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when you get this ask you could perhaps maybe bless us with 5 of your fav songs (currently or of all time), and then send this ask to 5 of your moots who you think have good taste! <3
My good crow,
I have abysmal music tastes. But here you go!!!! FLOOD THE DASH WITH MUSICALSSSSS
#SING FOR ME MY ANGEL#my shower and my car hate me#so do my neighbors tbh#i love how these are all just Le Death Obsessed#it's okay you died#when you die#you just died#you died a long time ago#you're gonna die so MAKE IT CAMP#crow tag#*sings* cawww cawwwwwwwwwww#spring awakening#moulin rouge#rent the musical#diana the musical#the phantom of the opera
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gg buddy am I right (ethubs doodle that I don't know what to do with)
#ethubs#Ive wanted to draw ethubs angst for so many days but art block is still hitting hard and this thing has been sitting around for awhile#hey ethubers how did you. survive#last life ethubs upsets me so much make it end#The way after Bdubs dies Etho is trying to justify to himself not having given him a life to begin with rather than#telling him to prove himself#its like he expects the others who are with him to comment on it but they dont. Etho's all "I couldn't have just given it to him you know..#without them asking about it or anything. And Etho just keeps going. god damn it Etho I feel so bad for them#dont even get me started on what Bdubs said to G about Etho grrrr GRRRR I saw that for the first time not long ago GRRRRRR#I still wanna draw proper ethubs though. someday#also the damage to Bdubs' face is supposed to be from the rocket Lizzie shot#does it make sense? No probably not but its an excuse to make him look more dead#tubby art
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es rarepair week 2024 day 1 | AU/future
lil ghostic au of mine!!! yuzuru and the rest of fine are long since trapped souls in an abandoned mansion of which rst come across while looking for shelter during a storm :] it doesnt um. particularly end well
#doodles#duck scribbles#es rarepair week 2024#midoyuzu#yuzumido#i Was gonna do the stardew au but then it made me kind of sad. actually this is even worse in that aspect but im in a mood#enstars#midori finds his diary of which details the life of and events leading to yuzuru and the rest of the residents' deaths and w it slowly#becomes able to see/interact with (to an extent) yuzurus spectre himself#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#ghostswere initially rather aggressively hospitable in order to keep lost strangers there to eventually die and become a lost soul like the#but most w time grew to just want to be freed and be able to pass on in peace. more hostile ghosts become vague wisps of what they were bef#ore once theyve lost their tether to humanity but those with a strong will still have more control and effect on their surroundings somewha#yuzuru specifically was determined to maintain the mansion and has for decades and maybe centuries kept it orderly hence the clarity of his#spirit!!! having been one of those hostile spirits himself before has moved on to gently guiding guests away from the more dangerous areas#and assisting them so as to ensure their safe leave#they look for a way to break the curse on the mansion together so as to free all their souls!! unfortunately for midori she fell in love w#someone who has long since died 👍#the lil ballroom scene was a funny thing i dreamed about a while ago actually. i like to think watarus ghost put on some music unprompted#oh and since the rest of rst is also there technically you can expect chiaki is Not having a very good time
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izuku didn’t just have to see katsuki’s dead body, he also had to see the fucking all might card right next to him. physical proof that katsuki always had a tender spot in his heart for izuku and their childhood together. evidence that katsuki fucking LOVED HIM THIS WHOLE TIME and now it’s TOO LATE. it’s actually so devastatingly romantic and fucking tragic. izuku really only finds out katsuki loved him all along when he thinks he’s lost him forever.
#bakudeku#bkdk#and then kacchan comes back and izuku stares at him with such open longing like#who can blame him he knows now#how can he not know!!!!#what else can it mean to hang on to a little card you got together years ago#and it’s right by his face too??#he was probably looking at it as he died???#it makes me fucking insane every time I think about Katsuki’s sentimental ass hanging onto that stupid card#carrying it around with him#his biggest regret not getting it signed#no matter what he never could bring himself to let it go#just has it on him at any given time apparently#like have you heard the phrase carrying a torch for someone#bc that’s#the metaphor is right there.#AND IZUKU HAS TO SEE IT HE HAS TO LOOK AT IT#WHEN HE THINKS ITS TOO LATE#HE LOVED ME THE WHOLE TIME AND ITS TOO LATE#ITS PEAK ROMANCE ITS SO BEAUTIFUL#I’M SO GLAD ITS NOT TOO LATE#in my mind bkdk is already canon bc this is just so damning#he only calms down when he’s told maybe it isn’t too late after all too#it’s so romance it’s to tragic it’s so dramatic it’s so JUICY ITS SO GOOD#I COULD TALK ABOUT IT FOREVER AND JUST MIGHT
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i think it's actually very brave to fight for yourself when no one else will, to insist upon your own self worth, if only in your own actions and self-preservation, when everyone around considers you worthless or unworthy.
