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Hiii I maybe something with Jason who was recently injured nothing serious but enough to put him out of commission for a few days but for these few days the reader has been doing everything ,picking up his responsibilities,doing things for him and he realizes that it’s taking a toll on her so he persuades her to rest along side him
⋆ ˚。 ⋆ ୨ ♡ ୧ ⋆ ˚。 ⋆ [ imagine #03 ]
[ j. todd ] ⋆ ˚。 ⋆ ୨ ♡ ୧ ⋆ ˚。 ⋆
── . ✦ in which you tire yourself out for jason after he’d been hit with an injury, and he eases you into slowing down with him when he notices your stress.
On a typical day, you and Jason split tasks equally. Despite his rampant life of crime outside on the city streets of Gotham, he was still very domestic and responsible when back at your place. You would usually cook a nice dinner to share - He’d sweep the floors - And you’d always take a romantic hot shower together afterwards.
Despite your combined efforts, not everything remained completely equilibrated. You knew he was at a disadvantage… and you would be lying if you said you weren’t worried sick every day and night when he parts. Your stress was only fortified when he came home late one day with a sprained ankle!
“Jason… You need to rest, okay? I’m not letting you out the house like this. Please.” His eyebrows furrowed, a pain clenching his heart at your worry. “Okay- okay.” He nods reluctantly, hugging you.
You took extra care of him that night just to make sure; making his favourite food, doing all his laundry, cleaning the bathroom and kitchen, etc. You didn’t mind it, in fact, you liked taking care of Jason. He ushered you into bed afterwards, though.
Yet as the days continued on, more and more tasks got lifted onto your shoulders simultaneously. Even after Jason was forced to relax (reluctantly… the task of convincing him to stay in bed was probably the hardest of all), you still ran around the apartment. More papers you had to write, more errands you had to run, and more tasks you had to complete for Jason’s health and wellbeing piled up in the matter of hours and days.
You were currently finishing up an extra load of landry, packing your towels into the broom cupboard. Shit! You had forgotten to make dinner, too! Your gaze shifts towards the stove top, the time reading half past eight. You contemplate on what to make, and if you even wanted to make it in the first place. But then again, Jason… He was still recovering, and needed to build his strength back up. It’d be best if you made something small— You could have the leftovers.
You rush back into your shared bedroom to ask what he was up for, noticing quickly that he was already seated up on the bed— waiting for you in a manner. “You know you don’t have to do all this shit, babe, right?” You pause, standing in the doorway.
“Sorry?” Jason pauses, before starting up again. “This- I mean, you’re killing your self here, hon. You’re gonna’ work yourself to death doing too much for me. I’ve been seeing you run around all day.” You frown, taking a second to look back on everything. Sure, it’d been stressful, but you were just trying to help him, is all. After a second you walk over, sitting next to your lover on the duvet. His expression was evidently worried— Eyes flashing with love as he put a comforting hand on your knee.
“I’m just trying to help, Jay-” You explain, not really knowing how to put it into words, or even what to say for that matter. You just wanted to be a good, responsible girlfriend. “I know, I know, but you gotta relax too, yeah? If you managed to convince me to rest, then I sure as hell can convince you too.”
A chuckle almost immediately escaped your lips, and you nod after understanding his words. “This isn’t about some domestic shit, is it?” You pause, thinking. Maybe it was… again, you just wanted to take care of your boyfriend. Cleaning, cooking— They were common tasks, but still. On top of all that extra work, it was practically impossible to complete alone, let alone stay in a healthy mindset while running around.
He had to be right after all… plus, cuddling in bed sounded nice for the both of you right now. “Let’s order out, then watch a movie, okay?” You try to protest, but Jason had already pulled you into a kiss.
#jason todd#jaybird#red hood#jason todd imagine#jason todd x reader#jason todd x you#batfam#dc#dc comics#fluff#comfort
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over my shoulder
pairing: frat!jj maybank x reader
summary: At a wild frat party, you get frustrated with JJ for ignoring you while he hangs with his frat brothers.
The party was in full swing, music thumping loud enough to rattle the windows, red Solo cups everywhere. You weaved through the throng of people, trying to keep up with JJ as he stopped every five seconds to fist-bump someone, down a beer, or laugh obnoxiously at some inside joke with his frat brothers.
“JJ,” you tugged on his arm, leaning closer so he could hear you. “Can we just hang out for a bit? Alone?”
He grinned at you, but his eyes darted to the pong table across the room. “Just a sec, babe. Gotta crush Pete and Logan real quick. I’ll find you after, okay?”
Before you could respond, he was gone, swept up in the chaos of his fraternity’s party. You exhaled sharply, annoyance bubbling in your chest. Rolling your eyes, you spun around and headed toward your friend, Riley, who was standing near the kitchen.
“JJ ditch you for his bros again?” Riley teased, handing you a fresh drink.
