#yesterdays was so rushed i didnt communicate how i wanted | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

g00mbers · 3 years ago

Note

May I request Sun/Moon x Reader during Valentine's Day?

X readers are closed for now... but since valentine's days is near , i mean why not spoil the community!! 💖

Sun x Reader Early Valentine's Special!!

You have been working there for quite a while , valentines days was coming and the pizzaplace management as every event they had just went crazy with all the decorations and promotions of new exclusive valentines candy for parents that stayed with their kids at the pizzaplace , you were getting tired of this specific event since the human understaffing had you decorate , check and refill stores with the newest products , you just wanted to end this shift but lucky for you , you just had to check Sunny's place and the teather valentine's movies then you were done for the day

Lost in your thoughts you arrived to the Daycare , it was still 1 am so you had plenty of time before the pizzaplace opened up , when suddenly a familiar robot tapped your shoulder "Y/N? Are you there friend?" , you quickly turned around even thought it wasnt much of a surprise he was here , "+ Oh- hey sunny , just the usual , i gotta go check the valentine's preparations" , Sun looked over curiously and nodded "-So you dont have time to stay for a bit? It just gets soooo lonely and with nothing to do!" Clearly exagerating his tone at the last parts as you eye rolled , "well if you have nothing to do why dont you come to help me?" As the robot thinked about your proposition "Oh well! Its not my job to help staff.. but If you insist!" He said pointing at himself pleased but unfortunately you already started walking away gesturing him to follow you.

After getting a bunch of some boxes full of valentines decorations the pizzaplex management sended yesterday , you two started decorating the daycare , not trying to make it too romancey but just as fine as spreading friendship on valentines , sunny keep trying to make quick chatting with you as usual , but just for today you werent really on the mood , silence fell on the room full of cutting and pasting with adhesive , as Sun started "Hey fella? , you seem strange today! This is not your usual , come on bring a smile , you're on the greatest place on the world!" , you stared at him and continued hanging decorations as you let yourself speak "Sorry sun... i think im just exhausted for today , a lot of overworking" ... "do you ever feel like that too , sunny?" , The sun only glanced at you with a hint of understanding as he chuckled nervously "I- well i, cant really answer that friend , sorry." , "Oh! But we can do other stuff if you'd like to? What do you like sunshine uh?" He obviously seemed to try to change the subject and help you out of your overworking but without actually saying it , you decided to stop for a moment and reached out for some soda , but before actually reaching the machine Sunny rushed over the soda and served you a cup (althought weird) and they say chivalry is dead! , you only laughed it off for his strange manerism , but for the next hours everything he did seemed like trying to serve you and stop even the littlest physical activity from you , it was getting annoying but at the same time just didnt mind , He now looked a bit tired , how was that even possible for a robot?.

After a while you two sat down , it was 4 am , everything was already done and you could go home freely but you were too comfortable just sitting agaisnt the daycare wall and the fluffy matted floor

Sunny also sat as you could feel his eyes on you but you tried to brush it off but you finally stared back , he just waved at you like you were 10 feet apart (when you two were literally sitting next to each other).

After a moment of silence he spoke: "So! How do you feel y/n? Any better? I can fix you up a 10/10 meal!" As he got out sundrop candy and fizzycola , you already ate too many of those "Ehh- no.. thank you. But at the same time , thank you sunny"

Sunny looked curiously, "Thank you? For what friend? I didnt even start a puppet show yet!" you chuckled at his manerisms "Well. You actually helped me out , and now lets say i feel a bit calmer than before , so thank you! Didnt know animatronics could do that uh."

Sunny nodded on approval and then quickly standed up and ran up to somewhere else while you just stared... rather weirded out , you also standed up to analize the situation , ....did he just ran away? Couldnt get any quirkier than that i guess- "Boo" you heard from behind as you jumped in surprise , "OH- GOD sunny , uh , what happened?" 2 seconds later you had a.. heart shaped paper object close on your face , being handed out by Sunny

You made some space since the surprise- and looked at the object as you then took it , it says ....."¡¡¡¡Love you!!" And then some stickers and recently poured glitter on it , you tried to shake some glitter out of your hand and heard "Sorry about that friend!! just couldnt wait to show you and those were the final details!" , you were actually charmed by this , it was weird but , pretty , minimalist , even , "Where did you get this?"

"I did it myself! Well the majority , been practicing some origami since scissors are dangerous to be laying around" he chuckled rather nervous , you examined it a bit and started "Its pretty! I like it! It matches with the valentine's season"

Sunny cleared the throat he didnt even had and started shifting his legs weight to weight "Actually! I've been learning more about valentines day! , friends like you do cute stuff like cuddling and , AND! Kissing! And partner stuff, And all it takes is asking somebody to be your valentine!" He gushed over excitedly as he quickly took both of your hands on his and continued "So , will you be my valentine sunshine?"

You were a blushing mess , maybe you had to admit that you had a bit of feelings for this robot , this could be a start of something new if the management didnt mind , but who cares , screw it! , you nodded quickly as he took you into a hug and not letting go of your hands , continued rambling on things you two could do for valentines like a mini wedding , couple drawings- , maybe you werents listening but you sure were looking dreamily at your precious robot partner.

#Sun x Reader #sunnydrop x reader #sun fnaf #sunnydrop fnaf #sunnydrop #fnaf #fnaf security breach #five night at freddy's security breach #x reader #sorry if my writing style changed a bit #its been a while

81 notes · View notes

loveijun · 3 years ago

Note

Can we hear your thoughts on KnT Soulmate? English chapter 7 just got released yesterday.

omg hii 🧞‍♀️ ill probably talk a lot more about it later when i read the new chapter but these are some of my thoughts 💗 1 im so glad kurumi gets her own story because after the whole situation with her and sawako in high school, they had such a weird but delicate balance of friendship and i became curious abt what would happen with kurumi later on but the story moves past it and we have to forget about her sadly... 2 i just think the soulmate chapters are amazing and beautiful and I HAVE TO MENTION that it basically confirmed for me that ms karuho shiina did in fact do the questioning of sexuality type of undertone throughout the manga on purpose.. it didnt start off with the typical kurumi and eiji falling in love but with kurumi and sawako being together + kurumi in this umm head space where she's thinking of sawako from so many different perspectives (romantically 💖‼️, as a rival and a peer to learn from, a monumental figure in her life since sawako basically helped her grow as a person and guided her unknowingly to a much healthier mindset, and a close friend she actually felt comfortable with for the first time since elementary school) and coming to the conclusion they are soulmates regardless of anything else. it's also obviously kurumi's personal redemption story but not as some evil villain becoming good... she was never really evil but just a very misguided teenager who at the time made decisions with consequences. this is her chance to... almost like what happened to ayane when she finally let herself go (not a 1-time complete healing but the beginning of it: she took a step out her shell and stopped devaluing herself for deserving love) and redeemed herself in her own mind - is what im waiting for in this series for kurumi. she's confident and loves herself somewhat but is constantly quesitoning her motives, thinking she didnt deserve to be forgiven, and is full of doubt so she clashes constantly in her mind and ends up numbing her sense of urgency, gentleness, and care when dealing with herself. i really want her to cherish herself as fast as possible but she cant just overcome it on her own (omg that theme keeps coming back - you can't grow [to love yourself] in solitude) and it's lacking for her to just suddenly become better when a guy shows up and at the same time rush a discovery process like that so i really love the bit with sawako in the beginning. alsoo i cannot forget im so happy and proud that sawako matured from her intial earnest but unsettling awkwardness to a hmm not mellowed but a more transparent ease with communication and presenting herself while still retaining her honest character. i love love loveee the fact that shes also a lot more secure with kazehaya and when i saw them joking around with each other i had to pause for a moment bc in the beginning shes such a precious and selfless person and that's great and all but she didn't believe in herself at all.. like when the high school class pulled the dating prank on her the way she handled it is hard to watch and very telling of how she sees herself.. she underestimates gestures of love towards her as mere kindness and at the same time overestimates the effort she needs to put in to repay it while also setting a thick boundary and voluntarily putting herself on a level lower than others. but the way that she's now able to understand favors that ought to be repaid, the difference between that and a gift - defined a thing given willingly to someone without payment, helping others without hurting yourslef, being a healthy amount of selfish and etc ❤️ i cant get enough. she even set up a blind date for kurumi can you imagine how far we've come??? now for when eiji appears i was just observing in the beginnig but i love his personality so much it feels like he was gonna be a classic romance mc just rude and insufferable or a stuffy/overbearing kind of nice but his moments of vulnerability and unpredicatability are GENIUS bc kurumi has never met someone like this before (she gets so flustered and is so cute when shes around him sometimes

i feel like crying aww). oimg and i cant forget how interesting this is just becasue its a college setting and not highschool so its more (i hate reusing words 💢 but mature is the word and theres more oppurtunity for things and various situations i think. 'real' dates and staying over at each other's place... and i want to see them in those^ types of situations so badly but i dont think we'll see much 💔). also their dynamic is everything i love how unique their character is and shes (the author) definitely put a lot of effort into every single one of her characters but i did not expect her to give eiji that much depth (i know hes from one of her other works and i need to read it soon and i want to know what happened before he met her so bad 😭.....) ^like at all. i dont have much more to say but i hope kazehaya shows up and meets them all again bc im want their reactions, and i think kurumi is so adorable and eiji is the hottest guy of the series excluding sanada. the end 💗

#asks #anon!#thank you for asking i didnt think anybody would ever ask this stuff of me lmao 🥰#ignore the emojis i physcially cant write all that w just words #kimi ni todoke #newspaper #this series made me want a boyfriend so bad i dont think anyone will understand #obviously if u havent read knt theres some spoilers here but i dont think they're too major #long post

18 notes · View notes

dadzawa-adopt-dabi · 5 years ago

Text

approach, appear

morning comes in the late afternoon with another hangover for Dabi.

it doesn't take long to reorient himself and remember his conversation with shiggy from last night. If even Shigaraki is telling him that hawks is a good person who deserves a explanation at the very least then he going to do his best to make this thing with him work.

He knows he read somewhere that good relationships need communication and boundaries. Along with honesty. If he wants this and he does, he really does want hawks, then he going to have to work on it.

So he braces himself, picks up the phone and texts Hawks a time and location.

Dabi spends the next few hours preparing to leave and checking in on the other league members before he has to leave.

When he opens the door to the same warehouse they had the fight in he sees Hawks already there.

Hawks looks disheveled and upset. pacing back and forth.

“i’m sorry Dabi. i’m so sorry. i dont know what that was why you- why were you- you cant- can you try not to-” Hawks starts throat gets tight and he cant pick what he wants to ask.

hes painfully aware that this hasn't been a relationship, theres no boundaries,they haven't talked about what the are to each other.

Dabi shuts the door as Hawks trys to sort out his questions.

“im sorry pretty bird, i shouldn’t have left. Ive had a bad experience with a hero-”

“well ive hadsome pretty shitty experiances with villians dabi. this isnt a hero villian realationship. its a keigo takami and whoever the fuck you think you are that gives you the right to run out on me.” hawks voices pitches and he sounds like hes holding back tears. “All the time. if we disagree you leave before we can work it out.”

“my dad hit me okay?” Dabi blurts out in a rush. “he hit me and he hit my mom and when he wasnt neglecting my younger siblings he hit them too. ive been afraid my entire life that one day im going to lose my temper on someone i love and then ill be the same kind of monster he is.”

hawks wings lower and he takes a few steps closer to dabi as he continues talking. “instead i was my mom, it was only a couple moments but i didnt even raise a hand to defend myself. you have one of those fucking feathers at my neck and i dont even know why your that angry. hawks i realized that if this goes bad i have no goddam way out. i cant go to the police or a hero and until last night the Leauge didnt know either! if this goes bad im right where i was when i was 16, stuck all over again!”

shocked silence is the only response Hawks has for a few minutes beore he opens up him arms for dabi.

theres sniffling as dabi brings himself under control after his outburst and hawks rubs his back as he tries to figure out how to word his response to this.

