#you can totally resend it sorry about this ;-;

[losergendered]

1. transfem barbara, transfemmasc xiangling, femme yunjin, butch xinyan (genshin impact)

2. gendervoid steel miku, transfem fairy miku, gendervoid bug miku, gendervoid ghost miku, angelgender flying miku, agirl dark miku, polyam water miku, sun lesbian fire miku, lesboy electric miku, demigirl psychic miky, puregender rock miku, genderpunk poison miku, demiromantic fighting miku, aromantic grass miku, bigender normal miku, agender ice miku, genderfluid ground miku, dragonfem dragon miku (project voltage)

3. genderqueer teto (utau)

4. traumagenic defoko (utau)

these are mines i must confess (i dont think teto is tho..... maybe she is.... ACTUALLY WAIT YES SHE IS) (which implies the miku AND the other defoko is mine.... srsly take my requests piveges ive requested and turned in so many.....) (also where did layla poly go)

-- showgirl

no dont worry showgirl!!! i like your requests!!! also um. about the layla poly request. i have no idea where it is..... im hoping if i refresh my inbox enough itll come back but. yeah im really sorry abuot that tumblr is not funtional

[falafelluva]

Hi!! Zoë,, i was thinking about a Kenan × rival(club) sister reader. It would be awesome if you can make it as a smau soft launch. But it's totally fine as normal fic.

Thank you xoxo~~

; 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐃 - 𝘬.𝘺𝘪𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘻 ✮

summary: when a juve player and AC Milan player’s sister find luv xx #twoworldscollide

warnings: not a warning but to the anon who sent in a request with a flower emoji and something with that my fics make them giggle pls resend it because my phone glitched and it got deleted n now I feel bad 😞😞💔!

author’s note: hellurrr, mind u I have no idea how to make a smau so I just mixed a fic and that shizzle tg😔, I just chose tijjani because I’m Dutch and he’s like the only player I like from AC Milan💔 this is so bad pls

It all started on a chilly afternoon in Milan, where the air was thick with excitement. You were at a local café with your brother, Tijjani Reijnders, grabbing a warm drink before the AC Milan vs. Juventus match. The atmosphere was electric, filled with anticipation and chatter about the fierce rivalry between the two clubs.

As you sipped your cappuccino, you spotted a group of Juventus fans at a nearby table, wearing their black and white jerseys, their laughter and cheers ringing out. You rolled your eyes playfully at Tijjani. “Can you believe these guys?”

Tijjani chuckled, shaking his head. “They think they stand a chance against us, grappenmakers” (comedians..?)

Just then, a familiar face caught your eye among the Juventus fans—Kenan Yildiz. He was sitting with his teammates, his bright smile evident even from a distance. Your heart raced slightly. You’d heard plenty about him through Tijjani, but seeing him in person was another story. He looked so effortlessly cool, and there was a charm about him that drew you in.

As if sensing your gaze, Kenan turned and caught your eye. He smiled warmly, waving just slightly. You felt a blush creeping onto your cheeks and returned the gesture, not expecting the flutter in your stomach.

Later, as you all walked to the stadium, you found yourself trailing behind Tijjani and his friends, who were deep in conversation about the game. You couldn’t help but steal glances at Kenan, who was animatedly talking to his teammates. His enthusiasm was infectious, and you found yourself wishing for an excuse to talk to him.

The match was intense, with both teams playing fiercely, and the energy in the stadium was electric. You cheered for AC Milan, your loyalty never wavering. But every time Kenan touched the ball, you felt a strange mix of admiration and excitement.

ynreijnders

San Siro Stadium

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ynreijnders when in Milan🫶🏽🖤❤️

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ardaguler Baba Kenanım

↳ ynreijnders mama an arda behind you💜

tijjanireijnders mooie foto (van mij)🙌🏽

↳ ynreijnders im gonna touch u

iamrafaelleao smooth

↳ ynreijnders go take care of ur kids NOW, love tho x

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↳ kenanyildiz_official replied to your story: won’t be saying that next game🫡😂

↳ ynreijnders me when i lie

↳ kenanyildiz_official oh? lying to me already😞

↳ ynreijnders I love lying to men

The conversation flowed naturally, filled with playful teasing about the rivalry. You both had developed a rhythm of friendly banter that kept you engaged and smiling, and you looked forward to his messages.

Days turned into weeks, and your texts became a routine. Kenan would send you updates on his training and jokes about the latest games, and you shared snippets of your daily life. The chemistry continued to build as you got to know each other more, and you could feel the tension simmering beneath the surface.

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↳ kenanyildiz_official replied to your story: we should get coffee together

↳ ynreijnders I don’t like coffee.. sorry (when?)

↳ kenanyildiz_official funny😂 tomorrow, I’ll let you know.

When the next day arrived, you felt a mix of excitement and nerves. You chose a cute café that was just outside the city, a neutral ground away from the rivalry and the spotlight of both teams. When you arrived, you spotted Kenan waiting at a table, a nervous smile on his face.

