#you can unfollow me now /j

[bonnielunkas]

" if you want me to be a bully... THEN I'LL BE A BULLY! "

hi yeah so uh. surprise!! i have an omori bteam au. uh omori spoilers under the read more where i explain the character roles and other stuff abt the au so like if you wanna check out omori this is where you stop reading, i will not be holding back on the details

so this au was made because i realized omori and the new kid have similar plots so i was like yeah fuck it uhhh. character reasonings and other stuff are shown below

devon - sunny / omori : devon's the main reason kelsey died in new kid, sunny kicked off what spiraled into mari's death in omori. idk what the accident here is but it sure did happen and devon sure did close himself off from everyone!! uh he doesn't go full hikikomori like sunny does but he stops being active in his friends' lives and lives off in his own little world

mick - basil : was compliant in keeping quiet about the death. granted, mick didn't really do anything physically to aid devon in covering up the accidental murder, but he did keep quiet about it, and was clearly affected by it, much like basil is in omori. also basil and sunny are best friends, and mick and devon are best friends.

kelsey - mari : the victim of an accident. again, i'm not sure what the accident in the au is but it was, in fact, that, much like it is in new kid. kelsey is a bit more malicious towards devon?? actively getting him into trouble in the dream world and such. also in the real world kelsey is referred to as adam by pretty much everyone, aka the hc alive name me and my friend have for them.

millie - aubrey : a bit shakier on the parallel thing but there's a few. namely abandonment issues, millie has those before anything happens, and they get way worse after kelsey / adam dies, kinda like aubrey. she still has sarah though, at least. but yeah millie gets really pissed at devon and alec leading to the fight shown above.

alec - kel : alright this is where it goes from " actual parallels to the character " to " i am making this up as i go <33 " uhhh. really the only thing i can point to is the family structure ( since i hc julius to be alec's older brother, alec has the same family structure as kel : an older brother, and a younger sister ) and the favoritism from his parents. but yeah alec is the one to get devon back out of his house

julius - hero : prettyboy /j

in all seriousness though, this is mostly just because he's alec's older brother, and something something hero is kel's. though i can see julius charming enemies in the dream world. he's a lot nicer here than he is in canon though but that's probably because this has the same timeskip omori does, being 4 years, so he's matured quite a bit.

speaking of which yeah uh. 4 year timeskip is here so everyone is in their late teens ( devon is 18, millie, mick and alec are 19 ) except julius, who's 20. everyone in the dream world is closer to their usual looks while in the real world they're all a bit different ( at least fashion-wise. though alec DID finally fix his bangs. )

and that's about it :]

[kebbybites]

i'm 4 days late for sonic.exe day but i don't give a fuck

i care not for creepypastas, much less sonic.exe and all the other variants of it, but MAN the songs made for them are AWESOME

anyway here's a remix of confronting yourself i made in beepbox! (i know i got the chord progression wrong and it makes me cry)

oh and album art up close :3

[kiwinatorwaffles]

weed out the weak. share the shitpost /lh

ok you asked for it. and they were both sexless.

sorry, sorry. you guys can unfollow me now /j

[arachnoia]

holy shock ➶ . ˚ ༉‧₊˚ˑ༄ؘ | miguel o’hara

miguel o’hara x fem! reader (nsfw!)

a/n: literally I love you guys smmmm! i’m so glad you guys loved ‘gone’ 🥹 here’s pt 2!

again im trying new things bc im not rlly a smut writer but if y’all want smut, im down to write it! it’s j not my strong suit and y’all can prob tell.

ILL SHUT UP! ENJOY!

warnings- this has a lil nsfw, p in v, lil bit of angst, untranslated spanish, second part to gone

pt1- ‘gone’ pt3- ‘finally’

───⋆⋅☆⋅⋆───

“HE TOLD YOU HE DIDN’T YOU IN HIS LIFE? WHAT?” Peter looked at you wide-eyed and Mayday raised her eyebrows even though she has no idea what was going on. But her dad sounding shocked was enough to get a surprised reaction from her.

“Sort of…” you whispered. You kept looking at the sun’s glare, as if it had the solution to your crumbling “love life”.

“What do you think we were, Peter? What is your perspective? Why was Miguel your first thought?” You remarked. You felt your voice slightly crack from your questions thrown at Peter.

You also felt a little irrational.

You were angry too.

Not at Peter of course, but of how pathetic you think you look right now.

A slew of emotions piled onto you suddenly, all negative.

“Y/n…Aren’t you guys best friends?” His answer shocked you when it shouldn’t.

If you said yes, you wouldn’t be lying because that’s how your relationship looked like. But it’s not how it felt. It felt like something more.

“You could say that,” You said, glancing at the hyper cars from below.

───⋆⋅☆⋅⋆───

“Thank you…”

Miguel looked startled as he turned in your direction below. “For what?”

“Saving me. My thigh feels better and thank you for uh, saving me,” You yelled, smiling awkwardly. Hopefully he couldn’t tell how nervous you were from up there.

