#youryouness

[queer-pagan-witch]

One day I will learn, that just because the bottle is low, does not mean I need to finish off the bottle.

[stanninghigedan]

No words or long explanations for this. Just imagine this: Higedan and us in a concert venue. Them, giving their all in performing; us, clapping along, shouting, singing along to their songs. Yes, it's really time to rejoice. Okaeri, Higedan.

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例えようのない震えと高揚 渇いた唇が 砂漠に降る雨の要領で 潤う 孤独と我慢の日々は終わった 僕らの未来がまたここから 始まる

再び出会えた 呼吸の証を見せて 比べるまでもないほど 隔たる物のない世界で 再びの先には 何が待ってるんだろうか？ そんな事 今はもう知ろうとしなくて良い

待ち受け合って 手を打ち合って 歌い出す時 溶かす問い 悲しみも戸惑いも 掻き消える時 癒える時 沈黙の向こう側 部屋を発つ時 放つと良い ざわめき出し 渦巻き出した 現在地 It's time to "Rejoice"

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Tatoe you no nai furue to kouyou Kawaita kuchibiru ga sabaku ni furu ame no youryou de uruou Kodoku to gaman no hibi wa owatta Bokura no mirai ga mata koko kara hajimaru

Futatabi deaeta kokyuu no akashi wo misete Kuraberu made mo nai hodo hedataru mono no nai sekai de Futatabi no saki ni wa nani ga matterundarou ka? Sonna koto ima wa mou shirou to shinakute ii

Machiukeatte te wo uchiatte utaidasu toki tokasu toi Kanashimi mo tomadoi mo kakikieru toki ieru toki Chinmoku no mukougawa heya wo tatsu toki hanatsu to ii Zawamekidashi uzumakidashita genzaichi It's time to rejoice

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An excitement that makes you tremble beyond compare These dry lips moistened like pouring rain in the desert Those days of darkness and restraint are (finally) over From now on, our future starts again

When we meet again in the future, show me proof that you lived In a world where you don't need to compare, or distances doesn't exist I wonder what awaits us in the future It'll be fine, we don't have to know right now

As we wait, clap our hands, and sing out, the questions (slowly) disappear When the sadness and confusion fade away, it's become a time of healing Beyond the silence, as we're leaving our rooms, it's ok to let go The buzzes and whirs have started, everyone's now here It's time to rejoice

[usabun-tl]

Playback"SECRETS"・Playback"HIMIMTSU" — PELICAN FANCLUB

English+Romaji Translation

アスファルトは目が覚めて

asufaruto wa me ga samete

The asphalt opens its eyes

排気ガスが甘い匂いだ

haiki gasu ga amai nioi da

The sweet smell of exhaust fumes

千鳥格子の都会に浸かれ

chidori goushi no tokai ni tsukare

Submerged in houndstooth check city

痺れる肌とすきま風

shibireru hada to sukima kaze

Numb skin and wind blowing through the cracks

プレイバック　秘密　僕はゆめうつつ

pureibakku himitsu boku wa yume utsutsu

Playback, secrets, I'm dreaming while half asleep

プレイバック　いびつ　君に見惚れつつ

pureibakku ibitsu kimi ni mitorere tsutsu

Playback, distortions, captivated by you

(the first verse is then repeated idk why he didn't include this in the official lyrics)

同じように目が覚めて

onaji you ni me ga samete

Same as always, I open my eyes

排気ガスで咽せる僕は

haiki gasu de museru boku wa

Choking on the smell of exhaust fumes

千鳥格子のシャツを纏い

chidori goushi no shatsu wo matoi

A matoi* made of a houndstooth check shirt

痺れる肌を隠してる

shibireru hada wo kakushiteru

Hiding numbed skin

プレイバック　秘密　僕はゆめうつつ

pureibakku himitsu boku wa yume utsutsu

Playback, secrets, I'm dreaming while half asleep

プレイバック　いびつ　君に見惚れつつ

pureibakku ibitsu kimi ni mitore tsutsu

Playback, distortions, captivated by you

(the first verse is then repeated idk why he didn't include this in the official lyrics)

例えば遠いところに行こう

tatoeba tooi tokoro ni ikou

If we were to go someplace far away

そうして記憶旅行

soushite kioku ryokou

Take a trip down memory lane

どこでも行ける様

dokodemo ikeru you

We could go anywhere

根拠はないけど

konkyo wa nai kedo

Although I have no basis for that

夢の仕業に魅せられて

yume no shiwaza ni miserarete

Enchanted by exploits of dreams

君だけ現実に来ないで

kimi dake genjitsu ni konaide

You alone shouldn't come to reality

夢の仕業に騙されて

yume no shiwaza ni damasarete

Tricked by exploits of dreams

知らないふりをした仕合わせ

shiranai furi wo shita shiawase

Feigned ignorance is bliss

くりかえす夢中の生活

kurikaesu muchuu no seikatsu

A life of dazed repetition

鮮やかになるまで

azayaka ni naru made

Until they've become vivid

賑やかになるまで

nigiyaka ni naru made

Until they've become lively

目を閉じるの用法容量

me wo tojiru no youhou youryou

I'll close my eyes based on the usage and dosage**

鮮やかさいつも

azayakasa itsumo

This vividness is always

闇の中でだけで

yami no naka de dake de

Only within darkness

目を開けると朝になって

me wo akeru to asa ni natte

When I open my eyes morning has come

プレイバック

pureibakku

Playback

夢の仕業に魅せられて

yume no shiwaza ni miserarete

Enchanted by exploits of dreams

君だけ現実に来ないで

kimi dake genjitsu ni konaide

You alone shouldn't come to reality

夢の仕業に騙されて

yume no shiwaza ni damasarete

Tricked by exploits of dreams

知らないふりをした仕合わせ

shiranai furi wo shita shiawase

Feigned ignorance is bliss

くりかえす夢中の生活

kurikaesu muchuu no seikatsu

A life of dazed repetition

夢の噂に魅せられて

yume no uwasa ni miserarete

Enchanted by the rumors of a dream

君だけ違うと信��て

kimi dake chigau to shinjite

I believe that you alone are different

意味の深さに騙されて

imi no fukasa ni damasarete

Tricked by the complexity of those intentions

知らないふりをして幸せ

shiranai furi wo shite shiawase

Feigned ignorance is bliss***

くりかえす夢中の生活

kurikaesu muchuu no seikatsu

A life of dazed repetition

巻き戻す普通の生活

maki modosu futsuu no seikatsu

A typical life, rewinding

Translation notes:

No I actually kind of popped off with this one. Some good lines here I have translated. LOL anyway

*During the Japanese Edo Period (1603-1868) a matoi was a traditional flag used to notify people of a fire nearby.

**Usage and dosage= referring to medicine.

***So I translated this line as "feigned ignorance is bliss" because that's essentially what he's saying. "Bliss" is literally "happiness" (shiawase). However, up until this last line where the regular kanji for happiness is used (幸せ), he writes "happiness" using outdated kanji (仕合わせ) I... I don't know what the difference implies....

[pikahlua]

MHA Chapter 400 spoilers translations

This week’s initial tentative super rough/literal translations under the cut.

1 ……葉隠…さん…？ ……はがくれ…さん…？ ......Hagakure...san...? "......Hagakure...san...?"

tagline 1 現れたのは⁉︎ あらわれたのは⁉︎ arawareta no wa!? The one who appeared is!?

tagline 2 No.400　限界を　　堀越耕平 ナンバー400　げんかいを　　ほりこしこうへい NANBAA 400 genkai wo   Horikoshi Kouhei No. 400 [Surpassing] Limits*  Kouhei Horikoshi (*Note: The word "surpassing" is not present in this chapter title, but the "wo" grammar particle implies that a verb is attached to the word "limits," and it's pretty clear which verb that would be.)

1 見ないでえ！ みないでえ！ minaidee! "Don't look!"

2 ええウィ☆ ee UI ☆ "Yes oui ☆"

3 やぁーーー！見えないのがアイデンティティなのにいいい‼︎ やぁーーー！みえないのがアイデンティティなのにいいい‼︎ yaa---! mienai no ga AIDENTITI na no niiii!! "Noooo! But being unseeable is my identityyy!!"

4 あの…ごめん死にそうだから反応できなウィ あの…ごめんしにそうだからはんのうできなウィ ano...gomen shi ni sou da kara han'nou dekina UI "Um...sorry, I can't react because it seems like I'm dying, oui."

5 今まで"個性"使ってもこんなことなかった！ いままで"こせい"つかってもこんなことなかった！ ima made "kosei" tsukattemo konna koto nakatta! Until now, even when I used my quirk nothing like this ever happened!

6 いやあったか‼︎ iya atta ka!! No, there was [once]!!

7 …死線に立って…容量を超えたんだ…！ …しせんにたって…キャパをこえたんだ…！ ...shisen ni tatte...KYAPA (kanji: youryou) wo koetanda...! ...Standing at the edge of death...[he] surpassed [his] capacity...!

8 それで「透明化」がバグったーーー！ それで「とうめいか」がバグったーーー！ sore de 「toumeika」 ga BAGUtta---! That's why Invisibility is all buggy---!

1 青山くん あおやまくん Aoyama-kun "Aoyama-kun,"

2 "個性" "こせい" "kosei" "your quirk"

3 強くなってるんだね…！ 伸びてるんだね…！ nobite (kanji: tsuyoku natte) -runda ne...! "is growing stronger...!"

4 …そんな事より早く植物を灼いて皆を助けなきゃ… …そんなことよりはやくしょくぶつをやいてみんなをたすけなきゃ… ...sonna koto yori hayaku shokubutsu wo yaite minna wo tasukenakya... "...Before that, we have to quickly burn the plants and save everyone..."

5 ファットの言ってた通り主が倒れても成長しようとする"意志"が止まるだけで消えたりはしなウィ☆ ファットのいってたとおりあるじがたおれてもせいちょうしようとする"いし"がとまるだけできえたりはしなウィ☆ FATTO no itteta toori aruji ga taoretemo seichou shiyou to suru "ishi" ga tomaru dake de kietari wa shina UI ☆ "As Fat said, even if the master falls, their will to try to grow just stops, but they won't disappear, oui. ☆"

6 体内に侵食した根は葉隠さんが光量を調整して…灼いて たいないにしんしょくしたねははがくれさんがこうりょうをちょうせいして…やいて tainai ni shinshoku shita ne wa Hagakure-san ga kouryou wo chousei shite...yaite "Hagakure-san, adjust the intensity of the light...to burn the roots that have invaded their bodies..."

7 お腹大���夫？ おなかだいじょうぶ？ onaka daijoubu? "Is your stomach okay?"

8 今日が… きょうが… kyou ga... "Today is..."

9 雄英生として最後の日なんだ☆行けるよどこまでも ゆうえいせいとしてさいごのひなんだ☆いけるよどこまでも yuuei-sei to shite saigo no hi nanda ☆ ikeru yo doko made mo "my last day as a UA student ☆ I can go [to the ends of the earth]*." (*Note: This is an idiom that literally reads as "I can go anywhere no matter where," and it means "I can do anything.")

1 エンジンガオーバーヒートシマス ENJIN GA OOBAAHIITO SHIMASU "Engine is overheating."

2 バッテリーガモチマセン BATTERII GA MOCHIMASEN "Have no battery."

3 "Don't let up, he'll crawl out!!"

1 スターの最後の戦いに倣う！ スターのさいごのたたかいにならう！ SUTAA no saigo no tatakai ni narau! "I'll emulate Star's last battle!"

2 光線固めて持続圧迫なんて芸当はできんがな！ レーザーかためてじぞくあっぱくなんてげいとうはできんがな！ REEZAA (kanji: kousen) katamete jizoku appaku nante geitou wa dekin ga na! "I can't do her trick of hardening the light beam to apply continuous pressure!"

3 だから dakara "So..."

1 音波振動 おんぱしんどう onpa shindou Sonic Vibration

2 "イヤホン＝ジャック"‼︎ "IYAHON=JAKKU"!! "Earphone Jack"!!

