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[fox-xx]

GAH IT TOOK SO LONG (almost 4 months im so sorry) BUT TYSM FOR THIS

im trying my best to be more active on tumblr from now on... but thank you for reaching out and asking to use your inspiration from my teaser! i loved your continuation <3

hope it's alright that i decided to reblog this after so long LMAO

SOOOOOOOO-

I saw a teaser for a HERO (OMORI) x Male reader one shot, and the author:

@fox-xx

Gave me permission to write something off from it!

You probably should go to his account first before reading this 'cause this is heavily influenced by it! It's basically just my continuation of the teaser he gave!

It's relatively far up on his page so don't sulk over having to scroll down for ages!

I won't add his part to this one, just because I didn't ask for his permission to use it! But I'll use the

I N S P I R A T I O N

I got from it! Like I said, go to his account and read the teaser first!

Also, This is gonna contain:

Weird phrasing ('cause I'm not english!), Angst(??) (It's mostly mild Angst), mentions of MARI and HERO past dating, Spelling errors (so far I didn't see any big ones), Death(only once and only briefly!)

And now...BEGINNING

You're not Her..

HERO x Male reader

continuation, inspired by @fox-xx 's first teaser! Go to his account first!:3

Also it's sorta short..

Speak of the devil..

You picked up your phone, looking at the text that he sent.

"Hey M/N! I have this amazing picnic spot that I wanna show you! So I'm asking you if you'd like to have a picnic? Just the two of us!"

How could you say no? So you replied with a short "Ofcourse ♡", and then getting dressed. He sent you the location, to which you left your house and started walking. The location was upon a hill, a hill covered in white flowers..A chuckle left your throat.

Walking up the hill, you were met with a casually dressed HERO, already standing there with his arms wide open. He's inviting you to a hug, how cute. With a big smile on your face, you took the invitation in and hugged him, burying your face in the crook of his neck.

"Haha! MARI used to do that!"

Oh.

Again with her..

It's painful to be compared to your lover's dead former girlfriend, but yet he still can't seem to feel the same pain you feel. Her name rolls of his tongue so flawlessly, it just hurts. You never got to know MARI, you know nothing about her! Well, knew nothing. Until you and HERO started dating. Apparently everything you do, MARI did too. And everytime you'd try not to do it the same, MARI'S name still fell from his mouth. HERO could talk hours about her, or even days if he didn't have a precise sleep schedule! And everytime he told you how much you remind him of her, it just..

"Are you okay M/N?"

His voice guided you outside your thoughts. You both separate from the hug, you nodding at his words.

"I already did most of the unpacking, only the drinks are still in the bag."

You smiled. He sure is a gentleman. You wonder if he treated MARI the same way..You both sit down on the blanket, talking about college and HERO'S younger brother KEL.

"Y'know M/N, me and MARI used to sit here. Almost every day."

Wow, what a mood killer. You looked away, turning your head towards the 'Life Jam' packets. HERO didn't seem to notice this and kept on talking about how much you remind him of MARI..

"MARI used to love that jam!"

"MARI also liked my cooking!"

"MARI was almost as short as you!"

"MARI!"

"MARI!

"Sorry that I'm still not her.."

Hero stopped. He turned to face you, gasping slightly. Were you...crying?

"W-what's wrong M/N?"

His hands finding their place on each sides of your face. His eyes filled with worry. You slowly took his hands from your face, lowering them and letting them go. His expression changed into a questionable one. You can't do this..Not today

.

.

.

Not ever.

"HERO..I love you. But everything I do, this MARI girl apparently did too. I don't want to be compared to her anymore. It seems like you can't let go off her.."

Wow, HERO'S face dropped. He looked, well..Suprised! But you weren't done.

"I just want to be complimented, not compared! Just a simple 'Wow you're cute!' or 'I like your baking!' And not 'MARI used to be good at baking!' 'You smile just like MARI!' I am NOT MARI, okay? I'm me, M/N! You're boyfriend! Not girlfriend.."

HERO looked ashamed. He looked sad, scared but mostly just ashamed. He didn't notice that this was having such a big effect on you.

You felt the tears falling again. Quickly, you stand up and started walking away. Where? Probably home. HERO didn't say anything, nor did he move. You needed a good pause from ALL of this.

GAAHAHJSDH

I HOPE IT'S OKAYISH!

And I HOPE that YOU, The reader, ENJOYED

Again, check out his account! He has a follow up for the original teaser! So his will probably be better :)

Thank's for letting me write off from the Teaser!

~♡

[fox-xx]

hello

just wanted to make an update post and state that i am NOT dead, and im as active as i can be on this account. ive been super busy with school and now i can finally focus a little bit on my writing. however, im not making any promises since i go to a pretty tough school. but thank you to everyone who has been reading my old posts--new ones are to come (slowly)!