Miguel leaned his head to behind you, “What do you have there ?”

“Oh, fuck right! Uh, these are for you,” You swung up and held out a plastic white bag, plastered with “THANK YOU”s and “GRACIAS”s.

You felt so stupid.

You sounded so stupid.

He probably thought you were stupid too.

“I- uh…got you some empanadas. I know you like them from Doña Rosa’s restaurant, so…here.” Miguel’s eyebrows were raised and he chuckled. “You didn’t have to, Y/l/n.”

Stuttering? Really?

You blushed and felt nervous. He’s your best friend?? Why are you feeling this way??

You retracted your arm with the bag before Miguel grabbed your arm and sucked his teeth. “I didn’t say I wouldn’t take them now, Y/n.”

Your face felt like it was on fucking FIRE.

“Gracias hermosa,” He said smiling and snatching the bag quickly.

He said it in a teasing way, which lead you even more confused as to what the hell it meant translated.

You tilted your head in confusion, “What does that mean?”

What if he said he didn’t like them?

WHAT IF HE THOUGHT YOU SOUNDED LIKE AN IDIOT?!

He turned around and shrugged. “Means ‘thanks bud’. So thanks, bud.”

His nonchalant tone made you bite the inside of your cheek as you frowned at him, who was already opening up the bag of empanadas and munching on a fig one.

“Yeah, you’re welcome, bud.”

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

“I just need time to breathe and take a minute, Peter. It’s not every day one of your best friends just tells you ‘Oh! You’re dead to me, you bastard, I hate you, I want you gone from my life!’ That just doesn’t happen,” you said, feeling an immense wave of sorrow hitting you, replacing the anger that was just there.

Peter, in his 38 years of living never ever thought he would be in this situation; giving relationship advice to his 27-year-old colleague.

“Have you tried talking to him about it?” That was the first thing to mind. As you can tell, he isn’t really good at this.

“Well yeah-“

“How did it go?”

You glared are him and your tone turned sarcastic, “How does it look like it went?”

The sky’s sunset looked beautiful. It had an array of warm and gorgeous reds, pinks, oranges, and yellows, with a hint of violet.

“Well, he blocked my number! He unfollowed me on his super duper secret Instagram-”

“Wait what? Miguel has Instagram? He’s such a…”

You laughed a bit, “…Deadkill? Why? Is it because he has the humor of an 80-year-old man? He’s not that boring, Peter. He has social media.”

“Y/n. The man says ‘Oh shock!’ Like man, just say oh shi-” Peter stopped and looked at Mayday, who was already looking up at him and was smiling cutely.

“I mean ‘oh shiitake mushrooms’…”

You rolled your eyes and laughed, “Well he cut off all communication from me! The bastard even blocked me on SPOTIFY. He deleted our shared playlist-”

“Woah. WOAH! Shared playlist? Me n MJ do that!” he gushed.

You nodded, “And he was the one who added the majority of the songs. Pinche puto.”

“Yeah, yeah. Um Y/n, hey I don’t know. Talk to him?” He said, giving you a sassy tone with his hands on his hips. ”Peter, you’re setting me up for failure…”

“It would be, you know, more real if you just talked it over. I’m not sure about the whole picture as to what happened between you two but Miguel has always been so…depressing and you really did brighten up his life to some extent.”

“Right-”

“Hey, before you start being all mopey, just talk it out. I know Miguel just wouldn’t be irrational because he’s just a very level-minded person.”

If only he was…

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

“You didn’t want to laugh. But the more he dramatically moved his hips, the less control you had until you busted out cackling.

You caught him dancing to Bachata while he was washing dishes in his apartment.

Why were you in his apartment? You came unannounced to hang out, thinking he wouldn’t really care, until you walked into him dancing to his bachata playlist.

“You should definitely teach me. I see you listening to this all the time,” you said, giggling.

He jumped and turned around, giving you a scowl. “Ay dios, what are you doing here?”

You walked infront of him and put your finger against his lips, “Shh. You should definitely teach me how to dance this.”

He stopped and gazed at you for a few seconds before he went over which led you to twirling around and him having his hands resting at your hips as he helped you sway them.

You were going to probably scream into your pillow once you got home and cry since you’ve been going at this for 30 minutes.

You felt kind of bad feeling that way about your best friend, but holy-

The current song stopped and you felt his breath against your ear as he whispered, “I can hear your heart beating fast. Are you alright?”

HOLY SHOCK?

“I-“

Before you said anything, he interrupted you just studying your facial features. He studied your lips, nose, beauty marks. The silence was then caught off by him kissing you.

You felt your heart stop for a second before you returned the kiss.

He pulled away and smiled, “I see that you didn’t try to stop me, hermosa.”

HOLYSHOCKHOLYSHOCKHOLYSHOCKHOLYSHOCK

“I don’t think I should stop you,” you whispered, getting a low chuckle from him before he carried you bridal style towards his sleeping quarters and laid you on his bed. He barely came back from a mission and was still in his suit while you were in your regular clothing.

“I see, you like calling me ‘hermosa’? What does that mean?”

