#yoojin the man u are.

[mylarena]

hyunjae giving yoojin control is so fucking important to me honestly. bc he CAN just take whatever he wants from yoojin. break him, tear him apart piece by piece to study him and what moves him. but he DOESNT. im fucking obsessed with it. like,,,, theyre like that without the key phrase too. hyunjae is willingly bowing his head to yoojin. hyunjae is willingly offering yoojin parts of him. but hes also literally staking claim to parts of yoojin. theyre so fucking weird and possessive its so fucking. something.

more jinjae songs,,,

Strange Love by Halsey,,, all of it is very them but one specific line is "they know you walk like youre a god, they cant believe i made you weak." its so so them. yoojin being a weakness to hyunjae,,, showing him a softer side than anyone else gets to see,,,, no one being able to Comprehend that THE Sung Hyunjae could EVER be soft and even slightly vulnerable or emotional w someone,,,, and what do you MEAN its the f rank dude,,,, the public is baffled. imo.

Criminal by Britney Spears,,, not much to say for me on this one. Mama im in love with a criminal,,,,

Power & Control by MARINA,, yoojin being Weaker than hyunjae but still being In Control makes me fucking lose my mind. like. thats his dog on a chain bro. hes holding the leash. "a human vulnerability doesnt mean that i am weak" is very yoojin imo. his Humanity and Love doesnt make him any less strong than the others,, yknow,??

Halsey - Strange Love

no i think you're correct. also this:

also

cut to that roleplay of theirs with him bringing yoojin his coffee and acting all sweet. while the guys yoojin was meeting with thought yoojin is NOT the one in charge. heh.....

Britney Spears - Criminal

god. consider this. sung hyunje about han yoojin to song taewon. yoojin with his reputationt at the start. with eyes, that are those of a guy who killed before, according to sung hyunje (who, of course, ran a background check on him already). heh. ^^

just look at this:

tainted rotten heart, a dog astray <3

yeah ^^

Power & Control by MARINA

yeah. yeah. but also it's yoojin rationalizing. whatever they got going on. (he already grew fond. can't run that back.) him desperately trying to get sung hyunje to be the "but he fell harder" guy (he already is)

(i am also forever haunted by their. constant. how do i even say it... hyunje giving yoojin control over him in ways. cause he could always do what he wants, break yoojin apart and get whatever he is curious about. he'd have to fight off a bunch of furious s classes afterwards but it's not like he ever ran away from a fight, right? and yet. enjoyment and unpredicatbility of his life rests on yoojin's good will. he restricts himself for him. you know. the scarf bow on the leg. the "i'll give you one of my eyes" thing. head in hands......

[kusakiguzen]

Hello..how are you?.Well,I don't mind what you want to do anywhere. Headcanon or detailing fic. I got that thought make me wonder until I eat. I imagine this Cale Henituse/Han Yoojin already got the start of his own strong allies so (Y/ N) felt that she was a burden so or she thought they didn't need her anymore that's why she disappeared without telling them..That's more or less my imagination..I'm sorry for rambling(⁠ꏿ⁠﹏⁠ꏿ⁠;⁠)..

Take care of yourself, writer.. Make sure to drink a lot of water.. Goodluck for study or work(⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

Hiii thank youu!!

When i read your request it was more like this in my mind

Our dear reader who didn't realise that her bf/hubby was a yandere, went out in secrate since its his birthday was coming up. Her timing was wrong and no one noticed she left. When he realises she isn't in her room, he searches the whole building/mansion. He doesn't have much stamina so you can imagine how tired he must have been after running from room to room hoping you would be there. He started panicking and called all his subordinates, practically ordered them to find you. His right hand man finds you in a male accessory shop looking for something. He zooms their pretending to just stop by. He finds it so cute when you blush and stutter trying to make excuses since his gift was supposed to be a secrate, but all in vain when the shop keeper brings out the custom order you had placed months ago and only went to collect it. It was a thin neckless, with a small openable? locket with a picture/ painting of you two (painting which u made by hand) also adorned with gems complimenting both of your eye colour . And he is over the moon. He escorts you back with him and then picks you up, takes you to the bedroom for a long night. He keeps whispering 'you are the best gift' while thrusting hard and fast. He tell you he want to wear it now while fucking you so you could see how good it looks on him.

Lets just say you both liked the result of you sneaking out.

Ps. He fucked you harder on his birthday while wearing the neckless. You found out you were pregnant like a month later......

And i'll make headcanons since i really liked your idea!

☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

[lostonmyroad]

Moments That I Want Tattooed On My Forehead From S-Classes That I Raised Chapters 50-70

As always, BEWARE OF SPOILERS!!! Future chapters may be referenced!!!

The insane amount of lore dropped in these chapters wow

Chapters 50-60

help its genuinely still so funny to see yoojin in the early chapters going: “all i have to do is complete this one (1) task and then i can live like a slacker” before he gives up (cries in cale henituse)

everyone referring to yoojin as “monster daddy” and asking him to raise their children is amazing. no notes 

ARRIVAL OF THE KING SUNG HYUNJAE!!! He's a bastard he's amazing he's always on my mind

"...no matter how amazing Sung Hyunjae might be, he wouldn't be able to notice it easily. He wouldn't press his nose against my body and smell me, like my idiot brother had, would he" um. ok??? yoojin's completely normal though process

sung hyunjae essentially telling yoojin “aren’t you tired of being nice? don’t you want to go apeshit” within 5 minutes of their first real conversation

i forgot shj gives him a pair of earrings!! (and a bone for Peace)

yoojin’s disguise to get to the f rank dungeon being a fucking sun protection hat…it’s giving marvel baseball cap and sunglasses…and he has this because he used to stage one man protests??? sir what were you protesting against

oh that’s right the dungeons will appear at a faster rate because “time was only reversed for yoojin” oops

Chirpie makes its debut!!

yoojin trying to hide where he got chirpie from “i found it in the hallway”. king if yoohyun wasn’t suspicious of you already that would do it

yoohyun yeeting Peace and mama yoojin scolding him

chef myungwoo :))

bleh bug dungeon. i’m with you yoojin that was disgusting

yoojin not wanting to use Last Repayment :((

Riette makes an entrance! do you think riette demonstrated girl power when she abused her brother until he became an s rank

yoojin thinking about how he had raised yoohyun and was so happy about sending him to college…saving money for his tuition…and just losing interest in riette :((

yoojin saves bak hayool!!

this is where we see peak yoojin mafia behavior. unhinged. but justified revenge?? this is why i don’t understand fan interpretations where he’s like a wallflower like this man has murdered multiple people quite violently 

chapter 60 is just so much. like. i cant even describe. yoojin you need so much therapy

the way he sees people’s last memories before they die ugh…

yoojin playing 3D chess while everyone else is playing checkers fr

him calling his friend who doesn’t remember him bc of the regression and telling them to live a happy life always gets me ufffff i wish we got to meet this character

Chapters 60-70

Yoojin and the Awakening center — a tragedy in the making. Pre-regression trauma galore

The Association rears its ugly head!!! Yoojin has an authority figure problem (but it’s completely justified)

love how chill Yoojin is about Chirpie. random F rank monster that’s cute as hell that’s eating Peace's weight in magic stones and was born from an error in the system??? ehh no big deal it’s my pet now and i’ll kill for it

love the absolutely random detail about seok hayan’s pineapple earrings. thank you geunseo you know what the people want

yoojin funding public research!! hero of the people and my heart

yerim refusing to praise yoohyun and myeongwoo to their faces hahahaha. all of them petty as hell

MYUNGWOO GETS HIS SS RANK SKILL BABYYYY

yoojin still trying to protect myungwoo i love them

yoojin: *is keeping secrets from yoohyun and putting himself in danger*

also yoojin: why is yoohyun being cold with me

everyone’s giving yoojin flowers today lmfao

sung hyunjae you’re everything to me. you’re so bizzare. the bouquet??? showing up in a 2-seater car?? bullying seok simyeong??

Shj reminding Yoojin to wear his seatbelt because he's an F rank HDJEKXIDKD

oh yoojin. “who’d want to place themselves through hardships on purpose” like SIR are u that un self aware

yerim listening to this bullshit, eyes falling out of her head: i’m literally going to crazy murder you with yoohyun

the dungeon ppl have the actual worst timing. yoohyun is going to McFreaking lose it

yoojin and yoohyun finally work things out we love to see it :))

chapter 65 starts the explanation of the 50 s ranks requirement!!! water droplet is going through it

so much is just casually dropped in this chapter like. yoohyun is a born s rank! the dungeon ppl are manually inputting things for yoojin! the world might end! anyways!

yoojin having such strong mom energy that the dungeon people forgot he was a dude

one of the moments ever when yoohyun and Peace burn down the dungeon in worry and yoojin’s just there like. ah. shit. my bad i fucked up there a little

grown up Peace my beloved

chapter 67 yoohyun my beloved. you are so crazy. “hold still while i chop off your arm and fake your dear so i can keep you safe” 

the han brothers finally having a real conversation. yoojin i love you but you really needed to do this sooner

PEACE STAYING SMALL JUST SO YOOJIN CAN PICK HIM UP UWAHHHH MY HEART

Newcomer joins the battle

Chirpie turnin on the TV by itself and yoojin praising it like every proud parent ever

more monsters!!!

unicorns (white + black bc yoojin is terrible at naming) + gryphon (named Blue)

yoojin’s training method of using himself as a human chew toy is traumatizing for everyone around him.

same hyuna i would also be taking 10939392 photos

Peace and Blue WWE match. flex on em Peace

nobody:

yoojin: wow myeongwoo is hot now

BLUE LEARNING HOW TO OPEN THE FRIDGE

i love the monster shenanigans

[kim-dokja-hate-blog]

ok tsctir theory (spoilers up to chapter 230):

han yoojin will start gaining the skills of everyone he’s ever connected with, whether through the caretaker skill or the teacher skill, once the less shitty kids of world eaters (fuck knowing the proper names) remove the system and he starts being able to gain skills on his own while increasing his man. my reasoning behind this:

from an outsider’s standpoint even compared to his brother, han yoojin is a very odd person, and a lot of han yoohyun’s oddities are explained to be a part of him being a natural born s-rank, so it stands to reason that han yoojin is. not quite human ig??? idk how to explain it

if han yoojin is supposed to be collecting skills, him not having any attack skills tracks bc he’s essentially in the sowing stage and if u reap too early, u get shitty crops

han yoojin getting the double attack title (the requirements for that title r practically tailored for ppl with the caretaker title, come ON) adds to this bc if one of his kiddos dies, he has to be able to handle double their power, meaning a lot of the skills he learned are from the double power standpoint and being able to use it as he did at that point in time will increase efficiency

from absorbing the dragon guy he killed’s powers (it took him one try to perfect the mind thing come ON), all the times he gained other’s powers (blackie’s especially!! she only had like 5 seconds of memories with han yoojin and he said so himself that the more memories someone has with him, the easier time he has learning their skills, and it still took him less than a minute to be able to fully use the powers and less than an hour to use them efficiently!!), and how easily he aquisited to c-rank stats in the virtual reality game thing (“his friend died :(“ skill would mean he’d had c-rank stats before but they prolly weren’t all the same and he only had them for an hour), u can see he gets a handle on skills extremely quickly.

the teacher skill means he’s able to feel other ppl’s skills through them, making it easy to tell how they do that

it’d explain why newcomer told him that those close to him wouldn’t get hurt through their plan but he might

it’d explain why he’s only supposed to raise 50 s-classes. one person with all those skills doubled will be MUCH past l-rank and will prolly be better against the world eaters who will prolly be strong enough that you’d have to be above l-rank to be able to even just touch them, AND he’ll prolly have to fight off the more shitty kid gods, which we know from the dragon dude and jellyfish r very different and generally high level l-rank, which means he has to have a wide range of skill to be able to take care of them

a primary goal of a caretaker is to protect. while, considering the natural born s-class, it isn’t strictly necessary at first, when the devouring commences, it will be.

it’d be rlly cool lmao

this being true would also mean that there’s a good chance the good kid gods r planning on using him to not just save his world, but to kill their parents, which is honestly just a sick concept that i fully support

[boombazled]

Hmm thinking about a trash of the counts family and these s classes that I raised crossover

Would Cale's abilities be ranked? Or would it just show up as unranked / □ to Han Yoojin? Same with Choi Han's miru. And if there is a rank what would the ranks be? From Cale's earth the skills seem to be more rounded and useful but maybe that's because they didn't have any description to tell them how to use their abilities and made the best out of them they could? Plus I think the names of the abilities came from themselves rather than seeing the names previously. Although it would be fun to consider the names that Han Yoojin's world sees are the names that Cale's world gave to their own powers.

