xxrobotessaxx

[xxrobotessaxx]

Due to Christmas Gore Goblins in Ask boxes we are closing our inboxes until Boxing Day

[xxrobotessaxx]

US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail jo@samaritans.org

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: info@mind.org.uk

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 legal@mind.org.uk

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: help@b-eat.co.uk

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: helpline@cruse.org.uk

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail info@rapecrisis.org.uk

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

(Source)

[xxrobotessaxx]

What I think Tessa looks like! More drawings under cut

[xxrobotessaxx]

Shoutout to those this holiday season who…

Are dreading spending time with their family.

Are struggling with an eating disorder.

Are spending their first holidays without a loved one.

Are spending holidays grieving a loved one.

Are no contact with loved ones.

Are celebrating holidays alone.

Have trauma related to the holidays.

Were traumatized during the holidays.

Have flashbacks triggered by holidays.

Know upcoming celebrations will be unpleasant.

Knows their family will be unkind during celebrations.

Are depressed.

Are suicidal.

Are dealing with mental health issues.

Don’t like the holidays.

Find the holidays to be stressful.

Cannot afford to celebrate.

Are working during the holidays.

Have family members who will comment on their weight.

Have family members who will critique their life choices.

Have family members who belittle their accomplishments.

Aren’t feeling very festive.

Are excluded from celebrations.

Recently went through a breakup.

Are struggling with their body image.

Are struggling with self harm.

Are struggling with addiction.

Are away from loved ones.

Don’t celebrate the holidays and feel left out.

Will have their abuser(s) present at celebrations.

Will have their boundaries crossed.

Are ill.

Are chronically ill.

Will be forced to go back to their abusive household.

Are stressed out by current events.

Are dealing with war or political instability.

Are struggling with finances.

Don’t have time to celebrate.

Don’t have the energy to celebrate.

Have received bad news.

Feel unloved.

Feel unwanted.

Have religious trauma triggered by holidays.

Are separating from their partner.

Will be away from their partner.

Recently lost a pet.

Recently experienced trauma.

Feel overwhelmed.

Feel unappreciated.

Feel burnt out.

Many people struggle physically and mentally during the holidays and you are not alone. You will make it through and everything will be okay. Hang in there, everything will be okay.

[xxrobotessaxx]

can I have a hug? My family and I don't get along and Christmas is a bad time for me. I relate to you a lot, Tessa. Can I please have a hug?

*hugs a lot* I am sorry to hear about that, anon. Christmas can be difficult, just send messages to your friends if you can, and remember that it's just two days. If you need to, try to find some alone time so you can emotionally recover. Just remember to care for yourself.

[xxrobotessaxx]

Thank you so much, after the fall ( @md-fanzine !), for letting me join your zine! I had a blast making this Jessa piece for ya’ll! Everyone there is so lovely <3

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Sorry for caring too much... I don't want anything to happen to you." Tessa remarked, her cheery tone this time more somber and concerned holding her hand out to hold Jane's as she offered gently, "Do you want or need anything? I could bring you robotic turkey and some cranberry oil for supper."

-enters the landing pod- hey Jane. It's Tess (RT). *leaves her a 20 gallon jug of banana bread scented oil* please take care, alright? I'm worried about you. *sits beside Jane but not too close if she needs space* I'll be here as long as you need me okay?

I’ll be fine, nothing has killed me. I’m ending it at that. This is just something seasonal..it’ll pass..Ooh banana bread.

Her ears perked up, her static expression hasn’t changed. She propped a pillow underneath her neck for support.

I know..I know you’re always here, I can’t get rid of you.

She chuckled.

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Right, Samoyed, sorry it's been a while since I read up on pups," she giggled apologetically. She marveled at N when he mentioned him being fluffy, responding, "Double coat? Right? Like Jane has."

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Golden Retrievers have gentle mouths and are great with children," Tessa rattled off proudly, having memorized that book from when she was younger and read it to her N.

"And you're modelled after a Malamute, right?"

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily

[xxrobotessaxx]

Tessa reassured gently as she offered N some batteries, "Don't rush how you feel though, alright? Your core will feel the moment when it's right." She smiled happily upon hearing about N looting too. "I love 'shopping' too, I bet you have the cutest collection of plushies!"

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Maybe it's something else? Maybe you just want to friendly pair-bond? Either way, I'm sure Thad is thrilled to have you around! You're a real gem."

Tessa was enjoying this, N was just so energetic and happy. "So, what other stuff do you normally do for fun?"

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily

[xxrobotessaxx]

RT apologized gently, "I'm sorry for overwhelming you... I'll try better to not infodump too much or yap too much."

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily

[xxrobotessaxx]

RoboTessa almost spawned outside the shop door, borrowing power from her solver. She stood in Sheila's way, one eye royal blue, one eye pastel blue as she spoke in a monotone and hurtful tone, "How about next time you need neatening up I make a house call and use a sword to lighten some extra weight off your shoulders? I don't mean your head.... but let's just say you won't be able to tie a ponytail for MONTHS."