He smirked at you and pointed at you, “It means beautiful, just like you.”

You got up a bit from your laid position and kissed him even harder, pulling his weight on top of you as you both were drowning in each other.

“Oh fuckkk…” He groaned, squeezing your ass before he started attacking your neck, leaving you with red and purple love bites. He reached for your collarbone and stopped.

“W-Why’d you stop,” you whined. You didn’t know what to feel at this point. Here you were, with your best friend who you had a crush on, making out in his bed. Did he feel the same way? You had to pinch yourself before you could decide it was an illusion.

It wasn’t.

“I need permission. Can you-“

Before he responded, you took off your shirt and slid down your pants, leaving you in your panties and bra. “Continue.”

He smiled and started to play with your clit and kissed you at the same time, as you moaned in the kiss.

“F-Fuck, O’Hara-“ you moaned

It’s safe to say that you still couldn’t believe what happened next when he asked for permission again.

He pushed a button from his watch, placing it on his nightstand to reveal his almost godly sculpted body…and his very, very long member.

Your eyes couldn’t help but widen, which he noticed and chucked.

“Do you think you take it?“

“I don’t know, but I can try,” you muttered. You didn’t know what just happened with your newly found confidence but you were rolling with it.

He ripped your panties off and put a condom on. He then, aligned his erected member to your vagina and went in.

“It hurts-“ you whined before he kissed you.

“Just take it, you’re doing good right now, cariño.” He said as he moaned a bit, enjoying how tight you feel around him.

‘Cariño’…that was new.

That’s what Doña Rosa called her husband whenever he came at random times in her restaurant when the two of you were ordering empanadas.

That’s what lovers call each other, right?

It didn’t take long for you to almost pass out from his girth entering in and out, giving you a wave of euphoria and a bit of pain.

Your mind was rushing at different places, all while hearing his little grunts and moans.

You were probably going to be sore tomorrow but it’s fine.

“I’m- I’m about to-“

“Yeah, me too,” he said before you both finished, feeling him fill you up.

“Shhh, sleep. You need rest now,” he said as he kissed your forehead and your eyes fluttered. He wrapped his sheets on you and patted your head. You softly smiled. It smelled like him and it smelled so good.

You recall him putting on some clothes and leaving, but thought he would come back.

You realized he didn’t when you woke up.

The only thing he left was a note on the other side of the bed you laid on, telling you that he felt every emotion opposite for love towards you. He wanted you to be gone from his life.

All you could do was just stare at a wall and cry.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

“Peter…are you sure that talking to him in person would help? I’m just-“

“Nervous? Yeah I get it. When me and MJ had our troubles, it’s always best to talk it out. Look at me now!”

“Peter, I’m looking at you and all I see is a middle-aged man in a superhero costume with a pink bathrobe, raccoon eyes, and a baby.”

Peter glared at you and rolled his eyes, “Wow I’m offended-“

You put up your arms, “Hey I’m sorry but that’s what I saw!”

“Mhm? Well, just talk to him. If he told you that in person-“

“He didn’t…”

Peter fumed, “Stop interrupting meeeee! Alright. That makes more sense then, honestly.”

You raised your eyebrow, “What do you mean by that?”

"What exactly did he do?"

You stared at him blankly, "He wrote a note.”

Peter scoffed and smiled cockily, “Miguel isn’t the type to do that stuff in writing!”

You cocked your head towards Peter, “And? What are you trying to say?”

Peter chuckled, “He didn’t mean it! That’s what it meant!”

You felt like your brain cells might have died from the statement Peter made.

What the fuck?

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yeah idk what I just wrote either.

tags ❤️‍🔥 (some don’t work and i’m so sorry 😭)

—— @catr4dora @leftcupcakedefendor @ushygushybaby @viriexo

[mimikooandbts]

This is why I left Jikook space. Jikookers being solos (or besties with solos), not only Taehyung but Jungkook antis as well, is just... I have no words besides being glad that i left those cultists.

These are screenshots taken from a Twitter group chat of more than 70 Jikookers.

How can you even disrespect Jimin like that!? Is he a woman now? I'm out of words. Solos are antis nomatter how hard they pretend to stan the member. Disrespecting him, his friends and family, then pretending that you love him?! I think shipping culture is really a nuisance to people's mental health cause there's no way these people are sane.

Shipping is actually a disease! Only this week, a Japanese actress 2x of Taehyung's age created a group chat of 172 people to hate on Tae and create malicious rumor about, she's been doing it since 2022 just to justify her ship, now J-armys caught her thus she's giving her halfass apology, this is NOT normal!!!

Please just leave the boys alone. Solos, shippers, diet solos, mantis, ot6, please leave BTS alone!!

For those of you who need links to report and block here.

PLEASE, IF YOU'RE A JIKOOKER OR ARMY FOLLOWING ANY SOLOS FANBASE, PLEASE UNFOLLOW AND BLOCK ME.

