#you may reblog if relatable

[shiyosugi]

Not Blue Lock or anything related my account...

Sometimes, I just don't want to control my anger. I just want somebody that will stay with me despite how upset I seemed at the moment. Not people that keep on telling me to learn how to control my anger and proceed not to talk to me until I'm fine. Yes, I lash out and you might be embarrassed when I got mad at you so openly that people can hear what I was mad about. But are you just going to leave me alone to calm down and decided to let me approach you first after I calmed down? No. I am aware of my mistake and I won't approach you because I feel like I'm being a bad friend. I might seemed chill most of the time, but I also need to be comfort. It's not just about you. If you are my friend confront me. At least I know... you still want to be my friend.

THIS IS NOT DIRECTED TO ANYBODY SPECIFIC!

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

Autistic People May Get Used To…

Neurodivergent Lou

[danandfuckingjonlmao]

so five and lila being a thing is going right next to allison literally sexually assaulting luther in the box of things we are absolutely under no circumstances accepting as part of canon right

[thatoneluckybee]

Going to break into your house with pots and pans and yell at you until you reframe your thinking of productivity to include more than just schoolwork or a salary or chores and the like.

Did you do a thing? Was there a positive result for you or someone else?

Congratulations, you did a Productivity!!!

You aren’t ALWAYS going to be able to have the energy to do what we consider traditionally productive. You won’t always have the motivation.

Yeah, maybe you could have spent two hours studying for that test instead of 15 minutes. Maybe you could have cleaned the kitchen instead of the dishes. And? That’s still something!

Productivity is doing things!! Did you eat food and drink water? You did something that helped your body work! Doodled in class? You made art! Even just posting theories and memes on tumblr dot com is a thing! You thought out the post, figured out how to organize it (even if you don’t realize you did that) and you made it! And now other people can see and you DID something and you should be proud!!!

Be proud of yourself or I am going to show up outside your window tonight and scream positive affirmations louder than a cat who has just discovered her food bowl is empty.

[isawken]

in 1883 in the first recorded rodeo takes place in pecos, texas. in 2001 rob smets attends the PBR world finals in jeans and a sports jersey bearing sponsor logos. in 1568 the gelosi acting company coalesces in italy to perform the hot new style of live improv entertainment. in 1780 joseph grimaldi makes his stage debut at 2 years old at london’s famed drury lane. in the many, many years before any white person ever laid eyes on it, a man in what you’d now call northern arizona paints his body in black and white stripes and puts corn husks in his hair. in 1557 ivan the terrible is pallbearer to a man who walked naked in the streets of moscow. in 2017 the ringling bro’s circus announces its last show, 146 years after the titular brothers first formed it. all of these moments (and more!) have lived in my head rolling around like marbles for years now and im so happy to now have the proper method to infect your mind as well:

History of Fools is a hobby project of mine i've been working on for over a year now! part essay series, part half-assed podcast, part descent into madness, this little diddy is the culmination of years' worth of highly specific insanity. i have 4 half hour-ish essays/episodes out now reviewing the histories of:

Jesters! Commedia Dell'arte! Sacred Clowns and Holy Fools! and my personal favorite (seriously if you listen to or read any please choose this one) Rodeo Clowns!

I have more episodes planned to get into clowns proper, hoping to come out in 2024. but until then please take a read or a listen and let me know what you think!

CLICK HERE FOR FOOLS!

[goatunderthebridge]

Tendou froze, eyes not moving from the beautiful sight in front of him.

Ushijima was laughing, a feat Tendou would’ve deemed impossible when they had met a couple of months ago. His eyes crinkled at the corners as if resisting the urge to shut completely as he laughed to continue - what, gazing at Tendou’s face? He had a hand clasped to his chest, reverberating laughter that was rich and velvet and made Tendou freeze but his heart pound. It surrounded him, drowning him in such a chocolate soundscape.

Ushijima was surprisingly loud when he laughed, enough so that some of the other customers sitting at tables near them in the small restaurant turned their heads curiously to see what was so funny. A woman in Tendou’s peripheral vision raised her eyebrows at him, scorn crossing her face at the duo. Tendou could ignore it, hell, he knew he could forget it as easily as he knew that the face Ushijima made when laughing would be something he would chase for the rest of his life. And just as that unfurled within him, Ushijima’s laughter died down as quickly as it had started and his face settled back into its resting, blank state.

What never changed, though, was the softness of his gaze on Tendou.

Tendou blinked quickly, looking away, shifting slightly in his seat. He could hear the clink of Ushijima’s glass as he picked it up again from where he had carefully put it down before his laughing fit.

