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hilson-song-otd · 3 months ago

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Hilson Song otD | Day 13

Love Me Dead by Ludo

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LYRICS:

Love me cancerously

Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea

High-maintenance means

You're a gluttonous queen

Narcissistic and mean

Kill me romantically

Fill my soul with vomit

Then ask me for a piece of gum

Bitter and dumb

You're my sugarplum

You're awful, I love you!

She moves through moonbeams slowly

She knows just how to hold me

And when her edges soften

Her body is my coffin

I know she drains me slowly

She wears me down to bones in bed

Must be the sign on my head

That says, oh

Love me dead! Love me dead!

You're a faith-healer on T.V.

You're an office park without any trees

Corporate and cold

Gushing for gold

Leave me alone

You suck so passionately

You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature

Finger-bangin' my heart

You call me up drunk

Does the fun ever start?

You're hideous and sexy!

She moves through moonbeams slowly

She knows just how to hold me

And when her edges soften

Her body is my coffin

I know she drains me slowly

She wears me down to bones in bed

Must be the sign on my head

That says, oh

Love me dead! Love me dead!

Wow! Uh!

Love me cancerously

How's your new boy?

Does he know about me?

You've got the mark of the beast

You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!

She moves through moonbeams slowly

She knows just how to hold me

And when her edges soften

Her body is my coffin

I know she drains me slowly

She wears me down to bones in bed

Must be the sign on my head

That says, oh

Love me dead! Love me dead!

Oh, Love me dead!

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#hilson #housexwilson #gregory house #james wilson #house md #hilson song of the day #hilsonsotd

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rinwellisathing · 6 months ago

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Fanfic self-rec!

Tagged by @vialae ! Much appreciated! Fic authors self rec! When you get this, reply with your favorite five fics that you've written, then pass on to at least five other writers. Spread the self-love

My fics focus on my BG 3 OCs, but mainly Sentry Ojeda, who is a trans-masc tiefling Durge, an artist, and hopelessly in love with Enver Gortash. The other OCs include Jaina Thalassia (a magical education toddler teacher from a pirate island), Kroger of Creche K'liir (A highly anxious but brilliant Ghustil in training born from the same clutch as Lae'zel), Octavia of Creche K'liir (A scholar and researcher bringing intel home to her people, a childhood friend of Lae'zel also from the same clutch), and Jackal Silk (A drow Bhaalspawn with a dark past who escaped his life in Menzoberranzan to become a notorious serial killer in Baldur's Gate). My fics also deal a lot with Orin and Durge's relationship as well as the Bhaalist family in general. My main ships include: Durgetash Wyll/Tav Karlach/Tav Gale/Tav Halsin/Durge Astarion/Durge And then I do my best to work in my favorite origin on origin ships too. I am a trans masc author, so Sentry takes center stage normally (but in fairness there are a lot of cis characters out there so I feel he and other trans OCs deserve their due.)

You're Awful, I love you:

The Fic that started it all: Sentry Ojeda is suffering from artist's block after finishing his latest work and on top of that, his authority as Chosen of Bhaal is called into question more often than he'd like by a few of his siblings. A chance meeting with a handsome arms dealer, Enver Gortash, seems to solve both problems....at least for a time. Durgetash, Trans-male Durge, Tiefling Durge, WARNING! This fic does include breeding including pregnancy, this fic also deals with canon typical trauma. Paint The Lines, Cut The Flesh:

The sequel to "You're Awful, I Love You", Sentry travels with a party of adventurers in search of a cure for the wriggling passenger in his brain. He has little to no memory of his recent life except the face of a man he can't stop drawing. Before that, he knows he was a paladin of Ilmater and fortunately it seems the spirit of his mentor and mother figure is there to guide him, but she may not be what she seems. Durgetash, Durgestarion, Halsin/Durge, Wyll/Tav, traces of Wyllach and Karlach/Tav, hints of Shadowzel, Zevlor/Durge, Gale/Tav, hints of Halstarion, Addresses trauma a bit more deeply than the previous fic. It's A Thankless Job:

Modern AU: Sentry Ojeda thinks he's finally found a place he belongs in the Bhaal family, one of the city's most powerful crime families, but when his favorite older brother dies under mysterious circumstances, Sentry is brought face to face with his brother's ex, Enver Gortash, and finds himself dragged into political machinations and a love triangle with a handsome and concerned veterinarian. Meanwhile, Wyll Ravengard is struggling to keep up with one partner's medical expenses and another partner's trauma, and if that wasn't enough on one person's plate, the solution to both seems to be to run for office against Enver Gortash, a far more experienced politician. COMING SOON! Papa Bhaal's House of Horrors: A 70's/80's horror AU: Welcome to Moonrise County, a little slice of country just outside the sprawling metropolis that is Baldur's Gate, and none too far from the smaller urban setting of Elturel! Come check out the scenic forests and hollows that make our county beautiful, stop into Blurg and Omeluum's Herbal Emporium for something to take the edge off, have a night cap at The Waning Moon...Just try not to break down out on the road and try not to be outside when night falls. You never know what's hiding in the hills.