[abyssalzones]

hey :) i had to unfollow a bit ago just for personal reasons (i'm sure you're well aware of trauma-induced emotional sensitivities of some kinda discussions in the manner of this stuff) but... i wanted to take the time to read your analysis anyway, since i had still been looking forward to it, and i think thats always fair to do. and like you said, regardless of any differences in thought... i wanted to say still i really appreciate you sharing your thoughts, cus you were right, too, in that even though i was oddly nervous to read it... i do completely agree with you in the end, y'know? you DID surprise me in some ways. especially for sharing something so personal, and i hope everyone does nothing but respect you for that as well -- if you get any shit for sharing this i'm gonna be PISSED. you're right about a lot of things, and Especially in your disappointment in the fandom, too. i'm glad you enjoyed the book in the end and i hope you can continue to chill out in your bubble away from the broader trends up stuff going on right now even for your own sake, cus i understand how frustrating fandom can be in... general, really. so thank you again for sharing

uhm. that's... that means a lot to me, actually! I totally understand what you mean, and how stressful it can be (obviously), so it really is a lot to know you went and read all that anyway and came away from it pleasantly surprised. I've also really appreciated you and everyone else who has expressed that they'll be backing me up on being open about the topic, although currently the response has been pretty overwhelmingly positive, which I am super grateful for :J

it was particularly important to me going into writing and posting the review/analysis piece that I not only reach people I had already been writing for, but possibly fans outside of my general blogging sphere. so, thank you for having some faith in me!!

[call-me-chips]

Long vent warning 🙃

So if you came here for my typical carefree content, don't feel forced to read this at all :)

Ik I won't care if you do or don't, but I just need to get this to someone

I see a lot of people talking about having no friends and having bad friends, and both are really bad and I'm not trying to put down anyone's experiences, but I feel like there's a different kind of hurt when your friends just don't like you. Like, they're good people, but they just don't like you.

Like, I have this one friend (J) where, he's the closest thing I have to a best friend (aka, we see each other once a week and seem to enjoy each other's company), but I really don't think J likes me

He always has an excuse for not hanging out. Always. My sibling and I wanted to go to a comic con and invited J and his girlfriend, K. He mentioned a few weeks before that he might not be able to go because he might have to babysit a child or something. Closer to the con, J said that he, infact, wouldn't have to watch the child, which we were happy about, but then immediately he said that he "wasn't allowed" to go to this con. The reason he gave was "My dad thinks comic cons are cults." Even though J's been to several cons, one of which was in the US (We're Canadian).

And just yesterday a group I was going to had a Halloween night, and J promised he would go. We all made plans to be there, but the night of, I texted him and asked him if he was coming, to which he responded with "I'm not allowed", even though he's at the age where that shouldn't matter at all

I asked him why, and he never got back.

Everything I want to do, everything we try to plan, he's got a reason to not go.

He says he likes me and likes hanging out with me, but I don't believe it. Every excuse he uses is bullshit.

And it really sucks because I truly thought he'd be a friend that sticks around. Every friend I've ever had has left the moment I got too close.

And it's not like I can easily make friends, as I've never gone to school and I'm not in college

My parents keep scolding me about how I have no friends and that "God designed people to need other people" and that I "can't live life alone", but I don't know how the fuck they just expect me to summon new ones.

I've exhausted all groups I'm in of potential friends. And it's not like I don't try to make friends. I've been rejected dozens of times

But I know I'm just about ready to stop reaching out to J. I'll just stop asking if he wants to do anything and see if he initiates anything. When he doesn't, at least I'll know for sure that he doesn't really like me xD

Slightly different topic, but I really feel like I can't ever open up to anyone (which is why I rant to strangers on the internet). Literally everyone I've opened up to has either left me or betrayed me with it

I shared my struggles with a licensed therapist, and she made me feel like my feelings were nothing. She told me it was a phase and refused to hear any more

I shared one of my phobias in a trusted friend group chat, and one of the dudes (W) sent me a gif of it, have me the worst panic attack I've ever had, and then W called me sensitive when I complained about what he did (I was crying non stop for 30 mins, couldn't calm down completely for the next couple days, and got triggered my a simple household item that has NEVER triggered me before. I mean like, I saw this simple thing, froze in place, started hyperventilating, and nearly had another panic attack)

And there are a few other examples, but the worst one is when I opened up to my best friend at the time (N). I opened up, shared my story, cried in front of her. She left me the following week. N suddenly started talking to her other friend more and I could barely get a moment alone with her anymore. We barely talk now

I'm just tired of people. Tired of trying. Idek what I'm supposed to do at this point. I only rant to strangers cuz it's a lot less painful if someone online unfollows you than if a friend leaves you

Anyway I think that's enough for right now, I got pretty carried away 😅

If you read all this, here's a cookie :3 🍪

[gamblersdoll]

“you never spoke about palestine and im unfollowing you.”

i have talked about palestine. ive also talked about the many people who actually dont care about palestine and they just want to get brownie points for speaking on it.

as much as i donate to gaza, rafah, there isnt anything we can really do other than donate. (i say this because people were dressed and pretended to be humanitarian aids. read that again.)

amerikkka cant do much about palestine, because it risks us at war, and mind you, we are also going through a war ourselves : the government vs citizens.

now before you start hootin an hollerin!

i never said we shouldn’t support or speak up, (whether a person decides to speak up about it or not does not show their views on it, plus apparently alot of you are narcissistic.) but what can we really do? we asked sleepy j to send resources, and palestine got expired food, mres, ect.

we cannot try and help someone else without helping ourselves first. (this is why amerikkka went through so much, because we jumped into so much shit. even then, amerikkka wont help be of their views on them.)

if you unfollow me because YOU cannot find my palestine postage, cool. ive spoken about it, and ive done my part.

question is, have you?