[fox-xx]

you're not her! - hero x m!reader - teaser

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tw/contains: yelling, angst without comfort, use of hero's 'real name' according to wiki, comparisons to someone, hero and mari used to be lovers, yeah angst, omori spoilers, reader is shorter than hero

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lowercase is intended.

you were hero's friend since the day you met him at school. you ended up realizing you were neighbors and soon hung out. because of this, you ended up joining the friend group with his little brother kel, aubrey, mari, sunny, and basil. of course, it went well. until mari had died. you tried your best to keep the group together, only for it to fail. so you tried your best to stay as hero's friend, even though he tried to push you away numerous times. due to sunny moving away, he was finally himself again and had asked you out of nowhere to be his boyfriend. you agreed, as you knew you held feelings for him. but after a few months you noticed how strange it actually was.

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you wiped your forehead with the back of your hand as you stood in the middle of your room. you had decided to clean it after some consideration and couldn't help but feel proud at what you had done, despite how little it may seem. it made you feel better.

you had to do it to get your mind off of something. that something being your boyfriend, hero. normally, you don't care if you were thinking about him or not, but you couldn't help it.

lately he'd been getting better ever since mari's death, and you were happy for him. but you couldn't help but notice that he was still struggling.

you always let yourself take responsibility for things to let him relax, even though he worries you'd overexert yourself in the process. you always reassure him that you'd always pace yourself so long as you help him, and that if you ever were to reach that point, you knew you could rely on him to help you back.

hero always said he adored that you always tried your best when doing something, he said it reminded him a lot of kel. and the fact you life your responsibilities with a sort of confidence had reminded him of mari.

right... you had cleaned your room up a bit to clear your mind from the most recent thing in your mind; hero kept comparing you to mari.

whether it be little things like the way you do the dishes, or help around. or the bigger things like how you even smiled like her.

you knew he was still trying to cope with her death, and especially that mari was his former lover, but you didn't appreciate that the first thing that always came to his mind was her. you wished he would say something without mentioning her, like even a simple compliment like 'you're cute'.

you sighed quietly and fixed your shirt, receiving a text from the devil himself.

[fox-xx]

colorful bursts - yoimiya x m!reader 

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tw/contains: just fluff really, fireworks and festivals, more fluff, reader is afraid of fireworks because they're loud, not proof-read

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lowercase is intended.

after working so hard on the set-up for the festival, yoimiya dragged you along with her to enjoy the festivities together. the only thing you dreaded were the fireworks, which you were afraid of. you were always able to escape them by making excuses, then going home and hiding your head under your pillow. you liked them of course, but hated how loud they were. little did you know what she was going to do for you.

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yoimiya was your best friend. you two had grown up together, played together, adventured together, worked together. you were described as two peas in a pod. you understood each other so much, and could tell when something was wrong. you knew each other like the back of your hands. the only thing yoimiya didn't know about you, was a big fear of yours; fireworks.

and how ironic that yoimiya loved to play with fireworks, making them so passionately and quiet when watching them. you only knew because her father would tell you as soon as they were over what they were like. he was the one that you told about it, and he understood. he didn't take it personally when you would always ask politely if you could leave to escape them.

he actually appreciated when you would swing by when yoimiya wasn't home to practice withstanding the noise. however, it was always fruitless, and you would go home defeated whenever you finished.

so it was inevitable that today, a day where people of inazuma were celebrating the end of the vision hunt decree, would be the day you were dragged along to watch fireworks.

you were walking back to your house with a crate of fruit to make some sweets for everyone there, when the blonde girl ran up to you.

"[name]!" yoimiya said, smiling widely at you. she looked ecstatic, very hyper if anything.

"yoi-chan," you said, moving the crate out of your field of vision to look at her. "what's up?"

"you're coming to the festival, right?" she asked, "i worked really hard on the firework display!"

"er, yeah... i am." you replied, "but i'm running a food stall, so i don't know if we can watch them together..."

you try to make up excuses, hoping she wouldn't try and drag you anyways.

"puh-lease, i already know your parents are running it. they told me to bring you along with me to watch them!" she said, still following you around as you started to prepare the fruits. "and also, my dad said that you'd enjoy it too, so i was hoping you would come with me!"

you didn't want to tell her, even though she's the type of girl who'd never judge you for anything. what could you even say if she asked you so sweetly?

"yeah, okay. but only for a bit." you answered, your heart pounding against your chest.

"hehe, great! let's go now! they should start any time soon!" she said, a smile of boundless joy on her face.

yoimiya grabbed your arm and dragged you over to akame island, and you hoped she couldn't feel your pulse from her tight grip on you.

you noticed the people buzzing around, trying to find good spots to watch the fireworks from akame island. you tried to find anywhere hidden you could run to after making an excuse to her, but you hd no luck as yoimiya brought you to her designated spot you knew so well from her father's descriptions.

you nervously sat down on the blanket strewn out on the grass, yoimiya taking a seat next to you. she stared at the sky eagerly, awaiting the fireworks, while you shuffled uncomfortably in anticipation for what's about to come.

"oh, yeah! i almost forgot!" she suddenly said, grabbing something from beside her.

you looked over at her and saw what looked like two cylinder-shaped items that were no bigger than her palm, before looking at her in confusion.

"what are those?" you ask, trying to calm your racing heart.