“You’re very funny,” Ushijima says, making Tendou raise his eyes back to the man sitting before him, a blush burning the back of his neck. A tiny voice in the back of his mind chirped that, coupled with his red hair, it made him look even more like a monstrous beast. Now, complete with a long, red mane.

Shut it, he barely echoes back, squishing the thought.

The beat of silence makes Ushijima tilt his head slightly, searching Tendou’s face for… something. Why did he always look at him so softly, like he was some precious thing? It made him want to spring into Ushijima’s lap and kiss him until they both couldn’t breathe as equally as it made him want to recoil within himself and drag himself down into some deep, dark lair to never be seen again.

“Don’t I know it,” Tendou replies, offering a small smile he knew Ushijima was waiting for.

Ushijima nods, satisfied with the comment, and resumes eating. Tendou looks down at his own plate, intestines wriggling inside of him. He wondered how much longer it would take for Ushijima to figure it out, how much of his time he could continue to steal before the man came to his senses and realised what everyone else in his life already had: that Tendou was a monster who deserved to be alone.

Tendou picked at the food before him, less interested in it than watching Ushijima as he ate, focused and purposeful as if there was nothing more important to him than what was occurring at present. Tendou liked that. He rested a chin on his hand as his eyes roamed over Ushijima, committing this next beautiful sight to memory. It was almost unfair how good he looked in a suit.

Ushijima looked at him, eyes glinting as he caught his stare. Tendou would bet that he was daring him to continue, to say his thoughts aloud. He could read it in the way Ushijima tilted his head, asking him as unsubtly as ever.

Tendou smiled but broke the hold first, looking back at his plate. It shouldn't be much longer now until Ushijima realised and broke this off, he knew that, but he'd be damned if he wouldn't try to capture as much of this happiness as possible. It'd be a while until he got it again.

It's almost unfair that monsters don't get happy endings. And it's that thought which rolls around in his mind as Ushijima reaches a hand across the table to hold his own, gently.

[future-crab]

ENOUGH songs about being in love we need more songs about being two mariners, our ships' sole survivors, in this belly of a whale

[lemonynuggets]

I might take a little social media break soon, I need to focus on some big events coming up on my life and I feel like it’d just be good for my health in general

I’ll still be on discord a lot tho (I love talking to my friends yayy) so if you wanna talk to me for any reason you can find me there!! Waos!!!!

So uhh bye in around a week I guess!!

[shitposting-hobbits-to-gallifrey]

Y'know you've been on tumblr for too long when you start a sideblog on a separate account for reasons and literally within two days of making the blog you see an old post with an addition from your main on its dash

[bijoumikhawal]

"no one reblogs anything nice about biden" that's because none of you post about the good things the decrepit sack of flesh has done without jerking yourselves off about it. You can't let the good thing speak for itself, which alienates others from spreading that information because they dont agree with the unnecessary shit you added on. You're doing the electoral politics equivalent of "reblog this or you're a bad person" additions (which we have all agreed are incredibly annoying) on posts that are otherwise good and have a point.

[tagswoman]

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[my-autism-adhd-blog]

10 Phrases Autistic People May Take Literally

Neurodivergent_lou

This post has one phrase missing. Not sure if this was a mistake or not.

[blackfemmejeanvaljean]

don't kill yourself affirmations

hitler killed himself. you're objectively a better person than hitler you don't deserve the same faith

if you die no more oat milk matcha lattes

things look better than they did 10 years ago and they can get even better

your friends are supportive and care for you

so do your followers, acquaintances, and sometimes complete strangers

I can heal I can heal I can heal

if I die my students will look for me

[fishskiin]

Bots???

Nah theyre real people, i checked both blogs before posting and they've been verified by @/90-ghost as legitimate fundraisers

Many Palestinians have been going to the inboxes of either popular blogs or blogs that have reblogged fundraisers previously and asking for support, it doesnt automatically make them bots/scams !

[synthshenanigans]

do you just follow every single person in the cccc fandom that makes art or what

Honestly I probably do, if not I THINK I follow them but forgot to ever actually click the button

[unforth]

I've found a new depth in doing May Trope Mayhem fills for the kink meme, in that this time I can say virtually nothing about it. This is a fill for tomorrow (day 9 - reincarnation) and is, shock, unrevealed.

The prompter specified both fandom and ship for this one, and said fandom and ship have under 500 works on AO3, so I really feel like virtually anything I say will be a giveaway, especially because it was the only request for this fandom in the entire 1k+ prompts in the Rare Kink Buffet, but. It's a fandom I've never written for before, it's a fairly small fandom, and the fandom is under the overarching umbrella of C-Ent.

The fic is m/m.

The fic is kinky.

Major Archive Warnings Apply? no!

Length: 2,827 words

and...yeah, that's about all I can say about that. oops.

@duckprintspress