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im tryna listen to music to cope with my own . trauma but theres this really annoying part of my brain that keeps going errmmm you should be over that by now 🤓☝️ like SHUT UP let me mourn
#~ . 🌸#like excuse me for not “getting over” when i was emotionally / physically / sexually abused for months and not even my closest friends and-#family believed me 🤭#and because there wasn't any “physical” evidence it apparently didn't happen 🤭🤭#but yeah im the villain here for feeling violated 🤭🤭🤭#and it was Me in the wrong for “slandering” them and being a “bad kid” for speaking up#yup!! still not over it!!!!!#there Were witnesses.... every single time .....#on a side note as i was writing this gomenne gomenne & koi geba came on my shuffle you cant make this shit up😭😭#dude its so weird finally like . typing this all out#might delete this later idk#im paranoid now and cannot trust people!!!!!!!!!! ya y#cw sa#idk
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I’m still freaking out about Spock Prime’s TOS crew photo from Beyond
Yes, I know this is 8 years old at this point but my Autistic Brain decided to freak out about this again today for no reason at all so hear me out bc it drives me absolutely NUTS every time I think about it.
So basically, the circumstances required for Reboot Spock to find this photo in Spock Prime’s possessions after he died are absolutely wild. Let’s walk through it shall we:
First thing to remember is that this photo does not exist in the Kelvin timeline. At all. The characters all look different and even if they’re supposed to canonically grow up to look exactly the same as the TOS characters, Spock Prime went back in time from his own universe so the photo cannot exist in the Kelvin timeline, at least yet.
Second thing is that Spock Prime must have carried this photo on his person when he went back in time in the jellyfish ship.
This is because Nero captured Spock (and his ship) and stranded him on Delta Vega, presumably with nothing but the clothes on his back and whatever else he might happen to have been carrying in his pockets.
Also, he couldn’t have stored the photo on his ship to retrieve later because Reboot Spock blew it up to ignite the red matter and destroy Nero’s ship. So whatever Spock Prime brought with him from the Prime Universe must have been on his person when he was stranded on Delta Vega.
Now, when Spock first sees Reboot Kirk in the cave, he says the classic “I have been and always shall be your friend” along with “It is remarkably pleasing to see you again, old friend.”
If we take a peek at the timeline for a sec, Kirk Prime disappeared into the Nexus in Star Trek: Generations in the year 2293, when everyone presumably thought he died. Now, Kirk did reappear into ‘normal space/time’ in the year 2371 when the rest of Generations takes place, but only Picard really saw Kirk before he died for real—so basically, the last time Spock could have seen Kirk Prime was in 2293. In the Prime Universe, the Romulan star went supernova in 2387, which is when Spock Prime goes back and creates the Kelvin Timeline.
SO: all this means that it has been at least 94 years (2293-2387) since Spock Prime has seen a Kirk in any universe. THEREFORE: this means that Spock Prime was carrying THAT TOS CREW PHOTO on his person 94 years after the last time he had seen Kirk. Whether he had been carrying it on his person for the entirety of those 94 years, or just during his mission to try and save Romulus, or something in between is anyone’s guess. But basically, even almost a century later, Spock thought those people and that photo were important enough to take with him on his body when he was sent to save Romulus. (A mission that required extreme speed and efficiency, if I might add).
ANYWAY: the photo in Beyond is shown as a rather small, yet touching, moment of nostalgia for fans of the original Star Trek show, but when you really start to think about what was required for that photo to exist in Reboot Spock’s possession at that moment, it just starts to drive me a little bit absolutely bonkers.
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk. Have a nice day.