"hehe, earplugs! duh!" she replied, before going behind you and putting one in each of your ears.

you were encapsulated into a muffled silence, you were able to hear the people around you but just barely. you were surprised at how well they worked, and realized why she had given them to you.

"how did you--?" you started, were you screaming? or were you talking normally? you couldn't tell because even your voice was muffled.

yoimiya scooted a bit to sit next to you again, and just pressed a finger to her lips with a playful wink as she looked up at the sky, a dull yellow adorning her face.

you decided to look at the sky too, seeing the arrangement of colors flying in the air. falling ever so gracefully. you didn't even notice the loud booms, they didn't affect you at all with the earplugs in.

you felt rather stupid you didn't think of that solution in the first place.

but now was no time to feel like that, you were amazed by all the wonderful colors lighting up the sky, each firework completely different from the first, as yoimiya said; 'with their own meanings'.

such harmless and beautiful things, you didn't understand how you could be so afraid of them despite the sound. but now that your best friend helped you overcome it, you felt you could enjoy this moment forever.

though, it was cut short. you didn't see anymore shoot up after a bright firework in your favorite color. you hesitantly took out the earplugs and looked over at yoimiya.

"hehe, did you like it? i sure hope you did." she said, looking at you with a wide smile.

you were at a loss for words, adjusting to hearing all the chatter around you. it was... beautiful.

"i loved it. thank you, yoi-chan." you replied, smiling softly at the girl.

"of course! anything for you, [name]. honestly, you could've told me sooner. we have many families that still request fireworks for special occasions with children that hate the loud noise." yoimiya explained, twirling a bit of her hair around her finger. "obviously, i wanted those kids to have a fun time too, so i worked real hard and started to make earplugs for them to use. i only just now gave them to you because dad finally told me."

you couldn't help but laugh, warmth spreading around you. that was just a side effect of yoimiya's thoughtfulness.

"you're the best." you said, stowing the earplugs away in one of your pockets. however, you took note to make sure to use them more often.

"nu-uh, you are! thank you for enjoying the fireworks with me." yoimiya said, her smile sparkling.

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small note: sorry i haven't posted at all, i've been in a bit of a writer's block but i'm back. i plan on making some more oneshots soon, don't worry :D

[fox-xx]

colorful bursts - yoimiya x m!reader - teaser

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tw/contains: just fluff really, fireworks and festivals, more fluff, reader is afraid of fireworks because they're loud, not proof-read

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lowercase is intended.

after working so hard on the set-up for the festival, yoimiya dragged you along with her to enjoy the festivities together. the only thing you dreaded were the fireworks, which you were afraid of. you were always able to escape them by making excuses, then going home and hiding your head under your pillow. you liked them of course, but hated how loud they were. little did you know what she was going to do for you.

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yoimiya was your best friend. you two had grown up together, played together, adventured together, worked together. you were described as two peas in a pod. you understood each other so much, and could tell when something was wrong. you knew each other like the back of your hands. the only thing yoimiya didn't know about you, was a big fear of yours; fireworks.

and how ironic that yoimiya loved to play with fireworks, making them so passionately and quiet when watching them. you only knew because her father would tell you as soon as they were over what they were like. he was the one that you told about it, and he understood. he didn't take it personally when you would always ask politely if you could leave to escape them.

he actually appreciated when you would swing by when yoimiya wasn't home to practice withstanding the noise. however, it was always fruitless, and you would go home defeated whenever you finished.

so it was inevitable that today, a day where people of inazuma were celebrating the end of the vision hunt decree, would be the day you were dragged along to watch fireworks.

[fox-xx]

and the world went quiet.

[fox-xx]

say no to this - kaeya x m!reader

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tw/contains: ooc cheater kaeya, cheating, oneshot based on a song (title of song is in the name), yelling, modern day genshin au in a way?, mild mention of sexual actions, use of explicit language (cussing.)

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lowercase is intended.

kaeya didn't know what he did at the time, and he completely hated himself for it. you were gone a trip with your friends jean and lisa, and he was lonely, so he talked up a drunk lady at the tavern while you were gone...

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kaeya tried to gather his thoughts, his heart pounding in his chest. what was he doing? what would you do if you found out?

what would he do with his life, if you, his light, left over a mistake he shouldn't have done?

the door opening to your shared apartment didn't help, he wanted to run. to be given even two more minutes just to think.

"kae, i'm home!" you said, stepping into the empty house.

the way it was, it was unsettling. the feeling rose from the pit of your stomach, a feeling of dread.

kaeya on the other hand was freaking out. how? oh, barbatos, how was he supposed to forgive himself after what he had done? but he couldn't stop...you stepped into your shared bedroom. in fact, anything you two had was shared. the apartment, the rent to the owner, the furniture, the food, your hearts.

but your heart had broken, when you walked into the bedroom to be met with kaeya's bare back, on top of what you could only guess was a woman under him.

"kaeya...?" you said, not understanding the sight in front of you.

oh barbatos, why didn't he say no to this?

you stared at him, disbelief was the first thing that came to mind. why was he on top of someone else? in fact, why was there someone else in your bed?