Would the s class characters see Instant's recoil and think that Cale doesn't have enough defense for his own skills?

I don't think the Ancient powers would show up as a skill for them.

A lot of it is comparing the world's. Like how I mentioned that Cale's world seems to be more powerful with their abilities, but have harsher recoil, where in Han Yoojin's world, the skills are safer(safER not necessarily safe) to use but may be more narrow in use.

[jimilter]

ASH U BETTER TELL ME MORE ABOUT LOYALTY CAUSE K2 IS ONE OF MY FAVE K DRAMAS. 👹👹👹👹 spill rn babe.

the wip challenge!

LATIIIII, i see you rioting over td&hk in my notifs and i will get to it asap 👀

AND OMG, A FELLOW THE K2 ENTHUSIAST??? i swear, a best friend of mine recommended it to me and i haven't found a single fan ever since??? WHY? have these ppl not seen ji changwook? the only man i'd cheat on jimin with ugh

anywayS!

loyalty is gonna be my spin on jeha x yoojin. 👁👁 pls don't run away, i PROMISE to make it good!!! here's the mmc and mfc moodboards and snippet for you 🥺

note: it's a random scene from a list of random scenes i wrote when i watched the k2, last year. jungkook's name is jk instead of k2 and reader is choi yoojin, the madam. and moon byulyi is her secretary. chief min is chief joo, the boyguard's team's head - our guy from little princess, hehe:

You blinked, watching as the doorway to your room was slowly filled with a familiar, broad pair of shoulders in a suit. Your eyes met his unreadable ones, and you couldn't gather enough strength in yourself to mirror his blank face. You didn’t know what he read in your expressions, but whatever it was made his back straighten further, almost to the point of stiffening.

You looked around your room as he stepped in.

“Everyone… I need to have a few words with JK in private. Please give us a moment.”

You looked towards him to find him frowning hard at the floor.

Your husband, brother and Captain Kim walked out without question. Byulyi lingered, though, looking at you with furrowed brows. You raised an eyebrow at her.

“Madam, I—”

“Close the door on your way out, Chief Moon.”

Her shoulders stiffened, lips pursing into a straight line. She bowed her head, walking out without another word.

You sat up straighter when the door fell shut.

“How do you feel, madam?”

Your eyelashes fluttered, gaze leaving your comforter to land on Jungkook’s concerned face. His jaw was tightly clenched and forehead creased.

It suddenly hit you how none of your visitors, so far, had put up this particular question to you. Sure, they’d asked how you were doing, if you were okay, if anything hurt, if you needed anything, and more – but none of them had put up a question about how you felt.

And the first question out of Jungkook’s mouth was just that.

Of course it was.

You mustered a small smile. “How do you imagine?”

He cleared his throat, breaking eye-contact to stare at your heart monitor. “I… I have been told you are the type to not bleed even when shot, if you’re in public.”

A raucous laughter left you, leaving your head throbbing in its wake. You slowly shook your head at his words. 

“Did Chief Min tell you this?”

He tucked his lower lip into his mouth, gaze meeting yours head-on. “Maybe.”

Your lips quirked up. “It was just something I said to him once when he was being paranoid about my well-being during a rough press conference. But…” You exhaled. “Of course that isn’t true, Jungkook. I am only human.”

Jungkook wordlessly stepped up to your bed, still looking at you with a face full of concern. “Had you not eaten?”

You chuckled. “Stop trying to diagnose me. The doctors have done enough of that. I’ll be fine, Jungkook.”

He came close enough for his warmth to be felt by you. 

You looked away from him, focusing on your bed spread again. “Why are you here?”

He did not respond for a while, simply breathing next to you, making no other movements. And then he drew in a loud inhale, exhaling a sigh through his mouth.

“I am your bodyguard, madam, am I not?”

You gave a wry smile. Of course. “I did not need any more protection, Jungkook. My husband’s entire team of guards is here. Not to mention, Captain Kim, himself is guarding my door. I’m fully safe here, Jungkook.”

“I should’ve been there at the park.”

You clicked your tongue. “No, stop that. This wasn’t a threat, but a health emergency. What could you have done, huh?”

You looked up at him to find him pursing his lips and looking down at his shoes.

“Don’t worry. Everything is fine, now. I will probably be discharged by tomorrow morning.” You moved your gaze to look through the window on your other side. “You do not need to be here.”

Everything went silent. Even his breathing became so less audible, you wondered if he was holding it.

“I will take the post by your door. Send Captain Kim home.”

You internally scoffed at his demanding tone, but belatedly recalled your own conclusions from a while ago. 

A wolf that can’t be tamed.

You exhaled. “I just said you do not need to—”

“I know I do not need to be here, madam,” he interrupted you with an unreadable stare, and you blinked in surprise when he immediately twisted on heels to walk away. “I will be posted by your door.”

Your breathing almost halted at his words, the unsaid ringing in your ears louder than bells. Even as he walked out and relayed to Captain Kim that you had ordered the Captain to go home. Even as your husband walked back in and told you of your brother’s departure. Even as your secretary looked at you with a disapproving stare— 

I know I do not need to be here, madam.

But I want to be.

adadsadsafdahsg reading this again sent me back in the feels! 😭 ugh, how i miss them :(

soooo, could you recognize this scene from the show? did i do it justice? 👀 hehe, thank you for sending this in, bby, ily!!! ❤❤❤

[wovenstarlight]

actually u know what i will talk about rankswap myeongwoo yoojin a bit and god do we need an actual combined ship name for these two i can't type out their full names every time.

anyway in rankswap they met and saw each other and went I can fix him. its shj -> stw but like both ways. ymw maker of Things saw this guy who was so tragically empty-handed and was like oh i need to make this man like 15 items rn. say the word. and hyj who can't be alone even if he wants (constant sense of every living thing around him remember) sees this lonely guy and is like Please. Please wont you take one of my many friends. they will love you so hard you will want them to stop. please. they're exactly what the other person is lacking...

and yeah they're s-ranks so they feel the constant need to Kill but that's the thing, even that's positive, because they have very different fighting styles and they learn a lot from each other... and because they're directly giving each other items/kiseungsu and helping each other become better fighters, that in turn means the fights themselves get better and better!

yoojin doesn't acknowledge anyone but yoohyun as family and myeongwoo doesn't acknowledge anyone at all as family (except maybe bellows who is working her way into his heart slowly. she is useful. and also cuddly). and neither will acknowledge the other as a friend. but that doesn't change the fact that they are very close. they trust each other in the kind of way where you'd turn your back to him knowing he could kill you and wants to kill you sometimes, but he won't, because it'd be less fun without you around. you know what i'm saying?

[shinahbee]

February Favs 2021

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GREETINGS

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March 6. 2021

Hello!

Another month has passed by really quickly, maybe because February had only 28 days.

This month also was lunar new years or Chinese New Year, so happy new year to all of you who celebrate it! Our household celebrated safely with just my family, in previous years we would celebrate with extended families, but of course every one’s safety is important.

There was also Valentine’s Day, which I helped my sister make some cheese tarts for her boyfriend as a gift. I’ve been working on a few things, including art for more of my manhwa recommendations, but I’ll put that on hold for now and work on a few for some recent anime that I have been watching. I feel like I’m winding down when it comes to filtering the shounen ai manhwa, there really isn’t much that I have read currently that I want to really want to share.

There are some of the ones that are popular that I dropped, I named two of them in my last favorites, but there have been a lot more since then, if you’d like I could add another segment under the hell segment that talk about the ones I dropped and why I dropped them, I feel like if someone had similar thoughts to a certain manhwa and why they dislike the content , It would honestly help me filter out a lot of the ones I never really should have read, if that makes any sense.

Not instagram though...it keeps showing me the pictures of manhwa that I dropped ...I’m like omg instagram your algorithm is screwed...I don’t even like these.lol. Thus this is how it thought of the new segment idea. I feel like I’m adding a lot to this segment alone.lol.

So how is everything going for all of you? Anything exciting happening? I’ll keep you guys updated when something good happens, but there is nothing currently. Thank you for taking the time to read my nonsense blabbering.

Enjoy reading!

Sheena

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DRAMAS:

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No dramas this month to talk about.lol.

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MANHWA/MANGA/WEBTOONS:

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Recap:

1) Whose baby is it? (ongoing)

2) Social temperature (ongoing)

3) Salad days (ongoing)

4) To be or not to be (ongoing)

5) Path to you (Completed)

6) Here u are (Completed)

7) BJ Alex (Completed)

8) No way, vampires don't exist (ongoing)

9) Unintentional love story (ongoing)

10) Karasugoka don’t be shy! (Completed)

11) Semantic Error (ongoing)

12) Tied up in Twins (Completed)

13) My Suha (ongoing)

14) Crash into me (Completed)

15) Dine with a vampire (ongoing)

16) Inner beauty (Completed)

17) False memories (Completed)

18) Hand in Hand (Completed)

19) Stanning 101 (ongoing)

20) Private lessons (Completed)

21) Behind the scenes (Completed)

22) Turn off the camera (Ongoing)

Updates on ongoing titles:

So I thought I would start off with some updates on some of the titles in the recap section since it has been a while since I last talked about them.

No way vampires don’t exist:

This is almost done soon so I’m glad that the manhwa updates are consistent, what I didn’t know is that there were extra chapters of side stories for this manhwa, and I discovered them through a Chinese manga site, I really hope the licensed site will be able to translate these as well cause it goes into the later lives of all the housemates and of course an in depth development of juwon and dongha’s relationship which I am living for since they are so cute. Lol.

I really hope these get translated since my Chinese is lacking, I’ve just seen the raws and thought I may be able to read them but of course my 8 years of Chinese school has failed me once again.

Dine with a vampire:

This manhwa is giving me so much gripe when discussing the story so far, the recent update of course was a little better in showing the relationship between chi hwan and sooin, so i’m happy they got their feelings across to each other and sooin was able to really begin to trust people again. BUT....I was spoiled by the raws for this week’s update, and let me give a big F*CK you to that harry potter asshole...I still don’t know his name, i think my memory did me a favor and selectively removed it for my mind. I obviously can’t spoil all of  it for you but stuff happens and harry potter has found his way to sooin and basically kidnapped him while he was vulnerable and he’s trying to make him his partner...I’m like...great...In all honesty let’s look at this situation in modern society, think about a person who had made your life living hell, who then dies and you think that’s the end of it , but this asshole still haunts you even after death and still tormenting you...i’m not going to lie, I honestly think I would just kill myself at this point.

I feel like when I first read this manhwa , I thought it was disgusting but I still read it thinking that it will be better, it’s like watching season one of a show and being annoyed hoping that it will get better later and then finding out in season two is just...I need anger management.

I really hope what I think might happen will not but the author seems to be a sadist, so it might end up that way. Props to the creator for making one of the most detestable characters i’ve seen so far. I will watch out for people like this in my actual life.

Semantic Error:

This is updating a little slow and again I tried reading the raws, but of course that didn’t go too well, from what i’ve seen there is a bit of character development between the two main leads so far. Also I’ve seen on twitter that semantic error is going to get a mini anime adaptation, in Korean of course but that is so awesome either way! This is one of the manhwa’s I would like to see an anime of because it’s really good.

In terms of Japanese anime seiyuu who would play these roles I wonder? Sungwoo I feel like anyone can since he’s very ambiguous, but for jaeyoung, I think I’d like to hear sakurai takahiro ( cloud from ff7, miyuki kazuya from daiya no ace) play him, in all honesty it’s because of his role as miyuki in daiya no ace, jaeyoung is basically the same character but more intense.lol.

Turn off the Camera:

Oh this piece of work, i’m glad this is completely satire because if I were to take this story seriously I would have an aneurysm thinking about all the bad choices these people have been making. So recently, our boy jihoon who wanted to protect his virginity from the two co-stars has finally lost it to yoojin, one of the co-stars. I’ve heard a lot of people say they don’t know about him because his intentions are still very unknown, and I agree that I don’t know what his intentions are but from what I've seen, it’s not like he treats jihoon badly, he won’t do anything that jihoon would not like so i’m not opposed to it, but I really would like to see romantic development between jihoon and yohan because of how straight forward yohan is, he isn’t hiding his intentions and says whatever is on his mind, it’s reassuring knowing that there’s nothing he would hide.

