illusionoftheabyss
Illusion Of The Abyss
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What’s Good? My name is Jeffrey.I am a writer at heart and had to make a place to disseminate philosophical ramblings on topics such as Magick, Religion, Philosophy, Astrology, Astronomy, AstroTheology, Tarot, Qabalah, Hermeticism, Gnosis, Control Grids, Politics, Medicine, Psychedelics, Psychology, Psychiatry, Human Experience, The Supernatural, The Supranatural, Holy Sciences, Secrets of Secret Societies and Personal account of dealing with the world and learning in a Mystery School. Stepping into the Aether to Cross the Illusion of the Abyss.MAY THE LIGHT BE EXTENDED TO YOU UPON THE PATH IN L. V. X. ~ FRATRE J.A.H. ☿ 93 65 78 22 33 609 17 ☥ ❤️‍🔥♒️🔯☸️✝️☯️🕉💟🔮
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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Using a Kamea or Magic Square
Using a Kamea or Magic Square — I learned a few things from @arnemancy and his class on magic & cryptography in the Renaissance...
For the last few weeks I was taking Arnemancy’s class, The Other Trithemian Art, on codes and ciphers in magic. It’s quite an interesting class, and I’ve been enjoying the brain stretch to think about using codes and ciphers in magical and occult practice. It’s not an easy thing to think about — as John Michael Greer has opined, occultism can be defined as ‘discarded knowledge’ of one kind or…
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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I have created a Podcast called The Illusion Of The Abyss :
https://anchor.fm/hallsofamenti
Fratres and Sorors and Seekers that have Viewed The Horrors and in Honor of Witches and Wizardly Powers To Counter The Hours that are upon us ; encounter the Sages and Magus, the Crone, and throne of adeptis, Thy Grey Jedi And Nephilim Bones. Connecting with spirits on High Sephirah, Metatron and Sandalphon and Olympic Intelligences are beckoned from thy Obsidian abode In Hellish and Angelic Essence;
You’re either sucking a dick or getting Your chode blown in the Holy Of Holiest of Gloriest Gloryholes.
https://open.spotify.com/show/69uU7DRHevhBM6yNCIfXgZ?si=tk3DngF_R8CR6gwynb2LKg
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Please check it out 🙏🙏🙏
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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I started a group on Facebook where I am procuring an Occult Library by uploading all of my favorite grimoires and literature on magick, alchemy, astrology, tarot, and anything related to esoterica.
The group is private and is my own Occult Xanadu of Wisdoms. Join in here:
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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I practice the Fourfold Breath Technique mainly in meditation, however, I have been utilizing pranayama recently and would recommend learning how to do some techniques to any student of the Sacred Sciences. Here is a terrific guided exercise.
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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You can use this wheel of the Astrological Decans to find your own special Tarot Key.
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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A great secret of Alchemy is using the Divine Creative force to rejuvenate the spirit. Women also secrete fluids, this isn’t gender specific. It’s about abstinence to transmute the lower carnal creative force into the higher creative genius.
* Why do Priests have to go to a Semenary to learn about spirituality 🤔🧐…
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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Top 10 Lines in Palmistry.
Palmistry is an art of reading the hands. It is believed that everyone in this world has a destiny, which can be determined by analyzing the lines, rings and mounts on one’s hand. Out of these, lines and rings on the hand of a person are more important in context with palmistry-
1. Life Line Life line is obviously the most important line that can be found on the hand. By analysing it, one can determine how long will the bearer live and the ups and downs that he will face in his life.  It starts below the mount of Jupiter (below index figure) and passes through the mount of Venus.
2. Head Line Brain is considered to be one of the most important organs of the body and line of head could tell how intelligent is the bearer of the line of head is expected to be. A long and straight line reflects a practical man whereas a curvy line of head means that the person is more creative than practical. It starts below mount of Jupiter and passes straight dividing the palm.
3. Heart Line Line of Heart is situated above the Line of Head and it determines the emotional level of a person. A short line indicates possibility of a heart attack and a complete absence of Line of Heart means that the person has no emotions in him and is likely to be of a criminal nature.
4. Fate Line The line of fate determines the fortune of a person. A straight and unbroken line of fate means that the person will be lucky in this life while a broken line of fate means that the person is likely to see lots of misfortunes during his life.