#yup it's time to get Pedantic#no I’m still not over this and probably never will be#yes i'm insane#Star Trek#Star Trek beyond#star trek the original series#star trek alternate original series#tos#aos#spirk#Star Trek tos#Star Trek aos#beyond#uss-spirk-textpost#Spock prime#Spock#reboot Spock#cute#star trek tos crew#tos crew#I’m screaming
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Thought this looked familiar... 😏🥹
#sure less angsty but still#the way he's crouched over her#holding onto her protectively#whether you ship it or not it's so plain and clear how deeply he cares for her 🥹🥹🥹#what's even cuter is how she seems used to this#she used to geek out when he did stuff like this like “omg he really does care”#now she's like “yup he's protecting me that's normal”#here for it#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#sth#amy rose#sonamy#sonic x amy#idw sonamy#sonic idw#idw sonic#sonic idw spoilers#sonic x
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This season is insane. They cat-girled Edward Teach and it's somehow not the only single thing occupying my brain. They put a literal collar and bell on him and I still have other things to think about, somehow.
#That's how bad it is.#I'm mcfuckin dyin over here#don't get me wrong this is still something that I screamed out loud about#and I cannot believe is real#even as I take this screenshot and post it i'm like wait are you sure#the even give him A FISH jesUS CHRIST#whose fanfic is this based off of i just need to know#ofmd#ofmd spoilers#our flag means death#our flag means death spoilers#ofmd 2#ofmd 2 spoilers#our flag means death 2#our flag means death 2 spoilers#edward 'catgirl' teach#DJenks is staring directly into our souls seeing what we want and saying yup me too here you go come feast
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People love finding random natives online and dumping their family story on them expecting a reassuring 'of course you're native!!' Lol
Sorry, if you don't wanna reconnect why would you even mention your supposed apache or whatever ancestry. If you aren't connecting to the tribe what does it even matter. 'I find it interesting' so you're using supposed native ancestry as a fun fact to make you look more interesting? How is that different than any other 'great grandma cherokee princess' person. Especially since you apparently have time to research the history of all your ancestral cultures but you don't have time to do genealogy
And of course when I tell them 'assume the stories are fake until you've got actual proof' they block me.
#sigh. just the usual#like i watched this person see my popular cherokee video posts. they liked then#them. then immediately i guess went looking on my blog for somewhere to put their family story in the replies#ended up being my post on why dna tests arent relevant in native genealogy#and they were like 'yea i have 2 native family stories and whenever i mention them to someone they say join a tribe! like no?? im not#im not of any particular group im just an american mutt'#ok then dont claim it? why claim any ancestry if youre going to just say 'lol but not Actually'#and they did Not like hearing that#'well i find it interesting' ok? these are living people youre claiming a connection to. claiming native ancestry isnt the same as going#'oh im 2% swiss haha thats fun' youre claiming to be a part of one of many cultures who are constantly stolen from and misused#idk. shits so annoying#'its too far back and im just a mutt' ok what does that make me then? a white native with Low blood quantum? is mine too far back too? like.#its funny how many people ill hear say 'well its too far back id only be like 1/16 lol so i shouldnt bother with it'#if you wanna know whether youd Count just ask who can reconnect. you dont need to self depreciate and try to get the random person youre#talking to to reassure you#anywayyyyy idk#its funny reconnecting and finding out all these things that are just par for the course to any other native#like 'yup. those guys' and im over here fuming hahaha#ill learn to just not engage eventually but right now i still have hope i can actually help some people who are here to genuinely learn#and at least im getting these people instead of them going to connected folks who have to deal with this shit way more than me#like ugam said at one point. its my job to play interference lol and i dont mind it#i just wish id get some people that will actually be reasonable instead of arguing and blocking me
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Where you go I go, what you see I see...
#y'all might've moved on but im still here#another himbo with not over his 'dead' lover#and another black gay dude who can't express love in a normal way#yup i have a type#buddy daddies#buddad#kazurei#kurusu kazuki#suwa rei#buddy daddies memes#buddad memes#dead plate#vincent charbonneau#rody lamoree#rody x vincent#dead plate memes#dead plate manon
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THINKING ABOUT ARCANES NEWEST TRIO
#SEVIKA AND JINX YESS PLEASE WE FINALLY GET TO SEE MORE OF HERR#AND NOT THEM BONDINGGG#I’m just thinking about all their times together as Jinx grew up under silco#jinx jumping on silcos beddd#jinx messing around and sevika getting the blame#big sister moments#and now JINX IS ON HER OWN SHES FORCED TO HE INDEPENDENT#BUT SHE STILL HAS SOMEONE#THAT SOMEONE BEING SEVIKA#sevika would never baby her like all her other peers#but support she will beeeee#AAAAAAAAAHAHAGAGAAA LOSING MY MIND#and isha is just adorable#three episodes in and already folding over#also jinx is so much more animated YET DEPRESSED NOWWW#it went from THATS ME! to yup#that’s me#ARCANE#JINX#AAAAAAA#arcane rant
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«The lost one.»