“Shocker, right?” you muttered, taking a sip.
As the two of you talked, a guy wearing a sweatshirt with the logo of JJ’s rival frat strolled up to you, a cocky grin plastered across his face. “Hey, haven’t seen you around here before. You a Chi Alpha girl?”
You raised an eyebrow. “Nope. Just here for the beer pong champion who’s too busy to hang out with me.”
“Ah, classic Delta Nu. They’re always like that,” he said, leaning a little too close. “Maybe you need someone who actually pays attention to you.”
Before you could respond, you heard a familiar voice cut through the music. “Hey, buddy, back off.”
You turned to see JJ storming over, jaw tight and eyes blazing. He shoved the guy back a step, beer sloshing out of the guy’s cup.
“Seriously, JJ?” you snapped, folding your arms.
“He was hitting on you,” JJ said, glaring at the guy.
“Maybe if you weren’t too busy for me, I wouldn’t have to entertain myself!” you shot back.
The guy smirked, clearly enjoying the drama. “Looks like you’ve got some issues to work out, man.”
That was the wrong thing to say. JJ lunged at him, but a few of his brothers grabbed his arms, pulling him back. “Not worth it, bro,” one of them muttered.
JJ huffed, clearly still fuming. He turned back to you, and before you could protest, he grabbed you by the waist and threw you over his shoulder like you weighed nothing.
“JJ! Put me down!” you shouted, pounding your fists on his back.
“Nope. You’re coming with me,” he said, ignoring your protests as he carried you up the stairs to his room.
Once inside, he kicked the door shut and set you down on his bed. “Alright, princess, let’s talk.”
You crossed your arms, still fuming. “Talk? Now you want to talk?”
He stepped closer, his hands on either side of your hips. “I’m sorry, okay? I was being an idiot.”
“Yeah, you were,” you said, turning your head when he leaned in to kiss you.
JJ chuckled, clearly amused by your defiance. “Oh, you’re mad mad, huh?”
“Gee, what gave it away?” you deadpanned.
He cupped your face, forcing you to look at him. “I’m really sorry, babe. Let me make it up to you.”
“How?” you asked skeptically, raising an eyebrow.
His lips crashed into yours before you could say anything else. At first, you resisted, but his hand slid down to your waist, pulling you flush against him as his tongue grazed your bottom lip. You couldn’t help the soft gasp that escaped, and he took full advantage, deepening the kiss until your frustration began to melt.
When he pulled back, his lips brushed against your jaw as he murmured, “I’ve been a shitty boyfriend tonight, but let me show you how much I hate when you’re mad at me.”
You swallowed, your annoyance quickly giving way to something else entirely. “This better be good, JJ.”
He smirked, his voice low as he trailed kisses down your neck. “Oh, babe, you won’t be thinking about anyone else by the time I’m done.”
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let me know if I should do more au's like this⋆. 𐙚 ˚
#frat!jj maybank x reader#jj maybank x reader#jj maybank#jj mayback x reader#jj maybank fanfic#jj x reader#obx jj#fanfiction#obx season 4#outer banks#obx#jj mayback imagine#obx4#aesthetic
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After Jon and Sansa reunion scene, they talk and I loved most things about this: Sansa wearing borrowed furs, sharing memories of Old Nan’s pies, the soft soft soft glances, the iconic “where will we go.” Basically the only thing I hated about that scene was when Sansa was like, forgive me to Jon and it hinges on that assumption that she was a bully to Jon when NOTHING in the books says she was a bully and it also made watchers assume that there was a hostile childhood relationship in showverse.
In books: Like, Sansa and Arya insulted each other. Arya is just as disparaging to Sansa.
Robb is the one that gets angry (as kids) at Jon:
That morning he called it first. "I'm Lord of Winterfell!" he cried, as he had a hundred times before. Only this time, this time, Robb had answered, “You can't be Lord of Winterfell, you're bastard-born. My lady mother says you can't ever be the Lord of Winterfell."
A Storm of Swords -Jon XII
Arya cries fearing she was a bastard like Jon.
Bran calls Jon a bastard.
And Sansa?
He missed the girls too, even Sansa, who never called him anything but "my half brother" since she was old enough to understand what bastard meant.
A Game of Thrones -Jon III
Like she even gets hate for this by the fandom. How is she worse for calling him half-brother when 1. It’s the truth as they know it then. 2. She’s actually kinder to Jon than her status deems she has to be. 3. There’s a glorification of rest of the Stark children (lol Robb, Arya, Bran) for ignoring class unlike Sansa— when actually they don’t. Their class privilege shows up in other ways (Arya with Mycah. Bran with Hodor. Robb literally gets murdered after messing up politically.)
4. They’re all children.
But somehow Sansa is ever the lightning rod of misogynist hate in this fandom so she’s the villain and bully when every other Stark is as flawed as she is.
