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I’VE MOVED.  FOLLOW MY  ( NEW FRESH BLOG !! ) 

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You did all this just to – just to keep me in a damn cage?

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Ben Linus watching Kate and Sawyer fuck in the cages

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“There was a day when we couldn’t find an unwounded place on my face to put a new wound.“ – Michael Emerson on Jimmy Kimmel Live (February 17, 2010)

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SEMI-HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT

guys, i know my activity here has been a bit sporadic lately, and that’s because i’m in the middle of crunch time.  i’ve been working on my thesis animation project for nearly the whole year and i have just one more month to finish it.  it’s come to my attention that i’ll need to put ALL of my focus on my film from this point on.   i really want to get it finished and done well.

therefore, you can expect limited activity from me until  APRIL 18.  then i’ll be back in full force. :^)   i won’t be forgetting you okay.  i’m very stoked about the various plots and threads i have going on with you lovely peeps and i look forward to continuing to explore and expand on them.   i’ll still be around to chat on discord  &  tumblr,  and will be posting a few replies every now and then along w/ sending memes.   thank you for being patient with me thus far.   i appreciate and adore you all ! < 3

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LOST 3x01 set

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@peanutbxtter   /    cont.

    ❛  --—  gotta say, claire,  i thought you’d be more  CONCERNED  about your own people. ❜   

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Ben with baby!Ben

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MAKE YOUR OWN CHIBI VERSION OF YOUR MUSE

           so instead of doing my drafts i did this.  gotta say chibi form suits ben 

TAGGING:  @delxsive , @zoklotala , @wclkabout , @illuminatethedarkness , @fatherofmachine , @inanotherliife   &  anyone who's bored

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after experiencing “feelings” i have decided that this just isn’t for me but thank you for the opportunity

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BOLD which habits your muse has. repost, don’t reblog

nail biting | throat clearing | LYING | interrupting | chewing the ends of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | binge drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying |talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing hands together | jaw clenching | gesturing while talking |  putting feet up on tables | tucking hair behind ears | chewing lips | crossing arms over chest | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back of their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running hands through hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostril flaring | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers |fist clenching | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling shoulders

TAGGED  BY : stolen from @zoklotala TAGGING :  @fairbeing , @wclkabout , @inanotherliife ,  @delxsive , @fatherofmachine   & anyone who wants to  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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                 FORGIVE ME, FATHER, for this heart that only knows how to beat on stolen blood, for these lips that have forgotten how to smile, for these bones that should be under a fading headstone, for all the terrible things that happen to good people – for i am not one of those good people ; i am one of those TERRIBLE THINGS.

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         their circumstances are as laughable as always,     ❝ well – i suppose that’s comforting. ❞     PERHAPS she thought they wouldn’t meet again, ivy grimes abandoned her need to make sense of the island long ago. nevertheless, there’s not a day that she doesn’t wonder what exactly had become of benjamin linus.    ❝ i can make up the guest room… as it appears things haven’t calmed down for you. ❞

           ❛  ---  but don’t lower your guard just yet,  i might reconsider sabotaging your life.  ❜   they had lost contact for almost a  YEAR,  and yet it's evidently effortless for them to fall back into their usual bantering.  he had nearly passed up the opportunity to see her tonight, but curiosity simply had gotten the better of him. curiosity and the plain fact that he had indeed missed her.    ❛  not in the slightest.  i’ve been thinking it’s simply  KARMA  continuing to get back at me. ❜    true bitterness is absent in his tone. the worst has passed. 

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I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.

Augusten Burroughs, Running with Scissors (via durianquotes)