"kaeya, why'd you stop?" the woman asked, not noticing you were frozen in place at the door.

tears pricked in your eyes as you realized they were connected, the way only him and you should've been. what was going on?

"[name]," he started, breaking that bond between the two.

you instinctively stepped back, once, twice. you couldn't respond to what he was doing at all when you had this scene in front of you.

the first thing that came to mind was to get away. to run, to flee away to catch your thoughts. however, what slipped from your mouth wasn't what you wanted to say.

"you're disgusting."

sure, it was what anyone would say, especially in a situation like this. but not you. you didn't want to say something like that, something to hurt your love.

but was he really your love? after what you've seen?

out of the corner of your eye, you saw the woman creep out of bed and start to change back into the clothes that were on the floor. you only watched as kaeya tried to gather some words to say, to attempt to help the situation.

"[name]... let me explain."

"'explain'?" you repeated with a scoff. "how do you expect to 'explain' this?"

kaeya had to be honest; he had no idea. his shoulders drooped as he didn't have a reply, as you continued talking. you didn't know what was coming out of your mouth, but in the back of your mind, you wanted it to sting him. to sting him so bad. but why? you wanted to resolve it as much as he did.

"how do you explain to me that you were on top of a woman, touching her in ways that you sure as hell shouldn't be doing...?" you asked, in a harsh tone. "i'm sure i already understand most of what you were getting at."

technically, yes. but kaeya couldn't admit that. it would hurt his pride.

his pride? it was getting the best of him right now. he only knew he wanted you to believe different from what you saw. even though that was all there was to it.

he just slept with a girl from work a few times because he was lonely. kaeya admitted it to himself, it's as bad as you make it sound. you were only gone for a little, and yet he took advantage of that.

you were always worried he didn't love you, as he would openly tell you about his relationships at work. it was nice to know, though, that he had many who were fond of him where he spend most of his days.

"you don't." was the first thing he replied with. he felt exposed, physically and ideally. "you don't understand what i'm doing."

"you're sleeping with someone." you stated, staring dead into his eyes (or eye?). "because what, are you tired of me? you missed me? this isn't how i expected to be greeted when i came home."

"did you expect a warm welcome?" kaeya shot back, rubbing his temple. "i hope you realize you came home late. what is it, 9:00? [name], if you're gone for that long i'd like at least for you to say you're coming home."

"so you can get away with these types of things? to be able to sleep with whoever you want from your workplace? how do i even know you aren't sleeping with your best friend?" you said, taking a confident step forward.

the pounding in his chest moved to his head, he didn't like seeing you pissed. especially at him. but kaeya couldn't shield himself from what you were saying. because most of it was true.

"did you miss the feeling of a cunt around you?" you said, stabbing him and yourself where it hurt. you were most insecure about that, and his sweet nothings he would say would always make you feel better.

maybe they were truly just nothings?

"excuse me?" kaeya said, his face scrunching up in anger, confusion. "what are you getting at by saying that?"

"i'm saying you're nothing but a lying bastard." you spat, tears threatening to spill from your eyes. you glared at him with hatred and hurt, hoping, praying that it was obvious to get it through his dense head.

"so i'm the bastard?" kaeya said, a tired laugh coming out of his mouth. "you're the one who left me alone this long. did you think i would love you for this long?"

they truly were nothings.

"me trying to keep us stable, to be able to pay off bills and everything because your crummy job won't help, is the reason you cheat on me?" you replied, before looking at the woman directly. you couldn't help but give her a sharp glare as well.

"honestly, i don't understand you." kaeya said, "it was for fun. for no feelings whatsoever, no strings attached. why are you reacting like this?"

"because you promised you'd never do this again!" you shouted at him, at his face.

"then it's your fault for not keeping your end of the deal!" kaeya said, threatening to do much more than hit you with his words.

"how am i responsible for your choices?!" you retorted, crying freely. you let the tears flow, crocodile tears or not.

"get out."

"what?" you said, but you had heard him clearly.

"i said get out, [name]." kaeya repeated.

you stepped back again, shaking your head a bit. "i can't believe i settled for someone like you."

"i probably should've settled for a woman like you've said to so many times."

you had already stepped out of the house, barely able to escape the smell of booze and wine.

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it had been three days since you and kaeya fought. you had taken 'shelter' at diluc's place instead of your own. you felt indebted to him for allowing you to stay, even though he was your best friend who supported you two's relationship.

you were currently pouring yourself a cup of your favorite energizer for the start of the day. taking a drink from it, you looked over at the couch to see the sleeping redhead. since he didn't have a guest room, he lent you his room while he slept on the couch. too tired from crying to even fight back you reluctantly agreed.

you decided to cook something, ignoring all the texts on your phone from kaeya. you dared to read a few, but never bothered to reply to him. always leaving it on read.

anything ranging from 'im sorry' and 'let me explain', is putting lightly what you had received from him.

you couldn't stop thinking about it, replaying what happened in your mind over and over.

you turned on the stove to start cooking breakfast, yawning from drowsiness. maybe you should hear him out...

no. why would you if you fully accepted that you two wouldn't be able to be what you originally were?

you heard a groan from either the creaky couch or diluc, keeping back a laugh from the birds' nest of hair he had.

