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In reality, I wish I had never developed an 3at1ng d1s0rd3r... But now that doesn't really matter, does it?

The thoughts already consume me, & the pain of r3covery is so much more agonizing than the pain of staying in it.

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Made myself a red bracelet :D

The beads basically say "star-ve little butterfly" to remind myself not to eat

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My weight was definetly the scariest thing on Halloween :/

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Pls I need motivation cuz I'm kinda getting used to restricting again but it's super discouraging that the scale isn't moving :/ but if I keep pushing my body won't have a choice but to lose the weight

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Let's goooo xD

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Well shit I was stressed abt overeating and now I can actually see my fat... Like under my skin... Like I never cut so deep and now I'm scared... Help

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there's nothing sadder than looking back at old photos of you and realising that you were skinny - and trying to st@rve yourself to get skinnier only lead to binge eating and gaining weight.

i wish i could go back to how i used to look before all of this so badly.

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Can't sleep so I'm asking chat gpt for wheightlos advice

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i dont know what bodies are even supposed to look like anymore :/

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Ed tiktok really pisses me of cuz those triggering videos and bodychecks and stuff can just randomly show up on anyone's fyp. On Tumblr you have to ACTIVELY seek out ed content to have it in your feed but on tiktok it can just show up one day and if you engage with it in the slightest the algorithm keeps showing you more and more! This is so dangerous and I don't think it's talked abt enough

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Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

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Piggy eat, piggy walk

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Rewatching starving in suburbia and I'm so tempted to carve "don't eat" in my skin

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Me realising I have to actually workout to get abs:

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Drinking on an almost empty stomach :D

Wish me luck

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Why is not eating at night so much easier than during the day?

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me after no binging, doing 15k steps a day and eating less than a toddler but still staying at the same weight ;;