[jazzyblusnowflake]

Is there a ship you DON’t like? From what I've seen you seem to like many, even J x N from what I understood!

hmm. good question uhhh XD k here we go uh.

i dont usually like to talk about ships i DONT like because i dont wanna ruin anyone elses experience- its just unnecessary and unless somone asks me specifically i wouldnt share.

[also under cut cuz i ramble alot lmao]

can you tell im very enthusiastic about shipping and character dynamics? 🥺👉👈

now codegold and Jenvy and fullcompany or Luzi or Vhad even are all crackships, hell even Jessa is almost in the crackship area because some of the characters involved are either not fully developed or did not have any significant screentime and its up to the fan/consumer/writer to make their own assumptions and character developments.

i vibe with almost... most crackships? lol, because the fact that they are between characters who have very little canonical and/or meaningful interactions, therefore as a writer i get to think and develop my own interactions where... things yknow... "DEVELOP" XD like how some ppl take backgeound characters from mlp and give them and entire lore and backstory XD

like J and Tessa and even Thad who were very one dimensional and barely there. we cant even talk about J cuz liam straight up assasinated her entire poor fucking character. she has no rhyme or reason or purpose for doing any of the things she did thats why its not easy to like her for the sake of liking her.

meanwhile everyone likes villains like azula, idk catra, bill cypher, invader zim- not necessarily cuz they "have backstories" but because they made SENSE in their respective settings and what people KNEW of them. J.... J makes no sense 😭 Liam essentially didnt give us anything on her for us to connect any dots about her- especially not after somewhat hyping the character up to be AS important as the other cast but then she was just... literally tossed in the scrap dump of the planet. also Thad and a bit of Lizzy and Doll- ive been trying to develop them for a few weeks now for my MD re-writing plans and it has been HARDDD they make no sense in a setting where everything is just for gags and jokes.

but i digress- what i mean to say is- i like crackships cuz i get to MAKE the characters as i enjoy them >:"3 i love writing and doing character studies!

this all being said... i dont blame people for disliking a ship. for some reason shipping characters from shows fucking takes away years of your life- esp when you see one you dislike and your brain cant even bring a goddamn reason for why you hate the ship in the first place- so i genuinely advise people who dislike a ship to just avoid it- breathe XD maybe block the tags- dont interact so the algorythm doesnt try to bother you- tell your friends to not talk about it with you maybe- and overall internet hygiene- you dont need to try and convince yourself to like it unless you want to- but dont bother others about it.

and with all this being said now the ships "I" personally dislike are...

Vizzy, Noll, and Khori....

.....yep.

i wont elaborate on WHY i dislike them so much to the point that i had to unfollow some people just to maintain my sanity, but the thing is sometimes brain isnt convinced with "logic" so big whoop 🤷‍♀️ such is life. hope people who enjoy them have fun tho<3

hope this was helpful 👌

[nanamikentorp]

hi admin, i was the one that sent you that mean ask. i want to apologise. i didn't mean to make you upset with my ask, i am sorry if i had offended you in some way. now that i've reread what j sent, i see how i mean i was being. please keep up with what youre doing and ill make sure to be more mindful before sending an ask. i hope you can forgive me <3

Hello anon. Don't worry. There is nothing to forgive. I was not upset, just a bit irked. It was good for me to also clarify what this rp would be like.

Once again, just a reminder, the rp is not being forced on anyone and you can unfollow if you don't like it there's no hard feelings. Please understand Tumblr is a place where you can curate your own experience. If you don't like something you aren't going to be forced to stay. This isn't school, or a shitty job.

But, all of you are welcome here. We're all just getting through life dreaming of our beautiful fictional husband. So whether you send in an ask or you just lurk and read it's all good.

That being said, I will deal with nastiness firmly. Hence my previous reply.

Anyway, take care guys, my inbox is empty, come send asks to Mr Kento all you like.

Admin

[san-marzano]

I have to admit, there was a time when I almost unfollowed you. Back when you were constantly drawing your TWST sona, I found myself feeling uneasy. It wasn’t easy seeing another woman associated with a character I cared about deeply, especially Cater Diamond. But now that your focus has shifted to Skully J. Graves, I’m genuinely relieved I didn’t go through with it. As someone who's grown attached to this new direction, I can honestly say your content makes me feel happy again.

