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I just need to be told "You Can Do It" right now.
#I've gotten about 3 hours of sleep within the last 48 hours and I'm still behind in my classes#I don't know how I'm supposed to keep up at this point#Just grinding constantly for hours every waking moment of my life#I'm stuck wondering the same things#'When will it slow down?'... 'Will it actually ever slow down?'#If it doesn't i don't think i can keep up#Full time in college and full time in work#However#every time i try to speak my troubles or stress to someone they just chuckle#and ignore me saying ''well college is like that. welcome to the adult world''#Why does college have to be like this? why is everyone so fine with this?#I'm very unmotivated right now#My grades are all low despite the numerous 100%s I've been getting#And they're not going back up no matter how many A+ s I get on assignments#I don't like talking to people - it scares me terribly#So i don't like it when I'm constantly forced to talk to over 10 people every time i go to school (talk to your professor they say#I like to think of my job at my second home#at least that's not too hard and i love the people#But I just need things to get less intense school-wise#Just for me to get a decent amount of sleep please#Just a little bit#Please#i don't know#I'm not going on hiatus no worries#I love my blog dearly and cannot abandon it for my mental health#I just need encouragement#Because I'm so tired#Sorry for the rant I hate to vent#I'll delete this later if i remember#đŹ
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got into an argument with my friend about the movie cause they liked it and i. didn't. i feel cursed and im mostly just annoyed that so many of my problems with it are so easily fixable. but alas. there is no space for character arcs or growth. the MCU demands more cameos
i joked with a friend that if they just added a scene at the end of the movie were sam jackson shows up to actually offer wade an avengers membership proper and wade told sam jackson to fuck off then the entire movie would have been a success for me
#sci speaks#just one. stupid fucking scene. to add payoff to the set-up of wade wanting to be an avenger.#it would have been the?? greatest call-back to. um? the entire instigator of the mcu???#literally fucking criminal that nick ?? fury?? didn't?? show?? up???#i dont care if it doesn't make any fucking sense NONE of this movie made sense#and youre teloign me you coudlnt get nick fury?? to show up'/??#sam jackson?? ryan's bff??#you coudlnt get sam jackson to come in and say âmother fuckerâ legally this time???#i cant believe how the addition of one (1) tiny scene could have salvaged this entire shit show for me.#i say it would be just a funny joke scene that riffs on the end of the first iron man movie and the birth of the mcu.#but it would give wade a?? character arc too???#just with one? little additional scene???????????????????????.#a little fanservicey scene that fans would not need to think too hard about .#a perfect love letter to the origins of the mcu and phase one and wHY people got hype about the mcu in the first place#and a perfect jab at wade wilson being the perfect subversive little addition to the mcu.#movie fixed.#you're welcome marvel.#if they put this scene in you cuold've tricked me into thinking this movie was actually clever.
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me: keeps drawing random one-off fanarts from things that aren't currently big at all
also me: why no notes on my arte
#grateful for all of u lol#but why no notes !! lol !! i want attention i want engagement#i need to be LOVED and sharing my art is the vessel through which i ascribe my self worth...#it's like how if you have a long list of movies to watch ur still more likely to just.#watch some random movie you heard about 2 minutes ago that seems interesting. if u have spare movie time#bc it's lower pressure or smth#idk brother ! idk#im just chillin here in my cave drawing things apparently only i want to see and like maybe 5 other people#welcome to my cave#alligates says things#yo being an artist on the internet is genuinely awful. social media is not built for my delicate ass#even popular artists (i might technically be a popular artist) like i Know it sucks babe. i know#anyway 'no notes' generally in the past i could hit like. 500 ? with relative ease ? sometimes#yall i'm struggling to hit 100. why 7 reblogs and 35 likes. this is not the way#i'm a creator on the internet complaining about numbers ! not really gonna stop me tho#let's be honest whether or not i'm getting attention my ability to draw or not is contingent on. my own psychological ass. and little else#thank u for listening. it is my bedtime. goonite#if you read all these tags... idk. tell me the name of your favourite flower !
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I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life
#like that's the point where we need to remind everyone around me that as much as I say#radio is 'a job'-- it's not 'my job' lol. I wish I was this interested in data science#but like. Honestly?? I'm not even a data scientist!? I answered a few questions about classical AI having come from a computer science back#background and now people are saying to me 'I know you're a data scientist and not a programmer' sir I am a computer scientist#what are you on about#and like I guess I get to google things and they're paying me so I'm not complaining but like I am not a data scientist#my biggest data scientist moment was when I asked 'do things in data science ever make sense???' and a bunch of data scientists went#'no :) Welcome to the club' ???????#why did I do a whole ass computer science degree then. Does anyone at all even want that anymore. Has everything in the realm of#computer science just been Solved. What of all the problems I learned and researched about. Which were cool. Are they just dead#Ugh the worst thing the AI hype has done rn is it has genuinely required everyone to pretend they're a data scientist#even MORE than before. I hate this#anyway; I wish I didn't hate it and I was curious and talked to many people in the field#like it's tragicomedy when every person I meet in music is like 'you've got to pursue this man you're a great interviewer blah blah blah'#and like I appreciate that this is coming from people who themselves have/are taking a chance on life#but. I kinda feel like my career does not exist anymore realistically so unless 1) commercial radio gets less shitty FAST#2) media companies that are laying off 50% of their staff miraculously stop or 3) Tom Power is suddenly feeling generous and wants#a completely unknown idiot to step into the biggest fucking culture show in the country (that I am in no way qualified for)#yeah there's very very little else. There's nothing else lol#Our country does not hype. They don't really care for who you are. f you make a decent connection with them musically they will come to you#Canada does not make heroes out of its talent. They will not be putting money into any of that. Greenlight in your dreams.#this is something I've been told (and seen) multiple times. We'll see it next week-- there are Olympic medallists returning to uni next wee#no one cares: the phrase is 'America makes celebrities out of their sportspeople'; we do not. Replace sportspeople with any public professi#Canada does not care for press about their musicians. The only reason NME sold here was because Anglophilia not because of music journalism#anyway; personal
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I have connected two dots... yamato kaido and momo (and kinda shirahoshi with her top) have clouds above their shoulders... and luffy in gear fourth has them also.... I can see the signs
