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THERE’S LIGHT IN THE TUNNEL! IT MIGHT BE COMING BACK!

Is WTTHTM still available to read? The AO3 links in your captions seem defunct!

Alas, WTTHTM has been deleted from public view for copyright reasons now that the story has been picked up for publication. I'm so sorry--I tried to hunt down all the posts to remove the links, but I think the reblogs are all out of my control!

The good news is that, while the fic has been removed, the novel will be out in the world in due time (formal announcement coming soon)! Thank you so much for your interest in the story; I hope the book will more than make up for the absence!

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ANYONE KNOW WHY @vkelleyart REMOVED THIS MASTERPIECE?! I SOMETIMES LAY AWAKE THINKING ABOUT THIS ONLY TO NOW FIND OUT THAT SHE HAS REMOVED IT?!

ANYONE WITH AN EXPLANATION?

ANYONE THAT KNOWS IF THIS IS COMING BACK?!

AHHHHHHHH

guys PLEASE read When the Tides held the Moon by @vkelleyart on ao3!!!! ABSOLUTELY STUNNING fic with beautiful amazing art to accompany!! https://archiveofourown.org/works/24447463/chapters/59356732#workskin

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Also Adam and Ronan.

Also Blue and Gansey and Henry.

Also I love the sunbearer trials. Can more people obsess over it for good fanarts and fanfics?

I remember seeing this post a while back and wanting to either find or make a ship that follows this dynamic and I finally found it.

Teo: fuck the rich

Aurelio, is rich: please

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HEAD CANNON - THE SUNBEARER TRIALS

Imagine:

- Drunk karaoke night

- Theo a little too drunk

- The catastrophe is the combination of a microphone and drunk-confidence

- Theo singing “Holding out for a Hero” by Bonnie Tyler

-Theo DEDICATING “Holding out for a Hero” by Bonnie Tyler to Aurelio

- Aurelio blushing obvi

-Theo nailing it!

-Dramatic flare

Theo: I NEED A HERO. I’M HOLDING OUT FOR A HERO ‘TIL THE END OF THE NIGHT. HE’S GOTTA BE STRONG, AND HE’S GOTTA BE FAST, AND HIS GOTTA BE FRESH FROM THE FIGHT!

Nyia: *Cheering*

Xio: *Clapping*

Aurelio: *visibly embarrassed by the attention*

Auristela: *Fumming*

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADAM PARRISH

- I love you

- You deserve more

- You deserve everything

- Ronan Lynch loves you too

// A.L

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Hunting for a Raven Cycle Fic in Ao3

(Or at least I think it was Ao3)

What I remember:

Ronan/Adam relationship

Adam is hurt or something and resting at Monmouth (location might be wrong but I’m 99.9% sure it was Monmouth)

Ronan manifesting an aggressive demon in his room that attacks him and Gansey

They fight it I believe when they suddenly remember Adam resting in the other room and panic

Adam is awake and the demon approaches him (or he approaches it) as Ronan tries to warn him against it.

The words “Why don’t you love us?” Referring to Ronan and the Demon.

Adam dissolving the demon by assuring him that he does

End is blurry but I’ve been thinking about the “Why don’t you love us?” Part for months and I need it again

Damn me for not bookmarking.

I’ll throw some extra crunchy leaves on the ground for the one who finds it!

Thank you!

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Same. Same.

I'm a simple woman. I reread the raven cycle. I go and look at posts and fanart that make me want to reread the raven cycle. I reread the raven cycle. I go and look at posts and fanart that make me want to reread the raven cycle. I reread the raven-

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I just wanted to show of the unnecessarily complicated meaning behind my new tattoo (it’s honestly ridiculous).

This is how you’ll see it. Which means that for the view, this tattoo will symbolise new beginning, possibilities, and a push towards the next step (new moon). Which works really well with the lily which symbolises renewal and rebirth.

But since I have it on my back and will only be able to see it through a mirror. This is how I’ll see it:

The waning crescent moon instead symbolising a coming end and time to finally rest (another meaning being that it’s okay to be empty sometimes) while the lily will be the flower for death (the way you but them on graves) (like the ending of a life).

So where people will find possibilities and begging, I’ll find assurance and a sign to rest.

Thank you for reading the ridiculously deep meaning to this tattoo (the arrow is for sense of direction. the stars are for my siblings. the leaf is sorta for Adam Parrish (a person I want to be kind of))

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WE HAVE WYLAN AND JESPER IN THE BACK. LISTEN UP! WE HAVE WYLAN AND JESPER IN THE BACK.

THE FACT THAT I WAS TOO FOCUSED ON NIKOLAI TO REALISE THE CROWS ARE LITERALLY IN THIS SHOT?!?!!?!?! WHAT

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To everyone who loves Adam Parrish:

How’s the struggle for Academic Validation going?

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Raven boys

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I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF FANFIC STALKERS OUT THERE.

Long story short, I read this fanfic, SOMEHOW FORGOT TO MARK IT! And now I can’t find it anywhere!

