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gain control ➛ lost weight

lost control ➛ gain weight

it's that simple.

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i'm scared of eating because i don't know if i'll be able to stop

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The outfits are EATING 😍

Can’t wait to fit into these

Th1nsp0! <3

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Oh to have thighs that don’t touch. I can only dream of the freedom.

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Rightttt??? Yesterday it was so easy and today I was HUMBLED

no one talks about how sometimes ⭐️ving is so easy and sometimes it’s so difficult

i swear one week food is unappetizing the next i’m thinking about it all the time

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eating is the enemy.

the gross feeling of feeling full, after a binge. the fat that clings desperately to your stomach and your thighs. its all a simple fix,

dont. eat.

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She’d be so shocked..

I met my younger self for a coffee today.

She looked at me and went "we're still not skinny??"

I sighed and said "damn girl we're trying, okay??"

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Road to skinny 😝😍💕

you ate your way up to this weight, you can sтarve your way out

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seeing irl thinspo feels like a punch in the gut

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Thisssss omg

everyone’s so pretty and i’m so ugly, i think i’ll just lay down and rot until i die

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What many ppl don't understand:

An 3ating dis0rd3r doesn't mean you're not hungry. You're h u n g r y. A lot and constantly. An 3ating dis0rd3r means you just ignore it.

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Google’s got me covered 😭

No matter how long I’ve been on edblr.

My brain will never be able to compute lbs to kgs.

🥸🥸🥸

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💕💕😝

Happy Valentine's Day to all the beautiful disordered people in my phone. Here, have some valentines

Special thanks to @pain-isnt--needed for dealing with all the late night ramblings and input

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My closet is so limited rn I look fat in literally anything

It’s truly a wake up call when your baggy clothes aren’t baggy anymore

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