5. Sun Line Line of sun in situated below the ring finger. It determines the amount of success that a person is likely to attain in his life. A strong line of sun is considered a sign of a successful person.
6. Health Line Line of health is situated below the mount of mercury (under the little finger). It can determine the health of a person and generally, it is considered as a good sign, if this line is light or is not present at all; such a person is expected to live a healthy and ailment free life.
7. Marriage Line It is a small line situated just above the line of heart at the corner of the mount of mercury. One can have one of more line of marriage. The stronger lines represent marriage relationship while the lighter ones reflect affairs. An absence of line of marriage would mean that the person will not get married in this life.
8. Ring of Saturn It is in shape of a half moon and it surrounds the middle finger. The person, who has such a ring, is expected to be of a very serious nature and someone who likes to live alone. Generally, it is not considered a good sign to have such a ring on the hand.
9. Ring of Venus This ring starts from the middle of little finger and ring finger and end in the mid of index finger and middle finger. The bearer of such a ring is likely to be extravagant and is expected to lose his fortune due to this habit.
10. Ring of Sun This ring occupies position below the sun finger or the ring finger. Like other rings, ring of sun too is not considered to be a good sign. The bearer of such a ring is expected to be too proud and egoist in nature.
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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About two years ago, I stopped all intake of illicit substances. From the ages of 18 to 31, I was a hardcore alcoholic and manic depressive shell of a person. I worked as a cook/chef for this whole time, and would have to work a minimum of 12 hours a day on the feet and cigarette breaks were the only breaks. With 8 knee surgeries under my belt starting at 14 after jumping off of a trampoline about 30 feet to the ground, I also had a pretty wicked opiate addiction in my favor. By 25, I was taking about 5 oxycodone 30mg pills and four 1mg Klonopins to wake up and go to work, another 3-5 oxycodone 30mg pills and 2mg Xanax bars throughout the day to function. After the workday, you walk out of the 115° kitchen and look at your bartender friend with a wink. To start the night off, I’d drink a Vodka and Orange Juice with 4-5 shots. Then the night would turn into a vortex of lost memory and I’d wake up in my bed the next day, hopefully with pills to get the day started. How I survived this lifestyle, is beyond me but I wasn’t happy. I would end up slashing my wrists on several occasions or downing 50 Xanax pills one night.
I had all of these addictions and a really nice heap of suicidal ideation in my head. After painkilllers started to become so expensive that one 30mg oxycodone was around $40-50, I saw the writing on the wall that I needed a new addiction. I started taking Kratom which did indeed satiate my hunger for killing pain. Regular Kratom leaves are weak however, and spending $60 or more a day on the Extract Kratom pills was getting to be unaffordable. So I did some research and found out that the main chemicals in Kratom with analgesic properties are called 7-hydroxy-Mitragynine and Mitragynine. That is what these Kratom companies were extracting that I was paying so much for. To extract these chemicals called “ Alkaloids “ you just take a lot of kratom leaves and break the cell walls down by mixing in an acidic source like lime juice, let sit for an hour, pour very hot but not boiling water on the mix, then immediately put into the freezer over night. When you look at your concoction the next day, there will be a red bubble of pure frozen alkaloids that will get you super high. It’s called the “ Red Bubble Extraction Method “ and works a little too well. I was addicted to this type of opiate in no time at all.
I had to switch jobs. I had to stop drinking. I was 31 and felt like I was 70 years old. I used kratom as a way to feel alright and I have a prescription for a benzodiazepine. These two chemicals, I truly needed because I have crazy, soul-crushing panic attacks and agoraphobia along with the whole barely being able to walk deal. But the alcohol was fucking out and so was cooking for 12-15 hours a day. I just stopped drinking and quit the restaurant I was at. It was a pretty simple thing and I didn’t feel AA would be needed or anything, i just stopped drinking alcohol. Life did get better after that. I got a job stocking produce at a popular grocery store in Florida called Publix. But I still had severe mental problems and was taking way too much kratom. Instead of using it as a responsible patient of chronic pain, I was using it to get high and just because I wasn’t drinking, didn’t mean I was sober.
