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News about inpatient.

I'm with the mobile so in some hours I picked up my PC and will tell you everything. Love you!!

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hi Isabel, can I ask.. what was the actual cause of your kidney problem? Was it because of the anorexia? I really worry about my kidneys. I have bad fluid retention which causes my legs to double in size by the end of the day. Is this something you've experienced?

My kidney problems can have two reasons: the fucking medication I have been taking or just because of anorexia.Thanks for ask!! Love!!

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what happened to your legs sweet heart ? :)

My legs are a little bit better but I am not going to use them now!! Hahaha. My kidney worries me much more now.Thanks for ask!!! Have a lovely day!!

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Hola, linda ! :D I just wanna say that you are stronger than this disease and you will recover ! Keep fighting and don't lose hope.. besitos from Romania :)

Thanks honey! It is so important for me!!

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i'm sorry to hear that you're inpatient, i really hope it helps. is it by choice? if so, i'm really proud of you :) sending you much love and hugs, i know you can do this! good luck gorgeous! you can always talk to me if you need :D xxx

I decided to go but here have discovered my kidney isn't working properly and because of that I couldn't gain enought weight. It will be long but I keep fighting!!Love you!!

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Are you in inpatient for your legs and not your eating disorder? Because you were eating fine.. not restricting at all?

The problem was my legs but they have discovered my kidney doesn't work and that's the reason I can't gain all the weight I need.Thanks for answer! Have a nice day!

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the food at your ip looks so good ! the one at mine was absolutely HORRID ! looked like something you would feed to homeless people :| since when were you admitted and how long will you stay ?

I was admitted yesterday evening and I will be a looong time because my kidney is so bad. It seems be the problem I wasn't gaining enought weight in spite of the amounts of food. I will write a post after. Thanks for being there!

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INPATIENT BREAKFAST: SUGAR MUFFIN (fear food) with strawberry ham, 300ml full-fat milk with sugar, tangerine. (500 kcal).

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INPATIENT TODAY.

I am going inpatient. I can't do it alone. And this will be my Christmas present. I hope can have my PC.

Thanks to all of you. I can't write each of you (no time).

SEND ME FORCE, I NEED IT.

Love you sweeties, keep fighting. You're awesome! 

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LUNCH

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Christmas are hard days for all of us so I just want to say loudly WE CAN BEAT AND DO!! Do you want to know why? Because we fight for our life, being free and happy again: BE OURSELVES!

This moment of the year is the easier to make changes and think about your future so let's do it! I suggest all of you to make a 2013 wishlist with things you want achieve this year (I am doing it).

What Santa Claus gove you??

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SNACK: Sweet soy yoghurt with roasted blueberries and blackberries.

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LUNCH: Italian dressing potatoes, fried prawns with red and green pepper and purple onion; with a tangerine. 

Challenging because I'm really sick with my stomach... I feel awful.. Fuck, stomach-ache in Christmas :( .

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HAPPY CHRISTMAS BEAUTIFUL WARRIORS!! Having breakfast in spite of having strong and painful stomach-ache.

Nice day!!

I have already seen Demi Lobato's documentary and it doesn't show so much. It's a little bit superficial and centred in her music more than in eating disorders. I haven'r doubts her illness or something like that but I thought the documentary would be more helpful. But that's my opinion.

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11 and 35? :)

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?

I am so social but nowadays I don't feel like that... :(

35. Did you have a dream last night?

I know I dream everynight but I never remember my dreams.

Thanks for ask!! have a really nice day!!

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