"good morning." you said, a small chuckle escaping your mouth.

"don't even." diluc replied, pouring himself some coffee. "what are you cooking?"

"something." you said, focusing on trying not to let the eggs stay on the pan too long.

after a short while of silence, or rather after diluc finished his coffee, he looked at you. "when are you going to talk with him again?"

you froze for a moment. you had been trying to figure out how to even strike up a conversation with him in the first place.

and how you were too tired from coming home to understand he may have been drunk.

"probably never." you replied bitterly, "i don't want to talk to him."

"you can't ignore him forever." diluc said, tying up his hair. "let me finish the breakfast."

"oh, no no! it's fine..." you try to say, but are gently moved aside by him, grabbing the pan and spatula.

"i'm the one taking care of you, it's nothing." he said.

you sighed and couldn't deny him, mumbling a small 'thank you' before finishing your own start up for the day.

"diluc, thank you. really." you said, "for just being my best friend. you've been there for me for as long as i can remember."

"don't get all sappy with me all of a sudden." diluc replied, giving you a deadpan look. "it makes me think you're going to say something unexpected."

you laughed softly, "you're right. it's like a cliché sudden-confession from your best friend."

diluc tensed as you heard the doorbell ring, and you excused yourself to go get it.

you look through the window next to the door to see the all-too-familiar blue hair.

"...he's here..." you said quietly to yourself, immediately backing away from the door. you go back to diluc.

"diluc, it's..."

"here, just keep the stove on for now." he replied, not even needing you to explain before he went to the door.

diluc opened the door a bit, peeking out to confirm it was, indeed, kaeya at his doorstep.

there was a light drizzle outside, and you saw a sorrow expression on your questionable lover's face.

"kaeya? what are you doing here?" diluc asked, slightly opening the door more. only enough so he couldn't see you from outside.

"is [name] here...?" kaeya asked. he seemed out of breath for whatever reason.

"[name]? no, he isn't." diluc lied, which you let out a quiet sigh of relief. "why? did something happen?"

"yeah..." kaeya said, "i thought, because you two are close, he'd be here."

diluc nodded in understanding, "well, i haven't seen him in a bit. mind explaining what's going on?"

"uhm, is it possible i could come in?" kaeya asked, rubbing the nape of his neck. "it would be too much to explain if we stood here..."

you hurried and turned off the stove, hiding your cup, knowing diluc would let him in. you then slunk behind the counter. but what diluc said surprised you.

"you can just give me a short explanation." diluc replied, "i'm a busy man and i need time to finish my breakfast."

"right, right..." kaeya said, laughing quietly to attempt to lighten the intensity between the two. "but, we had a fight. to put plainly, i don't think he wants to talk to me, but i need to talk to him about it."

diluc sighed, he had heard the whole story from you, but he hoped to get some information on why he would do this to you.

"i see, and was it a petty fight or no?"

"it was all my fault." kaeya confessed, "i fucked up really badly and i want to apologize. i would understand if he didn't want to talk to me anymore after, or even break up."

"it was that bad?" diluc asked, and kaeya responded with a nod. "i see. i wish you luck for finding him, i'll tell you if i see him. [name] is more likely to seek help from zhongli if he ever needed advice or comfort rather than me."

it was true, zhongli was much better at the comfort thing than diluc was, but you appreciated he took you in no question as he was closest to you and kaeya's place.

"thank you... i'll see you." kaeya said, nodding slightly before walking off.

diluc closed the door as soon as kaeya turned away, and looked at you with a stern gaze.

"you're quite troublesome, aren't you?" diluc said, as you only smiled a bit.

"thank you for playing along..." you replied, sighing softly.

you saw a smile twitch onto his face, which you could feel yourself smile even wider.

behind that smile, you were wondering how to even make amends with kaeya. yet as you and diluc shared breakfast, you didn't bother wondering.

maybe it just wasn't meant to be. you should've said no after knowing what you'd get into.

fin

[fox-xx]

say no to this - kaeya x m!reader - teaser

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tw/contains: ooc cheater kaeya, cheating, oneshot based on a song (title of song is in the name), yelling (in the real one post, please interact so i don't forget...), modern day genshin au in a way?, mild mention of sexual actions

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lowercase is intended.

kaeya didn't know what he did at the time, and he completely hated himself for it. you were gone a trip with your friends jean and lisa, and he was lonely, so he talked up a drunk lady at the tavern while you were gone...

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kaeya tried to gather his thoughts, his heart pounding in his chest. what was he doing? what would you do if you found out?what would he do with his life, if you, his light, left over a mistake he shouldn't have done?

the door opening to your shared apartment didn't help, he wanted to run. to be given even two more minutes just to think.

"kae, i'm home!" you said, stepping into the empty house.

the way it was, it was unsettling. the feeling rose from the pit of your stomach, a feeling of dread.

kaeya on the other hand was freaking out. how? oh, barbatos, how was he supposed to forgive himself after what he had done? but he couldn't stop...

you stepped into your shared bedroom. in fact, anything you two had was shared. the apartment, the rent to the owner, the furniture, the food, your hearts.

but your heart had broken, when you walked into the bedroom to be met with kaeya's bare back, on top of what you could only guess was a woman under him.

