#whyareyoureadingthis

[enrapturedbastard]

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very tired. bleh.

had a wonderful time recently going camping with friends. currently high off my fucking ass right now and i've been working online.

love

[linkfandos]

WARNING: Hard boiling Xiaomi/

Yup that's a very controversial title but let me explain. Also it's not COMPLETELY shit you'll see.

So the begining

Basically, my old phone died recently. So rest in peace Samsung Galaxy J6 2018 Custom rommed that did a boot loop he never recover from-

So the thing is I destroyed my wallet and bought a new one. Saw good reviews online, so came to a store and chose it. First mistake.

The first shit

So it's a Xiaomi Redmi Note 13. It's a pretty decent phone in term of specs with cool cpu and 8GB of RAM and 256 of ROM… Like it's OKAY. It came with MiUI. Which is basically their own OS.

I immediately updated to HyperOS, which was the new version of MiUI. After that i just… used it like a normal person UNTIL!

The day i got ads for changing my wallpaper.

I changed. My wallpaper. By the way it was a drawing of Atlas my beloved moth Squidinu i love you kfjddjfdkfjdkf

So like… Opened Google photo, selected it, got "Set as wallpaper" and then SURPRISE M.THER F.CKER. (Was for temu btw)

I was like "bro what" Cause' i thought i had opened something weird or anything well NOPE The app was "Themes". Then it just randomly closed that's an issue too.

So! Opened settings, got in "Themes and look" THEN SURPRISE ANOTHER AD!

Useless to add that, for some reason, THEMES WHERE PAID. EVERYTHING IN THIS (duck) (butt) APP STORE WAS 1€. (Nope it's not made by Electronics Arts.)

I said (duck) off imma made my own one. So downloaded KLWP (which is some cool app to make custom animated wallpapers and stuff) and enabled it. Didn't work. Why? AUTHORIZATION """""refused""""" for my """"""security""""""

We're talking about reading the number of notifications i have.

So yea that didn't work either.

So, duh, imma try to remove the bloatware.

Spoiler i can't it just says "nuh uh" and pops out some random error.

XDA forums.

So! Since this thing was going to kill me! I decided i should install a GSI! (Cause' for some reason no custom roms were out yet you'll see why later)

SO! Unlocked OEM, Check Installed SHIZUKU, Check Downloaded LeafOS, Check Bootloader unlocked, HUH OH! NUH UUH!!

Usually to unlock the bootloader, you have to use a app for Microsoft Windows, which is already a problem since i use linux and i can only imagine what kind of things OSX (Mac) users have to go through, then you plug it in, open fastboot, (Which is an mode on android that allows you to edit partitions using commands) and then "Error! unauthorized!"

Well the issue was easy, i had to open settings and link my developer account to the phone to unlock bootloader!

The result: Nope.

I think you might have expected it but that didn't worked. At all.

The page in settings shows up some error in Chinese. Which apparently translated (Thanks Gemini) says something like "You need to validate your account on community app"

So i tried.

Installed the VERY sketchy "Mi !NEW HOME! Community App" (that's the actual name on the G Play store.) and logged in, settings, "Unlock boot loader".

Yup… Umm…

"You… " erm. "You have to wait until 8/8 (mm/dd) at 00:00 (UTC+8) to try again."

So i did.

"You have to wait until 8/9 (mm/dd) at 00:00 (UTC+8) to try again."

…Seriously?

Waited 2 days. For nothing.

You see why nobody makes custom rom? Cause' xiaomi is so buggy that you can't even unlock boot loader with THEIR OWN TOOLS.

Honestly, i'm not the kind of person to usually roast something like this, but… Seriously. I didn't even mentioned the translation errors everywhere, the app icons, the bloatware… Even the whole OS looks like ripped off Apple iOS!

So yea. Sorry Xiaomi but right now, i hate you.