Oh. And like Jon’s a bully too as a kid if you wanna interpret everything they do as kids and freakin hold that against then as adults. He disguised himself as a ghost to scare the other kids, Sansa runs away screaming.
After he gives Needle to Arya, they both say “Don’t tell Sansa!” so yeah she’s likely a tattletale bc she likes rules but also, well Jon gave Arya a weapon and she later kills a boy with it. Like, you can also say that Sansa is being isolated amongst her own siblings which I think is also interesting bc personality wise she’s a quiet Ned while Robb is like Brandon, Arya like Lyanna and Bran stands in for younger bro Benjen.
So yeah, Sansa has no reason to apologize to Jon not really.
Although the Stark sisters gotta apologize to each other. But not like the stupid drama Arya implies she’ll kill her own sister to become Lady of Winterfell haha jkjk it’s just to hide killing LF but D&D’s show gotta bank on shock value first.
Friendly reminder that Sansa never bullied Jon in the books or the show. She never treated him poorly or discriminated against him for being a bastard.
In the books, Sansa is observant enough to (correctly) identify Jon’s distaste of Joffrey as jealousy and expresses genuine compassion for him.
In the show, Sansa apologizes to Jon as part of her “Sansa Unnecessarily Apologizing To Men” Train, but we never actually saw her being “awful” to him. Not once.
The only people who treated Jon badly for being a bastard were Catelyn, Theon, and Robb. Robb is literally the only Stark sibling who ever called Jon “bastard” as an insult, not Sansa.
#jon snow#sansa stark#arya stark#character analysis#starklings#robb stark#book vs show details#text from asoiaf#topic: classism#stark children
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ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 loser!matt almost gives into fuckgirl!reader's advances
you’re sprawled on matt’s couch, legs draped lazily over the cushions, your shorts riding high enough to leave little to the imagination.
he’s in his usual spot, slouched in that old armchair that looks like it’s seen better decades. matt’s flipping through a book, pretending to be engrossed, but you know better.
"you know," you say, twirling a loose strand of hair around your finger, "for someone who acts like they don’t care about anything, you sure let me hang around a lot."
he doesn’t even glance up. "you’re just too stubborn to take a hint."
"yeah?" you slide a little closer, leaning forward just enough to make your low neckline do the heavy lifting. "and what hint is that?"
his lips twitch—almost a smile, but not quite. "the one where i don’t look up, no matter how many times you try this shitty little routine."
you laugh, soft and low, and toss a pillow at him. it bounces off his knee, and he finally looks up, his eyes flicking to you with that sharp, unreadable expression he gets when he’s deciding whether to play along.
"maybe i’m just irresistible," you tease with an ironically innocent smirk on your lips, shifting your legs to cross them slowly, deliberately.
"yeah," he scoffs sarcastically. "that’s gotta be it." his voice is deadpan, but there’s a spark in his eyes now.
you stand and saunter over to him, deliberately slow, letting your fingers trail along the back of his chair as you circle him. "you’re such a liar, matt. you’re so into me."
he laughs and rolls his eyes, but when you lean down and brush your lips against his ear, just barely, you hear his breath catch.
"the fuck are you doing?" he asks, his tone even, but there’s something underneath it now—something taut.
"just seeing how far i can push you," you whisper, your hand grazing his arm.
his fingers twitch, and for a second, you think you’ve won. but then he tilts his head, his mouth curling into the kind of smirk that makes your stomach flip.
"you really think you’re that dangerous?" he murmurs, turning to face you fully now. his voice is lower, softer, like he’s meeting you in the middle of your own game.
"i know i am." your heart’s beating a little faster now, but you hold your ground, leaning closer.
he doesn’t pull away. in fact, he leans in, too, his eyes dropping briefly to your lips. your breath hitches, and you can feel the heat between you, the way the air seems to thrum with anticipation.
then, just when you’re sure he’s about to close the gap, he stops.
"look at you, thinkin' you're in control," he says, his voice dripping with amusement. "hah," he scoffs, smirking teasingly at you.
you blink, thrown, and that’s when he shifts back, putting just enough distance between you to leave you hanging.
"almost got me kid," he says, his smirk widening as he picks up his book again. "almost."
your mouth opens, trying to come up with a snarky remark, but no words come out. you just stand there, stunned, as he flips a page like nothing happened.