I tag @dm-dragonpuff @iron-bullogna and @dm-dragonpuff in return!

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the-fallen-collective · 3 months ago

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How my current partner makes me feel

Love me cancerously Like a salt-sore soaked in the sea High-maintenance means You're a gluttonous queen Narcissistic and mean

Kill me romantically Fill my soul with vomit Then ask me for a piece of gum Bitter and dumb You're my sugarplum You're awful, I love you!

She moves through moonbeams slowly She knows just how to hold me And when her edges soften Her body is my coffin I know she drains me slowly She wears me down to bones in bed Must be the sign on my head That says, oh Love me dead! Love me dead!

You're a faith-healer on T.V. You're an office park without any trees Corporate and cold Gushing for gold Leave me alone

You suck so passionately You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature Finger-bangin' my heart You call me up drunk Does the fun ever start? You're hideous and sexy!

Wow! Uh!

Love me cancerously How's your new boy? Does he know about me? You've got the mark of the beast You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!

Oh, Love me dead!

#I have npd and psychosis i dont like the fact that it uses narcissistic and psychotic but its how it feels otherwise

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hfjfotjihii · 1 year ago

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sentence starters taken from ludo's album "you're awful, i love you"

LOVE ME DEAD.

"High-maintenance means you're a gluttonous queen."

"Kill me romantically."

"You're awful, I love you."

"You suck so passionately."

"You're a parasitic, filthy creature finger-banging my heart."

"You call me up drunk, does the fun ever start?"

"You're hideous and sexy."

"How's your new boy? Does he know about me?"

"You're born of a jackal, you're beautiful!" DRUNKEN LAMENT.

"You said "Forever." Tell me, why can't you stay?"

"Say the word and I'll change."

"Tell me "Forever." Tell me you'll come back to stay." PLEASE.

"I'll come back for you, love, I promise to."

"I'll be gone by first light, last chance, hold tight." TOPEKA.

"Do you think you'll get away from the past?"

"Every saint has a past, every sinner has a future." LAKE PONTCHARTRAIN.

"It was the kinda night that makes you think the whole world's goin' to hell."

"That's how it happened, why would I lie?"

"There were no bodies; I've got nothin' to hide." SUCH AS IT ENDS.

"I've been losing sleep for days."

"Into the flames we'll start again, and in the end I'll be with you." MUTINY BELOW.

"But you're here now, can you come in?"

"You made me feel alive again, I wish we'd never met."

"I finally let go and learned to live without you."

"Just one more night."

"I can't hang on, let me go." STREETLIGHTS.

"Against our two rooms, I'll see you tonight." GO-GETTER GREG.

"Hi. You must be new, I guess at least you're new to me."

"Saw you unpacking your car, so I said to myself, "Maybe I should help them out," since we're neighbors now."

"By the way, I live in 207, my name is _____."

"Wherever are my manners? Let me get that heavy box!"

"Didn't mean to sneak up on you there. I looked downstairs and saw you leaving, so what's up?"

"I haven't seen you at the pool since the barbecue. Not that I've been checking."

"Here's the deal, I've got this thing for work this weekend and I was wondering if you don't have anything going on, then maybe-"

"Okay, hey, that's cool, you're busy."

"I've given it some thought and I really think that you could use a guy like me in your life."

"I'll leave it there. Call me back. Call me back." THE HORROR OF OUR LOVE.

"I've murdered half the town, left you love notes on their headstones."

"I'll fill the graveyards until I have you."

"I'm your servant, my immortal."

"There's catastrophe in everything I'm touching."

"You die like angels sing."

"Oh, the horror of our love, never so much blood." SCREAM, SCREAM, SCREAM.

"Would you ever stop and listen?"

"Would you open up your eyes?"

"Would you scream with me?"

"There's nothing catchy 'bout the life of a saint."

"Say goodnight, goodbye, love. In the morning you will see."

"I'd rip my eyes out for you!"

"It's so dark tonight, I don't know why."

"Would it make you cry?"

"Would you finally see that all your lives are moments?"

"All your words and closeness keep you here and human."

"Do you think they'll ever care?" IN SPACE.

"No celestial body could compare to you."

"I can't wait for gravity to bring you close to me."

"I bet the leaves are changing there again."

"I hope this message finds you and you won't feel so alone, even if I never make it home."

"All I think about is you and me."

"Your picture's all I look at."

