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thought i'd promote my 18+ pro-endo pro-good faith identity discord server again since it's been a hot minute! it's called rat club and we have an epic time here :3

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i saw some cool designs and wanted to update my marin design because of them

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my streamer being based as fuck

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i would be a kittypet all the way in the warrior cats universe. if i heard a bunch of guys were in the woods killing each other for survival and they think i'm the lame one for getting mediocre banquets i would be like you guys are stupidd and then when the thunderclan medicine cat comes by my fenced lot to pick yarrow i would be like what are doing and shes like medicine so my clanmates don't die and i'm like wow you guys really have it that rough. and she keeps encountering me and one day i'm like why don't you come inside there's plenty of kibble and she averts her eyes shyly and is like ...no that would be against starclan and i'd go To have a little kibble? and she's like You know what i mean. and i do. 5 moons later she is getting adopted by my people and visions of her ancestors still haunt her and she is from time to time like Did I do the right thing...? how could i be so selfish...? and i'm like my toy mouse squeaks

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REMINDER

Trauma isn't only bad things that happened

Trauma is also good things that didn't happen

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Hot Take

Functional multiplicity and final fusion aren't really all that different in practice and experience, and you should all stop overthinking it

Worrying, fussing, and arguing is only going to stress you out, and we all know what stress does to systems

Relax and stop policing and scaring others, especially if you're not currently experiencing either

Slow down, take things one day a time, recognize and accept that your goals can change, that you collectively have more of a say in what happens than you think, and consider, maybe they're surprisingly similar experiences that are rewarding in ultimately similar ways

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i so eeby sleeby tday how everyone doin? :3

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idk who needs to hear this but fakeclaiming culture and being violent towards “fakers” is really harmful to people who are questioning whether they have DID/OSDD

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sure you've watched horror movies and those were probably scary but have you ever played lethal company when everybody is experiencing terrible game breaking debilitating lag to the point of two out of three of you not being able to move or speak, while the third is teleported to the shadowrealm in dead silence, having teammates voices echo so much that you feel as if you are going insane, being unable to move and you begging and screaming "CAN YOU HEAR ME PLEASE" and then hearing your other teammate plead "please please please I don't wanna do this I don't wanna do this" and then the other one desperately trying to wrangle you both with "I CAN HEAR YOU I CAN HEAR YOU STOP TWEAKING"

have your teammates been so out of sync with both of you that they run around yelling "I CANT MOVE THE CABINETS I CANT MVOE THE CABINETS" and you have to say "SAY AMONG US WHEN YOU HEAR THIS" and hearing "among us" a full minute later

have you ever watched your lethal company teammates slowly devolve into insanity as you do so as well, begging them to not leave you behind if you lag because the loneliness of being stuck in time is insane

literally I feel like I aged twenty years and developed thirteen seperate mental illnesses I wish there was a proper way to describe how atrocious that was i promise you whatever you are feeling from reading this post is not even comparable to the dread of laggy lethal company dear god

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Today’s twisted is…

Coal!

Good luck and happy hunting!

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Tommyinnit World Domination 2025

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thanks!! :D

viewed an aparyment, shit is tiny for $900/month but it might be worth it. i think i can make it work.

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viewed an aparyment, shit is tiny for $900/month but it might be worth it. i think i can make it work.

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Normalize not having to pick a fucking side in syscourse. Normalize being able to exist on the internet as a system or with a CDD without having to constantly answer questions and take stances on syscourse. There is more to being a system than syscourse. You don't have to pick a side and you can block anyone who makes you. You don't have to give a shit about whether or not you can be a system without trauma, you can just exist

DO NOT TAG WITH SYSCOURSE TAGS (eg. anti endo, pro endo, etc)

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i love my life. i am very thankful for it. i just wish it could be better. :] /neu

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i can sense the fear in the rest of my system. it's mortifying.

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guys i'm. soo inlove like. deeply in love. i'm so gay imm so uhgahag