“Hey!” you greeted, your heart racing as you approached him.

“Hey, I’m glad you could make it,” he replied, a hint of relief washing over his features.

As you sat down, the conversation flowed easily, filled with laughter and shared stories. Kenan was charming, his playful side shining through as you discussed everything from football to your favorite movies. You both shared a love for the sport, but more importantly, you found a connection that transcended the game itself.

Over coffee, you found yourselves leaning closer, sharing inside jokes and playful banter. With every shared smile and laughter, you felt the walls between you begin to crumble.

ynreijnders

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ynreijnders got served coffee while I served face, the last slide is AI generated 🤍

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tijjanireijnders who is that🫨

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user IS THAT WHO I THINK IT IS?

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The weeks that followed were filled with more dates, each one bringing you closer together. Whether it was grabbing coffee, going for walks, or cheering on your teams from opposite ends, every moment was filled with laughter and warmth.

Kenan’s shy side began to fade away, and you loved seeing him open up more with each passing day. He would surprise you with small gestures—a random text to check in, a sweet message about the match.

As your connection deepened, you found yourselves in those blissful moments of simply enjoying each other’s company. You both knew the dynamic of your relationship was a delicate balance, given the fierce rivalry between your teams, but it only added to the excitement.

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kenanyildiz_official Debut night in the Champions League and couldn’t have asked for a better start! Man of the match and a win for the team. Onwards and upwards!⚽️🏆

Notte di debutto in Champions League e non avrei potuto chiedere un inizio migliore! Migliore in campo e vittoria per la squadra. Avanti e in alto!⚽️🏆

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ynreijnders did you use google translate for that

↳ kenanyildiz_official I can say something right now that will piss you off but I won’t

↳ tijjanireijnders 🤔🤨🧐

ardaguler ynnımmm

As your connection deepened, you found yourselves in those blissful moments of simply enjoying each other’s company. You both knew the dynamic of your relationship was a delicate balance, given the fierce rivalry between your teams, but it only added to the excitement.

One day, while you were sitting together at a café once again, sipping on your drinks, Kenan suddenly turned serious.

“I know it’s a bit unconventional, given our teams, but I really like you. I mean, a lot,” he admitted, his cheeks flushing slightly.

You felt your heart race, a smile spreading across your face. “I like you too, Kenan. I never expected to feel this way, but here we are,” you replied, your voice soft but genuine.

He laughed, relief washing over him. “Good. I was worried it was just me being crazy,” he admitted, his playful demeanor returning.

ynreijnders

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ynreijnders the pics vs the photographer

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ynreijnders happy birthday kebap boy, I love u so much and I love stalking you xx😇

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juventus happy birthday Kenan!⭐️

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[bonefall]

So, I'm writing an essay on the whole STATE of misogyny in WC for one of my university classes, and I was wondering if I could ask you a couple of things! No pressure of course, please feel free to say no!

A) Could I reference your good takes with appropriate harvard referencing and links back to your blog?

B) Are there any specific moments from the books that you think should be covered the most?

C) The end result will be a visual essay, so it's like those fun infographics people on Tumblr make on like ADHD and stuff, so when it's done, would you like to be tagged to read it?

(Sorry for anon, I'm nervous lmao, but if you'd be more comfortable I'll resend this off anon)

AAY good topic! You've got a lot to work with. Absolutely feel free to reference anything I've written, and tag me when you're done.

While you're here and about to write something so legitimate, I'm also going to recommend you check out Sunnyfall's video on gender in Warrior Cats. She breaks down the arcs into numbers, directly comparing the amount of lines mollies have to toms, and examining the archetypes women are usually allowed to be.

I think it's a must-have citation in a paper about WC misogyny.

...and, I think it's insightful to look at the WCRP Forum thread about the video. Note how the respondents immediately come into the thread to complain about how the video is too long so they didn't watch it, dismissing Sunnyfall as not being entertaining enough to hold their attention, even whining that she starts with statistics to prove her point, which I'm convinced she did exactly because they would have cried that she "had no evidence" if she didn't.

I am not a scholar, so I don't know how to document or prove that the books have an impact on the audience outside of anecdotes. But I think if you do write a section about fandom, it would be worth mentioning the in-universe and metatextual apologia for Ashfur and its reflection in the real world discourse, the authorial killing of Ferncloud because of fan complains, and the utter defensiveness against the discussion of misogyny you see outside of Tumblr.

You may also want to check out Cheek by Jowl, a collection of 8 essays about sexism in xenofiction by Ursula K. Le Guin. There's a very unique manifestation of authorial bias in animal fiction, having a lot to do with how the author views "the natural world," and it's worth understanding even though Warrior Cats are so heavily anthropomorphized.

So... Warrior Cats Misogyny

I think discussing individual instances can be helpful, but I'd implore you to keep in mind what's REALLY bad about WC's misogyny is framing and the bigger picture.

