#you asked for this pain
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evening drive
oh yes and some little doodles of them... sunset totally drives a motorcycle right?? been experimenting with how i want to draw her so maybe this'll stick idk.
#i use too much purple dont i#sciset#my art#mlp fim#mlp art#my little pony#mlp#twilight sparkle#eqg#mlp fanart#mlp eqg#equestria girls#scitwi#sci twi#mlp eg fanart#sunsetsparkle#sunset shimmer#ik the motorcycles dont match but i still havent figured out what i want hers to look like#aww lookit them they're both nerd weirdos#also thank you to the 12 different people i asked for advice when i was drawing this#3 point perspective is a pain in the.. back
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- Babe. My beautiful angel. My darling nightmare on legs. What the fuck. Is that. - Do you like it, beloved? I designed this myself - Wow, hm
((happee birday @hummingbee-o0o) (i hope you'll appreciate the tears and blood that went into this horror))
#graphic design is his passion#this has been physically painful to make#truly a declaration of love if you ask me#don't ask armand he doesn't count#interview with the vampire#iwtv#daniel molloy#armand#armand iwtv#the vampire armand#armandaniel#devil's minion#my art: iwtv#my art: daniel molloy#my art: armand
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The gang's all here!
#tf2#team fortress two#team fortress fanart#lil pootis#quazies#tf2 scout#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#tf2 soldier#tf2 demoman#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#tf2 engineer#tf2 pyro#tf2 pootis#medimedes#spycrab#tiny desk engineer#blootis#my art#digital art#yes i did spend a month making this thank you for asking#yes i also procrastinated thanks for noticing#wanted to get this posted before the summer ended#you can tell i did this over the span of several weeks LOL#also water is a pain to draw
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Got unfinished business, ain't we? Cases to solve, ghosts to help out 🔎
#dead boy detectives#edwin x charles#charles rowland#edwin paine#painland#dbda fanart#mywork2024#hey netflix GIVE ME MY RENEWAL NOW#I would do anything for them please I will only draw them forever if you asked
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I love talking to rabbis as a recent conversion student because the interaction goes something like, "you're converting? Now?! At this time, at this moment in history?!". And they always talk about this influx of jewish convert students they've seen recently, and it's like...
There's this level of respect I get from rabbis for converting at this point in time, but... Has there ever been a good time to be a jew in the last thousand years or so plus? I'm imagining that rabbis and jews in general back in 1492, back in 1290, back in 1349 would have said the exact same thing. So, really, there is only a time to be a jew. Maybe it's not a "good" time, yes, but it is a time. And to me, that's good enough
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#and to me i *know* that being a jew has historically Not Been a Good Time. i don't ask that of my conversion#i would convert if i had to run one day. in fact i count on that as a possibility#that's why i like simple judaica. if i have to run away with my people it'll be easier with simple bare-boned judaica#i would convert even in the middle of a desert. in the middle of exhile. on threat of pain and death#because to me being a jew isn't about it being a 'good time.' it's about being true and honest about what i need to be#if i were born this same way a thousand years ago i would make this decision again#where you rest; i will rest. where you pray; i will pray. when you weep; i shall weep. and where you die; i will die#i can only speak for myself but i've seen other students with a similar mindset#so in truth it's not the timing that motivated me. it's deeper. it can't be intellectualized. it is a primal feeling - something soul-deep
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Guess who's been playing Don't Starve while watching Dead Boy Detectives 💕
#ask me about their character specialties guys#open in new link for the Big Version#dead boy detectives#edwin paine#edwin payne#charles rowland#niko sasaki#crystal palace#jenny the butcher#jenny green#esther finch#monty the crow#the cat king#thomas the cat king#dont starve#dbda#sorry to Mick and the Night Nurse and the Sprites#I love you guys but there just wasnt enough room#my art#all the music from the game fits so well i love it#artists on tumblr
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don’t let this flop pls
#bi girl#bd/sm bunny#bd/sm switch#bd/sm community#bd/sm daddy#dm me#daddy k!nk#cnc daddy#send me messages#send me asks#send me dms#bd/sm mommy#queer nsft#bd/sm brat#flirt with me#wlw nsft#bi nsft#girls with piercings#i’m bored#send me questions#send me anons#curvy and cute#bd/sm dom#message me#partner applications now open#size k!nk#if you’re older than me n you own a motorcycle hit my line asap<3#i’m in pain
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some headcanon stuff a little bit, I'm pretty sure her natural hair is either shaved or veryyyy short but I couldn't imagine she'd do anything without wearing some kind of head covering so I didn't actually depict this at all you'll just have to trust me teehee
#oswalda cobblepot#batman caped crusader#curryart#she looks like someone who owns a Lot of pillows and also struggles with back pain#'but she performs onstage' iunno what to tell you she's a middle aged mother of 2 and uh. don't ask how she's lying on her stomach#the answer is that it's not an ideal arrangement#smoking
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just a casual wip bc why not
#im trying out a new rendering style in which i say screw you to lineart and just render in b/w#its very fun until i have to add color#aviiart#why am i awake at 3AM you may ask? because reasons.#but fr tho if anyone knows why my everything decided to just randomly cause me pain right n ow thatd be very helpful
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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late night swimming with narilamb :3
some yapping abt them under here + template
This takes place about 5-ish years after their initial battle so he's just well enough to walk on his own. Narinder sustained pretty severe injuries that took years to even begin mending and in that time they both discovered that he really enjoys being fully in water. Warm baths are a favourite activity of his and, in summer, swimming! It used to be only at the large lake near the cult bc thats how far Lambert was willing to risk taking him.