3 照射域から抜け出せぬ しょうしゃいきからぬけだせぬ shousha-iki kara nukedasenu So that he can't get out of the beam area,

4 徹底的に邪魔してやる！ てっていてきにじゃましてやる！ tetteiteki ni jama shite yaru! I'll thoroughly hinder him!

5 "テンタコル"をパージし照射と同時に出力全開のスラスターで脱出 "テンタコル"をパージししょうしゃとどうじにしゅつりょくぜんかいのスラスターでだっしゅつ "TENTAKORU" wo PAAJI shi shousha to douji ni shutsuryoku zenkai no SURASUTAA de dasshutsu Purge "Tentacole" at the same time as the beam and escape with full-power thrusters.

6 アーマーには特殊光学樹脂"インビシブルガール"が塗布されていてレーザー熱を僅かに軽減できる アーマーにはとくしゅこうがくじゅし"インビジブルガール"がとふされていてレーザーねつをわずかにけいげんできる AAMAA ni wa tokushu kougaku jushi "INBIJIBURU GAARU" ga tofu sarete ite REEZAA netsu wo wazuka ni keigen dekiru My armor is coasted with a special optical resin called "Invisible Girl" that can reduce laser heat slightly.

7 この状況を生む為喰らった一撃…"テイルマン"で防御したが このじょうきょうをうむためくらったいちげき…"テイルマン"でガードしたが kono joukyou wo umu tame kuratta ichigeki..."TEIRUMAN" de GAADO (kanji: bougyo) shita ga That one blow I took to create this situation...I guarded against it with "Tailman," but

8 下半身が かはんしんが kahanshin ga my lower body

9 オシャカ…！ OSHAKA...! is ruined...!

10 私の表情見たさで頭を狙わなかったアホウが！ わたしのカオみたさであたまをねらわなかったアホウが！ watashi no KAO (kanji: hyoujou) mita sa de atama wo nerawanakatta AHOU ga! He so wanted to see my face (read as: expression) that he didn't aim for my head, that fool!

11 安く上がったぜ‼︎ やすくあがったぜ‼︎ yasuku agatta ze!! Such a cheap price to pay!!

1 アーマーモーフィング"クリエティ"‼︎ AAMAA MOOFINGU "KURIETI"!! "Armor Morphing 'Creati'!!"

2 これ以上のパワーは積載できなかった これいじょうのパワーはせきさいできなかった kore ijou no PAWAA wa sekisai dekinakatta I couldn't load any powers more than this.

3 拘束弾"グレープジュース"‼︎ こうそくだん"グレープジュース"‼︎ kousokudan "GUREEPU JUUSU"!! "Restraint Bullets 'Grape Juice'!!"

4 このまま消えろ…！ このままきえろ…！ kono mama kiero...! Disappear like this...!

1 喜びが痛みを凌駕している内に よろこびがいたみをりょうがしているうちに yorokobi ga itami wo ryouga shite iru uchi ni while [my] joy outweighs the pain.

2 この黒い細い人はだあれ？ このくろいほそいひとはだあれ？ kono kuroi hosoi hito wa daare? "Who is this thin person in black?"

3 さぁ… saa... "Who knows..."

4 わしゃひいろおはわからんでのう… washa hiiroo wa wakarandenou... "I don't know [much] about heroes..."

5 この人が勝ったらどうなるの？負けたらどうなるの？ このひとがかったらどうなるの？まけたらどうなるの？ kono hito ga kattara dou naru no? maketara dou naru no? "What will happen if this person wins? What will happen if he loses?"

1 遠い国のことじゃからのぅ とおいくにのことじゃからのぅ tooi kuni no koto ja kara nou "Since this is something in a far-off country,"

2 どっちが勝ってもわしらには関係のない事じゃ どっちがかってもわしらにはかんけいのないことじゃ docchi ga kattemo washira ni wa kankei no nai koto ja "no matter which one wins, it has nothing to do with us."

3 そっかあ sokkaa "I see."

1 言ったろう いったろう ittarou "I told you."

2 道具は限界を超えないと それはげんかいをこえないと sore (kanji: dougu) wa genkai wo koenai to "Those tools must surpass their limits."

3 体が発光している⁉︎ からだがはっこうしている⁉︎ karada ga hakkou shite iru!? His body is glowing!?

4 ジャリかよ！ JARI ka yo! "It's a rugrat!"

5 笑顔を忘れたな えがおをわすれたな egao wo wasureta na "You forgot to smile,"

6 親友 しんゆう shin'yuu "dear friend."

1 体が… からだが… karada ga... My body...

2 動かない⁉︎ うごかない⁉︎ ugokanai!? won't move!?

1 血は ちは chi wa "[Your] blood is"

2-3 おまえは誰だ おまえはだれだ omae wa dare da Who are you?

4 等しく赤い ひとしくあかい hitoshiku akai "equally red." (Note: I believe he's saying that AFO's blood is just as red as anyone else's, implying that despite his power AFO's still a human with blood, making him susceptible to Bloodcurdle.)

1 征け!!!!!! ゆけ!!!!!! yuke!!!!!! "Conquer him!!!!!!"

1 オールマイト‼︎ OORU MAITO!! "All Might!!"

tagline ステイン来る‼︎ SUTEIN kuru!! Stain arrives!!

[onmyojicoasttocoast]

Bark

"Does it ever stop?"

Akeno posed the question to a kami, once. He had his back to one of the leaning willow trees. The bark caught the fabric of his shirt, ever so slightly. Leaves rustled in a slow breeze.

He'd been young. Young, passionate, and absolutely furious. His rage burned within him, incandescent. The specific cause and moment did not matter. Probably something to do with the occupation, or with his studies.

The grove ever proved a quiet place. The entrance, little more than a crag, could not be seen from the path that led past. The walk, more of a climb. A shallow temple had been carved into the rock face. The area had fallen into ruin from long before the occupation. Moss grew freely. A spring bubbled among rocks, and filled a low pool just within the temple's overhang.

Of kami, rare few were those who answered. Rarer were those who lingered and manifested. Those who walked within or stole mortals away from the world were but myth.

This one enjoyed listening. They wore many faces, for many purposes. For sake of this small mortal friend, they took the form of a beautiful man, one tall, languid, and willowy. Rather literally so, with long branches and leaves draped back through their hair. They looked like they could be a kodama's mortal form. Except, they were something more. They were not bound to the trees, to the earth, nor to the physical realm at all. Yet, there they were, and by their own admission, there they often remained.

The kami in question gave Akeno a word in their lyrical ancient tongue. It meant, "to sprout." He decided that, for now, he would be a He. Simply to have something to call him by, Akeno was bid to use these words. He would have liked to have a name for him after, but the word slipped away like sand through his fingertips when not in the kami's presence.

The old god shook his - and he was certainly a he like this - head with a smile so sad that it still made Akeno's heart ache to remember. He'd known with certainty then, that some gods remained in the world because they never found true inner peace, or maybe didn't even care to seek their final realms to rest. Some were stubborn. Some were ever curious about the world and couldn't leave it. This kami of the willows and of many faces was both of those things. Older than old, wise beyond measure, stubborn, and… deeply wounded, hurt by time and knowledge, yet hopeful all the same.

"That is beyond me. Some move on. Some forget. Some grow weary. I will not presume to know your heart, or what you need to do for yourself."

There was a joke in there, despite serious words and a truly deadpan delivery. He had a suspicion. If the onmyoji was right, this Sprouting One was the Medicine King, healer of minds, a symbol of growth, a kami of willows. The names of the Medicine King - primarily Youryou - were nothing akin to the word he had been given, but it was the closest he could find to the nature of the kami.

"I want you to remember this. You are never the same person twice."

The god also knew Akeno better than he knew himself, despite the words. On their first encounter, the first time Akeno stumbled into the willow grove, this Sprouting One caught him. He aggressively gripped his soul and searched his heart and mind, looking for… who knew what, Akeno couldn't say. He must have found something worth keeping him alive for.

"Sometimes, the challenge is not to find an answer to that which you are compelled to question, but to consider your thoughts when you realize there is no answer."

Akeno only knew that he lived through the experience, and it had felt like being a broken bird fluttering in the hold of a giant. Personally, Akeno took being allowed to live after disturbing a kami's rest as quite the compliment.

"Recognize that you too change with the seasons, and find joy in the moment."

A blessing, when the kami spoke with him every so often. When wind fluttered through willow trees and leaves rustled around him. When he made tea of the bark, or chewed a twig for headaches and hurts. When he realized an auspice who collected ribbons and only grew content perched among willows had been following not just him, but his family, for generations.

"Work with the person who you are currently, and know that you do not need to do so alone. You will have allies."

One of the most famous of Doman willows was the Ribbons. The magpie nicknamed Ribbon by his grandmother had something to do with the kami. A strange connection. The thief of a bird had been a pest--but helped him at the strangest moments.

"When you are no longer that person, remember my words again. We may die back, but ever do we grow anew. Sometimes that is enough. There are not always answers."

The kami protected him from both himself and the outside world for a little while each time. Rage and grief that threatened to boil over slowed to a simmer, each time they spoke. That was but one of the things that kept him alive, and moving forward.

[dailyjpop]

Sowelu /  breath ~ Omoi no Youryou ~

[aiph-daicerandomstuff]

Da-iCE QUOTES: Namida no Youryou | CGM

It’s okay no matter how many times I cried

The number of feeling disappeared

Though it’s going to reduce the amount of tears

If I wake up from a bad dream

I’ll also become strong again

Lyricist/Composer: Kudo Taiki

From: BILLION DREAMS (2015)

Translation: KiraeHimura from JpopAsia

[holisticspiritualguide]

😉 #exactly #youryou #begrateful #blessed #happyheart #youralive #breathing #thankgod #holisticspiritualguide (at Orlando, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzLXVCuH2kU/?igshid=x808i8qlj3vj

[nihosenpai]

Tenshi ni fureta yo - H.T.T

Lyrics:

nee omoide no KAKERA ni

ねぇ思い出のカケラに

namae wo tsukete hozon suru nara

名前をつけて保存するなら

"Takaramono" ga pittari da ne

“宝物”がぴったりだね

ねえ(nee) - right!!, isn't it right!!

思い出(omoide) - memories

カケラ;欠片(KAKERA) - fragments

名前(namae) - name

(つ)付ける(Tsukeru) - to attach,join;つけて(tsukete) - connective form

保存(hozon) - conservation, preservation

宝物(takaramono) - treasure, valuable

ぴったり(pitari) - tightly

sou KOKORO no youryou ga

そう　ココロの容量が

ippai ni naru kurai ni

いっぱいになるくらいに

sugoshita ne tokimeki iro no mainichi

過ごしたね　ときめき色の毎日

そう(sou) - right!!

ココロ;心(kokoro) - heart, spirit

容量(youryou) - capacity, volume

いっぱい(Ippai) - full

なる(naru) - to become

くらい(kurai) - approximately

過ごす(sugosu) - to pass(time),to spend;過ごした(sugoshita) - past form

ときめい(tokimeki) - beating(heart)

色(iro) - colour

毎日(mainichi) - everyday

najinda seifuku to uwabaki

なじんだ制服と上履き

HOWAITOBOODO no rakugaki

ホワイトボードの落��き

ashita no iriguchi ni

明日の入り口に

oite kanakucha ikenai no kana

おいてかなくちゃ いけないのかな

なじむ(najimu) - to become familiar with;なじんだ(najinda) - past form

制服(seifuku) - uniform

上履き(uwabaki) - indoor shoes

ホワイトボード(HOWAITOBOODO) - white board

落書き(rakugaki) - doodle, graffiti

明日(ashita) - tomorrow

入り口(iriguchi) - entrance, entry gate

おく(oku) - to put, place;おいて(oite) - connective form

かな(kana) - (I)wonder

demo ne, aeta yo! suteki na tenshi ni

でもね,会えたよ!すてきな天使に

sotsugyou wa owari ja nai

卒業は終わりじゃない

kore kara mo nakama dakara

これからも仲間だから

issho no shashintachi

一緒の写真たち

osoro no KIIHORUDAA

おそろのキーホルダー

itsumademo kagayaiteru

いつまでも輝いてる

zutto sono egao arigatou

ずっと　その笑顔　ありがとう

でも(demo) - but

会える(aeru) - to meet,会えた(aeta) - past form

すてき(suteki) - lovely, wonderful

天使(tenshi) - Angel

卒業(sotsugyou) - graduation

終わり(owari) - the end

これから(korekara) - from now on

仲間(nakama) - companion

だから(dakara) - because

一緒(issho) - together (with)

写真(shashin) - photograph

たち(tachi) - (our)group

おそろ(osoro) - same, matching

キーホルダー(KIIHORUDAA) - key holder

いつまでも(itsumademo) - forever

輝いてる(kagayaiteru) - shining

ずっと(zutto) - always

笑顔(egao) - smile

ありがとう(arigatou) - thank you

nee sakura no ki mo chotto

ねぇ桜の木もちょっと

setake ga nobita mitai

背丈が伸びたみたい

mienai yukkuri na SUPIIDO demo

見えないゆっくりなスピードでも

桜(sakura) - cherry tree

木(ki) - tree

ちょっと(chotto) - a little

背丈(setake) - stature, height

伸びる(nobiru) - to grow,extand;伸びた(nobita) - past form

みたい(mitai) - seems like!!

