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diet coke appreciation post 🙏🏻

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Source: shibuyarollcall

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"but being skinny won't solve your problems" being fat IS my problem what are you talking about

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me when my mom m4kes me 34t and she's watching me

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If you go back to eating normal, you’ll have a normal body again

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. ݁₊ ⊹ . My Motivation:

Thigh gap

Straight arms

Looking/being treated like I’m frail

Getting picked up easier

Pretty privilege

The looks/staring

The dizziness

Looking “healthy”

Tight stomach

Size 0/00

No thank you I’m ok

Rejecting guys

Looking better in clothes

Compliments

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my fave thinspi atm🎀🦴

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Looking at these girls makes me feel like a fake 4n4

i wish i could be that small

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♡ soft aesthetic thinspø♡

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Me when the scale tells me I'm 3 ozs smaller

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Fragments of a Fading Reflection ● A Poem

In the cold, unfeeling glow of your screen, I disintegrate,

Lost in a parade of faces, where beauty’s cruelly innate.

Their figures, ethereal wisps, like whispers of the dawn,

While I, a heavy shadow, struggle and feel withdrawn.

Their hair, a cascade of spun gold, flowing like molten light,

While mine, a tangled abyss, swallowed by the endless night.

Their skin, a flawless canvas, untouched by time or pain,

While mine is a patchwork of scars, etched by life’s harsh strain.

They display their inked art, stories written in vibrant hues,

While my own skin hides the remnants of battles I didn’t choose.

Their tattoos speak of freedom, each line a tale of grace,

While I cover my own wounds, shrouded in disgrace.

You follow their lives with fervor, each one more perfect than the last,

While I linger in the periphery, a ghost from a distant past.

Your followers rise like a flood, their beauty a constant beam,

And I, caught in the riptide, drown in a fading dream.

Each swipe on your screen is a dagger to my hollow soul,

As I measure my worth against these images so whole.

I count every calorie, each bite is a penance paid,

Trying to sculpt my existence, to fit into the mold displayed.

Anorexia’s grip tightens, a merciless, invisible chain,

Each calorie a crime, each hunger pang a piercing pain.

My reflection shows a gaunt shell, frail and withered, hollow-eyed,

A mere echo of my former self, a life stripped and denied.

I am confined by form-fitting clothes, a prison of my own making,

Their sizes mock my struggle, my self-worth slowly breaking.

I squeeze into garments, hoping to erase the stark divide,

But with each squeeze, I feel more like a fragment, more denied.

“Maybe if I shrink enough,” I whisper in the night’s cold embrace,

“You’ll finally notice me, my figure will find its place.”

Yet even as I lose weight, my spirit becomes more thin,

The mirror’s harsh judgment shows the turmoil deep within.

Thirty pounds lighter, but I am a mere shadow of my former self,

A fragile wisp in the reflection, a life left on the shelf.

“Look at me,” I plead silently, tightening my grip on this gaunt frame,

Hoping that somehow, my suffering might end this cruel game.

The fear of you leaving, a specter haunting every breath,

A constant torment, a lingering, undying death.

I strive to fit into the ideal, to blend with the flawless dream,

But each size, each comparison, makes me feel more obscene.

“Why am I not enough?” I cry in the dead of night,

As I stare at my reflection, a figure devoid of light.

My waistline grows slimmer, my heart grows colder still,

In the pursuit of your approval, I lose my will.

Each day I battle this endless sorrow, this unyielding, crushing despair yearning for your touch, for a love that seems so rare.

But in the mirror’s unfeeling gaze, I see only my demise,

An endless cycle of anguish, as my heart slowly dies.

So I am left in this void, a figure unseen and broken,

Longing for a touch of love, for words that remain unspoken.

In the cruel theater of my own making, I am forever confined,

An echo of what I once was, lost in the labyrinth of my mind.

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Nothing feels as good as water on an empty stomach

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im so tired of seeing kate moss thinspo and “don’t eat that… you’ll regret it” and “you are a fatty poo poo pig” “oh a bag of chips? that��s going on your hips!�� SHUT TF UP!!!! it’s not even good meanspo and tbh it has never worked

it’s so repetitive and every creator that does it almost feel like a note farm to me but maybe im just crazy

you can do better….. like make a spongebob diet or something…..

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no one worries for the fat girl with an ed. don't let it be you.

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she’s my literal thin$pø 😔😩

photos from ig: ssupr

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Tw: meanspø

wtf do you mean “I feel the binge coming” you are not an animal now leave the kitchen!

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eat for the size you want, not the size you are.