Jihoon doesn’t really seem interested but it’s more like that push and pull relationship, where despite him not seeming interested he still had a wet dream about having sex with him...lol. Where as with yoojin, Jihoon does not oppose to having intimacy with him. So we’ll see how this dumpster fire plays out as it continues. I absolutely HATE love triangles cause this whole concept alone is so unrealistic, it’s hard enough to get ONE person interested in me, this dude has like 2 without really doing anything. Also it’s just really messy and annoying to read and I always want to route for the guy who never wins.lol.

This is merely a suggestion, but I feel like authors should make alternative endings with different characters, if you think about this in a realistic perspective, you can end up with different people depending on the decisions you make, which is why harems exist in this genre, because there is not just one person you can love, and how alternative timelines can exist. So if the author would consider this idea and make alternative endings for the main character, then I would feel more satisfied with the story overall, because i’m always wondering what if...he ends up with this person ? What would that be like? This only applies to love triangles where abuse doesn’t happen, because there’s no way I would be happy with an abuse victim ending up with their abuser...

Anyways, that is all the updates that I have for you, in this heaven segment I’m going to talk about some titles that I don’t really think is that popular but I decided to read them after reading the summary and they turned out better than I thought.

In the hell segment, I’m going to be discussing some manhwa titles that are a bit “ quirky” you know in my hero academia where these kids were each born with a super power, seem like some of these manhwa characters also have unique abilities, which I will refer to as “ quirks” in this segment. Let me tell you...there are some interesting ones out there.

So let’s begin.

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Welcome to heaven

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Murderous Lewellyn Candelit Dinner:

“Shevon is a writer who lives in a run-down apartment in the streets of the slums. One day, strange memos start showing up at his front door. Before he can uncover the mystery behind them, he encounters a beautiful young man that keeps peeling onions on the staircase next to his unit. After accepting a dinner invitation from the young man, Shevon discovers a dead body in his host’s bedroom...”

Okay so starting off with this one, it’s very different than the usual types that I would read. This story is more of a mystery drama with implied romance, but I have yet to see that happening in the story so far. It is fairly new so I suppose it will be a slow development. Like the summary for the manhwa says, it is a about a guy named Shevon, who I believe is a writer that is trying to get a job at a writing firm, but he ended up free lancing for a while with no luck of getting a paid job. He was being harassed by an ex boyfriend when he encounters his neighbor that is sitting on the stairs peeling onions. Since that day, Shevon would always run into his neighbor peeling onions while exchanging small talk with him, which makes him curious about why he does this at the same time each day, one day his neighbor wanted to invite him over for dinner and Shevon obliged due to being curious and other advances the neighbor has made to get his attention. As he went up to his neighbor's apartment he noticed that he had a bunch of candles lining every inch of his apartment and there was a very strong smell coming from here. Lewellyn (neighbor) just says that it was the onions that he had been peeling, he wanted to use them for tonight's dinner. Shevon didn’t want to just eat onions...I mean who does. So he told him that he will make him a proper meal instead. So he was in the kitchen making food when the door bell rang and Lewellyn went to check who it was. Shevon didn’t see him for a while and decided to just head back to the dining area, but before he could head there the smell from earlier was getting stronger and he noticed it coming from a certain room, he opened it and there lays a dead corpse surrounded by candles covered in blood. Being shocked accidentally took the candle he used to light up the room and left the room; just as Lewellyn entered he said he had to leave for the day.

After that incident there were suspicious activities involving Shevon’s apartment, such as the name plate on his door being moved, the feeling of being watched when he was alone in the room, and some creepy mail he had been receiving, which all points to the fact that he had a stalker.

Shevon starts to suspect Lewellyn as a murderer because of the obvious corpse found in his apartment, but there was no evidence he could find to report him, meanwhile the stalking had been getting worse he found himself getting more entangled with Lewellyn than he’d like to be.

So yeah, it was really creepy when you read those letters, so far we knew Lewellyn is involved in some sort of murder and although he has been helping Shevon find the suspect he himself is also one as well. It’s still too early to make judgments as to what actually is going on, there’s a lot of mystery behind Lewellyn that isn’t explained yet.

So if you like murder mysteries you might like this manhwa, I don’t see any romance involving them yet, but maybe curiosity will lead to something eventually.

Unripened Expression:

“Jaewon has known that he likes males since he confessed his feelings to a boy named Yoonsung in elementary school, but when Yoonsung tells him that liking other boys is weird, Jaewon tries to hide his "weird" feelings and push them away. Now in high school, he's developed a strong crush on his kind, handsome classmate Karam, and Jaewon decides it's time to finally confront the reality that he might be gay. He asks for advice over the internet and befriends another gay student named Junseo, who becomes Jaewon's emotional support in his quest to win Karam's heart.”

So for this one it was not listed as a harem but it actually is, all the guys you see on the cover is related to the main character so how. I usually don’t like harems in any genre, but this one wasn’t as bad as I thought. Actually every guy in here was a good contender and I was not upset with who he chose in the end even though it would be obvious in the first chapter who he would end up with...lol. and you know me, always picking the “ other guy” in these situations, I really do have bad second lead syndrome.

They guy I wanted him the end up with is named “ junseo ” he’s the gay friend that jaewon the main character met on an online forum while asking questions about his sexuality, they felt comfortable enough to exchange numbers but not give their identity away to each other. Jaewon realizes that from talking to Junseo that he went to the same school he did, coincidently, and found out his identity through his friend. Junseo didn’t want to associate with jaewon but he was really persistent. Junseo then gave up and decided to listen to jaewon whenever he wanted to talk.

Junseo had some trauma in the past involving a ex boyfriend and getting bullied at school when someone found him kissing his boyfriend in a room and started spreading rumors of them together, but instead of just denying it, his ex boyfriend accused junseo of leading him on and that’s why junseo ended up being bullied and shut himself off from people, even though he forced to leave school cause of all the bullying he endured he still understood why his ex boyfriend did that, everyone had to protect themselves first after all.

After opening up to jaewon and telling him his story, jaewon cried because he was sorry he had to go through that. Junseo was happy that someone would cry for him, who had just accepted everything until now. Their time together lead to some feelings developing between jaewon and him but although jaewon is aware he has feelings for junseo, it doesn’t compare to the feelings he had for karam..Which is the guy he ended up with.

Okay. Compared to karam who didn’t have much development, junseo had a much better chance to be perfectly honest. It’s not that I don’t like karam, he just didn’t have much back up story to convince me that his feelings for jaewon is real. Lol

But I guess that’s the trope in these types of manhwa right? The Main character always ends up with the guy that he meets first...OMG. Come on authors ...work with me here and try something different for once. Anyways, it’s all good it’s not like any of them were sexually harassing and/or abusing jaewon so I’m happy with whoever he chose.

If you are into harems with good characters, you might like this one.

Oh! My Assistant: (18 +)

“Naive comic artist Seonho, who draws R-19 series, hires beauty(?)-and-brains Muyoung with outstanding skills to be his assistant. However, working with Muyoung who is too task-oriented and has a prickly temperament, turns out to be a little difficult. Seonho asks Muyoung to pose for him one day to help with a sexy scene, but when he sees how erotic Muyoung's pose is, Seonho's "junior"... that hasn't stood in 2 years, got up. It's hard! It got hard! It finally got hard! This is an unpredictable, comical and chest-tickling BL story brought to you by Milla and Yalgae!”

The first thing that came to my mind was Oh! My goddess... LOL let me know if you guys have ever watched that anime, i’m really showing my age with that comment.

Anyways, so this is about an adult mahwa artist named Seonho and he was getting really popular and needed an assistant to help with his busy scheduled serialization. He held an interview with a couple of selected candidates after viewing their portfolio, and of course muyoung was chosen out of all for his pristine work. Of course there was several conditions that muyoung had listed in exchange to work here, most of which applies to a 9 to 5 job, but of course artists out there know that we make our own time...we don’t have a scheduled work hours, but of course seonho needed a person soon and he liked muyoung’s work so he hired him under those conditions.

Muyoung was actually the heir to a prosperous kimchi making firm and did not need money because he was already wealthy, but his grandmother wanted him to have some independence and so muyoung wanted to look for a normal job to get his grandma off his back. He quickly learns that not everything that you ask for will be complied there are times where you will need to work late for a dead line and such.

This made muyoung wonder if he should just quit, the only reason he doesn’t is because he liked seonho. He liked seonho since he first laid eyes on him as he is exactly his type.

Without realizing it seonho also thought muyoung is attractive and ended up in situations with him that are presumed romantic. In the end, the two of them ended up together, but of course there’s always an inconvenience that disrupts this romantic development, and this came in the form of his best friend, who is by the way married to a woman, but as you know in BL...that doesn’t matter...

His best friend was actually in love with him for a very long time and the marriage was just a family arrangement that he had no say in. He tried to separate muyoung and his seonho by trying to convince muyoung to quit several times and even got into an accident and used this as an opportunity to guilt trip muyoung to stay by his side.

He basically just said that he would die if muyoung left him alone...now, here is some advice from me, if anyone says that to you don’t believe them, you have no control over what a person does and you are not responsible for any of their actions, so call their bluff on it.

This incident caused some strife between muyoung and seonho’s relationship to the point where it was getting pointless for seonho to keep up something that not working, he wanted to break up with muyoung but after talking to muyoung’s grandmother he decided not to since what muyoung needs is his support at this moment. So they overcame it and muyoung made it clear to his best friend that he had no feelings towards him and that he only loves seonho, which made the friend only, had to accept it. So in the end muyoung and seonho moved in together and continued working as a mahwa company, and even hired a new assistant who strikingly had the same conditions as muyoung when he was first hired.

Lol. In the end this story worked out great, and it was really good read, the drama was minimal though that friend of his was an inconvenience. It was an overall a good story and the relationship development was really cute since muyoung was in love with seonho first, I’ve never seen that happened before actually, so if you like all of my recommendations so far you will like this one as well.

The Good Teacher: (18 +)

“Hojun’s recent breakup was pretty rough. His partner told him it wasn’t him, per say… Hojun just wasn’t good in bed. But it turns out Drunk Hojun is surprisingly resourceful; singlehandedly managing to find and set himself up with a sex tutor by the name of Mr. Ahn. Ahn Seunghyun was only half serious when he posted the sex tutor ad, but he quickly finds himself in too deep to call the lessons off. And the more he sees Hojun, the more he can’t help but notice how much attractive he is. Seunghyun is making it up as he goes along, so what will the final exam look like?”

This is basically “Sex for dummies” .LOL. I don’t know how your sex education went in school, but for me all I remember is that the teachers would leave he girls in classroom where they took the guys out and talked to them about masturbation. So needless to say I didn’t have much of a sex education until later in life. Or you can read this manhwa which basically taught me more that my sex ed teacher ever did.lol.

So basically Ahn seunghyun ( Mr. Ahn) was drinking with his friends and thought that they would pull a prank by posting an ad for a sex tutor, not thinking that anyone would fall for it. But Hojun found the ad and took his chances to reach out to seunghyun, so he decided to play along for the first meeting to see who he was dealing with, he made fake lesson plans and prepare a lot in order to make him sound convincing as a teacher. What started off as a joke became very educational for hojun whom had very little sexual experience and how his previous partners would claim him being very bad in bed. Seunghyun had a lot of patience and taught him from the ground up. I’m not going to lie, this was pretty educational and I think Mr. Ahn looking really fine does not help either.

So as the lessons progress they began to have feelings for each other, one thing that doesn’t add up is the fact the seunghyun is not a n actual teacher to begin with, although he did his research before every lesson he was not a an educator in trade, so he didn’t tell hojun the truth until the end and they had a fight, but made up quickly right after when they both realized their feelings for each other.

Now you’re probably wondering if there is a third wheel in this relationship, well there is a guy who is seunghyun’s ex boyfriend, he was a little bit of an inconvenience but not really causing too much trouble, just enough to make hojun a little jealous, the only thing he was out of line for saying was that three of them should have a threesome...LMAO not with you f*cker you look like Tarzan...lol. Hell no!

I say that but there is a special chapter at the end where hojun was having a nightmare where the three of them did have a three some and it was gross...i’m like wtf he’s so ugly...I can’t imagine anyone thinking this is hot.