見える(mieru) - be able to see;見えない(mienai) - negative form

ゆっくり(yukkuri) - unhurriedly

スピード(SUPIIDO) - speed

kitto ano sora wa miteta ne

きっとあの空は見てたね

nando mo tsumazuita koto

何度もつまずいたこと

soredemo saigo made aruketa koto

それでも最後まで歩けたこと

きっと(kitto) - undoubtedly

あの,それ(ano,sore) - that,the

空(sora) - sky, Haven

何度(nando) - how many times

つまずく(tsumazuku) - to stumble;つまずいた(tsumazuita) - Past form

こと(koto) - thing, matter

最後(saigo) - conclusion

まで(made) - until

歩く(aruku) - to walk;歩けた(aruketa) - past form

fuwari houkago no rouka ni

ふわり放課後の廊下に

koboreta onpu no hane

こぼれた音符の羽根

fuka fuka tsumoru made

ふかふか積もるまで

kono mama de iretara ii no ni na

このままでいれたらいいのにな

ふわり(fuwari) - softly, gently

放課後(houkago) - after school

廊下(rouka) - corridor

こぼれる(koboreru) - to overflow;こぼれた(koboreta) - past form

音符(onpu) - musical note

羽根(hane) - feather(wing)

ふかふか(fukafuka) - soft(and fluffy)

積もる(tsumoru) - to pile up

この(kono) - this

まま(mama) - as it is

いい(ii) - good(positive)

demo ne, fureta yo! ai subeki tenshi ni

でもね、ふれたよ愛すべき天使に

tadaima tte itaku naru

ただいまって言いたくなる

kono basho wa kawaranai yo

この場所は変わらないよ

MEERU no jushinbako

メールの受信箱

MARU shita KARENDAA

○(マル)したカレンダー

tobikiri no yume to deai kureta

とびきりの夢と出会いくれた

ongaku ni arigatou

音楽にありがとう

ふれる(fureru) - to touch(feel);ふれた(fureta) - past form

愛(ai) - love

すべき(subeki) - ought to do

ただいま(tadaima) - I'm home

言いたく(iitaku) - I want to say

場所(basho) - place

変わる(kawaru) - to change;変わらない(kawaranai) - negative form

メール(MEERU) - mail

受信箱(jushinbako) - in-box (eg.for received emails)

マル(MARU) - circle

した(shita) - done

カレンダー(KARENDAA) - calendar

とびきり(tobikiri) - best

夢(yume) - dream

出会い(deai) - meeting, rendezvous

くれた(kureta) - gave

音楽(ongaku) - music

eki no HOOMU kawara no michi

駅のホーム河原の道

hanaretete mo onaji sora miagete

離れてても同じ空見上げて

YUNIZON de utaou!

ユニゾンで歌おう！

駅(eki) - station

ホーム(HOOMU) - platform

河原(kawara) - dry river bed

道(michi) - road

離れる(hanareru) - to be separated;離れて(hanarete) - connective form

同じ(onaji) - same

見上げる(miageru) - to look up at,見上げて(miagete) - connective form

ユニゾン(YUNIZON) - unison

歌おう(utaou) - to sing

demo ne, aeta yo! suteki na tenshi ni

でもね会えたよ!すてきな天使に

sotsugyou wa owari ja nai

卒業は終わりじゃない

kore kara mo nakama dakara

これからも仲間だから

daisuki tte iu nara

大好きって言うなら

daidaisuki tte kaesu yo

大大好きって返すよ

wasuremono mou nai yo ne

忘れ物もうないよね

zutto eien ni issho da yo

ずっと永遠に一緒だよ

大好き(daisuki) - like(very much)

言う(iu) - to say

返す(kaesu) - to return (something)

忘れ物(wasuremono) - forgotten stuff

永遠(eien) - eternity

English translation:

Hey, if we could put our names

On a piece of our memories and preserve it

Wouldn't that be the perfect "treasure"?

Right, these excitement-colored days

That have passed have filled our hearts

To their full capacity

The familiar uniforms and indoor shoes

The doodles on our whiteboard

I guess we have to leave them behind

At the entrance to tomorrow

But hey, we met one! A wonderful angel

Graduation isn't the end

We're buddies from here on out!

Pictures of us together

Our matching keychains

Will shine on forever

And always, we thank you for your smile

Hey, the cherry trees

Seem like they've grown a bit too

Though its too slow for you see

I'm sure, the sky above us saw it all

All the times we tripped

But also all the times we walked on till the end

The wings of the notes we played

Overflowing gently into the hallway

Until it piles up to be cuddly

It'd be fine if it stays the way it is now

But hey, we were touched! By a lovely angel

This place will never change

You could almost say, "I'm home!"

Our email inboxes

Circled dates on our calendars

We were able to encounter an extraordinary dream

So we say thank you to music

The platform at the station, the path by the riverside

Even if we're apart, we can look up at the same sky

And sing in unison!

But hey, we met one! A wonderful angel

Graduation isn't the end

We're buddies from here on out!

If you say you really love us

We'll answer that we really, really love you!

There's nothing else we've forgotten

We'll be together forever and ever!

____________________________________

Source:

[minalous]

Zeus: King of Gods (m)

pairing: jungkook x reader, namjoon x reader ft taehyung x reader

description/warnings: jungkook!god, since he is Zeus of course he will be a little bit dominant, namjoon!god, namjoon is Dionysus so please yes, namjoon likes creating and inspiring ecstasy, smut happening, oral (f receiving) || You find yourself in disbelief when a young man swears he is the God of Sky, Zeus. It doesn’t take long until you take him seriously.  “I’m here to save you, I’m here to ruin you.You called me, see? I’m so sweet”

genre: smut | angst | fluff

words: 6.2k

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Why on earth you decided to come here after such a long time? How the hell did you find yourself involved into a seminar you never wanted to take in the first place? The questions that keep bugging through the whole lot of your journey. Going back to Greece is not the problem, you are always into taking some vacation in the country which had you hooked into archaeology. It will only be for a week, seven days you can devote into relaxing and being away from work.

Travelling all the way to your destination takes more than twenty hours, time you could possibly spend home to relax and have some time for yourself, a great opportunity that your best friend took away from you. He had to stay back home since the nature of his work did not offer a lot of time off. Being your assistant does not give him enough time to get vacation, maybe that is your fault, only partially. 

"You are aware of the situation you got yourself into, right?" you whisper to yourself while struggling to get past your fellow passengers. The airplane has just landed, a few minutes earlier than expected and it works perfectly in your favour. You hurriedly grab your cabin bag, making the best of efforts to avoid the people surrounding you.

What you do not expect is the rain pouring down as if the sky itself opened in half to rain down waterfalls. It is beautiful to watch but right now you desperately need to hurry and go to your hotel. You are thankful you know the closest way to go there, the traffic is horrible due to the downpour.

It does not take you long to get to your hotel, the decision you made not to take a taxi was wise, the traffic is getting worse and worse by the minute. The lobby of the hotel is enormous, the heat of the air conditioning sends waves of pleasurable warmth all over your body. The rain seems to have gotten your clothes so wet that only now you can tell how much it has affected you.

"Hello. I have booked one of your suites" you say while you try to reach out for your phone inside your purse

"Hello, Miss. Under what surname have you done the booking?" 

"It should be under the surname Kim. My assistant made it for me. It should be under Kim Taehyung"

"Yes, Miss. You have booked the Crimson suite for a month."

The man's words snap you out of your thoughts, staring blankly into his direction as you try to remind yourself how many days you have decided to stay here.

"I am sorry. I think there has been a mistake. It should be for a week."

"Let me check again then, Miss."

You now keep searching for your phone furiously, there is no mistake made apart from the one Kim Taehyung that has lied to you and has arranged an extended holiday for you without your permission. You make a quick phone call while waving to the man in the reception that you are on the phone.

"Hello, hello" you hear his voice "how was your trip, baby?"

"Don't baby me, Tae. Why the hell did you book the suite for a month?"

"First of all, you are welcome?" he fake laughs at you "and secondly, please do take some vacation. You are fucked from work. Two years in the row with no holidays. Just relax. The company will be fine without you" he adds

"I doubt that" you tell him "but I trust you."

"Now say you are sorry and thank me, because we have been through hell these last couple of months." he says in a worried tone "especially you and I after all those incidents"

"I am sorry, Tae. I should not have dragged you into this"

"There will always be incidents, baby. I like going on trips with you, but this one take in on your own. Spend some time with yourself, think about your next steps. Maybe I will come meet you there. You like the Ancient Greek Gods, right?"

"Yes" you say in a lower voice "Thank you for remembering that."

"Anything for you, baby." you can tell he is smiling "Call me when you are done with your check in, yeah?"

"Yes, Tae. Thank you again for everything. I don't know what I would do without you." you are truly blessed to have him in your life

"No worries, baby. I love you"

"I love you too, Tae"

"Bye. Have fun" he says cheerfully

"Bye"

Lucky, that is what you are to have Tae in your life. He organised this trip and vacation for you, for your well being. He truly is an angel. You have known Taehyung your whole life. Since you can remember yourself, he was there, has always been there. To protect you, to guide you, to fight for you. 

"Miss, I have checked the booking twice and it says it is for a month. It has already been paid." 

"It is okay. I was on the phone with my assistant and we clarified the dates. Thank you for checking though" you smile at him

"Here is your key, miss" he hands you the key "your personal assistant will help you get to your suite"

"My what?" you say in confusion

"The VIP guests have a 24hr private assistance. It is the same as having a butler, Miss. Your assistant has provided this service for you."

For the love of god, why is he such a baby?

"Thank you for letting me know. Have a goodnight"

"Goodnight, Miss"

Your personal assistant as the receptionist said, helped you get to your suite. Apparently it is not a service provided only for the hotel premises. He is assigned to accompany you through the whole of your accommodation. The more you look at him, the more he looks like a bodyguard rather than a personal assistant. You cannot deny he looks more like a model though. He is tall, well built, tanned skin, beautiful blonde hair. He looks like an old forgotten god.

"Here is your suite, Miss. Please call me if you need anything. I will be outside. Have a good night." he says while he is about to close the door

"Thank you for youryou help. Before you leave, what is your name?"

"Namjoon, Miss" he replies and bows before closing the door for you

The next few days get by smoothly, day and night you do those things you missed the most; shopping, reading, cooking your favourite meal. Namjoon accompanies you everywhere you are to go. He mostly never talks, only if necessary. It is quite enjoyable to have someone by your side after such a long time of being alone when doing every day chores. Much more enjoyable when this somebody who offers you his company is so beautiful.

You do not want to make him uncomfortable but you stare at him from time to time, your eyes keep tracing his movements; he opens every door for you, he brings you coffee every morning and he weirdly enough guessed the coffee you like right, he silently does whatever you need and want without being asked to do so. He never exceeds limits and boundaries. He is a gentleman. 

The last place you find yourself in is one of the finest wine shops in the city. You are not the best to choose when it comes to wine. Over the years you had a lot of bad experiencesexperience with wine, especially after bad days, drinking your sorrows away. Namjoon approaches you carefully, a smile on his lips as he questions you.

