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I'm so looking forward to this! The last time @seitsen-sarvi and I joined @momtaku on You Hear Big Girls was an absolute blast. I hope you'll tune in to hear us rambling about the tragic tale of Levi's tea cup, and no doubt much more besides. And if you've got any questions you'd like us to (attempt to) answer please drop a message to @youhearbiggirls here on Tumblr or youhearbiggirls on twitter. Don't be shy!
YHBG "Bad Boy" Guest Announcement
YHBG is back... sort of! Momtaku will be joined by @lostcauses-noregrets and @seitsen-sarvi for a chapter discussion of "Bad Boy". Luna meanwhile can't be bothered with Levi's tragic teacup tale, but she'll be around after the break to discuss her trip to Japan and my visit with her in the Netherlands.
We'll be recording on May 17th, so reach out on twitter or tumblr if you have any questions for us or our guests
Thanks as always for listening!
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(sitting on the floor of my empty new apartment)
if satoru gojo was here everything would be ok
#not me crying bc i’ve been here since 2pm scrubbing walls and painting and patching and hauling furniture alone#sorry for my radio silence i dumped my boyfriend#is it fair to call him deadbeat.. maybe. unhealthy? most definitely. abusive…? mmmmmmmmmmy therapist might say yes.#it’s fine i’m a big girl right i’m a BIG girl and#Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto would be so proud of me#you know who else i could stand to hear ‘im proud of you’ from#shoto aizawa a man who i would genuinely call daddy
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I find it strange how you'd like to get so fat that you depend on someone but at the same time you're saying that you wanna do gardening. It's like there is a confrontation between your kink and your regular life...
in fantasy (or with a lot of consideration between me and my feeder) i’d become dependent. realistically, i’ve always dreamt of having my own garden and i think i could keep up with it at over 350lbs tbh
why can’t i have both…… scooter accessible garden pls. with raised beds i won’t have to bend over too much 🥺
bonus. bacon and tomato sandwich w home grown red snapper variety tomatoes, one of the only beefsteak-like varieties that grow in TX 🥳 DELICIOUS w mayo and some black pepper.
#i mean. i can do everything now esp w a garden wagon and smthn to put under my knees lol!!#btw lettuce plants don’t like the heat we have rn so there’s not many leafy greens haha#it would’ve been a blt!!!#picking tomatoes n green beans braless is a joy i wish on every fat girl#also btw. i want an arboretum tooooooo#not just fruit trees… hear me out. i lov mesquites and i love mesquite flour#bald cypress. i love their lil cone scents. i’d make oils 4 soaps#bur oak… you can eat their big ass acorns…#i wish for a pawpaw tree but that’s not happening in TX unless ur in the east#if you build things well it’s not too bad#raised beds exist. drip systems exist#talk#ask#i am posting this at midnight so ppl don’t make fun of me for this shitty yummy sandwich m
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For anyone else who is gonna struggle surviving the next 3 weeks with the angsty and tense situation of Callowmoore here's a few things from the last 2 episodes that I feel were underrated and will assist in trying to keep me sane/emotionally stable: - Matching messed up hands built for holding - Fearne nervously playing with her hair as she approaches Ashton - Ashton wanted Fearne to be either the last thing they saw if they died or the first thing they saw when they succeeded - Fearne's admittance corroborates Ashley's 4SD revelation that Fearne is in love with someone in the party but doesn't know how to process the emotions - Fearne wanted Ashton to be happy, while Ashton wanted to feel whole so they would be worthy of the Hells - Ashton twice tried to lead a search for Fearne, and instantly clocking onto Chetney saying he followed Fearne - Fearne making herself look as radiant as possible before giving Ashton the cold shoulder - Ashton only rose to Chetney's provocations until he said 'You hurt Fearne' Use how you will
#godspeed my poor damaged psyche#critical role#bells hells#callowmoore#ashton greymoore#fearne calloway#fearne x ashton#ashton x fearne#strangely enough I don't enjoy having a dark and sad pit sitting in my chest day to day#3 weeks and we don't even get a cute M9 reunion in between to distract us? this was worse than Callowmoore's sistergate 3 week wait#also 'a little'? Sweetie people don't jump into lava for a little you got the big L and it's not Lesbian(s)#Feel like Laudna was a bit cruel this ep (Ash has been there for her a ton and she kinda villainized him) but we'll put it down to Delilah#much of Ashton's trauma has been overlooked or left to them to internalize but still nobody has told them that they are loved#and Ashton Greymoore needs to be told they're loved! (by Fearne)#but yeah time for more positive mental scenarios that 99% won't happen (but when that 1% does ho boy)#couldn't have just had Fearne go 'no talking' and sleep on Ash's chest to hear their heartbeat as her touch soothes Ash's pain could we?#or final fight scenarios where Ludinus is a walking harness and Ashton tricks them into absorbing their titan powers so he'd explode#they could've even had a talk in the woods because they wanted to find her so bad but was not gonna test Imogen's patience#I for one though will have at least one where Ashton seeks out Mori for advice (Fearne too but separately)#Tal I need you to use all your romantic arsenal in the feywild (Percy's worst travel experience) to win back Ashley's beautiful faun girl#bonus prompts for 'You will always be perfect to me' and 'Promise you'll come back to me' they pop up often in my scenarios#taliesin jaffe#ashley johnson
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Why the FUCK didn't Sasha apologize to Quinni.