If no one else cares about you, you will care, if no one else loves you, you will try to show yourself love to the best of your ability, even if you don't know it, if no one else will protect you then you will fight for yourself. Keep yourself alive. No one else will and it's you're no less worthy than who you're being told to put yourself to the side for, to die for, to admit you are nothing for.
It's trauma, it's resilience, it's survival, it's fight, it's advocacy, it's perseverance, it's natural, it's difficult, and it's brave.
#i'm not tagging the villain trio individually but...#consider mxy was the only one of that “squad” to sacrifice himself for someone considered more worthy and he's not anymore respected#or considered for it. Nobody thinks of him at all.#If anything NHS gets the credit for his death for baiting him into suicide and that's... Anyway#If SMS died to the Wen - either in CR or in the Cave of Slaughter depending on the version of canon - nobody would even think his name agai#If JGY had “sacrificed himself” things would probably be a lot worse but no one would give him any consideration other than maybe#to deride him for fucking up by sacrificing himself lmao#It's always seen as brave and good to help other people but cowardly and selfish to help yourself but like...#if no one cares to help you and never would then that's just saying other people are more important than you. You don't matter.#and it's actually very good and brave to stand against that I think. You should help yourself esp. if you are the only one who ever will#XY is the clearest example of this tbh. If he didn't fight for himself he'd have been dead a long time ago#as an unloved little 7ish year old child#the same society that condemned him to die on the streets as a child because they simply did not care#now condemn him for not understanding the love that was never shared with him. for surviving when they'd rather he died#because these “bad aspects” of these characters aren't despite surviving tragic pasts and difficult circumstance#and they aren't really because of them either#the “bad aspects” ARE survival
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It took me a couple of months (drawing and research), but now I can finally share the WIP!~
The composition is inspired by Alfons Mucha - Poster for Médée (Sarah Bernhardt) 1898
#you don't have any idea HOW MUCH meaning and references there are here#I mean my headcanons for the character#I hope I can finish this drawing and reveal all the deep lore that I have#In general I’ve already thought out a detailed backstory for the whole La Squadra for a long time ago hehe#well we'll see#alphonse mucha#Médée#tw death#?#tw blood#La Squadra Esecuzioni#melone#la squadra#my art#jjba#jjba part 5#golden wind fanart#vento aureo#jjba fanart#jojo's bizarre adventure#Vento Aureo#Golden Wind#JoJo's Bizarre Adventure#Jojo no Kimyou na Bouken#la squadra di esecuzione#jjba melone#jjba vento auero#jjba golden wind#my wip art#wip
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girls when they remember that wilfred owen was killed in action A WEEK before the armistice was signed
#look. it's a dead gay world war poet it goes with the theme of this blog.#wilfred owen#oscar rambles#i was rereading wild with all regrets which is the alternate version of a terre#he wrote it a little less than a year before he died and dedicated it to sassoon.#and i can't stop obsessing over the fact that the final lines#the ones about the soldier dying and his friend grieving him#almost feel like a premonition. he is going to die and his friend is going to grieve him. i feel insane#been on the verge of tears about this all day#also person who sent me an ask two days ago if you see this i have NOT forgotten about it#i just unfortunately have a long rant so i'm waiting for the time to type it all out rip#oh just cause someone mentioned in the tags this is ok to reblog#we are all sad about the gay ww1 poet sometimes it's okat#also omg i had completely forgotten that wo was also in a magnus statement
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Understandably So no one mentions charles when talking about the Logan movie and again Understandably So This Aint Bout Him however i do confess that as someone who had never seen Logan until like. a month ago when i was binging all the movies and without knowing a single thing about it aside from laura i cant lie i was in fact jumpscared by him being there. especially for at least like 3/4s of the movie