If I could offer a bit of parting advice from one lady to another, it’s this: stay close to what you’re best at. You have a talent for drawing characters, but when they’re paired with women who don’t seem quite right for them, it feels a little off. Keeping your focus on what works will ensure I, and others like me, remain loyal supporters~

i shouldve had chatgpt spit out an answer bc thats the amount of respect i have for this ask but i decided against it

dont tell me what to post, this isnt ur blog

how online are u if u think that this "advice" is actually useful?? this is an incredibly parasocial mindset to have to think that an ask like this is helpful

im a 20 year old man.

im just gonna restate: if u dont like my content why follow??? block and move on. y'all out here looking dumb as fuck sending me shit like this

[mirum-wonder]

CLOSE ENCOUNTERS

Guess who's back? Back Again… Mirum's back, tell a friend. Guess who's back, guess who's back guess who's back 😂

Well, now then I'm done with my homage to Eminem and you still did not unfollow me after that (because I would), I think it's time to talk about the elephant in the room. It's been four months since I was active here or on any other platform. I've missed shiptember, I've missed inktober… damn… I've even missed my most favorite day in the year which is Halloween… Holy Molly!!!… I've missed a lot of great opportunities to make interesting artworks and engaging content 😭😭😭 It's tragic in deed. Some even may think that I'm long dead or something… but let me calm you down, for all that what happened I have a better explanation! and that is…(Suspense intensifies) … ALIENS!!!!! 🛸 Yes, you've read that right Ladies and Gentlemen, and all other foks… ALIENS!!! 👽👽👽

And you not gonna believe it, here is a video proof POV documentary of how exactly that happened. I's 100% not fabricated legit footage, definitely not a hoax, totally true, totally not done by me in Blender 3D last night as a desperate attempt to get at least something dome for Halloween special, it's officially confirmed by FBI, Fox Mulder, and Agent J from MIB himself. Like C'mon guys, it even has sound of night crickets in it, it just can't be fake.

For those who will not want to spend 21 seconds of their life on watching this X-rated shock content but somehow still made it this far reading my severe case of graphomania paroxysm here is a short synopsis of it:

I was chilling at night in the woods (usual me, it's normal) and then all of the sudden BAM, the shiny UFO appeared and these bald naked guys with oversized body parts (no, not Jonny Sins) started to run around. That could not end well for me, and it never did. The End. I was knocked out and abducted. True story. No Cap.

So yeah, as a trustworthy and responsible adult I'm officially blaming my 4 month social media absence on aliens 👽🛸

Damn… With excuses like that I definitely could become a politician 🤔 At least next time I can blame Aliens while trying to explain my girlfriend why I'm late from the bar on Friday night… and all other misadventures 😂

P.S since now I'm back, I'll try to post my stuff more often 😁 Thanks for your time !

For more of the art stuff I do feel free to check out my Linktree

[persephinae]

Hey just a heads up since I've had like 50 people follow me recently and had to block some people

I block h//p blogs on sight, you chose nostalgia over someone's safety

update: J//K R//owl//ing is a fucking n*zi, so i want NOTHING to do with her or her fucking franchise

So if you like that series you can unfollow me right now

Same with any t*rfs. Get the fuck out and I hope you choke

[strongest-soldier-jyl]

Hai I'm Jyl :3

Ok, introductions, hai. I'm Jyl (pronounced either like "Jill," the character, or "Jile," as in "vile" but replace the v with a j). I'm J's strongest soldier, which is where I got the name from :3

I also have a sideblog called FeedTheBeast. It's Murder Drones themed, just like this blog, but my posts there are slightly different (read the pinned post there and see if you're interested!)

My interests and stuff

As you might imagine, I'm an avid Murder Drones fan (and J is my favorite character), which is what this blog is about. I'm also a math major, Doom fan, and I have a dozen other interests and hyperfixations. Feel free to talk to me about them, but this blog is a Murder Drones blog exclusively (probably) :3

What can you expect from this blog?

I'll start by making this clear up-front: This is not a role-play blog. I am not pretending to be J, or even pretending to be an OC that exists in the Murder Drones universe. Jyl is just me, not some in-universe character :3

I don't personally make any fanart myself, and thusly haven't written any fanfiction (though I do have ideas!). If I end up making anything, I'll post it here, but until then, I'll just reblog other nice art and sprinkle my own thoughts in between.

I won't reblog anything that I believe to be raunchier than what is actually depicted in the show (in the show, the most that happens is N and Uzi holding hands and hugging and stuff). Please don't take this to mean that I think the art is bad, I actually think every artist is very talented and creates amazing work, but my sensitivity towards works that make me feel uncomfy is just higher than most people's.

As of right now, the intention is to keep this blog exclusively Murder Drones related, but I guess that might change in the future if I find something really compelling that I want to reblog.