So anyone with Talent, please help.

It’s a Pynch Fanfic (Ronan Lynch/Adam Parrish from the Raven Cycle) that I believe is from Ao3 but it could as well have been Wattpad or Tumblr.

I remember some things, but none of them are enough to help me ACTUALLY FIND IT (maybe some of you are better):

- I believe that it started with Ronan finding Adam by his doorstep (Monmouth Manufacturing I believe) completely bloodied and bruised by his father (details; you know that thirteen reasons why scene with the broom? Yeah, Robert Parrish did that to Adam) after finding a sketchbook about Ronan (who he was in a relationship with).

- Somewhere here I lost the plot but they patch him up and Adam insist on going home. (But I know that the broom he used broke during one pf his father’s drunk session and Adam felt such relief)

- Something happens and Robert actually tries to rape Adam this time. A punishment for his homosexuality. But he can’t get it up (blames it on Adam’s mother) and Adam somehow scrambles away, somehow back to Ronan.

- This time Adam agrees to never return. He said something in the line of “She just stood there and watched as he tried to rape me” referring to his mother (SOMEHOW I REMEMBER LINES BUT NOT THE ACTUALLY TITLE OR WHERE TF I FOUND IT)

I can’t remember the end. But that was about eat. Honestly, someone help me find this because it has been driving me crazy for WEEKS or even MONTHS.

Thanks.

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I found this masterpiece again and accidentally reminded myself how ”snorting a laughter” sounds like

plot fucking twist

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The sacrifices we make.

Also known as, my take on the TRK ending-ish after Blue kisses Gansey. I have hounded @ganseymaboi @91percentpynch @jostyardho about this for weeks so here we go. I'm so sorry but this is just pure pain and angst.

(TW for death)

He fell quietly from her arms.

He was a king.

Adam's heartbeat stuttered as he watched Gansey die. Something in his chest cracked open and broke. So this was what pain felt like when you lost someone you cared for so deeply. A sudden drop, a vicious blow and a horrific hollow that you left empty and gasping for air.

Adam stood there frozen, Orphan Girl's hand tightly held in his and Henry standing beside him as they watched Blue and Ronan crouched over Gansey. Ronan was crying, so was Blue but Adam's gaze flickered from Blue's bleeding eyelid to Gansey's dead body to Ronan's neck. He was responsible for all of those things. Blue's stitches, Ronan's bruises and Gansey's death from his vision from the dream tree.

It was after his snapping and Henry's prodding that he thought about the fact that they could ask Cabeswater to sacrifice itself to save Gansey.

Adam felt Cabeswater and the ley line flow through him like it always had, except now it seemed slower, weaker. Adam spoke, pleaded and begged to Cabeswater to save Gansey, to do something to save Gansey. He couldn't just let Gansey die. He signalled to Blue, wordlessly because they understood each other well and she spoke. Please, echoed Blue's voice all through Adam till it reached Cabeswater and it breathed in recognition. The tir e e’lintes. Blue was one of them.

Cabeswater breathed, the leaves rustled and water flowed and Adam heard broken Latin words before magic happened and Adam felt something happen, something he couldn't understand but he could feel it. The warmth beneath his skin and in his nerves, the weaving of something magical and Adam felt Blue and her sadness ram into Cabeswater and it didn't budge but absorbed it, weaved it into the patchwork quilt it was working on.

But then it stopped. Adam felt the line power down, felt it in his body, soul and all and he swayed but Henry caught him quickly, sliding his arms around Adam's body.

Blue and Ronan stared at him. Adam felt hollow, all over again.

Cabeswater?

Not enough, the trees spoke. Not enough.

It made sense to Adam that Cabeswater had lost itself because of the demon, or lost most of itself because of the unmaker itself. But without Cabeswater, there would be nobody.

To Adam, the choice was saving Gansey and Ronan or death, and he knew what his answer would be.

Not enough, the trees rumbled again, stuttering words. Not enough.

Adam gathered himself, thanked Henry. He let go of Orphan Girl's hand and pat her head twice, thrice for good measure. She tilted her head at him in question, wondering. It was a surprise she hadn't guessed Adam's answer yet.

"It'll be okay", he told her.

He looked at Henry, then at Blue who sat with Gansey's head on her and then finally braved to look at Ronan. He was barely ten steps away but now it felt like ten thousand, ten million even.

Not enough, he heard. Not enough.

I gave you my hands, I gave you my eyes, he replied.

The next moment, he saw Ronan gape at him because of course he heard it to. Ronan was getting up and Orphan Girl was telling in incoherent Latin beside him but he wasn't really paying attention. He saw Ronan dart towards him.

He closed his eyes.

I gave you my hands, I gave you my eyes, he replied. Now I give you all of me, to save all of them.

Magician, the trees roared. Somewhere five steps away, Ronan did too.

When he opened his eyes, Gansey woke up. Adam fell quietly, eyes staring into Ronan's as he fell, and kept on falling.

