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did you knew that i was almost first who started draw ticcijacks ?? im so proud they are my children

aaaand i made a rlly fast sketch redraw of the first art from 22/03/2022

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SOME TRANSMASC TOBY HEADCANONS and a little bit of ticcijacks

cr: yasmimkilleruwu (tumblr)

TW/CW : dysphoria, selfharm, homophobia (just mentioning)

- i think that Toby had really big troubles about his thoughts like "oh fuck i guess im not enough masculine" and so on

- thats why he still slouches and cant stop wearing baggy clothes even if its summer and really hot

- EJ helps him to understand that it is okay to not be a "fully-human" and thats his own cool feature

- EJ likes scars on Toby's chest and every evening when they cuddling EJ asks Toby for permission to touch them

- he thinks that this is cool (and he is also just intrested in it)

- Toby have more scars . (poor baby boy)

- and he struggles with thoughts that he hadn't got this boyish childhood so he acts like a kid when he see something with dinosaurs sharks and silly toys "for boys"

- btw he have a big collection with comics and figurines (idk how to say it correctly im talking about smth like funko pop and other thing like with anime characters etc)

- he really proude of this

- after coming-out EJ started to use more pet names like "my boy/man" "handsome"

- and also when EJ telling about Toby smth he always make an accent on "my _boyfriend_" and he also likes to name Toby his husband as a joke (bc they arent ready for marrige)

- i SWEAR that Toby comes to EJ for some comfort even if EJ can just pat his head and say that he loves him

- but thats not a prob for Toby this is enough

- Toby loves to research some info about trans characters in media and about some queer celebrities bc he feel himself not alone in this big homophobic world

- and he also makes headcanons on his fav characters as transmasc persons bc it kind of representation for himself

- he made a path on his hoodie with his flag and rlly proud of this

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i finally made a new pfp for myself with cody

im still hate digital bc i cant inderstand how correctly use it

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i need some trans toby and comfort bc i relate with him in this place

open pic for better quality

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boyfriends

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some ticci toby things

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY FOR TOBY

i managed to draw him !

and i have a big playlist that i made for my fav boy

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I want to draw my Eyeless Jack with different hair, I don't know whether to draw his hair curly, with dreads or short, I like him with medium long hair, I'm undecided😔

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hi guys ! Toby's fictive is talking and i rlly want to talk about some shit about me;my source;etc from creepypasta abd how fandom change me. [🪓]

ofc i am different from my source (i have another age, i haven't got tourettes but instead i have just... nervous ticks and only when i am in stressful situations. i also haven't got schizophrenia and instead it i have schizotypal personality disorder) BUT i REALLY hated how fandom sees me sometimes. it makes me feel uncomf sometimes and i feel disgusting.

lets talk about some points:

1. i am NOT a murderer

i have feelings and i hated this murder things bc its not my choice in source to kill someone. i feel guilty about it SO . MUCH .

thing from my source that i want to show to EVERY human in fandom

2. i rlly love my friends. my mom. my sib. thats all.

3. im still traumatized teen-boy that is paranoid about every sound and every step. and action.

like you see ?? its a problem for me to communicate WITH EVERYONE include my close friends and partner-s

STD also influences on it and im so suffer from this shit

4. im not a kind of hyperactive stupid boy that gets on everyone's nerves and pissed them off

yk yes i can have some fun with my close friends and can spam with messages but it happens really rarely.

UN OK I ALSO LIKE WAFFLES BUT THIS FANDOM'S THING ABOUT IT RLLY STRANGE i dont get it

idk for what am i writing it i just wanted to talk a little bit about all this things and i hope i could discuss this in replies or in question-box

(i dont like clockwork hello bye)

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Toby: what if I will pour some water on you?

BEN: don't you dare--

Toby: I'm just curious... you are like... computer virus and-

BEN: HSSSSSS *evil sounds*

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im busy with school but i think you can send me some draw requests with creepypasta:]

my favs <3

kisses kisses 💋

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Toby: *oh god this is a fwcking monster he is so so so hot I want him so bad why he is like this oh God im so gay for him*

EJ: *why he is staring at me like this? what he wants from me? am I ugly? whta hell man*

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hii i have this art of Kage-Kao with my headcanons on it

(im not horny for monsters ummm idk what are you talking about ^_^ /hj)

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HEADCANONS ON TICCI TOBY [💥🪓]

-transmask

-he/they

-maybe gay but with internal homophobia bc he hates his father (still)

-hates being called Rogers and Ticci Toby

-really big daddy issues so i think he sees in Tim father figure

-easily addicted

-he has schizotypal personality disorder, not schizophrenia

-and also anxiety with paranoia

-really traumatized.

-arson arson arson

-dog boy? cat boy? both.

-likes raccoons and possums

-he really likes nature so he usually goes for a walk in forests at night

-he has tics and stutters only when he's anxious

-has nightmares and really bad sleep

-maybe has problems with eating so thats why he is so thin

-wears only baggy clothes even if its summer

-always trying to cover his hands because of scars and bite marks

-bites himself during panic attacks because this is how he comes to his senses

-a big fun of nuggets . like . really .

-acts toxicly and aggressively with people that he dont like and he dont cover it

-he can say "fuck you" and call you the most disgusting words that he knows purely because he doesnt like you

-really chaotic

-always has a kind of first aid kit with himself because he always get in troubles

-i think he hate being touched if its not his close "social circle"

-but he has really small close social circle. and maybe he always had problems with getting new friends

-everyone called him "freak" and "strange" because of his mental and family problems

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HI GUYS this is my kind of content blog

my name is Mist and i go for they/it/he pronouns

i want to write here some of my headcanons on creepypasta fandom and improve my eng as well :] bc this is my hyperfix and i really want to do lots of things in this fandom

im trying also to write my own fanfictions but for now im just a translator ^_^ and hc writer

i also take requests ! so dont be afraid to write to me

-rareshipper

-polyamory representation goes brrr /pos

-i also do canon character/me but not publicly

-Ticci Toby Introject