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I dunno if anyone still cares but I thought I’d give an update, Mental health wise im lost ? I dunno I just feel like I’m not living in the present, I’ve been dissociating quite a bit and feeling empty

Struggle is real

Some days I don’t leave my bed and shut the world out and stare into nothingness contemplating life 

Other days I’m completely fine and so so happy

But when I’m sad I’m too sad and when I’m happy I’m too happy

there’s no normal days and it sucks

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I haven’t been on tumblr for awhile, My mental health has just been in a downwards spiral. Guess I’m going back on 💊 otherwise

Me: 🪦

Hope everyone has kept well and safe

Peace ✌️

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Sorry I’ve been MIA

My mental health has just been very bad of late and I’m just really fucking tired.

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wow this cannot be good for me *keeps doing it*

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wake up babe, new depressive episode just dropped!

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do you ever feel like everyone is just sick of you

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y’all remember being 15? That was fucked up

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at first i was like “i have no friends” as a joke but bro.. i don’t think it’s a joke anymore

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Gotta love constantly hating yourself 🥲✌️

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Nobody:

Me: I have to be the skinniest bitch in this Walmart

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my days are just catagorized by "suicidal" and "suicidal but i was productive so that was kinda nice"

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if you raised a child who is afraid of you and afraid of your reactions to things they do or mistakes they make you fucked up and were a horrible parent

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