#gr1mvent

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"boys hmu" i have fucking loved u since the 8th fucking hrade and its been almost four years now give me a fucking chance please i love you so fucjikg bad you used to like me and i know you dodnt any more why the fuck did what did i do whay did.i do how did i fuck it up witj you

[v3nt1nt0mbs]

I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE I CANT LIVE

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we are getting worse and i dont know how to ask for help. im scared i wont be able to

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i hate fronting i fucking hate it!!! god i jsut geybreminded of everyrhing bad happeninh

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maybe if I decorate my clean skin with little, pretty lines will help. maybe if I destroy myself so I can be rebuilt again will help. maybe if I was a good girl and did what I was told I'd be good. I deserve any harm thrown at me. I wanna fucking die please

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i deserve to die i just want to ruin everything in my life thats why i feel like this its all on purpose because of how disgusting i am! i ak so gross i deserve to be shot i deserved to slowly be tortured /fucking srs imm so sorry cecil

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can you tell me that im real? look at my eyes look at my marked out face and tell me im real. look at my hhands look at rhe dhwpe of me and tell "me" imrreal. youre looking at jothing and it makes you look dumb

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hhha i wanna starve myself again, feeling empty was the most comforting feeling I had. i want to be skin and bones and not fucking a fat ass bitch

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i doubt im worth it

i just cause so much trouble

for my friends

i dont deserve them

i dont deserve to live

im such a fucking bitch 

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im so tired

its so empty

i wanna die without feeling the pain

i should sleep

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I'm so sorry to any of my friends who see this

today I broke down in the shower and just sobbed about killing myself

I can't do this and I just everyday I think about it I fuckiny I'm so sorry I'm not that okay

[v3nt1nt0mbs]

I don't feel real again

it's 11 pm and I feel dead <3

like I'm a corpse, my flesh is rotting and my bones are creaking

its so heavy I can just collapse

I'm not alive or real :)

[v3nt1nt0mbs]

imsorryimsorryiimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorry

please tell me its okay. please say you love me (/p) please fucking jusr 

ie ned to be hugged i cant dot his pleasepleases ave me ipleaseplasefssdf

pleaseplease i wamma be okay

[v3nt1nt0mbs]

ijustr selfdf harmed

iddndidnit

ifucking 

i can freel it burn

i fycked up

i dudbt mean to

fu7uckfyckfy7cjfycjcyfhc

FUCK

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I fucking hate how much I regress I feel like im being a bother like why why it's either that or I kms and it's just it makes me feel icky just m wanna be okays and I dont wanna be icky!!!! fuck fuck fuck !!

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wonder who would miss me. if i just ended it. slit my wrists or maybe too much of one substance. if i hanged myself would my corpse be left w/the reminder? i just dont wanna be here anymore lmao