"I am sorry to interfere, Miss, but what kind of wine would you like to consume with your food?"

"I always preferred red wine to any other wine" you lower your voice and lean towards him, almost whispering "you may not know, but in ancient Greece they loved red wine" 

"Is that so?" Namjoon asks in curiosity, a faint smirk plastered on his lips

It feels so fun to have him here with you, able to share the knowledge you hold for ancient history and mythology.

"They had Dionysus. He is mostly known as the God of wine but I always loved him for his contribution in the arts and literature. He was so loved and he was so important for a lot of people back in the days. Real or not, he did his part." you tell him, two bottles of red wine in your hands.

"Thank you.." he says in awe before walking to the till "For letting me know. But I believe you should buy these bottles of red wine. Something stronger will help you relax"

Namjoon carries the bags with the bottles back to the car, your mind already trying to figure out what you are going to cook back home. There is basically nothing left except for fruit you have bought a couple of days ago and some steak you would end up throwing away. You are not bored, just too tired to cook.

"Namjoon?" 

"Yes, Miss?" he replies softly

"Would you..? Never mind" it's too childish to ask him to cook for you

"Is there something wrong, Miss?" Namjoon drives the both of you back home, almost reaching back to your destination

"No, nothing wrong. I wondered if you could possibly cook for me?" you end your request with a question mark floating in your tone

You can hear Namjoon chuckling at the front driver's seat and it would hurt your pride if you did not know he is not the type of person to mock you.

"I would love to" he pauses for a minute "I mean I am happy to cook for you, Miss"

As you show him where the things you have bought are, Namjoon takes off his suit jacket which has you baffled. Where was he hiding all these muscles? You try to shake off the feeling of arousal by opening one of the bottles you just bought. With your hands pouring a glass of wine, you reach out to give a glass of wine to Namjoon but you are not ready for what you are about to see; Namjoon is slowly rolling up his sleeves, veiny arms now exposed to all of their glory.

"Wow" comes out as a whisper from your lips

"Thank you, Miss. How would you like to have your steak?"

Is he thanking you for your comment or for the wine? You clearly are clueless

"Medium to medium well would be fine"

"It will not take long." he reassures

You sit at the other side of the table, taking in the beautiful view he provides while he is so concentrated on cooking your meal. The glass of wine you hold in your grasp is already empty, not blaming yourself for finishing it so quickly. It helps you drown the improper thoughts you have for Namjoon.

It seems to you that your body is not listening to you, insatiable the way he moves around you, how he touches things, the depth of his voice as he asks you the simplest of things. Is he real? You have never felt so attracted to anyone before, eyes stay stimulated on his figure, the more you stay focused on him, the more you want to get lost into him.

Is it the wine talking, is it him that makes you lose yourself? 

"You should stop drinking if it makes you so dizzy" 

Namjoon is sitting right next to you, holding his distance as expected from a gentleman like himself, showing you the empty bottle in his hand.

"When did you manage to finish it?" his voice is smooth like silk

"I don't know. I don't remember" these are the very last words you remember falling from your lips

Black velvet, green, red; colours that are decorating the room you found yourself in. The touch of velvet under your skin has you shiver from pleasure, the feeling travels down your heat and it makes you moan involuntary. Everything is set to maximum; the noises, the voices, the music, the smells, all of your senses are heightened and it feels ecstatic.

Your clothing is different from what you were wearing beforewearing on before, a dark green silk dress covers only the parts in need to be unseen, your exposed skin shuddering under the chilly air. You move around the room to find the door which would let you further explore and you know there is no escape. That is all you can feel and remember every time you see the same dream - more of a realistic nightmare rather than a dream. The same mansion that would offer its cold, empty halls, full of dust and loneliness.

Extravagant staircases with a design seemingly invaluable as if it held too much history in it, stairs crying out full of agony to you, calling out your name. You would always stare around you, lost and alone you wanted to reach out to anyone. But there is nothing to be seen, as far as your eyes can see there is only one light of life that is staring back at you with the hope you will reach out to it.

"There is more of me waiting for you in here" you can hear a soft, smoky voice trying to lure you into the depths of the mansion.

With eyes fixed on the light trying to guide you, you have no doubt that this whole scene unravelling in front of your very eyes has to be nothing more than a dream which feels so real, so real that it may be true. Your feet drag you further into this mansion, the mansion responsible for all those sleepless nights but the further you get into the mansion, the more fearless you get. Why is it so? Why do you have no fear for what it is to come?

The so familiar sweet, intoxicating scent hits your nostrils and you know you are about to see the same scene you have seen so many other times. Once you notice the beautiful women in front of you, the man who haunts you every time is right there, standing proudly surrounded by all those women. Women so beautiful that would put models into shame, music echoing all around you, grapes and other kinds of fruit surrounding the small of tables next to them which is there to feed their hunger, wine in their hands to quench their thirst.

"I knew you long time ago" the man's voice comes out in a whisper but it reaches you, making the hair on the back of your neck rise.

"I have been waiting for you.." and the man who is standing there is no other than the man who stands beside you every single day

"Namjoon.." it seems so unreal to see him but there he is, ready to haunt your mind and it makes you want to believe it is Namjoon, maybe you crave for him.. 

His voice has this power to make you surrender, not that it would take a lot to have you drop your defence and listen to what he has to say. Your attempt to focus on him is nothing more than a failure as he walks towards you, the room getting bigger and bigger as he comes for you. Had you known his touch would cause you to lose your senses, you would have never let him touch you. This kind of sensation is something you have never experienced before, the smallest touch his skin offers would make fire spread everywhere on your body and once his eyes meet yours, oh those eyes, you know, you know he is up to no good.

"It's not your body I want, it's your mind" he whispers to you, hands searching for your waist

"Just listen now.."he continues "listen to the sweet melody of my music and follow it." The man now offers you a drink that you happily accept, the sweetness of the drink hitting your lips and from the taste of it it probably is wine and honey. 

It is an instant feeling like a warm hug, the sweetness of the wine running into your veins and the rising of a new temptation can be seen into the both of you: lust for life. Only a few inches are separating you from kissing the man in front of you, only a second away from giving into your instincts. You know from his movements as you look deep into his eyes, you know from the way he is leaning into you: he really craves to kiss you. With lips instinctively opening to let him claim the kiss he asks so desperately to have, you let him wrap his hands around your waist and hold you closer to his larger frame. He is about to kiss you, lips and eyes closing to you.

"You are not about to seal your fate, Son."

You can feel the man getting tense under his, what he claims to be, father's words. He holds you closer, hands wrapped around you like wings that are meant to protect you. 

"She is not meant to be here to see you, this is a world I have created for her and I. She is to be here to meet me every night." The voice you can hear from this man is a voice you have been hearing since the beginning of your weird dreams. It has to be the beautiful man you have been dreaming of, the man who lives inside this mansion.

"She is not to be exposed to the cruelty you and your brothers are to unleash. This is a war you brought upon yourself, Father" 

"You are mistaken if you believe that I am to bring her into a war if I weren't sure I can keep her safe"

"But father, isn't it better if she loses her true self once and for all?"

"She is far too precious to have her true self die. She can get reborn to claim what she is rightfully owed" he says and you can feel his voice getting closer to where you stand "she is twice as important as you and I are, Dionysus."

"How come you believe she has the power to destroy them?"

"Because the Fates have shown me.. I have seen what she is capable of. And she can bring the end of days. Their end"

The ancient words echo around the stones of the temple, seeping into the foundation, just like the way the syllables of his voice bleed into yours. The sound of silence echoes louder once his presence fills up the temple, the power flowing from within his body is equal to no power known to you.

"Wake up, wake up and come find me" the voice of an angel pulling you out from your dream and urging you to wake up.

You find yourself safe and sound back in your apartment, the dream you had seemed so unreal right now when you have time to rerun all of the events that took place inside your dreamland. How could you have possibly faced two Greek gods without being harmed from their aura? Being you, you knew how dangerous it is to face beings of that nature; ancient, old, powerful, creatures that withheld powers able to destroy the earth.

There is the need to figure out what the dream is hiding behind the words of you being a goddess, only if it was true, only if the words spoken were real. To the core of your being you secretly hoped it was real. Who was the one who showed Zeus you were powerful? Because there can be none other than Zeus the one Dionysus was talking to, the King of Gods. If he were not to be the most powerful what were you to overpower him?

In the heat of the moment you become angry at your oblivious ignorance, guilty of believing into a dream which is nothing more than drunkenness mixed with the twisted reality you have created. You despise the person you have become with hours and hours spent to find things you cannot see, heartless to people in need of you. Only purpose in your life is to discover the hidden Olympian Gods, a purpose leading you to madness. 

The library that is conveniently placed within the hotel is the quickest way to have access to some of the books you want to have a look at, Zeus's family tree is the first of things you need to search. There were so many powerful Gods and Goddesses, or probably still exist if your suspicions are to become real. You dress up quickly, shoes in hands and ready to go to the library.

"Where are you going, Miss?" Namjoon's voice sends you chills and your whole body freezes on the spot as if somebody caught you doing something illegal. The dream you had no long ago is the reminder of a faint chance of Namjoon being a God. One of the Gods you loved and treasured the most.

"I want to go to the library to look something up. Can you please go grab us some coffee?" you say in the sweetest voice. You do not want to alert him, not until you are sure of his intentions.

"Of course" As Namjoon heads out for the coffee, you find the chance to have some time ahead in finding what you were looking for. You do not know exactly what to look for but the genealogy tree would be a good start. 

Hundreds of books are surrounding you but now you are no longer blind to the truth, your hand aiming towards the one and only book in here that can help you.

"I hope you are the one book that can help me" you mutter to yourself with the book in your hands. With complete attention in the book you are reading, you lean on the bookcase, devoted to finding a clue to help you out.

"Maybe it is not a book you are looking for but a being" the sweet, soft voice you just heard is familiar, a voice you are sure you have heard before.

"I am sorry, I didn't mean to disturb you" you say and continue reading your book. 

"Through ancient times, gods and goddesses walked on this earth, creatures older than the time. They held powers greater than the human mind could think of, the possession of anything mystical the universe could be in possess of.

The long forgotten story of the woman who prayed to Nyx to spare her child before getting devoured from her husband, Erebus, the personification of the deep darkness and shadows. The child was told to be the child of Chaos, the creator of all, and that Gaia and Tartarus were not the only ones. He had an affair that brought her into the world, a lover who he loved more than Nyx but he could never allow a bastard to have a claim to his throne the same way Zeus did to his father."

Mind deep into thoughts, the book you are reading repeating words you could not understand. The man next to you took it away from your hands, not before he could touch your fingers, offering to translate for you.

"I'm here to save you, I'm here to ruin you. You called me, see? I'm so sweet" these are the words you could not translate

"I have crossed oceans of time to find you" he continues "but these are not words in need of translation. This is me letting you know how long it took me to find you, to have you so close"

"Let me introduce myself, luv" the man takes your hand in his, softly bringing it on his lips to kiss it "I am Zeus. You may already know me" 

Yes, you already know him. And you feel you are his. The connection you feel between the two of you is undeniably strong, indestructible, a bond that has been created through years and years of getting to know you, a relationship he was aware he needed to create.

And there you are after unwillingly calling for him; the being who you are to face is one of those beautiful beings you got to know in your dreams, dreams you never knew until recently were real, now being here with him, with no fear or regrets. If you are to die in his hands, let it be. If you are to be held captive in his castle of mysteries, let it be. As long as he has you in the grasp of his hands, holding you tight in his arms, he could be the drug running in your veins, he could be the one to ruin you. He is what you want, you are what he needs.

His whole world is nothing you have seen before and inside your mind you are fighting through the pain to be what he craves for. Too much power dripping down from his fingertips but it is you who have the nectar he is quenching for; you are the purest creature he has laid his eyes on after thousands of years. 

Zeus is the name he is known for the last thousands of years but the name he goes with now is Jungkook. He asks you to call him that as he guides you back inside the mansion you have been dreaming of. Relief rushes through you as you come to realise you will no longer be in a constant battle with yourself, there will be no fear of you losing your mind. 