Yeah take this as you will, if you lack sexual education I recommend this mahwa to educate yourself cause lord knows when that will be when you get proper education for that. If you liked reading BJ Alex, you may like this one because of the similar art style, if not then just read it for Mr. Ahn..cause he is so fine...lol.

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Welcome to hell

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*Warning *

These titles are suitable for 18+ audiences, because of the mature content in discussion, you have been warned.

So finally onto the hell segment for this month! This month we will be discussing some of the quirky titles, people born with unusual abilities, I have come across a few of them and from that I chose these three to talk about since their stories alone are interesting in many ways.

Whether these stories are satiric or serious, I enjoyed finding out by reading these more hellish stories. So here we go...starting off with...

My purrfect boss:

“Sunwoo is thrilled to be starting his new job! Full of energy and enthusiasm, he’s eager to please Manager Kang. The problem is, he keeps making dumb mistakes and getting in trouble. Things come to a head one night after work when he pours soju all over his boss. Typical! But hang on… Why is Manager Kang blushing like that? And what are those cat ears sprouting from his head?! After discovering his boss’ secret, it isn’t long before Sunwoo has him purring with pleasure.”

Let me start by saying that the funniest thing in this manhwa is that Mr. kang has both cat ears and human ears...lol. How is that possible?

So basically in this story manager kang is an anthromorph, which are humans with animal characteristics, they only make up of the minority of the population. He is basically a human with cat characteristics and has hidden his identity until sunwoo spooked him and his ears popped up from being surprised. This seems to be his “quirk” and of sunwoo being really innocent only wanted to find out what he was, then was caught by Mr. Kang having his heat cycle and sunwoo was dragged into the meeting room where he and the manager had jerked each other off.

Mr kang needs the cone of shame after the next day realizing what he and sunwoo had done. He started to avoid him until they were set up on a business trip together, in which they had to spend the night in the same hotel room. Manager kang looked apologetic for having sex with him just cause he was in heat but sunwoo said that he wasn’t repulsed by it and actually enjoyed it, therefore manager kang proposed they do it again...and so they did...lol. Many times after that too.

And sunwoo became a furry. The end. lol. I’m kidding, but sunwoo really liked manager kang and decided to make it official with him, they decided to see each other but not make it public since he was scared. Later there was another manager from another department who participated in a joint project and that other manager is also an anthromorph and knows manager kang as well. This manager cha was like an ex boyfriend but he calls himself his “owner”. He tried to force manager kang into this abusive play and now he’s scared of him. But even knowing that sunwoo didn’t really give up on manager kang but instead gave him courage to confront his fears and stand up for himself, and if anything it made him love him even more. Even if sunwoo didn’t know much about manager kang the way the other manager did, manager kang listed out all of his favorite things to him so that he does know now.

I really like this part of the story, just because a person’s past partners know more about the person you are dating doesn’t mean they know everything, people’s preferences can change over time and all you have to do is ask. So i’m glad they communicated with each other.

So in the end, sunwoo and manager kang was able to be together and he was thankful for having sunwoo in his life. There’s a lot that happens in between but you’ll have to figure that out on your own by reading it.lol. Can’t say that this story is relatable since I don’t have feline features but it was an interesting read in the end.

The Sales Departments Cupid:

“'Taejun', who has the ability to see auras from people who have been in contact with him since childhood, connects with people with similar auras, and at his company he is known as 'the Cupid of the Sales Department'. Then, Hongyeon, a new employee with a rainbow-colored aura, approaches Taejun...”

In this manhwa, Taejun’s quirk is that he has the ability to see people's auras in the form of colours and that way he matches people by the compatibility from complimentary colours between two people’s auras. This is why he is the match maker of the sales department, because anyone who he consults ends up married happily with their partner. The only thing taejun can’t see is his own aura which made him feel like he will be forever alone, Until the new employee Hongyeon showed up and started a conversation with taejun at a drinking party. There was a slight issue though...taejun also has this uncanny ability to kiss anyone who is in close proximity to him when he drinks, and hongyeon was told to sit next to him by his supervisor, basically they wanted to sacrifice him.lol.

But this development made hongyeon very happy and they kissed and did other things after wards. Taejun didn’t really notice it when he was drunk but took notice that hongyeon had a rainbow like aura emitting from him. Which he had never seen before.

I find it really cute to see people’s auras but not your own, which means nothing can be predicted in terms of who you end up with, but why was he able to see hongyeon with a rainbow aura?

Makes me think that is an indication that he is the “one” for him. This concept is really cute and the relationship between hongyeon and taejun started off really romantic for just having a first encounter, after things progressed they started to catch feelings for each other.

This manhwa is still ongoing so I’m not sure how and when it will end, but really liking it so far, even with the crazy amount of sex scenes, I can still feel the intimacy between to two characters and it’s not just showing sex for the sake of it. This is a really cute story so please read it if you are curious!

Pearl Boy:

“ Do shik is a host who ran away with a large sum of money and has a bunch of people chasing him down, he fled to the country side to lay low for a while and noticed that he was essentially running out of funds to survive. He tried to pick up a few men in hopes of getting some money for his services, but none have been taking the bait. He noticed a clam grilling restaurant and thought he would try his luck in getting a free meal, the boss of the restaurant over heard doshik’s plans and told his worker to pay attention to him in case he runs away. the restaurant’s worker jin juha was aware of his schemes and stopped him from eating and running at the very last minute, saying that he should make it up by paying with his “ body” doshik thought that meant sexual favors and began to touch juha inappropriately. Before juha says that wasn’t what he meant, there was a bunch of men coming towards the restaurant, which made juha panic and forced doshik to leave and forget about paying. After doshik left he was loitering around the restaurant and noticed the back alley had an entry way to the back of the restaurant, there he saw something that he should not have seen.....”

Shameless plug before we begin here, I did draw a fanart of juha from pearl boy if you would like to see it please do so, I explained in the summary that I would write my own synopsis since the one i found was really bad.lol.

I wrote a little summary of the plot up till now below:

so it goes Boss  sexual abuse juha by making him work as a sex toy for old ugly bastards -> juha has ability to produce pearls from cuming after sex lol. i’m sorry this seems so absurd, but it is how the story goes, which the boss monopolizes him -> juha can’t run away because he is scared and owes boss money  juha was about to be assaulted by the ugly bastards-> doshik shows up and saves him a couple times and ends up working at the shop as a co worker-> juha and doshik get to know each other after doshik saves him a couple times juha asks doshik to have sex with him ( in order to produce pearls for debt payment) -> doshik discovers juha’s ability but thought it was beads coming out of his body...LOL. he actually thought he had kidney stones and was genuinely concerned ->  doshik had a pearl that he found at the beach earlier on and used it to compare to the bead that came out of juha and found out it as an actual pearl after getting it appraised by the bank person ->juha met up with doshik and wanted to tell him he wanted him to come over again cause he liked doing it with him -> juha and boss confront each other and boss is angry he didn't show up meet his business partners that night that juha and doshik were together -> juha says that he’s only going to pay it off by himself with his one partner, he didn't tell boss it was doshik, but i think he found out later -> juha and doshik became roommates ->Boss goes to doshik’s old work place to find out more about him

And that is the summary until the official licensed chapters, so I have a lot to say about this manhwa, since this one has been on my mind for a while, but juha’s “quirk” is to make pearls by cuming after sex.lol. Firstly that must hurt, it really would feel like having kidney stones wouldn’t it? It sounds so absurd to say “my ability is to cum pearls” although it’s quite unique, not really sure if you’d save any one with that power.

So the reason why I couldn’t tell if this manhwa is satirical or serious because the whole plot started off with juha being used as a sex toy for crusty old men, these people were getting paid by the boss to basically have sex with juha in order for him to produce pearls, it’s sounds so far-fetched when you explain this to someone, it sounds like some hentai plot line with ugly ass b*stards...but it’s not just one, it’s like 10 of them...so imagine the ugliest being you’ve ever seen in anime/manga but x10...

That freaken boss, I get that some of you would see him and simp over him cause he looks hot but he’s a terrible person, looks can’t begin to compromise for his actions, he’s involved with sex trafficking and sexual abuse, that alone is enough for me to hate this person. So just keep that in mind if you decided to read this.

That aside, he complains and hurts juha because he does not produce quality pearls after having sex with all those men...and i’m like can you blame him? Satirical point of view speaking, you only gave him crusty old ugly ass men to work with, i’m surprised he produced any at all, if you want quality then get better looking men, look at how much he made with doshik...doesn’t that tell you anything?...ugh. the idiocy...

Speaking of doshik, I really like his ballsy character, when one of the crusty ass men was assaulting juha he literally grabbed the ugly ass’s balls and says he will take care of it for him, since he’s good at this stuff. Lol. He is an awesome character and he cares so much for juha, even in the beginning when they were not close and always ended up arguing, he would be genuinely worried for him. Fast forward when juha and doshik were getting close and juha wanted to have sex with doshik instead of the dudes he was supposed to meet that night, doshik really showed how much he liked him and handled him gently and sweetly, I honestly blush every time they have any sort of intimacy, I could feel their affection projecting off of my screen, it’s really sweet. If you can’t tell I simp so hard for this couple and will probably continue to do so. You’ll need to read the manhwa to know what I’m saying but their love scenes are really passionate and affectionate. This of course makes me believe that juha was a person who only knew what pain and suffering was due to his situation and that led to his cold and indifferent expressions early in the manhwa, but after meeting doshik his expressions begin to soften and you can tell as a reader that he starting to develop feelings for doshik. The author actually drew an illustration on her twitter that was quite symbolic to the recent chapters and where the story was going, and I decided to write an entire tumblr post, breaking down the symbolism and foreshadowing in her art. If you’d like to read that post I’ll link it down below.

This manhwa is fairly new and currently is still ongoing so there is very much a lot of stuff to unravel as it continues down the line. Please read this if you have not you won’t be disappointed, I thought this was going to be some satire bull shit and I was proven so wrong... lol.

Alright, that is it for the manga and webtoons section this week, we ended off with the theme of “quirks” in time for spring when My hero academia season 5 will be starting again in the spring.

I hope you all are enjoying reading this since I don’t have any feed back after doing this every month. I do enjoy sharing these since not many people talk about manga/webtoons and I feel like this topic should be more popular. Like I said in the beginning please let me know if you’d like to see the titles of manhwa that I dropped and why I dropped it, in case there are some you are not sure whether or not to read it and would like some feedback, I don’t beat around the bush when I don’t like something so you can be sure that my opinions are 100% genuine.

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Kemono Jihen:

“When a series of animal bodies that rot away after a single night begin appearing in a remote mountain village, Inugami, a detective from Tokyo who specializes in the occult, is called to investigate.

While working the case, he befriends a strange boy who works in the field every day instead of going to school. Shunned by his peers and nicknamed "Dorota-bou" after a yokai that lives in the mud, he helps Inugami uncover the truth behind the killings but supernatural forces are at work, and while Dorota-bou is just a nickname, it might not be the only thing about the boy that isn't human.”

- Summary from my anime list

I started watching this because it reminded me of old series like inuyasha, and I thought I would try it out. I think it’s interesting so far, half demons living among-st the humans and a group of them are solving cases together, this is only my understanding so far. I think that main character is in need of some development because I can’t really read his expressions very well so he doesn’t have much of a personality. I’m not really getting the whole plot as of yet, but maybe when this show is over I’ll have a better understanding.

I’m not going to lie, there is nothing that is intriguing me in terms of new anime series, I have watched the same ones I talked about last month, plus this one. I am waiting for attack on titan to finish before watching it all at once. I don’t think waiting every week for a new episode is something I can do for this series.

I am also waiting for shaman king to show in the spring, I loved shaman king when I was younger and I really want to revisit this series since it was one of my favorites. Also my hero academia season 5 is in the spring as well, so looking forward to seeing that.

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MUSIC/PODCASTS:

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Music for this month is mainly a playlist called dandelions playlist, this YouTube channel has a plethora of indie k-pop music and I love listening to this while painting and drawing, it really relaxes the mind.

I did say in the last months’ favorites that would maybe include some podcasts that I have been listening to and it’s also on YouTube as well

This one is not a podcast, but she may as well have one since she has really interesting takes on bad movies, her channel name is KennieJD, and she talks about bad movies in her series called “bad movies in a beat” I watched a lot of them and I really like the one she did on the “death note” live action movie, this is why I avoided watching that movie, being a huge fan of death note back in the day. All the things she said in her video are valid and I whole heartedly agree with all of it.