Bumble's death is shocking and insulting, but it's not just that she died. It's that the POV Gray Wing sees her as a fat, useless bitch who took his mate so she deserves to be dragged back to a domestic abuser, and he's right because the writers love him so much. It's that Bumble's torture and killing only factors into how it's going to hurt a man's reputation.

It's how Clear Sky hitting, emotionally manipulating, or killing the following women,

Bright Stream (pressured into leaving her home and family)

Storm (controlled her movements and yelled at her in public)

Misty (killed for land, children stolen)

Bumble (beaten unconscious, blamed nonsensically on a fox)

Alder (child abuse, hit when she refused to attack her brother)

Falling Feather (scratched on the face, subjected to public abuse and humiliation)

Tall Shadow (thrown into murderous crowd, attacked on-sight in heaven)

Rainswept Flower ("blacked out" in anger and murdered in cold blood)

Moth Flight (scratched on the face for saying denying medical treatment is mean, taken hostage in retaliation against mother for the death of his own child, which he caused)

Willow Tail (eyes gouged out for "stirring up trouble")

Is seen as totally understandable, forgivable, or not even questioned at all, when killing Gray Wing in an act of rage would have been "one step too far" with the ridiculous Star Line.

"Kill me and live with the memory, and then let the stars know it would only matter if a single one of your murder victims was a man."

It's the way that fathers who physically abuse their kids out of their ego (Clear Sky, Sandgorse, Crowfeather) aren't treated anywhere near the same level of narrative disgust and revulsion the series has for "bad moms", even if they're displaying symptoms of a post-partum mood disorder (depression, anxiety, and rage), an umbrella of mental illnesses 20% of all new mothers experience but are heavily stigmatized with (Sparkpelt, Palebird, Lizardstripe).

It's Crookedstar's Promise giving him two evil maternal figures in a single book, while bending over backwards to make every man in a position of power still look likeable in spite of the fact they're enabling Rainflower's abuse. Leader Hailstar is soso sorry that he has to change Stormkit's name for some reason, in spite of leaders being unaccountable dictators the other 99% of the time, and Deputy Shellheart functionally does nothing to stop his own son from being abused or even do much parenting before or after the fact.

It's the way men's parental struggles are seen sympathetically, and they don't have to "pay for it" like their female counterparts (Crookedstar's PPD vs Sparkpelt's PPD, how Daisy and Cinders are held responsible for Smoky and Whisper being deadbeats, Yellowfang's endless guilt for killing her son vs Onestar's purpose in life to kill his own), even to the point where a father doesn't have to have raised their kids at all to have a magical innate emotional connection to them (Tree's father Root, Tom the Wifebeater, Tigerstar and Hawkfrost).

It's less speaking lines and agency for female characters, being reduced to accessories in the lives of their mates and babies, women getting less diversity in their personalities, with even major ex-POV characters eventually becoming "sweet mom" tropes.

You could zoom in on any one of these examples and have an amoeba try to argue with you that "Oh THIS makes sense because X" or "Ah well my headcanon perfectly explains this thing" or "MY mother/girlfriend was abusive/toxic/neglectful and I've decided that you are personally attacking ME by having issues with how a character was written or utilized," but the beleaguered point,

That I keep trying to hammer in, over and over, across books worth of posts,

Is that these are trends. More than just a couple one-off examples. It's the fabric that has been woven over years, showing a lack of interest in, or even active prejudice of, women on behalf of the writers.

LONG STANDING trends, which have only gotten worse as the series progressed. From Yellowfang being harshly punished with a born evil son who ruins her life in TPB and the mistreatment of Squirrelpaw that begins in TNP, all the way up to the 7 Fridgenings of DOTC and Sparkpelt's PPD being a major character motivator for her son Nightheart.

So, I would stress that in your paper, and structure it less as "the Sparkpelt slide" and "the Yellowfang slide," and more as "The paternal vs maternal abuse" slide, and "the violence against women" slide. They're really big issues, there's tons of examples for each individual thing.

Anyway to leave off on a funny, look at this scene in Darkest Hour that I find unreasonably hilarious,

"Everyone who matters to me; my truest friend, my sensible and loyal warrior, the wisest deputy I've ever known, and 2 women." -Firestar, glorious idiot

He can't even think of a single trait for either of them what the hell does "formidable pair" mean lmaooo, when I finished a reread about a year ago this line killed me on impact.

[oneforthemunny]

this is a resend!