"now, sit back down before you make yourself look stupid yet again," he says without looking up, brushing you away with a gesture of his hand.
thank you for reading! <3
tags: @sturnobsessedwh0re , @idrk2292 , @mattsbrat , @ribbonlovergirl , @swagalicious260 , @sturnhyyhblog , @matthewsroses , @mattsdemi , @emely9274 , @frankoceanfanpage , @ifwdominicfike , @marrykisskilled , @strnilolover , @cayleeuhithinknott , @forgottxen , @sophand4n4 , @sturnsrecord , @purpledragon222 , @faiyaz555 , @jocelyncsblog , @freakiolos , @slut4chris888
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#matt sturniolo#matthew sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#matt sturniolo smut#sturniolo smut#ᰔᩚ loser!matt x fuckgirl!reader prompt#ᰔᩚ loser!matt x fuckgirl!reader#chrissturnsfav ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀིྀིྀིྀི
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hey guys! I just wanted to remind y'all of some things
number 1, please don't vent in the inbox. as stated in the FAQ, complaining like "auhg today was shitty" and "saw a double kinda upset" is fine, but otherwise pleasseee don't vent. /nm this is a gush account and I wanna keep things positive if that's okay :]
and number 2, uh, this is gonna sound very Strange. but I am blacklisting talking about getting your f/os pregnant. some of them I know they're jokes !!! I know this. but I've gotta a large handful that are. certainly. not jokes. and are NSFW. jokey jokes are one thing I don't really care but uh. I think I'm gonna put a blanket blacklist on this because. sometimes I cannot tell what is a joke. and what is not. so. not much else to add. again I'm not mad and if u made a jokey joke and aren't blocked there's no issue here but the ones who have been outright just gross have been. and for now on those asks are not allowed. says me.
also number 3, this was something I wasn't gonna mention because I delete these asks when they crop up but no shit talking other people's f/os!! I got one ? last week? and I feel like I should remind yall of this. no asks about how, "I saw that someone posted about x f/o and even tho I actually hate them so much and can't fucking stand them, good for them :) they suck btw" or even the shit I got a while back in here for my own husband !!! leave !! why send anon hate to a gush box I fear you are dumb !!!
anyways. I'm not angry or anything I just want to remind. please be mindful of the rules <3 I've had to delete so many asks lately.
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yes, you just named three real tests that Paige had her freshman year. Compare that how many real tests every other NPOY candidate had (hint: it was a lot more because they all played in real conferences). also you seem to forget they lost to Arkansas and should’ve lost to Baylor lmaoooo. you all spend SO MUCH time critiquing other players, saying they didn’t deserve their awards, but can’t stand when someone says it about Paige? A bit hypocritical wouldn’t you say?
so i did mention that they lost to arkansas!! super cool that you missed reading that!! lets exercise our literacy more ❤️❤️❤️
“should’ve lost to baylor” what the fuck does that mean 😭😭😭 did you have the script?? was it not followed?? you sound dumb as hell bro “should’ve lost to baylor” oh but they didn’t! and i’d argue that if you win a game you “should’ve lost” - you’re passing the damn test
the crazy thing is that even though you’re saying they don’t play in a real conference (which you’re right about!) or didn’t face enough real tests… uconn has still made the final 4 the most consistently over the past few years. those girls are PREPARED for march. honestly - you’re making my argument. you’re saying that paige played mickey mouse teams ALL SEASON and still showed tf up in march?? she still dropped 28 on a kim mulkey baylor team? she still took her team to a final 4? sounds like npoy shit to me. you can whine and kick and scream all you want - the truth is that paige deserved that award.
i also noticed that you failed to rebut the stats she was putting up (on a team full of fellow hs all americans and t10 recruits btw) OR all the other awards she won just because of the hype! i hope you don’t think you’re winning this argument pookie!! you sound stupid as fuck!!
you better watch who you’re calling a hypocrite fr 😭😭 i urge you to look through my page baby, bc i am also the first person to critique paige when she’s fucking up. when she shoots 2-11, when she gets outplayed, i will SAY THAT.
but what i’m not gonna do is lie. it’s so fucking pointless to have this discourse. you know you’re wrong, you’re just grasping at straws. you couldn’t even attack 2/3 arguments, you failed to rebut the 3rd, and now this is just embarrassing for you.
it is so so sad to see people bullshitting like this. we don’t gotta lie either way!! you don’t gotta lie and act like she played better than she did in certain games, you don’t gotta lie and act like what she did her freshman year wasn’t really fuckin impressive and wasn’t historic. i WILL critique paige when NECESSARY - but what i’m NOT boutta do is discredit one of the most historic freshman seasons in ncaa history.
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ummm OF COURSE?? here are my headcanons revolving the crew going to the park (req by @trouserbrowserart !)