I have bipolar type 2 disorder. Meaning I have periods of mania where I am psychotic and don’t sleep for a week but these spells are broken by very very long periods of debilitating depression where I can’t get out of bed unless it is to go to work. Suicide was a constant nagging thought during these periods. I’ve been on medications since I was 17 but they don’t work if you are taking other chemicals like opiates that flood your neurochemistry with dopamine and you can’t feel good without that flooding. Alcohol had kept medications from working as well.
One day after getting off of work, I was in a manic period where I had not slept in at least 6-7 days and I was also very high from a very potent concoction of Kratom extract. I was texting and driving like a complete asshole and got pulled over and was suspected of DUI. Although the police could not prove alcohol was involved, I was very much out of it. I was arrested and went to county jail where I passed out and was awoken 2 days later ( I was arrested on a friday) and saw the judge who let me out on pre-trial probation.
I was living with my aunt but my mother had picked me up to go and speak with the pre-trial officer about my release. At a gas station, we got into a very heated argument about how fucking stupid I was and I just decided to start walking into traffic on the busiest road in Fort Myers, Florida. Cars were swerving and traffic stopped. A lot of police vehicles had surrounded me in about 60 seconds. The police did something called a Baker-Act where they deem you a danger to yourself and others and I was sent for psychiatric evaluation for 72 hours. This was probably my tenth time being Baker-Acted and it was not new to me but I realized I did need psychiatric help very badly. On my own will, I asked to stay for longer than the 72 hours.
During this stay in the Psychiatric hospital, I stayed in a darkened room alone for the first seven days without food and very little water. I just slept and meditated on everything I’ve ever experienced. I had been holding a lot of mental, physical, and emotional pain inside and just let it simmer in the subconscious for so long, I realized that I hated myself. Then something happened on that 7th day of fast and reflection: an epiphany, a lightning flash of insight from the Holy Guardian Angel or God or A thoughtform that was not my own in waking consciousness: “ I can stop fucking my life up and I can be happy if I just forgive myself for all of the harm I’ve done to myself and I can heal myself because I have that strength. I must be gentle and kind to me and forgive ME as I forgive others.”
I took this stay very seriously and after a month, I was back at my aunt’s house. I no longer had a job, but I no longer cared to get inebriated or escape living. I was happy that I was alive and I had been enveloped in making art while in the hospital. Poetry and coloring mainly. I continued to write poetry everyday when I got out and came across this app called “rap chat” My cousin is a very good rapper and talented writer of lyrics. I had never tried to rap my poetry before, but this app gave me the luxury of a private recording studio and access to thousands of beats. I started making rap songs. I discovered trap metal and the likes of “ Suicideboys “ and “ Ghostemane “ who were saying the same shit that I was and I ended up making 8 albums over the past year. That is what kept me sane and sober was making music. I got addicted to listening to beats and finding obscure producers and writing everyday. I would write and record 2-4 songs a day. All of the albums I released were very very negative and focused on my past life of taking drugs and dealing with suicidal thoughts and depression. All of them. Then I started practicing magick and have been solely into that positivity for a while now and haven’t released any music in a while.
I don’t know of many artists that put magick rituals of positive or Right Hand Path flare into their art. Every Occult artist that I’ve heard including me have used themes of the demonic and Black Magick. After becoming engaged with the Positive side of the Occult, I have begun to make music about that stuff and here are some songs I recently recorded.
This song is called “ Cube Ov Space “ and holds the instructions for performing the Lesser Banishing/Invoking of the Pentagram Ritual:
This song is called “ L. V. X. “ It is about the Ritual of “ The Analysis Of The Keyword “:
I.N.R.I. Was written over Jesus Christ’s Cross as an abbreviation for “Iesus Nazarenvs Rex Ivdaeovm“ Mocking Christ in Latin meaning “Jesus of Nazareth, King of the Jews “ This is one part of the formulae for this abbreviation and there lies a deeper Esoteric meaning to this word. The Occulted formulae is “Inges Natura Renovatur Integra“ meaning “By Fire, Nature is Perfectly Renewed” We are first baptized by water then by alchemical fire for purification, the spirit receives Divine gnosis which cleanses and purifies and enlightens the Soul. This is in reference to The Great Work of a magician. Furthermore, INRI translates to the Hebrew “Yod Nun Resh Yod “ On the Tree of Life, Yod is the path of the zodiacal sign for Virgo, The path of Nun is that of Scorpio, The path of Resh is Sol ( Sun): Thus we have Virgo, Scorpio, Sol. These translate to the Egyptian religion of Isis (Virgo, The Mighty Mother) Apophis (Scorpio, The Demon who slays Osiris) and Sol (the Sun) (Osiris Slain and Arisen) This gives us a new formulae of I.A.O. (ISIS APOPHIS OSIRIS)
To give the Signs of this play in Ritual, You make the Sign of Osiris Slain which is a cross with the arms.
