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hello? literally us core??

Personal cognitive distortions.

Based on an image I saw on Twitter, lol.

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oh that makes sense why we got a random follow. 😭 mb mb

-geno (he/him)

I'm starting to realise following other systems purely because they're also anti endo maybe wasn't the best idea.

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2.7.2025

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Me: I want to make more friends that are queer and have the same interests as me.

Also ,me: Okay ya they're saying they want to be friends with more people. It's an open invitation. Oh and their personal contact info. Awesome! They seem so cool. Cooler than me.. Okay now I'm going to type that in and leave the tab open until my indecision kills me.

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(Answering on main since it applies to all of the system)

⏰- We have never been diagnosed but we started suspecting about 2023.

🌙- Defiantly night because all our irl friends are asleep rn and we're awake. (But it can depend on the alter

🎁- It really depends on the alter. It's basically nature and how it works.

🍔- Yes, We probably have AFRID. We often go through drops in appetite for several day. Food hates depend on alter

🎧- Whenever I get off schedule. I get really mad. Like crying mad. So I guess breakdowns are really hard for us. Because they will often happen over schedule changes then

🦄- Fact memorization.

🍯- I do what I call 'angel noises' which is going like 'brrrr' and a bunch of other bird-like noises. We all do animal noises. Especially at eachother. We'll often have long back and forths in headspace or outloud when two people are fronting that are just 'meow' over and over again.

🌡- I don't personally prefer either hot or cold. Hot often causes problems because of jean shorts being the go-to hot legwear in my area. And we often get a real bad feeling on our skin.

🌈- I (Icarus) am an angelboy (I identify with being a masculine angel in a gender way). I'm achillean. While Patty is trans fem (Even though in an afab body because they have memories of being trans.) We collectively identify as male-alligned.

🎢- Geno has a fear of heights. (Because of the falling off the building thing.)

🎆- Yes but with headphones or ear plugs. (Depends on the alter though.)

💬- Extrovert. (Again, depends on the alter.)

🍫- Most of us are ,yes.

☕- We consume caffenine bi-weekly. If we drink it to fast then it makes us have a mock panic attack.

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦- None diagnosed but I'm pretty sure the males on my dad side are autistic.

👕- Semi-formal.

✏- I like it because I usually learn something I actually want to learn. (Since I go to a Christian school and my personal special interest is religion. So its basically like having your special interest tied to every moment of learning a new topic.)

💅- Depends.

and, just for fun,

❤- We collectively enjoy the color blue. Usually a lighter more teal tone.

-Icarus (It/Hy/Hymn/They) + Patty (She/her + It/Its)

autism ask game!

send an emoji to correspond to a question!! if you get asked something that you dont feel comfortable answering, you can always pass!

⏰- when were you diagnosed/when did you start suspecting you were autistic?

🌙- are you a morning person or a night person?

🎁- what’s your special interest(s)?

🍔- do you have sensory problems with food? what food do you like to eat?

🎧- what symptom(s) of yours is the hardest for you to deal with?

🦄- what do you excell at?

🍯- do you stim? what are some ways you stim?

🌡- do you prefer the heat or the cold? is one or the other stimmy? does one or the other cause sensory problems?

🌈- are you a part of the lgbt+ community? what is your lgbt+ identity?

🎢- what are some common phobias you have?

🎆- fireworks: yes or no?

💬- are you an introvert or an extrovert?

🍫- do you have a sweet tooth?

☕- do you regularly consume caffiene? do you find that caffeine helps manage your symptoms or makes them worse?

👨‍👩‍👧‍👦- do you have friends or family members with autism?

👕- what kind of clothes do you usually wear?

✏- do/did you like or dislike school?

💅- how do you usually practice self care?

and, just for fun,

❤- what’s your favorite color?

please only rb this post if you are autistic (self-dx friendly). obviously u can still send these asks if you’re nt tho!

[the-cacophony-collective]

Hey so we feel like its important to post this but we've recently had a system collapse. Which caused a whole new system to pop up basically. (Through some fault of mine.) No, the alters are obviously not just straight up gone/dead/destroyed. Just like the system from when I was 9 isn't. They're still there but they all just suddenly went dormant or tapered off very quickly due to stress. I'm guessing that system collapses are going to happen frequently (frequent as in every 3-5 years) so yeah, that's stressful. If you had a interest in Starfeather Saga then I defiantly suggest following us at @the-aviary-and-insectarium-epic since I like to believe that we are pretty similar.

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Maury Hall computer lab - November 2002

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They seem so cool! I am so happy for you!!

-Icarus (It/Hy/Hymn/They) + Sol (They/He)

YALL I LOVE MY PARTNERRRR

i like just met them but i love them alreadyy!!!

@ash1kun MY BABYYY

ME WHEN THEM *tail waggies*

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boost post!! promos appreciated <3!!

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God, if I have one ask. Please stop giving me more acronyms that will cost me money to be diagnosed with later in life. Because soon enough I'm going to wind up on fake disorder cringe with a long ass list that looks like intentional key smash.

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THE DEMON "LADIAD" THAT HAUNTED US AND APPEARED IN PHYSICAL FORM AND SPOKE IN OUR MIND AND TOLD US ABOUT HERSELF WAS AN ALTER.

WE WENT LOOKING FOR THE OTHER SYSTEM (Because we are a side system and they have been completely silent for several days now.) Came up some spiral stairs and felt into the darkness. Grabbed a fuzzy paw that appeared out of the darkness. THEN REALIZED THAT THE SYSTEM IS WAYY LARGER THEN I EVER IMAGINED. BECAUSE I CAN FEEL THAT THERE ARE MULTIPLE SECTORS TO HEADSPACE. LIKE THE MANDELBROT SET FRACTAL. I THINK WE ARE A POLYFRACTAL SYSTEM. SHIIIII-

Looks like this but we're alll the way at the tail looking thing. (At least that's what I can feel. Like its a feeling. A sensing. Like I can smell it with my doggy nose and feel it through my paws.)

-Icarus (It/Hy/Hymn/They)

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Christmas Carol Userbox!

(I don't know how others do it so I just used an old tutorial lol!)

Image used: Jacob Marley from Disney's 2009 Film: "A Christmas Carol"

We do this a lot where we say "Bah Humbug!" or "BUSINESS!!" or anything else. <3 <3

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THE INNERWORLDS I CREATED IN MY HEAD WHEN I WAS A CHILD WERE HEADSPACES. THEY WERE REALMS OF THE INNERSPACE. THE CHARACTERS I MET WERE ALTERS. WE HAVE A FUCKING GRU FROM DESPICABLE ME ALTER. WE HAVE A SANS THE SKELTON ALTER. THERES A LUCARIO ALTER. THERES THE NINJA TURTLES. THERES THE PENGUIN OF MADASCAGAR. THERES EVERY SINGLE VERSION OF ME. THERES WARRIOR CATS. THERES SO MUCH TO DOCUMENT.

WE WENT LOOKING FOR THE OTHER SYSTEM (Because we are a side system and they have been completely silent for several days now.) Came up some spiral stairs and felt into the darkness. Grabbed a fuzzy paw that appeared out of the darkness. THEN REALIZED THAT THE SYSTEM IS WAYY LARGER THEN I EVER IMAGINED. BECAUSE I CAN FEEL THAT THERE ARE MULTIPLE SECTORS TO HEADSPACE. LIKE THE MANDELBROT SET FRACTAL. I THINK WE ARE A POLYFRACTAL SYSTEM. SHIIIII-

Looks like this but we're alll the way at the tail looking thing. (At least that's what I can feel. Like its a feeling. A sensing. Like I can smell it with my doggy nose and feel it through my paws.)

-Icarus (It/Hy/Hymn/They)

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WE WENT LOOKING FOR THE OTHER SYSTEM (Because we are a side system and they have been completely silent for several days now.) Came up some spiral stairs and felt into the darkness. Grabbed a fuzzy paw that appeared out of the darkness. THEN REALIZED THAT THE SYSTEM IS WAYY LARGER THEN I EVER IMAGINED. BECAUSE I CAN FEEL THAT THERE ARE MULTIPLE SECTORS TO HEADSPACE. LIKE THE MANDELBROT SET FRACTAL. I THINK WE ARE A POLYFRACTAL SYSTEM. SHIIIII-

Looks like this but we're alll the way at the tail looking thing. (At least that's what I can feel. Like its a feeling. A sensing. Like I can smell it with my doggy nose and feel it through my paws.)

-Icarus (It/Hy/Hymn/They)

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I love how the most popular post on our account currently is going to be about Sol talking about how he has a chick's body. Like yeah- We're a side system made up of mainly cis males. We're all dealing with that dude. Also we'll post the link to the blog about this side system since Icarus wants to differentiate our opinions from the rest of the systems or whateva.

-Geno (He/Him?) + Britt (She/Her- OH MY GOSH A WOMEN- GUYS A WOMEN!!!)

I was about to go to the bathroom. Got ready to do it the normal way. Then realized I don't have what I had in my source. KILL ME. KILL ME. SHOOT ME.

-Sol (He/They)

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transid is not valid and i'm tired of pretending its not.