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my body can’t physically take binges anymore. it can’t take more than 300 kcal of food a day or i’ll be sick and puke

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this weekend was a nightmare. i was at my aunts and ate so much. i guess to much cause i puked whole night (which is good) i guess my stomach is not so big anymore and can’t take more than a bowl of soup anymore. but my parents started noticing and now make me take lunch to school or they will take me to the doctor to do some tests and i can’t go because i know they are going to come back bad.

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can we make calories just..not exist?…maybe? thanks.

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hell is a teenage girl but it’s my mom

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50 h fast still going strong

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even though i’m recovered sometimes i just feel tired and i find comfort in my old habits

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another day another occasion to starve

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my roman empire is my ed. i think about it everyday and can’t stop

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parents got confused and chose daughter with ed

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can’t wait for school to start so i can stop eating again

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my life after watching “Red eye” will never be the same

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girls it’s winter soon you know what it means…

🎀seasonal depression🎀

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i’m two years clean but it feels like it never stopped

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thinking about the time i was 13 and i begged my mother to help me after showing her my tights full of deep cuts. she laughed and asked “oh did you scratched yourself?”. there was fucking blood dropping from my legs 🎀

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mommy issues hit different when you see her being gentle and loving with your brother

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i’ve read somewhere that mothers often hate their daughters because they remind them too much of themselves. i think about it often cause me and my mom are really alike and i feel that she really does hate me. i know that every teenage girl says that but my mother treats me more like an enemy then her child. It feels like she is competing all the time. why is she so obsessed with me when all i ever wanted was just a little of love from her?