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The words, the colors, the sun
fail to showcase my heartbreak
when I have yet to accept it as mine
and only mine to grieve.
#mental health#bpd thoughts#actually bpd#borderline things#bipolar things#depressing shit#living with mental illness#heartbreak#original poem#poems and quotes#poems on tumblr
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THIS. THIS. THIS. I want to plaster this on my face.

#mental health#bpd thoughts#borderline things#bipolar things#bpad#mental sickness#living with mental illness#actually mentally ill
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I'd like to stop being anxious now. My head is exploding.
#mental health#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline things#bipolar things#bpad#bpd stuff#depressing shit#anxitey#anxienty
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It's deeply painful how one person can make you feel like you're walking on clouds and other times, the loneliest person to ever exist.
Last night, I realised how utterly lonely I am without my partner talking to me. It was heartbreaking, to say the least. I realised that I have no one left to call and cry to, at midnight. In the past couple years since I've been with my partner, I think I distanced from my friends, but I guess I was already isolated by then.
Anyway, last night, I felt so alone, so lonely, so alienated. It felt like a dagger to my chest when he said he doesn't want to talk. My mind took me to some harrowing places. It felt like our relationship was over and that he doesn't want me anymore. And that he was my go to person and now I've left with no one to talk to when I really need to.
I'm back to how I was before I met him. All alone, all by myself, surrounded by friends but no one to reach out when necessary. It sucks.
Another person to grieve.
Another relationship to remember, woefully.
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And many, many valleys of sorrow and mountains of death.
Marina Tsvetaeva, from a diary entry featured in Earthly Signs Moscow Diaries, 1917-1922
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Low and low, I sink
lo and behold, I crumble.
#darkacademism#mental health#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline things#bipolar things#bpad#bpd stuff#mental sickness#depressing post#depressing shit
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kinda wanna leave. kinda wanna ghost everyone. kinda wanna rot under a blanket. kinda wanna feel loved. kinda wanna feel wanted. kinda wanna
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*goes through a hard time*
Me: I must be pretending
*feels incredibly lonely and wants to talk to someone*
Me: ew I'm too needy and weak
*experiences shitloads of emotional pain*
Me: stfu you're not a baby, gulp it down alone like an adult
#actually bpd#bpd splitting#mental health#bpd thoughts#borderline things#bipolar things#bpad#bpd#bpd stuff#emotional pain#painful
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Tw: abuse
Just survived a couple hours with my abuser while casually chitchatting around family. I need to run away.
#mental health#tw abuse#child abuse#actually bpd#complex ptsd#actually ptsd#ptsd recovery#bipolar#mental sickness#living with mental illness
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#self deprecating humor#bpd#sad memes#depressing post#mental sickness#living with mental illness#actually mentally ill#actually bpd
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yes, please
Craving entertainment but having absolutely no interest in anything
Kill me
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#darkacademism#mental health#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#borderline things#bipolar things#franz kafka diaries#sadness#sad thoughts
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Trying to not to be afraid of this energy. One of the days when I feel sorry for myself. Sigh.
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How accurate.
- j (x)
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