“keigo takami?”

“my actual name. im not going to hurt you dabi, i know i cant make you belive that but i need to say it. my dad left and my mom pretty much sold me to the hero commision. ive never had anyone stay after sex like you do. even if your not there in the morning i fall asleep in your arms and ive never had that. i wanted to keep you here, that day we were fighting, you always leave before we can work it out. you leaving like that makes me think that your leaving dabi and that your not coming back.

“touya”

“what?”

“if we are going to do this for real then we should set ground rules. you said this isnt hero and villian so its not hawks and dabi its keigo takami and touya todoroki. and no i dont want to talk about my surname right now, i wont leave you hawks and just like its going to take time for me to belive you i know its going to take time for you to belive me”

“oh god...touya im so sorry, i kept telling you how much i admired,does the leauge know?”

“its not like you knew keigo, you dont have to be sorry,i told the leauge yesterday, or shigaraki at least.”

“we’re really going to have to work for this touya,”

touya pulled back from hawks embrace to give him a kiss. “your worth it keigo”

#Dabi #hotwings #takami keigo #dabi is touya #todoroki touya #hawks #mha #bnha #finally finished #thedarkonewrites

43 notes · View notes

thequeenb · 5 years ago

Text

Your number one fan (part 3)

Pairings: KamilahxMC

- music is the most powerful way of communication that unites people -

On their way home Kamilah felt confused, why she was drawn to this woman? Why does she felt she knew her all her life? Its probably nothing. Adrian looked at her thoughtfully "so tell me your thoughts about Amy" Kamilah crossed her arms looking at the window lost in thought "Why do i feel we met?" "Kamilah.." but before he could continue the limousine arrived to her apartment. Adrian got out to open her door "my lady" Kamilah chuckled "it was fun tonight." she said before leaving to the entrance.

The following week

Karen knocked the door before she got in knowing Kamilah will be annoyed "Miss Sayeed this couldn't wait" Kamilah rolled her eyes in annoyance "what is it this time?" Karen swallowed hard "well you got this invitation for tonight" she handed her the invitation and disappeared from the room not wanting to answer to further questions.

I invite you to my amazing fashion show of my new winter collection, as always we can discuss in my office about our "business", i hope to see you there grandma we have a lot to discuss.

Kamilah was about to rip the paper in half but then she noticed something in the bottom of the invitation

Special guests: Ariana Grande, Lana del Rey, Amy Parker.

Amy Parker she thought to herself, she sighed considering going. "Karen clear the rest of my schedule and call Miranda to bring me her best dress thank you" she said as she closed the phone. I wasn't like this, why does it feels different?

At the fashion show

"Oh Kamilah!" Priya said approaching Kamilah.

"Lacroix" she said coldly "oh please work on that enthusiasm dear, after all when i heard you were Amy's fan i couldn't help but invite her" the fashion designer said smiling widely "How y-"

"Details details that don't matter, the show is about to start how about we find our sits hm?"

Kamilah couldn't put the pieces together, she followed Priya to their sits as she greeted Adrian "You look breathtaking" he said smiling "shhh its starting" Priya said as she watched excitedly around to see the people's reactions. As the models were walking and posing putting on their best show Kamilah was looking across the runway where Amy was sitting on the first row smiling at the sight Infront of her, she pointed at one specific piece that she looked excited about and Kamilah couldn't help but form a smile on her lips. The woman was wearing a black tight dress and high heels that looked way to hard to walk in but somehow she was perfect in every way. Amy turned her head around and saw Kamilah staring and flushed a big smile waving. Pretend you weren't looking she thought, it was easier to pretend she hadn't been thinking about Amy since yesterday rather than admit she is drawn for unknown reasons to the hypnotic smile that woman has. Before she even knew it the show ended and she realized she didn't even focus on one piece of clothing or any model at all. "So what did you think?" Priya said standing up "it was fine" Kamilah said cynical as always.

After the show as promised they decided talk about some problems that concerned the Baron that disgusting bastard. "And with that we need to make him stop this madness, his men are threatening me and my clan" Priya said concerned, something she isnt known for. Kamilah nodded taking in consideration what happened

"Wait for me outside Adrian i want to speak with Priya alone" he didnt need to be told twice, when Kamilah said something it was mostly final, the fashion designer moved closer to her smiling mischievously "i knew you want me you should just asked" Kamilah rolled her eyes pushing the woman away "i will rather die Lacroix" "that can be arranged" Priya said smiling "then what do you want?" she asked curiously. For a moment Kamilah hesitated but after a while of thinking she came on terms with the fact its late to back down now. "Well i really liked a piece of your collection and i was wondering if i could buy it" of course she couldn't tell her it was for Amy. "Ohhh someone is a fan" Priya said "alright, consider it a gift i will have it delivered to you by tomorrow" Kamilah was surprised by Priya's kindness "is this a trap?" "Oh go before i change my mind"

Later that week at Kamilah's office

"Karen is it delivered?" Kamilah asked her assistant clearly nervous, emotions aren't a good look on her. "Yes Miss Sayeed you asked 5 times" she regretted those words not wanting to upset her boss "i am so s-" but before the conversation could continue her phone rang thank god. "Yes Sebastian? Oh really? Tell her miss Sayeed is expecting her" she cut the line smiling "well she is on her way up here" Karen said and Kamilah's eyes widened "Now???? How do i look?" her assistant never saw her like this "for professional reasons of course" Kamilah said to be clear.. lies, "you look great Miss".

The elevator doors opened and Amy could be seen walking towards Kamilah's desk admiring the place "You have taste no?" Amy said chuckling, "Hello there" Kamilah said crossing her arms trying to look professional "to what i owe this pleasure?" Amy bite her lip nervously. God can she be more sexy? "Oh well" she pointed at the dress in her hand "this was delivered to me by you and i..i couldn't accept it" Kamilah held out a hand "no dear i saw the way you pointed at it on the show" Amy smiled mischievously, that damn smile that was the begging of Kamilah's end "so you were looking?" Kamilah quickly changed subject "well you can try it i have a bathroom here" "Oh i am sure you are bu-" "Oh thats ridiculous, i have 20 minutes so don't waste my time" she tried to sound as cold as she can be but an unfamiliar tone of affection could be heard.

When Amy got out of the bathroom Kamilah's jaw dropped. She was wearing a Priya Lacroix original gold dress that fitted her body perfectly. Amy did a twirl as Kamilah enjoyed the show "so do you like it?" "It looks good" once again Kamilah said trying to hide any hint of emotion she felt.

"Kamilah?" the girl yelled from the bathroom, Kamilah rushed to her side "is everything ok?" Amy smiled "yes silly i just need help with the zipper" Kamilah swallowed hard before she placed her cold hands on the zipper pulling it down, she felt something in her heart as she realized she was staring

Amy looked uncomfortable "i am used to the audience but i want some privacy" she said and Kamilah quickly closed the bathroom's door. What were you thinking? why do you feel so much desire for her? She thought to herself as the girl came out. "Your gift is lovely even more your company but i have a meet and greet with my fans" Amy said hugging Kamilah Goodbye but as they pulled apart Amy dared to look in those brown eyes she felt familiar with, it was like she could see her soul inside them

Amy felt the need to kiss Kamilah's lips. But all suddenly started to turn and that made her brain blackout as she lost all her senses, the last thing she saw was Kamilah saying words she couldn't hear because everything around her was a blur, but she remember falling to the floor and shortly after her eyes closed shut.

Tag list: @lightning-fury @galaxyside-0 @la-guera-69 @scarlet-letter-a0114 @amorettemcsky

#kamilah is my queen #choices kamilah #kamilah sayeed #bb kamilah #kamilah x mc #bloodbound

38 notes · View notes

lasercruz · 5 years ago

Text

@quarterdollar fuck you and im sorry that i took so long to answer and i hope that im mostly coherent because i am. very tired as im typing this

1: Full name Nicky Jackie Marie Cruz !!

2: Age 21

3: 3 Fears Mold, tall heights if I’m not secured (like, I’m not scared of rollercoaster heights but I’m scared of like, cliffs), and balloons esp balloon animals

4: 3 things I love I love so many things uhh hh h. Jjba, adventure zone, and my friendssss 💞

I know turn ons/offs aren’t inherently sexual but i never know what to say for them so im skipping them :0

7: My best friend you 🥺🥺

8: Sexual orientation bi

9: My best first date ive never really been on a actual date :0

10: How tall am I 5′3

11: What do I miss being with my friends physically and just watching stuff or goofing around on the floor 😭

12: What time were I born 11:02pm

13: Favourite color Dark blues

14: Do I have a crush yes shh

15: Favourite quote there so much sappy quotes that are on uquizzes a lot that i like a lot the first that comes to mind is “ You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you, but he loves you.” and so on and also “if i loved you less i might be able to talk about it more”

16: Favourite place As far as just physically and not like people or other stuff that comes with with a place, I miss VT campus a lot tbh more than I thought I would. To pick a more specific place, the gazebo at the duck pond cause its where I’d go if I wanted to be alone or like if my roommate was sleeping or working and i didnt want to worry about being quite and it was always super peaceful

17: Favourite food I dont really have One favorite food it just depends what I’m in the mood for but my go to answer for favorite food category wise is either chinese or seafood

18: Do I use sarcasm Depends who I’m with ?? Generally no not often but if im close with someone and just goofin yeah

19: What am I listening to right now My love song playlist. its my go to thing to listen to cause my playlist with all my music has so much on it that i end up skipping half the songs until i find something im in the mood for and this one has a lot less that i end up skipping. the current song its on is day without you by keep for cheap

20: First thing I notice in new person It depends on the person like if they have something that stands out about them, thats what I tend to notice but like. How they carry themself i guess ? cause i feel like thats a easy way to get a read on somebody before talking to them

21: Shoe size 5 mens / 7 womans

22: Eye color Brown

23: Hair color Naturally dark brown but currently dyed black with rainbow bangs

24: Favourite style of clothing this question is on so many ask games and quizzes and I never know how to answer it cause i feel like i dont really have one specific style,, I like colorful and fun stuff i guess ?

25: Ever done a prank call? No and if you prank call a place of business youre annoying. i used to answer phones at work and we didn’t get them super often but GOD i hate prank callers

27: Meaning behind my URL emu is an old nickname and what i mainly went by until i settled on Nicky and this. is my blog.

28: Favourite movie Baby driver !!

29: Favourite song my go to answer for this is community gardens by the scary jokes

30: Favourite band THE SCARY JOKES

31: How I feel right now sleeby,,,,

32: Someone I love i love , my friendz ,, 🥺🥰

33: My current relationship status single ✌️

34: My relationship with my parents im close to my mom but i dont really get along with my dad ,

35: Favourite holiday Christmas !

36: Tattoos and piercing i have no tattoos, 3 piercings in each ear (2 on each earlobe and 1 on the top on each side)

37: Tattoos and piercing i want I want a interrobang on my wrist and an Aquarius symbol on my ankle and MAYBE the joestar birthmark, i wouldn’t mind more ear piercings and i want a septum piercing but ive seen videos of them getting done and they make me squirm i dont know if id go through with it

38: The reason I joined Tumblr sdklgkjgh i had a my little pony roleplay blog before i made my personal account

39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? no we’re good friends !!