The Sign of Isis Mourning Osiris slain is that of making your arms form an “L” The Sign of Apophis destroying Osiris is making a “V” with your arms.
The Sign of Osiris Risen is an “X” over the chest.
Then the arms are made into a cross again and one says “ The Light Of The Cross”
L . V. X. Which means LUX (Light) in Latin.
The Ritual of the Analysis Of The Keyword ends by Drawing the arms up slowly and cast down saying
“Let The Divine Light Descend!”
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Inges Natura Renovatur Integra .
INRI
Yod-Nun-Resh-Yod. I Give the Sign ov Osiris Slain.
I N R I
give the Sign Ov Isis Mourning
Yod-Nun-Resh-Yod.
Give the Sign of Apophis Storming
I N R I
give the Sign ov Osiris Reborn…
The Keyword : I A O
L. V. X. LVX The Light Ov The Cross Within You.
Virgo-Isis-Mighty Mother
Scorpio-Apophis-Destroyer
Sol-Sun-Osiris Slain And Reborn Again
Isis Apophis Osiris
IAO LET THE DIVINE LIGHT DESCEND!
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/Vgdpf5CQ486JdKrWA
This song is called “ Tiphareth “ and is a Qabalistic song about the Hexagram Ritual of the Sun.
ARARITA (אראריתא) is the Hebrew phrase "Achad Rosh Achdotho Rosh Ichudo Temurato Achad", which means “The Divine is One, Began as One, Remains as One, Will Always Be One.” Ararita is the Divine Name used in the Hexagram Rituals.
Feel the Light Descend
Coming Fourth Unto Your Crown
The cup overfloweth
Indigo wheel view visions
Scrying
With both eyes shut
ARARITA
Within Me Shines The Six-Rayed Star
Solar Plexus Golden
Tiphareth Molten
Crystalline Aura
Pillars Between Geburah and Chesed, Jachin and Boaz
Psychic Sight From the Moonlight
The Heart Is Unfrozen
ARARITA
Within Me Shines the Six-Rayed Star
Flying Over Oceans
Above Kingdoms Ov
Nettzach , Yesod, and Hod
Flying through the Atziluth
Flying over Malkuth
Through the Supernal
Straight to God
Solar Plexus Golden
The Light Ov the Cross
Flying Through the Astral
Overcoming Loss
I Have Smashed the Shells Ov the qliphoth
I Am Becoming One With Binah
Feel the Light Descend
Coming Fourth Unto Your Crown
The Cup Overflows
Indigo Wheel View Visions
Scrying
With Both Eyes Closed
ARARITA
Within Me Shines The Six-Rayed Star
Solar Plexus Golden
Tiphareth Is Molten
Crystalline Aura
Psychic Sight From the Moonlight
The Heart Is Unfrozen
ARARITA
Within Me Shines The Six-Rayed Star
Flying Through the Atziluth
Straight To God
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/DsU1m3HG1G5zwgBq6
This song is called “ Rite Ov Thoth” and the lyrics are inspired from Aleister Crowley’s “ Invocation of Thoth “ Ritual:
Procul, O procul este profani.
Bahlasti! Ompehda!
In the name of the Mighty and Terrible One, I proclaim that I have banished the Shells unto their habitations.
I invoke Thoth! the Lord of Wisdom and of Utterance, the God that cometh forth from the Veil.
IAO THOTH!
Lord of Wisdom, Scribe of the Gods, ibis hieroglyph,Magi of magicians
Of every kingdom
Hermes Trismigistus, who wields the caduceus in the distance
in the ship of Ra I invoke thee
Please commune please come forth through to me
He who bares the ankh and Cross of Light and Life: Thee, Thee, I invoke. Come through
Thou, whose head is as an emerald,and Nymess as bright as the night sky blue come through
Behold! I am Yesterday, Today, and the Brother of Tomorrow!