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So you have reached the end! Congrats!

I hope everything was informative and if you decided to read/watch any of the things mentioned in my favorites for this month, please let me know down below what you thought about it,

I also am doing a draw 6 characters challenge so if you’d like to participate please see that post on my tumblr page for details!

With that being said, please take care of your selves, we are still in the mist of this pandemic and I hope you are all well and taking care of your selves and your loved ones.

I’ll see you in the next monthly favorites.Thank you for reading,

Sheena

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[yooseung]

( park jimin, cis man ) have you seen YOOSEUNG HO ? i heard HE is a WAITER at MAL’S DINER. they’re TWENTY-FIVE years old and they’ve been living in san verto for SEVEN YEARS. they tend to be CLEVER & DOGGED, but rumor has it they can also be SPITEFUL & SELF-CENTERED.

basics

name: yooseung ho

nicknames: yoo, seungie

pronouns: he/him/his

birthdate & age: 1st of november, 25 years old

current residence: living with yohan park at a spacious apartment

sexual orientation: bisexual (leans towards  men :nauseous_face:)

childhood home: brooklyn, new york

strengths:

+ quick-witted

+ loyal

+ straightforward

weaknesses:

– obnoxious

– dogmatic

– quick-tempered

likes: black coffee, overwatch, sunday roast, cotton candy, caramel, trashy pop music

dislikes: early mornings, sports, heights, clowns, horror films, books, sea food

tattoos: yes :~)

piercings: multiple piercings on his ears and a navel piercing

fam background that i copy and pasted from my notes app </3 (tw: brief mention of abuse)

- yooseung’s childhood was polarising, to say the last. in the eyes of yoojin and junghoon ho, both more convinced by the prospect of heirs than the prospect of children, their son was little more than a vague annoyance on his best days and an intolerable menace on his worst. though extended family and close friends threw around words like “charming” and “handsome”, yooseung was every bit as likely to be beaten with his mother’s velveteen slippers and his father’s belt as he was to have his cheeks pinched and his praises sung.

- their lives were ruled by tradition – a very unhealthy amount of it, and some very backward views. eight-year-old yooseung felt awkward at family gatherings and was unable to form bonds or conversations with his family.

- for all his too-clever comments and small acts of rebellion, however, yooseung secretly longed to please his parents. more than anything, perhaps, he wanted to make them happy in the hopes that it might sway them to affection. needless to say, that dream was never realized and yooseung, to the surprise of no one, became an arrogant and volatile product of his upbringing.

misc

- yooseung moved to san verto as soon as he turned 18,  coerced by his parents to pursue a bachelor’s degree in business administration, except he dropped out of college after failing most of his classes. he isn’t smart, he hates reading, absolutely hates studying, and enjoys spending most of his time playing computer games and shopping

- his parents got Absolutely Pissed and financially cut him off, which prompted yooseung to begin working at mal’s diner RIP

- he is very materialistic and has a habit of splurging on expensive clothes and living a lavish lifestyle ,,, doesn’t really have self-control ,,, mans probably got a sugar daddy/mommy somewhere ngl because he only works at the diner four times a week and streams himself playing overwatch for fun (he’s steadily gaining followers because he’s really good at it)

- can’t live without a pack of cigarettes. when he began smoking as a teenager, it was just something that he had picked up from the other kids in an effort to fit in. however, he quickly found himself attached to the sensation, finding temporary relief and relaxation in the bad habit. throughout the years this has switched from a casual, social habit to something that he gravitates towards whenever he’s stressed, anxious, or needs to occupy his mind

- he doesn’t really have a dream as of the moment, but is flirting with the idea of becoming an e-sports player

- he’s v arrogant, is practically in love with himself, and makes fun of people all the time :sob: it’s how he protects himself from getting hurt, though it’s a very unhealthy method

- that being said, he’s had a pretty bad record with relationships. no matter how serious things became, he dated with an emergency exit strategy in place. despite the trail of broken hearts he’s created, he finds comfort behind the walls that keep him emotionally guarded

- but as mean as he is, he values and is extremely protective of the close friends he has

- also a potty mouth. :/

wcs? <3 rly rackin my brain rn these r all i can come up with for now im sorey

- smth spicy, like exes that ended on bad terms (i doubt yooseung would end a relationship on good terms honestly) or fwbs that kind of got serious so yooseung dipped because he hates Feelings awh </3

- !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the one (1) person who curb stomped on his heart n is practically one of the causes of yooseung’s fear of commitment :flushed: could be someone he knows from high school, or could also be someone he met after moving to san verto (he was still shiny and dumb and easy to trick) haha who gnna give me this... <3

- a childhood friend from brooklyn (or somewhere else i can change stuff up)!!!!!!!! could be estranged, could also have kept in touch with yooseung bc facetime calls & letters are real cute

- neighbors!!!!!!!! maybe a neighbor yooseung likes to annoy bc he thinks they’re hot and he wants to sleep with them <3 UIERUIEWROUEWUR

- platonic stuff like unlikely friends, someone he met in university that he still speaks to, a mal’s diner regular? someone he plays overwatch with?

- a good influence... he needs it. He Really Needs It. he needs someone who can tell him that its ok 2 b nice to strangers sometimes <3

- yooseung is usually the devil on his friends’ shoulders but mayhaps it’d be fun if he had someone to be Bad with we can plot this out 4 more details

- enemies <3 he is Very easy to hate <3

- i have a wcs tag here <3

IF ANY OF THESE INTEREST YOU, HIT ME UP! SOME ARE MORE DETAILED THAN OTHERS BUT ALL OF THEM ARE OPEN TO MODIFICATIONS TBH, WE CAN DEVELOP THEM HOWEVER WE WANT :) FEEL FREE TO  CHOOSE MULTIPLE PLOTS TOO..,.,. GO CRAZY

ps if u have any wcs yooseung can snag please im/dm me <3

[okayoonoh]

TAEIL’S FAMILY

a/n: here is the start of the NCT family series!! I hope you guys like it!! Here is the link to the NCT FAMILY MASTERLIST.

MOON TAEIL:

he has two kids, a girl and a boy. moon yoojin is 4 years older than her baby brother, moon seojoon.

MOON YOOJIN >> as a baby <<

she was one of the most perfect

was never really fussy

she was very calm and only really cried when things got super super bad

when she did cry though?

oh boy

she definitely was gifted with Taeil’s lungs

it got so bad that you had to soundproof your house

your neighbors were very kind about it for the first couple weeks

but after those weeks, they (and yourself and Taeil) realized that her lungs really are that strong

lowkey taeil enjoys the soundproof house

he can sing to his hearts content

(and for whatever reason, his house became the main house for hangouts and parties and when you have a house filled with NCT, their spouses and their kin, it’s bound to get l o u d )

everything you bought for her was pink and even everything that was given to you was pink

obsessed with the color pink

anything and everything she owns is pink

pink was the first word she learned how to say (taeil and you had no idea with what to do with this because none of the parenting books suggested that pink would be the first word she said)

even when she was around the other babies her age and they would start crying, she’ll either a) cry in silence or b) not cry at all

as a baby, she always had one of those sleepy looks in her eyes

her eyes always had that droopy and calm look in them

she wasn’t a difficult child at all

you and taeil are very fortunate that she was you first child

it’s almost as if she knew that she had to take it easy on you two

>> as a child <<

kinda the same as when she was a baby, this time she can formulate words and she can figure out what is going on

didn’t really beg for things all that much, unless it was pink

there was only one thing that was persistent

from the second she could formulate a sentence that was different than “Eomma, Appa, PINK” she wanted to have a little brother

if he wasn’t saying “Eomma, Appa, PINK” she would say: “EOMMA, APPA, BABY BROTHER”

when you told her that you were expecting another baby

she was so happy she cried

she gave you the biggest hug and when you or taeil would try to take her down, she would start to cry

she eventually let go when taeil offered her some strawberries to eat

when seojoon was born

oh man

she already had the sisterly instincts from the second she saw his wrinkled form

she takes such good care of him

like she doesn’t dress him up or put makeup on him

she knows where his diapers are and even knows how to make his formula (you have to help her with the temperature aspects of it but i mean pretty darn good for a 4 year old)

when taeil would come back from tour and didn’t know where you moved the new diapers and stuff, she would lead him seamlessly

during school,

she never was interested in sports all that much

would rather stay back and either study or chill with the teachers

she’s class president type

she always, always, always has adored her father

when he was on TV, that was the only time she would reveal her energetic side

she would see him and cheer so happily just to seem him dance and perform

her and yuta’s oldest daughter, nakamoto akari, are best friends (They were born on the same day, 12 hours apart)

ever since they were babies, they were best friends

akari is filled with energy energy energy

when yuta’s daughter is jumping off of the ceilings, yoojin is just quietly smiling at her side

she loves taking egg selfies with her dad

johnny’s oldest son, noah seo, started to develop a crush on her at this age

>> as a teen/adult <<

HONESTLY SHES PERFECT

calm, kind, collected

has been class president ever since it was possible to be class president

lowkey really competitive, but civil about it (unless you hear what she says to akari)

she’s the second oldest in the group

almost like an older sister for the entire group

if any other kid has an issue, will go to her

she cares and loves every single one of the kids

it doesn’t matter which kid belongs to who, she will be the supportive older sister

a hard worker 

makes everyone proud

johnny’s oldest son, seo noah, has a huge thing for her because she was one of the first girls to not show him any interest in regards to his looks

she thinks he’s really handsome but will never admit it

she calls him ugly

that’s a lie she thinks he’s really hot but she’ll never admit it

even when they actually date she never wants to admit that she likes him and he’s fine with that (because she’ll admit it when they’re alone)

she isn’t the craziest of the group, you almost have to warm her up before she’ll let go and show her crazy side

her self image is just always perfect and pristine

she never lets anything trigger her

A BUSINESS WOMAN™ 

she doesn’t want to go down the music path, always thought businesses were cool and decided to start her own

honestly? SM’s newest CEO?

makes the most money out of all of the kids

she’s so supportive of everyone

she was there at every sports event, every birthday, every school play,

 e v e r y t h i n g 

it’s almost scary and weird how she was able to be there for everything

you and taeil are just so heckin proud of her

y’all raised her well :)

MOON SEOJOON: >> as a baby <<

he was definitely a little troublemaker

even from the start

he was a lot more fussy than yoojin in

but he wasn’t even the fussiest of the bunch

he is such a momma’s boy, like it’s crazy

like picture this

so, seojoon was being really fussy one night, like it was really really really bad

and taeil is all confident and is like “it’s okay babe, i got this.”

so you’re “okay go ahead”

he goes in there all confident because he’s so ready to use all of the skills he learned from taking care of yoojin

he kinda figured that since yoojin is all happy and healthy, that means he had to do something right, right?

so, he waltzes into the room of the screaming baby and checks on his darling son

he goes through the process: seojoon just ate, seojoon was just burped, and seojoon’s diaper doesn’t appear to be stinky or wet, so seojoon must need some good old appa loving

taeil picks up his son and starts singing the song he sang to yoojin while she was a baby and the same song he sang to his son when he was in the womb

with taeil’s gentle touch, there was no way baby seojoon would still be fussy

oh how wrong he was

it seemed like it was impossible for seojoon to get any louder

oh how wrong the world was

seojoon got so. much. louder.

taeil starts to freak out a little bit because he thinks somethings seriously wrong

you run in with yoojin close behind you, scared that taeil dropped your son or something

taeil just looks confused then hands the baby to you

almost instantly, baby seojoon stops crying and starts to get sleepy

you look at taeil and you both ???

you are kinda proud and he’s real jealous but dw, baby seojoon eventually warms up to his dad

>> as a child <<

oh boy

get ready for the headaches

he has a very active imagination

and he is a huge prankster

dw, it’s not serious physically hurting or emotional hurting pranks

simple ones

like “oh no, everything in the house has been shifted a little bit so something is off but the whole family can’t figure it out because it was so minute”

he is a giggly boy

has the most adorable laugh out of the whole group

he is best friends with haechan’s oldest daughter, lee minah (they’re born the same year)

they’re a dynamic duo

they can cause a lot of damage

but when they decide to do something nice?

it’s one of the sweetest and cutest things in the world!!

he gets lost a lot

and she does too

they usually get lost together

no one knows why they get lost a lot

like literally you’d be holding his hand and he’d just disappear?

it’s magic honestly

his favorite game is hide and seek

honestly, so logically smart

like top of the class material

honestly tho, probably second in the class because he forgot to do something dumb like write his name on top of a report or the final or something

just a big wholesome goofball who loves his mom and his sister

around this time, he realizes his love for singing

taeiil is filled with so much love when seojoon decides he wants to be a singer just like his dad

taeil will teach him everything he needs to know (doesn’t mean he loves yoojin any less, taeil would actually look into businesses and bring home books as to how to run them, taeil would be a dad who is VERY proud of his children and their accomplishments.)

even tho seojoon gives everyone headaches, he apologizes wholeheartedly and with that adorable look in his eyes, how can you stay mad?