A king woke up from his sleep, another fell into it.

*

Ronan was late, he was so fucking late as he ran towards Adam but he was fucking late. The gravel crunched under his shoes as he ran, watched Adam fall like a raggedy doll and Orphan Girl scream loudly and Henry watch Adam fall.

Because it was Aurora first, Gansey next and now Adam. Ronan had thought he would have died before he watched Adam sacrifice his life but no, the fucking idiot had to do something like that.

Adam's head hit the ground, muddy water splashing across his cheeks and his hair turning a muddy brown from its dusty blond. Orphan Girl was wailing loudly.

Wake up, Atom, she screamed.

He's not going to wake up.

He was not going to wake up.

Ronan fell down on his knees. His chest hurt, so did everything but he couldn't bear the vision anymore. He wrapped his arms around Adam's wrist, desperately trying to feel something, something at least. But nothing, he just felt his fingers press into the wrist bone of Adam's hand.

He wrapped his arms around Adam's lifeless body, pressed Adam's head against his chest and let his tears fall on Adam's hair. And then he screamed at the top of his lungs until everything hurt a bit more and he couldn't yell Adam's name anymore. Henry crouched beside him, he was crying too. Orphan Girl was still wailing loudly, muttering periodic phrases in Latin.

Two palms pressed into both of his shoulders. Gansey had woken up, because of course he had. Blue sat on her knees, mirroring Henry. Adam felt cold, lifeless, light under his hands and Ronan felt colder, dead, heavy on himself.

"Parrish, you fucking idiot. You fucking idiot."

"Ronan-" Gansey began but his words fell short. He instead wrapped his arms around Orphan Girl, who had climbed onto his lap. One of Blue's arms was around Ronan's neck, the other on his arm which snaked itself around Adam's shoulder. She squeezed his arm, Ronan squeezed Adam's arm. Her head lay on Ronan's shoulder, choked sobs entering his ears.

"We should go", Henry said, voice hoarse.

The rain had subsided now, pouring in light drizzles now. They all got up, with Gansey picking Orphan Girl in his arms and she hid herself. Blue wiped her eyes and got up. Her hand lay on Ronan's elbow as he got up too. He slid one arm under Adam's knees and the other under his back and picked him up. His breath hitched when one of Adam's arms fell to the side but Blue quickly folded it across his chest.

Ronan dared look at Adam again. He looked asleep, peaceful even.

Peaceful and Adam Parrish just didn't go along in a sentence.

It felt like a cosmic joke, seeing Adam was so peacefully asleep.He didn't, couldn't bother to let go of Adam so Gansey slid into the driver's seat of the BMW with Blue in the passenger seat and Orphan Girl and Henry on either side of Ronan in the backseat with Adam's head tucked under Ronan's chin and his legs spread long across Henry's lap, who put his hands on them and stared blankly. They just sat in the car, Ronan didn't bother to care why they weren't moving.

Adam.

Adam.

Adam.

The ocean burned, the rain fell over it. It stopped burning.

He remembered making the mixtape for Adam's shitbox, remembered feeling warm at the mere thought of imagining Adam's face when the Murder Squash song blasted through the speakers. He remembered dreaming the lotion for Adam's chapped hands, and the way it smelled of wood and moss. He remembered the way Adam smiled, elastic and amiable.

"Wake up, Parrish."

"Your dumb fucking idiot. How dare you? How fucking dare you?"

"you can't just die on me, Adam."

"Adam, please."

He remembered the shape of Adam's hands, the feeling of Adam's palm against his, his fingers around Adam's wrist and their thumbs crossed over one another's. He remembered Adam in the hospital when he had lost his hearing, remembered Adam at the court facing his father alone because he didn't want Gansey or Ronan to find out.

He remembered him kissing Adam, and Adam kissing him and his name pouring out of Adam's mouth, honey velvet smooth. He remembered the warmth of Adam's lips, chapped and dry and the way Adam tasted of the coke they had had for dinner.

He remembered.

He kept on remembering.

How dare he forget?

He watched Orphan Girl tuck one of the blue dream flowers behind Adam's ear. He closed his eyes, dropped his head on Adam's till their foreheads touched.

"tamquam", he whispered.

He didn't hear anything back.

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☀️: Surprisingly Blue, but Adam is a really close second.

🌖: Ronan. I could stop there but Declan isn’t too far of.

⬆️: Adam and Ronan. Were considering Declan as well but not that much.

tag yourself: TRC BIG 3

SUN: your core self; when people say “who are you” this is your answer

MOON: your emotions

RISING: how people perceive you

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Do you ever just read something, something about a character and then suddenly you just: ”This, this is me. This is the problem I haven’t been able to identify. This is exactly what I’m going through.” ?

It’s like you’ve been searching for this explanation and suddenly it’s just in front of you, another person’s word that whose also yours. And it makes sense, how couldn’t you’ve figured it out earlier because it makes perfect sense.

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GAYWAREN! I’m gonna sufficate!

trc smau part 13/?

part 12