Lyrics: Kanaya - "Little hero".
An illustration for one of the RP arcs that still rips my soul. One abandoned, frightened cadet.
#honestly i still wonder why we were playing that script at all#i mean that arc ended over a month ago but we're still traumatized#part of me wants to tell the plot of our RP but another part understands that you suffer enough without it#so yup just a sad little clone here ya go#crosshair#crosshair tbb#tbb crosshair#the bad batch#tbb#sw#star wars
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Wait, Im genuinely confused Im not asking to be rude, I just want someone to explain this to me, because you’re not the only creator i see doing this. With respect, why do people who are attracted to strictly into women, simp for male fictional characters then? Im attracted to men in rl and in fiction, I can acknowledge women are gorgeous but i don’t simp for them. Is that the same thing?
i think i'm the wrong person to ask this because i really don't know either LMAO like fictional men + men irl are SUCH different creatures. i love being delusionally in love with my 2D man while fully being revolted to men irl.
#this might be the only thing that prevents me from rlly believing i'm a lesbian#but theres sm nuance and complexity when it comes to human attraction so it's not that deep to me#maybe has something to do with character complexity that real life men severely lack compared to fictional man written to perfection???#LMAO IDK THO bc i will still fully thirst over a fictional man idk shit about as long as theyre sexy like idgafffff#tldr: so because and the fact that yeah and when yup and because and when they so yeah yup mmhm mhm mhm exactly because and i just yeah#asks
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hey remember when jere danced like that and bojan wore a whole lotta microexpressions
#wdu mean nordic tour was over a month ago#and she still hasn't gotten over it? yup guilty#bojan cvjetićanin#käärijä#this has been lying on mi drafts
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the fact that we've reached this moment where thomas ends his career in international football with germany nt, leaves those feelings inside our hearts, that feelings of us will missing not only him, but also all of the german players who we grew up watching them playing on the pitch together, through highs and lows....if i being honest, the 2010s germany squad truly brings a lot of nostalgia for me and for sure all of you guys feel the same....whatever it is, i just want to say thank you so much to thomas because you are one of the reason why germany still going strong in highs and lows....also, thank you so much for bring us joy of watching the whole squad in action in more than a decade....i'll always remember you and also other germany nt players who play with you together 🖤❤️💛
#don't cry because it's over#smile because it happened 🥹🥹🥹#yup i'm still feeling so heavy to accept this but yeah...#if only there's a timeloop so we can witnessing all of those good memories all over again#i love thomas and i love germany nt with my whole heart 🫶🫶🫶#thomas müller#germany nt
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I don't think I'll continue this, but I got it out of my head.
Dick and Barbara's Engagement
Dick and Barbara announcing their engagement to Dick’s siblings had been weird.
Cass had looked Barbara straight in the eyes, asked “are you sure?” then punched Dick in the bicep, saying “Don’t mess this up.”
Dick had stood there, rubbing his arm, as Tim had kissed Barbara on the cheek then clapped Dick on the same shoulder. “Are either of you dying?” he asked.
Barbara laughed. “Not that I’m aware!” Dick’s smile had taken on a sickly cast.
By the time Damian had squinted at Barbara and said “…this is acceptable. You make Richard happy,” Dick looked ready to climb the walls.
“Hey man, I don’t know what’s wrong with everyone, but congrats. This has been coming forever,” said Jason.
“Thanks, Jason,” said Dick. He’d perked back up a little at Jason’s words.
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That evening before patrol, the main discussion (argument) going on as people got ready was over who Dick was going to ask to be Best Man.
Jason’s main point was that, as the eldest, it would naturally be him.