Suddenly, just as soon as she appeared, RT was back in her shop, locking the door and closing the blinds, she didn't have any more patience for someone belittling her, her existence, and her business.

A begrudging visit - roleplay with @xxrobotessaxx

Sheila wanted no part of it but she didn't really have a choice since going around with her hair even a little tattered was unacceptable. Sheila bursts in, scowling, not believing she had stooped so low to visit the robot’s salon. She immediately sat down on an empty chair. With an attitude she calls RoboTessa to her.

Get over here! Don’t question why I bother to be here. I have no other choice. You better do you job right, I can’t deal with my hair being even slightly imperfect and I don’t want you to make it worse! I have to maintain my beauty, unlike a certain somebody I know. Just..Just even up my hair somehow. Don’t be an incompetent drone and don’t you dare say otherwise. It’s a blessing that I came over here.

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Cor Blimey, you really are just a basic Sheila, Sheila," RT scolded as she set the scissors down. "Okay, I've fixed your hair, now because this shop is a safe space and negativity isn't allowed, PLEASE see yourself out," RoboTessa politely said, but her voice carried a tone of building anger, "Also, I may be a hairdresser, but I am HAPPY"

Her voice was meant to sting like a mossie (mosquito) bite, ".... Are YOU Happy, Sheila?"

A begrudging visit - roleplay with @xxrobotessaxx

Sheila wanted no part of it but she didn't really have a choice since going around with her hair even a little tattered was unacceptable. Sheila bursts in, scowling, not believing she had stooped so low to visit the robot’s salon. She immediately sat down on an empty chair. With an attitude she calls RoboTessa to her.

Get over here! Don’t question why I bother to be here. I have no other choice. You better do you job right, I can’t deal with my hair being even slightly imperfect and I don’t want you to make it worse! I have to maintain my beauty, unlike a certain somebody I know. Just..Just even up my hair somehow. Don’t be an incompetent drone and don’t you dare say otherwise. It’s a blessing that I came over here.

[xxrobotessaxx]

RoboTessa got all excited, her hands twitching a little. She explained, her voice a little giggly, "Well, you have this feeling, like your CPU is full of moths all fluttering in a mausoleum." She brought her hands up to her chest and thought of her lovely receptionist as she continued to explain, "And you want to hold them and kiss them, and fall asleep in their arms. But you get kind of nervous because they make you so happy. It's kind of magical."

She caught a glance from Leslie Jay at the receptionist's desk rolling her LED eyes "But, if they say yes, and you start dating them, it's really fun. But remember you need to respect their boundaries and also talk through any issues or, ya know..."

She moved one hand to her left shoulder and moved her dress' sleeve to show a bite mark left by the previous J. "Or you get into an argument." she then switched to her other shoulder, and showed her right shoulder, the metal had WAY more scar marks.

"And that's from when Jane thought I was food and beat me the heck up for defending myself," she giggled, "But we're ok friends now"

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Scissors it is then!" the Robotic Tessa huffed in annoyance as she picked them up off the styling cart.

Tessa lightly trimmed the spot that had been nibbled so it wouldn't get split ends. The blue-eyed drone couldn't help but scold in a fake-friendly tone as her temper was starting to flare, "It literally costs nothing to be kind, and yet here you are, insulting someone who has something sharp REALLY close to your precious curly hair."

A begrudging visit - roleplay with @xxrobotessaxx

Sheila wanted no part of it but she didn't really have a choice since going around with her hair even a little tattered was unacceptable. Sheila bursts in, scowling, not believing she had stooped so low to visit the robot’s salon. She immediately sat down on an empty chair. With an attitude she calls RoboTessa to her.

Get over here! Don’t question why I bother to be here. I have no other choice. You better do you job right, I can’t deal with my hair being even slightly imperfect and I don’t want you to make it worse! I have to maintain my beauty, unlike a certain somebody I know. Just..Just even up my hair somehow. Don’t be an incompetent drone and don’t you dare say otherwise. It’s a blessing that I came over here.

[xxrobotessaxx]

"Sounds like you like Thad a lot, have you asked him out," she exclaimed happily before repairing her statement, "You know, like as a friendly hangout. Unless you like-like him."

RoboTessa lightly facepalmed, there she was, assuming N was seeing someone. N always seemed to have a crush on someone, in the past, present, and possibly even with the sweet precious pup of a drone sitting with her.

RoboTessa's Old-New friend N (@dogtreats1andtea)

The drone with the pale blue LED light eyes waited at the door of her shop eagerly, she was excited to finally meet Sheila's N. She knew her own N, and she knew Nate, but a puppy version of N was something exciting, and they'd get to spend time together.

Tessa already had some snacks at the reception area, she waited happily