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Little vent?

I'm glad I'm losing weight but I've spend almost my entire life already being overweight. I was already struggling with my weight since I was 5 due to medical conditions and medicine I used to take. Being overweight is really all I have known for my body and the thought of having lost so much weight already, and continuing to do so also kinda scares me.

I have no memory of being thin or at a healthy weight, I have nothing to go off. What would I look like? Which of my comfort clothes do I have to throw away due to it being too big. Will my friends treat me differently? Will I be preyed upon easier? In this current society with its beauty standards, will I really be more of worth and value once I'm thinner...

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So glad to have rice cakes<3 they're actually so good !!

The corn version is so tasty as well, especially for savory toppings and its 4 kcals less

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a rant about how some people on this app actually disgust me

just saw someone I used to follow post a bunch of pictures of two different sized people with a caption being 'you're the fat one btw' but what almost brought me to tears is that in almost all those pics you could see the two people were just friends taking cute photos and having fun.

So my point being - if you're thinking of posting 'f4tsp0' or pictures of random people and bullying them - imagine being in their shoes.

How would it make you feel if a picture of you having fun and being genuinely happy was used to make fun of you on the internet?

How would you feel if random strangers used a photo of you and your friend/loved one to compare your sizes?

Even if you were the smaller person in that picture - does it give people the right to bully your friend?

I understand that €ds affect our brain function and ability to think clearly, but that does not give us the right to shame and bully strangers.

Disgusting.

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False alarm, had dinner (rice waffles with pasta sauce) and now I'm nauseous again🫠

Ik the entire point is not eating lol but I've been so nauseous the last few days and I finally managed to eat a lil something without immediately throwing up or feeling extreme nausea🙂‍↕️🥰

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Ik the entire point is not eating lol but I've been so nauseous the last few days and I finally managed to eat a lil something without immediately throwing up or feeling extreme nausea🙂‍↕️🥰

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Using random pictures of plus size people you don't even know, shaming them and using that in meanspo/fatspo isn't going to make you skinnier, pretty or better btw. Hope that helps

If anything it's just going to ruin your mental health even more.

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What the fuck were the 2000s vampires girlfriends eating?!!

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Not my pic but ugh, baby bowls are so cute to eat out of, lil spoons too>>>💕 it for some reason makes me feel very safe >●<

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Still nauseous🥲 honestly, it might be because of a horror game I looked into recently and the story was, for some reason, so disturbing to me. Everytime fanart pops up or I think about it I feel like throwing up sjdjek

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Now that i'm ranting n e way. My 600 pound life and super size vs super skinny both rub me the wrong way.

Its reality tv, there's supposed to be some sort of entertainment but all of these people have eating disorders, rarely are they helped compassionately. I highly doubt that they will ever fully recover and have a healthy relationship with food this way, even if they do lose the weight ( or gain if needed)

They have to humiliate them first, strip them down, film shower scenes, waste a bunch of food to fill up these nasty plastic tubes. How is this a healthy approach to someone who struggles with food? These people (with a few exceptions) KNOW what they're doing isn't healthy. They're not dumb.

" Health matters. We just want them to be healthy" okay, so what about mental and emotional health? Why are you trying to bully someone into losing weight when you want them healthy? As if its not going to affect them emotionally for maybe the rest of their lives? You only care about physical health AND most importantly LOOKS.

Tell me why I see men on instagram comment under ana recovery before and after posts they prefer the before? They don't give a shit about health just about looks and control. Rotten to the core

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Getting nauseous because you ate too little <<<<<

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Crying.

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Honestly, I feel like this new wave of "It girl", andrew huberman, self help, fitness influencers are pushing more and more people to become extremely shallow and full of themselves. If you don't workout, your subhuman trash in their eyes, if you do workout, you're not doing it in the way that they want (aka the "women do everything but workout phrase)

They pride themselves on their fitness abilities but then insult an overweight person for not crash dieting and dropping 30 pounds in a month. And cannot imagine the fact that not all women want to be thin nor all men want to look extremely muscular. Its funny when toxic gym bros then tell women they are LYING when they admit they like chunkier strong men over muscled gym boys with abs.....

Are we surprised half of these influencers struggle with disordered eating under the veil of health

Idk random incoherent rant

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Losing weight for people IRL: 🫠🤣🤣🤢

Losing weight for my fictional crushes: 🥰😘😝🩷⭐️💕💞🧚‍♀️

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I'm so good at skipping meals I say but I just oversleep and have a coffee by noon, have something that you couldn't even call a meal around 2pm and then dinner lol💀

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Starving/eating little all day just to binge after a night shift<<<<<<

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♡Sweet tooth spo because ily and you do deserve to eat! Even just a little !!