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curly
he's the one that dragged everyone here
really just taking in the scenery. also brought trekking poles despite the terrain being relatively even?
stands in front of the park bulletin board with his hands on his hips reading about all the happenings in the community and the local fauna that can be found nearby. everyone else has been waiting to move on for 10 minutes now
jimmy
this is the last place he wants to be. it doesn't help that he is getting eaten alive by mosquitos. like absolutely destroyed. he will complain about it and he will make it everyone else's problem
"you hear about that one serial killer in the 70's who hid the bodies of twelve victims in this very forest? isn't that fucked up?"
eventually finds a really long stick to walk with and just smacks it against every tree and rock the crew passes. its an outlet for his frustrations
anya
packed a light lunch consisting of cheese, crackers and trail mix. everyone mistakenly thinks they're for the whole group and helps themselves when she takes them out. she's reluctant but at this point just feels awkward about the whole situation and lets it go
constantly checking her fitbit to make sure she's keeping a good pace on the trails. gotta keep that heart rate up
also has one of those plant identification apps that she's trying to fill up so she's constantly stopping for quick photos
swansea
walks ahead of everyone, looking up and down at the trees and giving thoughtful nods all the while. nobody knows what this means but they make sure to give him his space
was a scout when he was younger and can tell you the name of a bird just from its call alone
brought his swiss army knife along and is actively looking for an opportunity to use it (he doesn't. this is a state park not the set of survivor)
daisuke
puts strange berries in his mouth because he thinks its funny. its slightly less funny when he "randomly" starts getting itchy and sluggish after the fact
finds a toad and carries it with him for the next mile before swansea tells him to put it down
the insatiable urge to climb a tree is consuming him beyond recognition. his eyes keep darting toward the treeline like a sailor to a siren's call
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tysm for your request! if anyone else has any requests; my asks are open !! ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊωˋ )ଓ⁾⁾
#a few of these are based off irl happenings between my friends and I tbh hehe#mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#mouthwashing headcanons#ask
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Headcanon Scene Request: What actually happened in "Volpina" is that the rest of the Akuma Class humored Lila's lies with a fake smile and a "oh that's nice". They didn't believe her for a second and just didn't care enough to call her out on lies that were so obviously bs. Marinette assumed they were on her side despite Alya repeatedly stating that they "just don't care".
This feels like a reverse au of Volpina now that I’m reading it again
Rose: Can you believe Lila said she knows Prince Ali? And that she flew in his private jet with him?
Chloé: Ugh. If Jagged Stone’s writing a song about anyone, it’s me.
Nino: Apparently, Lila knows all of the Hollywood directors. Even promised she'd mention me to Steven Basielberg himself.
Marinette: *Rushes to Alya's side* Lila?
Alya: Yeah, she just started at our school. *points to Lila, who's on the second floor of the school with Adrien* Yeah, I threw her a bone, let her give me an exclusive interview for the Ladyblog, 'cause apparently, Ladybug saved her life once. Good for her.
Marinette: Who is this girl and what is she doing next to the love of my life?!
Alya: Girl. Chill. Adrien literally just met Lila. He’s probably being nice and showing her around.
Marinette: This is super bad, what if Adrien totally falls for her?! I've never flown in a private jet; nobody's ever written a song about me; and I don't know a single person in Hollywood! Adrien will forget I even exist!
Alya: … Mari, I think we need to have a talk.
*Lila guides Adrien along by the hand*
Marinette: *gasping* Where are they going? Alya, we've got to stop them!
Alya: Okay, you need to chill out. Look, Lila REALLY wants her video posted, I gotta make it seem like satire, like a joke video. *Drags Marinette to the classroom with her*
Marinette: What's going on? I mean has this Lila girl hypnotized everyone or something?
Alya: What the- Okay, we’re seriously having a long talk later.
Kim: About what?
Marinette: Lila is lying to you!
Kim: Oh, you caught on, too? Yeah, she said she’d introduce me to some Olympic swimmers. They’re dead, so she obviously doesn’t do her research.
Alya: Kim, get this. Our dear Marinette thinks we actually believe Lila.
Kim: What?!
Myléne: Did I hear that right?
Ivan: Please, think better of us.
Max: Marinette, we all know Lila’s lying. We just don’t care.
Marinette: B-but she’s a liar! She needs to be stopped!
Nathaniel: Why? She’s not hurting anyone; she’s just desperate for new friends.
Alix: *Laughs* Nath!
Nathaniel: I stand by my words.
Marinette: She’s probably laughing behind your backs right now and lying to Adrien so he’ll be impressed by her-
Alix: Ooh! That’s what this is about. You’re jealous.
Marinette: Excuse me?!
Ivan: First. Don’t yell, please. Second, her talking to Adrien seems to get under your skin more than her lying to us.
Juleka: Damn, Ivan.
Ivan: What? I’m right.
#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#akuma clasd#Lila Rossi#volpina au#mlb au#answered ask#ask me stuff#canon divergence
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I wish the posts warning people about the term “degenerate” and its fash/Nazi usage would like. Start saying “hey, if you call people degenerates, maybe ask your self why you think that’s ok to do?”
Like why do you even want a class of people in your head that you get to label as fucked up and inferior? when you do that, who does that benefit…?
this is not meant as a guilt trippy thing. I’m pretty sure I used to use “degenerate” too when I hung around garbage twitter furry friend groups. these are the questions I eventually asked my self, and fixed the way I treated others for the better.