#momo must be so emotionally confused omg poor child. this guy says he is my father and treats me like his son and also this samurai who has#been acting like my father just died. and now i turned 28 and a dragon and i need to save this island or my shougnate will die. jesus#FUCKING ROB RUCCI!!! I SURE HOPE NOT ONE STRAY ATTACK REACHES THE ROOM FULL OF CP0 AGENTS!!!#now the government is going to invade wano AND TAKE ROBIN!!!!! ROB LUCCI DIEEEE!!!!! AND YOU WILL FAIL AGAIN!!!#now how tf did the heart pirates get there... who can fly on there or did they just tag along on momos tail#the dinosaur head snake???? hello?? qjdhakshsk and it worked.... sanji... 'thats what a brachiosaurus is!' well i do not think so....#wtf sanji.... so much of that wiggly dance he does with the heart eyes has brought him here...#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1053#poor killer man.... why doesnt he cut off the arm kid doesnt have... that should do it right???#jesus.... goodbye kid and law.... hawkins just hitting his head to a wall.... CUT OFF HIS ARM!!! oh no..... another self sacrificing mate..#YEAAHHH THE ARM!!!!! is he gonna take it and give it to kid akdjsksj OH HE TOOK THE STRAW DOLL!!! killer your brain is so huge..#the death card looking JUST like killer.... that was such a slay... they had this one thought out for a while.....#THE MUSIC!!! GOODBYE HAWKINS!!! KILLER OUTSERVED!!!! whats with the cutting of arms this arc.... kid now its your turn to slay (big mom)#episode 1054#sanji having an existential crisis and queen just: WELCOME TO THIS MOMSTER WORLD#having issues with his body transforming doesnt help with the transfem allegations#APOO IS STILL ALIVE???? CUT OFF HIS HEAD!!!!#i was gonna say KINEMON!!! BUT I KNOW ITS THAT FUCKING KANJURO!!!!!! nami drawing the moon on his asscheek akdjsksj#KIKU AND KINEMON ARE ALIVE??? I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS THIS IS A TRAP!!! DON'T GIVE ME HOPE!!!#NOOOOOO THE CP0 IS IN ACTION TOO NOOOOOOOOO#they are breathing.... omg.... kiku..... ORICHI DIEEEE!!!!! i knew this couldn't end like this for her... i have been completely bamboozled#kinemon appearing like the first time... just legs.... amazing#how does big mom ikoku inside the castle are we insane... yamato can you like bite off kanjuros head off or smth... finish him off PLEASE#why do they have steel beams in kaido's castle. everything else is wood and stone. who designed this.#bepo being in law's mid episode animation akdjaksns.... thats really his beffo (bff) bepo#big mom being crushed by some beams doesn't sound right... kid should turn into magneto and start bloodbending... or repel her into the sea#episode 1055#episode 1056
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i think i like n.eocities so much bc i can just... put stuff up there and not see if anyone sees it. i try hard not to care about that on tumblr but sometimes the likes thing does get to me - and idk even which way it bothers me ?? do i want ppl to see my stuff? do i not want them to? i think i just like the ignorance tbh. i do like being seen (to some degree. makes me nervous but also its nice to like... exist in the world) but i also... prefer to just,, not know for sure if im being seen or not maybe LOL, i feel like a cat TwT
so to be able to just throw things onto my website and not have any "likes" feature is so freeing sdjfkl also not having everything i post show up on other people's dashes/timelines/fyp etc is so great too bc then i dont feel like im shoving my garbage in ppls faces dghjkl
#also tumblr feels almost a little hostile towards... blogging lately. which is insane considering blogging is the basis of tumblr.#but theres a whole hater thing as of the past few years#''idc about what u ate today'' ''idc about your baby'' ''nobody gives a shit about xyz from your life lol'' I CARE !! I CARE !!#WHY ARE YOU FOLLOWING PPL YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT#DON'T COME ONTO THE BLOGGING WEBSITE IF UR GONNA COMPLAIN ABOUT PPL BLOGGING đđ#so anyways i keep writing posts and then going ''man who tf cares. nobody wants to hear this'' and deleting it and slinking away#which. might be for the best fdsjkl bc i talk too much as it is#but still idk its just like. this website feels so mean lately and maybe thats petulant to say but goddamn its like highschool in here#my point is that n.eocities is a lot more welcoming to bloggers dsjfkl u can post whatever the hell u want and ppl are chill abt it#blogging seems relatively normal there like. its common to see ppls dream journals and stuff even. its rly cool#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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You and I have the same name. Are we the same person? Are you and I different? I do not know you. I have never known you. Yet you and I are the same being, similar, split apart over decades? You are a name on a grave and your ghost resides in my bone marrow. Who are you? Who am I without you? Am I anything without you? You'll follow me and I'll follow you. I love you as I love myself because are we not one in the same? You have many names. You'll be somebody different to everybody, and yet do they not see you in me? I wonder if when I look at you if I'll see a face I will recognize when it is time for us to reunite. I hear you in stories, I know of you, I know the good and bad of you. I know everything and nothing of you. These are very old stories.
#In this moment#I suddenly realize why haunting occurs.#I always say#âI am hauntedâ#not in the way of a harmful presence. yet in a part that stays with me forever. hovering in that doorway.#i welcome you#my tongue slips. i do not know the language.#you might be reading this and wondering#Should i be worried? do you need medical attention?#I felt as if this tangent belonged on my blog where i talk about ghosts.#what better place to lay this to rest than the wittebane blog?#When you are named after a dead person.#if name is the way you are identified. what happens when you and your ancestor share the same?#By naming me after a ghost. I've become unsure of if this name is my own. i am constantly thinking of a person i will not meet.#You see very quickly why I find the wittebanes very interesting. if you were to pick and pull at these thoughts.#it's interesting. haunted by someone who you will not meet. How do you know if you are different people?#named after blood. named after bone. were you named for grief and sorrow?#I was possessed for a moment
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truly something that, amidst facing / going through a dramatic Life Change ft. unavoidable emotional effects of that, there are instances where i can't conceal any & all degrees of being distressed / upset, & repeatedly getting "it's hard for me too" as a Direct Response to that: really something & a half how the asserted theoretical Sympathy of [i feel similarly!] is invoked so as to, oh you know, preclude sympathetic Treatment. such as that what would be More sympathetic in these instances would be to say Nothing, "if there's nothing but dismissal / making it first & foremost about someone else's feelings to say, don't say it at all" style
#reading also that original Lovelessness essay ''love is meant to make me human / love is also the mechanism by which my humanity#has been denied'' always preferring to have [sorry! couldn't fully bottle up this Emotiona externally manifesting at all!] Ignored rather#than ''nicely'' interacted with so as to Invalidate; Dismiss; someone's annoyed at you for having it; etc#for bonus context like we are not in the same boat with it.#not a case of ''the same situation; mine is worse though'' like no; fundamentally different situations here lmao. mine is worse#If You Feel So Bad. Or At All. then at least now do me the favor of Not Saying That; Repeatedly#their feelings put on me too in other ways. stewing resentment into lashing out; tossing out ''but i'm justified'' like ok! Your business!!#the ol like. If You're Going To Do Something Anyways then how you justify it to yourself is Your business / b/w you & your god as they say#& the last thing to do is be making it the problem of ppl Most Affected by what you're gonna do anyways & Also ask their Absolution.....#like if you need more moral support abt What You're Doing Anyways: turn to Anyone Else. even No One if you have to.#bit going tf through it when it's spilling over into Posting but such is life!! we all have that [the horrors. girl help] blogger on dash#again the tl;dr like oh you don't say. the [umm but have you considered? My Feelings! (they're so sympathetic at all. yor welcome)] is#the mechanism through which Really basic sympathy is being denied & replaced with [Saying Nothing would've been less hurtful]#misgendering me the other night too while Also all 'hey I'm trying to talk to the customer service. why are You going up & talking first'#(that was me experiencing the latter. i didn't say it but i was like cmon. my glasses are fogging up w/surgical mask (don't have access to#more effective masks so doing what Nonzero i can there) i'm a bit carsick i'm weathering a crisis. can i have anything here lol)#just Oh You Know. The Horrors....#balancing ofc trying to endure trying to self soothe etc etc. with ''it's the horrors. it's gonna be horrific & you're gonna be affected''#ah the [being kind to oneself] like also means knowing how reasonable it is to Not solo contain & endure & Cope Through everything....#crushing a paper cup in my hands genuinely i would like to generously thank my virtual allies out here today. mic feedback#irl In Real Life? life is Real asf here & nobody Realer than them
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on occasion, discussing pride-related things on tumblr can be impossible. some ppl (myself included) will not change their minds about things, and sometimes you just have to live with that. it is what it is.