So i'll try again tonight and check if that works, even if right now i need a tall buff guy to hug me from behind and hold me in place so i dont use PSI Teleport ß into their office and kill everyone using Sharpshooter and Ricoshots. (P rank)

[dokifluffs]

Burnout | Sugawara Koushi

Pairing: Suga X Reader (gender neutral)

Genre: angsty fluff, college!AU

"x-whyareyoureadingthis-x asked: Mini Request for college!Sugawara: sitting at your desk at home, studying, and just having a small breakdown, like there's so much work and mid-terms are in full swing and you don't know how to keep up and all that. And Suga just comes from the side, gently taking your head and pulling it against his chest, letting you cry a little. I'm sorry, but this scenario has been stuck in my head for a month now. If you don't feel like writing it don't worry. But I had to tell someone about this 😅"

Author's Note: i took this mini request and made it into a full one so :) I can't resist making this but I know it'll end up too long as a "crumb" anyways T^T but more for you all to be fed hehe also I relate to this feeling so much oof

college

it was the next few years of your life that you always heard would be the "best ones ever" yet here you were

your first ever fall semester and you were miserable

The courses you signed up for were ones you were genuinely interested in based off of what you heard and read about the professor

but now sitting through them, with all their workloads piling up toward the climax of the semester

you sat under your kotatsu and wondered

why were you putting yourself through this?

Were you the only one feeling like this?

Everyone you saw when you looked around anywhere on campus looked like they were handling it well and they were just meeting the expectations of what it meant to be a college student

to become an adult

and here you sat

staring off past your no longer lit computer screen as the leaves fell from your childhood home's backyard

a cool breeze blowing in, through your hair and caressing your cheek but your legs stayed warm under the kotatsu

so why was it just you who couldn't handle it?

you snapped out of your daze, glancing around at all your sprawled-out notes

all the reminders you set around your room of the work you needed to do by when

the reticulate time schedule you created would put you as ahead as you could in terms of work with just maybe a bit of free

only if you were lucky or if your professors had mercy on you and canceled some readings or discussions

your chest felt heavy

your body felt heavy just sitting there on the familiar matted floor of your living room

it was all just so much

everything was just so much

all the material you had to retain

the assignments

the readings

the papers you had to type

and now that things were different from high school

now that things were much more real than in high school, everything was longer

the research you had to do

the articles you had to read

the textbooks you had to read

the prices of everything - tuition, fees, it was all so much

as another cold breeze blew by, your cheek felt even colder

you felt a wet drop on the back of your hand

when did you start crying?

Everything was so manageable in high school

when did high school graduation feel so far away when it was only before this past summer, just a couple of months ago?

when did everything start to feel so heavy?

you took a deep breath, trying not to blink or else you knew your tears would fall

but the tears were blurring your vision

until you saw one sticky note you made weeks ago

it was the schedule of your midterms, three of which were on one day and then the last two were on separate days

you made a list of all the material you had to review

you stared at the note, holding the dulled color little sheet in your fingertips, staring at your own handwriting

when did you start cracking?

A cold gust blew in, forcing the door to open wider

"Y/N~ I brought steamed buns.."

"Koushi.." you broke

his voice died off seeing you in your room, papers floating and being pushed all over the floor around you

you looked like a mess

the bags under your eyes were a lot more present since the last time he saw you just a week ago

the room filled with your stifled sobs as you covered your eyes with the palms of your hands

you could feel how damp they had become

but then you felt the warmth

you moved your hands, your vision blurring but you could feel Koushi

His body was pressed against yours, arms pushing your body into his

as if he was the glue and knew you were falling into pieces

as if he was welding your pieces back together

"I'm here," he spoke, squeezing you a little tighter, his voice saddened seeing you like this

he had a subtle inkling of what was happening to you, seeing the signs but whenever he asked, you would tell him it was just some fatigue a good night's rest couldn't fix

how much he wished he followed his gut

and look at you now

"let it out, Y/N," he caressed your head, brushing his fingers through your hair, holding you close ever so gently

like you were the most precious thing in the world

and to him, you were

you sobbed profusely in his arms

trying your best to tell him everything between gasps and breaths

he nodded, listening, sharing his advice with you

encouraging you

letting you know that he would always be there with you through thick and thin

"You've worked so hard, but you need to rest too," he held your hands, giving them a little squeeze as he looked deep into your eyes

Every time you did try to relax, you felt restless, guilty, like there was more you could've been doing

"you shouldn't feel guilty for taking care of yourself and your health!" he proclaimed