I get very panicky when I get even a little bit injured. like a small cut, if there's blood I start freaking out. what can I say i'm a baby. which eddie's are telling me to relax/calm down and which ones are coddling me?

ok so:

cowboy!eddie would roll his eyes at you. tell you it's nothin', a little scratch, to rub some dirt in it and move on. but he'd also baby the ever living fuck out of you. a full blown coddle while he patches it up.

boxer!eddie would laugh. i'm sorry, he'd roll his eyes and tell you he's had wayyy worse. would check it out with a passing glance, maybe wrap it for you, but he's not going to coddle very much.

mafia!eddie would be pretty level about it. he's very rational in logic, so he'd want to get you calmed down and then stop it so you'd stop.

janitor!eddie would try to be calm about it but he's a little panicky. he's definitely lean more on the coddling side.

hockey!eddie would coddle too, but in the most sweet (stupid sorry ily but he's a little dumb) boy way. "babe, this is nothing. not even a vein. i thought you were gonna need stitches. i can totally patch this up hold on."

modern!eddie i can't decide if he'd make a silly joke or be so awed at how freaked out you are. in my mind, he'd just kinda look at you and let you handle it while trying to calm you down. sorta a coddle, sorta a "don't bite my head off please"

older!eddie wouldn't really care but he'd patch you up. pull out the first aid, put some neosporin on it, kiss it when the bandage was on. a sweet coddle.

bouncer!eddie genuinely would be like??? and what am i supposed to do??? "do you need a bandaid?? are you ok??" like he's confused.

rockstar!eddie would take every chance to kinda make fun of you lightly but also coddle you and clean you up at the same time. "oh, let me put the bandaid on here princess. there you go. alllll better." in a mocking kinda tone, but he's still doing it lol.

dom!eddie would just do it without really much thought. patch you up and kinda move on almost like thoughtlessly.

[writtenbymoonflower]

Hi! Can I request a poly!marauders x reader where they get a little jealous of the reader? maybe a little angst with happy ending. if not it’s totally okay though

(Sorry about the bad English, it’s not my first language)

Hi baby love! first of all, your English is better than most people who have it as a first language, and even if it wasn't you would have nothing to worry about!

Secondly, I just posted this yesterday, I think it's along the lines of what you were wanting. But if it's not please feel free to resend your request! Don't be shy lovie, thank you so much for reading!

[justanothersyscourse]

Ah sorry I mistyped! I meant how do you know for sure it’s not possible for a system to NOT come from trauma? (So how you know endos, etc. can’t exist)

I thought so! Thank you for resending, it gives me a chance to talk a bit about how my views have evolved. I hope everyone will stick through to the end.

This got a lot longer and a bit more rambly than I thought? Sorry, guys.

So, short answer, I don't know that for sure.

No one can know because we're talking about a subjective, personal experience. When I first started syscoursing, I came in, guns blazing, believing endos just didn't exist. That it simply wasn't possible.

It was actually my therapist, a specialist, who opened my mind a bit.

I went to school for social services to become a therapist, but after I graduated and worked a bit in the field, I realized I was terrible at it. Not only was I still in a very bad situation, making me unable to effectively help people, but I just had zero patience for people working through trauma. I had to learn to handle my trauma reactions real fast and effectively, whether that was in a healthy way or not, and people moved way slower than I felt safe handling. That's neither here nor there, but explains the conversation I had with my therapist.

She told me, no, DID is a childhood, trauma-based disorder. That's not even up for debate, and research is only further proving that. Anyone who says otherwise is an idiot.

But she also spoke to me as a colleague, not a client (I've been out of her care for years, though we've kept in touch since I expressed an interest in returning to the field). She reminded me of all the ethics and compassion training I went through. She reminded me of how we're supposed to approach things we don't understand. She told me what she would do if she ever ended up with an endo as a client.

She would listen, be receptive, learn. People can be misguided and misinformed, but they can't be wrong about the way they're experiencing something. In other words, if a person is sad over something you find strange, they're not wrong about being sad. In the context of systems, if someone says they're experiencing their life through multiple lenses or as if they're a working group of parts or people, they're not wrong about that. It's their truth, and we can't prove or disapprove, only try to understand, and, as is the ultimate goal of therapy, do our best to help with what they've come to us for. For example, I didn't go to her for help with my system, I went to her for help with my anxiety and OCD.

I know she's right, but... This is why I didn't stay in the field. Clearly I'm still having trouble holding my tongue and being nice, though I'm doing my best and trying to be better.

But in my few years in syscourse, I've come across a couple commonalities, and come to one big, main conclusion.

Systems:

1) the philosophical concept of the self and endos - questions of the self, the interaction of self-parts and perception, personal experiences and self expression, and self training (There's no way to disprove perception, and I'm totally on board and learning to be supportive, but this usually further delves into supernatural concepts, at which point I check out-- you can ask me to believe your self expression but you can't expect me to believe things about alternate dimensions and ghosts, at that point you're pushing your luck and putting me in danger, because supernatural concepts and mental health disorders don't mix. imo, telling me there's a chance my alters are from another dimension when some of us already have a weak grasp on reality is shitty)

2) misattributed symptoms - symptoms of psychosis, autism, various personality disorders-- literally ANYTHING being mistaken for "systemhood" (I genuinely worry about these people because encouraging someone to further dissociate parts of themselves can be dangerous if they're actually experiencing something different, but I feel like it's impossible to talk about the comparison of experiences without someone calling for your death, because you're not allowed to question self expression at all, ever, especially in endogenic communities)

3) endos actually just experiencing DID - there's no denying that many endogenic systems eventually realize that they're "traumagenic" (I hate that term), or that many have a skewed opinion of what DID and being disordered "looks like" (people saying they're not "disordered" enough to have DID, despite the DSM saying you can be very highly functional and still have the disorder-- this is just ableism), or the whole mixed origin thing, as if those aren't normal experiences in DID, too

My conclusion and my current goals:

Endos are clearly experiencing something and I'm not here to argue with them anymore about whether it's possible. In fact, I would go so far as to say it is. No one will ever be able to definitely prove that endogenic systems do or don't exist, but what has so far been seen, and is being worked on now, is whether there's any similarities between those experiences and DID.