#just saw a post about âaroaceâ importance in pride while exclusing trans women and lesbians#i will keep my thoughts on aroace discourse to myself#but i gotta say ALL discourse aside... why are we excluding trans women#why are we excluding lesbians#this is literally the foundation of pride#what did your ass do? nothing#idc dni if you are gonna argue#if you do t think the exclusion of queer ppl in lgbt(q+) is fucked up#fuck off#a day without trans ppl is like a day without sunshine#a day without lesbians is like a day with no warm breeze#you cant just pick and choose âLâ and âTâ bro... its in the basic version of the acronym#from a lesbian#do not fucking argue w me bro im so mad LMAOOOO#it is pride. literally dont be like this#also if you are apart of the ace spectrum community and want respect from the rest of lgbt community#do not shame ppl for having sexuality#you are welcome to events always#everyone is#but dont shame ppl who are out#it is hard enough to express affection this way... no one else needs that when the heteronormativity and cisociety does#you cant be mad when pride is about sexuality#be respectful or get out.#golden rule: treta how you wanted to be treated & if you dont have anything nice to say?#anyways happy pride#love your lgbt(q+) neighbors#thank you#nectarine on: personal#also the quotations on âaroaceâ isnt supposed to mean anything or deny an identity#i just meant that was the âcontentïżœïżœïżœ the post was discussing + talking ab its importance while excluding LT
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Trying? Trying??? By learning. By succeeding!
(about this and my text under the cut)
this is very nice actually thank you so much <3 <3 and like, i probably do need to give myself more credit in general but also i am still very much learning and stumbling and figuring digital art out (and for the most part it is so fun)
Iâm gonna ramble about this a bit so bear with me and also i apologize lol, but that art was done after a month of getting increasingly more frustrated with everything turning out so badly and eventually realizing that I was trying to 1. copy a certain look/style that iâve internalized is what fanart and digital art should look like and is very far away from my style/comfort zone 2. i was trying to do everything digital allows without being comfortable with it or understanding it
so (and this took me a month to realize ? ??) i did what i already knew from doing acrylic and oil painting in the past and could somewhat easily transfer to digital without having to know more than the basics, like i didnât use a lot of the things digital provides or allows for. i used layers for my own peace of mind but without actually needing them and did some color adjusting (honestly, the color adjusting digital lets you do is such a blessing to me) but the only fancy way i really utilized the medium was making it a gif (which is so fun and a lot easier than i would have thought, like honestly watch me make any future art into gifs too) but there are so many things you can do with the medium with settings/effects, different brushes, tools to use in the process etc that i just do not understand what they are or how to implement them so i am very slowly learning digital art as a whole new medium rather than just being able to use it to adapt what i already know
#sorry you just wanted to say a quick thing and i went on a whole rant (welcome to my blog tbh)#like i'll watch tutorials and they'll be like 'and i just did an overlay and then a multiply layer in a good color (:' and im like ??? wdym#'a good color' what color is a good color? like i can put those effects on my work but that's just me clicking a button without knowing wha#will happen really and like i watch speed paints and see them do stuff and im just ? HUH? what was that and why?#i also do not understand a lot of these concepts with traditional art tbh like people will talk about under paintings and im like yeah sure#i hear you however i also do not- i just place a color where it should be and that's that which i know is why my colors often don't feel#cohesive which is also something i need to learn which is blah- im basically just saying i actually do not know any theory or technique#even with traditional it is all just vibes and hoping for the best which in the long run just makes me very confused about what i am#actually doing and not confident at all i'll be able to do it again so u know#we're out here literally just raw dogging art without any thought#but it's also just i do not need to do all those fancy things but i would like to understand them and i am excited to see my progress now#i just really had a shitty month of making ugly things up until now okay so i was a little fragile when i posted that#but people have been so so nice about it and ive been crying for two days straight#also people have been so lovely about the colors and colors are deadass the hardest part about digital like with paint you often buy a set#that already match and then mix them if needed and they'll look nice together but with digital you're just on your own- no training wheels#ask#anon
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I'm a desitiny and it was just out of ignorance. You're allowed to feel however you want to feel but let's not pretend like none of us have done things that have unintentionally offended others. Kq has already put out a statement and I'm ok with it. I don't really understand why we need to go this far when intent is an important factor to thing like this. This song is not seen negative in korea and people will sing it without thinking. I get that. But I trust they will be more thoughtful moving forward. Being ignorant is not the same as being racist and i hope people understand that. You just need to politely inform them. My English is not the best so I'm sorry
to start, I'm sorry this whole thing happened to begin with. no one should have to feel disrespected because of their ethnicity, race, gender, etc.
I wasn't going to comment on this anymore, but i'll just say this. it's true that no one is perfect and we all make mistakes. personally, I was born and raised in my native country and much like korea, a lot of racist ideologies and mindsets were instilled in me growing up, and I most definitely have acted in a way that was unacceptable. however, gaining access to the internet and then moving to australia a couple years ago, I made friends of diverse backgrounds who taught me that certain things were not okay (usually when people were disrespectful to me and I didn't see it as such). things that I thought were just 'funny' turned out to be harmful to certain cultures/ethnicities. if I had outwardly offended someone with my behaviour, no matter what my intent was, I would've still apologized and did my best to learn from what had happened.
that being said, no one is a saint and we all make mistakes. I'm really happy (most) atiny handled the situation the way they did (by not attacking them and calling them names), and I'm glad the issue got acknowledged quickly. however, the majority of desi atinys I've seen have expressed wanting to hear from the members themselves, and putting myself in their shoes, I understand and respect that. one of my closest friends is desi and seeing her so upset over this was very difficult, and she told me that she would like to hear the members address this themselves. while I'm sure they did it out of ignorance (and not to directly mock a certain culture), desi atinys were still hurt and affected by this, and deserve the apology they want.
