don’t feel like being insecure right now.

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bleeding through bandages, but still not good enough.

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loser-otaku-girl is a minor, she's open about it if you dm her

Oh :{

I don’t know WHY I thought she was 22? I might have been misremembering?? Anyways. I blocked her. Thanks for letting me know.

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They (tumblr) got an angels (my) account can we be mooties again/nf

They (mental illness) stopped my grind ((forgot to go on tumblr)), but lestairee is back now >:}.

Yes :}

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I WANT TO HURT MYSELF BUT I HAVE WORK TODAY (ʘ言ʘ╬)

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the asks youre getting are probably bots haha

God, I hope it’s just bots. Some for sure aren’t though . . I might just vomit ><

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Why are all my asks from practically blank p0rn accounts ran by 30+ yr old men -?!?!?!?! What about my content makes you think I’d even cater to you?

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I know I may be a bit pathetic, but I can't help it. I'm just so desperate for attention, and it feels like I'll do anything just to get it. Not romantic, not sexual !! All I want is for someone to notice me, to give me that sweet, sweet validation I crave. Whenever someone interacts with me, it's like a shot of dopamine straight to my heart !! That's why I love each and every one of you.

Please, please, please, keep giving me attention. I need it so badly it hurts. I'm starving. I can't be alone anymore.

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:: you won't abandon me, right ??

:: you were so kind to me yesterday . .

:: please don't go . .

:: i want to be with you forever and ever !!

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do i have to broadcast my scars to make friends still ? whats the difference between this account and all my others . . ?

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I swear, when we’re friends you’ll never feel alone again! I’ll always be there for you, ready to listen and support you. We’ll have so much in common, we’ll be like two peas in a pod. I’ll understand you better than anyone, promise! You won’t feel lonely at all with me around. I just want someone who values me and cares about me like I do for them. I want to feel super special and loved !! So let me make you feel the same !!

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Ill always be the last chosen. I do everything in my power to be funny, reliable, interesting, etc. No matter what I do though, It's like my friends always forget me. When they make plans? I'm almost never invited. They're all having a party soon. One of my friends asked if I was coming only for me to have to admit to having to idea what he was talking about. I was the ONLY one without an invite. This just keeps happening. My boyfriend pities me, sure, but at the end of the day instead of being here to make me feel better, he's playing elden ring with his friends. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. Am I getting stale? Is it too much to ask to be someone's favorite person?

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Hey, so.

People aren’t “sus” for not showing you their ID. Especially in this side of tumblr. I am NOT showing you my face. “It’s only your name, photo, and age” yeah no. I don’t even want to join whatever group you’re in.

I’m a twenty year old woman. September 2004. I KNOW how some of you are. The doxing is next level.

All this being said, you guys need to be super careful about just handing out that information. Please be safe. Don’t trust everyone you meet, especially when on “taboo” sides of tumblr / twitter / etc.

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I've felt an innate sense of dread my entire life. I think I'm tired now.

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Hello, I'm Eve. get to know me !!

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♡ ∩_∩ ╭ („• ֊ •„)♡ ୨୧ ┈┈ • ┈╮ U U My account revolves around my mental health and poor behaviors, so if you're in any sort of recovery . . . please back out now !! Goodbye. ╰┈ • ┈ ┈ ୨୧ ┈┈ • ┈╯

fun facts about me !! ;;

☆ I'm diagnosed with CPTSD, Schizoaffective Bipolar, and BPD. I was mid screening for AuDHD when I ran out of the funds to continue my visits. ☆ I have 2 tattoos and 15 piercings so far !! ☆ My favorite bands are His Infernal Majesty, Lifelover, Type O Negative, Molchat Doma, Horrormovies, etc. ☆ I have PCOS which i'm working to treat soon. ☆ I'm currently learning GERMAN :D !! do not interact. ;; ☆ Under 18. ☆ Coaches, fetishizers. ☆ Racist. ☆ Transphobes / Homophobes. ☆ Ableist. ☆ Superiority-complex SHers.

goodbye now ~ !!