That's for reblogs, but for original posts, there are two main things I'd like to do:

I started posting one line of Murder Drones per day here. Every day, I reblog the previous post and add on the next line. The goal is to eventually finish the entire series :3

Other Murder Drones ramblings. I especially have a lot to say about J (as you might imagine), and will probably occasionally go through the effort of writing the "J rant" again, where I discuss the evidence that Cyn tortured J between the Gala Massacre and the start of the show, which is why J willingly sides with Cyn during the series, and how that makes me sad and how I'm sad about how J is alone and all that. This is something that I feel very strongly about, and yes, I will likely randomly just rewrite it all because I care so much.

Assorted collection of my very best/favorite posts that I've made

The "root post" of my daily-line-of-md endeavor

The original "Mrones Boomer Shooter" post

The sequel to the "Mrones Boomer Shooter" post

Some sadness about how the series is over

The promise of a J mronesfic

J's voice post-ep8

A hint about Jepression that was present in ep1

The entire analysis of FOREVER from the lens of J

"Get tunnel visioned on spooky corpse robot reveal"

"Jyl! Why did you unfollow me?"

Ok, ok, so nowadays I don't really unfollow people (unless they post something that makes me seriously uncomfortable or they move away from engaging with the Mrones community), but, when I first made my account, I followed some folks without really thinking about it, and some time back I unfollowed them because I realized I was just being trigger happy from when I first made this blog. In hindsight it was kind of a silly move because they still posted Mrones stuff and I was quick to refollow a number of them soon after, but yesh 3: I promise I'd love to be friends with all of you! Sometimes I just make silly mistakes.

Wanna talk?

I have DMs closed, but I don't mind people submitting Asks, or just saying things in replies. Use common sense, you know the drill.

If you're interested, start an Ask with "(Pen-Friend J)" and then, when I answer it, I'll try to write an answer that I think J would write. Once again, though, this isn't an RP thing, please submit questions, even Pen-Friend J questions, as yourself, and not as an in-universe character. I will try my best to answer "as J," but your mileage may vary, as I'm not an author and probably am not the best at capturing J's voice in my writing.

Also, I'm not very good at this whole Tumblr thing, so if there's something you think I should change, please lmk in Asks :3 I don't mind if there's a bit of culture or common practice that you'd want to inform me on, so I can be a better Tumblrer, just please be nice about it :3

Old intro for the people interested:

I honestly don't really know how Tumblr works but I see most people here make an introduction post so I'll do one too.

I'm J's Strongest Soldier, and you can call me Jyl (pronounced "Jill" or "Jile," pick the one you like more). This is a kind of generic Murder Drones blog.

I don't make much in the way of fanworks but I might post other people's stuff that I like. If I do get around to making any fanfiction then I'll post it here too.

I want to keep this blog clean. There won't be anything raunchier than what is on the show itself here.

In real life I'm a math major and don't mind talking about that too, but I don't plan on posting anything math related here. You can still bring it up to me if you want.

For any experienced Tumblr frens out there, lmk if there's anything I should change. I haven't really changed any of my account settings from the defaults. Please let me know how to use this site. I don't want to do something wrong and accidentally make people mad.

[kokokerome]

love being talked about by “Princessfur haters”, when I’m not even one anymore. Take this as a FAQ

Are you a lolicon?

no. Obviously not. I’m probably the furthest you can get from that. Lolicon is pedophila. My model isn’t is loli/shota. I just have a cutesy art style. You’re just uneducated on vtubers, my model “child’. Isn’t actually my character’s child. It’s a term artists and riggers use when we draw and animate models. I’m a vtuber mama. Educate yourself before making posts and comments on things you don’t understand.

2. Your character is a Asian fisher and racist.

Ig I’m Asianfishing and racist now too for being Gyaru. That was sarcasm. My character is based off me, a black person who wears Gyaru hair, makeup, and fashion. But when I’m not in Gyaru I look like a dark eye bagged loser. I’ve been into Gyaru fashion for 3 years now, I have been researching the style til this day. Even elliete has Gyaru inspo in his clothing. But since we’re gate keeping jfashion from black ppl, is that not actually racist anon? There’s nothing Asian fishing about it, you just don’t think black people can participate in j-fashion.

the “Chinese fetishized clothing” was a qi pao. Y’all aren’t woke enough to stop excusing lolicons on your anon blog but a qi pao is where you draw the line. And the qi pao itself wasn’t even sexualized, just the fact that my character had his ass out from how he was sitting.

3. You follow and wanted to commission a lolicon

who? You think I see every peice of art and know everything about everyone I follow? If I find out an artist I follow draws nsfw of minors I block and unfollow.

4. Why do you still draw Princessfur adopts?

money. If you hate that a disabled college student wants money then idk, get over it. Just because I’m not a Princessfur anymore doesn’t mean I can’t enjoy the aesthetic anymore, princess designs are also fun.

5. Why are you talking about drama again?

because you Princessfur haters are comment on my twitch. Leave me alone. There’s no drama here, there’s no issues, your bored and you can’t handle that the Princessfur community isn’t having drama rn so your searching for anything you can find. This is literally just kiwifarms but somehow lamer.

6. Why are you block evading Miorjah?

I’m not. Haven’t been anywhere near them in months.