I'm not trying to invalidate your feelings, I respect your thoughts and I'm very glad you've gotten closure over this situation. but others haven't, and considering they're affected greatly by this, I don't think we should label their protests as an overreaction.
#ask#being middle eastern (a culture that's also dealt with a fair share of racism) my opinion on the apologies doesn't matter right now#but I'm sort of able to put myself in both atz and desitinys shoes rn and this is a summary of my thoughts on the whole situation#I'm not saying the members should be shamed and cancelled because that's just some chronically online bullshit that does fuck all#I just hope they all learn and grow from this#and that they educate themselves so they can be more welcoming to people of different backgrounds#because a safe space isn't very safe when you're always worried about what they might say about your ethicity/race/gender yk?#also an apology is so... simple? idk man it's not like they're asking the members to kneel on stage and give a tearful speech#I love ateez so fucking much which is why this whole situation had me spiralling#I just hope desi atinys get the closure that they need and deserve#until then I think non-desi people should sit tf down and let the people affected speak
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when people complain about games like genshin and star rail trying to push you to spend money, I laugh because that's just them being bad at self control if they give in and feel the need to spend. you can play completely free and be absolutely fine. I was f2p on genshin for 2 years before I got the welkin to help while streaming on twitch to get a few more pulls to do at the end of my streams for entertainment. before that, I got every single character I wanted and a few weapons f2p (just from simply playing the game!) even with horrible luck (my average pity was 78-80 per 5 star. i think only 2 so far in my whole genshin career were under 75. and a handful of loses as well) so don't complain if you can't resist the urge. that's on you. they don't force you to spend. if you play the game normally and aren't trying to get every single character/weapon, then you don't need to spend.
but ALSO. the reason you can even play the games for free and we get such great high-quality content is BECAUSE PEOPLE PUT MONEY INTO IT. if no one did, you'd have to pay like idk, $80 or whatever games cost these days to buy, PLUS probably pay for every update like it's a DLC, so another, i don't know, $20 every couple months? or have to subscribe monthly to play. the fact that you get it all for free is because other people pay for stuff. so stop complaining about things costing real money and the fact that other people even pay for it, and start thanking the people who put money into it so you others who can't afford it don't have to!
#im pretty sure this is an unpopular opinion but its realistic#ive never seen anyone say this. ive literally only seen people complain that they feel like they need to spend money when they dont#im also not taking criticism on this opinion ao dont reply#my $5 monthly helps keep the game free so you dont have to spend a cent youre welcome đ#i often see things come up with these discussions like theyre greedy and dont help f2p players and dont do certain good things etc#but im not talking about that here and thats off topic so dont reply with any of that lmao#im simply talking about if you actually play the game you will have no trouble getting like 15 5stars all f2p without spending#out in the time and effort and get rewarded or work irl and use money from your job. you have 2 choices. same outcome.#put*#why do tags not have autocorrecr and fix my bad typing!#i got like 18 or 19 5 star characters/weapons all f2p so maybe i dont see the issue. people talk like they cant get ANY f2p but ??????#so i dont get the âyou cant get any 5 stars unless you soend moneyâ thing when i got half of the characters in genshin f2p lmao#lee rambles#lee text
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Itâs Sunday night and Iâm living my best life by going ham on a box of Wheat Thins while ignoring my homework trawling through Etsy for LOTR things to put on my wishlist/buy myself eventually.
#why yes i DO need a shirt of the nazgul with a sword through his face that says 'girl power'#yes i DO need a 'PO-TA-TOES *boil 'em mash 'em stick 'em in a stew*' cutting board#AND a 'speak friend and enter' welcome mat AND a gorgeous handmade wooden clock with the hobbit mealtimes around the edge#'gee calli that's some nerd-ass shit' you're damn right it is!#i'm a grown-ass woman and my money is mine to give to whom i will#life's too short not to buy dorky fandom stuff that makes your brain happy#also it's a great way to screen for plebs who a. have never seen lotr or b. are too boring to wear fun shirts#i am cringe but i am free
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Madam Gojo - G.S.
Synopsis. Gojo Satoru, the strongest clan leader in all of Japan - and the most dangerous, too. You, rejected by the elders, and totally not his future bride, right? Right?
Pairing. Gojo Satoru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, clan leader! Gojo, arranged marriage, Satoru is a little (very) INSANE and down bad, the elders are awful, oral (fem receiving), use of âmadamâ, unprotected, crĂ©ampie, knĂves, overstĂm, fĂ©ral Satoru, heinous things, pet names, swearing.
Word count. 4.9k
A/N. I need clan leader Gojo SO bad you guys donât understand.
They say that the head of the Gojo clan is the one person who could burn down this entire world and get away with it, too.Â
The youngest of all the clan leaders - and the most infamous - a man who keeps his friends close, and his enemies even closer. Enough so that youâve heard whispers of his cruelty at every nook and cranny of those stuffy social functions your family has dragged you to. And it was more than enough to paint a picture of such terrifying power.
Of a sharp blade and an even sharper mouth. Of an angelic figure that left no evidence, nor anyone to tell the tale - only the final, hauntingly beautiful image of cloudy white hair, and electric blue eyes.
Eyes that were currently locked with yours, and didnât seem like theyâd stop any time soon. Dangerous. Magnetic. Twinkling with such odd amusement from across the long tatami room.Â
Gojo Satoru, the head of the Gojo clan - your future husband.
âTch, the Kamo girlâs family had a much better reputation than this one.â
Ah, right. How could you forget?
You shift awkwardly on the mat, managing to rip your eyes over to the line of elders behind Gojo, whispering just loud enough that youâd hear - and, of course, remember once more that no, the marriage proposal hasnât been approved just yet.
And considering those disapproving glares youâd been so warmly welcomed with, it seemed that they were well and fully intent on keeping it that way.
âI can assure you,â you fight to keep the polite smile plastered on your face, painful and slowly cracking with each passing second being interrogated. âMy family is well-respected in the community.â Eyes snapping over to a silent Gojo, skin burning at his intensity. âVery well respected.â
âCome now. Weâre just saying.â Another voice speaks up, strained and tinged with a venomous tone you knew didnât bode well. âYour lineage isnât exactly illustrious, is it?â
The emphasis on âillustriousâ isnât lost on you, and itâs so fucking dramatic than you think you could almost laugh. Apparently, a few of the elders think so, too - because theyâre positively seething at the sight.