Jungkook guides you further than you have ever been inside this mansion of his, the lingering feeling of his hands on your body comes back to haunt you when he places a long, slow kiss on your neck. He knows how your body reacts to every of his touches, he commands it to submit under his will and it happily obliges. You cannot tell how long it has been since he has been pleasing you with his tongue and fingers but there is one thing you can tell; he craves to love you, it's all he has.

"Stay there, with your legs open for me. I am not nearly done with you yet."

He sweeps your juices with the back of his hands after licking the remains with his tongue. He is looking like a thirsty man on a hot day under the sun, searching for water. 

"No one can stop us now. You are my nectar. I am your lover"

You ignore the strange chalice he has offered you, sipping down the deep red liquor inside it.

"Sky and earth is ours. Chaos and night is ours. The day is ours. And now you are mine.. Mine." and with a knee bend down before you, your body laying down beautifully on the daybed, he leaves open mouthed kisses along your legs, spread already as he has asked you.

"And I am yours. Only yours" 

The morning sun creeps through the large windows to drag you out of your dreams, Jungkook laying beside you, eyes searching for your.

"Good morning.." he tells you softly "You have been sleeping for a long time"

"Good morning" you say before making your way to the edge of the bed

"I know you still have so many questions" he tries to say but you interrupt him

"I need you to show me" you say in a broken voice "I need you to show me what happened to me. When you gave me the drink last night, I remembered some things, I had broken memories of my past"

"So it worked" Jungkook says more to himself than you

"Please show" you plead

"I'll show you" Jungkook moves his body closer to yours, hands coming to gently touch your temples, soon your head is flooded with images.

The most beautiful woman appears in front of your very eyes like a dream; long black hair, black eyes, porcelain skin. She was as beautiful as the night. "Nyx" you can hear from a man behind her "You have to hide her. She is in danger" You cannot see the man but you can still see the beautiful woman. "Mom" slips from your lips. Mom? This is your mom.. The mother you have been searching your whole life. Nyx is your mother.. "Erebus is near. He can sense her. Please hurry" "Take her, Chaos. Please take her and protect her." "You know that Erebus is no match for you. Why are you so afraid?" "I do not wish him to know of my creation, of my child." Chaos is staring back at her with a look of understatement on his face. "He never knew you created more of you, did he?" You can see your mother tearing up, your father must have never known, must have never accepted your mother has created you. By the look of it you must be much more powerful than the liking of your father. "She is my beautiful light, Father. She is the one to bring the sun in my darkest nights, she is the one to create the air we, Gods, breathe. You created the universe and being your daughter, I wished to create two beautiful children for Erebus and I, but she has all of me in her little heart. She is perfect. But Erebus is scared of her and her powers. Please help me lie about her, help me save my child" 

Chaos is holding your small hands inside his, your eyes fixed on your mother that is trying her best not to cry and you may not have understood why back then, but now you do. She is about to lose her whole world, the only child she was able to have and hold in her hands. She is the most powerful being after Chaos but her only thought is to protect you from the harm your father may bring upon you. "I will always love you" your mother says and in the blink of an eye you find yourself in a different world.

"You are safe here" Chaos tells you "we are thousands of years apart with your father. You are so small and innocent." Chaos leaves a small kiss on your forehead before continuing "This is the right place for you to live and grow up. When he finds you, take the right decision. The world is upon your hands. Your children's desire will be to destroy the world you will come to know as home. Would you wish to save it, you will get reborn as the Goddess your mother wished you to be. Would you find the world you live on to be corrupted, let your children destroy it."

Every single one of the rest of your memories are from your current past. The rest of your story is to be told from Zeus, the son of Cronus and Rhea. 

"You now know why you are here, why we cannot have you ignore your true nature." Jungkook seems to need the world saved from his parents

"You are scared" you say softly "you are scared I won't help you"

"There is one part of the story that you are yet to know. And it is not that I am scared of your decision, I am worried about the power you hold in the grasp of your hands" Jungkook has you face him, with a soft kiss on your lips he feels it coming, your true nature lurking in the darkest corners of your mind 

"You inherited part of your mother's powers. You have the powers of three Gods. This is the reason Nyx had you hidden for thousands of years. No God was to hold so much power, luv. You are so unique" Jungkook says as he kisses you deeply "No Goddess can compete to your beauty" he breathes between the kiss, fingers finding their way to meet your heat "no Goddess can destroy and save worlds like you" his fingers enter with ease your wet core and your pretty moans fill the room "So beautiful you are.."

"I cannot afford to lose you, I cannot walk away from you now that I have found you. I need you to stay with me and save this world. I love my humans and the world" Jungkook never stops until you come undone on his fingers, licking the remaining of your wetness.

"I am here to worship you" Jungkook whispers as you fall asleep in his arms

Day after day you notice your powers overwhelming you, it has been so long since Jungkook has witnessed pure power, power in its rawest form. When Jungkook got to see you control the night sky, summoning the stars to show themselves to you, the small glimpse of his smile filled you with pride.

"Love the stars, love the moon" Jungkook tells you "I love you" 

He carefully places a kiss on your forehead, a kiss full of love. 

"We are equals now" you tell him, the view his balcony offers is breathtaking and to have him hug you is more than enough to make you happy

"I think I can't get enough from your touch" he says "you say a lot of things that drive me insane" 

"I can say a lot more, a lot more when you are with me" you say 

"Immortality becomes you, luv" Jungkook teases you

"I think I am starting to like it. Immortality may not be a bad thing after all"

Jungkook is taken aback by your words, he seems to not agree with your newly found liking in immortality, in the new life you are given.

"Immortality" Jungkook starts" Immortality comes with insatiable need, exquisite pain. Immortality holds its own privileges and downsides. Knowing about my world may get you hurt and I cannot allow that. You were able to awaken your powers, your immortality.. but no power comes without burdens."

"A leap of faith, that is all we need" you say "we need to be strong until we find where my full potential can take me. You mentioned that three different gods are within me, powers unknown to any of us"

"You shouldn't have to carry all that burden alone" Jungkook holds you tighter within his arms "The fate of the world should not be your responsibility"

"But the people living in it are my responsibility, they are our creation. We should save them from your parents. From all the Titans that wish to destroy the world"

"The world is an awful place. Best to meet it on its own terms. People are not good anymore, nor pure" he says but he does not mean it, not wholeheartedly 

"No the world isn't awful" you tell him softly "People are not awful. They want to be good. Something makes them bad, something breaks them down, makes them snap. We all must stand alone against our demons. And humans are not determined to face their demons anymore yet. We have to help them" 

"What if one day their demons become mine to fight? In what end am I to defeat the Titans, those Gods who want to bring an end to all humanity?"

"You are not alone anymore. You have me now.." you reassure him

"I am older than you, even if you came before me, I want to guide you to the old ways, to the old days when everything was beautiful and in harmony" Jungkook smiles at you

"And yet you remain so obstinate to the desire to kill your parents" you chuckle

"I do, my luv. And until the day Tartarus opens its gates for my parents, we are safe up here."

"And when is that to happen?" you ask him softly

"In the next full moon" Jungkook almost whispers

Eyes on the night sky, eyeing the half moon which is so bright, so full of life and promising to the stars around it. You raise your hand as if trying to reach out to the night sky, twisting your fingers while your mind bends the will of the moon to arise, because the moon is yours, the night is yours, the air is yours, the sun is yours. The moon ceases to exist from the night sky and it finds its way to your hand, beautiful as ever to adorn the skin of your wrist.

"That can save us some time I think" you chuckle again

Jungkook looks at you in disbelief as he has never seen anyone hold so much power.

"Yes that will save us all the time in the world, but I am sure that nobody stands a chance against you, luv."

"I would kill for you, Jungkook. Even if it meant to kill all of the Gods."

"And I will live for you" he says with a kiss "Always and forever"

Jungkook is the one God you never thought you would believe in and the one God you came to love; Zeus, the King of Gods. And there are two more Gods you crave to see; your mother, Nyx and your father, Erebus. But the latest will not have the pleasure to feel your love; he will be more than welcome though to feel your wrath.

[madmadmilk]

i mean i miss LDC and i gave up hope on domino lmao

(domino is SO hard to get back to–– but i’m tired of holding onto it. here’s what i have written SO FAR. idk what is in it cos it’s been so long, but enjoy! maybe i’ll finish it haha/// also this is totally unedited so there’s lots of typos and missing italics but––– here u go)

DOMINO PART 10 | Tom Holland x Reader (# F I N A L L Y) incomplete version

TEASER| PART 1| PART 2 |PART 3 |PART 4 | PART 5| PART 6| PART 7| PART 8 | PART 9 |… (next update ???) 

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: You know things have fallen into place, and that you should feel safe and secure but the weight of it all sure is heavy.

Warning: bittersweet scents, smut, and falling (action)

Word Count: 6K so far lmaOOOOOOOO

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“Oh my god, is this supposed to hurt? Cos, it really fucking hurts–” Harrison hisses, the sharp “s” sounds cutting through the air.

“Awww, can’t handle a little bit of pain, Haz?” you tease, letting your tongue flick in an exaggerated drawl.

“Well, it’s my fucking face,” he whines.

Zendaya giggles, chiming in as she brushes her hair over her shoulder, “Tom doesn’t have any problem with it…”

Tom sit backs, rolling his shoulders as he tilts his head to look at you,

“Well, I have Y/N to kiss it better.”

You laugh, mumbling for him to shut up.

Harrison retorts quickly, lowering his voice to lay on the charm,

“Well, maybe if Zendaya does it,” he licks his lip while bowing his head, “I’ll feel a little better.”

“I’d just rip the damn thing off,” Zendaya laughs mercilessly.

Harrison makes a shocked face, recoiling away from Zendaya as she playfully hulks over to him. He has half of a black nose-strip stuck on, his skin pink from the tugging. His eyes were pricked red with tears.

“Oh, don’t be such a baby,” Zendaya says softly as she gets closer. You catch her tapping his chin upward, and see the soft look he gives back to her. They bicker a bit, but it makes you feel warm to hear it.

“Nasty,” you hear Tom mumble beside you. You turn back to him, and he’s looking down at his porestrip, blanching at what it had pulled out. He looks up at you with bright, excited eyes as he sings, “Lemme see yours!”

You scrunch your face as you hand it over to him, and he starts comparing the hills and mountains between you.

“Fucking disgusting—”

“Hey!” you huff, putting your hands on your hips. You bump his shoulder with your hip as he sits on the couch.

He makes a face, and hugs your waist easily, dropping the strips in the trash besides you. You look down at him and see that he still has black residue on his nose, and you scrape it off gently,

“Sorry, sorry, love. You’re gorgeous,” his voice scratches low and sexy and teasing.

“You know you are.”

Tom mumbles that, rubbing his face into your shirt, and you can feel his nose drag across your clothed skin. You laugh as you bend down to pound your fists into his back, and then hug him playfully.

Sugary sweet.

Maybe too sweet.

Zendaya makes snippy comments about how mushy you guys are, and Harrison hugs her waist with a little hesitation. She hugs him easily, but you know it’s just her bravado coming out. It makes you laugh to see their clumsy act and debate whether or not they were worse than you and Tom.

You see Zendaya easily sit on the arm of Harrison’s chair, hugging him gently with her manicured nails raking through his hair.

A pretty family portrait.

What a lovely feeling to have your friends in one place together, to have your feelings organized and put out for show.

But this is all just for a little while–

Harrison had his big break, his PA thing, and Zendaya was always busy, but now she would be busy in Europe.

They had each other though, and they could see each other often.

Europe wasn’t too far away, right?

Tom…

No clue how that would pan out.

Tom feels your body tense under him, how your body ran cold and you stood still. He hugs your waist tighter, his hands pulling your shirt a bit, as he spoke some hopeful words,

“Hey, hey, we’ll be alright, if you want us to be.”

He said that a lot.

It doesn’t always put you at ease.

Because, of fucking course you wanted it to work out. Of course you wished for the best, and trying your hardest, but what do you do if the odds continue to stack against you?

You look down at the pretty boy in your arms again, his big doe eyes looking up at you. You ruffle his messy curls in turn and hum,

“Okay.”

Then Tom whispers the words you never get tired of hearing, and you hold onto to every syllable, click of his tongue, rasp of his voice.