"kaeya...?" you said, not understanding the sight in front of you.

oh barbatos, why didn't he say no to this?

[fox-xx]

Have I played the part well? Then applaud me as I exit.

- Augustus Caesar

the click-a-thon thing is going to kill me.

[fox-xx]

a token of thanks - razor x m!reader

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tw/contains: fluff with razor, bad grammar (it's razor), ooc character (perhaps), just really heart wrenching fluff i hope

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lowercase is intended.

you were a librarian who worked with lisa in the library, who would constantly help razor with whatever he needed help with in the city when lisa was unavailable. you two were such great friends and were inseparable when in the city together. with you wielding a vision compatible with his, it helped to a greater extent when lisa couldn't help him understand how to use it. after a week of hard work with him, he decided to thank you for helping him with a small picnic.

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"[name]." a voice interrupted you, causing you to gaze up from the list of recently borrowed books in front of you.

you meet eyes with the wolf-boy, the air about him made you guess he was in a happy mood. perhaps he had successfully used his vision alone this time and wanted to show you?

"do you need something, razor?" you reply, putting your quill to stand in an ink bottle.

he put out his hands in a way to signal you to follow him, to which you replied quickly with a nod. razor grabbed your arm eagerly and lead you though your home city.

"is there a special occasion or something?" you asked him with a little laugh, noticing how excited he was acting.

"razor wants to show [name] something special." he replied, as you reached the bridge connecting the island Mondstadt's city was on to the mainland. "because he helps razor so much."

you noted how his way of speaking was much clearer to understand after his lessons with lisa. the way he seemed so happy about this made you equally as excited to see what the fuss was about. it caused you to quicken your pace to follow.

"[name] looks like he looks forward to razor's surprise." razor said, giving you a toothy grin.

you nod at him when he slows down in a bit of a clearing near the woods, a cliché red and white checkered blanket was laid on the grass, atop it was a variation of fruits and meat and razor's specialty; hashbrowns. which his were one of your favorite.

your heart swelled up in joy as you looked at the scene in front of you. razor must've appreciated your help enough to do something this big, and it was a beautiful effort as well.

"razor worked hard to get fruits from trees," he started saying, going to sit down. he patted the spot next to him, beckoning you to take a seat. "trees very hard to climb. razor also cook all the food with help from red burny girl."

you laughed softly as you imagined the said little girl helping razor cook the dishes in front of you. razor started to eat almost immediately, and which you could only guess he was rushing so no boars tried to eat your food. him eating it after speaking quickly was a way to reassure himself the food was safe from the boars.

grabbing one of the special hashbrowns, you bit into it, savoring the taste as soon as it touched your tongue.

"thank you razor, i really appreciate this." you said to him, taking another bite of the hashbrown.

"appreciate?" he repeated, the tone of his voice gave you the cue he had no idea what that meant.

"appreciate," you responded, nodding a bit. you swallowed your bite before continuing. "it means to be thankful something happened. in a way, i'm saying thank you for thinking about me by doing this."

"razor understands what [name] means," razor said, already on his third piece of meat. "razor is also appreciate of what [name] has done for him."

you laughed yet again at his attempt to use the word. "well, it's what friends do. like what lupical do."

the boy nodded, as you two continued to enjoy a lovely meal with the song of birds accompanying you.

[fox-xx]

lmao ily stupid <3

windwheel asters - aether x m!reader

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tw/contains: maybe could be gender nuetral too? angst with comfort (reader is giving), ooc aether maybe, cussing, not canon to the genshin storyline, aether venting to reader, not proof read!

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lowercase is intended. just had a fight w/ someone so ig this is my way of venting it? just got done crying, don't mind grammar mistakes. also my first oneshot post on this website. refer to me as Milo or Fox.

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you, a normal mondstadt citizen who just so happened to catch the eyes of the well-known traveller. you, who would constantly be pined by said traveller, the male always unconsciously finding himself at your doorstep every so often he decided to make a return to the city. you, who would always be happy to meet the sparkling gold eyes, twinkling kindly at you. you, a kind person always there to lend a shoulder and a place to stay for the night when he didn't want to stay out in the dangers of the wilderness.

aether, who would always have you one his mind while traveling. aether, seeing something and pointing out to paimon that it reminded him of you. aether, who had no idea why he would always feel his heart racing, feel himself smile whenever you looked at him. aether, who always appreciated how you were willing to help him as he did others, offering to listen to him when you could tell he was tired from his travels.

aether, who was looking for his sister.

it was a stormy night, as you tended to aether's new wounds he had sustained from a recent battle. you were just wandering prior to this, finding groceries you needed to stock up on again as you were running low, when the blond male found you. he had almost collapsed on you, and left it to you to carry him to your home.

you dabbed at the smaller injuries with a wet cloth, before putting ointment on it. you looked up at him, into his eyes that you grew fond of over the course of time. yet you noticed as over time he would look more and more drained, his eyes becoming dead and lifeless even when he looked at you. the half-assed smiles he would give you to reassure you that he's fine, but he would obviously be lying.