>> as an teen/adult <<

another oh moment

like he grew up so well

thanks to his sister and you, he is so kind and respectful towards women

like he never says no to a date (of course he’ll say no if he’s in a relationship or if it’s a genuine bad time)

he’ll go on dates even if he isn’t sure that he likes the person all that much

he rejects them in such a positive way that they don’t even realize that they’ve been rejected yet

he’s the type of ex that you’d be happy to see in public and wouldn’t run away from

he’s a pretty soft boy

like he’s a genuine intellectual

seems like he grew out of his prankster ways he didn’t really tho

he makes sure that everyone is taken care of in the group

even tho he’s old now, he’s still terrified of his sister (he loves her to bits tho)

like he’ll be celebrating an event and he’ll be like “wait, let me ask yoojin-noona if it’s okay.”

and everyone is like “seojoon, you’re like, 20 years old, you don’t need her permission” 

and he’s like “oh yeah, i forgot”

on the occasions when he actually calls her she’s simply like “you’re an adult? you can make these decisions on your own?”

he’s like a jack of all trades

like he used to be really really really bad at cooking

then he watched one cooking show

and nows he’s out here making racks of lamb and all that good jazz

like 

it’s very surprising with what he can do

he’s one of the most supportive older brothers of the group

he gives the worst gifts tho

but don’t get me wrong! it’s not because he doesn’t care

it’s simply because he spends so much time at the store, that they close so he gets flustered and buys everyone gift cards

he’s such a wholesome boy and is pretty reliable 

you may have to remind him but that’s beside the point

he will be there for you when you need him!

starts his singing career at this age and he’s honestly thriving

he loves ballads and finds that they fit his voice really well (considering his voice is literally a virtual copy of his dad’s)

but he’ll release a random r&b album and everyone would be quaking

he’s just such a smart and wholesome dummy who’s trying his best!

---

here’s the first part! i’m trying to be as detailed as i can with these babies!

i hope you guys liked it! johnny’s kids are next!

- amy <3

[leesungjongg]

kdrama reviewww

So I finished watching The K2 and wanted to write a review on it... but im v tired so it might be short (watch as this becomes a multi-paragraph essay on how much i love ji changwook smh)

*spoilers ahead*

so let me start this off by saying i hate Yoojin so much, but i probably hate her sidekick that i don’t even know the name of? Chief Yoo?? that’s not her name tho, i have to look it up. i think Secretary Kim tbh it says her name is Dongmi but i’m sorry but i called her bitchy bob bc that’s literally all i could think of. her hair was a bob. and she was a bitch. she was worse than yoojin bc did all the dirty work for her.

anyways im p sure secretary kim was head over heels for Yoojin because she did everything she asked her to. minus getting her head cut off lmao. she just really annoyed me throughout the drama because she didn’t like how Yoojin loved Jeha and his amazing ability to literally never DIE like Jeha was half dead in so many episodes and then he fully recovers from it in the next episode. and then he has a cut on his cheek for another five episodes and then he’s like being beaten up and then he gets shot and im like can u guys stop

this is why the most memorable moments of a drama are the cute fluffy scenes bc everything else is like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

BUT DON’T GET ME WRONG, i love this drama and honestly i’m really starting to like these action dramas. probably bc of ji changwook. but anyways moving on

back to Yoojin. i literally hated her guts. i hated the way she laughed, i hated the way she spoke to certain people i hated the way she made everyone believe things about her and who she was UNTIL THE VERY END omfg. i also thought her character was not only evil but also somewhat okay? like she was crazy, but idk. i don’t think she deserved to die in the end :L

Secretary Kim tho? man.... you tried to kill Jeha lmao nice try bitchy bob

ughuhfgsdnsks gotta wrap this up my apologies

Jeha - i love u bc ur a humanitarian and want everyone to live and u literally tried ur best, which is awesome but wow. no one like you exists irl. tragic :( he really did do his best tho and save everyone or save as many people as he could. he was even invincible himself like wtf who recovers from multiple gunshot wounds?? only Jeha

Anna - i love u and u deserved better. being locked up for most of her life, terrified of going outside and seeing the bright  sun bc she gets triggered by flashes of light, like frick man. she had to escape so many times and she finally did, and it must’ve felt so nice.

also dang like Jeha literally beat up like 20 dudes at once like twice in the drama while bloody and stuff and like??? didn’t die? and Yoojin dies from one gunshot wound nice Yoojin

i mean Jeha almost died too, but Yoojin got the doctors and stuff... and healed his  wound... but she was locked down in Cloud Nine... so nvm....

at the beginning when that Chief guy was like “WAIT i recognize this.... i trained this guy back when he was in the army, he can kill you all.” loved that dude too at the beginning but idk what happened towards the end.

ALSO OFMG:  so Jeha wanted to kill Park kwan soo for murdering his former fiancee idk how to spell it and so yoojin was like ok what do u want me to do, and he was like ‘i want JSS bodyguards with me (dont wanna fight him by myself) AND i want Secretary Kim’s head in exchange for killing him” bc he knew she was trying to kill him before, and Yoojin was like boom, done. and Kim was like oh shiz and then she was like omfg ok and she gave orders to the team leader of JSS bodyguards saying that even if u dont kill the kwansoo guy, KILL jeha no matter what. and the team leader was like sigh damn it. anyways, they go into the operation and stuff and the team leader gets shot. jeha is with him, and he fights off as many pl as he can and comes to the team leader and is like yo are you okay, is everything ok, and the team leader is like mindblown bc he was given orders to kill this guy who was making sure he was okay.

so anyways, he screamsin his face that he needs to go kill the candidate bc if he doesn’t they all die so Jeha is like GOD and he runs after the dude etc etc. anyways. Jeha’s always been rude to the team leader by speaking informally to him and that’s always annoyed the team leader but at that point he was like bruh this guy... too good for this world. then idk what happens but i think they all go out to drink and stuff and when Jeha and the JSS team bring Anna back home, Jeha refers to the team leader as Hyung and HE GOES ALL SOFT AND CUTE AND IM LIKE :’)))))))))))))))))))))) THIS IS WHAT DREAAAAMS ARE MADE OF i love that guy so much, he LITERALLY melted and gave Jeha a big hug LIKE SAME BRO SAME T___________________T I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHHHH

so anyways, instead of this turning out to be a multiparagraph essay of me writing abt how much i love ji changwook (which, lbr, will happen one day) it turned into an essay about how much i love that team leader and his soft love for jeha.

overall, a great drama, 10/10 because i love ji changwook and that team leader guy. but also i hate yoojin and her secretary who would literally die for her. also se joon - anna’s dad? man i can’t believe this. u ignored ur daughter for so long just to get the presidency so u could be freed from yoojin’s clutches, but ended up saving your daughter by bringing the bomb into the glass room with yoojin the witch herself. and yoojin didn’t even kill anna’s mom. smh

so tragic. but yes 10/10 would reccommend. idk if i would rewatch it tho. maybe i would bc of changwook but besides that? no. also secretary kim is that one person who stirs up unnecessary drama in the gc like stfu omfg

[shirade]

170723 ‘Hello Again’ Fanmeeting - Part One~

♢ Eunhyuk looks around at fans who all have long hair. "We made a promise?" "Do you remember?" "How did your hair grow so fast"

Hyuk: Do you remember what was it that we promised each other?

Fans: To not cut the hair!

Hyuk: Did u rly go thru it?

Fans: Yes!

Hyuk: Liar.i saw someone who really shaved her head so i give my confirmation that she is an elf.

♢ They wanted to greet so hyukjae wanted to say we are d&e but hae messed up hahaha

Hyuk: Its been a while right?

Hae: I'm nervous. I'm fluttered to stand here after this while and somehow.. I feel a bit shy/embarrassed

Hyuk: your hands are shaking 

Hae: to not show that, I am holding hands together

Hyuk: hurry drink some water

They will be sharing photos from their vacations from the army~

 ♢ Hyukjae is just bragging about himself being really great at shooting

♢ Hyuk showed a vacation pic of eating with his unit. 

Donghae: Didn't you make plans to eat with me? And you went to see others?? 

♢ Hyuk took a pic when he was taking the 지하철. Fans were shocked.

Hyuk: yeah I tried taking the subway once.

Hae: You're cool.

♢ There was a pic of hyukjae with a lot of ppl so he asked hae to find and hae picked a girl and said that is hyukjae. Hyukjae said good job~

♢ Eunhyuk: I went back to the dorms & pressed the doorbell for 3 minutes & made faces at the camera... but it was the wrong house

♢  Hyukjae said his mom used his name at the hair dressers to get a cut and dye XD

 Donghae asked Eunhyuk to re-enact the scene with him and his mom 

Hyuk: "so I act as the mom?" 

Hae: "no you act as Donghae"

♢ Hae showed a pic of him in some sort of recording studio.

Hyuk: You were a DJ?? Wah you must have rly improved you talking (skills)

Hae: It wasnt that, I was doing the voice navigation for the app like KKT.

Hyuk: *cant believe it* *imitated Hae's voixe doing navigation*\

Hyuk: go left! go right! i said go right!!!! (in thick Hae accent lmao im dying)

Hae: I didnt do it with Sattori!

♢ Hae showed a pic of him and Siwon shoveling snowy road during winter. Hyuk got up from his seat doubled over laughing.

Hyuk: Wah really handsome. There's a policeman taking picture of DBSK CM, SW, YH.

The police officer Hyuk is referring to is Hae. He is just is teasing that how Hae looked in that photo next to those three.

Hyuk: *still laughing at his own joke* You look like a robot!! 

*still referring to the same pic* He cant move on XD

In all these photos Hae is so short compared to the others, hyuk keeps laughing ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

♢ Eunhae are going to show their written profiles from before army and after

♢ Donghae's weight before army: 65 After: 65 

HJ: ... 

DH: but I lost muscles! 

HJ: You don't actually know it do you? 

DH: no I just wrote wtv

Hyukjae's weight before army: 60 After: 60 

HJ: I maintained myself bc we were going to meet

♢ Hae's favourite weather. Before and after still rainy day. 

Hyuk: He's rly a simple man. Why do you like the rain so much?

Hae said he enjoyed the sound of the rain.

Hyuk: Today is raining right? So don't feel bummed by it just think that ahh this is the weather that Donghae likes so it's okay.

DH said the real reason why he likes rain is bc of memories of sitting with his bro inside with his mom and dad and the rain on the windows~

♢ Fashion: 

Hyuk: Before - expensive things 

After - cheap things

Hae: Before - dandy 

After - police uniform

♢ food preferences: 

Hae: Before - Samgyetang (chicken soup) 

HJ: Since when???

DH: well I only wrote it thinking of what food is healthy

Now: Army food (Hyuk: liar) 

Hyuk: Before - kimchi fried rice 

Now:anything edible 

♢ Character 

Hae: Before - Romantic 

After - Ro~~~~~~~mantic 

HJ: Oh so you changed a bit then!

Hyuk: Before: Angelic 

After: Real man

♢ Hae's fav song before army: still you 

After army: uptown funk 

Hyuk: before: with you 

After: uptown funk

♢ Girl group 

Hae: Before - RV, fx, Snsd 

After - ALL

Hae: Actually I have not rly watched TV much these days 

Fan: Good! 

Hyuk: *laughed*

♢ DH's habit: Before - ELF 

 after - El~~~~f 

EH's habit: Before- thinking about ELF 

After: thinking about myself

♢ Hyuk's way to relieve stress before army- avoid lee donghaek 

After army: following lee donghaek

DH's stress relieve: Before- go to hyuk's house 

♢ One of DH's answers was small and scribbled out HJ: Is that a poo

♢ They are showing self cam VCR during 1 week after discharge.

