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Secrets <3

I will take my love of ASMR and Otome/Visual Novel games to my grave. 

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Dancing in a Visual Novel

Most if not all MCs in visual novels/otome games tend to not know how to dance. (OMG I’m so clumsy *giggle*  / *set the stage for the love interest to show you how to dance*) 

As a ballerina, for a moment I feel like I can’t relate.  But then I remind myself..... not only do I still struggle with combinations but I think my dancing is utter crap.....regardless of what anyone else says.  

Also.......I don’t know how to human with other humans and I am brilliantly  awkwardly awkward. 

So............................

YAY!!!!!

Professional ballerina? HA! I got this! 

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Legitimate Fear

Nothing, absolutely nothing scares me more than an uninvited guest. 

I’ve actually pretended to not be home just so I didn’t have to answer the door. 

~ I refuse to believe I’m the only one who has done this.~  

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Why am I here?

Me as a teenager: Oh, I’m wise beyond my years. I’m so mature, people come to me for advice. 

Me, well, now: Do not come to me for advice. I do not know what the fuck I’m doing. I am on fire, the world is on fire, everything is burning. SAVE YOURSELF. 

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Hello Tumblr

Me as a teenager writing my introduction on a blog/website: ‘‘ɪ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅᴏɢꜱ, ᴡᴏʟᴠᴇꜱ, ʀᴇᴘᴛɪʟᴇꜱ ᴀɴ��� ʙᴏᴏᴋꜱ. ɪ’ᴍ ꜱᴏ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀ ᴛᴏᴛᴀʟ ᴘᴀʀᴀᴅᴏx! ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴜꜱɪᴄ *ɢᴏᴇꜱ ᴏɴ ᴛᴏ ʟɪꜱᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ꜱɪɴɢʟᴇ ʙᴀɴᴅ/ꜱɪɴɢᴇʀ ɪɴ ᴇxɪꜱᴛᴇɴᴄᴇ*, ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ꜱᴀʏ ɪ’ᴍ ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ꜰᴏʀ ᴍʏ ᴀɢᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ꜰᴜɴ!’ Me in my late 20s: 𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀.