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Mentally health thing let's go!
I am passively suicidal and am recovering and healing myself.
And when I was in the mental hospital (thankfully only a week) I had a goal "I want to live till Saturday"
Because spyxfamily came out on Saturdays and I really wanted to watch the new episode.
So I lived till Saturday and then I lived to the next Saturday and the next and the next.
And while I was there a told a girl about this and she was like "okay but how about wanting to live till you're fifty" and I reacted in disgust because i couldn't imagine living that long.
I still kinda don't but now I have a new goal. I want to live till my twenty second birthday.
My point in all of this is that it's okay to have small term goals with your mental health. It's okay to have baby steps. It's okay to not be fully ready to take on life. Take it one step at a time and make those short term goals. It's better than forcing yourself to see the long-term and completely lose yourself thinking about the future.
#actually suicidal#passively suicidal#amd formerly actively suicidal#mental health#mental heath support#mental heath awareness#actually mentally ill#kisses to all of you#you're not alone in this
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With New Years around the corner, I wish you the best and hope you're doing fine.
#happy new years to you too <3#thanks for wishing me this#it's very kind of you and I hope you have an amazing year#I do not deal well with this time of the year#it holds very bad memories for me#and it doesn't help how everyone else is so happy in contrast#I'll be fine it just needs to pass#quickly preferably#but I do genuinely wish that you enjoy it! I'm happy for you#but if you feel the same way then#you're not alone in this#we will be okay#and we are not missing out on anything so it's okay to treat it like any normal part of the year
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hey liv, sooo I need a bit of advice
so, I f/o a few disney characters, and sorta enjoy disney to a certain extent, but since disney is so widely seen as “for kids” and im a bit older (I dont wanna reveal my age bc Internet but ye) im worried about seeming “childish” or “immature” because of it. any advice on how to overcome this?
hi hi soda!!!
the fear of being childish or immature is something that i've struggled with too!!! i get it!!! i totally get it!!!
but the most important thing i've learned over the years is that it really doesn't matter. it doesn't matter if people think we're childish, it doesn't matter if people think we're immature, it doesn't matter if people look at me and they think i'm naive or stupid. yeah, it might hurt my feelings a little... but it doesn't change anything.
what matters is what makes you happy. because, ultimately, there will always be people that don't understand. they won't want to understand, they won't try to understand. you could stop self shipping with disney characters and they'd still judge you for self shipping at all. and if you could stop self shipping, and they'd find something else to judge you for. you won't ever win with them, but you won't ever need to!
what makes you happy will always be more important than what other people might think of you. liking disney doesn't make you childish or immature, but even if it did, that isn't a bad thing to be.
i'm 25, i'm a legal adult. i love disney movies. i love disneyland. i love stuffed animals. i sleep with two, i brought one to therapy this week. i love scooby doo. i watch old episodes every time i'm sad, or anxious, or sick, or it's early in the morning, or it's late at night, or i just feel like it. i start crying when i get too tired and i make myself warm milk when i can't sleep. i'm getting better, but i'm still scared of the dark. my favorite candy is anything that turns my tongue blue. i play with makeup. i play dress up. i have big dreams. i self ship.
maybe some people will think it's childish! maybe it is childish! but it's me! i'm happy! and i'm so much more than just that! i'm still good at my job. i'm still smart. i'm still charming. i'm still funny. i'm still kind. i still have people who love me, not in spite of these things but because of them.
i know it doesn't feel good to be seen as childish or immature. i know it doesn't feel good to be judged. but people are gonna judge anyway, and you deserve to be happy. like the things you like. enjoy what you enjoy. try to focus on that. the right people will understand and the wrong ones won't, no matter what you do. so you might as well have fun!!! 🖤
#this got sooo long i'm sorry!!!#i just had THOUGHTS!!!#you're not alone in this#honestly... the older i get#the more i realize that very few people actually grow out of 'childish' things#my parents are in their sixties. my dad collects hot wheels and my mom just painted the entire interior of her house pink#what counts as 'childish' is subject and made up#and holds no value#just do you!!!#advice#chaotic-enby-selfships
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"You're not alone in this. None of us are."