♢ Hyuk went to sauna and be doing facials

♢ Hae went to greet fans at SUM. He stood next to his standee. "Aren't I handsome?"

♢ Donghae went to pick Hyuk up after his schedule (Radio Star) and they went to eat at a restaurant together with Kyuhyun.

cr: Dew, Yoojin ♡, Bel, Iidonghais,아잉~, 융,StalkEunHae, ferfer_DHislove,ELF_thoughts,emzhaek.

[justoneday-namjoonii]

Just a flower? (Jungkook Tattooartist!au)

Summary: “Something small...a flower?”

Genre: Jungkook x Reader TattooArtist!au ( A little angst, fluff )

A/N: Helloo!! Thx to the anon that requested this btw. I hope you like it I kind of went wild with the plot! ❤️ p.s if u want links for the tattoos ill put them on here and use your imagination for your tattoo placement and or style ❀ ✿ ❁ ✾ ✽ ❃ ❋ enjoy!

“You're such a goodie two shoes! You mean to tell me you've never gone to a random club for the heck of it, not even once?”

"Leave me alone!" You dropped your pencil and gave her a look. "You're supposed to be at a meeting anyway, not instigating my personal life." Poking out your bottom lip you pouted to yourself. She laughed while grabbing a bottle of orange juice and a bagel. You sat at the island with a few books, tea and a pencil as you watched her scramble to get out because she was late. The whole morning she wouldn't get off your case about your so called 'innocence'.

"I'm just saying Y/N, you traveled across the world and your nose is stuck in a book! Live a little! Do something spontaneous for once. See you later!" She ran out and you sighed in relief, you could breathe, she was finally off your back.

Do something spontaneous she says, you've done plenty of spontaneous things including moving here. You moved here for school but it still counts, right? You sighed, resting your chin in the palm of your hand in thought. Maybe she was right, maybe you did need to do something on a whim.

You pushed back a strand of your hair before securing the lid of the beautiful drink. 

“Jungkook?” You called the order name, searching around for whoever it might be. Who you presumed to be the man who ordered it looked up from his phone and his soft features caught your attention; and not only that but the sleeve of tattoos on his left arm, the multiple pierces in his ear, the tasteful ensemble of dark clothes. You had never seen him before, or maybe you just never noticed him; but how could you not notice someone like that? You handed him the drink and he thanked you with a friendly smile before going on his way.

Instead of gawking at the door like a crazed love struck girl, you untied your apron and ran to the back to get changed. Yoojin, your coworker and good friend was getting off the same time as you. She walked in, punching in her time and grabbing her backpack.

“That's it!” You snapped, smiling brightly to yourself.

“Y/N? Are you ok?” Your sudden outburst startled her and she gave you a look.

“Sorry, sorry- I just figured it out.” With your hands fiddling in hair you took out the rubber band.

“Figured out what?” She remained baffled.

You grabbed her by the shoulders and laughed, “I'm gonna get a tattoo!” With that you ran out the back.

“You can do this, you can do this, you can do this....” You repeated that phrase in your head and aloud, hopping to hype yourself up. You scheduled your consultation for this evening and after this long day it was finally time. After walking a few blocks you found the spot and quickly stepped into the clean little establishment.

“Hi, - Y/N? You called for the consultation?” You nodded. A guy behind them the front desk who was equally as tattooed as most of the people in here. 

“Right past there are a few couches, you can wait for him there.” Timidly you went where he directed you and took a seat. As you fiddled with your fingers to distract yourself you noticed all of the photos of tattoos and drawings on the wall and for some reason you got nervous. 

“You're my 5 o'clock right?” That same guy, Jungkook, the one at the cafe that you made a drink for. He must've remembered you too, he furrowed his brow and smiled. “Wait - I know you, you work at the cafe a few blocks down, don't you?” He finally put his finger on it.

“Yeah, I saw you were there yesterday.” You nodded as he took his seat across from you with a clip board, paper and a pen.

“Ah, you were the one that made my drink.” He said.

“Yep,” You squirmed in your seat, biting your lips, “that was me.” 

“It was good by the way...” Your cheeks glowed a subtle rose at the compliment, even if it was for your amazing barista skills you took it to heart. “So, you're looking to get a tattoo. Do you have your eye on something in particular or are you just looking?”

“Um, I don't really know, I really like elegant pieces on the back.”

“Yeah, pieces like those are always really pretty, is that what you want?” 

“I think so...” 

“Let me show you some work I've done, similar to that.” He pulled a big binder from under the center table and got up to sit next to you. He opened up the well organized binder and flipped a few pages before stopping. You stared in aw at the elegant works of art, most of them were huge; covering most of the back or somewhere on the leg. As much as you hated to admit it, you really couldn't concentrate on the book when his arm was in full view showcasing the pieces of art. You managed to stutter, “I like that one, I want mine that big.” He peered at the one you pointed at and he nodded in agreement. “That one is one of my personal favorites, it looks simple but it required a lot of precision on my part, it was worth it though.”

“Ok, I can draw something along the the lines of that, to see if you like it, sound good?” You nodded. His hand went to work, the pen moving back and forth with his movements. You sat there, for 15 maybe 20 minutes as he continued to draw the art that will soon be on your body. Oddly enough you weren't even looking at it, you stared out of the window, watching the people go by; it almost calmed you.

“Done.” He showed you the paper and your mouth hung open in astonishment, how could he come up with this in such a short amount of time.

“It's beautiful...really, really beautiful. You're very talented.” You brushed your fingers over the drawing, admiring the little details on gentle creature. It was funny how you could actually see it on yourself, it was literally made for you.

“Thanks, I try to put the canvas into prospective- the canvas being my client of course.” He giggled to himself. “You'd look great with this, it compliments your skin and the overall way you look.” He ripped the papa we out and went to a what looked like a printer. He came back over with a sheet of paper and handed it to you. “So when do you want to set up the appointments.” The question.

“Appointments? More than one?” 

“For a tattoo that big I normally suggest a series of appointments, the pain can be a little much in one day. But we can do it in one day, it'll be a few hours. How about next Thursday at noon? You'll be my only appointment.” He was steadily sliding on some gloves as he continued to talk to you.

You mentally viewed your schedule and you were free. “I can do that.”

“Ok, I'll see you then.”

With a coffee in your hand you sat at a two person table, trying to relax and take your mind off of it you decided to sit in your favorite cafe and draw for a little bit. 

“Is this seat taken?” A familiar voice chirped from behind you. It was him again, how come you two keep meeting?

“Jungkook? Hi- no, it's not go ahead.” You smiled gesturing to the seat. He sat across from you with a back pack, and a book in his arm. Was he drawing too? The cafe was usually crowded at this time and you were glad the only free seat was next to you. Although he probably didn't notice you took every chance you got to look at his face or maybe you were just looking at all of him. It was silent between you two, you both mutual have each other space and you glance at his paper but you couldn't make out what it was.

“I never caught your name.” He spoke. You looked up sort of timidly, he was looking at you with curious eyes and you took off your reading glasses and sat down your pencil. “Y/N.” You responded softly.

“That's a pretty name.” That smile. His smile was absolutely breathtaking and the way stared deep into your eyes was charming, even if he wasn't trying to be.

“Thank you...um your tattoos, they're really beautiful, did you do them yourself?” You pointed to his left arm where a majority of his tattoos were; subconsciously he touched and looked at them. “I did a few of them, maybe 5 or 6? All free handed too. Free hand is my favorite...it's relaxing. I see you like to draw.” His gaze drifted over to your paper.

“Oh, yeah it's...relaxing,” you giggled, “I guess...” 

“Can I see it?” You handed him the paper and his eyes lit up. “You drew this?” You nodded unsure of his reaction. “I love it.” He brought the paper close so he could study it better. “Can I use this? I swear I'll give you full credit it's just too good not to be used.” 

“Sure, I don't mind, keep it. But it really isn't that good, It's just a flower...” With a slight smile on your lips you took out your phone and looked at a series of missed texts. You were late for work.  “Shoot, I have to go, I'm gonna be late!” Frantically you there your stuff in your bag and took the last sip of your coffee. “It was nice talking to you!” You waved goodbye as you rushed out of the building before he could respond. 

After your last meeting a few days went by and now today is the day. You were doing it, you were about to get a permanent piece of art on your body. You were proving to yourself you could be adventurous, spontaneous, all of it. You arrived at the shop and stood in front the glass door chewing on your bottom lip. “You can do this...” You pushed open the door and you looked around in confusion. 

“Hello?” Nobody was here, it was empty and silent. Did he give you the wrong time or day. “Jungkook?-” He peeked from a back room smiling at you with his bunny teeth. “Back here sweetheart.” He waved you over.

“Oh, there you are.” You made your way to the room and you saw he had all his equipment ready, it sort of added to your nerves. It's really happening...

“Do you like it?” He showed you the large outline and you swallowed thickly.

“Yeah, I like it...” Your eyes skimmed over the paper.

“So, you just take off your top and bra and I'll be back.” When he shut the door you stripped and held your shirt against your chest. 

“Knock, knock,” He knocked on the door and he peeked pass the door “are you ready?” 

“Ready as I'll ever be...” You kicked your legs mindlessly, awaiting his instruction.

“Lay down for me.” A few seconds went by and his gloved hand your lower back and you shivered upon contact. You felt the thin paper press against your skin along with his warm hand pressing precisely.

“Ok, go see how it looks.” He handed you a hand mirror and you made your way to the mirror holding it up in front of you so you could see the mirror through the one in your hand. It was big, it reached a few inches from your shoulder and lower back. It was big. 

“Do you like the placement?” He voiced from his stool, you could see him eyeing you through the mirror. He seemed to have taken a liking to your figure but he kept it at bay, diverting his eyes when you turned around.

“Yeah, i-it's good.” You got up on the cushiony table, laying flat in front of him. You could hear him fiddling with the needle and you were trying to steady your breathing.

“Don't be nervous baby girl, it's not too bad.” He pat your shoulder in a friendly way, trying to comfort you and soothe your nerves but it did very little to help you. “Everyone gets a little nervous on their first time. If it gets too much I can give you some Advil or we can finish up another day.” He suggested. You nodded quickly, but he was getting the feeling that you weren't prepared for this. Taking a deep breath he turned the needle on and the sound alone gaze you freaking out, you were tense and just as the needle was about to touch your skin you panicked.

“Stop, stop, stop. I can't do it...” You sat up, burying your face in your hands and he put the needle down in shock. You wiped the stray tears from your face as you also tried to keep your decency in tact. He rubbed your thigh in concern, “Hey, it's ok, don't cry...do you not like the tattoo? Is it too big? You could've told me, I would've drawn you something different-”

“No, it's not that...I-I Just don't know what I'm doing here.” You turned around so that your back was the only thing facing him and changed quickly. He watched you situate yourself, he didn't have a clue where this was coming from.

“I'm sorry I wasted your time, really I am but I don't wanna do this anymore.” You took deliberate steps to the door but you got jerked back by his hand wrapped around your wrist.

“Wait, please. Can you at least talk to me about it? I just wanna help...” His doe eyes bore into you like a begging puppy, you were tempted to say no but how could you? “Fine...” With his hand still on your wrist he led you to sit back down and he sat beside you. 

“If it's not the tattoo, what is it? Is it me?” He hoped it wasn’t.

“Of course it's not you. It's me.” You deadpanned.

“You? I don't understand-”

“I'm not like most of the people around here Jungkook, I don't go out a lot, I traveled half across the world and I still feel like I’m missing out, there's not much to me...I've never done this before, I just wanted to prove to myself that I could do something different or at least have a little fun for once in my life- but I can't...” Your head hung low as you looked down at your fingers, how could you get like this in front of him? You were just burdening him with your own personal problems. “I'm sorry, I shouldn't even be telling you this...I should go...” You ease off the table and stand there for a good few seconds.

“No, you shouldn't.” He stood up, towering over you with hopeful eyes. “You should go to lunch with me...My treat?” Although your were taken and your first instinct was to say yes- no, scream yes but you held your self together. “Ok...” 