#xmen#logan movie#snap chats#i be ramblin today hello ...#it was a pleasant jumpscare. yk until he died. after realizing he committed atrocities by accident 😭😭💀 OLD MAN NOOO#but no please LIKE I READ THE DESCRIPTION WHEN GOING TO WATCH RIGHT#AND I WAS JUST THINKING 'oh he'll probably be here for like twenty minutes. wdym he's here for way longer than that'#i THINK years ago i REMEMBER seeing a screenshot of the hotel bit with laura and charles but again that was years ago#and i might be tricking myself maybe its a false memory jealvvelka either way i just know they were cute :(#point is he was here for. i cant even say So Little cause again He Was Here For An Hour And Thirty Minutes Out Of Two Hours#and lets be clear 'snap has your brain molded that much you know exactly how much screen time charles gets in the movies'#girl no not yet i only know exactly when he punches his clock cause i had to keep restarting the movie cause it kept pausing vjAELKAJE#and it just so happened to struggle literally like. ten minutes after he dies- like when logan was dealing with x24 THAT part#so rude for that.. anyway I Repeat i miss charles and laura bein cute :(#it wasnt a lot but it was just sweet.. i always like how charles always got that Professor in his soul with these movies#like in dofp when logan's losing it after. getting future ptsd jvALKVLAJ??K charles is there to ground him#despite being. Like That vjeaLKj like sir please ily. i will accept the Youre On Acid answer youre trying your best#and then with THIS movie evidently charles is having. the worst time upstairs#but he's still super sweet with laura like oh stop you grandpa im gonna throw up#and to STRESS. they were EVIL about that wholesome dinner bit like :((( oh to see the fam happy and safe again :(((#like im throwing up frankly. people were right this movie IS sad i underestimated their assessment 😭#to lighten the mood in my heart. charles really do be an old man in this movie hes such a menace to logan JELKAK#god. Most Normal X-Men Movie Watcher Focuses On Professor X During The Movie About Logan VEJLKJA#ok im done. sorry i just keep replayin that bit in my head where theyre in the car and logans just 'Did You Take Your Meds SHOW'#like pelase. jaeRLKEaj ok im gonna try drawing i looked at my wall long enough and i think i can draw something
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Some super doodles before I focus on work and writing
"family resemblance 🤨", "Pocket experiences the hubris of thinking she can fix Black Zero", and "why is there an aquaman superboy here"
#reign of the supermen is a comedy and superboy hypertime is also one#'hello superboy who only got a real name one issue ago. we're going to nuke you into other dimensions now'#and 'yeah the Justice League is mostly in hell in this movie but it's a c plot and they really are a comedy bit every time they're on screen#don't worry about it here's ipad baby superboy imprinting onto lois lane'#i really do want to know what's up with the Aqua super boy thing tho#first because he pulls off the long hair better than Clark#and second because???? the superboy who replaced Robin when Tim died was like. his friend#but Aquaman?????#how did he get there#Alt text#my art
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@houndbytez made me Eddsworld relapse right as we get to witness Hargreaves hate the fandom again god bless America. I want you to know you released the beast in me Hound.
#localgardenweed#the weed is rambling#eddsworld#eddsworld tord#tord eddsworld#ew tord#tord ew#eddsworld amaris leclair#amaris leclair eddsworld#ew amaris leclair#amaris leclair ew#tordamar#amartord#they have a ship name it sucks i know#me when o get to make silly lore for Tord’s character cause his switch in character in The End was werid but also like#i need a way to make it make sense so i say like political cult shit maybe#Hargreaves shit was no surpising like he does that every other week#like dude…idk if you should be saying that to the people who buy your merch cause like#without the fanart and headcanons and everything else…eddsworld would have died a LONG time ago#they are the ones who want to buy YOUR MERCH so like maybe not shit on them#thanks xoxo
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Short Story Snippet - Of Natural Sin
A conversation in 1542, between a soon to be married woman, and her friend and priest - who is gay and a bastard.