[arikihalloween]

why do you follow artsy bug back on tiktok I thought you didnt support problematic and disgusting pppl

Did you check my following on tiktok and then came back here to specifically ask me about this ? That's kinda weird /lh

I saw that Bug made a return with new boundaries, and clear indications that they've learned from their mistakes and is trying to to better

So I followed again to see the developpement

But also, it seems you didn't follow what has been going on and the new infos on that specific situation

For one, it has been proven J and Bug merely enabled K's behavior, and most of the instances were situational and due mostly from a lack of boundary from what I've seen

There was no ill intent whatsoever and things were taken too far out of personal bias against all the creators involved (including K)

So as far as I know

J and B didn't groom, they made a mistake which was to enable a 17yo who approached them with nsfw (it was mostly Java btw, Bug was barely in those vocals to begin with)

Mind you, all the parties involved were like, 17, 18 and 19, which is still in the middle zone of teen and adult and as such, they'll make immature mistakes (you don't received the world's wisdom upon reaching 18 yk)

It's hypocritical to hold them to an impossible standard and try to keep the water muddy about what really happened by reducing them to "unredeemable disgusting problematic people"

And what really happened, again, was two immature young adults with a minor in their friend circle, being approached by said minor with nsfw, and failing to keep their boundaries clear

And they got called out. And made the right moves. Which was to apologize, cut contact with the minor, and improve themselves so the mistake won't happen again.

I'll still hold both Bug and Java accountable for their mistakes, I still don't follow Java and only refollowed Bug on tiktok to see their evolution, because Bug took visible actions to change and second chances are a thing, you know ? If Bug does something problematic again, I'll unfollow and probably block.

If musicboxtune has been allowed a second chance from people after being called out for trying to talk nsfw on call while actual children were present, being a shitty person, stealing ideas and forcing people to nsfw rp with them, why can't Bug be given a second chance after a bad joke and accidentally enabling someone they thought would turn 18 a month or two later ?

Bug showed improvements, I want to see if they'll keep those improvements.

Now typing this all out, I realise it's the first time I voice all my thoughts on the matter publicly

From day 1, from the first doc by Exposer, I felt something was off. The screenshots are weirdly cropped and there was only claims about the vocals. And as the situation unfold, it became abundantly clear that what actually happened wasn't important

It all felt like a weird power play, trying to ruin someone's reputation to rise by stepping on the crumbles

As soon as someone would get called out, I'd see 3-4 replies about people saying they'd take the ocs/AUs or advertising their own version of a concept

Right of the top of my head I can think of 5-6 people who stole either Java's or Bug's OCs

Not just AUs, OCs.

Do yall even realise that after all of this, Java and Bug have leverage to sue a whole bunch of people for cyberharassement, defamation and plagiat ? Yall realise ocs fall under original content and thus copyright, don't you ?

The enabling of nsfw, with the proofs that are out now, would mostly rule in their favor imo, because K is shown lying about their age a few times, deflecting blame and even said themselves that they were enabled, not groomed

Speaking of K, don't get me wrong, I'm worried about them. From day 1 it was clear there was someone else influencing them, which wasn't J and B. There had to be someone that brought up the "grooming" idea and K went along with it. There had to be other people K showed the nsfw too, other adults who likely also enabled, possibly intentionally contrary to J and B

Hell, just last week, there was a whole drama on twitter during which it was found out that an ADULT 'friend' of K IMPERSONATED them and made a NSFW ACCOUNT to "GET CLOSER TO K"

Like, fr protect this kiddo ?? After everything that happened how the fuck did people not notice this kinda behavior around K right away ??

And this person wasn't Java, nor Bug.

Now that I'm at it rambling, doesn't it feel so easy to blame Java and Bug ? They were and probably still are popular artists, it's easy to talk about fame and power dynamic (even if on the internet it doesn't actually mean much especially on a scale like this case bfr)

Everyone scrambled to try to claim Java and Bug's ocs right after they got called out. People have been waiting for this. Java had already been in a drama the year before at this point and there was still clear resentment leftover from then.

I'm not saying it was all planned out, it feels absurd to believe this was all a conspiracy to get rid of some popular artists

What I am saying tho, is that it was easy to blame the two popular artists who already had resentment about them, and then muddy the water to hide the involvement of many in the situation

How come we never held accountable the other adults present in that same server who were also on call with Java and K ? They could've also said something to stop the enabling

How come we don't know who K sent nsfw to, aside from J ? How come aren't all of the people who followed that nsfw account held accountable either ?

I disgress sorry

I hope that gave some food for thoughts for you anon tho

As a last note, thank you for asking me about this /gen

Although a dm would've been preferable, I supposed you prefer your anonymity which is fine ig

If I follow someone really problematic, I prefer to be told and shown proof, and I'll unfollow (or block)

I got nothing to hide, hence why I'm not trynna sugarcoat my thoughts on the whole thing

I made my own choice on this matter with the various doc that have been made available

If you want to stop supporting me and my work, that's your choice

Have a good day/morning/afternoon/evening/night