40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? no not regularly at least

41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? no

42: When did I last hold hands? my mom tried to hold my hand when i was half asleep on the couch the other day but like i was so out of it so like it was more our fingers together and the rest of my hand just loosely dangling so if that doesnt count, you

43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? i give myself about 2 hours if im doing full makeup but thats purposefully longer than i need so i dont have to worry about rushing and i can relax and take my time

44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? no i only shave them if they’re gonna be showing or if the Urge to be Smooth comes over me

45: Where am I right now? my room at home on my bed

46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? probably Kaylie cause she doesn’t drink and i assume if im drunk with other friends there she’d be the only sober one

47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Reasonable, if i have it too loud i cant think so the only time i have my music loud is if im doing nothing and want to Not Think

48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Ye

49: Am I excited for anything? short term im excited for the ai crushes all banks stream tonight and long term im excited to move into our apartment

50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? no im not a tell everything to someone type of person .

51: How often do I wear a fake smile? i smile most of the time like, at work (before we wore masks) id always be smiling to look nice and like. just in general if i want to Not Look Unhappy or whatever

52: When was the last time I hugged someone? my mom probably like, yesterday

53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? ive never kissed any1 .

54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? nope i don’t think i really trust easily so like this doesnt rlly happen,

55: What is something I disliked about today? i woke up late cause i was up late last night so ive been tired all day I dont like the feeling

56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? language barriers aside itd be super cool to meet hirohiko araki

57: What do I think about most? Whatever media im currently most into so right now adventure zone and magnus archives

58: What’s my strangest talent? umm i dunno im kinda flexable i guess ? not like ~contortionist~ level but like enough that i can freak people out sometimes

59: Do I have any strange phobias? i mentioned balloons as a fear in an eariler question so yeah that but im a lot better about it than i used to be

60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? in front tbh

61: What was the last lie I told? i was on phones for the last hour and a half of my shift on friday and like. when people call and ask if an item is in stock and i can’t confirm it i, just tell them its not. like, someone asked if we had a specific kayak and i usually just search the walmart app or run over to where itd be to check but the kayaks are to far for me to run to and the app said limited stock which usually means little to none so , i just put it on hold for a bit then tell him we’re out.

62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? i like video chatting in theory cause its nice to see people visibly react to stuff but i tend to get too self conscious about how i look so i just do audio only

63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? yes to both !! i am both

64: Do I believe in magic? yes in some ways i suppose

65: Do I believe in luck? yes im v superstitious

66: What’s the weather like right now? its a pretty good day its sunny but not too hot :oo

67: What was the last book I’ve read? its been ages since i last read a book in full 😔 i honestly dont knwo what the last one would of been 😔 😔

68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? yes !!! love it

69: Do I have any nicknames? not anything i get consistently called no

70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? ive never gotten super hurt that i can think of ??

71: Do I spend money or save it? save it

72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? no

73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? doppio bean plush ,,,,

74: Favourite animal? hedgehogs!!!!

75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? on my phone probably on tiktok or something waiting for jojo to come on toonami

76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I? dont think he has one i guess ??

77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? butterflies by samsa but it makes me happy in the “im crying now” kinda way itss cute

78: How can you win my heart? just by being nice and respectful tbh ,

79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? idk i dont really want anything fancy just my name (chosen name please god im so scared of dying and geting my birth name on my tombstone if that happens i WILL come back as a vengeful ghost) and my birth and death dates

80: What is my favorite word? saccharine

81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr by my tumblr crushes (which its been YEARS since i looked at) ; frostios, 27names4tears, smollpurrito, happynaru, and warpedlamp

82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? if we being real id just get so scared dsjkfsldjglg theres so much i could say i dont know :((

83: Do I have any relatives in jail? not ? that i know of

84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? why are all the questions worded super basic except this one skdlskdjfj. Shape shifting

85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? i can really think of anything really as long as a friend is asking i tend to answer truthfully ?

86: What is my current desktop picture? Sobble BUT this reminded me that i wanted to change it to a xenoblade pic so its this now :

90: Failed a class? no

91: Kissed a boy? no

92: Kissed a girl? no

93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? no but oh god just thinking about that im 🥺🥺🥺🥺 id die id melt 🥺🥺

94: Had job? ye i was a cashier for a year in highschool and then i work in wamlart apparel in the summers

95: Left the house without my wallet? not when I know ill need it no, but ive left it home if im just going to a friend or family member’s house or i have my mom’s card or some cash in my pocket

96: Bullied someone on the internet? no !!

98: Played on a sports team? no lmao i dont do sports

99: Smoked weed? no

100: Did drugs? i had a weed brownie like once but it was such a small piece i didnt really feel anything

101: Smoked cigarettes? no

102: Drank alcohol? Ye

103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? not currently i was vegan for a little bit to encourage a friend that was doing it though

104: Been overweight? no

105: Been underweight? no

106: Been to a wedding? yes three, my grandma’s when she got remarried, and both my brothers

107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? probably yes lmao often

108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? not TV TV but if netflix and the like count then yes

109: Been outside my home country? no :(

110: Gotten my heart broken? not ? really no

111: Been to a professional sports game? ive been to a handful of Yankee games

112: Broken a bone? no

114: Been to prom? yes i went to my highschool’s and a friend’s highschool’s my senior year

115: Been in airplane? no

116: Fly by helicopter? no

117: What concerts have I been to? none :((((

118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? ye

119: Learned another language? i took 3 years of Spanish in high school but i wasn’t any good at it and dont really remember much of what i did learn

120: Wore make up? yes i do often :0

123: Dyed my hair? ye a lot

124: Voted in a presidential election? yes ever since iv been old enough to i vote

125: Rode in an ambulance? no

126: Had a surgery? dental surgery yes

127: Met someone famous? Not anyone i’d count no

128: Stalked someone on a social network? depends on what you count as stalking i guess but like not ever in a creepy way like ive been on people’s social media to find out stuff about them like. if theyre in a relationship or especially after highschool ill wonder about someone i havent talked to in awhile and ill see what theyve been up to and what theyre doing with their life and stuff

129: Peed outside? no

130: Been fishing? yes like once

131: Helped with charity? donation wise yes

132: Been rejected by a crush? ive never confessed to anyone and been rejected but once a friend told my crush i liked them and they confronted me about it and rejected me but it made me more mad at the friend that told them than it made me sad about being rejected because i knew it’d probably go like that and it justmade thing awkward between us for awhile 😔

133: Broken a mirror? ive broken the little mirrors inside eyeshadow pallets but i havent broken full ones

134: What do I want for birthday? usually just money lol or something thoughtful and cute

135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? i aggresivly do NOT want kids BUT hypohetically Elliot or Xander for a boy and idk what i’d nam a girl

136: Was I named after anyone? no

137: Do I like my handwriting? its messy so no not really but if im writing something for myself like a not or whatever i dont mind as long as i can read it

138: What was my favourite toy as a child? even as a little kid i always played computer games but other than that, this guy :

139: Favourite Tv Show? Jojo

140: Where do I want to live when older? New york or japan

141: Play any musical instrument? i can kind of play harmonica

142: One of my scars, how did I get it? i burnt my thumb kinda bad on the oven a while ago its still kinda healing but right now it looks like its gonna stay a scar

143: Favourite pizza toping? i like everything/suprieme pizza but if i have to pick one single topping pepperoni

144: Am I afraid of the dark? yes :((

145: Am I afraid of heights? mentioned it earlier but yes if im not strapped in or secured etc

146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? no im so scared of being caught doing something bad that i just. dont

147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? i mean yes but thats life babey

149: What my greatest achievments are ive gotten awards for grades and stuff but that boring BUT i got the english department award or whatever that was called im very proud of that

151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery i donate some and save the rest tbh

152: What do I like about myself i can be pretty sometimes 👉👈 im cute or whateva ,,,

153: My closest Tumblr friend i dont really havent “tumblr friends” aside from friends i know irl and also tey have tumblrs ,,

154: Something I fantasise about just. growing up and having my own place maybe with someone and. being comfortable and okay and not having to worry ,,

155: Any question you’d like? dkfjhdskhf japan :000

#ask #mine

3 notes · View notes

fatrainbowmermaidunicorn · 6 years ago

Text

Girl Back Home (Jimin x You x Jungkook) // Chapter 7

A/N: I would like to thank my first ever tumblr friend @chelseaxliclican for giving me the motivation to continue writing this series. Seriously, I lost my way and all hope to continue and is thinking to just scrap this series but her faith in my ability to continue (and her excitement to when I will update) sparks my inspiration. Thankyou, (for the inspiration and for listenning when I talk about Kookie non stop) I will write a dozen min yoongi stories for you soon <3

MASTERLIST

"Well, well, well, if it isnt the loving couple," Jungkook's voice which is filled with undeterred sarcasm breaks the silence as he watched the two eats their breakfast at the beachside cafe. Y/N is startled when she sees Jungkook. She didnt expect to see him, especially not here in Busan. Jimin had woken her up with a kiss today, a kiss she didnt expect nor she feel comfortable with, telling her to get ready and that he had planned a special day for her. He brought her to this beach side cafe for breakfast, knowing how much she loves the waffles here. A place where the two of them came often when they were teenagers in love back then, feeding each other and laughing, eating their breakfast with the sweet sound of crashing waves.

But that was then. And this is now. Y/N doesnt know what is her feelings for Jimin anymore. And as they ate in silence, a stark contrast from their usual dates during their teenage years, Y/N's mind drifted back to the man she is sure she loves, and really miss. Although Jungkook had hurt her so badly during their last encounter, Y/N cant help what she is feeling for him. She loves him. She loves Jeon Jungkook. And its going to take a lot more than just hurtful words and bimbo girls clinging onto his arms to stop her from feeling this way.

Still, she needs to talk to him first. To sort out everything that had happened between them. And just as if the stars are listening to her, he is standing right here, in front of her.

"Jungkook?" Her eyes widen. "I'm not dreaming am I?" She whispered more to herself, causing Jimin to furrowed his brows. Does she loves this brat that much? How can she reacts this way when Jimin is right here with her? "Wh.. what are you doing here?" She asks, confused.

"Hmm, you look surprised to see me. I'm guessing you lovable husband didnt tell you then," Jungkook spat out the words husband, sending chills straight to Y/N's bones.

"What is he talking about Jimin?" She turns to her husband who is now poking his pancakes, trying to avert her gaze. "Jimin?"

"He came by last night," was Jimin short answer, cold and silently cursing the younger man.

"And you didnt tell me?"

"You were tired sweetheart. I didnt want to wake you up," Jimin looks at her, trying to explain. Jungkook scoffed at Jimin's terms of endearment and rolled his eyes.

"Yeah Y/N. I guess you were too tired last night to notice I came around. I heard you had a rather busy night," Y/N looks confused at what Jungkook is implying but decides to ignores him. What busy nighy is he talking about anyway? She have more important things to deal with. Like making Jungkook finally talk to her.

"You came last night? I... I swear, I didnt know," Y/N looks at Jimin who is looking at Jungkook with gritted teeth. Jungkook came here to see her? Did he finally comes to his senses and wanted to talk now? Y/N felt a sudden burst of happiness and stood up to reach his hand. Jungkook flinched.

"Dont touch me," he spat. "You are really just a little whore arent you?" He looks at Jimin. "Cant you even control your wife?" Y/N is surprised. What is going on? What is he acting this way? Again? She felt her heart starts to ache again. Is she wrong? Did Jungkook not come here to see her? To discuss things? Why is here then?

"Watch it Jungkook," Jimin warned.

"Whatever. I'm out of here," he starts to walks out to the exit that leads to the beach. Y/N immediately rushed out after him, chasing him on the hot sands. Jungkook had came all the way here, he must have a reason for it and she'll be damned if she didnt hear what he wanted to say.

"Jungkook! Please wait!" Jungkook ignores her and picks up his pace but Y/N starts ro run to catch up with him. She grabbed his arms and spun him around, halting him from walking further away from her.

