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Oh my goodness so I’m housesitting for my grandmother right now since she’s leaving town for a bit, and she literally made me the most delicious spagetti before she left and then shunned me when I mentioned I hadn’t eaten all day and was hungry. aggressive love from a aggressivly nice grandma

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I finally checked the scale and I lost 3 lbs! i honestly didn’t think it was working but it feels nice

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Reblogging my old post because it’s relevant more now than ever, especially with edtwt wanting to move over to tumblr

[cw: fatphobia, rant, assaulted, eds] Small rant: fatphobia is NEVER okay.

i get it, all of us are suffering from a mental illness and have a striving image to become skinny, or whatever the reason it may be. But, under no circumstances will I ever participate in fatphobia or fatspo.

I was 220 pounds at one point. I was ridiculed, judged, bullied, sexually assulted due to mans disgusting fetishizes, all for my weight.

because of these awful experiences, I understand what it is like to be overweight. I’m still fat but that doesn’t mean I’m going to self project. (Not body image, just the reality of it)

You will never see fatspo or fatphobia on my page or see me near those tags ever. It’s gross and I understand you’re hurting, but ridiculing other real fat people isn’t the way to do it.

thank you.

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ugh i was t3rm3d again at 3.8k !! i was thinningbodypls!

reblog to find my moots again pls <3

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Weve knocked them out once we can do it again

i am begging you, i am on my knees sobbing and crying please edtwt stay where you are please

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I don’t know I just don’t think I’m that attractive.

”Don’t say that! You’re not fat.”

MF DID I SAY I WAS???? 😟

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Hey instead of tumblr trying to terminate the ED community and leave suffering people completely isolated how about they take down some of those fucking triggering weight loss ads???????

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Yo- yo who is mass reporting every ed account on tumblr rn? Not cool man. Understandable. But not cool.

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OKAY IM

sometimes i see you fuckers post something and I'm like "omg?" but then i remember we are on a website equivalent to a psychward

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Oh my goodness okay so recently I remembered back when I was in 4-6ish grade my mom would constantly look towards me when I asked what the meal would be for dinner and she’d go “go take a walk“ or “drink a glass of water, and if you’re still hungry I’ll cook.” (i think it’s also worth mentioning that my mother did have an eating disorder till her late 20’s, and you can see it in her photos.)

like she unintentionally gave me advice. Even those are pretty common even here on the posts, but Jesus. I didn’t even realize it till recently.

Can we all just agree that our parents (especially moms) are the main reason we are all here.....

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Hey guys, I’m back on ed-tumblr because recovering is hard and no nutrition wants to see me. I’ve been referred to three, and they all told me to “lay off gluten, eat fruits and vegetables, and stay away from diary.”

Like??? No I didn’t come here to lose weight I came to gain it back so I don’t fucking die. So I guess I’ll be chillin’ in relapse until we find someone.

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I start school soon ya’ll :,) and I’m not even close to my goal weight

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at this point i'm holding myself together with glitter glue

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Content warning!: eds and restriction. Be safe <3

Does anyone know if this actually works? Like yields any results? Fasting has been rough and to be honest restricting tends to help me prevent a binge.

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content warning: talk of eating disorders and cursing! Remember to not purposely expose yourself to content that could harm you, and take care! <3

I know everyone gives shit at ed tumblr for being, well, yk, but tbh everyone here is amazing.

unless it isn’t explicitly stated that it’s a vent account, almost all ed accounts are open to helping others recover. the majority of people here are caring and understanding because we are all walking in the same shoes.

so yeah, I get it, tumblr is shit sometimes, but the community is something once you look closer

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[Tw: ed, restricting]

I ate like three cookies at my little cousin’s eigth grade graduation and felt kinda sick ngl, but I tried not to dwell on it and honestly I’m feeling pretty good rn! I just worry I’m going to restrict again Monday since it’s so easy to trigger myself