Okay.

-

You all wash the remnants of the masks off, splitting up into your seperate bathrooms. You change and return back to Zendaya’s room upstairs, the sacred room, previously hidden and now open. Open to more than just you, to her closest friends. But specifically to one though.

You and Tom would hear Harrison’s door open and close in the night, the excited steps padding up the stairs. You always giggled about it, were warmed by it, and were very aware that in a lot of ways they were more reserved than you already were with Tom.

You enter back into Zendaya’s room, seeing Haz first, with his laptop in hand while searching for a movie to watch. He had a loose batman onesie on, yellow cap fluttering behind him. Zendaya was dressed like a giraffe, her long legs spread across her huge bed while on her phone.

You were wearing a baggy Spider-Man pajama set, jumping into the room to catch their attention.

“I hate you guys,” Tom grumbles behind you, dressed like a big, green frog. He hasd his hand on his hips and lips puckered.

You turn back to hug his waist, biting your lip and giggling. He hugs you back and rocks you back and forth, glad to see you smiling, at least.

“Embrace the meme,” Harrison addsed, snickering from behind his laptop. Zendaya snortsed.

Tom rolls his eyes and pulls up your hood so that you have half of the Sspider-Mman mask on your face. He pokes your nose softly and sings,

“Okay, okay, as long as Ii get to be the frog in your mouth, I don’t care.”

You laugh and push him away as he bends to kiss your cheek.

Zendaya rolls herhis eyes, hopping off the bed, and you see that the onsie is a little too short for her legs, ironic for the giraffe costume., “We get it, we get it.”

You stick your tongue out and run up to hug her too, “You’ll always be my MJ!” you stick your tongue out, “Wanna reenact the Sspider-Mman kiss?”

She pulls the mask over your eyes, “In your dreams.”

“Yeah, Ii guess,” you retort, jutting a chin at the flustered blonde, “Batman’s looking a little lonely.”

Harrison’s cheeks flush as he adjusts his glasses.

“Awww, miss me already?” Zendaya teases.

“Can we just watch a movie?” he retorts, exasperatedly.

You guys set up a projector, showing it on a blank wall opposite of the bed. You turn down the lights, and crawl into bed together.

You and Z crawl into the middle, Tom by your side and Harrison curled up next to her. You all fit together perfectly, with a lot more room than the trunck of a car.

You lean your head against Zendaya’s shoulder, and her head leansed back on Harrison. YourYou eyes trailed down and seeaw their hands holding each other. It makes you smile.,

“Gross,” you whisper to her.

Zendaya scoffs, kicking your leg, before smoothing her foot against you.

Tom sticks close behind you, laying on his side so that his arm easily falls over your stomach. You can see that his sleeves are rolled up, exposing his skin, cut with veins.

You play with his fingers, rolling them between yours, and he hugs you close to him. You could feel him let out a content sighn behind you.

You guys watch Thor: Ragnarok, deciding that you don’t want to watch anything too serious on this last night together. You guys laugh a bit, kicking each other and squirming, making the bed a whole lot hotter than it needed to be.

Harrison fallsfell asleep first, soft snores and a limp arm on Zendaya. Then you feel felt her settle into the bed, turning away from you a bit, her sleepy voice was barely audible,

“… you guys can ju…just sleep up here,” she offersed, a lazy hand waving, “Stay in the bed… or there’s a pull out couch over there–”

You smile, kissing her shoulder, “Thanks.”

Your room wasn’t far away, and it surely wouldn’t be a hassle to move, but Zendaya wanted you guys to stay together. Even if it was just for a night. She humsmed happily.

You look over your shoulder, towards the couch, and are met with sleepy, dark eyes. Tom was still wide-awake;, he did always say that he hasd a hard time falling asleep.

Your stomach does a little flip, and he pushes himself against you, suddenly feeling his hard bulge on your ass. You smile as his arms hug you tight,

“Turn around, love.”

You don’t.

He brings his hands up and down your body, one on your back andan the other on your waist. He smooths the hot felt fabric on your skin and you wanted nothing more thant to take off the claustrophobic fabric. Your eyes flicker up to your friends in front of you.

They arewere fast asleep, and you cancould  only imagine what she would say if she sawsay you in this compromised position.

You give in and turn in your spot.

The low rumble of the movie in the background, and flashes of bright color on Tom’s face makde your heart flutter. Your lips twitched into a smile, as you settled into his arms just to look up at him for a moment.

His cheek is was pushed up against the pillow, his wild eyebrow remaininged unruly, andthere was a wrinkle between his brows in longing. You decide it’s time to make a movemovie.

The second you lifted your chin, his lips are were on yours. Your clammy, sweaty hands reached up for his face, to pull him closer as you breathed into each other. You could feel the waves of heat blow on your face and ripple through your body as you makde out with Tom.

You hear shifting on the bed behind you, which makes you immediately pull away and exclaim,

“I can’t do this!”

Tom laughs, finally grinning. He looks over your shoulder, raising his brows and doesn’t see any movement behind you. He shrugs, and unbuttons the top of your Sspider-Mman onesie. And then another, and another, and then he whines,

“Ffuck , babe,” he leans his head back and makes a face, seeing that all you haved on iwas a lacy bralette. He makes a whiny noise and then kisses your collar,

“I can’t not do this.”

You giggle, playfully pulling his hair as he peppers kisses on your neck and collar. His hand reaches up and pulls the Sspider-Mman hood over your head. Then itthey holds your sides, and he kisses your nipples through the bra. You stifle a moan, and replace it with a hard shudder.

“… Aaren’t you supposed to be in my mouth?” you reference, pulling at his vibrant green costume.

He laughs, “Yyou want me to be there?”

You nod, and he smiles, eyes crinkling as he sits up a bit, shrugging off the top portion of his onesie. He hasd nearly nothing on underneath, his hard chest and abs glowing under the faint light. You bite your lip as he dips closer, crawling over to hang over you.

“..Mmmm” a sound comes from your side. Zendaya shifted again.

You pull your shoulders up and let out a string of curses, Tom laughs, sitting back on his heels, tilting his head at you. You went all those years before goofing off in front of your friends, and now you suddenly couldn’t? Hilarious.

Tom reaches out towards you, a finger tracing a line on the side of your face. He pushes it against your lips,

“Pull-out?”

“Excuse me?” you stutter at his implication.

He smiles wider, and his voice is light,

“The couch. Let’s move to the pull-out couch, babe.”

You brush his hands away, as he hops off the bed. You follow in suit, before turning around and throwing a blanket over youryou sleeping friends.

You walk up next to him, and he throws a heavy arm over your shoulder,

“Damn, Y/N. What were you thinking about?”

You scrunch your face, looking at how he let the onesie hang around his hips, his body flexed in a way that is just unfair. You don’t say anything in return, just content under his arm.

Tom sets down on the couch, and you follow in suit, laying on top of him. He tucks your hair behind your ear, and takes a second to look at you. You look a little sleepy, a little flustered, and a little in love. His heart breaks for a moment, before filling back up with warmth.,

“Now, where were we?”

You laugh, resting your forehead against his chest.

Exactly where we want to be.

You and Tom have slow and fragile sex on Zendaya’s couch, moaning and whispering against the soft snores of your friends in the dark.

…

So, please don’t leave me, baby.

-

“Ah!” you wake up to a soft, but sharp moan.

Your eyes squint open against the bright light, in a room that’s familiar.. But not quite. You’re in Zendaya’s room.

You look down at the weight of your chest, a pretty boy sprawled on top of you… His eyes awere shut and he was not the source of the noise.

You hear muffled curses and giggles of a certain couple across the room. Your eyes widen in realization and a hand flies to cover your mouth.

Tom stirs, and you look at him with bulging eyes, and he mouths, “what?” You both spend a couple of minutes listening to your friends fuck in the bed beside you. His jaw drops, before he smiles and nods, biting his lip, “go, H!”

Ok. So, they’re a thing. Like a real thing, definitely? Yeah? Right?

The exclamations from Zendaya and grunts from Harrison made it seem like they were a thing.

You and Tom hold each other tightly, stifling yourselves from laughing in embarrassment and a fit of “oh GOD’s.” Maybe they didn’t know you were still there?

And lord knows how long this’ll go on for––

Tom sits up, still hidden by the back of the couch that faces them, and crawls up to you. He holds a cheeky finger up to his lips as one hand pushes down on your shoulder. You shake your head slowly, and then quickly in realization. He smiles a toothy fucking grin, as he leans in to kiss you.

“No,” you laugh., “Sstop,” you whisper, but your arms are through (Did you mean “threw”? Or “thrown”? I’m not really sure what “through around” means) thrown around Tom, forcing him closer despite your verbal protests. He smiles against you, fingers wandering across your body.

“Make me.”

You look at him defiantly, but you’re kind of turned on by all this– Tom’s fingers cautiously play with the hem of your panties, maybe still damp from last night, or from the sounds of the morning. He massages your slowly, playing with the slickness.

“Think of me, and not Harrison, alright?” he mumbles, fingers pushing into you.

Your thighs squeeze around his arm, and you make a face. He was intentionally going at the same pace as Haz and Z, listening to their gasps and letting you match up with them. Kind of hard to ignore.

The sights and sounds of the room fade away, and you can only feel Tom’s skilled fingers inside you, and the way that your face feels numb. Your body shudders and shakes as you reach your high, only brought back by a certain pair in ecstacy too.

“Fuuuckk….”

“Oh shit––” you hear your pretty friend say, and you haved no idea what that was in reference to.

“Let me get a towel, sorry,” Harrison mumbles, his voice a lot deeper and huskier and hotter than usual, making you feel a blush in your chest. Tom licks his fingers clean and playfully pushes your shoulder at your reaction to it.

Harrison fumbles around the room, and you hear the bathroom door open. It makes you giggle and Tom sloppily kisses your chest as he lays back down against you. Your body is still wracked with soft tremors, and he hugs you.

Zendaya starts to move around the room, and that makes you flustered. Your sputter a bit, trying to push him off of you so you could get under the blankets and hide your face. But he won’t wouldn’t let you, hugging you with a vice like grip as he gets to hide himself. You shut your eyes and pray that you could keep it together and just pretend to be asleep.

You can feel and hear Zendaya look over the side of the couch to see you. Your eyes are probably held shut tighter than they need to be.

She tuts her lips, and just hangs there for a second.

You sigh, opening your eyes to see her looking a little flushed and bright and glowing.

You open your mouth, but she speaks first, talking back to the blonde in the room,

“Yeah the lil shits are asleep–– Don’tDont’ worry.” She winks at you.

You sputter back at her, but no words come out, just incredulrecudlous sounds. She scrunches her face and smiles dazzlingly,

“This makes us even.”

She turns her head, a beautiful crown of curls flaying out. You hear them both retreat back into the bathroom, conversations muffled as the door closes. You hear the shower run.

“.. Wwhat the fuck,” Tom’s voice cracks, lifting his face from your chest.

Both of you guys burst into a fit of laughter as you accuse him of selling you out, and he says that you’re a terrible actress. You hold his warm back under your hands, and he’s propped up on his elbows, hands under you.

The sun hits his face just right, catching a bit of glow, and his hair shines an almost red-brown. It makes you smile, shutting your eyes for a moment to breathe out.

“Y/N?”

You hug him for a second, before pulling his hair back,

“Let’s get out of here.”

-

After a few hours, Haz and Z are were both set to leave forto Europe. They are were going their separateseperate ways–, not just from you, but from each other. He hasd his own string of gigs in one place, and so does did she.

Kinda heartbreaking in more ways than one.

Zendaya gives you a big hug and you throw youryou arms around her too. She leans into you more than  usual, holds you a little longer, and talks a little softer. It makes you sad.

“I’ll be back in no time. T, take care of yourself.”

“I should be saying that to you!” your voice kind of breaks, but you smooth it over with a joke, “Keep killing it, Z.”

She laughs, pulling away from you to hold your shoulders at arm’s length. You could swear her eyes were a little teary already, “I’ll literally be back here in a month. Everything here is yours. Don’t be shy, girl.”

You make an ugly pouting face, “Yeah, thanks, Z. I’ll–– I’ll watch over things for you.”

“Don’t you dare let my cacti die!”