#no im so pissed about that.#dude you don't give an autistic person a meltdown that big over something that hurtful#and just#walk away scot free#last time someone gave me a meltdown that hardcore I cut them off for a month.#that might just be the bpd tho#but still#quinni doesn't seem like the type to just. be chill without an apology and hearing sasha explain herself#and then she makes her her vice??????????#she already acknowledged sasha is only in it for the power trip#sasha didn't even do anything in the investigation she just followed quinni around#which as she should#but she hasn't made up for how she treated quinni AT ALL#in fact she's just gotten MORE of a performative activist#like why the fuck was she such a bitch to missy abt spider#i get it yea. ur friends sometimes have dogshit taste in men but you don't need to make them feel like trash abt it#and the way she was like 'he fetishizes u for being black omg its probably asian girls next omg i dont feel safe'#THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU????????.#also she 100% jumpstarted quinnis identity crisis#with how she was constantly switching between infantilizing her and undermining her autonomy over her own decisions#and treating doing things quinni wanted to do and the specific way she needed to do them as a chore#and then victimizing herself!!!!!!!#like from experience that relationship dynamic IS abusive to autistic people it just is#idk if nt people get it but it's really fucking awful to come from your partner#anyway. until sasha apologizes to both quinni and missy this will continue to be a sasha hate page.#heartbreak high#heartbreak high season 2#quinni gallagher jones#sasha so#missy beckett
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being bomBARDED with the drake/kendrick drama is so funny bc its like
i dont go here anymore but hell its saturday night, i have nothing better to do, lets see whats going on
#if its making it on MY DASH then you best believe i need to sit down and see whats up#if IM hearing about it (girl who legit lives under a rock especially when it comes to celeb stuff unless friends/moots tell me) then#you know its big?????#this is so funny lmao whats this beef about.#clem talks <3#drake#kendrick lamar
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I wonder how my great great great grandma who was born in 1907 and died before even my mom was born would feel to know that in 2024 there's a cat named after her. Like to know that her own great granddaughter who she only ever known as a little girl, would as a 65 year old woman, adopt a cat and think like...'she reminds me of my great grandmother who's been gone longer now than I ever knew her.'
#the way one generation turns into another always makes me think#it's less about the cat and more so that someone would remember you in such a way several decades after youre gone#my grandma talks about stories of her great grandmother#or her big maw as she calls her#and it's always from the perspective of a little girl looking up to a maternal figure#and it always jars me bcus that's how ive always looked at my grandma#the relationship i have with my grandmother she also once had with her grandmother and so on and so on#and then it makes me think even more to hear these stories about the grandmother my grandmother loved dearly#and I've never met her#to feel connected to a woman through your mother through her mother through her mother through hers and it's this line of mother to daughte#but you've never met her yourself#but someone you love once loved her#lover her enough to even as an old lady see a cat and be immediately reminded of how she was a lifetime ago#are we all just a string of short lived experiences and memories carried along down the passage of time
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I like to think that Marlowe is haunted by the events of the Big Sleep for the rest of his career. The old man he was forced to lie to. The little guy he needlessly bullied who died in front of his eyes. Rummaging through gay porn for the job. The gay murderer he was beastly with. The creep who insulted him (queer slur. It was a queer slur) after breaking into his house and waiting in his bed naked. Killing his first and last guy in self-defense. The worm quote. The girl he had a crush on who never returned. Winning and losing completely. He was never the same after.