Muttering an icy, âSomething funny, dear?â
âNothing at all.â you bite back any insults, sifting around the contents of your untouched dinner - the last thing on your mind right now when it seemed like you were the main scrutiny tonight. âAbsolutely nothing.â
âSuch attitude!â That offended croak is met with murmured agreements and nods from the end of the room, âThe madam of the Gojo household must be demure- I told the young master we should go with the Kamo girl.â
God, why did you agree to this again? Something about strengthening your family ties? You felt sorry for the poor soul whoâd end up marrying Gojo, because no matter how much beauty or power he held, it certainly wouldnât make up for this.Â
Scoffing, the words falling from your lips faster than you could register them. âThen why didnât he?â
And this little question somehow seemed to have struck a nerve - multiple, in fact, as you watch in morbid fascination as the elders visibly bristle.Â
âB-because-â one sends a hasty glance at their stone-faced clan leader, flushing at his still-unwavering gaze on you. âYou- It doesnât matter. Someone like you isnât suited to marry-â
âRight, because this clan is that great.â
You freeze. The elders freeze. It seems like everyone in the world freezes except for Gojo - who only raises his brow. Letting your words hang in the air like a foul stench, studying just how awfully youâre digging your grave deeper in this hellish marriage meeting.
Eventually, the elder closest to Gojoâs right mutters a painfully saccharine sweet, âI knew we shouldnât have let the riff-raff participate.â
And oh it was like a dam burst open.
â-out of the thousands of girls, for someone like master-â
âThe scandal, too- imagine letting the Gojo name fall this far-â
âIsnât worthy. Canât let the bloodline be carried by some whor-â
Youâre on your feet before you realize it. Whirling at the elders head-on, and if looks could kill then all those old fossils would be six feet under and their graves a dance floor for you already.Â
Fists clenched, you spit, âIf heâs so wonderful then you all can marry this oh-so-great bastard yourself-â
Oh. Youâve done it now.
You were fucked. You were so very, very fucked.Â
You donât even bother to meet Gojoâs stare, instead wondering whether youâd be able to outrun the strongest clan leader alive. Sure, you could take those old toads but-
âSit.â
Your heart leaps at the voice, the first time youâre hearing it since entering this room - deep, almost-melodic, and for a second you donât even recognize who it came from. Not until Gojoâs flashing you a mirthful grin, blue yukata shifting as he moves to sit cross-legged, âSit.â
Oh, God, you didnât know of any torture methods one could do while sitting - but you didnât doubt that Gojo was an expert in all of them.Â
And as your knees buckle, sinking ever-so-slowly to sit back down on the floor, Gojo tilts his head in confusion. Brows scrunching together as he gestures downwards.
âOn yourâŠlap?â You question, as if the answer wasnât glaringly obvious.Â
The only response you get is a careless nod, Gojo spreading his knees further as if to prove his point. No care or concern as he plows on, âIf youâd like, of course.â
Itâs a silent staredown - you, and him - and the elders watching jaw-dropped, of course. None of you have ever known the young master to let anyone get this close - let alone give them a decision on, well, anything.
.Â
A weighty beat passes. One. Two.Â
He wins.
And you find yourself walking unsteadily towards Gojoâs imposing figure, all eyes on you as you plop down unceremoniously in his waiting lap. Warm - and it catches you off guard. Gaze flickering over his broad shoulder to look at the aghast faces behind you. Tension crackling in the air as they wonder the same thing as you at this very moment - just what type of torture method is this?Â
âInterestingâŠI need this one.â You blink up in confusion, heart racing and oh- shit, when did he get so close? But Gojoâs chest only rumbles with laughter. Circling his long fingers around your waist, pulling you flush against his sculpted chest, âAs the new madam of the Gojo household.â
What?Â
The elders behind let out stifled gasps, as bewildered as you were. And you swear you saw one faint, though, you donât get to take a close look, because Gojoâs gently grabbing your chin, tilting your head up at his pretty face.Â
âWanâ me to kill them?â
âKill- why?â you sputter - both from his idea and the heat of his proximity.Â
âWhy not?â He looks at you through his long lashes, so deceivingly innocent that it makes your head spin. Tone so light, as if he was talking about something trivial like the weather. âAn early wedding gift, maybe?â And he sounded like he was joking - you wished he was joking. But you knew better.Â
So you swallow thickly, âN-noâŠthank you.â
At this, Gojoâs eyes twinkle. âYeah, real interesting.â he coos, voice so uncharacteristically playful. And his lips are so close - too close. Running a thumb along your bottom lip, âGorgeous, too. Tell me, pretty, what do you think of ruling over this trash?â
And you could feel every eye on you as you mull over the question. Weighty. Scrutinizing - except for Gojo who seemed like he was hanging onto your every word.Â
Hell, might as well give âem a few heart attacks right?
Words that never come - because your body moves before your mind. And youâve got one hand gripping his expensive Yukata, the other scrambling for his broad shoulders. Softening the blow as you crash your lips onto his.
Soft - itâs the first thing you register. Followed very shortly by the taste of those cheap lollipops from those local convenience stores you loved - strawberry, you think.
But you donât get to confirm, because the kiss is over as soon as it happens.
Gojoâs pulling away with a strange light in his eyes, lips flushed a pretty pink, yukata dangling off his shoulder already. You have to train your eyes away from the milky skin, and over to the elders. Yeah, one really had fainted - three, now, actually.Â
And only one of them is brave enough to pipe up a rapid, âYou- how dare you dirty-â
Thud!
It all happens so fast youâre not sure if your eyes are playing tricks on you. In a split second, thereâs a long dagger pulled out from his yukata, embedded deep into the tatami mat - not even an inch away from the elder whoâd opened his mouth.Â
âOut.âÂ
Itâs so abrupt that for a second, you think Gojoâs talking to you, voice soft, and so so eerie. It sends shivers down your spine as you raise your eyes to look at his glare at the frozen crowd behind him.
Eyes wide, aura menacing - a grin gracing his features, absolutely nothing like the one heâd sent you - it was something so dangerous and cold. The temperature in the room dropping about ten degrees as he mutters, âI wonât say it twice.â
And immediately, itâs chaos. Each one stumbling over the other to run out the sliding doors first, none of them daring to look you in the eyes now.Â
âO-of course, master.â the leader, seemingly, chokes out. One foot out the room already, âIâll um- check that the servants are doing their work-â
âNo. You all will stand outside.â Gojo murmurs, not even bothering to look at them. Instead, cupping your face closer towards his, âAnd close the door.â
That door could not have been shut faster, ringing in the tense silence. And suddenly youâre too-aware of the audience outside. Too-aware of being left alone withâŠyour future husband? And the way he was looking down at you with something so dark in his eyes.