"Now eat a pork bun!" he scrambled, reaching for one from the bag he brought, and stuffing it into your mouth while he scooped up your papers into a neat pile

then finally scooping you into his lap as he pet your head

"we're going to rest today," he smiled at you, pressing a kiss to your temple as you took a bite

"and feed me too," he widened his mouth, waiting to take a bite of the bun

~~~~~ Thanks for reading! Masterlist for more! Please do not repost anywhere else!

[thewordworrier]

@robinruns tagged me in A Thing but the chain was getting a bit long so I'm gonna start a new one.

Rules: Answer the questions below and then tag people you want to get to know better/catch up with to do the same.

Last Song: I Can Do I With A Broken Heart - Taylor Swift (I watched the new video for it.) Currently Watching: Caleb Hammer on YouTube. I know a couple of people I want to send to him because... JFC. Favourite Colour: Purples and blues. Last Movie: Deadpool & Wolverine. Currently Reading: does my own fanfic count? Because I'm not really reading anything else. Sweet, Spicy or Savoury: NOT spicy - I don't like it and can't handle it. In regards to the others, it depends on the time of the month, honestly. Relationship Status: In a relationship. Current Obsession: Uhhh. Probably my own internal fictional worlds. Last Googled: the price of the ipad I'm saving for, I think. Currently Working On: fanfic/the day's words.

(No pressure) Tags: @anystalker707 @sw33tsuccubus @x-whyareyoureadingthis-x - and anyone who wants to, but there's no pressure to do it at all!

[robinruns]

Thank you to @padawanryan for the tag, this was fun!

Picking which artists I feel like I listen to enough to qualify to put them on my board was tough, and I think I left off some bands/artists that like I'm eagerly awaiting new music from them! But I went with my most frequently played. Top row is indicative of my favorite bands (in order left to right) but the rest is a mishmash. I honestly thought I had put Dunes on then realized I hadn't 😅 whoops! Like Grey Veins is currently playing in my head, of course they're gonna make the list!

Anyway I'm tagging @thewordworrier @sylveonikovilhelm @idontwannabetherightwayround @x-whyareyoureadingthis-x @aprilpoison and whoever else wants to play! Or at least let me know what similarities we share!

[robinruns]

@x-whyareyoureadingthis-x

Well played, crow. Well played

大 means 'big.' It's used as the place name for Omiya station.

犬 the extra stroke exactly where the crow is standing changes the meaning to 'dog.' So now it's dog-o-miya station.

This crow understands Japanese and is a genius prankster.

[x-whyareyoureadingthis-x]

"oh, we're doing something with friends, let's invite x-whyareyoureadingthis-x too!" Said nobody ever

[thewordworrier]

@robinruns tagged me in a picrew making game - the original thread was getting pretty long so I decided to make a new thread. No pressure tags: @anystalker707 @smoogieboogie @aprilpoison @x-whyareyoureadingthis-x @tinyryder​

[caterpillerbi-blob]

Give me One rainy day during the month of June and I come up with something just as colorful hahaha! I name this as "Finding peace"; Despite the havoc our societies have, how we always and never fail to find ourselves drawn in deep with this sitaution. Honestly. It's okay for you to feel things. Just don't let it get you off track and take your life away. Remember why you're here. And focus on what get yours brain working. It is actually for the better. Remember of yourself importance and value. I love you!!!- i still struggle to say that to myself hahaha! But it's a journey. Ah yes no I dont have short hair. But I'd like it that way! It's been a month and a great month to give myself another chance. And I'm proud of all the breakdowns I've been through. Bless yall💕 fellow frienss and famm. And cheers to all that has been and is and will be💕 Have a lovely weekend ahead! . . . #random #courage #deepthoughts #feelpeace #wearehomeinourselvesevenwhenitgetsdark #remindyourselfyourworth. #art #randomchillenergy #whyareyoureadingthis #digitalart #beginner #beginagain #colourful #flag #sketchy #medibang #digiart #melyemart https://www.instagram.com/p/CCK94LthLKl/?igshid=umdh6gm942ow

[furbys-just-furbys-thats-it]

What the color of rubber mulch you hung out around at recess says about you

[kin-cosmic]

i love me gays 💙💛

