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doctorsickx · 8 days ago

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And many, many valleys of sorrow and mountains of death.

Marina Tsvetaeva, from a diary entry featured in Earthly Signs Moscow Diaries, 1917-1922

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doctorsickx · 8 days ago

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― Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Gentle Spirit

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doctorsickx · 8 days ago

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doctorsickx · 2 months ago

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Low and low, I sink

lo and behold, I crumble.

#darkacademism #mental health #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #borderline things #bipolar things #bpad #bpd stuff #mental sickness #depressing post #depressing shit

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doctorsickx · 3 months ago

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kinda wanna leave. kinda wanna ghost everyone. kinda wanna rot under a blanket. kinda wanna feel loved. kinda wanna feel wanted. kinda wanna

#actually bpd #bpd #bpd thoughts

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doctorsickx · 4 months ago

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*goes through a hard time*

Me: I must be pretending

*feels incredibly lonely and wants to talk to someone*

Me: ew I'm too needy and weak

*experiences shitloads of emotional pain*

Me: stfu you're not a baby, gulp it down alone like an adult

#actually bpd #bpd splitting #mental health #bpd thoughts #borderline things #bipolar things #bpad #bpd #bpd stuff #emotional pain #painful

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doctorsickx · 4 months ago

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Tw: abuse

Just survived a couple hours with my abuser while casually chitchatting around family. I need to run away.

#mental health #tw abuse #child abuse #actually bpd #complex ptsd #actually ptsd #ptsd recovery #bipolar #mental sickness #living with mental illness

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doctorsickx · 4 months ago

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#self deprecating humor #bpd #sad memes #depressing post #mental sickness #living with mental illness #actually mentally ill #actually bpd

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doctorsickx · 4 months ago

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yes, please

Craving entertainment but having absolutely no interest in anything

Kill me

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doctorsickx · 4 months ago

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yeah

i wanna lay under my blanket and die

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doctorsickx · 5 months ago

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#darkacademism #mental health #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #borderline things #bipolar things #franz kafka diaries #sadness #sad thoughts

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doctorsickx · 5 months ago

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Trying to not to be afraid of this energy. One of the days when I feel sorry for myself. Sigh.

#bipolar things #bpd stuff #bpad #mental health #actually bpd #actually bipolar #borderline things

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doctorsickx · 6 months ago

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How accurate.

- j (x)

#spilled thoughts #prose #dark academia #mental health #existentialism

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doctorsickx · 6 months ago

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gave me a personality disorder

#self deprecating humor #tumblr memes #bpd #childhood trauma #trauma

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doctorsickx · 6 months ago

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“It could’ve been worse.” It could’ve been BETTER. It could’e been EASIER. It could’ve been lovely. It could’ve been beautiful, it could’ve been fun. It could have been simple, it could’ve made you HAPPY.

You can drown in two feet of water just as simply as you can in an ocean. Stop downplaying what happened and neglecting your feelings. Kill that idea with fire. Or at least acknowledge that what happened was bad without immediately trying to justify or dismiss it.

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doctorsickx · 7 months ago

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#darkacademism #mental health memes #borderline things #bipolar things

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doctorsickx · 7 months ago

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My childhood trauma didn't make me stronger. it made me a people pleaser. it made me forgive way too much. it made me not speak when i'm supposed to. it made me an extreme empath.

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