âSoâŠâ he runs his nose down your neck, breathing in your scent. âIf you donât want me to kill those bastardsâŠwhat else must I gift you, my wife?âÂ
âLike what?â You gulp, back arching involuntarily into him.Â
Gojo laughs at the reaction, teeth ghosting over your racing pulse. âAn estate?â Dancing ever-so-slowly, up your jaw, âAll the cars you could want?â He blows gently in your ear, chuckling as you yelp in surprise. âMaybe jewelry?â Kissing the tips of your ears, âYouâd look gorgeous in blue. And the Zenin clan has the perfect necklaces I canâŠconvince them to send over.â He pulls away, taking you in entirely, âOr maybe-â Lips now ghosting yours. â-something else?â
And then heâs kissing you - and youâre kissing him.Â
You donât know who leans in first, just that Gojoâs lips were so sweet on yours. So addictive. Palms cradling your face so softly, while his lips were anything but.Â
âOpen your mouth, pretty.â he pants into your lips. âKiss your husband properly, now.â
Shit, you barely even realize the way youâre listening to every single word he says. Jaw falling slack to let him lick at the seam of your lips. Such a messy clash of teeth and spit and him - so hot and starved. Like he couldnât get enough with the way he hastily moves to press wet, open-mouthed kisses down your jaw.Â
âSatoru-â you gasp, and he nips lightly at your bottom lip once you immediately shut yourself up because shit, youâre getting ahead of yourself. Calling the clan leader Gojo by his first name? Hell, youâll see the gates of heaven before you see an altar.Â
But Gojo himself seems to think the complete opposite. âDonât get all shy now.â he pries away the hand covering your mouth. âCall me âToruâ.â
You stare at him, wide-eyed, trying to will yourself to say this little nickname.
Too slow, apparently. Because his hands are suddenly everywhere - on your breasts, your hips, giving your ass a slow squeeze. âT-Toru-â you squeal.Â
Gojoâs mouth drops into a soft oh! Immediately surging forward as if to claim your lips again - stopping mere millimeters from your lips with a pained grunt. Like it killed him to stay away.Â
âSee? Jusâ like that.â he angles your head just right, before spitting, once. Twice. Right into your pretty mouth. âNâ now youâre mine.â
And fuck if Gojo wasnât going to prove it.
Heâs laying you down on the mat, fumbling with the ties of your yukata, âMine to wed. Mine to carry my legacy.â Thumb running over your hardened nipples as he urgently unbuckles your bra, throwing it behind god-knows-where. âMine to-â Biting down, ever-so-lightly on your nipple, â-worship.â Hands dipping lower, and lower - just barely teasing the hem of your drenched panties. âMine to ruin.â
You donât know what youâre reeling more from - maybe from those words, which youâre sure he said loud enough for the elders outside to hear.
Maybe from the way heâs sliding a finger underneath your panties, sliding it up and down your puffy folds. Making you arch into him like such a slut as he pools your sweet sweet juices on his fingertips, popping them into his mouth with a low groan.Â
âOh. Fuck. Oh, fuck-â Gojoâs eyes roll to the back of his head. Not wasting a second before ripping off your flimsy panties, tucking them away into the waistband of his yukata. âSweeter than I imagined.â
âS-so filthy-â you mewl, as he spreads your shaky thighs. Lips wobbling pathetically at how heâs admiring your glistening cunt. âToru, no oneâs everâŠâ
At this, his eyes are back on yours now. Half-lidded, pupilâs blown - and you donât think youâve ever even heard of the leader of the Gojo clan being so out of it, let alone see it first-hand. His voice strained as he breathes out a barely audible, âShit- really? So thenâŠâ Heâs moving to lick lewd little circles on your inner thigh, â...your husbandâs gotta make this memorable, right?â
Gojo doesnât give the time to even think about answering - he doesnât trust that he has the fucking sanity to wait that long. Because youâre so pretty splayed out like this for him. Your moans too sweet. Your cunt too tempting. Too his.Â
So, really, you canât blame him when heâs plunging nose-deep into your quivering pussy, licking one, long stripe right up your swollen folds. And fuck the cute lilâ whines escaping your lips are so addictive that Gojo just canât help but do it again. And again. And again and-
âO-oh my god, ngh- feels too good-â you card your fingers through his soft locks - something that would usually result in a lost hand or two. But for you - anything, for you. âMore, Toru.â
Shit, if Gojo thought heâd lost his sanity before then he definitely wasnât ready for this.Â
âSo needy.â heâs chuckling into your glistening folds. One hand throwing your legs over his shoulders, the other thumbing over your needy clit. âSo perfect. Canât believe no oneâs ever hah- eaten out this pretty cunt before.â
Immediately, heâs squeezing his hot tongue past your folds. And itâs all you can do to buck your hips up so sluttily when he licks at your sloppy entrance. Your throbbing clit. Anywhere and everywhere Gojo could reach.
âHngh- yes yes yes, too good.â
âYeah? Ya like this?â He moves his fingers down from your already-ravaged clit, circling your sopping wet hole. âYa like making such a mess on mâtongue?â
âW-wha-â The words get caught in your throat as you whirl down at the sight below you - Gojo. Gojo, with strands of white hair sticking to his forehead, eyes so glassy. Gojo, tongue lapping at your sweet juices, looking like he wanted to devour you with his eyes, as much as his mouth.Â
At your reaction, he grins, furrowing his brow in mock-concern, âWhatâs wrong, pretty? Canât talk?â Bullying his long fingers past that first feeble ring of resistance, massaging your plushy walls. âNâ you were so hah- feisty earlier. Thought my new mmpf- wife would be mouthy?â
You give his hair a warning tug, whispering, âSh-shut up-â But it comes out more breathless than you intended.Â
Gojo notices, of course he does. Because heâs letting out a whiny, âSh-shut up.â Wrapping his pretty pink lips around your pulsing clit, âAs you wish, madam Gojo.â
You hear a dull thud from outside, but you canât even think about turning your head to look because Gojoâs drinking you in like a man possessed. Pumping his fingers in and out, expertly hitting that one spot with each and every thrust. Looking nothing like an infamous clan-leader and every bit on cloud nine as he rolls his tongue over your clit. Over and over and-
âP-please ah- oh-â you squirm.
âMove your hips like that. Yeah- jusâ like that, pretty- fuck-â The most powerful man in the country letting himself be angled and pulled as you pleased, grunting each time you drag your pussy all over his mouth. Fingers frenzied on your clit - sloppy. Fast.Â
But it still wasnât enough for Gojo - he thinks itâll probably never be. But thatâs fine - the two of you have until the wedding night to perfect it, right?