I firmly contend that they're very different, and I'm more confident that the research will show that truth than I am in remembering my age.

I have said, over and over again on this blog, and I'm betting people are tried of reading it.

Childhood trauma affects the brain so much that the very structure is changed. It's these "injuries" that allow us to dissociate in such a profound way that we can have alters. These injuries go above and beyond that, though. It affects the way we perceive, retain, and relate to memories, the way we handle and express emotions, the way we experience new things. It literally affects every aspect of my life, daily. This is something that endogenics will never understand or relate to.

That's not a negative thing, it's the same as saying that I'll never understand what it's like to have schizophrenia or delusions or NPD or autism. I also wouldn't go into those spaces, or expect to be allowed into them, or be upset that I'm experiencing something potentially tangentially related (for example, DID typically shows symptoms of multiple PDs, but it isn't ACTUALLY a PD), and that there isn't a mixed space.

There's also a profound difference between PTSD and CPTSD. I believe endogenics can experience later trauma, and become disordered. But they don't have DID. They are not disordered with DID.

It's just PTSD, and because treatment is different, they'd benefit more from PTSD than CPTSD spaces-- which is really what DID spaces are, at the base of it.

For the most part, endos really are just "vibing," and that's okay. I've joined a server with endos, and I consider them my friends now. Their patience as I navigate through different thoughts and ideas has made all the difference, and it's helpful to have their input on things I come across that I don't understand.

My goal now, then, is to correct misinformation on DID and OSDD, and to simply spread awareness about how the disorders can present, what's possible and what's not (for example, can those with DID create alters? Technically, yes, and it doesn't make you a mixed origin endo). That it doesn't have to be doom and gloom, and we're not helpless.

As I feel that there isn't much overlap in experiences with those communities, I have little interest in interacting with endogenic systems outside of conversations about DID, and I've specifically made a point to stop challenging self expression.

I would honestly really prefer a stronger division of language to help people differentiate between experiences better, but I don't feel like that's ever going to happen. We can see the damage caused by the mixing of IFS and DID language, and I see it happening again. Talking about that is like talking to a brick wall, though, and I feel like this is just going to continue to repeat, over and over again.

I think it'll be up to those with DID to give up their language and create new words, which is... very sad in my opinion.

And the only thing I feel like doing these days is trying to combat misinformation about DID.

There's just so much of it, though, and I'm so tired.

[soupbabe]

(So sorry for resending this, I made some words mistake on the first one, I’m so sorry :,)

Hello! ^^ I hope I’m not bothering you, I saw that you were open for matchups and would like to request one for slashers! It’s my first time requesting a matchup so I’m a bit nervous. I love your writing style btw :> ( feel free to delete or ignore if you don’t feel like doing it, I’d completely understand !)

I’m 19 going 20. Canadian/Quebecois standing at 5’5. I’m bi and I use she /her

I’m on the chubby/large side, which has always been a a struggle for me in terms of confidence.

I have blue eyes, glasses, and shoulder length black and orange dyed hair. Though it’s slightly longer. I was born with a slightly crooked leg which in turn makes my walking a bit funny ( another thing I’m very self conscious about). I’m very clumsy—once tripped on my own feet and broke my foot on two different occasions the same way—

Personality wise: I’m an INFJ and I’m a really easy going gal. I sometimes get shy and awkward around people, but it soon passes when I more comfortable. Being an introvert definitely adds to that mix, haha. But it really doesn’t take much for me to get close/attached to people. I love to laugh and joke with friends and family. I also tend to apologize over the littlest of things which makes me feel worse in the end, because I’m afraid of annoying people. I’m a people pleaser and it’s hard for me to say no

Romance-wise, I am really Vanilla. I’m a hopeless romantic, I feel. I’m really into sweet, moments—forehead kisses and hand-holding and hugs are my jam!! When it comes to those I’m close with, (friends, family etc) I’m very affectionate!

Fall is my favourite season. The smell, the Colors, the vibes just makes me feel nostalgic and feels like home. (Lil fun fact about me is that I was also born on the 31st )

My interests include: drawing, Arts and Crafts, watching horror movies, taking walks in the woods, diving into true crime and unsolved mysteries/exploring dark fantasies, history and Witchy stuff/witch history ^^

And that’s pretty much it! So sorry if it’s too long. Feel absolutely free to delete or ignore if you’re too busy! Hope you have an amazing day/night!!💖

I match you with,,,

Amanda Young ♡

Amanda would totally be obsessed with you! I can see you two being each other's rock, comforting each other when they need it the most. While Amanda's loving is intense, she can't help but melt under the simple and small touches you give her. Forehead kisses, cuddling, she'll take it all in stride! Absolutely breaks down her walls bit by bit.