Swimming is good for him bc it's an activity he can do a lot of (relatively) without his whole body hurting and a way to build some muscle back. He only goes at night so he doesn't get ill from the intense summer heat.
Also his hut has many shells decorating it and Mere (incoming bat cult oc that became his friend on accident) has received some as well! He's still looking for a Pretty Shell tm for lamb, but they are just happy that he has a friend.
heres the template!

#why do they have their tummy exposed you ask? vibes#narinder is gonna be losing sleep over it ill tell ya that#yeah they've taken multiple baths together. yeah hes still on the verge of exploding. it b like that#btw the thing thats 'figured out' is Narinders mobility and not their situationship lmao#pre relationship yearning beloved#lamb sees naris godhood as more of a curse bc of what it did to him and how much pain it caused him#hes still a god but neither know it so. uhhh#cotl#pebbles (me) ramblers#my art#narilamb#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl narilamb#cotl fanart#narinder x lamb
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god ok also gotta say as a choreographer, whoever did the superbowl choreo was a fucking GENIUS like. it manages to be so effective without ever being flashy or complicated & like. flashy & complicated are great but to do the basics this effectively is PHENOMENAL. the repeated motifs are so striking and so strong and so CLEAR in their meaning its PAINFULLY effective - the contrast of more relaxed dancers just vibin and having a good time at the beginning & end, when its just people being themselves vs. "what america wants" - disquieting, emotionless, rigid lines of soldiers throwing salutes while kendrick & sza are singing on stage in the middle, keeping the people entertained & distracted as the goose-stepping dancers circle like sharks
and thats not to even mention the SCALE - working with such crisp colour lines in such an ENORMOUS group is staggering to even fathom like. making sure all the reds are in the right place at the right time & you dont have someone who was a blue in one section but accidentally wound up in the white group somewhere in the shuffle....... the formations are UNBELIEVABLY complex & span such an enormous space, its mind blowing to think about. over a hundred dancers. over a HUNDRED people to keep track of at all times to make sure they're getting from one place to another in the right way at the right times in the right formations. over a HUNDRED.
the dancers executed FLAWLESSLY too - taking big steps and remaining PERFECTLY in line is incredibly hard & they made it look effortless. the amount of split-second transitions to nail and vibe-shifts to hit.... oh my god. also shot to the camerapeople who were working their asses off on those transitions just as much as kendrick & the dancers were
also thinking of scale like... arena choreography and stage/film choreography are VERY different things. on a stage or in a music video etc. you have ONE front. at most on a big stage the audience might wrap slightly around the sides but generally speaking, you're choreographing for the people or camera in front of you, and they're gonna have a pretty good view of your face the whole time. arenas are MASSIVE, and there are people on ALL SIDES. you can't pick A Front, you have to be entertaining people all around you simultaneously, which means completely rethinking how things are structured. you also can't rely on detail nearly as much, because the audience is Really far away. even if there are screens, you want to make sure that there's something to look at on the stage itself, so the audience doesn't feel like they're just watching a music video. it's still a live show & you want it to feel like one
so theres a balance to strike between giving the individual artist focus & acknowledging that they literally... can't face every direction at once. even if kendrick is facing away, there are always dancers doing something that'll be visually striking at a distance for the audience to enjoy. but at the same time because there ARE cameras, it also has to work for video & HAVE those detailed up-close elements, so the footage doesn't just look like a guy bopping around with people walking past him for the whole time. the most effective example i can think of is in peekaboo - the groups of white-clothed dancers in the X is visually strong from a distance - even if you can't see exactly what's going on, it's an interesting visual, whereas up close you have the strong music video feel of kendrick popping up out of nowhere; of all these different up close groups of dancers giving their full performance directly to one front while that front is rotating from one group to another, as opposed to the multiple surrounding fronts on the main stage. it transitions from an arena show to a music video (and then back when he walks out onto the main stage with that trail of dancers so the visual is most effective from above rather than up close) SO EFFORTLESSLY and makes absolutely brilliant use of the space
this is literally jsut stream of consciousness it could definitely all be phrased better & honestly i could keep talking for a Long time like i didnt even get in depth abt the use of colour in the costuming & the way every costume is slightly unique in the up close shots but when you pan out to the stadium they become lines of clones like. god i could go on!!!! i coudl go on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its a masterpiece choreographically fr its elegant its communicative its mindbogglingly complex ive watched it five times now trying to absorb as much as i can
#chewing on my hands chewing on my hands chewing on my hands#i also watched a video of t-pain reacting & he said this is the kind of choreo/staging he wants at coachella so expect a trend coming#(honestly the t-pain video is worth watching its very funny he spends the whole thing basically going. ''this is so good i hate you'')#(and roasting kendrick for only knowing 3 dance moves lmao)#kendrick lamar#long post#lmao oops i went on way longer than expected#honestly dont Ever ask me about any dance video unless you want this kind of speech
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I think a fair number of (able-bodied) people don’t understand that cripple is a slur. It’s a slur. It’s offensive. Physically disabled people can reclaim it *if they want to*, but they don’t have to. They can be offended by it if they want to as well. Both are valid.
