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Y'all need to tell me if I need a Mobility Aid so here's a list of shit that happens at work and you need to tell me so I stop convincing myself I don't need one and that I'm a perfectly fine and able-bodied person

I can't work more than 3 days and my shifts are no longer than 5 hours

My legs will start to give out on kind of bad days

My feet hurt my knees hurt and my hip hurts an hour into my shift

My legs will sublux when I walk ranging from my ankles my knees and my hips very bad in my knees

I've almost cried from the pain I'm a tough dude I don't cry from pain

I've almost blacked out once

I get really dizzy when I have to pick things up off the ground so I just kneel and crawl along the floor if I have to pick up a lot of things

I work at Value Village so I work on cement floors and my entirety of my job is picking shit off the floor

There has been points of which I just kneel down and I just wish that I didn't have legs or I never had to get up because it is so much easier just not standing

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Y'all need to tell me if I need a Mobility Aid so here's a list of shit that happens at work and you need to tell me so I stop convincing myself I don't need one and that I'm a perfectly fine and able-bodied person

I can't work more than 3 days and my shifts are no longer than 5 hours

My legs will start to give out on kind of bad days

My feet hurt my knees hurt and my hip hurts an hour into my shift

My legs will sublux when I walk ranging from my ankles my knees and my hips very bad in my knees

I've almost cried from the pain I'm a tough dude I don't cry from pain

I've almost blacked out once

I get really dizzy when I have to pick things up off the ground so I just kneel and crawl along the floor if I have to pick up a lot of things

I work at Value Village so I work on cement floors and my entirety of my job is picking shit off the floor

There has been points of which I just kneel down and I just wish that I didn't have legs or I never had to get up because it is so much easier just not standing

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Look me in the eyes and tell me this man doesn't scream I'm a Canadian citizen. He looks like a fucking Canadian. Dude is pulling up with Tim bits and a Tim Hortons ice cap.

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This image is how I look when I'm waiting for my boyfriend to return from work

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I when on a trip with my boyfriend and a friend we went to all sorts places it was great but the second day I was in so much physical pain I was left pretty much crying I couldn't walk anywhere without feeling like everything was falling apart and by the third day we went to an aquarium and they had wheelchairs that you could borrow and I've never felt more relieved in my life I didn't feel this much pain in my legs anymore sure my hands started to hurt from pushing myself but that was nothing compared to what I was feeling yesterday I hope for sale makes it so I don't have to get to that point anymore but my God it was so relieving I didn't have to worry I actually really enjoyed my time

(I'm totally not daydreaming of being so free from the pain)

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How does one cope when everything gets harder. Last year I was able to go on long walks sure it was painful but I could get through it I could tough it out. Now it's too painful to tough it out I can't work as long as everybody else I can't do what everybody else can do everybody tries to stay positive about it or it doesn't really want to talk about it I'm the only one in my family suffering from something like this only person I know really who understands it's myself but I want to talk to others about it I don't want to feel so alone I don't know what I'm asking for I just wanted to get this off my mind cuz it helps to know others see what I'm going through through my own words and not through seeing me cry in pain because I walk too much and my knees start hurting and my hips start hurting and my feet start hurting and my ankles hurt and I can't do anything or when my fingers accidentally dislocate I'm going to Physio soon but what if it doesn't fix it what if it only gets harder and I know that's stupid and it's going to get easier but it will never be as easy as it is for everybody else this entire time I've been uncomfortable and in pain and nobody saw it until I was in tears I want somebody to understand how I feel I just graduated I wanted to enjoy it to my fullest but I cant

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Fleetway super sonic but manic!

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Bonnie and Clyde they are sisters

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Bonnie and Clyde they are sisters

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HELP ME SOMEONE PLEASE WHATS HAPPENING TO ME!!!! I can almost pull my arms out too what's happening to me it's was party tricks

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I think I may have hEDS I have a lot of the like skin symptoms and more but don't know if I have ever really dislocated anything there was this a one time I was reading something and then I had this extremely bad pain in my shoulder and then the muscle in my chest started hurting and I don't know why and nobody knows why and now my knees not the knee cap but like the joint can pop to the left into the right it doesn't hurt to do it it just hurts after a while but like it's not that bad and I'm not like fatigued I'm just get really tired when I walk but I'm not brain tired I can still blabber on and talk and talk and talk but my body and my legs are so tired I really don't know and I really don't want to go off and say I think I have something with no like real evidence

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I is a little upset because I wrote silver but it looks like siner and I don't like that I tried to trick my brain into thinking it's okay but it's not it's not okay I'm upset

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Just some Doodles of my favorite boys

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3 reasons I'll never go to a pride parade as a autistic adhd aroace trans masc non-binery unless in force to (this may ruffle a few feathers)

1.its to loud: every is yelling and showing there pride but it's to loud

2.there is a weird amount of ableism in a lack of accessibility

3.i don't feel welcome because I'm aroace and have autism and adhd

This is why lgbtq+ spaces feel unsafe and uncomfortable for me

Love is love until you can't love like that

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Of course my gay ass couldn't help it make a welcome home OC his name is Bay leaf he is very cute and clumsy and just all around adorable you can see my little Doodles of him crashing into people's shit and he's just so yes I swear I'm going to start shipping him with one of the characters if my boyfriend doesn't make a character soon but he's often fucking Hawaii because his parents have fucking money classist motherfucker I'm angry I'm mad growl bark bark

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I made a little thing >-< I hope ya'll like it