#.txt#I’ve been trying to put this into words for years and I think I’ve finally done it#it’s bugged me to see leftist furrys using this term for a while now but I couldn’t communicate why. autism blast#I do more introspecting than most maybe ? I think more people should do this also perhaps#you really gotta know who you are and what you stand for#or you could put your self or others at risk
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had to do toyhouse rewind AS FAST AS POSSIBLE
#quail talks#quail art#toyhouse rewind#what a great year for characters#it was actually quite a very hefty year for character work and bringing back old stories again! a year or so ago was bringing back Tuesday#and this year was Waffle Fries!#such fun :3#cant believe maiceo and wonder were made this year...what the fuck......#picking the character was “most like me personally” was sO hard as so many of my characters have slices of me but also i try not to put 100#you know??#Star is pretty close tho- she's a hopeless lesbian who makes a fool of herself too and has a hard time with comparing herself to others#louie was my closest style because when i put effort into my outfits its like that tank top + overshirt + shorts + big earrings#i almost did magic but magic is almost too ideal and not actually how i dress! but i gotta stand by my shorthaired femme girl#likewise jazz dresses awesomely but not personally how i do#also yeah muse was my fave ship this year and i really love kelleher's design and i was sSOOO HAPPY bartenn and machwell got attention ;;0;#it feels like this year i finally stopped feeling guilty about enjoying them#ALSO etcetera and caius got a huge rewrite that made me love their story 1000% more enough for me to start comicing finally#and goat didnt get a lot of dev this year he's perfect the way he is right now <3
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with my phantom hourglass replay, there are two things i noticed;
a possible theme you could glean from the game is action vs inaction, and i think it's especially prevalent before you even leave mercay the first time, with oshus frequently urging link to not go after the ghost ship, then to just wait until the broken bridge is fixed, and seems reluctant at every turn while link and ciela are more than eager to go and do something about this problem, and the people of mercay in general talking about things and their problems but never seeming to act on their fears or desires, as well as the mention that due to the ghost ship, very very few people are still sailing around, while linebeck is one of the only people we see in the game actively going after the ghost ship and still sailing around. i might make a longer post just talking more about the action vs inaction in phantom hourglass but i just noticed it a bit and thought it was a bit of an interesting sort of theme you could find in the game.
linebeck moves so fucking much. i think he moves more than any npc in the rest of the game. not just in his intro cutscene where he is very animated, just in how much he moves when just standing in his little idle post, it's damn near distracting when the camera is focused on him, he moves a lot. i don't think i've really acknowledged how much he moves, and it really gives the impression that he's antsy or eager to get going, both of which fit him pretty well with how he acts.
#phantom hourglass#linebeck#loz#legend of zelda#salty talks#imo the action vs inaction thing feels esp interesting to me when looking at oshus specifically. he and his world are in grave danger#and he knows it and he actively does nothing and even seems reluctant to let ciela and link go ahead and do something.#of course he comes around on it but it's very interesting. has he given up at that point? thats what it suggests to me#that hes like. joined the people of mercay in just lying down and waiting for other people to fix their problems or just. not do anything#otherwise on mercay you have that old guy in the bar who spends the whole game not leaving bc he doesnt want to face his wife#and she never goes to the bar to actually look for him and just talks about it if anything#the guy with the blue tunic talks a lot about linebeck and his ship and almost gives the impression that he really wants to talk to him#but yknow. doesnt. theres the women that tells you about docks being shut down and how linebeck is the only person who's showed up#the woman you see at the broken bridge who's just like oh well! time to wait til someone fixes it.#even the guy fixing the bridge iirc is like well fuck i gotta do it or else oshus is going to bitch at me abt it#everyone seems reluctant to act which makes for an interesting way in how our main crew stands out#it is less so oh theyve been chosen specifically for this its moreso they're the ones who are fucking doing something about this#for their own various reasons some of which are more selfish but theyre still doing something#will likely have more stuff to say when im done but ofc we have other characters in the game who have to do with this#anyways. linebeck is so animated all of the fucking time it's great i dont think theres any other character that moves as much as him#when he's just standing around to talking to link it's great. he's so ready to get going.#it works with him being an anxious mess and also with like. oh he's probably understimulated. you know he's got a nasty case of wanderlust#i can put it with the idea that he's understimulated and afraid to stim in public so he's just constantly moving#he probably drums his fingers on tables bounces his leg when sitting paces around switches the way he sits or lays down often#tbh this kinda fits in with him being one of the main characters who takes action moreso than a lot of other characters#his arc culminates in him taking action he's going after the ghost ship he's moving around the world the only issue is that one of the#actions he takes is running away from his problems literally n metaphorically (tho idk if facing the jolene problem is a good idea for him)
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i will genuinely never understand my dad!!! and i feel guilty for being confused and angered by him!!!! i don't know what he wants and i doubt i ever will
i guess he's known that he's had cancer for over a month now but never told me. and i dont know if it's because he wanted me to reach out/pay attention to him, as he's done in the past or if he just didn't think to, or if it's some other third mysterious reason that i can't think up
we aren't close since he was rarely in my life but i feel like that's something you tell your kid.