"Jungkook, talk to me!" She begged. "Please..."

"I have nothing to say to you. Now let go," he growled as he shakes his hand but she tighten her grip.

"No! You came all the way here. You must have a reason! You must have something to say. Please Jungkook, please talk to me. I need you to talk to me. I know we can work things out. Please Jungkook,"

"Dont touch me!" He yelled in frustration. Looking at the beautiful face that he miss so much, his heart is telling him to just ler go of his pride and hug her and kiss her and tell her he is sorry, that he loves her, and he wants her, but Jimin's words last night kept interfering with his decision, clouding his mind. "I did came here to sort things out but apparently you already did that, didnt you?" Jungkook glanced at Jimin who is standing at the cafe worriedly looking at their direction, with full hatred in his eyes, "with him," he huffed. "You know Y/N, I thought I was wrong to accused you for using me like that. But its only been a week and you are already back with Jimin! No wait, not just back with him, but under him too!" He snickered. "There's really nothing stopping you huh?! Now that I'm out of the picture, you can have your darling Jiminie back,"

Y/N's mouth dropped open in confusion. What is he saying right now? She didnt understand any of it. What made him thinks that she is back together with Jimin? "What are you talking about?" Jungkook just shrugged and starts to walk away but Y/N grabbed her again. "Jungkook, answer me! What are you talking about?"

"You know very well what I'm talking about. Or do you seriously already cant remember with whom you spend the night with last night?"

"What?" Y/N was shocked, finally understanding what Jungkook ks thinking about. What did he see when he came over last night? "Jungkook, I didn-. Jimin and me didnt-" she tried to explained but was cut off.

"Just save it Y/N. Girls like you will never change. I have had enough. Coming here is a mistake!" He turns around and starts to walk away again.

"Jungkook, you have to listen to me!" He shrugged her off and walked away. Y/N is desparate as she stumbled around on the hot sand trying to catch up with Jungkook. "Jungkook please!" But he didnt listen and continue to walk even faster, Y/N finally not able to catch up with him anymore.

"Jeon Jungkook! If you walked away from me now than its over," she calls out after him, desperation clear in her voice as she sobbed, tryimg anything to just make Jungkook stop and listen to her for once. "I'm going to give up on you... on us, forever!"

Jungkook stop and turned back to look at her upon listening to her word, giving Y/N a sense of hope, until he smirked, crashing everything Y/N is hoping for.

"There was never an us Y/N. I have already given up on you a long time ago. Have a great life with Jimin," his words sounded so cold, so heartless, void of emotions that Y/N didnt know if its really the same Jeon Jungkook she fell in love with. With his departing words, Y/N lost all strength in her and collapsed on the sand, luckily Jimin is already running towards her when he saw how agressive Jungkook is shrugging her off earlier and immediately took her crumpled form in his arms and hold her tight in his embraced, letting her cry on his chest.

"Its okay sweetheart. Everything is going to be okay," he shushed her.

"Jimin...it hurts. It hurts so bad," she sobbed. Jimin felt his heart ache to see his own wife crying over another man, but he kept quiet and pats her hair to comfort her. "Jimin... what did I ever do to make Jungkook hates me so much? He said he loves me, but why does he always do this," she keeps on sobbing. Jimin doesnt know how to answer her broken question and just keeps on rubbing her back. A oart of him died to see the love of his life this broken, but another part of him is happy that Jungkook just threw away his chances with her.

"Jimin..."

"Yes baby?"

"Why did Jungkook just assumed we were sleeping together? Just because we are still married doesnt mean I'm that kind of a woman. Why... why does he thinks so lowly of me. What did I ever do to make him thinks that about me?" she wails between sobs, the question came out as a choke after a long silent. Jimin gulped and looked away as his mind drifted back to his conversation with the younger man last night. He is pretty sure what he said last night was what caused Jungkook to assumed such things. Jimin thought back about what happened after their kiss yesterday.

"Hey, look at me," Jimin raised her face, making her look straight at him. "I love you Y/N. You are my wife, my everything. Nothing else matters. No one else matters. Its you and me, just like before," Jimin whispered those words so softly to her, making her sobbed ever more. Those words are what she had missed so much, the words that she has been waiting to hear from him all these years. Jimin looks at his wife, and with every tear that rolled down her cheeks, his heart breaks a little more. I will make it up to you Y/N. I promise. He promised himself and leans closer, capturing her soft lips with his, and for the first time since they meet again, Y/N let herself drowned in him.

Y/N savoured the feel of his soft lips as it moves against hers, every feeling and emotions she once felt towards her husband came back. She feels Jimin starts to carressed her cheeks and move lower to the strap of her dress as he finally calls out her name.

"Y/N..."

Y/N immediately snapped back to reality, remembering that she is kissing her husband who left her for years without any communication, her husband who is publicly engaged to another girl, her husband who broke her heart, her husband who sabotage her relationship with someone she actually love. Y/N immediately pushed him away.

"Y/N... what's wrong?" Jimin asks, eyes wide and confused.

"I cant do this. This is wrong,"

"Y/N, I'm your husband and I love you. There no other thing more right than being with me," he plead.

"No, I cant do this. You broke me Jimin. I dont love you. I cant love you. Not anymore,"

"Y/N... please,"

"I cant. I'm sorry," she start to tear up.

"Why wont you give me a chance?" Jimin plead, holding both of her hands tight. "Its because of him isnt it? That fucking maknae brat?" Jimin sneered his name.

"Dont call him that..." Y/N's voice is soft, tears starts to collect in her eyes.

"You cant love him Y/N. Not after everything he did and say to you," Jimin kneeled in front of her seatrd form. "I love you. I love you so much Y/N. I know you think you loves him now, but I will show you. You belong to me and I belong to you. You are mine, and we are going to be happy again. I will never ever let you go," his voice filled with a warning and determination, making her shiver as he got up and leave the house.

Jimin didnt come back until late at night, when she has already fallen asleep. He made himself comfortable on the sofa, stripping off his dirty clothes, leaving him only in his boxers and coveres himself in a blanket. As he toss and turns, trying to fall asleep, someone knock on the door, and that's when he came face to face with Jungkook.

Jimin sighed as the memories flooded his mind. He didnt do anything with Y/N last night although he tries hard to make Jungkook believes otherwise. He just wanted to riled the young man up and to make him stay away from his wife. He cant believe Jungkook's love for Y/N is that weak, believing everything he said in a blink of an eye, without a single doubt. But he also didnt think that he could be this immature, breaking Y/N's heart again when its clear she is willingly giving him one final chance to redeem himself.

"I dont know why Y/N. I dont know why he acts that way. I guess... it is just who he is. I guess he dont really love you like he claimed he did," Jimin speaks softly against her hair. "Its better you know now sweetheart. Now you can move on from him. You finally see him as who he truly is. But I'm here Y/N. Remember that, I'm always here for you. You wont be alone anymore."

I'm sorry for doing this Y/N. I know you love Jungkook and I know what he did hurts you. I'm sorry for lying to him, making him act and say those things to you. But its just something I have to do because I love you. I dont want to lose you again. I wont ever let you go ever again. Jimin thought to himself as he held her tight.

"I'm done Jimin. I'm done crying over him," Y/N suddenly interrupts his thoughts. "He walks out on us, and its time for me to give up. I'm tired of fighting alone anymore. I'm not fighting for something that clearly doesnt want to be fought for," her weak words muffled through his thin shirt.

"Okay Y/N. Whatever you need to do, I will be here with you every step of the way. I promise. I will be here for you. I'm never leaving you again," he said softly and kissed her forehead.

/////

Days after Jungkook's visit went better for Jimin. Y/N doesnt talk about the younger man anymore and although he knows she is still far from forgiving him or taking him back, at least Y/N is acknowledging his presence in the house now. She even invites him to her morning walks with Cusco sometimes, and although she dont talk to him much, Jimin just enjoys the way she rans around the sandy beach with her dog, the wind sweeping her hair as she smile looking at the beautiful sky. Jimin had never felt happier and he wonders why did he ever left her in the first place.

But every moment has its ends and soon enough Jimin has to return to Seoul due to his schedule, and of course, dealing with Hara. Jimin had a thought to bring Y/N back with him but he knows she will never in a million years agree to that. She is still broken and she still hasnt forgiven him, and its fine. He will give her all the time she needs. Jimin's mind drifted back to Hara.He planned to tell it to her straight ahead, like ripping off a band aid. He thought he loves Hara before but he was wrong. Hara is just a victim in his stupidity and now he has to break her heart. He knows it will kill her, Hara loves him too much, but Jimin is willing to break a million heart as long as it means that he will get Y/N back. He knows now, what he felt with Hara is infatuation, and lust, but not love. Never love. Love is what he felt everytime when he looks at Y/N. He smile at the thought.

I cant wait until we will be happy together again Y/N. I will bring you to Seoul and I will buy you a big house with a large yard just so Cusco and our kids can play around one day. I will announce it to the world that I belong to you and I love you and we will live happily together forever.

"I have to go back to Seoul,"

"Okay," Y/N answered, void of emotions.

"Will you be okay? I promise I will be back the minute my schedule premits me. And I will call you everyday and-"

"You dont have to Jimin," she cut him off. "We are no longer lovers. We are just husband and wife on papers, nothing more. I dont need you to do all that, so stop acting like you care. I'm used to being alone. Just do whatever you need to do. You dont even need to come back," she answered as she continues to clean the kitchen, not even bothering to turn and look at him. Jimin shifted his weight on his foot nervously.

"I love you. I know you still dont believe me. But I love you. I will be back before you know it," he kissed her forehead, making her flinched before he makes his exit.

/////

"Hara... please dont cry. I'm sorry. I really am sorry,"

"You went missing for weeks, never replying to my texts and calls and suddenly you came back and tell me you want to break our engagement and you are telling me not to cry?! You are a fucking asshole Jimin!" Hara yelled at him. Jimin gulped and lowered his gaze. There's nothing he can say anyway. He knows he is in the wrong. "Why Jimin? At least tell me why! Dont lie to me,"

"There's... there's someone else..."

/////

Jungkook lay on his bed staring at the ceiling, which is something he has been doing a lot lately since he came back from Busan. What happened during his visit there keeps on replaying in his mind and it haunts his dream. Jimin's words, the way Y/N begged him not to go, to listen to her, the way she cried and fell on the hot sand. Everything is still a vivid memory to him.

Why must it be Y/N? Of all the people he could have fallen in love with, why Y/N? What does she have and did to make him fall so madly in love with her? He has a new girlfriend now, the same one that littered the newspaper headlines, the same one that cling to his arms when he met Y/N at the lobby, but all he can think about is Y/N. He had a peaceful few weeks since then, locking himself in his room, clearing his mind, but now everything has gone to shit.

Because yesterday, Park Jimin returned home.

With that cocky smirked plastered on his face whenever he sees him.

Jungkook huffed and gets out of bed. He needs something to distract his mind. Maybe some leftovers, his stomach is growling anyway. As he softly opens his door, he heard Taehyung and Jimin conversing in the living room. Those two were inseparable. Always talking ablut everything. What Jimin knows, Taehyung will know too, and vice versa. And right now they are talking about the love of his life, Y/N.

Jungkook tip toed back into his room and closes back his door, softly to avoid any sound and leave it a little ajar to listen in their conversation.

"What happened in Busan Chim? You were gone for so long? And what's up with yesterday?" Taehyung's voice breaks the silence.

"I went to see Hara yesterday... to break things off," Jimin replied softly, sounding a little sad.

"Wow. You really are serious about wanting Y/N back huh?" Taehyung's question was met with a brief silence, which Jungkook assumed is Jimin giving him a death glare before continuing.

"Of course I am. I told you I love her Tae. She is my wife afterall," Jimin sighed. Why does he sound sad? Didnt he and Y/N got back together?

"Okay hold up. Before we go into Y/N, how did Hara takes it?"

"It was horrible. She was crying and screaming and begging. I feel so bad Tae. I mean... I care about her. And its not even her fault," Jimin really sounded sad and regretful, Jungkook almost felt sorry for him. Almost. "I even said something I shouldnt said to her,"

"And why would you do that Chim? You know Hara sincerely loves you,"

"I lost my cool okay? Hara threaten to make Y/N pay for what she did to our relationship. I cant let her just say things about my wife Tae," Jimin defended himself. Jungkook feels his blood boil. He likes Hara. She's a good noona. For as long as he knows her as Jimin's fiancee, he has no qualms with her but threatening Y/N? Over his dead body if he will ever let her touch Y/N! Jungkook huffed.

"Okay... that's insane. But I think she might just be saying things. I mean... she is heart broken Chim,"

"Yeah... I know. But I will deal with her later,"

"So..." Taehyung started off. "Are you and Y/N back together now?" Jungkook held his breath, waiting for Jimin to answer the question that he himself wanted to know.

"She loves Jungkook," was Jimin's quiet answer. Jungkook felt his heart almost burst. What? What is he talking about? They slept together didnt they? Arent they back together?

"What?" Taehyung exclaimed. "Eloborate please," Jungkook thank the Gods for Taehyung's bluntness.

"She loves Jungkook Tae. She told me herself. Even after everything that asshole did to her, she still loves him,"

"So the weeks you spend with her back at home, nothing happened?"

"I kissed her once and she kissed me back," Jungkook felt his heart clenched with jealousy at the answer. So he was right? Something did happen between them that night. "But then she pushed me away and that's when she told me she loves Jungkook and she cant do this with me anymore. I would have convinced her better if the asshole didnt show up later that night,"

"Chim, you know I love you but can you stop calling Kookie an asshole? I love you both and it makes me sad to see the two of you fighting," Jungkook smile at his hyung's words. He can imagined how Taehyung must be pouting right now. Jimin laughs.

"Fine Tae. No more calling him names in front of you," he chuckle. "I love him too you know," Jimin's voice soften. "He's like my little brother and I miss him. But it is what it is. The situation we are in... its complicated. I need to get Y/N back first Tae. And I'm pretty positive Jungkook hates me too right now,"

"Okay, okay, I understand," Taehyung gives his agreement, a little sad that his two favorite friend arent going to reconcile soon. "But really, nothing happened?"

"Nope. Nothing. Just that one kiss," Jimin confirmed, shaking his head. "But I really love her though. I really want her back," his voice soft.

Jungkook closes his door, feeling like he has heard enough. His heart is beating like crazy. Nothing else happened? Y/N pushed Jimin away after kissing him the day he came? Does that means.... they didnt sleep together like he thought they did?

"You know very well what I'm talking about. Or do you seriously already cant remember with whom you spend the night with last night?"

"Just save it Y/N. Girls like you will never change. I have had enough. Coming here is a mistake!" He turns around and starts to walk away again.

Did Y/N really tried to tell him that he didnt do anything with Jimin that night? Did he really screwed up again this time?Jungkook slide down the door, suddenly feeling weak after realizing his grave mistake. He came to make up with her, to win his love back, but apparently, he only made it worse.

"Jeon Jungkook! If you walked away from me now then its over," she calls out after him, desperation clear in her voice as she sobbed. "I'm going to give up on you... on us, forever!"

Why did Jimin lie? Why did he believe him? What has Jimin made him do? But then again, is it really Jimin's fault or its just him who never really give Y/N a chance to trust her love for him enough?

But most importantly, what has he done?

Jungkook keeps asking himself as those last words from Y/N keeps repeating in his head.

"I'm going to give up on you... on us, forever!"

/////

In the corner of a dark room, illuminated by only the soft light from the table lamp, Hara wipe the tears from her swollen eyes, her fingers fiddling with the diamond ring that is snugly placed on her finger. Her engagement ring.

"So this is her..." she whispered softly. "The bitch that takes my Jiminie away from me?" Hara ran her long tappered nail on the pile of photographs scattered on the table. "Isnt she Jungkookie's girlfriend?" She wondered alone. "I cant lose my Jimin. I just cant. I cant!" She starts to wail again, almost losing her mind at the thought. "I will make her pay,"

Her bedroom door open, revealing someone that she has never met before. "And I will help you Hara,"

92 notes · View notes

bordeleaubeau · 3 years ago

Note

alright i’m the worst long time no update…. i may or may not be dating a boy (no labels before we move away ofc) who treats me like an actual queen. i have never been with someone who cares so much genuinely and so kind. (i’ll send you a picture of us if you are curious and want to see). anyway, how are you love? have you settled into school? are you hydrating with both water and fun stuff? sending all my love and positive energy -tea anon<3

hello there stranger!!!!! i am SO happy for you, oh my god. you know i'm your biggest supporter through and through after knowing all the bullshit you've gone through. you deserve the best and i'm glad it's working out for you so far:') i looked on your ig and saw you committed to a college!!!!! congratulations!!!!!!!!!! what's your intended major if you know already? is lover boy going to be nearby? and i would LOVE to see a picture whenever you get a chance! if you don't see this within a few days i'll dm you <3 school for me has been interesting to say the least, 48 hours into my spring semester i lost my ENTIRE friendgroup!!!! turns out one of my best friends actually hated me the entire time we were friends (five! months!) and she couldnt stand my guts:) if you've noticed who i've posted on my instagram stories with those little photo thingie magijies you can probably figure out which one im not friends with anymore:) i made like 4 new friends, drama occurred and i wasn't friends with them within like 3 days lol.

i rushed!! i got invited back to everything for my top org, then didn't get a bid on bid day and cried the whole day:') then said ex best friend got into her top org which was my #2- they reached out to me to go to their continuous bidding event but i didnt wanna go and now im kind of regretting it but i dont want to deal with her petty bullshit lol.

having a smaller friend group has honestly been so beneficial for me this semester. one of my best friends here has a boyfriend so she's with him a lot, my other is a theater major and is in our spring production so they're busy a lot! so i get a lot of me time. i dont stay up until 3am every day and i've been going to my classes a lot more this semester because of that:) i wake up at 6:30 to go to the gym a couple times a week and overall am trying to make the most of my experience. two of my other close friends here and i are all trying to get a job at an ice cream shop downtown (because i am broke.... spent way too much money this past month oops!)

i also took pictures for my school's hockey team!! my friend is dating one of the hockey boys so we went to the game, and i had gotten a camera for christmas, and we all know how much i love my hockey photos. coach loved my photos and actually reached out to me yesterday to be the team photographer and social media coordinator next season:)

i also applied to be a ca (ra, but my school calls them community assistance instead of resident assistant for whatever reason) and i hear back about that the 15th! the only thing that will suck is that i was planning on rooming with 3 friends in the suites, so that'll be sad if i don't- but hey free housing!!

keep me updated on mr loverboy, and feel free to give me all the updates!!! you know im rooting for you aj, love you lots girlfriend<3

#tea anon #aj

0 notes

tangerinewrites · 4 years ago

Text

DAY 20: YEONJUN

11/20/2020

wc: 1640

Yeonjun feels as if deep down, he knew that K-Arts wasn’t in his future. And rather than being upset about it longer than he already was, he had decided to accept it in the end. It’s not like he an expect his parents to pay his tuition at this point. And even if he was willing to make music to go through the audition process again, he felt as if it wasn’t worth the effort if he’d be staying in college longer. After all, he felt as if he knew a good amount to get him out into the real world with his music.

So when his parents let him know that he could move out but that they won’t pay for his tuition in both K-Arts AND SNU, he accepted it. He didn’t ask any other questions and he simply told the both of them that he’d try to get out of their hair as soon as they can. It’s why he’s in the process of packing everything together to move over to San’s house. And it wasn’t that much, considering the boy practically spent most of his nights there nowadays.

As he was cleaning out his room, he hears a knock on the door. “Come in,” he says.When he turns around to see who’s at the door, he isn’t at all surprised over the fact that it was his mother. Though he didn’t get along well with the both of them, she was always the one that made an attempt to communicate with him. Not like he cared too much about that anyways, since they both preferred Seojun in the end anyways.

"Do you need help with anything?” she asks. It confuses him at first, as he wasn’t really used to her caring for him. But he doesn’t think about it too much. After all, he had to focus on getting out of here as soon as he could.

“I’m good. Thanks,” he says, sounding as polite as he could. Even if he didn’t really want to interact with her, the other woman was still his mother. So rather than talking to her, he tries his best to bring his attention on finishing his task at hand instead.

She sighs. That can’t be good. It looks like she wants to say something. “Yeonjun, can we talk? Please?”

He looks at her for a split moment and contemplates for a second on what he should do. On one hand, he could end this “polite” act with her and continue to pack just so he could get out of here as soon as he could. On the other hand, besides the fact that he didnt want to straight up be rude to her, whatever she had to say to him could be important enough to him.

So, he puts what her was holding to the side and he looks at his mother, waiting for her to say what she had to say to him. “What’s up?”

“Do you really think that your father and I don’t care about you?”

The question alarmed him, but he thankfully already knew his answer to it. He knew it a long time ago. He nodded his head.

Just from that, the woman’s face dropped. “Oh, Yeonjun. I’m so sorry.”

“Why?” he asks. “Why are you sorry?”

“I never realized how much we hurt you growing up,” she responds. “All this time, I just thought we were giving you tough love. Your father and I just thought we were giving you some advice for the future. But to know that we hurt you? That’s so…”

He furrows his eyebrows. “What do you mean? Are you saying you were not aware?” he asks with a bit of an accusatory tone. “If you were going to just give me tough love, why did you not give your oldest the same type of treatment? Just say you had a clear bias and leave.”

“That’s the thing. We only realized that after you told us on that one night,” she explains. “When you told us about how hurt you felt over the fact that we have always showed favoritism over your brother rather than you, we realized we were not treating you like proper parents. And… on behalf of both your father and I, we’re really sorry about all the pain we have caused you.”

When he listens to her apology, he wishes he can just ask her to leave his room so that he can continue cleaning. After living with them for so long, he has doubts over the possibility of them ever changing their ways for him.

So the first thing that he says after she confesses that is a statement. “You know you’re not going to change my mind about moving out, right?”

She sighs. “Is this what you really want?”

“Considering the fact that I only felt comfortable at my own friend’s house than I did with you guys, yeah. It is what I want.” He crosses his arms. “You can’t expect me to forgive you after years of you guys making me miserable. Whether it was intentional or not, you still are responsible for the negative emotions I felt in this house. So I don’t want to have to continue associating with that any longer than I have to.”

The response seems to have affected his mother a lot, but it’s not like Yeonjun regrets what he said. She knew that, too. He wouldn’t purposely say these things only to hurt her. So rather than trying to argue with her son anymore, she accepts defeat and nods her head.

“I understand,” she says, sounding defeated. Yeonjun isn’t sure if it’s genuine or if she’s just acting to get some sympathy from him. “I can’t really convince you to choose otherwise. So, all I can do is wish you the best and hope you know what you’re doing.”

He looks at her with a tight smile. “I’m not a little baby anymore, mom. I know what I want to do with my life.”

And with that, she turns to leave her room as he continues to pack his belongings to move away.

The moment he uploaded his song on a TikTok, he didn’t expect it to get as much attention as it did. So when it made its rounds to not only San’s “For You” page, but also his friends from SOPA’s, he was definitely shocked. Never did he think a song like his would ever go viral on the internet, let alone get any attention at all. The fact that even his famous friends decided to use it for their audios warmed their hearts and soon enough, he was able to get contacted by an entertainment company.