Damian, however, was busily asserting that, as Dick’s Robin, he’d worked with Dick the most and it was simply natural for Dick to ask him.
Tim was ignoring them both.
“Counting yourself out already?” Jason asked, curious.
Tim looked up from the computer he was working on. “I don’t see the point. It’ll be Wally.”
“I think you are mistaken,” said Damian. “Why would Richard choose West over any of his brothers?”
Tim shrugged. “I’m the only person here who’s been to Dick’s previous two weddings.”
“What does that mean?” asked Damian sharply.
“It means I know how these things tend to go.”
“Talking about me?” Dick swung into the Cave and headed for the lockers, Barbara beside him.
“Timothy here is claiming he has extra insight into your wedding choices due to his experience,” said Jason sarcastically.
A look of nostalgia crossed Dick’s face. “Oh no. That’s true. It’s just you and the original Titans now, isn’t it?”
“Yeah,” said Tim. They exchanged a rueful glance.
“What were you discussing?” asked Barbara.
“Oh, the others were speculating on who was going to be Best Man. I just said it would be Wally.”
“I haven’t actually decided yet,” said Dick.
“Mmmm.” Tim put his hands behind his lower back and stretched. “Have you mentioned that to the Titans?”
Barbara covered her mouth and laughed. “Oh Tim. Wally was terribly unfair to you last time, wasn’t he?”
Tim shrugged. “He barely knew me at that point.”
Dick looked at Barbara. “Speaking of previous weddings. You’d better warn your father everyone’s going to comment on the minister.”
“Why would they comment on the minister?” asked Jason. “What sort of weddings have you had, Dick?”
“Don’t worry about it,” said Dick firmly. “It’s unlikely to happen again.”
“You say that yet you’ve been to most of the weddings in this community,” Barbara pointed out. “At least Bruce has to turn up for more than the fight this time.”
Dick made a face and held up one finger. “He came to the last wedding.”
“He came to it because it was at the Manor,” said Barbara.
“He came to it because he’s the one who suggested the plan,” said Tim.
“I really wish both of you knew less of my history,” said Dick.
Tim looked at Barbara. “Are you going to make sure he gives you a wedding night this time?”
Barbara smirked. “Well I wasn’t planning on discussing the details with you, but yes, the plans don’t involve Dick sleeping on the couch.”
Dick’s face was turning red. “Can you not, Tim?”
“Oh I’m sorry, I just remember how chivalrous you were last time.”
Jason was staring between them. “Wait. Go back. Two weddings? I assume one was Kory, but were you the other one, Barb?”
“Oh no, it wasn’t me,” said Barbara. “No, you’ll have to ask Dick for the sordid details.”
“It wasn’t sordid!”
“It kinda was,” said Tim.
”Gotta agree there,” said Barbara. She kissed Dick on the cheek. “I love you. I’ll give you first go at explaining your previous poor decisions before they all come to me later for the real story.”
“Babs!”
#my fic#snippet#do I love exploiting that Tim has 18 years of history with Dick the other two are oblivious to? yup#Cass: still pissed over the last broken engagement#Tim: still annoyed at Wally
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what in the scarlet heart ryeo was that ending huh?
why was it necessary?
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Cdrama makers should be banned from EVER making an open ending, how's that for a requirement, Chinese censors? 🤣🤣🤣
especially in dramas like this one that really have no need of it, it's genuinely annoying.