and the only reason i found out is because i went to go check and see why he hadn't replied to my message about asking if he wanted to hang out for the thousandth time without getting a response
#[static]#he tells me 'kid im gonna change i miss you i love you we need to hang out more im sorry that i wasnt around'#and then when we try and make plans it's like pulling teeth to get him to follow through#and sure there's been a couple of times in my life where ive had to back out of plans with him but like .....#we're talking less times than i have fingers on one hand in 30 years lol meanwhile he disappears for years without a word regularly#i thought we got somewhere last year when i decided to reach out after i stopped talking to him#we're both adults and we're busy but i somehow manage to have regular scheduled dnd games with 4 other adults twice a month#and i cant get my biological father who claims to want to know me reply to a message#and i know i know i know he's got his own demons and battles but i s2g it's just Frustrating because i dont know what he wants from me#i dont fuck with indecision and i dont like not knowing where i stand with someone#i know that he wont reach out to people in hopes they 'care enough' about him to do it#but like dude .......... SHOW THAT YOU CARE ABOUT ME TOO WTF#i want to be unendingly compassionate to him since he's gotta figure out what he's gonna do regarding his throat cancer#but like ..... what am i supposed to do with this lmao he saw my message and didn't reply and maybe he's busy#but he also didnt reply to any of my other messages asking to make time to see each other#but then he called me this summer to see if i was in town when he was there (and i wasn't and it was out of the blue)#he also posted a lowkey transphobic comedy sketch on his page which is weird because that's not really his politics but also he's old#and i can just hear exactly what he'd say about it if i tried to even bring it up to him ever#idk what he wants from me but i sometimes think even he doesn't know#i think we missed our time to mend things into something that makes sense#anyways sorry for the vent into the void i just got new information and dealing with stuff about my dad is always difficult#i have rarely felt wanted by him and have never felt seen for who i am either
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on today's episode of 'acaica's background thoughts for the dess raises kris au': okay but lets be serious do dess and chara actually stay together in the end--
#drkau#chatter#i debate over this point SO OFTEN LOL#they are BACKGROUND characters. like medium at best.#dess (or asriel or both you can argue any way) is the catalyst for everything but at the end of the day this is a kids story#and noelle IS still going to be the main character#but. man. does desschara work it out#their dynamic will be by far one of the hardest ones to write it think#it is very messy and very complicated and neither of them make great choices#and ive been writing a test piece of them for a WHILE#which. was good to get a decent nail of their characters as they stand in this au#but introduced SO MUCH MORE MESS. bc chara is aroace and 100% has some trauma and fucked-up feelings around sex#but xe DOES have sex with dess. and its like. does xe fully consent to it? yes!#does dess check in to be sure hey you're down bc she knows chara is ace while she isnt? also yes!!!#by the books they do everything right its just. chara is very very very good at rationalizing things.#and xe is. not actually as okay with this as xe is trying to be. and in fact this is very unhealthy for xir#(and then theres this whole OTHER layer of dark worlds and prophecies and everything that leads to frisk being born)#and its like. man. Man. this is so much to juggle#just everything between desschara is jngdfg they are trying their bests but it really is not going that well#bc they meet at like. 19-20 i think and chara's had nobody at all and sorta keeps chasing being someone's most important person#and dess has never had someone who has understood her on a level like chara#who really truly gets what shes about as a person and how she operates in the world#and its just a perfect storm really. and they both have kids and dess did technically kidnap hers just a little bit#and she never tells that to chara. and she tries but she cannot stay in place with xir#and chara couldnt hate her bc. again. has never experienced unconditional love#or love at all really </3 so instead of ever having hard conversations xe will brush it all under the rug#and sorta just enable dess's worse impulses. even sometimes at the expense of their literal children#ITS MESSY YALL. AND LIKE.#at the end of the day we'll see lol maybe they work it out maybe they dont. i have no idea. ive gotta write the thing#and if dr chapters 3&4 come out that could complicate things even FURTHER--
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Now he’s trying to lie when he literally tagged Princeton like 5 fucking time. White people are so evil, bro. They always know what they’re doing when they do shit like that. With the attempt to bring harm to Black people who they want to “get out of the way,” because they don’t think that we belong in the same spaces as them while at the same time, believing they should be allowed INTO our spaces and afforded hospitality and a whole red carpet rolled out. The sad thing is, she has connections to the industry because of her uncle and name so what if this was just a random Black woman who worked for Princeton without this kind of protection at all…?