He still lives with San, thankfully. He wasn’t signed to a company that required him to dance and train. All he had to do was make music in the comfort of his own home and give it on specific due dates. And with his increasing TikTok fame, he could even promote himself on the app so that his fans could listen to it and be determined to stream. It’s strange to think about, him being able to follow his dreams in a different way than what he thought he would. But he was definitely satisfied with the results.

He decides to go LIVE on TikTok for the first time. It’s been a while since he had gone live on the app, with his schedules constantly taking up his time. If it wasn’t that, he’d also be spending too much time with San. Not like it was an issue though, considering the fact that he had been out to his fans for a couple of months now.

Like his usual LIVEs, he would joke around with his fans and answer some questions that they had about him. Obviously, he would ignore the ones that he had already answered or anything that made him uncomfortable. But there was one comment that gained his attention and he felt as if he had no choice but to answer it as soon as he saw it.

“‘I’ve been struggling a lot mentally with life, but your music always manages to make me get through it. Thank you so much for all you do, Junie.’” After he reads that, he looks at the camera with a smile. “You have no idea how happy those comments make me feel,” he says with genuine earnest in his voice. “Honestly, I want to be able to make music that could make others happy and go through difficult moments in their life. I have struggled a lot mentally in the past myself and I felt like I always needed someone to help me out. So knowing that I’m able to be that person for you really warms my heart. I’m so glad I could be that person for you. And I hope I’m like that to you all as well.”

After he says that, all his fans respond with the pleading face emoji and he finds himself laughing before he tries to imitate that face. As soon as he goes back to his normal face, he continues to read comments. “‘When’s the album coming, king?’” he laughs as soon as he sees that comment before he looks at his phone camera with a wink. “Can you guys chill? I just released a song yesterday. You can’t rush perfection!”

After he says that, he brings his phone up to his lips to whisper something. “Watch out for it in a month. If I reveal anymore, I’m going to get in trouble with my manager.”

After that, he puts his camera back on its tripod, noticing a text notification from none other than the big guy himself. Well, once a little shit, always a little shit.

#( * MTM:U - YEONJUN )#( * NANO! )

0 notes

alwayslookingforthebooty · 4 years ago

Text

11/11/20

Today is November 11th,2020. It's my Dad's birthday today, and many are speaking of the portals of manifestation that open with 1111. Its been a really slow day for me though, I think I am PMS-ing like a bitch ! I really don't enjoy waking up with an attitude, it doesn't feel like me. Anger feels so intrusive in my body. I want to reject it and its one of the hardest emotions to accept and go into. It doesn’t help that as a person I am transparent as fuck lmao. Some people can put on a mask and go on about their day. Honestly I’m glad I don't have a mask to hide behind, because I always receive the support I need to get through my emotions instead of trying to overpass them with rationalizations. We all have a hard time accepting where we are at wherever we are at. We all contain the full spectrum of emotions. But we must know, that through any identity or persona, we are more then that, we are more then it all. Multi-dimensional beings. I am a Warrior, a being of light put here to transcend limitations of fear and stories of lack. Not everyday do I feel like a radiant solar Leo priestess. Some days, like today, I feel like garbage, a mopey mop of mopiness. Relentlessly agitated. A sack of dirty potatoes. And thats okay too. Because I know that I am more then that, and today will pass. Just like every other bad day I have ever had. Yesterday was worse though, I felt a lot of anxiety, and by the end of the night I was shaking and crying while desperately filling my tub with water so I could feel the rush of serenity. Its good to cry, and it rarely gets that bad anymore, but honestly I learned a lot from it. I know that although I lead a very happy life, eventually the darkness will creep in again, and it's really just learning how to cope with it and accept it at this point. My eyes are still puffy, and yet I am grateful for those learning moments, because I realize that although I can’t turn it off like a switch, I can ease myself down with the grounding exercises, and use my voice to communicate how I'm feeling once I start coming down from it. Because when you're in it, you become this puddle of emotion, all sense of identity seems to fade away, and you are left with the thoughts swirling around your head. A lot of people don't know how to deal with panic attacks, or anxiety, because it looks foreign, startling, they think, what is wrong with you and how can I fix you. But it's not about fixing me, it's about accepting me where I am at, and making me feel like I belong again. In my head I am already alienating myself, and honestly the worst thing you can do as a supporter is make me feel more alien, more rejected . Acceptance is the key. When we accept things as they are instead of trying to change them, you can flow easier in the situation. Bringing it back to my dad. It was really hard for me to accept his actions, his mistakes, and who I believed him to be. But by accepting him and forgiving him for the past, its allowed me to finally be present with who he is now, and some of the things about him that will never change. He is my father, and he’s done fucked up shit, but I still love him. The same goes for me. I am Kristina, and i've done some fucked up shit, and I can be messy as hell, sometimes I don't know which version of myself Ill get, but I still love myself. Through it all. That is loyalty, being so dedicated to your growth that you push past it all to get back to love. Love is really where it's at, it's where life gets interesting, takes a turn for the best. When we live in love, we live in acceptance, we reflect often, and realize what it really means to be a human. All the things we are blessed with. All those who have supported us even though at the time we didn't feel deserving. Love can come and sneak in just like fear can. Its the seeds we plant in our mind that judge what thoughts can stay and what thoughts get ejected. Back then the seeds of fear were so strong in my head that love didnt know how to survive there. Now the seeds of love in my brain are so vast that fear has a hard time hanging on lmao. I am where I never thought I could be before. My sadness transmits into gratitude. I learned that the more grateful you are, the more abundance comes your way. Im not just talking money, but experiences of fullness, richness, community, feeling abundant means feeling empowered and whole to, just as you are. We are meant to live our lives in love, we are meant to find our greatest gifts, and share them with the world. In this way we not only heal ourselves, but others too. And for that, I am grateful. Grateful for this day where I feel like shit, because at least I know, I am not shit, and I can and will, get through anything. I love you Kristina, thank you for writing to me again.

#freewriting

0 notes

irmise · 7 years ago

Text

Awake Today

Michonne being injured, she will probably stay in Alexandria while Rick will lead the first battles … So I hope that the authors will make a parallel with their conversation in “Claimed” (4x11) where Michonne asks Rick to rest while she and Carl go to found some supplies.

********

Leaving the church where a meeting between the leaders of the three communities had just ended, Rick walked down the main alley of Alexandria.

The previous day, just after the battle, a first team had gone to spy on one of Negan’s outposts and this afternoon, another group, led by Rick, would join them to begin the attack. Rick knew it was dangerous but as he created this alliance, he had to be on the front line during the fight against the Saviors.

Gleen, Abraham, Sasha, too many members of his family died because of Negan. Rick would not rest until this tyrant was annihilated.

For now, he wanted to find his wife before leaving and spend his last moments with her and his son.

He went to the infirmary where Michonne had been treated since the day before.

She was not the only one hurt, in fact many people had been injured and Alexandria had to open an additional house to create a second infirmary.

Fortunately, The Kingdom came with two doctors who, helped by volunteers, were busy caring for the wounded, while others were working to strengthen the various sites destroyed by the Saviors.

The work was hard, but everyone’s determination was palpable, by combining their strength, they had managed to bend Negan after all !

********

“Where is she?” Rick asked incredulously, looking at his wife’s empty bed.

“She left.” Tara replied nonchalantly, leaning against the wall.

“What?”

“She … she just… left. She said that she felt good enough and that she no longer needed to be locked up in the infirmary.”

Rick turned to her. “And you let her go!” He hissed.

“Uh, Michonne is not exactly the type of person that can be held against her will! What was I supposed to do!?!”

“Michonne …” Rick sighed for himself

“Considering the difficulties she had to walk, I don’t think she went so far …”

He found her in their bedroom, near her nightstand, moaning painfully trying to place her Katana behind her back.

“What are you doing ?” He asked, staying at the entrance of the room, she jumped slightly but did not turn.

“I’m coming with you.”

“Michonne …” He whispered.

“Rick, you need everyone for this mission!” She said, finally facing him.“Negan has certainly retreated but he is waiting for us, the risk is too important for me to remain cloistered in Alexandria, while you’re all risking your lives!”

“Do I really need to remind you that you were unconscious yesterday …”

”And I’m awake today.”

Rick chuckled recalling a similar conversation months ago, but the roles were reversed, it was him who had been beaten to death trying to protect their home. He smiled looking at her but she didn’t seem to remember…

He saw the determination in her look but he also saw the wounds… A memory of her tumefied face, stained with blood, came back to him, that moment after the battle where he found her unconscious, where for a split second he thought she was dead. No ! He’ll not take the risk to see her injured again!

”Come near me.” He asked.

“Why ?” She looked at him suspiciously

“Come please” He asked again.

She rolled her shoulders, took a deep breath, and she began to limp, her face tensed, trying to hide any sign of pain.

Rick rushed to her, not wanting to see her suffer any longer, he took the Katana from her hands and threw it on the bed. She stiffened, her whole body suggesting that she was ready to fight him.

“I understood Rick, I limp a little but I know th…” He interrupted her by taking her face in his hands and kissed her, a simple and gentle kiss… He felt her body relax. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders. He intensified the kiss, his tongue asking for entrance which she accepted with a slight grunt. God knows how much he loved her lips… and this tongue dancing perfectly with his…

He stopped, and then hugged her, placing his chin on her head.

“I know you want to fight and I know the mission will be harder without you. But I also know you’re weakened, you were seriously injured. I will not be able to fight and lead men if you come because I’ll be too worried about you.”

He felt her breathing accelerate as he held her against his chest. He continued: “I thought it was you … I thought you had fallen from the roof, that you were dead. I know I said we could lose each other but the truth … The truth is I’m not ready to lose you. So rest… Just one more day.”

He was right, she knew it, she had taken at least ten minutes to drag herself from the infirmary to their home and she could barely raise her arms above her head to put on her Katana … But admit it, was harder than expected, much harder. She used to fight threats next to Rick, not to be left behind!

Since she had found him and Carl, after the fall of the prison, they formed a team in the team. Always there for each other, fighting together, looking out for each other, they were already a couple before becoming a couple.

That day in the kitchen of this abandoned house when none of them knew whether their friends were alive, they had sealed an implicit pact.

He told her that Carl needed her, but she immediately realized that his request was deeper. After all, Rick knew she would always be there to protect Carl without even needing to say it. No, what he asked her was to be a whole part of his family, he was the one who needed her and she accepted, promising him… promising herself, to not take breaks anymore.

A break? This is exactly what she seemed to take by letting him go to a war she had convinced him to start…

The battle had begun and Rick would be the main target, she didnt want to take the risk of losing him. But she knew her man, she knew that Rick would put himself in danger to protect her and she would never forgive herself if he was injured because of her.

She sighed resignedly, her head on his chest. “I’ll watch over Alexandria during your absence. ”

Rick released the breath that he unconsciously held back. “I know it’s hard for you so thank you.” They remained for a moment in the middle of the room in their bubble, knowing full well that the war was at their door but trying to make their embrace last forever. “Oh and Rick”

“Mmmh?”

“Stop stealing my lines!” He laughed, she finally remembered

********

#richonne #rick grimes #michonne #awake today #just feel the need to write this #richonne fanfiction

134 notes · View notes

airbnbfestivals · 6 years ago

Text

URGENT- Weird check-in, should I cancel ?

