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I feel like "us" are both failing each other and i don't know how to fix it anymore.

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I feel so fucking alone

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Isolation with my pain and demons in my mind is where i feel the most safe.

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I've bit my tongue so much, that i'm suffocating.

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Don't call me when you're feeling permanent; call me when you are permanent.

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For the love of everything in the German shepherd world, YES!

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What we shared and shredded in the name of love;

The things i write about in my music is -

My past

Her past

My love

Her love

My insecurities

Her insecurities

My story

Her story

But the most frequent theme you'll find in my music is our pain.

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My guard is fueling my insecurities and my insecurities fuel my guard.

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Genius and madness have something in common: both live in a world that is different from that which exists for everyone else.

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I wish you would say good night

I really want to be the last thought on your mind

I want you to have restful sleep

And dreams of our future

Because in my future

You're all i see

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Your love was a hurricane

Our names sounded amazing together

United we fought for our love

Happy was an understatement

Until you met him

Ripping me apart

Tearing pieces of me

Maybe you'll feel karma one day

Eventually I'll heal; but i won't do what you did

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Yeah, I could slit my wrists

But it really wouldn't help

Wouldn't fix my issues

Or change your mind

Cause I broke your heart

And you buried mine

Now I'm 6 feet deep and I can't breathe

I got dirt in my eyes

And blood on my sleeves

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Don't want to start an argument but

He's the only reason i'm feeling this way

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The poison on your lips tastes like love

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Why am i so defensive over people wanting to help me?

Am i that far gone that being vulnerable scares me?

I've trusted, and lost everything.

I either push too hard or don't pull enough.

I guess its just the taste of heart break that i crave, but hate.

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Your soft words are always a blanket to my cold soul.

See, i sold my conciousness to chase a dream of money and expensive clothes.

But now you're all i dream, and with that my dreams are in reach.

I'm not a kind person, forced to grow up in adolescence.

But now when i write these suicide notes, i write them with your love

If i finally pull the plug, then whos soul will you hug?

Do you know what you mean to me? I never speak honestly, so i doubt you see.

You love so beautifully, forgiving and honestly i feel like havoc, static and a disease.

But you still love whole heartedly.

You're all i dream.