I am born again 
Mine is the Unseen Force, whereof the Gods are sprung fourth
By mine own inward Light, I View
The Black Flame inside I view
My Father is the Sun, My Mother: The Moon
IAO THOTH
Lord of the oldest looked upon as new 
The God of Wisdom is in my Heart!
My tongue is the Sanctuary ov Truth 
Thoth! Hermes! Odin! Mercury!
Thou art still a nameless entity to Eternity:. Come Thou forth, I say, aid and guard me in this work!
https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/VDcKYwySubt1gMib6
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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Interesting & Useful Occult Unicode Characters
Some of these may show up as a weird square/question mark thing depending on the font used/configuration of your browser. 
𖤐 Inverted Pentagram
Stars:
★ Five-pointed Star ✶ Six-pointed Star ✷ Eight-pointed Star ✹ Twelve-pointed Star
Elements:
🜁 Air 🜂 Fire 🜃 Earth 🜄 Water
Planets:
☉ Sun ☽︎ Moon ☿ Mercury ♀ Venus ♁ Earth ♂ Mars ♃ Jupiter ♄ Saturn ♅ Uranus ♆ Neptune ♇ Pluto
Astrology:
☊ Ascending Node ☋ Descending Node ☌ conjunction ☍ opposition
Egyptian Deities:
𓀭 or 𓁰 or 𓁱 Ptah 𓀲 or 𓀴 Osiris 𓁐 Goddess 𓁚 or 𓁛 Re 𓁟 or 𓅝 Thoth 𓁠 or 𓁡 Chnum 𓁢 Anubis 𓁢 Upuat 𓁣 Seth 𓁤 Min 𓁥 Hathor 𓁦 Maat 𓁨 Hah 𓁩 Amun 𓁮 Menthu 𓁯 Tatenen 𓂕 Nehebkau 𓆫 Selkis 𓅃 Horus 𓋇 Seshat 𓋋 Neith
Alchemy:
☿ Mercury (Mind) 🜔 Salt (base matter or body) 🜍 Sulfur (Soul)
♁ Antimony 🜺 Arsenic 🜘 Bismuth = Boron ⊛ Magnesium ☽☉ Platinum 🜏 🜍 Sulfur
Runes:
ᚠ FEHU - F: Cattle ᚢ URUZ - U: Brute Strength ᚦ THURISAZ - TH: The seeing of the future ᚨ ANSUZ - A: references the ancestral god, Odin. ᚱ RAIDHO - R: Journey ᚲ KENAZ - K: Beacon or torch. ᚷ GEBO - G: Gift of Harmonic Relationships ᚹ WUNJO - W or V: Bliss and Glory ᚺ HAGALAZ - H: Destructive forces ᚾ NAUTHIZ - N: The Negatives of Human Needs ᛁ ISA - I: Ice ᛃ JERA - J or Y: The Cycle of One Year ᛇ EIHWAZ - EI: Yew Tree ᛈ PERTHRO - P: Initiation, Things Unexplained, Something Hidden ᛉ ALGIZ: Z ᛊ SOWILO - S: The Sun ᛏ TEIWAZ - T: Tyr, the sky god. ᛒ BERKANA - B: Birch-goddess ᛖ EHWAZ - E: The Sacred Horse ᛗ MANNAZ - M: The nature of Humanity ᛚ LAGUZ - L: Water - Emotions ᛜ INGWAZ - NG: Fertility ᛞ DAGAZ - D: Daylight or Dawn. ᛟ OTHALA - O: Ancestral property - Inheritance
Other Egyptian Hieroglyphs I thought were interesting:
𓂀 Eye of Horus 𓃠 Cat 𓃩 Set-animal 𓃶 Goat with collar 𓆣 Scarab 𓆸 Lotus
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illusionoftheabyss · 2 years ago
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Friday, 5-27-2022
Greetings. I have been researching the Hermetic Order of The Golden Dawn’s Ceremonial Magick Rituals lately. I have been doing the Lesser Banishing of the Pentagram Ritual quite frequently and after the Invocation of Thoth [ Mercury ] I figured that I would do some more planetary energy work.