“I’ll try my best.”

You both struggle to find the words to say, knowing that this time the period of separation would be a lot longer. You’ve both been through a lot, and have been each other’s biggest support system… Wwhat would things be like apart?

“Hey, fly out as soon as you can. We got tickets for you whenever you want it,” she coos, her thumb brushing against your cheek.

“Thanks, babe,” you say quietly, looking anywhere but her amber eyes. You stare at her changing curls, nodding softly.

“”I’m serious, I’m going to be pissed if I don’t see you out there with us!”

“I know,” you laugh, shifting your weight.

It’s going to be hard, honestly. You’re in your last year of college, and you have your own real life pressures weighing on you. Dropping it all to go to Europe with your friends sounds like an amazing deal but…

Zendaya drops her bag and nearly knocks you over in a hug again,

“I’m going to miss you so fucking much!”

Tears blur your vision as you hug her back, burying you face into her collar, muffling yourself,

“I know, I’m going to miss you too.”

It hurts to say it out loud.

“Eat your goddamn breakfast, okay?” she says, prolonging it all, trying to pour all her sentiment at once.

You nod into her and pull away, both of you rubbing your noses and wiping your eyes. They are were both rimmed red as you break into laughter.

Zendaya takes a step back, and Harrison moves forward, hugging you and rubbing your back,  he pullings you up on your toes. You hug him back, leaning a cheek on his shoulder,

“You take care of her––”

“I will.”

“And take care of yourself too, dummy.”

He gives you a hard pat on the back, laughing as he rolls his neck back. His observant eyes pore over you, reading the stress in your face. He kisses your forehead and squeezes your shoulder reassuringly,

“Call me when you can. You know Ii’m alway by my phone.”

You laugh, sniffling. You’ve been through it all with him, weird wet dreams, kisses, friendship, fake fucking dating? You were sure you could conquer it all with him. And he means so much to you.

You watched the two of them pack up their stuff and shuffle out the door. They geot picked up and driove off, and you watched until you can’t couldn’t see the car anymore.

You step back from the door, shutting it. And the silence is deafening for a moment, white noise echoing, and cold.

Warm arms wrap around your waist, and a head rests against yours, bringing you back to reality even for a moment. You weren’t sure if you wanted it back though.

“”Tom?”

He responds by kissing your shoulder.

You settle your back against him, and you can feel all the words he wants to say in this hug.

He made the silence quiet (what does this mean?) , he brought back the sparks of life and why it was worth living.

Tom is was staying as long as he can, stretching out this moment to its limits.

Hopefully, it doesn’t snap.

You turn around and hug his chest, willfully avoiding his face. You know it would break your resolve, make you crumble, make you cave, make you cry.

You stand in the foyer together, standing still.

Two of your good friends are were away now,  Laura is was conquering the world on her own press tours, Jacob is was flying out from his home.

You are were here.

And Tom is was here.

But for how much longer?

Tom begins to sway side to side, humming a song and smoothing your hair. Your felt your fingers itch to grab and claw and beg him to stay. You vibrateing in an odd anger, a strange guilty, a peculiar sense of calm.

Your body quietsed and you let yourself just hug him. Just enjoy this.

It’s important for you to feel these things, to not stifle yourself. You’ll regret suppressing these emotions when you look back. Too often we are content with feeling nothing. There are were some facts to face, and you would prefer to approach them with sincerity, so that you don’t look back and feel the disappointment of “what could have been.”

Still, they are were hard facts to face.

“We’ll be okay, babe,” Tom comforts.

You were going to be alone.

-

Tom hasd one last day with you in LA. You spendt it waddling around the house together, arms tucked tightly around his waist and sticking to him like a shadow. He laughsed and tells told you it is was hard to walk this way, but you don’t didn’t have the heart to let go and he doesn’t didn’t have the heart to tell you to.

Usually you would have liked to take a nap with him, sleep away you r worries in his arms, but you don’t didn’t want to waste any time.

Tom hasd to pack a few things, so you siat on his bed, watching him run around the room. He pacesd a lot, and looksed back at you often. His face softensed when he catches caught your eyes, smiling a little.

It was sinking in.

He stops mid-packing, clothes and half-folded and thrown around the floor. He just throws threw his hands up, saving the trouble for later and joinsed you in bed.

You can could tell by his hungry expression that he wantsed to have sex. Wild, passionate, loving, good bye sex… but you don’t didn’t want to. Not tonight.

“You sure?” he asks, hand tracing up your thigh. His voice is was a little disappointed, “You don'tdont want anything from me?”

You nod, blinking slowly.

“Are you alright?”

You nod again, lip trembling.

“Yeah.. yeah, I’m fine.”

Tears spilled out of your eyes,

“Sh-shit, haha, sorry,” you laugh, looking up at the ceiling so that they won’t wouldn’t fall. You sniffle and shake your head, “I’m sorry I can’t give you what you want right now… but.. I just want to hold you.”

You bring your head back down to look at him. Hair sticks to your face a bit, and you try to smile,

“I just want to cuddle.”

Tom’s eyebrows crinkle and he lets out a loud exhale, stretching his arms out,

“Of course! That’s fine, babe, whatever you want!”

You smile, wiggling into his arms as you hug him back. You smell the detergent on his clothes and, the faint scente of his sweat and just take it in. You nuzzle into his neck, and feel the rumble of his voice as he speaks,

“Whatever you want, I’ll give it to you.”

He rubs your back and you hug him, fingers stretching wide across his back. You enjoy the silence together, listening to each other’s steady heartbeats and breath.

Tom kisses your forehead, your nose, your cheek, your neck, your shoulder, hands smoothing down your clothes––

“Tom,” you say warningly. You end it with a laugh and look down at him.

He smiles apologetically, pretending that he wasn’t up to no good. You can’t couldn’t resist those big brown eyes, innocently looking up at you.,

“Sorry, sorry. I’m just memorizing you, alright.”

Fuck.

You feel felt a stab in your chest at his words. Don’t memorize, you think to yourself. You don'tdont’ want to be apart long enough to even miss each other.

All this is just reminding you further that he’s going to be away.

Far from home.

Tom’s curious hands move over your waist, and stomach, fingers feeling the ripples and contours of you.

“I don’t want to forget anything.”

And that just makes you feel worse, and you wonder if he feels felt your stomach drop because he corrects himself quickly,

“I won’t forget anything.”

He pats your hip, reassuring you with the same words you’ve heard over and over this whole week. At this point, it doesn’t mean anything anymore,

“Don’t worry, darling. I’m right here.”

It’s more of a painful reminder that he’ll be gone.

“… Nnot for much longer.”

“But Ii’m here now, that’s what matters most––”

“But––!!”

Tom smiles, smacking his lips and shaking his head. His brows twitchtwtich then hardened as he leans closer,

“Don’t think about it. We only know.. What’s here right in front of us.”

He reaches out and pulls your hair out from under you, smoothing it behind your shoulder.

It’s funny how he knows what to say, and how to reassure you. You’re still working on finding ways to be better for him, better to him.

“We can only control what’s right here, right now.”

You breathe out a smile, making him grin too. He tickles your sides for a second, forcing you to laugh, giggly, bright and true. You settle into each other’s arms again, and your fingers lightly trace shapes into his arms, then smooth to hold under his elbow. You flick your eyes up and whisper,

“You’re a real romantic, you know that Tom?”

He shrugs, one side of his mouth pulling higher than the other. He props his head up on his arm so that he can look down on you. In a sleepy voice he waggles his head,

“I try to be. Just for you.”

You make a gross face, soon covered by smiles again. You take a second to look up at him, your eyes twinkling softly. The space between you feels like nothing.

You lean up to kiss him, and Tom leans down.

Warm lips meet each other, all the words fall away, and this moment is yours.

It’s the exact, soft and tender kiss you had always dreamed about. The one where in the movie where the camera pans around the pair, rain is falling or the sun is shining brightly. The main theme song plays, and the audience erupts into thunderous applause––

You got the main lead, that part was to the t. But his lips get a little rough, his hands touch places that are a bit more rated-r, and he tugs on your clothes––

“Hey, no funny business, alright?” you hum, laughing.

Tom’s nose nuzzles into your cheek as he laughs, sighing exaggeratedly, “Nothing gets past you, darling.”

You nod, tilting your head up, exposing your neck. He takes the hint, kisses your sweet skin, and your hands roam under his shirt, lifting it up to feel his chest. Your fingers spread a warm blush across his chest as you tease,

“I just want to….” a hand dances around hem of his sweatpants, “Remember you too.”

You touch him soft and slow, memorizing the curve of his thigh, his knobby knees, the mole on his back, his wrists, his ears, his neck, his––

The slow kisses bleed into slow sex.

“I love you, Tom holland.”

“I love you too, Y/N,” he lifts his head, and past his wavy brown hair, you see big brown eyes. They’re smoldering with something for you, something you confidently understand is love. His smile makes your heart break for the fourth time this day, but he fills it back up with burning affection,

“And I will always be thinking of you.”

-

And with that, Tom left.

Gone.

Miles and miles and hours and hours away.

He left on a good note, both of you madly in love. Both of you desperate to keep the fire going, to keep the spirit alive.

And it did, for a little while. And it wasn’t desperate, at first.

Your good friends were away, pursuing their careers, and you were at home doing the same. Your last year of college was starting soon, and your internship would pick up next week. There were plenty of things to keep you mind busy, to point your attention somewhere else.

Tom kept up with the messaging for the first few days, and you did you best too, coordinating time-zones and sleep schedules. You took turns staying up for each other until things had to tighten up.

You found yourself spending a lot of your spare time sleeping, saving up for when you could see his sleepy face on your phone screen, or just to pass the time. Sleep was a good way to avoid your repsponsiblilties, and make tomorrow come a touch sooner. And you never really spent much time excerisng outside, but now you take daily walks, just to get yourself out of the house. The fresh air felt good.

You knew it would be too easy to hole up, and hide away.

You get a message from Zendaya every morning and night, sometimes you hold a conversation together, and sometimes they’re just little reminders or jokes. You guys made it a point to send each other pictures whenever you could. You make sure she sees you smiling.

Harrison messages you a bit too, he’s been all over the place. Photoshoots, filming, and his stuff with Spider-Man, he almost seemed busier than Tom. You’re kind of jealous, actually. Just in the way that he handles it all so well, being apart from his friends so well. You take inspiration from him, and always send him warm wishes.

You really only see Laura through instagram these days, babe was real busy.

Jacob was more of the same.

Dear, dear friends, living lives without you.

It makes you sad, but it’s nothing to feel real, lasting pain over. You feel a genuine sense of happiness and pride when you see their smiling faces, they’re really doing their very best out there.

And so should you.

In the last licks of summer, you went out to the beach with some friends from college. You enjoyed the hot sun, and sting of the ocean waves. You take in deep breaths and remind yourself that your world relies on you and no one else.

Not that you’re thinking of revolving around a certain someone.

You post some pictures you know you look great in on instagram, wanting to put your own foot in the rally of your famous friend’s posts.

It was a set of three pictures, the first was a tasteful side view, your eyes bold and brave, licks of salt through your hair.

You create a bit of a whirlwind, hollers and love and compliments pour in from your friends. They didn’t forget you, no, they’re happy to see you doing well on your own. These little interactions keep you going.

Tom didn’t comment too much though.

You check your instagram photos, and he leaves a like, and a little cryptic emoji. It makes you smile, and drives the fans wild.

You wish it were a little more than that though.

You spend a lot of nights in Tom’s room, clinging to the smell he left behind. You wrapped yourself up in his blanket, pushing pillows around you to mimic his presence. You wear his shirts, and use his bathroom, just to pretend he’s there.

And that was all fine too, until the scent started to wear away.

That was when you started to sleep in your room, and shut his door. You only came in there when you missed him most, sitting against the doorframe and look up into the quiet room. It smelled like him, looked like the way he left it….

But it wasn’t a replacement for Tom.

Not at all.

It made you cry… a lot.

Not sobs, not shaking, trembling tears. Just the occasion drip of tears, or prick in your eyes when you felt extra lonely. Looking at his shirt hung on the back of your chair made your eyes squint and lips press together.