#I’m glad that she’s alright though#why is he trying to dumb down what he intended by saying that ‘she was trolling so I trolled back’ like she like many other black people#are always dead serious when we tell whites and nbs to stay out of black folks business#simply put#he just got offended since a black woman told him to stay in his own lane#he dumb ass didn’t even know who she was even though he’d interviewed her family multiple times before#a Russian making millions off of black culture what a joke#black people gotta be tired of being used#one day man#the sad thing is of course black men hate black women sm that they were defending vlad on his behalf (not surprised lol)#and I saw other black women being pick me’s going on about ‘what makes her SO much more special than other black people-‘ like are you….#do you bitches have rocks for brains or… these same people are the reasons why nbs and whites will always feel comfortable coming into our#shit and wrecking the place you guys don’t stand for anything and you allow others to trample over your own people#stand up one day#the sad thing is#ppl are still gonna go onto his platform to allow him to interview them and make money off of their name#this is one of the first times that I’ve seen black people really get in vlad’s ass though because what he tried to do to this black woman#was absolutely vile and this is the kind of shit that gets black people killed and put into bad positions#fucking loser#rambling
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reading springfest now after everything in nagazora is making me crave more fu hua and mei interactions. i feel like thus far in my go through, i've never actually seen them interact, but it's kinda fun that the person who made the recommended reading order put springfest after nagazora (though of course this is probably in preparation for whatevers going on with senti/fu hua rn in ch 19)
but the way that the empyrea isolates herself so she doesn't have any attachment to those who she will outlive and how she winds up becoming lonely as a result threw me back to mei isolating herself in world serpent so that she can protect kiana and just... idk..... i think the two talk about that isolation would be interesting
also. i love fu hua. she's still at the top of my list for best character so i'm just a happy little guy getting more fu hua content now in the story :> yippee fu hua
#idk who to ramble to about honkai so hi#avil plays hi3#ill probably liveblog my thoughts as i read through springfest and UH#blade of the empyrean!#but im excited :> then after that i gotta go through the 7 blades visual novel ^7^ that one has sushang!! i havent met her in the game yet#but i do have her !!!#its kinda interesting though because sushangs ultimate in hi3 is yanqing's ultimate in hsr. or i guess yanqing as a boss???#idk. so im like HMMMMMMMM WHATS UP THERE WHATS GOING ON#i wonder if theres a character sorter for hi3 actually#if i had to say who my top 5 are atm for honkai#its probably like fu hua mei kiana kevin and sakura ???#kiana is so easy. like if i loved oz vessalius how could i NOT love kiana we sure love vessel characters LJSHDFLASKDHFLAKSH#maybe its also recency effect though for mei but also. characters who isolate thinking that its the best htey could do to protect#like NO YOU IDIOT GET LOVED!!!!! GET L O V E D#they kinda get me#AND WELT I FORGOT WELT HOW COULD I DO THAT......#i feel like welt over kevin tbh#but thats super hard to say on my end alkdjfha#YOU KNOW i wouldve also said rita because i think rita is so fun#but i still dotn know enough about her#but personality wise i think shes so funny in a very stereotypical anime villain esque way LOL#also she is so catty too like what was she doing picking a fight with natasha LKAJHDLAFKJSDFH#OH I ALSO LOVE RITA AND NATASHA...#tbh i havent run into a character that i absolutely Hate in honkai yet....#at least not that i remember#if i hated them i probably forgot about them LMAOOOOO#like even durandal? i love durandal in the manga. she doesnt really stand out to me MUCH yet in the game but i loved her a lot in the manga#but for me durandal is low on the list for now. but that doesnt mean i dislike her i think shes cool but just hasnt done anything in#particular that caught my attention yet alskjdfahl#rambling WHOOPS ASLKJDFA
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michael is pretty but in the feral sleep deprived kind of way. he's pretty like a man who is essentially a sopping wet cat in the rain. and yes i DO think that should be acknowledged.
#was talking about this last night and it's just... it is so funny to me how much michael HATES the fact that he looks like william#but i hate to break it to you buddy the general consensus is that your dad is pretty hot . your father pulls . FHGFHJKLDF#like. there's a lot i could get into about how michael doesn't necessarily hate the way he looks on a surface level its this association#that really bothers him but . that also means he doesn't really process this LMAO#like how attractive he is is NOT whats plaguing his mind he's gotta get past the self destructiveness and sexuality crisis and the fact tha#anyone desiring him at ALL beyond superficiality resets his factory settings . but it's kind of hilarious HFGHFF#michael who knows he has that rebellious loner appeal and likes the choices he made like his hair or piercings but cannot STAND looking at#himself a lot of the time.. another extension of the whiplash of thinking he's monstrous but being loved anyway#this post keeps bouncing back and forth between funny and depressing my fault but have you considered It Kind Of Is HFGHFJKDF#⁂ ・゚: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc
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