#youmake me sick

[caracello]

don't even think he's really the type to flirt A Lot like he's charming but not reaaaally what i'd classify as a playboy... but he does flirt with me and i know this becausehe WONT. STOP DOING IT.

[gam3bo1-movedagain]

( 💌 ) closed starter for: @flippedthat

"baby, if i could take you to an s club 7 concert, i already would've. maybe in another lifetime."

[arvend]

arven. we have to cook arven

okay

[ela-meadows]

Wish

I wish there was some way I could package my love for you Make it ever accessible For when you need it most

I wish I could let you see How much your love means to me When I’m cold and distant When I’m breaking your heart

I don’t mean to hurt you But how do I show you The way I act is not how I feel

Its not that I’m hiding I’m really trying But my best still comes back With a fail

I wish the words my heart says Were the ones you’d hear But my mouth is not connecting

I wish I could tell you Not just yell at you Seems I’m always giving wrongs In exchange for your rights My sick thanks to you

I wish the years could disappear That we could return to a time When our love was unquestioned and whole

I wish we could start over Before we get older But your tears tell me its far too late

Is this really over?

Please look over your shoulder

Can’t you see that I’m crying too?

Poem:

Podcast:

https://app.aureal.one/episode/2089003

Life is full of hang-ups. As a person with borderline personality disorder my feelings about relationships tend to swing wildly. My fear of losing someone I am attached to is immense. It has often led to incredibly toxic, codependent relationships, on some occasions things escalated to outright abuse. This poem is  deliberately a bit of a mess, as I attempt to capture that love, hate, panic swing in literary form.

Image Description: Against a blue winter sky dotted with puffy clouds stands an evergreen and a deciduous tree covered in bright red berries are dusted with snow.

#poem #poetry #poemoftheday #photography #cwh #writing #napodpomo #podcast #napodpomo2023

[v3nt1nt0mbs]

i wish my mom didnt day shit whem i eat, it makes it worse. i have no manners and eat too fast. i dddont even want to eat ffucking sstop

[mode7rap]

"youmake me sick" by Lil D.J. ホートン