Tom… didn’t message you as much as you would have liked.

You’re understanding though. He was filming, he was travelling, he was going out with his own friends. That’s fine. That totally fine. You were on the grind too.

A month has gone by, school has started. You’re juggling the internship, a full load of classes, and taking care of yourself. You had to squeeze him in the cracks, just as he has to do for you.

Every time you got to get a glimpse of his face in a all, he was in a car, or he couldn’t talk privately, or was about to sleep, or get out of bed.

It’s so fucking frustrating.

-

“Are you alright?”

“Of cuorse”

“Hey, show me your face darling”

You don’t reply

“Y/N?”

You show him

“.. oh,  babe.”

“Sorry! I.. i don’t want to make you feel guilty or antyhing, I’m ok, really.”

He doesn’t speak this time

“I.. i just really fuckign miss you that’s all. And i’m so fuckign tired, ah, you dont want to hear this.”

“No, no i do want to hear it.” “please, tell me what’s on your mind. It’s hard to read you when we’re thousands of mile apart.”

Oof.

“… that’s what’s tearing me apart. The fact that we’re apart.”

“Babe– I can––”

“No, no, stay where you are,” you manage to laugh, “I’m not… asking to see you. Or well, I am, but… you know.”

“I know.”

You sigh, “I.. I just want to talk to you a little bit more. You’re doing your thing, and I’m doing mine, but I want to .. hear about it. At least, and like, from you.”

Tom laughs,

“Sorry, I’ve been a shit boyfriend.”

“Boyfriend?”

“That’s what I am, aren’t I?”

You laugh, “Not sure if you’ve officially asked me.”

“Well, this is me officially asking you,” his voice is light and lovely, “Will you be mine?”

“Oh, please just say it tom.”

“Will you be my girlfriend?”

You laugh, and it clicks in you. This was it, this is all you needed from him. Pieces of reassurance to keep the line going. It’s not needy, or desperate, it’s just the comfort you need.

“Of course.”

[jennis-space]

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MHA Chapter 327 spoilers translations (but only the first three pages)

Since the spoilers came out so late last night, I didn’t get the chance to translate them before work today, meaning everyone else got to them first. If anyone’s still wanting the full translation, let me know and I’ll consider it. I think the chapter is pretty straight-forward though, so there’s not much up for interpretation.

That said, how could I not try my hand at the punny pages? Geeeeeeeeet dunked on!!!

(Warning: I’m a dweeb below the cut.)

1 お湯の温度は42℃‼︎ おゆのおんどは42ど‼︎ oyu no ondo wa 42 do!! "The hot water temperature is 42℃!!"

2 Go!! ゴー‼︎ GOO!! "Go!!" (Yes, I'm being cheeky here.)

3 沸かせーー‼︎ わかせーー‼︎ wakase--!! "Heat up--!!"

4 脱がせーー‼︎ ぬが��ーー‼︎ nugase--!! "Strip--!!"

5 洗えーーー‼︎ あらえーーー‼︎ arae---!! "Wash---!!"

1 そして浸かれ‼︎ そしてつかれ‼︎ soshite tsukare!! "and soak!!" (This whole thing reads like a parody of a cooking show to me lol.)

2 大概の事はおフロ入れば何とかなるんだ たいがいのことはおフロはいればなんとかなるんだ taigai no koto wa oFURO haireba nan to ka narunda "Most things will work out if you go with the flow." (I'm kinda free-styling here. This seems to be a play on a phrase that probably means something like "most things will work out if you enter the flow," but the pun is in "flow," which is pronounced "furo," a homonym for the Japanese word for "bath.")

Steamy text effect ちんちん chinchin ~*PENIS*~ (For giggles, this is the same word Mirio uses when he beats up Class 1-A and says: “I tried to make it so you wouldn’t see my willy.”) (...teehee, penis)

3 おい湯船に汚れが浮くだろーが‼︎金タワシと業務用洗剤原液で刮げ‼︎ おいゆぶねによごれがうくだろーが‼︎かねタワシとぎょうむようせんざいげんえきでこそげ‼︎ oi yubune ni yogore ga uku daroo ga!! kane TAWASHI to gyoumuyou senzai geneki de kosoge!! "Hey, the filth will float in the bathtub!! Scrub it off with a brush and undiluted commercial detergent!!" (Yes, Katsuki goes to the effort of saying "undiluted commercial detergent," because he's a nerd.)

4 用法・用量は守らなきゃあダメだぜ！ ようほう・ようりょうはまもらなきゃあダメだぜ！ youhou・youryou wa mamoranakyaa DAME da ze! "You have to follow the usage/dose label."

1 過ちを謝したにしては変化が無いな あやまちをしゃしたにしてはへんかがないな ayamachi wo sha shita ni shite wa henka ga nai na "Though he apologized for his faults, he hasn't changed."

2 変われよ かわれよ kaware yo "Change!"

3 変われよ かわれよ kaware yo "Change!"

4 ばふぁ bafua "Bwaa"

5 １番になんのを諦めたわけじゃねぇ… １ばんになんのをあきらめたわけじゃねぇ… ichiban ni nan no wo akirameta wake ja nee... "It's not like I've given up on becoming Number One..."

6 全員ライバルなのは変わんねー ぜんいんライバルなのはかわんねー zenin RAIBARU na no wa kawanee "And that you're all my rivals has not changed!"

7 てめーも含めてなぁ！デ… いずく！ てめーもふくめてなぁ！デ… いずく！ temee mo fukumete naa! DE...Izuku! "That's including you [derogatory]! De... Izuku!" (I'm dying here. There's no kanji for "Izuku." This is so juvenile I'm dying Squirtle.)

8 ……

9 無理しないでデクでいいよかっちゃん むりしないでデクでいいよかっちゃん muri shinaide DEKU de ii yo Kacchan "Don't overdo it; 'Deku' is fine, Kacchan."

10 俺の辞書に無理なんて言葉ねンだよ おれのじしょにむりなんてことばねンだよ ore no jisho ni muri nante kotoba neNda yo "The word 'overdo' isn't in my dictionary!" (Note: The word "muri" has a connotation of "impossible," which is really what he's getting at, but OH MY GOD EXTRA!KATSUKI IS CANON LAMPSHADED.)

11 まァ上昇志向があンのは良い事…なのか？ まァじょうしょうしこうがあンのはいいこと…なのか？ maA joushou shikou ga aNno wa ii koto...na no ka? "Well, it's a good thing to want to rise up in society." (This is a reference to Katsuki's declaration that he still wants to be no. 1.)

12 これを機に爆豪を沈めてみようぜ これをきにばくごうをしずめてみようぜ kore wo ki ni Bakugou wo shizumete miyou ze "Let's take this opportunity to try and dunk Bakugou!" (I actively chose to translate the stuffy "submerge" as "dunk" BECAUSE THE PUNS, THE PUNNNNNNNNS!!!)

13 どれを機にだ！ どれをきにだ！ dore wo ki ni da! "WHAT OPPORTUNITY?!" (Katsuki is only the dunk-er, never the dunk-ee.) 

[tapuinu]

達人出版会セール

達人出版会ので半額しまくり超セールやってたので、ぜんぶみていい感じのやつのリスト作った　しかし買った本は・・・読まなければいけないッ・・・

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/

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【半額】 相関係数 

  https://tatsu-zine.com/books/correlation-coefficient

相関係数の辞典みたいなかんじか？面白そう

【半額】 RustではじめるOpenGL

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/rust-opengl

うーん、WebGLに興味があるのでまずはこっちを読んでみるのもいいかも？

プログラミング英語教本

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/programming-english-textbook

コメントとかコミットの書き方とかいつも迷う・・・

【半額】 万能コンピュータ　ライプニッツからチューリングへの道すじ

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/universal-computer

こういう本すき、他の６人はもちろん知ってるけどカントルって聞いたことない名前だ

【半額】コンピュータ理論の起源［第1巻］チューリング

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/origin-computer-theory1

これいいな～！　 第1巻しかないのか・・・　解説ついてるのうれしい　ググったらすぐ出てくるけど訳だけじゃなくて原文も載せておいてほしかった　これ紙でほしいかもしれないけど買ってから欲しかったら考えよう

ユニケージ原論

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/unicage-genron

宗教

【半額】 実践・自然言語処理シリーズ 第6巻　クチコミ分析システムの作り方

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/anlp-kuchikomi

仕事と近いような近くないような、読みたいような読みたくないような・・・

ソフトウェア・テストの技法　第2版

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/the-art-of-software-testing

紙版2006年か・・・　ちょっと古いかな

【半額】 株とPython─自作プログラムでお金儲けを目指す本

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/stock-and-python

株が趣味の親戚がいるけどいまいち話についていけないのでこれで勉強するのもおもろいかもしれない

【半額】 グラフ理論入門(原書第4版)

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/introduction-to-graph-theory-4ed

原著2018年でよさそう。三回生のときマジで金がなくて教科書買わなかったからグラフ理論の本、一冊も持ってないんだよな・・・

仕様書の読み方と書き方

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/reading-writing-specification

いつも適当に書いてるから一度くらいは本を読んでも良いのかな・・・　147ページだったらそんなに厚くないと思うし

【半額】Hugoで始める静的サイト構築入門　静的サイトジェネレーターで作る自作サイト

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/hugo-ssg

TumblerやめてHugoもいいかなあとおもってたし、2021年の本だしよさそう

【半額】 容量市場の真実　第1回入札の失敗を詳細分析

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/youryou-shijou

容量市場ってはじめて聞く単語だ

ガベージコレクションのアルゴリズムと実装

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/gcbook

安いし良さそうなんだけど翔泳社のやつもまだ読めてないんだよな

【半額】 Rust+ECSでゲーム開発 -ゲームエンジンAmethystのススメ-

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/rust-ecs-amethyst

Amethyst、rust game-devグループのやつなので何回もみたことあるけど使ったことはない。bevy-engineとかと比べてちょっとごついなと思ってハードルあったから本読んでみるとおもしろそう

【半額】 Chiselを始めたい人に読んで欲しい本

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/begging-chisel

ずっとChisel使ってみたいと思ってたけどまとまった情報みたことなかったから本があったの初めて知ってうれしかった、気になる

【半額】 グラフ・ネットワークアルゴリズムの基礎 ―数理とCプログラム

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/graph-network-algorithms-no-kiso

こっちよりは上に書いてあるやつのほうがいいかな。定番のやつがいいなあ　あとやっぱりど定番のやつは紙でほしい

セキュリティコンテストチャレンジブック

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/seccon-challengebook

詳解セキュリティコンテスト

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/ctfbook

【半額】 解題pwnable セキュリティコンテストに挑戦しよう！

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/pwnable

CTFやったことない。やってみたい！　でも入門書はなんか定番がある気がする

Kaggle Grandmasterに学ぶ 機械学習 実践アプローチ

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/kaggle-grandmaster-ml

Kaggleコンペティション チャレンジブック

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/kaggle-ml

最近Kaggle大炎上してて愉快だし、久しぶりにちょっとやってみてもいいのかもしれん

【半額】 世界標準MIT教科書　ストラング：線形代数イントロダクション　原書第4版

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/introduction-to-linear-algebra-4ed

これは評判よくて、訳もだめだってレビューあったけどそこまではひどく無い気がする・・・？

【半額】 世界標準MIT教科書｜ストラング：線形代数とデータサイエンス

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/linear-algebra-and-data-science

これは訳の評判がひどいんだよな

【半額】 世界標準MIT教科書｜ストラング：微分方程式と線形代数

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/differential-equations-and-linear-algebra

これも訳の評判がひどいんだよな

【半額】 世界標準MIT教科書 Python言語によるプログラミングイントロダクション第2版 データサイエンスとアプリケーション

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/python-programming-introduction-2ed

【半額】 世界標準MIT教科書　Python言語によるプログラミング イントロダクション

【半額】 セジウィック:アルゴリズムC 第1~4部：―基礎・データ構造・整列・探索―

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/algorithm-c-1-4

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/python-programming-introduction

お買い得だけどあんまり興味ないな

【半額】 カードゲーム制作を支える技術

https://tatsu-zine.com/books/cardgame-development

これちょっとおもしろそうで気になっちゃうな

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