So heâs looping a big arm around one leg, pulling your snug cunt impossibly closer, reaching over to toy with your pretty clit. And then heâs nose-deep in your sloppy entrance, preparing you for what was to come - fucking you both on his tongue and his fingers.Â
Jaw grinding deeper, stretching you out, thrusting in and out in and out in and-
âFuck fuck fuck- Toru mâsoâŠâ
âClose?â he slurs into your cunt, grunting and smacking his lips against your own. Fingers just digging into your hips, sure to leave pretty little marks for him to admire later - and to give a message to those old toads outside. âCum fâme. Shit- cum fâme, pretty.â
Gojo realizes it before you when youâre finally cumming - because your gummy walls are squeezing around him so tight that itâs almost difficult fuck you through your high the way he wants.Â
Youâre shaking. Blood roaring in your ears, vision spotty. Crying out a hoarse, âFuck fuck fuck- oh my god, Toru-â Barely even realizing the way youâre rocking your hips so hard into his hot mouth.Â
And Gojo keeps going.Â
Even when youâre blinking your vision back, big fat tears pricking your eyes at the sheer overstimulation. Even when white-hot electricity sparks behind your eyes each flick of his tongue. Still toying with your poor clit, tonguefucking you so messily.Â
âToru, sâtoo- ngh- much- fuck.â You can barely get the words out, jolting. Wondering how the fuck his mouth wasnât tired, yet - how his fingers werenât cramping up, tongue still as greedy as ever. âC-canât-â
âYou can. You will.â heâs murmuring into your cunt. Running his mouth now, like he was drunk off your pussy. Words as fast and ragged as his tongue. âCâmon, faster. Harder. Fuck-â you flinch as he spits out little profanities into your messy cunt. âFuckin use me. Use me like the good lilâ wife you are.â
âOh- shit.â you whine. Clawing at the mats, Gojoâs hair, his shoulders - just anything to cope with the sheer stimulation as he made out with your pussy like a mad man. âWait- cum- mâgonnaâŠâ
Youâre cumming and cumming all over again. So hard, even as you grind your hips deeper into Gojoâs mouth. Riding out your orgasm on his pretty face, so painfully good.Â
And only then is he finally pulling away. Absolutely wrecked, eyes miles away already, mouth glistening with your slick. Going all the way down his jawline, and onto the tatami mat in a deafening drip! drip! drip!
âOh.â he runs his tongue along his wet lips. âWho made you cum like this?âÂ
A smile slowly splits across his face as you manage out a little, âY-you, ToruâŠâ
âThatâs fuckinâ right. Me.â Hypnotized by the heavenly sight of you all fucked-out and twitching with the aftershock. Marveling down at his hand - glossy, and covered with your slick, âNâ mâgonna love you.â
And, well, a good husband always shares, right?
Because Gojoâs shoving his fingers past your kiss-bitten lips, pressing right at the back of your tongue in a way he knew would have your eyes watering, gagging around him so prettily. Eyes widening at the feeling of something so hard and hot between your legs.Â
âCâmon, lilâ madam. Lick them clean fâme, will you?â
Youâre gasping, âMmpf- Toru-â Eyes flitting between a smug Gojo and the hand currently untying his robe. So teasing with the way heâs giving you just a flash of those boxers before oh-
Shit.Â
You thought that heâd be big - it was expected, in fact. But this was fucking ridiculous.Â
All sculpted curves and dips of his body, faint scars painting his milky skin - stories heâd tell you about later, you think. A fucking masterpiece. All the way down, down, down to where his throbbing cock was leaking all over those tufts of white at his toned pelvis.
Rock-hard, and so so angry. Prominent veins running along the side, flushed a shade of pretty pink that glistened with precum in the dim lighting. So intimidatingly long that it already had you worrying for your poor cervix, and thick enough that it had your thighs pressing mindlessly together.Â
Something that Gojo obviously didnât appreciate.
âNow now.â he tuts, pulling back his fingers to spread apart your thighs with ease. So far apart that it burned. âI need these legs open, pretty. I like the view, yâsee.â
And he made it quite obvious, too. Spreading your swollen folds so shamefully apart with his thumb - wet with your split. All the blood rushing to his cock at the way you flinch in embarrassment, at the feeling of being so used. Cute.Â
âShhh, relax.â Gojo hums. Spreading the spit and slick lazily along your cunt with his fat head, purposely letting it smear all over your thighs. âMâgonna make this feel so good for you.â
And let it be known that Gojo Satoru was a merciless man - for everyone.Â
Except maybe his cute lilâ wife.Â
Because, yes, heâs suddenly splitting you apart on his massive cock. Yes, heâs holding your poor hips still, head dropping into the crook of your neck as he sinks in inch by fucking inch.Â
But oh God does he have to hold back from fucking your tight cunt exactly the way he wants. The stretch too sinful, your pussy too heavenly.Â
Instead heâs kissing away the single tear rolling down your cheek, muttering, âToo big? Aww, f-fuck, pretty. You needa breathe-.â Rich, coming from him considering that Gojo doesnât know if he was breathing right now. Too caught up in the way heâs rolling your swollen clit between his fingers, gasping into your open mouth, âTrust me. Mâgonna make it f-feel hah- good. So fucking good.â
âF-fuck-â Your head is spinning. And you can only give him such delirious little nods as Gojo starts to push in quick, lazy little grinds of his hips just to squeeze inside your gummy walls. Past that first, tight ring of resistance.Â
âSâtoo big-â you squeal, nails raking down his back. âA-are you all the way in- yet?â
âNope.â heâs popping the p, so unfairly smug. âNot even halfway in.â Drinking in all your cute lilâ sobs as he snakes a hand up to draw an invisible line across your stomach. âBut you b-better be prepared, wifey. Because this-â Pressing down, hard. â-is where Iâll be.â
You didnât know who wanted that to become a reality more - Gojo or you.Â
Especially with the way your tight cunt is sucking him up so good, and shit for all Gojoâs reputation, he feels like he couldâve cum right then and there.Â
âShit- so fucking tight. God- youâre gonna make me lose my mind.â words so strained. So dangerous. He kisses down your neck, biting right above your racing pulse. âHow do you want it? Like youâre my hah- wife- or my lilâ slut?â
A trick question, you think - as much as you could when youâre this cockdrunk, at least.Â
Locking eyes down at the way your cunt was bulging so obscenely around his cock, clamping and quivering as he keeps pushing in in in- Unstopping. Relentless. Mewling a little, âL-like Iâm yourâŠwife.âÂ
âLouder.â
âLike Iâm your wife.â
Several things happen at once - that faint muttering suddenly increases tenfold, and maybe if you were in any better state of mind youâd have noticed the few gasps. Gojo, however, does hear.Â
It only takes an irritated growl and a split-second flash of metal for a second dagger to be struck deep into the thin wooden panel of the door - unfortunately for whoever just so happened to be on the other side.Â
âThatâs right. My wife.â And then heâs bottoming out - heavy balls smacking your ass, leaky tip nudging your poor cervix, letting you mark him up all you want as he rocks his hips faster into yours. âAnd you- ah- you realize theyâre beneath you, right?â heâs stroking where he can feel himself bulging inside you. âThat my lilâ wife just has to say the word nâ Iâll ngh- take âem all out?âÂ
You can only sob at the pressure, because his words are so soft but heâs fucking you so mean. Sounding like he was losing his sanity with each time your heavenly walls milked him.Â
âIâll kill âem- kill âem all-â heâs gritting out. âHell, Iâll take down the r-rest of those clans ah- too if it pleases you.â Fingers getting so erratic on your clit, angling his hips just right to try and find-Â
âHngh- f-fuck, Toru- there-â
That.
