#amd formerly actively suicidal

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Mentally health thing let's go!

I am passively suicidal and am recovering and healing myself.

And when I was in the mental hospital (thankfully only a week) I had a goal "I want to live till Saturday"

Because spyxfamily came out on Saturdays and I really wanted to watch the new episode.

So I lived till Saturday and then I lived to the next Saturday and the next and the next.

And while I was there a told a girl about this and she was like "okay but how about wanting to live till you're fifty" and I reacted in disgust because i couldn't imagine living that long.

I still kinda don't but now I have a new goal. I want to live till my twenty second birthday.

My point in all of this is that it's okay to have small term goals with your mental health. It's okay to have baby steps. It's okay to not be fully ready to take on life. Take it one step at a time and make those short term goals. It's better than forcing yourself to see the long-term and completely lose yourself thinking about the future.

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"A Captive State" review: The dangerous tale of the alien invaded Chicago in the 1990s.

In 2019, following the success of Shadow of the Tomb Raider and What Remains of Edith Finch, Square Enix and Annapurna Interactive is yet releasing another title, A Captive State. A Captive State is set in the 1990s Chicago during the height of the alien invasions between the Scavengers and the Foragers, it follows four young teenagers (Gabe Conway, Rafe Conway, Jurgis McPhee, and Rula McPhee) hoping to save the city from the Scavenger threat and the US military intervention against the Foragers and Scavengers. The Foragers is helped by the Phoenix, an independent paramilitary organization that is helped to save Chicago from the US military threat. In 1992, the group is joined by Rittenhouse Corporation, a private military contractor that is led by Staff Sergeant Alan Rittenhouse, formerly of the US Army's 3rd Infantry Division.

Back in November 2018, Chicago mayor Rahm Emanuel decided to ban the forthcoming video game A Captive State, because its portrayals of sadistic and violent views over Chicago during the alien invasion. All GameStop, Wal-Mart, and Best Buy stores around Chicago and the rest of Illinois decided to not release A Captive State due to its ban. The US Department of Defense also criticized the violent and sadistic portrayals of the US Armed Forces, which is depicted as the main antagonists in A Captive State.

A Captive State is an action-adventure game played from either a third-person or first-person perspective. Players take control of the customizable character known as the Merc or the Mercenary. Player can also take control of Gabriel Conway, Rafe Conway, Brian "Jurgis" McPhee, and Caroline "Rula" McPhee, while completing various main storyline missions. Players complete missions, linear scenarios with set objectives, to progress through the story. Outside of the missions, players may freely roam the open world Chicago. In the later DLCs, A Captive State may be took place in London and New York City. It features an elements of life simulation, which the player can participate in the various activities, such as playing games, drinking and eating, and also participating the underground fight clubs. It supports 4 player co-operative mode. Multiplayer does not feature the original story mode characters, but mainly takes control of the various factions, such as the US Armed Forces and the Phoenix.

The music features the original soundtrack composed by Trent Reznor and Atticus Ross and it pays homage to the 1990s electronic music. The music also features many songs can be heard on in game radio stations, such as Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Depeche Mode, Gary Numan, Simple Minds, Tears for Fears, Run DMC, MC Hammer, Cypress Hill, Parliament, NWA, Ice-T, Wu Tang Clan, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rage Against The Machine, Kyuss, Foo Fighters, Pearl Jam, Nirvana, Alice In Chains, Stone Temple Pilots, Agnostic Front, Biohazard, Madball, Prong, Suicidal Tendencies, Annihilator, Testament, Corrosion of Conformity, Faith No More, Korn, Deftones, Helmet, Quicksand, Jawbox, Failure, Sponge, Henry Rollins and the Rollins Band, The Smashing Pumpkins, Swervedriver, R.E.M, Therapy?, and Sonic Youth.

A Captive State will be released on 18 January 2019 through Playstation 4, Xbox One, Microsoft Windows, and Nintendo Switch, but the iOS and Android versions came out earlier on 4 January 2019.

ESRB: M, CERO: Z, PEGI: 18.

System Requirements for A Captive State:

OS: Windows 7/8/10 (64 bit)

Architecture: x64 or x86

DirectX: DX11 or DX12

Memory: 8 GB RAM

Video Memory: 4 GB

CPU: Intel Core i5-4460 2.70 GHz or AMD FX-6300

GPU: Nvidia GeForce GTX 760 or AMD Radeon R7 260x

HDD: 72 GB available space

(sources taken from ign.com and gamespot.com)