In the LBPR, you call out to 4 Archangels, the Archangels of the Elements. You say “ In Front of me Stands Raphael” and this is the Element of Air. Then you say “Behind me Stands Gabriel”, the Element of Water. Then you say “ On My Right Hand, Michael” the Element of Fire. The “ On My Left Hand, Uriel” the Element of Earth.
I’ve been watching a lot of Damien Echols YouTube videos recently. He is an incredible man and even better magician. I was inclined to read his books, and in his book “ Angels and Archangels,” he explains so much of what is going on when you perform these Ancient Rituals. He likes to also invoke the Archangel of Kether above him, Metatron. And the Archangel of Malkuth below, Sandalphon. This adds a lot of energy to the LBRP and any other Pentagram Ritual. He included in his book, the Sigils for these 6 Archangels that I will include here:
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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Thoth Invocation Ritual Part III
The aforementioned Thoth Tarot Deck came in and it’s beyond Beautiful. 20 bucks for perfect works of artistic talent and priceless Hermetic/ Occult Wisdom.I didn’t ever much like Mr. Crowley, but the man was a fucking brilliant squire. I like Aleister Crowley now, after seeing how much detail he put into his Thoth Deck. The Numerology, Alchemical Signs, Astrological, Symbology, Gematria, Perfected Understanding of the Hebrew language and of the Sephiroth Yetzirah. Perfection in my eyes. He completed His Great Work. ❤️‍🔥
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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I just did an invocation Ritual to Thoth { Hermes Trismigistus, Mercury, Odin } and I feel very energized. It’s the first serious Ceremonial Ritual that I have ever came up with and performed down to a science. I am reflecting on how I feel.
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I didn’t conjure some higher intelligence or see an entity appear or even feel the presence of anything. But as I sit here, I have this intuition that the Ritual got through to this entity and hears that I want to be its friend. I’ll probably have some crazy fucking dreams.
Anyone have any input or advice for a first timer with invocation rituals?
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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Part II Of the Thoth Invocation/Altar situation.
So this is what I tacked on to the Ritual to make it personal. And this is the Altar Space.
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I put the Tarot Key 17 on the Altar because that’s the Card for Aquarius and I am one but also the Ibis is watching the water bearer in the background. I like that, Thoth is represented as an Ibis Bird in his Hieroglyph. I spent all night writing the ritual just right and drawing and making runes. 🤣
That’s about it for now. Have a Blessed Day. 🙏🕉🔯☸️☯️❤️‍🔥♒️💟✝️🌓
MAY THE LIGHT BE EXTENDED
TO YOU UPON YOUR PATH
IN L. V. X.
FRATRE J.A.H. ☿
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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I am really getting into the Holy Tarot and how it corresponds to the Qabalistic Tree of Life. These Occult things are fascinating and so spiritually rich and Real.
If you practice the art of studying and working with Tarot, I highly recommend this book ( free pdf ), I was blown away with the information and kind of learned the basics of the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet and how they correspond beautifully with the 22 Major Arcana.
Very Incredible Insight from a True Mage.
Anyways, after reading this, And Coloring the Builders of the Adytum Deck that comes with being a member of the the Order this book is from, I kind of wanted another deck created by somebody else.
Back in the day, I stole 2 whole Crowley Thoth Decks from a Barnes and Noble when I was all fucked up on fake Xanax that had Chinese research chemicals and fentanyl in them. I ended up letting them fly out my car window out of my hand like wild birds into the breeze from a madman hellbent on self destruction. This was 2 years ago and I’m way better at navigating reality in a clear headspace and I’m ready to get down to the famous Thoth Deck. I ordered it yesterday and it should be here today.
I got the Thoth Deck because it’s incredibly Beautiful and it was put together by a dark genius and I’m intrigued at how this deck will operate but I also got the Thoth Deck because during my daily meditations, when I go to light candles and incense, I’ve found myself randomly saying “ This is for Thoth and Mercury “ It just started happening the other day because I had no other diety to dedicate an offering to. I have PTSD-like worries about connecting with entities because I was visited by a Sumerian Demon from the Qliphoth and I’ve been down a dark Occult road and I’m not into that shit anymore. I don’t like to call upon dieties. But I really dig Thoth-Mercury-Hermes because This entity is a demigod of Wisdom, Magick, and Writing. And that’s all i care about too. Literally all I do is study and practice magick techniques, read books, and write. I have the same interests as this entity and feel like I want to befriend a corporeal being. So after ordering the Thoth Deck I thought it was only right to Invoke Thoth and Befriend it by setting up a nice Altar.