We don't usually accept long term stay in our home, but this time we did.A guy and his wife coming from asia to work in the city for two years. They have a working permit (as he told me). They are waiting for a condo near their work space so they have been staying for a month in another room and now they are looking for another one.We said we would not be comfortable for a stay longer than 26 day (what he actually asked for in the first place) but we would welcome him for this month.The next day, he calls my boyfriend, overwhelmingly friendly (we are introvert nerds, so many things can be overly friendly for us) to say he will be really happy to come stay with us bla bla bla. My bf redirect him to Airbnb to communicate with me. He sends me a mail telling me how we will have a great time and that he hope we will be friend bla bla bla...A bit intense for me. Anyway, since we were three weeks from the actual check-in at noon, I told him to come back to me the day before to confirm the check-in.Nothing from then. I should have poke him yesterday, but I did not as I was sick and went to bed early.They arrived at 8 AM. He was there, with an enormous amount of luggage on the streets, pressing my doorbell vehemently. I woke up, confused. At the same time, the phone rang. It was my bf, apparently, the guest called him to know whats up.I opened the door, in pyjama, and told him that the check-in was at noon. THe room isnt ready (plus, its very rude to wake me up. I could have been at work too!).He told me that he was busy at work and didnt have the time to write to me (wow! so much bullshit!). He had to go get his wife with the second half of the luggage. He leaves.I'm feeling really unconfortable with all that. I'm really uptight about respect and I don't know if it is a cultural shock or something but anyway. I write to him on bnb this :Hi ___,We would have liked an update for your check-in and nor arrive 4h early. We are welcoming you in our home and, as we will respect your space and time, we would like the same.Immediate flow of answers : We are sorry and regrette of not informing// total my mistake //but thank you for being a understanding host// just that we are in bit bad time for now//We will not give any further chance to complain and will adhere to the rules.He is back after 10 minutes. He tries to open the door without a knock or a ring. I open it. His wife does not ackowledge me. SHe does not look at me. THey just rush the luggage in. I try to engage with the wife. I say hi, she stops, finally turns back to me and I shake his hand. She apologies. I help them with the luggage and tell them I'll show them around.The guy says ''but we don't have the time for that''.For me that is very rude, and I don't care. I show her wife around the house for the kitchen. He took the key for the room. I regret not removing the key on the table.The guy told me that they are here for two years in my city. In fact, they may have to use the room for an extended stay (hm...we already agree you could not...).Anyway, they leave for work. It's 9h30 AM. The official check-in is a 11h AM and I really want to cancel. I do not feel confortable with those guests.I try to not be a bitch and see this from their perspective, but at the same time, I don't want to deal with their drama. THey already appear as a source of stress to me, but it is based on one event and a bad first impression.What would you do ? Get $20 off your first AirBnB stay.

#URGENT- Weird check-in #should I cancel ?#vacation #family #place to stay #airbnb #hotel #holiday

0 notes

compunctionjunction · 8 years ago

Text

11 facts about me

i was tagged by @1of1prism to post 11 facts abt me!!! thank you <3

(sophie i literally copy and paste ur old posts into my new posts so I’m probably gonna copy some of ur facts whoops)

1. hi my name is marina ((but that’s in my basic blog description so i’m gonna pull a sophie and give u 2 facts in one thing even though it’s CHEATING)) and I am...... a millennial sjw ...............smh millenials..............,,,,,,,,,,,,

2. I’m at uni and i study social justice stuff and also geography (migration...immigration.....urban planning....) and I’m pretty good at writing essays but i procrastinate like nobody’s business lol (yikes!!!) and i like to read (which i guess is good cause i probably have 200 pages a week!! not including when i have to read (a) whole book(s) ie english!)

3. I’m not like a masterchef but I can do a recipe i’ve never done before and generally have it turn out pretty good which is apparently impressive to some? i like baking with friends as a fun thing to do but I’m also really controlling in the kitchen so it’s probably not that fun after all LOL

4. I’m allergic to almost everything lol. including:

dogs, cats, any furry animal that exists

birds and feathers

dust, mould, etc

trees and grass,

some random medicine i dont know the name of (i didnt know this until like last year cause i went to emerg but ya thats a thing it apparently gives me a rash)

5. i’m an anxious bean but like under really like......inconsistent (?) circumstances? or more like uh....non-.......whats the word like when it doesn’t match what your brain thinks something it would be (WHATEVER) anyway like yesterday I almost cried cause i didn’t understand a card game but one time when i was a kid my little bro had a seizure and my parents had to rush him to the hospital and we had to call my grandma to come over, and like my sister was all !!!!!!??? boo hoo hoo and i was all like “gimme the phone i’ll do it”. like sometimes i keep a very cool head in situations you wouldn’t think i would and sometimes im a mess in a situation u’d think i wouldn’t be u know what i’m trying to say

6. I really like music but i’m not like that Musical Person friend. Like I listen to a lot of music of a bunch of different genres and time periods and in elementary/high school I played the trumpet (i also did piano and euphonium but like if u gave me one of those now I wouldn’t be able to do much with it whereas if u gave me a trumpet.....man). I really like acoustic songs, and songs with violins and saxophones in it, HARMONIES, songs where people’s voices go really “raw” sounding, songs where people’s voices have that like “radio voice” filter, songs that start off kinda soft and then BUILD!!!!!, and songs that have a bunch of different parts all doing their own thing but then they all come together for this multilayered goodness!!!!!. If anyone other than John or Sophie is reading this (bless your soul if so) and if u have song recs for me, like, lay them on me i always need new music

7. I don’t get a lot of mainstream references but I have a weird um...pool of reference material that I can pull from?? like i’m not like That Guy who’s like rly obnoxious always talking abt those obscure movies but my parents are both like from drama stuff and like movies/shows and are also huge nerds so i’ve seen like a wide array of genre-d stuff. plus i took a film course so i’m basically an expert. did you know that plot and story are two different things? Story is whe---

8. My family’s kinda complicated. (wow i sound like an emo blog in 2006 but i just didnt want to start another long rambley sentence so here we are) My mom’s side is italian and my dad’s side is british so my italian relatives weren’t too happy abt that (i just learned this the other day but apparently at their wedding my moms uncle [who’s a dick] was saying something inappropriate to my dad, who was like “uhhhh...” and then her other uncle was like ‘ay! tony! leave the asshole alone!’ LOL) and then the british side is full of drama and alcoholics lol. and then the communication in my like... regular fam is a bit bad lol ((also i have like......30+ cousins, (20ish regular and a shit ton distant but less that i actually know) and yet we keep in contact with each other so what a weird ironic twist that is eh))

9. I can like kind of swim but I also like can’t swim cause I don’t float even though everyones like “ya u do!! people float” i just sink down lol. tho i’m kind of practicing a bit every summer at my friend’s house. i also like to pretend that it’s because of childhood trauma cause i had swimming lessons on two (2) different occasions and they were both awful

when i was like 6 , and i refused to put my face in the water so my instructor was like “Right!” and shoved my head under lol!

when i was like 10 and i was embarrassed enough being like an older kid learning like... level 1 swimming right before these like 5 year olds who were doing the same thing (also in retrospect my instructors were only like 16 im pretty sure, like they seemed rly old to 10 year old me but they were really young lol) and the same thing happened as the other one except with diving lol. like i didn’t want to jump off the deep end and sometimes i would do it myself but at least once this girl pushed me in (basically every time either way they had to pull me up from the bottom which was kinda useless like if ur gonna teach me to dive whats the point if u dont teach me to come up from a dive right?? right)

10. I’m kinda quiet and shy but when I have the chance and am comfortable i go on HUGE rants and also go off on like 12 different tangents while trying to tell a story. like you could probably figure out this about me by reading this post but i just wanna let you know this isn’t a one-off thing just because it’s a Fact Post like i do this in real life and the way i talk is probably just as broken up and confusing as how i type!!! ahhaah

11. I used to be a hater but now I’m like actively trying to not be a hater cause hating on stuff for no reason is boring and liking stuff is fun (tho it’s harder in person cause i’m really sarcastic and pessimistic and i literally can’t stop complaining about things). Some things I stopped hating on recently:

Aesthetic things that are like “basic”/”simple” (i have an aesthetic blog now! who knew!) like pictures of like......curtains?? i used to be like “wow thats dumb” but man textures and also the weird mood that’s connected with your aesthetic it’s so calming

K-pop LOL :)

Honestly?? memes.

Boys apparently??? I dunno how true that is but @1of1prism knows me better than I know myself most of the time (but i still dont give 2 shits abt boys)

fanning over stuff in general tbh like.... enjoy things

people in a judgemental sense (im working on it....)

Intrigued by this post? Interested in my life? Check out my /tagged/about! Follow me on tumblr for more quality content!

(Jesus i’m done this legitimately took an hour)

i tag @purewhiteflames as well and i also tag @nuliflyer just to ruin ur “i’ve only been tagged once” so ha ha

#tag game #about #marinapleasecontinue

6 notes · View notes

bpdspyro · 8 years ago

Text

i wasnt going to do this but she pissed me off so here we are

so yesterday night you may have seen some drama on this blog regarding this post. after i replied for that final time, i blocked the user and left her alone, didnt reply any longer, vented a bit to friends, and went to play some elder scrolls online with @transzero and she can even back me up on this like i was playing with her the majority of the night and then went to bed.

lots of drama ahead.

apparently that wasnt enough for her considering she continued to vague on her blog about me and call me “dramatic”:

which is w/e it’s your blog go ahead vague about me i dont really care. people were keeping me updated on what was going on and i only have a few screenshots but this person kept vagueing about me and the entire situation even after i blocked her crying about how she cant have a simple “discussion” without getting blown up on.

so people kept sending her asks and she basically replied to everything the same way, and she also decided to throw in there that she was suicidal and that the anons aren’t helping, etc etc etc.

There’s more but she deleted everything regarding the situation off of her blog after being called out on it and these are the only screenshots people sent me.

Some extra stuff:

So then (I still have them blocked at this point and haven’t made any effort to contact her at all since my last reply on my post) at work today I got a private message on Tumblr from someone linking me to THIS POST:

Yep folks she SCREENSHOTTED THIS POST I MADE AND ASSUMED IT WAS ABOUT HER AND DECIDED “HEY SHE BLOCKED ME SO I CAN’T REPLY, BUT LET ME SCREENSHOT IT AND REPLY TO IT ANYWAY!” and proceeded to call me toxic even though the post 100% wasn’t about her, it was about some drama I saw on my Facebook news feed a couple of hours before I made that post.

So anyway I was like “Alright this has gone too far I need to unblock them so I can tell them to stop fucking vagueing about me” cause the first few times it was whatever but now you’re GOING THROUGH MY BLOG AND SCREENSHOTTING MY POSTS AND CALLING ME TOXIC like no. Bye. I’m a paranoid fuck and I didn’t even go through your blog after I blocked you because I wanted absolutely nothing to do with you.

So I unblocked them on my main account, and sent them this:

I was at work so I was in a bit of a rush and probably would have sounded ~~nicer~~ if I wasn’t in a hurry. And then she replied, which is what made me want to make this giant clusterfuck of a post in the first place:

There’s a lot there and I don’t expect you to read it all, but here’s the tl;dr:

- She accused me of being the reason she was getting shit.

- She accused me of sending my followers to her blog to send her hate.

- She told me that if I was actually sorry, I’d make a post on my blog telling people to stop messaging her (when I have no control over what my followers do and don’t do).

- She accused me of making my followers think it was okay to bully people.

- She accused me of vagueing about her first when I?? Didn’t?? I literally stopped talking to her/about her after I blocked her last night.

- She brought up the original drama (see beginning of the post) again and continued to try to defend her point. Basically said I overreacted to what she said.

- “You’re so toxic because you shamed me for being suicidal wah wah wah”

- Accused the one post of being about her when at that point I forgot she even existed.

- Accused me of invalidating her being suicidal.