#clearly the conversation is about them reframing that mindset#the girl - lucrezia is set to be married#at the end of the conversation - she finds the power not to be married#but i like the jumping around you know?#like this is a gay priest - who is also a bastard so in his time he would be a natural sin#and she is a woman - and she feels she is a natural sin#the priest has already lived long enough to know that what he believes about himself is false#the self hatred he felt for himself - died down ages ago#the idea that he feels himself a natural sin just doesn't exist -#but#to him#to see another stuck in that mindset#saddens him#i think that there are always comparisons of gay men being natural sins and other men helping them#but i also like the idea of like a gay man helping a woman#this short story takes place in Italy in 1542#the girl is italian the priest is english#writing prompt#writing community#creative writing#european history#religious trauma#religious imagery#adam and eve#roman catholic#catholicism#web weaving#typography#moodboard#writers of tumblr
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fics where someone goes to angband instead of/with maedhros
[in the brackets are the characters who are captured]
For Want of a Crown by theScrap_Witch [maglor]
The Price We Pay by theScrap_Witch [maglor]
A Different Kind of Doom by Aemileth [all sons of fëanor]
A Perfect Pair by SunflowerSupreme [finrod and maglor]
A Songbird in Angband by AdmirableMonster (Mertiya) [maglor]
Mountains Don't Sing by MathConcepts [maedhros and fingon]
Animal Skins by Ilye [celegorm]
In Gold gefasst and Prized Jewel by Siana [maedhros and maglor]
A Fair Evil by Siana [maedhros and maglor]
A Broken Voice by Silentx13 [maglor]
Wisdom Prevails by Ardruna [nerdanel]
What If It Hadn't Been Maedhros? by ArvenaPeredhel [maglor, celegorm, caranthir, curufin, amras] (it's five different stories, not "all of them get captured together")
Aphonia and Mother Who Bore Me by ArvenaPeredhel [maglor]
Hard Choices and Silenced by waitingfover [maglor]
The Expendable One by The_Cinderninja [celegorm; he isn't exactly captured but it fits]
+ three in russian
Услышь меня, брат... by Nolofinve [feanor]
Кроме пыли и пепла by vinyawende [feanor]
За перевал by М. Кимури [it doesn't quite fit the description but still has a similar plot]
this list probably isn't comprehensive, if you know more fics with a similar plot, please tell me!
if you are the author of one of the fics here and would like to be @'ed or to have your fic removed from here, please tell me! if i made a mistake in the descriptions tell me also
#the most frequent maedhros substitute: maglor#the most surprising one: nerdanel#disclaimer: i haven't read most of these. honestly i knew there was a lot of these but SO MANY OMG !!!!!!!!!!!#THERE WAS ALSO a fic i don't remember what exactly happened but ? i think all of the sons of feanor were taken#and some of them killed later#and the remaining ones got out but they were super traumatised#i remember maglor died and maedhros was unnormal about it. that's all i remember lol it was a long time ago#IF YOU KNOW THE FIC I'M TALKING ABOUT PLEASE PLEASE SHARE#also TWO different fics in russian by different authors where feanor gets captured surprised me#i've only read the second one but i think in the first fic fingolfin also saves him? more similarities? though i've only skimmed through it#silmarillion#fic recs#maglor#i'm only tagging him lol bc the other characters have like 1 fic per character#well okay#maedhros#he's also there
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how am I supposed to let go?
#castle#castleedit#kate beckett#tvedit#tvarchive#tvfilm#cinemapix#useroptional#dailycaskett#castle: 4x09#i made dis#sad girl hours#mother#i did the long version of this scene a while ago#but this line here#you have no idea what this does to me#and i've been having a hard time again with all of it#so this is how i try to work though#'her death is a part of you'#'and you're gonna have to make peace with that'#like FUCK#britt.gh
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Amngie
The Only Character Ever Source Dude Trust Me My Dad Works At Library Of Ruina
one of the rare characters that makes me lose it in that specific way in which i literally cant watch random people talk about her or else ill give myself heart palpitations <333 i saw a mildly off-base take about her One Time and it made me want to chew through drywall. absolutely fucking fascinating effect that one.
what can i even say about her that i havent already. that other people havent already. shes everything. probably one of th best written characters ican think of in my recent memory. where do you even start. shes a character that showed up and irrevocably altered my entire programming.
shes just a little thang. she could kill with a snap of her fingers. she cares so much that its a core part of her character. shes so jaded that she tries to convince herself she doesnt. shes terrified of being alone. she severs the tie between her and the people she loves with her own hand. she wants to live. she doesnt care what happens to her. she yearns for autonomy and freedom. she wanders in circles because its what shes always had to do, and is convinced thats what there always was and always will be. she doesnt trust anyone. she hired someone who broke into her house on the spot. she designed herself and her [Status Redacted]s cute color coded outfits. shes a horrible liar. she built herself from the ground up. shes bird. shes gender. shes even asexual. imagine.
i cant fucking show her to anybody because every time i try to introduce her it just turns into showing shitty pngs of her and tearfully and incomprehensibly saying "ilove her so much" over and over again.
shes fucking impossible. i would kill for her without hesitation.
amngela.
