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Number one on my list this year was to reach my ugw, but I've just been saying my resolution is to read more 😔💀

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Some of my post be having horrible typos and I don't notice until the majority of people who come across my account have already interacted with it😭 like damn bruh...

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Literally making my own low c4l shit because why whenever I try ordering the exact same low c4l coffee, every fucking time they never get my order correct😭

Like why am I spending $4 on too sweet bitter coffee? How is that possible?? I just want coffee bro😭

Rlly trynna get used to black coffee so I can just make some in record time fr

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Current issue is lOs1ng in my bottom more than my top💀 bc what do you mean my th1ghs have g0n3 down 3in but my arms only went down 1??

I need my chest to get with the program 😒

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4nÅ wishlist-

❧ walking pad!! (I literally stopped looking into one because my friend said she was gonna get me it, then she didn't💀 so back on my bullshit trying to find one)

❧ those l0w c4l jelly squeezable things- theyre in flavors like peach and strawberry and stuff- I live in America, so they don't sell them here and I can't find them anywhere online😭

❧ an actually credible scale! I have a SUPER old digital one, the battery is so ass and I'm so sure that shit doesn't tell me my actual s1z3... I need like those old ones that look like they weigh fruit. (I'm trynna be weighed like a fruit fr)

❧ walking/workout gear! I low-key don't be working out, but good workout/walking shoes and like headband headphones so I can go on long walks would fix all my issues (...other than the obvious ones)

❧ yoga mats!! I have a crappy one- need a cute updated one to motivate me ;-;

This makes me realize I'm very shopping oriented...

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Y'all I'm on Rednote now🥳🥳

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Seeing your hip b0ñ3s>>>>

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While I was in the deepest depths of my 3D, I got into-

❧ 4n@ recovery videos

❧ diet coke (I'm still obsessed)

❧ egg whites

❧ blythe baird

❧ books (both 3d ones and regular ones)

❧ zip ups (the half zipped look was my shit)

❧ water! (I never drank any water till I wanted to l0s3)

❧ intermittent fasting- (I was obsessed with 20/4, but I usually did 16/8 because it lined up with my schedule more)

❧ I got super obsessed with both wanting my period to come sooner than my tracker said, and getting disappointed when I started it💀

❧ skins! (Carrie is still my girl fr)

❧ I wanted to know every piece of 3d content out there, but never actually got into it (finally watched to the bone, it was okay... I guess..?)

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Fun fact- my 4n4versary is April 11th, and from April to June, I locked in and l0st 30lbs (13.6kg) and then when I started seeing progress, I just like- stopped💀

But I'm hoping I can get my BMI to n0rm4l w31ght before April, so I can do the same thing over again and be my first ugw (before I changed it- lol)

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Y'all imma be for real- I feel too big to use the "sk1n and 🩻" tag verifications🤧

Like- I am in fact NOT sk1n & b0nés💀

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I don't remember the last time I updated- but I'm alive! Red week is just kicking my ass rn🥲

I tried a much different coffee order today- it tasted WAYY more bitter- but I went from 500cal coffee to 180ish cals, so I'd say a def improvement💀

Also- daily reminder that lack of sleep makes you crave carbs! Stay safe out there- get 8 hours of sleep (at least aim for 6😭)

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Not gonna lie, I binged last night 😔

I live with family, and one of them brought home food especially for me (sobbing) and I did in fact dog that shit down💀 I’ll be gracious to myself because my red week is coming, but still >:p

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GUYS I STOPPED PLATEAUING!! I've been 123 since like August🤧 IM LOCKED IN YOU GUYS!!

(i literally lost one lb but literally that's better than I've done in months!!)

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Whoever said "no accessories because being sk1nny IS the accessory" is actually so painfully true it's insane.

Whenever I feel sm4ll3r, or can see my c0l4rb0n3s, I don't put on anything extra. I look good just like that.

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I want to have skinny piano players hands, unfortunately I'm a short stubby loser.

Thick fingers only, apparently 😒

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I miss feeling like my eyes were sunken in and I had a slight buzz at the back of my head.

I couldn't feel my stomach and I was always just cold enough to always feel comfortable in sweaters.

The sk1nn13st people I knew were warmer than I was.

The hair breakage sucked, but my skirts all magically fitting really made it all better.

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Once, I tried to look up 'bmi calculator' online, and it said 'frequently visited' with the link to the website I usually use.

I still think about that sometimes. I kinda miss that.