A few weeks went by and you can say you've never met someone who looked at you the way he did. The past few weeks you had come to grow fond of his random late night texts, the times he'd steal you from home even if he knew you were studying. Sometimes on the weekend he'd come to the apartment just to watch tv with you, regardless of how crazy or cheesy the flics were you two would poke fun at them together. A majority of the time the night would end with you waking him up and telling him to go home or him convincing you to let him stay the night, you were the one to give in most of the time. You'd rarely go to his tattoo shop anymore, not since that first appointment. He said he wasn't bothered by it but you knew he'd like it if you'd eat lunch with him sometimes. During lunch break you'd both go to the same place and bring your food back to your jobs. He'd ask you to come over sometimes and even though your excuses not to go were terrible he went with them anyway.

Your phone vibrated on your bed and you held it up to your face as you tried to shake of your sleepy eyesight. message from Jungkook 

8:27 

morning 

good morning angel

morning lovely

r u still sleeping ?

9:03 

hey are u alive bby?

heyy

9:05 

if you r alv can u come by

can u come by the shop??? 

I'm coming to your room window with a rock if you don't respond in 2 mins

“Huh..” You sighed.

It’s a saturday...dont make me go anywhr

pleaseee it wont tak long

fine, be there in 15. You went to take your shower and get dressed in a comfy pair of jeans and a t shirt. You didn’t feel like going throught he hassle of making breakfast so you grabbed a banana and went out the door.

You walked into to the back room where he always was and there he was on his phone. When he caught your gaze he immediately got up to embrace you. “Hi baby.” He kissed your forehead playfully. “I have something to show you.” He took you by the hand and into the room you were gonna get tattooed in. 

“What is it?” You were anxious onto what it might be and by the excitement in his face it must've been good. 

“Tah-dah!” He pulled down his shirt, exposing the front of his shoulder to you with a huge smile.

“Oh my g- Jungkook, is that my drawing?...” Your mouth hung open in shock; you got closer and touched the still slightly red skin around the flower a few centimeters from his collar bone. “You liked it that much?...” 

“Yeah, I got it done  yesterday and I just couldn’t wait any longer to show you. When I told you I loved it I really meant it, I’ve been looking for something different and your flower was perfect.” He couldn’t keep a smile from forming on his lips. 

“Jungkook, that’s really sweet...” You wrapped your arms around his neck and his went to your waist, pulling him in for a warm hug and you two just stood there, enjoying each others hold.

“You know, I’ve been thinking. I have an idea for a tattoo that would be perfect for you.” You rested your hands on his chest.

“I don’t know, if I get one I want to be sure that I love it, without a doubt...you know?” You laid your head on his shoulder and he subconsciously tapped the pads of his fingers on your back.

“Can I give you a tattoo? Just a small one, I have just the one in mind for you...”

“Ok, fine.”

“Really?” You were as shocked as him to be honest. As soon as you nodded he had the needle ready, gloves and you sat down. He had this planned, you thought but you’ll let it slide. As he began the process you both agreed on the perfect place for it, and he started. The pain was fairly bearable, especially since you weren't a panicking mess, you trusted him.

“All done, it looks beautiful.” You sat there for maybe an hour and he finally set you free. And your heart was pounding out of your chest, you hadn't gotten a glimpse of it and now was the big reveal. You got up unsteadily and trudged over to the mirror.

“A flower?...” You gawked at it in the mirror, admiring every little detail, in your opinion it was for more creative than yours. He watched you look at the tattoo and he was getting a little nervous, did you like it? Did you hate it?

“You do like it, right? I thought since you like to draw plants and things like that I'd-” 

“Thank you, I love it, I love it,” Wrapping yours arms around his torso you cut him off. He pecked your pinkish lips making a light tint of blush appear on your cheeks. “I'm glad I was getting a little scared there. You really do love it?”  

You nodded. “it's perfect.”

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[readincolour]

New Books Coming Your Way, Feb. 28, 2017

No Other World by Rahul Mehta 304 p.; India, Fiction In a rural community in Western New York, twelve-year-old Kiran Shah, the American-born son of Indian immigrants, longingly observes his prototypically American neighbors, the Bells. He attends school with Kelly Bell, but he’s powerfully drawn—in a way he does not yet understand—to her charismatic father, Chris. Kiran’s yearnings echo his parents’ bewilderment as they try to adjust to a new world. His father, Nishit Shah, a successful doctor, is haunted by thoughts of the brother he left behind. His mother, Shanti, struggles to accept a life with a man she did not choose—her marriage to Nishit was arranged—and her growing attachment to an American man. Kiran is close to his older sister, Preeti—until an unexpected threat and an unfathomable betrayal drive a wedge between them that will reverberate through their lives. As he leaves childhood behind, Kiran finds himself perpetually on the outside—as an Indian-American torn between two cultures, and as a gay man in a homophobic society. In the wake of an emotional breakdown, he travels to India, where he forms an intense bond with a teenage hijra, a member of India's ancient transgender community. With her help, Kiran begins to pull together the pieces of his broken past. The Hate U Give by Angie Thomas 464 p.; Young Adult Sixteen-year-old Starr Carter moves between two worlds: the poor black neighborhood where she lives and the fancy suburban prep school she attends. The uneasy balance between these worlds is shattered when Starr witnesses the fatal shooting of her childhood best friend, Khalil, at the hands of a police officer. Khalil was unarmed. Soon afterward, Khalil’s death is a national headline. Some are calling him a thug, maybe even a drug dealer and a gangbanger. Starr’s best friend at school suggests he may have had it coming. When it becomes clear the police have little interest in investigating the incident, protesters take to the streets and Starr’s neighborhood becomes a war zone. What everyone wants to know is: What really went down that night? And the only person alive who can answer that is Starr. But what Starr does—or does not—say could destroy her community. It could also endanger her life. Waking Lions by Ayelet Gundar-Goshen 352 p.; Fiction Neurosurgeon Eitan Green has the perfect life--married to a beautiful police officer and father of two young boys. Then, speeding along a deserted moonlit road after an exhausting hospital shift, he hits someone. Seeing that the man, an African migrant, is beyond help, he flees the scene. When the victim's widow knocks at Eitan's door the next day, holding his wallet and divulging that she knows what happened, Eitan discovers that her price for silence is not money. It is something else entirely, something that will shatter Eitan's safe existence and take him into a world of secrets and lies he could never have anticipated. Everything Belongs to Us by Yoojin Grace Wuertz 368 p.; S. Korea, Fiction This debut novel takes place at the elite Seoul National University in 1970s South Korea during the final years of a repressive regime that also spurred an economic transformation for the country. The novel follows the fates of two women—Jisun, the daughter of a powerful tycoon, who eschews her privilege to become an underground labor activist in Seoul; and Namin, her best friend from childhood, a brilliant, tireless girl who has grown up with nothing, and whose singular goal is to launch herself and her family out of poverty. Drawn to both of these women is Sunam, a seeming social-climber who is at heart a lost boy struggling to find his place in a cutthroat world. And at the edges of their friendship is Juno, whose ambitions have taken him to new heights in the university’s most prestigious social club, called “the Circle,” and yet who guards a dangerous secret that is tied to his status. Wuertz explores the relationships that bind these students to each other, as well as the private anxieties and desires that drive them to succeed. Harmless Like You by Rowan Hisayo Buchanan 320 p.; Japan, Fiction Written in startlingly beautiful prose, Harmless Like You is set across New York, Connecticut, and Berlin, following Yuki Oyama, a Japanese girl fighting to make it as an artist, and Yuki’s son Jay who, as an adult in the present day, is forced to confront his mother’s abandonment of him when he was only two years old. The novel opens when Yuki is sixteen and her father is posted back to Japan. Though she and her family have been living as outsiders in New York City, Yuki opts to stay, intoxicated by her friendship with the beautiful aspiring model Odile, the energy of the city, and her desire to become an artist. But when she becomes involved with an older man and the relationship turns destructive, Yuki’s life is unmoored. Harmless Like You is a suspenseful novel about the complexities of identity, art, adolescent friendships, and familial bonds that asks—and ultimately answers—how does a mother desert her son? February 24, 2017 at 11:00AM from ReadInColour.com http://ift.tt/2mlJfQ4

[moonsoos]

molegarber replied to your post “one of my favorite things about lawless lawyer was actually ahn oh ju....”

omg i need to catch up but yes!!! everything u said about ahn oh ju choi minsoo did a fantastic job. also!!!!! yoojin!!!! i never finished and i heard she died but man she was amazing her and ji changwook's character's chemistry was ��������

choi minsoo really did elevate this role bc i’m usually very eh about villains? they usually don’t make much impact to me (esp since they’re usually played by the same handful of actors in rotation too) but i just so love watching ahn oh ju just....exist. he’s so rough and unpolished and unapologetic about it and i feel like that authenticity is what sooooo many kdrama villains just lack. everybody is always polished and put together and cunning, and ahn oh ju is just that rough dude in a suit who is cunning but will also throw hands if he needs to with no apologies about it and everybody is just gonna have to get used to it because he really does not care at all. he’s very true to himself.

and yeessss yoojin did die in what was honestly one of the saddest scene i have EVER seen. i cried. her last scene with her scumbag of a husband was really touching. yoojin is always my number one because she gave such depth to her villainy? she was never just a villain, she had reasons and motives and emotional insecurities and wite and that all just made her so authentic. yoojin always reminds me of lady macbeth, and i love shakespeare and lady macbeth is my GIRL.

[4joohyuns]

4minute, twice, loona, wjsn, gugudan, miss a, clc, wonder girls and sistar? sorry if thats too many!

4minutefan or not: i listened to them but didn’t stan them but they have loads of iconic bops!!!!how long i’ve been a fan: since 2012?the first song i heard by them: volume up? i thinkmy favourite song as of now: probably hate if not whatcha doin’ today!the first mv i saw: volume upmy favourite mv as of now: hate?who my bias is: don’t really have one!

twicefan or not: yes!how long i’ve been a fan: since debut, ooh ahh changed my lifethe first song i heard by them: like ooh ahhmy favourite song as of now: like ooh ahh/heart shaker/1 to 10/jelly jelly, i’m sorry they have too many good songs..the first mv i saw: like ooh ahh!my favourite mv as of now: i think knock knock? if not heart shaker!who my bias is: nayeon/mina 💖

loonafan or not: now, yes! i’ve been listening to some of their songs as they released the members but never really paid much attention :(how long i’ve been a fan: properly? since they started teasing chuu!the first song i heard by them: vivid! amazing songmy favourite song as of now: all of them are amazing.. but love cherry motion! if not eclipsethe first mv i saw: vividmy favourite mv as of now: HEART ATTACKwho my bias is: it’s too early to say…. but i fell for chuu’s debut concept so maybe chuu? i have to get to know the other members first!

wjsnfan or not: yes!how long i’ve been a fan: since debut!the first song i heard by them: momomomy favourite song as of now: bebe/happy/secret!the first mv i saw: momomomy favourite mv as of now: probably secret?who my bias is: mei qi!

gugudanfan or not: yes!how long i’ve been a fan: since debutthe first song i heard by them: wonderlandmy favourite song as of now: diary!the first mv i saw: wonderlandmy favourite mv as of now: a girl like me?who my bias is: they’re all so loveable :( but if i had to choose sejeong/hana?

miss Afan or not: i like their music but never went too deep into themhow long i’ve been a fan: since i don’t need a man?the first song i heard by them: i don’t need a manmy favourite song as of now: hush/one step!the first mv i saw: i don’t need a manmy favourite mv as of now: only you?who my bias is: fei!

clcfan or not: yes!how long i’ve been a fan: since debut!!!! PEPE CHANGED MY LIFEthe first song i heard by them: PEPESUS!my favourite song as of now: pepe/liar!the first mv i saw: the lord pepemy favourite mv as of now: no oh oh? if not where are youwho my bias is: yoojin!

wonder girlsfan or not: YEShow long i’ve been a fan: they have so many ICONIC bops but i only started stanning them after i feel u!the first song i heard by them: nobody!my favourite song as of now: baby don’t play/rewind/i feel u/why so lonely! all these songs are GOD TIERthe first mv i saw: nobody! my favourite mv as of now: i feel u/why so lonely…. i’m sorry i can’t choosewho my bias is: yeeun!

sistarfan or not: i listened to their music but never stanned them :(how long i’ve been a fan: since alone! what an unforgettable bop!the first song i heard by them: alonemy favourite song as of now: can i say gone not around any longer? if not alone!the first mv i saw: alonemy favourite mv as of now: shake it!who my bias is: soyou