#rp prompts #rp starter #roleplay meme #rp memes #rp meme #sentence meme #inbox meme #inbox memes #inbox prompts #sentence prompts #sentence starters

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gfanlocalcryptid · 2 years ago

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Billford playlist: Love me dead

Oh, yes. How could you think I could miss this masterpiece? No comment, it’s absolutely perfect.

“Love me cancerously (…) You're a gluttonous queen Narcissistic and mean”

“Kill me romantically Fill my soul with vomit Then ask me for a piece of gum Bitter and dumb You're my sugarplum You're awful, I love you!”

✨“She moves through moonbeams slowly She knows just how to hold me And when her edges soften Her body is my coffin I know she drains me slowly She wears me down to bones in bed Must be the sign on my head That says, oh Love me dead! Love me dead!”✨

“You're a faith-healer on T.V. (…) Corporate and cold Gushing for gold Leave me alone”

💛“You suck so passionately You're a parasitic, psycho, filthy creature Finger-bangin' my heart You call me up drunk Does the fun ever start? You're hideous and sexy!”💛

“Love me cancerously How's your new boy? Does he know about me? You've got the mark of the beast You're born of a jackal! You're beautiful!”

Nothing left to say. One of my favourite songs of all times!

Last song:

Next song:

#billford #bill cipher #stanford pines #gravity falls ship #gravity falls #gravity falls playlist #billford playlist #love me dead #Singing this all the time

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kennyomegasweave · 2 years ago

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I watched episodes 7-12 of TharnType in one go. I love this show. I will hear no criticisms. It was straight up soap opera trash and I got my entire life.

NOT TYPE TELLING HIS DAD ALL THE BOYFRIEND STUFF THARN DOES FOR HIM. Don't be suspicious, don't be suspicious.

Type needs so much therapy. Just so much. Baby. He just needs so much help. Out here whole ass dating a man and being homophobic af. My dear sweet child.

Champ wearing a shirt that says I Am Basic when he's turning Mai down. Damn the women just could not catch a break in this show. Just catching strays left and right.

"Do you seriously think I'd tell him we're together?" Oh baby. I get you have issues but that's just not a nice thing to say to your boyfriend. But also like this whole conflict, like Tharn baby you're right and valid but also you're dating a man so deep he's in Narnia, what did you think would happen?

Tharn baby. Just tell him you don't like raw food. Oh love.

NOT THIS SALESLADY BEING LIKE YOU NEED A DURABLE MATTRESS FOR TWO MEN.

Why the HELL is Thorn still hanging out with this guy that is like "I miss the 14 year old you I fucked at school." Thorn, you are not passing the literal bro code.

I would die for Techno. The boy just does not know how to be silent. Just out here saying everything in his mind. No situational awareness.

Not Type out here scalping his friends for dragging Tharn for being rich. That is His Boyfriend okay. Also not Type out here being so emotionally constipated he can't even say happy birthday to his boyfriend but he can get mad at his friends for indirectly dragging his man. Oh baby boy.

Not Type's present to Tharn being an entire gift box of condoms. Type really had sex with Tharn once and then straight up stayed gagging for it for the rest of his life. I like that about him.

Techno just be out here blabbing everyone's secrets. He is THE main character okay.

Tharn must really want to die though cause he knows Type is like a jealous ball of rage and he's like oh hey here's my ex let's let them meet. I know he didn't want to see San but still. Baby even calling like oh hey I can't go out anymore sorry would be better than that.

NOT TECHNO INVITING SAN ALONG. He really has no situation awareness at all. How does the boy even survive the day. Oh my GOD. No situational awareness whatsoever. He's so dumb. I would die for him.

Oh this man. I want to scalp him. I already wanted to scalp him for being 17 and fucking a 14 year old so badly he never bottoms again. But now I'm like oh you bitch. Why the hell do faulty ass people stay surrounding Tharn.

I'm sorry Type calling Tharn a shitty boyfriend cause he's like finally mad at Type's shitty behavior. The audacity of this boy. He is such a brat. I see why Tharn loves him.

Thorn really is like a bad brother I'm sorry. "You let me punch you so it's fine you fucked my 14 year old brother in a classroom." Thorn. No. Absolutely not.

Type baby. Kneeing Tharn in the dick is a self own. Now you're both not getting any. It hurt itself in it's confusion.

Type looking at Thanya like he's never seen a child before. Now he has to have dinner with the family. The poor boy is the having the most awkward dinner. I am dying.

Techno's shirt says "I'm a boy not a toy" and Techno is THE main character okay. Every time he's on my screen I am just so thrilled.

Oh the trife one has shown up. "Remember when your photo was posted all online calling you a homophobe." I see you villain!

I mean, y'all. Techno is right there! Y'all. But I get it. If my musician man said I was his most cherished instrument I'd jump his bones too. Also like Type baby you fucked your boyfriend in the same room as Techno. Of course he heard you. I love one horny dumbass.