#trying tearfully to try and explain the significance of her self-imposed distance clashing with her returning to--#--the one person who ever respected her; who she trusted deeply; referring to him by the name of someone who died long ago--#--guarding herself with a feigned disdain yet still migrating back over and over as if she hopes This Time will be different--#--like some sort of stray cat hissing at your hand yet wailing mournfully when you arent out to greet her at 5pm SHARP.#thinks about 'You're not the Benjamin I used to know.' and begins clawing at the fucking WALLS.#as if that was supposed to be a dig at Him and not the saddest and most telling fucking thing she could have possibly said#piktalk#projmoon
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When the fandom has more of a "only listens to pop music" vibe but the perfect song for a character is Savior by Rise Against
#solas buddy don't worry if i had known how bad it was in that fandom i would have come to get you a long time ago#why is everyone mad he took the inquisitor's hand all the time the inquisitor would have died i feel insane reading any take from da people#sorry my tag ranting has gotten off topic#anyway savior is a really good song and appeal to reason was a really good album
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Ravinstill Extended Family Lore: The Deaths of Gnaeus and Marius
For the uninformed, Marius and Gnaeus Ravinstill are (in my worldbuilding) Felix's two older cousins. Marius is the eldest surviving Ravinstill cousin and the heir presumptive.
I have for the longest time just handwaved their deaths as a part of a confusing mess that happened in the aftermath of Felix's death via Coriolanus orchestrated car crash, but I have recently been privately rotating them in my head:
I have always known that Coriolanus uses Felix's death to try and turn Marius and Gnaeus against each other.
After giving this some thought, I don't think it works against the Ravinstill cousins, but it does work on their supporters.
Marius' position as Ravinstill heir has always been tenuous in that Gnaeus has always been the better pick. There are a lot of people who would support Gnaeus if he wasn't himself supporting Marius.
I don't think it would take much to convince Marius' supporters that Gnaeus is a threat. The ones that are solely loyal to Marius and see Gnaeus as some encroaching relative who's bullying the Ravinstill heir
Maybe, Coriolanus helps them along with rumors and by slipping something into their communications, but there was always going to be suspicion
Marius and Gnaeus are probably dealing with their great-uncle's grief and their own (and an upcoming state funeral), but when a call comes saying that Gnaeus needs to meet with a few advisors about something, well, it doesn't raise that many questions, Gnaeus was always the one with a better head for politics
And it doesn't matter if Marius' supporters decide to call him themselves after the deed is done or if Marius gets impatient waiting to pick out what coffin they're putting their younger cousin in, he shows up to whatever office or home that Gnaeus has been called to either way (although I lean more towards the latter)
Marius is more impulsive than the average Ravinstill, but I think he's stunned into inaction by the dead body of the cousin that he tried to replace two brothers with. EDIT: Marius is presented with the sight of Gnaeus’ severed head
I think he leaves that night and retires home numb, but the next day, he jumps into action
And what does it say, that as the news breaks, he doesn't seem to contact his great-uncle?
I think Marius purges his own followers and then waits. I don't think he really knows what he's waiting for, but well, Gnaeus was always the better schemer. Marius just avenged his cousin, and he knows that Gnaeus had a lot of friends too. Marius has gotten rid of anyone who would want to protect him.
He's not in the right headspace, so I think Marius greets whoever comes for hims with a smile.
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I wrote Pater Patriae before I fine-tuned this idea, so this isn't entirely intentional, but what does it say that Max doesn't know the exact details of what exactly transpired? He knows the same version of the story that the public hears: after the death of one grandnephews, the other two pointed fingers at one another and died. I hate that man (I love him and show it by destroying his life)
Fun fact: I was thinking that maybe Marius' supporters might bring him Gnaeus' head, but I don't think they're putting that much work in (to cut off a guy's head). This was to further the fact that this thought I've been rotating started off as a reference to Gnaeus' namesake Pompey (Gnaeus Pompeius Magnus) who sought asylum from Julius Caesar in Egypt and was then beheaded because the Egyptians feared him taking control and also sought to win Caesar's favor.
Anyway, I thought the killing someone for someone else's approval was enough of a reference. Beheading didn't fit Capitolites doing a semi-quiet little murder...
EDIT: I changed my mind. Canonically, (in my canon,) Gnaeus Ravinstill’s head gets cut off and presented to Marius.
I should make a death recap for my Ravinstill extended family. I think it would emphasize the tragedy and would be fun for me. Anyway, Marius and Gnaeus get a tag now! I used to just lump them in with the ravinstill extended family lore tag!
#tw suicide#<- kind of implied kind of actual... it's like walking into your death open arms style#some might say i should give all the other ravinstills suffering to max. and to that i say their suffering is max's suffering#your punishment is knowing that you should have died a long time ago#<- my thesis statement for max#abyssal stuff#the ballad of songbirds and snakes#felix ravinstill#the hunger games#tbosas#thg series#ravinstill extended family lore#oc: marius ravinstill#oc: gnaeus ravinstill
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