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what actually are endogenic systems?

• Endogenic is an umbrella term that refers to all systems that are not completely traumagenic in origin.

Why are some people claiming to be endo?

• people claiming to be endogenic systems may:

• be misdiagnosed, they may not have DID/OSDD and may have a different disorder.

• may not have researched. Which is not a excuse. You cannot claim to have any disorder without any level of research.

• they may be a traumatic system in denial of there trauma.

• singlets with fractitious disorders [Factitious disorders are conditions in which a person deliberately and consciously acts as if they have a physical or mental illness when they are not really sick.]

•singlets misidentifying normal experiences

• singlets who enjoy "being a system" finding it fun etc

Why can't endos exist?

• as previously stated. DID/OSDD is a TRAUMA RESPONSE DISORDER. you cannot have it without trauma literally.

• OSDD/DID occurs because of childhood trauma between the ages 4-9 (commonly). Because extreme trauma happens when the majority of your "personality" is formed by then. the trauma interferes with your personality development, causing the formation of other alters to help cope with that trauma / deal with the brunt of the trauma and survive day to day life.

• OCDD/DIDs can only be formed through trauma.

Why are endos so harmful?

• they spread very harmful misinformation. (Even the idea of being endogenic, forming without trauma)

they spread dangerous misinformation and stigma (demonising roles (persecutors for example)) impossible beliefs (alter death, sys hopping etc)There growing presence in general on many platforms

• endos trying to say that they have any experience to anything close to the serious trauma that causes DID/ OSDD is so so harmful to actual DID/ OSDD have had to live through and survive.

• WE ARE ALREADY STIGMATISED AND DEMONSIED IN ALL SORTS OF MEDIA AS IS.

• IT IS SO HARMFUL AND HURTFUL TO SYSTEMS WHO HAVE ACTUALLY SURVIVED AND BEEN THROUGH THE HORRORS AND TRAUMA THAT CAUSES DID/OSDD - OUR TRAUMAS ARE NOT BADGES FOR YOU TO WEAR.

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I present the worst thing I've seen served this year for Thanks Giving. Gelatin shrimp.

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Someone cannot get physical raped or bad touched by another on the internet, yes? That is ignoring,

Sexual abuse and exploitation are rampant online, especially to those most vulnerable(*minors* and at risk adults). And I don't think you understand what exploitation is.

Once someone has blackmail, they don't averagely lose it, that threat typically only grows. It's not traditional sexual assault, but it's sexual abuse, and there's been entire enterprises built off exploiting people in this way. What starts online can end in person (suicide, rape, murder), can bleed into being a physical part of someone's in person daily life, or turn into being a full reality, especially when dealing with traffickers or a single truly sick minded person. Many of them have money and resources, choosing victims of opposite dispositions to more easily be able to pacify and terrify them.

I would recommend reading the online resources the first individual who reblogged and responded to this linked, and I would like to encourage you who you think of the mentalities that are agreeing with you and liking this post.

I'd also suggest the fact that an individual could be forced to do anything a trafficker wanted on camera, to be sold online to hundred of thousands of potential customers, or hell, even streamed live with requests. I could pose millions of situations, and they've all happened to someone. You're dismissiveness on the matter gleams you don't want to think about the depths of an individual's depravity if unchecked. That, and possibly you see online exploitation and trafficking of individuals as not as harmful as physical sexual abuse, which is insufferably wrong.

Abuse creates abuse, especially in children, who can statistically end up more likely of being the abusers themselves in adulthood. If you don't believe in or understand that, oh boy.

I'd also like to mention, victims of sex trafficking cannot get those videos/photos removed or "erased" from the internet. That includes minor victims and adults, with a physical person raping them or them groomed/blackmailed to take videos/photos. I've heard of trafficking victims whom were trafficked online as a minor finding pornography of themselves ten years later, still being circulated. Many content of trafficked individuals is as accessible as simply Pornhub, this is more than someone's trauma once it's on the internet but their safety and dignity towards coworkers, their bosses, even their father, everyone. It's being trapped on a faceless profile for fear of one's life, trying to keep remaining dignity, and the fear of an abuser who still could be scouting.

If you've bothered reading this, please consider what can be done with human free will in a position of utter authority over someone's body. Especially when the kick is robbing someone of their bodily autonomy.

Unpopular Opinion.

SA Cannot Happen Online.

- Toms

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Umn radqueer is for identities that are trans-disabled, trans-racial, trans-age, etc. Along with accepting of zoos and pedos/MAPs, including all these identities under the queer umbrella. It's not for non dx autistic folk. Transid is an umbrella for trans anything except transgender folk, so trans species (not otherkin/therian folk), age, abled, etc, simplifies it's wanting to be mentally ill or disabled but not born or traumatized to be so (included under radqueer umbrella). The definition transid people use is "and individual who uses identities different from the ones assigned to them by society based on their physical body".