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satoru laughing shakily when you're giving him a handjob.. when you're edging him. every time he squeezes his eyes shut, his orgasm so close that he can taste it, you take your hand off of him. ghosting your fingers over the underside of his cock, you giggle at the way it jumps and the next thing you know, he's cumming all over his tummy. you stare at him with big eyes, lips pulled into a teasing grin.
leaning down, you lick some of the liquid off of his happy trail, winking at him when he twitches under you.
"did my smile make you cum, baby?" you purr at him. "is that all it took... "
the sheepish grin that makes its way onto his flushed, fucked out face fills your stomach with butterflies. he raises a hand to your cheek, stroking your soft skin with his thumb as he eyes you with the most lovesick expression in the world.
"yeah... "
#idk he's in love and he's just giddy and he loves you and he adores your smile and you're everything to him okay#i like him or whatever leave me alone#angel boy#mickey is daydreaming#gojo smut
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I don't like this place. It's turning everyone edgy and sad.
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
#undertale#deltarune#crossover#utdr#crossover comic#twin runes comic#twin runes au#my art#art#susie deltarune#chara#this will ignite the “chara did nothing wrong” vs “chara is a murder hobo” debate I just know it#fact is they gave up everything for their plan to succeed and asriel blew it#HOWEVER they were also forced to watch asriel die and they could do nothing about it#so what does a dead child do for who knows how many years all alone with no one else to talk to?#they rethink everthying that went wrong#guilt is a weird thing that lingers and festers in your mind#no matter how much you're actually at fault#I mean come on... they were an abused kid#all they wanted was to not hurt anymore and return the love they were given no matter the cost#but now they are CONVINCED it was their plan that kickstarted this whole mess#and it's eating at them#you can see it because they actually used contractions for once#i love subtle stuff like that#also hey#susie's feeling remorse for her whole “chara offed asriel” comment#the two are more alike than she thought and now she feels bad#out of all people she should know what it's like to be falsely accused
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Can we go back to this for a sec? To Aziraphale having to explain the concept of being in love to the other angels? Because I cannot imagine what a trip it has to be, falling in love with someone when that is literally not something you are supposed to be able to do. When it is something you barely understand. When the object of whatever this is isn't supposed to be able to feel this way either, except as time goes on you start to realize it's happening to him too. And neither of you can actually talk to each other about it.
#here they are infected by humanity in the best way but at the same time it's also a trap because what can they do with it#The concept of falling in love for angels is useless at best and blasphemous at worst!#You're supposed to be devoted to God alone#and forget demons#they're from the same stock and anyway you're supposed to be out for yourself#v watches good omens#good omens meta#aziraphale
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thank you op these are all canon to me
throwing my hat in the enstars meme ring
#hiiro mayoi and aira would definitely try to pull tatsumi to the gay side lol#hell i think tatsumi would be the one pulling mayoi to the gay side ;3#mamayoi and papatatsun forever lol#sorry I'll shut up about thm now#they make me laugh and grin weirdly too op#You're not alone in this#ensemble stars#enstars textpost#enstars meme#koga oogami#rei sakuma#ritsu sakuma#arashi narukami#mika kagehira#shu itsuki#hajime shino#tomoya mashiro#mitsuru tenma#natsume sakasaki#madara mikejima#nazuna nito#tsumugi aoba#tatsumi kazehaya#mayoi ayase#hiiro amagi#aira shiratori#nagisa ran#ibara saegusa#keito hasumi#leo tsukinaga
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So how about that new episode?