So sloppy with the way heâs alternating between hitting that one spot and just abusing your cervix. Bruising - like he wanted to mark you everywhere nâ show it off, too. Biting down your neck, whispering into the skin, âAnything for you, madam.â
Rocking his hips harder, and he couldnât give less of a fuck about the lewd little pool of slick and split forming on the mat below. Canât even think to bring himself to be disgusted.Â
âFeels good?â heâs drinking in your adorable sobs, âSâwhat you imagined?â
Youâre torn between running away and fucking your hips up so bruisingly into his, hells digging into the mat as you push and pull away. âYes. Feels- ah- ngh-â And for all your mouthiness earlier, you canât even form coherent sentences right now - something that makes Gojo balls squeeze so painfully.
Something that has him wrapping his arms around your legging, dragging you like some ragdoll back to him. Rocking his hips so bruisingly deeper and deeper as he babbles.Â
âGonna make you c-cum. So hard.â Heâs fucking you harder into the mat. Faster. Sloppier. âGonna ngh- make you my beautiful bride.â Bouncing you on his painfully hard cock like he was claiming you from the inside - to leave marks for everyone in the clan to know. His balls on your ass, your nails down his shoulders, lips on your neck leaving little bites. âGonna make you mine, pretty. And everyone else sâgonna know.â
And Gojo can tell when youâre close because heâs learned that you have a habit of squeezing him to insanity when you are.Â
âClose?â At your delirious nod heâs giving you a blinding grin, âHow cute. Why donât you hah- cum fâme like the good lilâ wife you are, hm?â
Cum for him you do - thighs shaking, body jolting. So hard and violent that youâre covering him in all your sweet sweet juices.Â
And he can only watch - awe-struck - as your pretty pussy squirts all over his angry cock glistening, and just drenched with your slick now. Beads of it getting all over his burning abs, trickling down every dip and curve as he uses your quivering pussy harder and harder-
âGod, youâre so good fâme. Look how much you came.â Giving a final, harsh thrust. âSo perfect fâme.â
So fucking smug as he finally cums as well. Letting out a low, muffled moan into your neck as he fills your poor pussy with rope after rope of seed, painting your walls such a sinful white. All the way until he was sure you were bloated with his cum, until he could feel it dribbling down the side. Looking down to confirm and- ah, sure enough, it was such a heavenly sight - thick globs drenching your clothes below. Spreading in a pool as his hips push deeper and deeper.Â
Like it hurt to stop. Like it hurt to even think of tearing his eyes away from you.Â
But, alas, this old meeting room could only take so much, and Gojo thinks youâll enjoy his - your - bedroom much better for round two.
Which is how the elders outside found the door kicked open not too long after. Blinking up in shock at the tall figure of the Gojo clan leader at the frame holding you. Tired and limp in a princess carry, all bundled up your yukata and one of his outer robes.Â
And they can only avert their eyes, faces burning at the hazy expression on your face, hair so unsubtly messy, bare legs twitching ever-so-slightly from where they were just peeking out from where the fabric had bunched up. Sinful. Desecrated. And evidently his.Â
âClean that room up.âÂ
Gojoâs stern command snaps them all out of their reverie.Â
But before they could all run to do so, heâs plowing on, unapologetic and low. âOh, and bow down-â chuckling lightly as they scramble to their knees before him - and your barely-lucid figure. â-to the new madam of the Gojo household.
A/N. On my period Iâm gonna cry.Â
Plagiarism not authorized.
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[Image description: digital art of Tulip from Infinity Train, with her short ponytail and red hoodie from her timeskip design. She's sitting on the ground and looking down sadly at a model One-One in her hands, with crumbled diagrams and several other models lying to the side of her. End ID.]
"Maybe I can recreate you to see you again"
#op please consider editing this id into the original for accessibility! no credit needed; your own edits welcome#AAH đ#tulip missing denizens is such an underrated in the topic in the fandom compared to other characters after *they* get off the train#and i get why because tulip is kind of the typical example of someone the train actually *works* at helping#and the problems with the train are less of a plot beat for her than others#but yeah! she would miss her friends too!#that's all to say that i really love this art đ#every day i think about that AMA where owen mentioned a future season about a character getting on the train a second time#and wonder if that was meant to be her! if that was meant to be my girl!#infinity train#tulip olsen#masqueuerade
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It is interesting though. I was having fun talking to myself the day before yesterday (or... yesterday?), it was just... really fulfilling. I feel most myself when I'm walking around in separate bodies and it was really clear (whenever it was).
I need to let the Flock come more into existence, which was what that was about. I was talking to myself in another Astral body as a collective representation of the Flock, trying to even out my feelings towards... myself? I was struggling before with the subservience of the Flock and how that worked, but that's an easy solve, they have a different part of my consciousness in them. No, this was... I guess a pre-dress-rehearsal in the way of going through uniforms and appearances before we put them on.
Explicitly: The Flock is... the seed form of something that's a lot more like the Apsara, in case that wasn't brutally obvious. They're... uh. theyre. really hard to explain. lmfao at the cards that just came out
And these that fell out when I picked the deck up
The first one... Yeah. They're that. Symbols radiating, colours, aura personified, whatever. Also the split lovers thing and the six pointed star as I was saying... The second pair... Yeah. First pair is more their exertion on the world, second pair is world exertion on them. and a million other things but I'm not in a tarot reading mood
Means of communicating with the world. They're meant to be way more complex than I had set them out to be, absolutely able to take on more complex forms. I'm pretty sure that's where the....... inspiration from how gods like Lev approach people is going, the whole complex answering and messaging system where they send autopilot responses to people, yeah. The Flock. They're manifestations of me but they operate on a different level in my consciousness. Really, they're meant to be complex all around, the apsara are. uh. another rainbow card, the Spectrum. I'll come back to talking about it. I basically think I'm going to give the divination complex and the Flock more concrete pseudo-conscious minds, actually, let me be clear: I'll be letting their already existent pseudo-conscious minds manifest as proper suitable bodies. I mean. divination complex is calling dibs on a huge obsidian mirror as an access way into the shallows of the traversable Sky Library but
#Wow fantastic idea for a curse in my head of throwing people into the library thanks brain#This fly's bothering me. Man. Weird that I was going to say whoever Beelzebub is aside the title and mythology that I know (barely anything)#reminds me of Grey. This is the - oh shit doesnt Grey share Lev's love for bugs#Bug man. there's no need to feel down I said bug man. there's a fly on your crown#Hi Gold welcome back is this why we're having absolute insane unmixing waters of personalities here today#I'm generally able to balance pretty well but#ramblings //#Bodies: the flock //#I'll be more clear on their roles and stuff when they're established#Divination complex //
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