Lastly, tulpamancy, controversial as this is a closed cultural practice of Buddhist monks, but does indeed create alters. It takes a lot of time and dedication to my knowledge, and was a part of some culture's spirituality (so cultural appropriation if someone does so successful without the use of psychosis). There's also endogenic systems (non-traumagenic systems), and I think some of those guys say they make their alters too. (Not saying I support this)

All terms can be googled and looked into (unfortunately), but this is from a trans&genderfluid autistic DID sys. Do your own research if unsure, it's not inherently graphic.

can someone help?

hii!! i'm diagnosed autistic and a system and whenever i try to search up pfps/banners for certain alters that have trouble finding stuf from their source, i see a lot of 'transautistic', 'radqueer', 'transid', and 'build a alter/headmate' pop up. may anyone tell me what these mean?

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I picked up embroidery again today. Such a gratifying task, I knew we'd enjoy it. Solidified a few key things in our brain and will be buying more thread soon. In my mind, makes today a good day.

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I love these guys, adorable. They walk on the bottoms of rivers and ponds, can hold their breath for five minutes. Find them mildly interesting, I hope to see one someday.

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...sigh loud repost...

ocd sys culture is constantly trying to assign everyone in your system perfectly defined rules for existing that end up making everyone blurrier in the long run

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This, imposter syndrome is particularly testy to us recently around the dialogs around, *not* considering alters as near separate people. Doing so being, to some, equalized to being in endogenic territory. We all have the same brain, but we differ greatly between our own selves & experiences when allowed to express that. Most of us are distinctly different than other alters in the system by what emotions we feel in response things, how we hold our face/express emotions on our face, body language/posture, different areas of expertise/skills, and so much more. Despite presenting as one person, it doesn't mend the fact we are many working together to operate, and if we didn't function as we do, we couldn't. I personally haven't heard the "alters are each their own different entities and shouldn't be blended together" but that is so harmful for natural co-fronting behaviors to the normal integration and change of alters over time.

The way I see it, much as OP said, DID and OSDD are very complex and varying disorders, one system's is not like another due to simple facts of different environmental to abusers' demands and pressures. Each of us had different circumstances we needed to adapt and survive with and through, for some there's a need to not have alters be very separate, while for others it was absolutely necessary to survive polarizing abusers. From my own experiences & observations, having multiple abusers with different demands&traumas(&requirements to survive) and possibly extreme solitude and loneliness likely contribute to having distinctly separate and "independent" alters.

Would be open to debate on this topic but not on the fact that people don't experience alters with distinct personhood, as with my experience, this is a fact.

“Stop thinking of alters as separate people” this and “alters are each there own different entities that shouldn’t be blended” that

How about we let each system decide what feels best to them and stop policing systems that are already dealing with a very complex and varying disorder

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This

The future should not be plural.

The future should accommodate for those with dissociative disorders.

The future should have further more thorough research in dissociative disorders.

The future should be more accepting of dissociative disorders.

BUT

The future should not be plural.

That means children are getting repeatedly traumatised at an impressionable age.

That means children don't have healthy coping mechanisms.

That means children AREN'T SAFE.

The future should not be plural, but it should be respectful and accepting to those who are.

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This is actually insane, trans disabled? This must be munchausen syndrome with some type of willful inducing of psychosis, or something alike it. If taking what they say as something that isn't completely nonsensical, even to them. I wonder if they are inducing a type of psychosis, if it'll they'll be permanent damages to their psyche/sense of self, this is so foolish&ignorant on so many levels.

I'm not sure how being trans abled/race/age/any of these odd disordered thinking isn't anything but making a mockery of the transgender experience and whatever thing they are trying to assimilate into at that. With that said, it harms the group their trying to claim and trans people if they are using or appropriating terms.

Loud repost/reiteration of "DID isn't something you want nor can give yourself, this is literally sickening to see people harm themselves for this as well."

When I see posts like this, I have a deep-seated dread as I hope it's rage bait

What the actual fuck

Never thought I’d see the day where a tumbler post would actually make me sick to the stomach, TRANS DISABLED? WHAT THE FUCK. D.I.D isn’t something you want nor can you just give yourself it, this is literally sickening to see people harm themselves like this as well. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONT MAKE YOURSELF DO THIS SHIT, you won’t end up with D.I.D but it’s one fast way to hurt yourself and throw yourself into danger.