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So that my planning the the Invocation ritual and finding out what to put on the Altar. Israel Regardie made a famous recording of the Crowley/Golden Dawn Invocation Ritual and it sounded a bit dull so I went perusing the inter webs for a better ritual. I basically Frankensteined a few people’s Rituals and put my own spin on things but then I really got into writing the Ritual. After this, I went back to The Israel Regardie Ritual and Wrote that one down and said wait, I should do the Qabalistic Cross/ Lesser Banishing of the Pentagram first to clear the Etheric space and get my vibration up, then do this long ass Invocation, then end it with the Crowley Analysis of Keyword Ritual because it has an Egyptian Flair to it and end on the LBPR for a nice well rounded thought-out Ritual. I feel like a Real Occultist.
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I have to make a part 2 to show this madness. BRB
🕉☯️🔯✝️☸️🌓🔥🙏💟
MAY THE LIGHT BE EXTENDED
TO YOU UPON YOUR PATH
IN L. V. X.
FRATRE J.A.H. ☿
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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I am very well versed in Shadow Work. I once ate 28 grams of Dried Psilocybin Cubensis mushrooms and blasted suicidal black metal for 10 hours in a dark room while shadow people entered in and out of my soul and performed rituals around my bed. I then fell asleep peacefully and continued to be a drunken maniac for a few years. Then I confronted my Shadow sober and am on very good terms, without fear of anything. Because the scariest demon is yourself.
Hello Tumblr :)
Can you please reblog this is if you post about
witchcraft
paganism/polytheism (all kinds, but esp. norse, slavic, celtic, gaulish and irish)
spirituality
weather magic (esp. storm and rain related stuff)
shadow work
kemeticism
crystals
herbalism
I will follow :)
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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I like to change up my altars with different Herbs, Flowers, and Energies every couple of days. I also charge my Tarot Deck before use.
To charge your Tarot Deck, light a candle and or incense and fan your cards over the smoke. Then let your cards sit around the the incense or on your altar and meditate on your cards for a while. I say a small prayer to the diety my candle is for: Thoth { Hermes, Mercury, Hermes Trismigistus }
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illusionoftheabyss · 3 years ago
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I started trying to draw Sigils. Researching Sigils, I came across the world of Sigil Magick.
The Sigil I drew above has nothing to do with what is referred to as new age Sigil Magick but this is my first attempt at making a Sigil with all the things that are important to me and my magickal psyche.
Sigil Magick refers to implanting a statement of intent into your subconscious mind and in a large part, your subconscious mind creates your reality, so you are augmenting your own reality.
To start, you come up with something you want to happen or something you want.
You must be very very specific and keep the statement below 12 words preferably. You would write like you already have what you want or have experienced what you what to happen. In all caps. Let’s say you want a partner in love.
Well, we are going to be exact and write as if this has happened.
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Then we are going to cross out all Vowels and All Repeating Letters. Writing Down the Formulae after those letters have been crossed out
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We are now going to connect these letters in an artistic way and encircle the magickal formulae
You can spend as much time as you want making your Sigil look as nice and awesome as you want. Make sure to circle it though, that gives the letters power and will draw your subconscious attention to what is encircled for the next part: Charging your Sigil.
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Put your Sigil up against something and light a candle and some incense to charge your Sigil. Sit in a meditative position about 3 feet away and repeat your statement staring into your Sigil for about 2 minutes.
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Now meditate on this Sigil for 5-10 minutes.
Nothing crazy just breathing in through nose and out through the mouth rhythmically and focusing on your Sigil and letting all intrusive thoughts come and go.
I like to end the charging of something with the Sign of the Enterer.
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You breathe in very deeply focusing all of your energy on the Sigil and bring hands to temples then on the exhale your throw all your energy into the Sigil with the above Sign of the Enterer also Called Sign of Horus in Thelema.
So we are now ready to never think about any of this anymore. After the Sign of the Enterer you can Do the Sign of Silence: bringing the the index and middle fingers of the left hand to mouth.
We then wrap Sigil up tightly and burn it outside in an ashtray and try your damnedest not to think about your Sigil or what you wanted.
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