[that-one-fandom-friend]

My Giant nerd  boyfriend

(The gif is not mine dear nor is hetalia~enjoy the story!)

"(Y/N)!!!" My boyfriend, Alfred yells as he runs up to me behind me. I sigh turning around looking at him with a glare.

"Come on Alfred you said we would go and get food.." I look down at my watch "An hour ago!" I put my hands on my hips looking at my boyfriend who looks like a child.

"I know (Y/N) but I almost won!" He starts playing with his fingers looking away"butiranoutofmoneyandwaswonderingificouldborrowsome" Alfred says quickly looking up at me with puppy eyes.

"Alfred! You used all of your money!" I pinch my nose closing my eyes.

"Yes but I just need some more and the hero will win!" He says his eyes have..stars in them?

"I'll give you five dollars. that's it then we go and get food. Deal?" I ask grabbing my five dollar bill out of my pocket. He shakes his head yes rapidly smiling.

"Yes!Your the best girl/boyfriend ever!"He says grabbing it. I walk after him when he walks to a claw machine. He puts in the five dollars getting five tries. After he first four I hear him whisper 'For (Y/N)'. My face turns bright red as it picks it up but drops it again. I walk over and put my hand on his shoulder making him jump.

"Oh Alfie...you don't have to win anything for me" I kiss his cheek and smile. " I love you no matter what. Now what about McDonald's for my hero"

I swear his smile almost ripped his face in half as he grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the arcade yelling how he's the hero.

God I love my giant nerd  boyfriend

[thewordworrier]

Wasn’t technically tagged by @sylveonikovilhelm - but it looked fun so I figured what the hell. The idea is to post 10 songs you like with names in the title, the tag 10 people. These games are great, you get to see how truely awful my music taste is. I doubt I’ll get 10 people, but I know I have at least 10 songs. In no particular order. I’m not gonna Spotify link them though, because those boxes are huge??? So I’ve got YouTube links for you instead. Let me know if I’ve mixed them up or something. 1) Helena - MCR Obviously. 2) Born Bob Dylan - The Veronicas I love them and I love this and yes, this is where I got my title from. 3) Tallulah - Sonata Arctica A very, very old favourite. 4) Suzanne - Creeper They filled part of the MCR shaped hole in my heart once upon a time. 5) Adrienne - The Calling The singer was actually my first music love. 6) Who’s David? - Busted I think this goes back further than number 3. 7) Mary On A Cross - Ghost They’re rather excellent live actually! 8) Cinderella - Britney Spears Ahhh. Britney was my gay awakening. Not that I knew it at the time! 9) The Harold Song - Kesha I like her particular brand of almost trashy pop and this song is ~feelings~ 10) What A Catch, Donnie - Fall Out Boy A bit of a mastepiece this one. No pressure tags - @xocasper @anystalker707 @robinruns @aprilpoison @x-whyareyoureadingthis-x And also, if you’re not tagged and want to, go ahead.

[robinruns]

Thanks for the tag! This is one of my favorite picrews actually!

My hyper fixation is, and will forever be, MCR 🖤

Tagging: @thewordworrier @x-whyareyoureadingthis-x @aprilpoison @ironmars

cute thing im coming up with

this picrew of yourself and your current hyperfixation !!

no pressure tags @pearlzier @julesssyy @reidsfavoritegirl @whitney23317 @willowsblanket @flowercrownsandtrauma @rottenletter

[kevinsmellsgood]

this ain't no game, nigga

how the fuck you figga

But seriously, I'm in an absolute limbo in life. Not exactly on auto-pilot, that I'm worried about being in, but more stuck in an abnormal plain of paths.

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[enchantedflameandflower]

@konartiste omg yes that BDE! 😭 and I’m like always thinking about that gesture. I even just put it in a Billy drabble sigh. Éomer, Billy then McCoy just sounds like the absolute best rollercoaster ride

@x-whyareyoureadingthis-x OMG I don’t know if you added that as an edit later or I just missed it completely because I’m so distracted by Karl’s face but YES PLEASE tag me! I love writing and reading good stuff. And there is not enough Éomer! Thank goodness konartiste brought it up I am so sorry I missed that before!

Save a horse, ride a Karl

which one would you pick first? 😋

additional bonus question - which two together? 🥹