"[name]," he said quietly, gaining all of your attention. you looked up from tending to hid arm, responding with a little hum to show you were listening, beckoning him to continue. "what if my sister doesn't want to be found?"

you paused for a moment, thinking. why would aether be thinking like that? you could only watch his bandaged chest move up and down with his breaths, not having a reply that would satisfy him.

"i don't know..." you replied softly, continuing to clean the small cuts on his arm.

he sat up from his laid position on your bed, facing you with those dead eyes that would always look at you with warmth. "i've tried for so long now, yet it seems to just go to waste. i want to find her. lumine. i want my sister back."

your chest ached in pain at the hurt in his voice, the way it cracked when his sister's name fell from his lips.

you knew how he felt, in a way. scratch that, you didn't really know, but you understood the pain he was going through, just wanting to be happy with his sister again.

"i know, ae (pronounced like 'ei')." you said, "i don't know the same exact pain, but i know you can do it."

hell, you didn't know what you were saying. he'd visited almost every nation, learned what he can, and still was unable to even locate her. only having brief meetings with lumine.

"i don't want to spend my life like this." aether continued, shifting from the uncomfortable-ness of the amateur bandaging. "i don't want to spend so long chasing after her to be whole again. the ache in my heart hurts too much to stop, but my mind is screaming at me to stop... from all the things i shouldn't even know, the countless promises and things i've done for people, but all i get out of it is them saying they can't help. i'm tired..."

"i'm tired of being used as a tool for people so they can be happy..." his lifeless eyes sparkled, not with happiness, but with tears. his voice started to crack more, sniffs caught in his throat. "i just want my sister back... i want to be happy with her... but is this really what it takes? i could spend my whole life doing this, aimlessly wandering and hoping she sees my attempts..."

"i know... and you're doing so well, ae." you replied, putting down the wet cloth and starting to massage his tense shoulders from fighting for so, so, so long. "you've made her proud, i know it. maybe there's just a reason she can't come back yet..."

"must be a stupid reason then..." aether said, his tears falling silently as he hugged his knees.

he looked so helpless, so sad. as if nothing could help the situation.

you thought along those lines, until the red flowers in a vase of water caught your eye.

"hey, ae..." you said, grabbing one from the vase and holding it up. "you know what this is, right?"

"it's a windwheel aster, why...?"

you offered a gentle smile as your blew on its' side, causing the flower to spin similar to a pinwheel. "they only grow in places of wind. stubborn flowers, you could say. you remind me of them, no matter what gets thrown at you, you still continue fighting. and i'm so glad you do. your sister does too, i just know it."

you tucked the flower behind his ear, then cupped his face in your hands. your thumbs wiped away at his cheeks, drying away the tears as he looked at you curiously with watery eyes.

"ae, you're like a windwheel aster. you continue to fight, to spin, even in the hardest of times, such as the wind. you're the strongest guy i know," you noticed the corners of his mouth twitch up, a suggestion of a minor smile. "you're stupidly stubborn sometimes... and no matter how much you get hurt--" you gestured to his bandaged body-- "you're still going. and it'll all pay off. all the people not accepting your hard work and paying you back correctly? it just builds up to something greater."

"it'll be greater than the cecilias that bloom atop the highest of hills."

you saw the shine in his eyes again, even for a brief moment. and they weren't of tears, but of happiness.

"thank you, [name]." pause.

"...i love you.." he mumbled into your shoulder, when you hugged him comfortingly. a place of peace and a feeling of home, a feeling only you brought to him.

[fox-xx]

windwheel asters - aether x m!reader

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tw/contains: maybe could be gender nuetral too? angst with comfort (reader is giving), ooc aether maybe, cussing, not canon to the genshin storyline, aether venting to reader, not proof read!

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lowercase is intended. just had a fight w/ someone so ig this is my way of venting it? just got done crying, don't mind grammar mistakes. also my first oneshot post on this website. refer to me as Milo or Fox.

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you, a normal mondstadt citizen who just so happened to catch the eyes of the well-known traveller. you, who would constantly be pined by said traveller, the male always unconsciously finding himself at your doorstep every so often he decided to make a return to the city. you, who would always be happy to meet the sparkling gold eyes, twinkling kindly at you. you, a kind person always there to lend a shoulder and a place to stay for the night when he didn't want to stay out in the dangers of the wilderness.

aether, who would always have you one his mind while traveling. aether, seeing something and pointing out to paimon that it reminded him of you. aether, who had no idea why he would always feel his heart racing, feel himself smile whenever you looked at him. aether, who always appreciated how you were willing to help him as he did others, offering to listen to him when you could tell he was tired from his travels.

aether, who was looking for his sister.

it was a stormy night, as you tended to aether's new wounds he had sustained from a recent battle. you were just wandering prior to this, finding groceries you needed to stock up on again as you were running low, when the blond male found you. he had almost collapsed on you, and left it to you to carry him to your home.

you dabbed at the smaller injuries with a wet cloth, before putting ointment on it. you looked up at him, into his eyes that you grew fond of over the course of time. yet you noticed as over time he would look more and more drained, his eyes becoming dead and lifeless even when he looked at you. the half-assed smiles he would give you to reassure you that he's fine, but he would obviously be lying.