#love game in eastern fantasy#ding yuxi#esther yu#cdrama#yup you guessed it#i watched the ending despite the fact i'm still on ep 12 because i just love spoiling things for myself hehe#people over at mdl keep raving about the lack of kisses#which makes me curious whether the same people who made sword and fairy 6 made this as well#because i can totally see similarities especially in the lack of kisses department#spoilers obv
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a birthday felt like the right time
#fun fact i've literally never done this. despite thinking about it many times over the years#in case you're wondering yes i did in fact put my converse in front of me like some kind of still life model#and yeah these are actual clothes and jewelry i own and wear#it's one of my more. conservative outfits let's say. but yeah#my art#uh. idk how to tag this#meet the artist#yup. that's about it
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a strange trend in my favorite characters I realize is that I tend to heavily gravitate toward somewhat obscure, antagonistic forces
#shoutout to the multiple months when I was young when I was obsessed with flatwoman#‘who the fuck is flatwoman’ heh. well. you ever watch the pbs kids show peg + cat?#she appeared in like two episodes and let’s just say. I would’ve died for her as a kid#and yup ok you guessed it this trend continued with my boy pumpkin daddy#what thehell is wrong with that guy and more important question why is he my absolute favorite character of all time#I’m not even talking strictly about PDBC here alright? in that I have full control over him#in ROOTS? oh boy unstoppable force of nature someone Actually euthanize him or something he’s going to commit heinous crimes if left alone#he’s So bizarre mind if I just talk about that before going back to sleep? his morals are all over the place#‘this poor abandoned child. her mother should be ashamed of doing this to her. anyway let’s kidnap her for money’#and then he fucking pretends that he didn’t remember that happening#not that it DIDNT happen but that he just doesn’t remember it??.okay go off king??#at this point I don’t even know if he was lying he might just have Alzheimer’s or something he’s gettin kinda old#also Alzheimer’s is the worst word ever I have to look it up to spell it every time ffs so annoying#also worth mentioning that he almost got himself killed in a pursuit of someone’s money#and then not even a YEAR later he was back at it again trying to scam the SAME people lol GIVE IT A REST#I didn’t type lol this is travesty istg I didn’t type lol there there’s a lol ghost on the loose#he needs to be put down or something#and why the hell is he actually one of the nicest parents like huh?..?man what??#yeah this is my little science experiment I made solely for money. i love her she’s beautiful she’s awesome#my brother in Christ pick a side are you horrible or not#ok also wait that reminds me. it was unintentionally implied that he wasn’t evil once#I won’t go into it for the sake of time but. raises eyebrow. what the hell do you mean#at least I think it was unintentional. it’s still weird to me and I never bothered asking#anyway I should probably go back to sleep I have n appointment in like. two hours. sigh#yayyyy I love characters who suck!!! 🥰🥰🥰 pop off you asshole king and or queen
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Father of Time Chapter 78: When Gods Cry
It made Link nervous when he heard about the deities dying. While he knew his dad almost perished when the mask broke, that felt different from knowing there were monsters that could kill them. Sure, some of the things he had fought in the past had been really difficult but he had just been a mortal kid; surely nothing like that would test a deity in the same way.
Well, except maybe Majora.
When even Enma, sarcastic and off-putting on the best of days, had real pain in zir voice, he decided to give his family some space. What could he even say to them that would have any meaning at all? So he wandered off to look around the hot springs, enjoy how clear it was up here above the storm. The air was frigid and thin this high up but the view was amazing, just like atop Nayru's Mountain. It was peaceful and beautiful in its own, austere way. Link picked his way carefully around damp, icy stones, not really going anywhere in particular, following a feeling he couldn't name.
The plain behind the spring was a different matter entirely. It hadn't been touched by anything but the elements in many hundreds of years but told a tale of an ancient battle that was waged and nearly lost. Where there should be mountain peaks were chunks of rock and slag. Pockmarked surfaces were half filled with ice and snow, half empty holes that whistled with the winds in a deeply mournful song. For the first time in his life, Link found music that he didn't enjoy, that caused him pain to hear. This was an ancient song, trapped in a place of horror, a cry of pain and sacrifice and loss that tore at his heart with claws that had also left their mark on Hebra's face.
A deity had died here.
(Read the rest on AO3!)
Look, I promise this chapter isn't as sad as the title makes it sound.
#Father of Time fic#Legend of Zelda AU#Post-MM AU#Post-OOT AU#Legend of Zelda fanfic#Legend of Zelda AU fic#Fierce Deity#Fierce Dadity#Hero of Time Link#teenager Hero of Time#Link goes on another trip!#Still in the mountains!#Remember the Protector of Warm Waters and where he died?#Yup that's where they are now#The bandit group makes another appearance!#500K WORDS EVERYONE!#THIS FIC IS OFFICIALLY OVER 500000 WORDS!#WHAT THE HELL!?
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