Lucky for you, Amanda also prefers the colder seasons. It's when you two go out in the woods the most, and it's totally not because it gives her the lamest excuses to steal your sweaters and wear your jackets. She loves having a part of you with her at all times ♡

[imaginespazzi]

Not to worry bestie! I always enjoy visiting Resend included below in quotes.

So glad youre on board to rant on this lol. Jesus, years of drone spying at major tourneys? Such brazen cheating, its absolutely mad stuff!! Part of me is glad they got caught doing it on the Kiwis simply because yeah that a pretty embarrassing side to be found going ops on. Ive always haaated Canada WNT so honestly right now w all their players Im the ~I'm supposed to feel sorry for that bitch? I don't!~ meme. Yes, do fuck off Korbin Albert! Also Emma Hayes, though I'll refrain from getting into my gripes w her for now. And Trin & Mal youre both stellar and gorgeous, but Im side eyeing w your politics.

One more fic thought - I love how true Stephie is as a mini Azzi in the sense that she runs shit in her entire world, because thats Princess IRL. But as someone who finds big brown eyes to be their biggest weakness, I totally get it 😅

“ Well hey bestie! Things good?

Ok so what if I told you I had to fly through there again in a little under two weeks? God/whoever help me ha. (And swear DFW just happens to be the best major connection for me traveling NW 🙈).

Ahh so glad youve seen SPRINT and enjoyed it too. I like to think my taste is great when it comes to sports docs. Counting down the days til the Opening ceremony etc!! USA lol

Dont know much about my twinner, but certain that I love the character 😅

Hey read Ch 3 and its wonderful (per usual)! Love when flashbacks tie back into/mirror the current moment. Also serious kudos to you for managing to write on a schedule 👏

Alright now. Update-back to our regularly scheduled programming: In short, apparently GA and Liz were at a wedding of one of Brooks daughters. Seen discourse of how there was no posting together or much apparent interaction at the event. Just one large group photo. (Of course who can say for sure just going off social and not being in attendance). But 🥶🫣

Take care! ” -☕️

LMAO well I do feel a little bad for their players, just cause their federation really fucked them over but listen I'mma support your pettiness either way. It's just insane shit honestly like it just keeps getting worse every day.

Oh yeah babes I definitely didn't get this ask so I'm glad you resent it.

My schedule is gonna collapse soon, I can already feel it but I'm so glad you've been liking the fic babes, means a lot ot me <3

OOOOH V-Tech drama, we're going back to our roots! That's so inchresting cause I'd have thought after the podcast, they would at least interact as friends even if they didn't post together but if they were distant (obvi we don't know for sure) that's quite intriguing though I guess it fits the lore.

[ask-the-clergy-bc]

howdy! i sent a Mama Emeritus ask a while ago and it's not quite what I was asking, so I apologize for not being clear ^^' i've been waiting for your ask box to open to resend it but i can never seem to catch it. is it alright if I send even though your box is closed? or would you like me to wait? thank you, i love all your works!!

hey there! Sorry it wasn’t what you were looking for! So for next time, and this is in general for everyone:

/gen /nm

-I’m going to ask to please wait to send it again! If I remember correctly I answered that a while ago. I’m still working on about nine other entries and I need to be fair to the people waiting for theirs.

-Next time if it’s not exactly what you are looking for you can give me immediate feedback. I can’t fix if I don’t know, and I’m happy to make adjustments if you tell me! If it’s too big to fix it’ll have to be a total rewrite.

-if you are looking for something super specific I always ask to please outline for me. :) I write better when I have the specifics of exactly what you want.

thanks a lot!

[twdmusicboxmystery]

I sent this in before Christmas but it was never published. Maybe you didn't want to answer it but I'm going to send this in again if you didn't get it the first time! When I found out Daryl was going to France I thought of a tweet that the guy who plays Dr Edwards wrote a couple of years ago. A fan wrote that she still waited for Beth and Dr Edwards to show up and Erik Jensen answered "i'm sure all sorts of torrid/weird events are occurring in and around Grady Memorial. And maybe also France."

Wow! Okay, now that you say this, I very vaguely remember, it, but i had totally forgotten and would not have called it to mind otherwise.

But see, this is exactly one of those clues I just can't let go of. The Grady crew has given us plenty of suspicious clues over the years. Erik Jensen (who played Edwards) especially.

In fact, one I remember was of the Mona Lisa, but her face had been overlaid with a zombie face that had a bullet hole in it's forehead. Now, all these seasons later, Emily posed with the real Mona Lisa in France several months ago, and now Norman is filming the spinoff in France, where it's been promised he'll get his "happy ending," and there's tons of talk of romance swirling around it.

No freaking way that's all a coincidence. And it tells me that what I've always believed is true actually is: that all the actors involved, even the less mainstream ones, have always known what the true storyline was, is, and will be, and they're dropping hints for us.

