#you mentioned that roleplay and i had to go fucking track it down and reread it.

[mylarena]

hyunjae giving yoojin control is so fucking important to me honestly. bc he CAN just take whatever he wants from yoojin. break him, tear him apart piece by piece to study him and what moves him. but he DOESNT. im fucking obsessed with it. like,,,, theyre like that without the key phrase too. hyunjae is willingly bowing his head to yoojin. hyunjae is willingly offering yoojin parts of him. but hes also literally staking claim to parts of yoojin. theyre so fucking weird and possessive its so fucking. something.

more jinjae songs,,,

Strange Love by Halsey,,, all of it is very them but one specific line is "they know you walk like youre a god, they cant believe i made you weak." its so so them. yoojin being a weakness to hyunjae,,, showing him a softer side than anyone else gets to see,,,, no one being able to Comprehend that THE Sung Hyunjae could EVER be soft and even slightly vulnerable or emotional w someone,,,, and what do you MEAN its the f rank dude,,,, the public is baffled. imo.

Criminal by Britney Spears,,, not much to say for me on this one. Mama im in love with a criminal,,,,

Power & Control by MARINA,, yoojin being Weaker than hyunjae but still being In Control makes me fucking lose my mind. like. thats his dog on a chain bro. hes holding the leash. "a human vulnerability doesnt mean that i am weak" is very yoojin imo. his Humanity and Love doesnt make him any less strong than the others,, yknow,??

Halsey - Strange Love

no i think you're correct. also this:

also

cut to that roleplay of theirs with him bringing yoojin his coffee and acting all sweet. while the guys yoojin was meeting with thought yoojin is NOT the one in charge. heh.....

Britney Spears - Criminal

god. consider this. sung hyunje about han yoojin to song taewon. yoojin with his reputationt at the start. with eyes, that are those of a guy who killed before, according to sung hyunje (who, of course, ran a background check on him already). heh. ^^

just look at this:

tainted rotten heart, a dog astray <3

yeah ^^

Power & Control by MARINA

yeah. yeah. but also it's yoojin rationalizing. whatever they got going on. (he already grew fond. can't run that back.) him desperately trying to get sung hyunje to be the "but he fell harder" guy (he already is)

(i am also forever haunted by their. constant. how do i even say it... hyunje giving yoojin control over him in ways. cause he could always do what he wants, break yoojin apart and get whatever he is curious about. he'd have to fight off a bunch of furious s classes afterwards but it's not like he ever ran away from a fight, right? and yet. enjoyment and unpredicatbility of his life rests on yoojin's good will. he restricts himself for him. you know. the scarf bow on the leg. the "i'll give you one of my eyes" thing. head in hands......