Also okay wait Tharn was like "I wanna tell Lhong we're together but only if you're okay with it" but he invited him to their place with one bed. My dude. My guy. There's one bed.

Lhong really needs to be gone. This evil villainous music. You can tell this is a trife ass bitch.

Oh no baby, you don't go through your man's phone. That's never a good thing. Just ask baby.

I know this baby has trauma but I'm really like about to throw hands with a 13 year old. OH NO TYPE. You can pinpoint the exact minute his heart breaks. You can also pinpoint the moment he decides to make a bad decision out of anger. Oh this is gonna hurt.

I'm sorry it just hit me that Tharn was really fucking his bandmate's baby brother. Like way to go off code like a motherfucker dude. My god. Like that was a child and your bandmate's baby brother! A whole mess. Why is Tharn's life so messy. I know he's a gay slut by my god man.

Techno really is absolutely terrible at keeping a secret.

Type is now also on the "nearly threw hands with a 13 year old" train and I can't be mad at him for that one.

I do feel really bad for Tharn but I also like feel so bad for Type. Like he's homophobic af cause his trauma but then falls in love with a dude and now he is being played by a Master Manipulator in this trifling ass bitch.

Not shitfaced Type being furious about Tharn but still cuddling his face. And doing all that in front of Lhong's bitch ass. Seethe hoe.

"You're awful." I love you. As I said in my first 6 episodes thoughts. they are a Ludo song.

Oh I wanna punch Lhong in the face so badly. I AM ALSO GOING TO THROW HANDS WITH A 13 YEAR OLD. Okay I no longer want to punch the baby because logically I know he's a victim of the master scammer herself, but I still want to punch Lhong in the face. I CANNOT wait for him to get wrecked.

"But I didn't do anything." Oh Tharn baby. My baby boy. This whole scene. Damn. I know how it ends up but like my baby is begging on his knees and my other baby is ugly crying. I'm glad I know what happens because I would have been PISSED if I had no knowledge. Straight up pissed. He is just crying oh the ground. Like goddamn.

Lhong just went on his villainous monologue. Sis is crazy crazy. Which we already knew but that train has gone off the rails. Oh damn we had a whole breakdown of Tar and Tum and now we've cut back to Lhong still delusional monologuing to no one. I love this show. I love this show so much.

Okay at least Thorn is there for Tharn. I still side eye the shit out of him for staying friends with San, but I'll allow it.

Lhong can't even stop his talking aloud when he's in Tharn's house. This crazy train has gone fully off the rails baby. I can't decide if Thorn is picking up on the BATSHIT INSANE vibes Lhong is giving off and is like "let me be nice to this insane man before he kills us all" or if he's genuinely like "wow such a good friend." Because, let's be real, it's not like he knows about good friends.

Lhong really has gone and lost his damn mind. Punch him Tae! Kick his ass! Song baby you should have let him catch that fade.

Lhong has LOST HIS DAMN MIND. How can you be dickmatized if you never even got the dick? How sad.

Aww, Type really loves the hell out of Tharn cause he's like "he might not take me back, but then he'll go be happy with Tar" and that's love baby.

I absolutely adore the random piece of concrete just right there in the road. The drama of it all. This young man playing Lhong is kinda amazing though cause he is GIVING IT. He is straight up batshit insane delusional.

I'm sorry Type's face during Lhong's complete break with reality is like just amazing. He is just straight up disgusted.

Techno once again saving the day and getting everyone to leave while holding on to both Tharn and Type. That's the realest of the reals right there. That's my boy. Champ, you get a gold friendship card as well. Those are some real ass friends.

Like okay this is a nice scene with Lhong and his sister but like he had a 16 year old gang raped. I'm for letting him die. Straight up. I'm Pro Lhong Death.

They've been together for like a semester and a half and are like we will be together the rest of our lives. And I mean. They end up married so they were right. I love dramatic gays.

Lhong didn't need to show up for this I'm sorry no one heard or cared about. Sorry I'm not sorry, he deserved to get wrecked way more. I didn't need his emotional catharsis.

Tharn singing a whole ass love song about how he wants Type to be his last first kiss in a bar of their friends, so I'm guessing everyone knows now? I still go back to my initial "what was their thought process of getting a studio with one bed if they were a secret couple?" But I know I will never get answers.

Overall, I really liked it. Like. So much. Was it "problematic?" Yes. But I don't watch things for perfect fluff, I'd go to hallmark for that. I will hear nothing bad about this show and I can't wait until I have time for s2 even though everyone says it sucked. I know Type becomes a monk at some point??? What the fuck is this show even. I'd die for it.

#tharntype #regular clyde #techno is THE main character okay #I would die for him #I would kinda die for most of these characters to be honest #you're awful I love you you're born of a jackal you're beautiful

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