#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#the magnus protocol spoilers#sorry i do love compulsion as horror#yess sam. share your childhood trauma sam#struggle against it as your story is ripped from you while you're alone cold and in the rain#wish we got to properly hear gwen's when she was compelled
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#doctor who#doctor who spoilers#the doctor#fifteen#the master#i guess#YOU'RE NOT ALONE THERE'S A TOOTH
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#vampire hunter d#vhd#art#illustration#I think I like best how it's a recall of klimt's figures but in contrast D is alone - an emphasis of his solitude#The gold surrounding him a symbol of his status and how above it all he his - looking past us to something we can't even imagine#Don't forget to check out the VHD Zine ! P-O opened yesterday ( can't believe Saiko of all people is in it omg )#also yeah ~ I'll be making prints of it~#I have to get things into order but do keep an eye out if you're interested!#I think it'd be cool to look into gold foil too ooh ꒰´͈ 0 ॣ`͈⌗꒱💖#Hmm ~ but yes the motif I had going into this drawing was the “horseman of death”#makes me think about the brothers and which ones they would symbolize of the the remaining horsemen....#anyways have a wonderful day ! (❀ •̀ᴗ•́ )っ♡#and now onto the next D drawing🌚
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Star trek short film - Unification by the Roddenberry archive available on YouTube
#we stay winning Spirk fan#SPOCK WASNT ALONE#HE DIDNT DIE ALONE IN THE KELVIN TIMELINE#i don't care I'm thanking Bill Shatner for this#thank you you're one of the homies#star trek#spock#james t kirk#star trek tos#s'chn t'gai spock#spirk#leonard nimoy#william shatner#Star Trek unification#unification star trek#Star Trek short film#765874 unification
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And he bragged all morning about how early he woke up...
#just a quick doodle before bed#I saw it in my minds eye as I was drifting to sleep last night.........#my take on the uncle thorin being uncle as fuck#you're in my mind pilkypills............#it took years before dis let him watch the boys alone again after this one.......#art#the hobbit#dwarf#thorin oakenshield#fili and kili#fili#kili#:3c
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being aromantic is like. hey btw you're going to live a life that is the culmination of most of society's worst nightmares. sorry lol ✌️ but then you turn around and take a really good hard look at it and it turns out that living in that nightmare is fucking awesome and you get to wake up every day and take that fear that other people have and laugh and hold it close until it's a great joy for you instead. and being happy is a radical act that you define instead of someone else. and you're sexy as fuck that's just a fact of life i don't make the rules on that one
#aromantic people are just sexy i'm not making the decisions here it's just facts#course ur hot as fuck. it came free with the aromanticism#being sexy is just default settings for aromantic people 👍#hope this all helps. anyway i'm on my 'i hope i die alone <3 i can't wait to die alone <3' kick rn#i think the existential fear that people have of Not Partnering specifically is so. well.#obviously that shit is strong and it is SO awesome to be free of it.#realizing you're aro and you don't Want a partner can be such a hit to the solar plexus#cause society says that's the only thing that'll make you happy. so either you go without that thing or you force yourself#into doing something you don't want which would make you unhappy anyway.#so you think it's a lose lose situation and you have to come to terms with what amatonormativity presents as the worst possible situation#but then! whoa! turns out personhood is inherently valuable in and of itself and romantic partnering is just a construct!#and that nightmare is now your life to do with as you please... define as you will... structure as you want...#best case scenario. is what i'm saying.#every day i wake up ready to spit all that amatonormative rhetoric back in life's teeth by being alone and being happy#and it's so fucking satisfying. every day.#fucking JUBILANT being by myself. and i love being a living breathing 'fuck you' to the romantic system#you need a partner to be happy? oh that's sooo fucking crazy guess i'll go be miserable then. in my perfect fucking dream life lmao#yeah obviously it's the worst possible outcome on earth to die without a partner. so terrible. can't wait for it :)#aromantic#aromanticism#aro positivity#aroace#arospec#sorry to bitches who are sad about not having a partner. i could not give a fuck though get better soon#you couldn't EVER pay me enough to go back to a mindset in which my inherent value wasn't enough by myself.#FUCK that shit. absolutely miserable and a bad life outlook in general. like genuinely do the work w/ amatonormativity and get better#life is something that can be so fulfilling whether someone wants to kiss you or whatever or not#i'm on antidepressants and i have people i care deeply about. what the fuck would i need a partner for lmao
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The Eusexua era begins.
#cuntiest most fourth dimension alien angel shit ive ever seen#you feel alone#you're not alone#eusexua#fka twigs#music
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