"[name]," he said quietly, gaining all of your attention. you looked up from tending to hid arm, responding with a little hum to show you were listening, beckoning him to continue. "what if my sister doesn't want to be found?"

you paused for a moment, thinking. why would aether be thinking like that? you could only watch his bandaged chest move up and down with his breaths, not having a reply that would satisfy him.

"i don't know..." you replied softly, continuing to clean the small cuts on his arm.

he sat up from his laid position on your bed, facing you with those dead eyes that would always look at you with warmth. "i've tried for so long now, yet it seems to just go to waste. i want to find her. lumine. i want my sister back."

your chest ached in pain at the hurt in his voice, the way it cracked when his sister's name fell from his lips.

you knew how he felt, in a way. scratch that, you didn't really know, but you understood the pain he was going through, just wanting to be happy with his sister again.

"i know, ae (pronounced like 'ei')." you said, "i don't know the same exact pain, but i know you can do it."

hell, you didn't know what you were saying. he'd visited almost every nation, learned what he can, and still was unable to even locate her. only having brief meetings with lumine.

"i don't want to spend my life like this." aether continued, shifting from the uncomfortable-ness of the amateur bandaging. "i don't want to spend so long chasing after her to be whole again. the ache in my heart hurts too much to stop, but my mind is screaming at me to stop... from all the things i shouldn't even know, the countless promises and things i've done for people, but all i get out of it is them saying they can't help. i'm tired..."

"i'm tired of being used as a tool for people so they can be happy..." his lifeless eyes sparkled, not with happiness, but with tears. his voice started to crack more, sniffs caught in his throat. "i just want my sister back... i want to be happy with her... but is this really what it takes? i could spend my whole life doing this, aimlessly wandering and hoping she sees my attempts..."

"i know... and you're doing so well, ae." you replied, putting down the wet cloth and starting to massage his tense shoulders from fighting for so, so, so long. "you've made her proud, i know it. maybe there's just a reason she can't come back yet..."

"must be a stupid reason then..." aether said, his tears falling silently as he hugged his knees.

he looked so helpless, so sad. as if nothing could help the situation.

you thought along those lines, until the red flowers in a vase of water caught your eye.

"hey, ae..." you said, grabbing one from the vase and holding it up. "you know what this is, right?"

"it's a windwheel aster, why...?"

you offered a gentle smile as your blew on its' side, causing the flower to spin similar to a pinwheel. "they only grow in places of wind. stubborn flowers, you could say. you remind me of them, no matter what gets thrown at you, you still continue fighting. and i'm so glad you do. your sister does too, i just know it."

you tucked the flower behind his ear, then cupped his face in your hands. your thumbs wiped away at his cheeks, drying away the tears as he looked at you curiously with watery eyes.

"ae, you're like a windwheel aster. you continue to fight, to spin, even in the hardest of times, such as the wind. you're the strongest guy i know," you noticed the corners of his mouth twitch up, a suggestion of a minor smile. "you're stupidly stubborn sometimes... and no matter how much you get hurt--" you gestured to his bandaged body-- "you're still going. and it'll all pay off. all the people not accepting your hard work and paying you back correctly? it just builds up to something greater."

"it'll be greater than the cecilias that bloom atop the highest of hills."

you saw the shine in his eyes again, even for a brief moment. and they weren't of tears, but of happiness.

"thank you, [name]." pause.

"...i love you.." he mumbled into your shoulder, when you hugged him comfortingly. a place of peace and a feeling of home, a feeling only you brought to him.

[fox-xx]

the hashtags below are the fandoms im in and might write for. they will update within time, but i find it much easier to just do it this way.

feel free to ask any requests or questions!

as of now i write angst, fluff, oneshots, little drabnles, etc, but am experimenting with nsfw. once i reach that point, im fine with aging up characters to do so. im open to just about anything as its all fiction, and it doesnt mean it should happen irl. please keep that in mind.

[fox-xx]

you're not a friend you're my gf but still im sorry i meant TO PUT GF BUT I ENDED UP PUTTING FRIEND IM SORRYYYYYY

okay but like, tanjiro with freckles. LIKE IT CAME TO MIND AND I FEEL LIKE HE'D LOOK GREAT IN THEM

this is for my friend muwah but tanjiro with freckles

[fox-xx]

okay but like, tanjiro with freckles. LIKE IT CAME TO MIND AND I FEEL LIKE HE'D LOOK GREAT IN THEM

this is for my friend muwah but tanjiro with freckles

[fox-xx]

you know it's a good relationship when you have an unspoken bond, the same mind, able to read each others minds, are roleplay partners, make each other simp for anime characters you think the other would like, get each other into new shows and animes you've already watched, have secrets between yourselves, and take care of each other.

[fox-xx]

Vent 2

sorry for always making it about me, i don’t want to but it’s all i can really do at this point huh.

-Milo