#philip marlowe#the big sleep#confession I don’t care that much for the big sleep#Marlowe is still baking in the oven#one day I found an article saying that the creep wasn’t a creep but was “confident in her sexuality” girl power yeeeeeah#with all due respect do you fucking hear yourself#have you heard that consent had no fucking gender actually#*shivers*
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There's something so crushing about the theory that Hopper is actually Will's father, and it truly is the Jonathan of it all. Imagine Jonathan finding out and thinking what? really? For a split second before realizing that no, it's not both of them. That would be crazy. It's just Will. Of course it's just Will.
#supports my 'jonathan has a really hard time stepping back and letting hopper actually BE a father bc hes spent so much time supporting them#& hop trying to be a parent to HIM is going to really rub him the wrong way for awhile bc hes never experienced a good father figure' theory#jonathan finding out that hes WILL'S dad? ACTUALLY? HE'S the one stuck w/o a dad AGAIN?#they all get to be one big happy family and he doesnt even know his place bc if he isnt the parent and he isnt the son then what is he?#culminates to a good old fashioned 'why do you even CARE you arent my dad!!' which is when FINALLY hop just hugs the shit out of him#and hear me OUT.#mike s2 punching him til he sobs parallel#'yes i am kid. i am.'#stranger things#will byers#jim hopper#jonathan byers#byler#<- girl u know why
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The Boys in the Boat fandom is not ready for my Don fic🤩 you’re not. I’m tellin ya right now, you. Are. Not.
It’s a LIIIIIIITTLE longer than I originally planned on, 6,000+ words and counting BUT, my hopes are that y’all will love it regardless of how long it is! It’s basically romance with a little bit of angst if you squint your peepers real tight but agh!! I’m so excited about it!! I’m even thinking about making it a lil series😏 a series of Don oneshots y’know? His first date, cute little random dates in between, their deep little talks, his proposal, his wedding, you name it! All snuggled into a little series of oneshots🤗
And for the Bobby fans: you’re gonna love it too!! (I hope!!) It BEGINS with Bobby, it has a little mention of Bobby in the middle, and then it ENDS with Bobby. Why? Because it wouldn’t be a TBitB fanfic without our very own favorite lil coxswain😉 Plus I’m a people pleaser and try to keep everyone happy, eheh! Buuuut we won’t talk about that right now
Oh yeah, and I am *very* close to being done with it. Like, as in, should be posed by tomorrow night kinda close😏
#no but you aren’t READY.#and after yall read it I would LOVE to hear your input/feedback on Kate🥰#I’ve gotten attached to her; I hope you will too because her tiny self is PERFECT FOR OUR TALL TINY UNDERWEIGHT BIG-BONED 6’2’’ STROKE SEAT😍#the boys in the boat#Don Hume#Jack Mulhern#these are a few of my favorite things#my fics#real Don did not know how to be a husband but we will change that for movie!Don AMIRIGHT?!#Movie!Don deserves ALL the happiness!!! he deserves a kind and patient gracious girl who knows how to read his moods and meet his needs
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I haven’t stopped laughing since I first read this.
#op you are so big brained I can hear this in his voice and I keep laughing#schmidt#new girl#winston schmidt#Tom Wambsgans#succession#succession hbo#these are some of my favourite things
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compiled all (I hope) of fydolla ho (shawnee smith’s rock band)’s music into one (1) google drive file so that nobody has to listen to ads in between songs/worry about the yt reuploads getting taken down. have fun (`・ω・´)ゞ
#POWERFUL homoeroticism in some of these#gonna add some recommendations in the tags here (even though it’s really only around an hour’s worth of music anyway)#want this — big raw passionate ballad about fuck knows what. guitar solo RIPS ‼️‼️‼️‼️#behave — energetic anthem about wishing your shitty mom would die alone#believe — love ballad from beyond the grave apparently about shawnee’s deceased pitbull. very touching#maja thurup — murder confession song. you know how it is#also#honorable mention to ‘girl smells’ for being so fucking strange that I can’t not talk about it. bizarre dykefailure anthem#also to ‘oh yeah’ for being like 50% moaning. bold choices bold choices#tonight we fuck music#I should probably put saw tags on this for exposure huh. forgive me for the unrelated posts but the music is good I want people to hear it#shawnee smith#amanda young#saw 2004#sawposting#saw movies#will add more tracks if I become aware of them but afaik these are the only 3 albums they ever had
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it’s taking so much fucking self control not to respond pettily to something over on bearotonin
#but I’m being a big girl about it and vague posting hear instead lmao#How I chose to run my blog is not negotiable#If you don’t like it you can literally just unfollow#I don’t want helpful little suggestions#if you don’t like it or it bothers you. You. Can. Just. Unfollow.#Ugh#rage vague vent posting here to prevent me unleashing my wrath over on bearotonin#Posts about bearotonin
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Saw some of the grossest parenting today in the bus
#this dad was on his phone the whole bus ride ok#and his two kids were screaming arguing#at most he would periodically tell them to lower their voice while still on his phone#one time he told them to stop the one sitting next to him hit him 😭 and he went back to look at his phone with no reaction#my guy something is seriously wrong with you#your kids are screaming at each other doesn't even matter all that much that we are in the bus rn#theyre not just being loud kids you need to do smt!!!!!! its too early for this!!! i could hear them even with my noise cancelling headphone#anyways#ive never seen smt like this#and i work in a mall i see lots of parents and kids#idk smt really disgusting about a parent just not even interested in engaging with their kids#dude no wonder they're loud they probably want ur attention#also this one lady once who came in wjth a big stroller#and the store where i work has little moving rooms between the aisle so this woman decided TO LEAVE THE STROLLER WITH A KID INSIDE AT THE#FRONT OF THE STORE#the kids started crying and his hrother (toddler not in the stroller but not following the mom for some reason) started exploring and i#i had to watch them until the mom came back but like the woman just left them there???#i just stepped in but what if i hadnt??? lady?????????#i see lots of cute interactions of course#like this little girl who came with who i think is her grandpa and he asked me to help her chose her next manga read 😭💖#i basically work in a book/toy store#theres a lot of candy as well the kids love it#idk i like seeing kids being happy ok it is healing#like all the kids sitting on the floors deep in their books while the parents shop 😭😭😭 makes me smile every time top tier behavior
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i love my counselor because she refuses to pry. don’t even know if she knows that’s an option, I have so rarely met a person who stays so thoroughly in her lane.
#the thing about me is that I’m an open book with an expressive face. and also I keep a lot inside and refuse to speak on things#especially things that are bothering me#and that can be irresistible to some people who just want to dig into my soul#and it’s why I was afraid of counseling for so long. that someone would be like ‘what can we unearth in Maria’s psyche’#and she just doesn’t care/doesn’t try/is only going to take me at face value#so there is lots I don’t tell her/refuse to speak on. and you know what doesn’t it MATTER. because the point is not to push myself#to some arbitrary measure of absurd honesty/openness but to talk about stuff when/if it’s helpful#also a huge way she’s already helped me is she’s just like ‘girl you’re fine’#no but actually though. she’s always like ‘you sound like you’re thriving to me!’#and she’s also just like ‘you’re busy you have energy you have plans you make good eye contact you clearly have confidence’#with the underlying message being. the thing that’s hurting you the most is your own anxiety. which sounds obvious lol#but it is kind of the sheer act of worrying itself. the other stuff is (mostly) in order#and that has helped. she also has cured me of some wrong self/belief stuff.#like I was once like ‘I’m not organized! I make no plans!’ and she was like ‘your plans have plans what are you talking about’#she also said I was highly logical and analytical and didn’t act emotionally/from a place of emotion#and I was just like ‘pikachu face’ because one of my deepest beliefs was that I WAS an emotionally driven person#and she was like nope. you’re highly rational. I mean I took it as a compliment and loved to hear it#the problem with me is when the brain will simply spiral out of control and the details become monsters and I make things a big deal#I’m super good at that#anyway yeah just processing
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SOMEONE GET THAT BITCH AUGEFORT BACK IN THE PRESENT!!!!!! EVANGELICAL COLONEL SANDERS IS TRYING TO KICK APPLEBEES OUT OF SCHOOL
#delete later#THAT EPISODE PREVIEW HAS ME STRESSSEEEEDDDDDD#Shoutout to Gertie tho I love her i hope her and Kristen can work out even if they really are starcrossed#god.....why is Brennan so good at the evangelical southern tone that gave me horrible flashbacks to church camp#genuienly made my stomach drop how am i gonna survive hearing next weeks episode#dimension 20#fantasy high spoilers#so excited to see kipperlilly again tho everyone hates you girl and i am no exception but man i cant wait to see you fight in the big bad#big bad final episode fight#okay im calm now 😌
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