See why we analyze what they all post on social media so much?

P.S. sorry I didn’t see this before Christmas. Tumblr does tend to ear Asks from time to time. This was great! The only ones i won’t publish are those that are full of negativity about TD or the show in general. I can get behind for sure, but if I don’t answer an Ask after about 4 weeks, feel free to resend it. 😉

Thanks so much for reminding me of this, Nonny! I love it! Xoxo! 💌💞

[dear-indies]

Hello! I’d like help with two male fcs if that is not a problem! Age can be up to 40 since i’m still not sure about their age and ethnicity doesn’t matter! One of them has to have this threatening look, like the kind that looks like could kill you without effort. The other one has to have that “hot, popular guy that everyone wants” vibe! It’s also a big plus if they have resources smoking (specially second guy because that’s important to his story) but not obligatory! Thank you!

(also i might have send this two times because my tumblr bugged sorry!!)

First guy:

Ricky Whittle (1981) Afro-Jamaican / English.

Joe Taslim (1981) Chinese Indonesian - has the tough vibe in a lot of his movies.

Ed Skrein (1983) Ashkenazi Jewish / possibly English - has smoking resources in general.

Max Riemelt (1984) - has smoking resources in general.

Alex Meraz (1984) Mexican [Purepecha] - has the tough vibe in a lot of his movies.

Rômulo Estrela (1984) Brazilian - has the tough vibe in Verdades.

Clayton Cardenas (1985) Mexican and Filipino - has smoking resources in Mayans MC.

Peter Gadiot (1985) Mexican / Dutch, French - has smoking resources in Queen of the South.

Miguel Gomez (1985) Colombian.

Roman Reigns (1985) Samoan, as well as one sixteenth English / English, Italian/Sicilian.

Oliver Jackson-Cohen (1986) Egyptian Jewish / English - has smoking resources in general.

Bobby Soto (1986) Mexican and Puerto Rican - has the tough vibe in The Tax Collector.

Lewis Tan (1987) Chinese Singaporean / Irish - has smoking resources in Wu Assassins but also in general, can also totally play the second guy too.

Sam Reid (1987) - has smoking resources in Interview with the Vampire.

Andrew Koji (1987) Japanese / English - has smoking resources in Warrior.

Miloš Biković (1988) - has smoking resources in Juzni vetar.

David Castañeda (1989) Mexican - has smoking resources in general.

Ryan Corr (1989) - has smoking resources in 1% Outlaws.

Jacob Anderson (1990) Afro-Caribbean and English - has smoking resources in Interview with the Vampire and in general.

Julio Macias (1990) Mexican - has smoking resources in On my Block and in general.

Mile Phakphum Romsaithong (1992) Thai - has smoking resources in KinnPorsche.

Second guy:

Yahya Abdul-Mateen II (1986) African-American - has smoking resources in general, could also play the first guy.

Serkan Çayoğlu (1987) Turkish - has smoking resources in Oh Belinda.

Casey Deidrick (1987) - has smoking resources in general.

Tyler Lepley (1989) African-American - has smoking resources in P-Valley.

Jeremy Allen White (1991) - has smoking resources in The Bear but also in general.

Giancarlo Commare (1991) - has smoking resources in Mascarpone and in general.

Danny Ramirez (1992) Mexican and Colombian- has smoking resources in general.

Lucien Laviscount (1992) Afro-Antiguan / English - has smoking resources in Snatch.

Jaime Lorente (1992) - has smoking resources in Elite and in general.

Jannis Niewöhner (1992) - has smoking resources in Beat and Je Suis Karl.

Kedar Williams-Stirling (1994) Afro Jamaican - has smoking resources in Sex Education.

Apo Nattawin Wattanagitiphat (1994) Thai - has smoking resources in KinnPorsche.

A lot of these people can be interchangeable depending on the resources but I hope you find these suggestions useful! Also, I didn't get your first message so ty for resending!

[wawawawawawawawawawawawawa]

Hey!! I got put on heart meds too!! They put me on a beta-blocker that is known for being one of the worst for causing hallucinations!!! And a bunch of other shit!!

I was already having hallucinations!!

No one told me about that shit!! Wasn’t even in the info packet!!! And I went through that thing TWICE!! Found out the hard way when stuff started getting a lot more fucking vivid!!

I feel like that’s a pretty important thing to mention!! But fuck it!! No one ever does!!! And now I can’t even stop them without risking my heart getting worse!! Wish I would’ve known this shit before starting them!!

(Anyway if you need me to resend that ask abt Izayas parents I totally can since I still have it in my notes) (since tumblr loves to delete anons like that at random)

(also sorry for the rant - I’m just mad cuz I had a super vivid one the other day and tore my room apart & almost slept in the living room over it lol)

- 💛

WHAT THE FUUCK!!!!!!!!!!! id say make an appointment with ur cardiologist like Right Fucking Now but iirc you lived reaaaally far from the office didnt u?