Also, you can reclaim it FOR YOURSELF! You don’t just get to call other people cripples because you decided to reclaim it. That’s personal. Saying “oh, I can say that because I’m physically disabled” only applies if you’re referring to YOURSELF that way. You do not get to tell other people in your community what they should and shouldn’t be comfortable with.
#pf course if you know someone is comfy with that term you can use it for them#but you need to know to explicitly ask#I feel like this is the same for the r-slur but people know it’s a slur they just don’t care#it doesn’t matter if I’m not calling actual mentally disabled people it yeah actually it does#alexei’s silly little thoughts#alexei’s silly little ✨chronic illness✨#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#disablity#disabled#physically disabled#alexei’s favs
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"Huh."
#as with every game with some human mind stuffed into a machine i need to ask if he still has human instinct left in there somewhere#also i don't really think ordan would eat elegantly like some royalties anyways#you know the more i read about ordis the more i like him#i mean i never thought his talking is annoying like some people do apparently#but after going through the cephalon fragment thingy my thoughts about him-#-turned from “ominously happy” to “murderous but also kinda cute happy”#and you'd think it should be the other way around#hey if he has erased his memory a lot of times and probably has gone through the same reasoning-#-every time he chooses memory erasure rather than self destruction because he would probably also remember the previous attempts#will he someday choose the other option instead because of all the pain he endured?#(hopefully not i actually like him it's not destiny 2 i hope DE don't just yeet characters off their game that frequently)#also i like how he can take up some ordan karris knowledge by treating it as some stories / facts about others but not about himself#neat but he probably would have to erase his memories more often because it's still about ordan karris i guess#warframe#warframe operator#warframe ordis#ordis#my art
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Great and Tyme being worried about each other
4MINUTES (2024) EP. 5
#4 minutes#4 minutes the series#greattyme#thaidrama#uservix#userrlaura#raeblr#userbon#mjtag#rinblr#esmetracks#userrlana#userpetri#tusersilence#dramasource#dailyasiandramas#asianlgbtqdramas#fyeahthaidramas#tansgifs#gifs:fourm#i made this so i could stare at their expressions during those scenes truly masterclass in acting#the way you can feel great's pain in the 4th gif when tyme yells to let them try to kill him#the way great is just searching for anything to grasp at when showing his worry about tyme's well being didn't work in the 6th gif#and great desperately saying his grandma#he is so split between holding onto his parents and holding onto tyme because he doesn't want to lose what they have#and clearly he knows asking tyme to do it for him alone wouldn't work not only because he has no right to#but also because he simply doesn't think he even mean that much to tyme. it's not like he knows what it's like to mean stuff to people#i mean shit look at his relationship with his parents. so he uses grandma and it works#anyways i love the little smiles in gifs 14 15 16 when he can feel that tyme is worried about him#all i'm gonna say about tyme is we need to put that man on suiciide watch. anyways that's what I can say from great pov
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Your face in profile, with a look I'd never seen
jjk atla!au with @philosophiums
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#gojo#fanart#jjk fanart#jjk atla!au#atla!au: art#lmhs#every time i have to draw the veil i curse my past self fr including it#god bless the multiply layer mode but even she cant take all the pain away#i SUFFERED#the gd black fish too . die . >:(#im not convinced that this piece is as good as i Could have made it but i am so tired of looking at it#it needs to be done. i need to be done#the colours turned out rly well at least GHJHSGHSJGFD#anyway as i said this is fr all 4 of the dedicated lmhs gojo theorists smile#go nuts guys :3#i hear u ask. exasperated . 'what does it all mean hina !!!!!!!!!'#and to that i simply say#what do /YOU/ mean its just the stsg beta fish but atla flavoured :3#and that is my honest answer <3
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