WH. WHICH BETA BLOCKER IS IT so i can Not Take It or at least be very careful bc i dont hallucinate BUT i do have delusions

im on propanolol 😩 i Also cannot risk not taking mine bc my blood pressure shoots up so high it makes my chest super tight and painful and i get dizzy and yeah Its Bad if i miss a dose!!

also i have ur ask!!! i read it from time to time :)) ive accepted it into my personal belief system wholeheartedly and i think its one of those things that like, isnt canon but treating it AS canon really elevates the themes of durarara (like izaya having aspd shhhhhh)

[riddle-me-ri]

Just wanted to tell you I send you last Mad Hatters asks without knowing ask box is closed. Sorry about that, you can delete them, will just resend them it's open again.

oh no no no Pati don't even worry about it. I figured you didn't know. I made the update like a few months ago. And it's totally okay, and I won't delete your requests they're still there. No sense in having you send them in again, I just don't know when I'll get around to them lol.

The number in my inbox was just getting higher and I didn't want it to add to the anxieties I'm already having this month lol. So I wanted a chance to catch up that's all. And I left my inbox open in case people wanted to ask questions or send me stuff lol

It's not a problem at all! Hopefully I'll be able to open them back up soon 😁

[moxxbox]

(This might be resent because when I first sent it I don’t think it went through because my phone died when I was in the process of sending it so if this is resent then I’m sorry)

hey! I sent in the last matchup (I got kirumi who I was already married to) and was wondering if you could do a drv3 male matchup?

I’m a cis girl, I’m biromantic and greyromantic. and an INFJ, Chaotic Netural, 7w8 and an amvibert leaning towards introvert.

I have a younger sister, and I have a lot of pets, 4 cats and 3 dogs. But my favorite animal is Guinea pigs.

I’m pretty laidback, and considered the mom friend. However I do like watching drama and chaos unfold which is why I watch tlc, but will intervene if it seems like something/someone is about to be royally screwed, I’m also very good at insulting people apparently, probably because I am an observer, I’m quiet, but I’m very facially expressive sometimes.and I can get along with pretty much anyone easily,I do get annoyed easily but I hide it well, tbh I hide most of my emotions. I’m interested in musical theater, music, true crime, history, baking, and psychology. I like shopping and gaming. I’m also a bit of a clean freak, I don’t dislike/hate a lot of things, but I absolutely hate bugs and rodent, like I will scream. Loudly. I’m really good at reading people and can detect any one’s true thoughts, feelings and intentions quickly. I’m very logical and socially aware.

If it helps, here are my top kins:

1. Rantaro amami

2. Kusou saiki

3. Byakuya togami

thank you! also don’t overwork yourself, take a break if you need it.

No worries this is a resend but I don't mind!<3

I match you with...

(Shuichi Saihara)

He would love to meet your sister once you both are at a point in the relationship when you meet each other's families! Also he would totally love your pets! He just seems like the kind of guy who animals would love? Drama watcher + Drama stopper<3! He could tell you about any cases he's worked on before! He'd do his best to catch any bugs and rodents if he saw any or if you told him there was any! He'd go shopping with you if you asked him aswell!

[ghostvampiregalgazerock]

i love it when other fic writers send me requests and its your fault (i mean that affectionately/anything but rudely/accusatorily) anyways the req u sent for ichigo x male reader-

u didnt gimme any genre or prompt (thats totally ok btw idm) so im assuming u js want me to write smth? i was wondering tho if u could resend it with a genre at least so i dont accidentally write something u dont want :<

Oh yes sorry about that. Just a question at first if you can do Ichigo x male Reader but happy to give the specific genre. I was thinking it is...😳...smut. The genre is romance but like modern grunge universe with their relationship as boyfriends/roommates. But you got to have this Ichigo...long hair Ichigo when he trains in Dangai omg😍. And Ichigo is the top in this story though really caring partner to date while male reader is the innocent bottom but loves it. Takes place in their apartment with Ichigo coming home from band practice (he's a bassist since he had a guitar in his room and had a guitar in the 2nd TYBW opening) and reader is like an art student still by studying to get his masters degree (Ichigo already graduated to focus on music). So I would say it is welcome home sex of Ichigo x Male Reader. Take your time, no rush.

[ettawritesnstudies]

Hi!!!!! I was wondering when the beta reads will be sent out???

Since you're on anon this is hard to answer. I already sent out all the files for my beta readers.

If you signed up on the form before it closed, and you didn't get yours, please reach out to me over DMs or email and I'll resend it! I've got 20 beta readers in total so I definitely might have missed someone, but I'm pretty sure I made copies of the document for everyone? You might have had to request permission but I've been approving them as I've seen them come into my inbox.

If you didn't sign up on the form that was circulating about a week ago, and I haven't reached out to you directly (if you were one of my beta readers from the last round), then I'm sorry you missed the window. I think I have enough opinions on the book from enough sources that I'm not currently taking any more sign ups right now. But if you're interested, I can add you to the Runaways taglist and I can let you know when the next chance to read the book is open.