- AND THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF SHE BLOCKED ME BEFORE I COULD GET ANOTHER WORD IN. Of course she had to have the last word!

And get this: she’s STILL vagueing about me!! Like!! Fuck!!

I’m gonna use my voice to warn everyone about you that’s for sure lmao.

Ya’ll I’m sick and tired of this fucking drama and I wasn’t going to make a post but that last message she sent me threw me over the edge.

All in all this person threatens suicide whenever they’re cornered, admitted to liking to create drama but then crying when people call her out on it, called the entire community toxic because a few select people disagreed with her, vagues about you even after you’ve forgotten they existed, and doesn’t know how to separate paragraphs because holy fuck that message she sent me was literally unreadable.

I had to vent this out I’m sorry I would’ve wrote more but I have to go actually have a life now unlike people who like to stalk my blog waiting to screenshot shit and call me toxic.

#mine #drama #vague blogging #like im done w/ this person tbh #cant wait for them to stalk my blog and see this #since i know thats exactly what shes gonna do #and the funny part is she deleted everything #bc she knows shes wrong #luckily people took screenshots forme #so thanks guys #anyways i hope you're all having a wonderful day #make sure to smile

45 notes · View notes

intothespideyverses · 8 years ago

Text

what I imagine going down next season (as a result of everything that happened in sesson 3) warning for discussion of suicide/self-harm:

SHINY

-ok since the whole sex subplot was never really resolved (they SAID they talked but we didnt see shit so) I think this would be a good time to introduce ace!Shay. Now another part of me would also like for shiny to have sex just so esme could stop fucking with m'daughter's head but shay seemed way too opposed to the idea of sex in general (and not in a nervous way, but in a "why would I ever have sex?" kinda way). And maybe once Shay's comfortable with being ace she can just deck esme right in the nose idc idc idc she had it coming! Fuck a $230 skirt bih! Tiny would be weirded out and probably disappointed at first but bc he’s literally the perfect bf he'd come around eventually. Hopefully they could highlight that there are ways to be intimate in a relationship w/o having sex. I just want shiny happiness and for people (lola up until she apologized, esme) to stop going out of their way to make shay feel so insecure and then getting mad at her when she reacts to their bs.

-speaking of which as much as I hate to see her miserable I think shay needs an angsty storyline. She solves her problems so quickly and efficiently, we never even see the emotions she must be going through. i don’t think her being ace would cause her too much stress, she'd do her research for a bit, have a fight with tiny about it (maybe even suggest to keep the relationship open, which would offend tiny) but other than that the real source of angst would come from esme. lets say esme finds out, y’all already know she would never let shay hear the end of it. that, on top of esme being EVERYWHERE and the two of them competing to be both the smartest and most athletic girl in school, would probably really get to shay's psyche. maybe esme goes too far one day, and shay just says fuck it and throws hands?? or maybe she breaks her phone?? idk something rly impulsive bc shay doesn't normally make impulsive decisions. of course esme makes shay out to be the irrational one and shay tries to quit the track team, her grades start slipping, etc etc. esme gets bored without having someone to compete against, or maybe she notices the change in shay's demeanor (and bc of maya’s suicide attempt and her mom) is afraid she pushed shay over the edge. they talk after class one day, esme still being bitchy but by the end a little teary eyed. I think their talk would be reminiscent of anya and holly j in season 8?? 9?? where anya was all like "why are you so mean to me" and hj's like "bc u let me bitch :)" so esme CLEARLY isn't gonna take any real responsibility for bullying shay but shay decides that shes NOT gonna be the bigger person for once. Idk how this would end but I definitely want shay to be more confident by the end, and for esme to learn when to stand down.

-Tiny's line about shay just seeing him as a "good nerd boy" rly stuck out to me. How much does shay know about tiny's past?? This definitely has to be brought up at some point, and I really thought the show would've mentioned that but w/e. Shay probably knows SOMETHING about the gang stuff but not how far it goes, or his family, etc. Tiny has an image that he keeps from everyone else but saves only for shay, which is adorable (they have boggle ((is that like scrabble???)) dates...need me a freak like that) but at some point shays gonna have to see the rest of him. Tiny is tired of shay assuming so much about his intentions too. That and shay not wanting sex period will (in my vision for s4) definitely be the biggest conflicts for shiny, but they'll work through them quickly bc unlike every other couple on this show they actually know how to communicate :)

-also how does tiny feel about the crash?? he looked all the way fucked up when they rushed him into the hospital so...he has to have some sorta trauma from that come on now

TRILES/MOLA

-this is gonna be messy lol. triles and mola are two very polarizing ships so we already kno theres gonna be some mess once tristans back at school. tristan may have been all "okay w/e idc" at the play but we all know once his petty ass is able to speak he's gonna go out of his way to make lolas life living hell. its truly gonna be slutshaming for days, and lets not forget the biphobia. he wont really direct any anger at miles, except tight-lipped quickly concealed bitterness. i can already picture these scenes yall like this is literally what is gonna happen WATCH.

-miles is of course gonna still feel guilty about the whole knocking her up thing, and he rly does love her and values her friendship (their friendship was so cute) so he's gonna want to keep hanging out with her (it’ll start off with just checking up on her every now and then like craig after manny’s abortion, but it’ll grow to miles getting an actual job at lola’s, etc). tristan will be okay with this on the surface but as soon as he and lola are alone (maybe tris is @ the hollingsworth household while lolas there for frankie or hell even miles and miles leaves to get some snacks or something) tristan just lays into her!! on some "you were NOTHING to him" shit. on some "you tried to trap him with a baby" shit!! some “he never loved you, just pitied you” shit!!!! and then tris is all back to smiles the second miles comes back. lola’s on the verge of tears but keeps this to herself cause she doesnt want to start drama so soon after tristan coming back and bc she loves miles too much etc etc. miles of course eventually finds out, and he and tris have the fight of the century where it ALL comes out.

-now I just read a list of PERFECT mola headcanons (by @beach-city-mystery-girl!) that should definitely happen throughout the season! idk if triles will stay together or if mola becomes official but at some point someones gonna be all "make. a. DECISION" at miles so!!

-lola should also find value in being alone and being comfortable with herself. she and yael become genuine friends (bc she needs someone outside of frankie and shay and miles) and form a weird almost symbiotic relationship where they give each other advice on things the other lacks. baaz flips between trying to flirt with her and making insensitive comments about her abortion. lola finally sets him straight for once and for all.

-maybe something goes down at the restaurant? idk I just started caring about lola’s existence yesterday idk how this goes

-I think frankie eventually finds out that miles and lola hooked up, idk how but she does and she’s not happy about it yikes.

-actually after just reading another great post (by tristanmiligay), a lot of tristan’s insecurities could also lie in the fact that he’s disabled now. maybe miles rly wants to get tris up on his feet again and do something FUN and EXCITING but homeboi literally just got out of a coma and can’t make it, so I can see miles asking lola to go instead (like maybe its a couples thing and he already reserved it or w/e) and that kinda sets tristan off the first time. he’ll probably try to force himself to heal faster, maybe even injuring himself further in the process? he’s gonna have a lot of self-doubt and internalized ableism like the post said :/, and all of that is gonna manifest in hate for lola.

ZASHA/GRONAH (is that what we're calling it??)

-okay so this section is kinda tied into the maya section and rly just centered around grace so yeah. but thats mainly bc there wont rly be any drama between zasha (except like normal preparing for college type stuff, like zoe wants to go to some rly good school far away and rasha wants to stay in toronto bc she just got there).

-zoe's pretending to be fine with getting kicked out but its absolutely destroying her on the inside. she and her mom were so close despite everything. zoe starts going thru mad identity issues bc everything about her was sculpted by her mom. if shes not in her life anymore then who is she? she keeps replaying "i love you despite who you are" in her head and its killing her. she sometimes sneaks out of grace's room at night and leaves voice messages on her moms phone (which ms. Rivas never responds to) and ends every night crying on the couch. grace grows super concerned for her but has no idea how to balance both helping maya out and helping zoe. one day at school grace tries to confront zoe about the voicemails but zoe brushes it off and says something cute like "being with rasha makes it all worth it" but grace is still like 👀.

-grace then moves on to trying to help maya but maya is sick and tired of everyone walking on eggshells around her and she tells grace shes fine and that she needs to back off, but grace knows somethings still off. later that day she spots zoe in the student council office trying to call her mom and leaving an angry voicemail, ripping mama rivas to shreds!! "you were never a good mother, a mother who cant love her own daughter shouldnt even be having kids, i hate you, go to hell" type of shit. at the last minute she realizes she doesnt mean half of that (or she does mean it but that scares her) and tries to backtrack but by then the voicemail's already been sent. zoe starts freaking out and crying again and leaves another one like "im sorry I didnt mean any of that please just let me come back. Im sorry, im sorry, im sorry" like just saying sorry over and over again, and grace finally steps in like "sorry for the voicemail or sorry for being gay?" and confronts zoe again. zoe tries to get the attention off of her by asking about maya and grace is like "she's 'fine' just like how you're 'fine'. cut the bs binch" or whatever and zoe breaks all the way down, but before grace can comfort her she sees maya and esme fighting outside the office and she runs out to stop it. zoe, now that shes alone and still crying, contemplates self harming again (im gonna end this here cause this is long enough I deadass would write this whole episode if I could)

-anyway juggling between her upcoming surgery, college apps, and two lowkey suicidal best friends, grace is stressed tf out. this is where gronah steps in lol. i dont care much about jonah but i do know hes much more interesting and likeable when he's with grace. he gives her advice and shit and they go on a bunch of golfing dates, grace maybe takes him to yoga or something, they help each other with college apps, and well gronah happens! jonah basically goes from boring to manic pixie dream boy who tries to show grace that life is worth living and blah blah yall know the drill

-rasha needs a plot outside of zoe and i think her pursuing acting could be a thing!! she goes out to casting calls but every director says something along the line of "we just...envisioned someone else for the role" or "we dont rly think you'd...fit" bc shes muslim and then the one time she gets picked up for a student film, its about a terrorist attack and rasha doesnt realize until she shows up to rehearsal. she goes off on the director (and reminds her that most terrorist attacks are domestic lol) and runs off to goldi and they talk. maybe she tries to write her own webseries (probably with the help of winston) and it becomes a hit!! maybe we could have a probably cheesy as hell famous youtuber plot (and vijay gets jealous lol) and they have some sorta subscriber war where everyones taking sides. baaz, yael, and hunter try to sabotage rasha's show and bc our girl loves scheming she hits them back even harder :).

-also maybe we find out what happens to her friend back in syria? i dont want her to have too many depressing plots so maybe her friend is okay physically but not mentally and she has to deal with that :(

MAYA

-so like I already said maya's done with everyone bullshitting her and being overbearingly nice, so she starts closing herself off. this just makes everyone even more worried tho, so she forces herself back into music and her studies. grace and jonah are all over her, zig always looks guilty as fuck and treats her like a baby, miles forgot she existed but if they pass each other in the hall he'll ask how shes doing, zoe hugs her randomly one day, and esme...esmes the worst one. she starts lowkey stalking maya and its getting on her last nerve.

-she avoids saad like the plague at first, but eventually realizes that he's the only person who doesnt treat her any differently (or so she thinks). they go to the roof one day (cause that shit is never locked no matter how many suicide attempts happened up there) to talk things out, and saad completely switches gears. "what were you thinking??? why would you do that???" type of stuff. maya gets mad at him talks shit about his pictures maybe, idk. saad reminds her that its a coping mechanism after everything that happened in syria, maybe he says he once contemplated too?? idk all the ideas I have are depressing moving on

-one day maya explodes on everyone after she dissapears for a bit (umm maybe she was chosen to perform a song at a school event but, after hearing some girls talking about her suicide attempt in the bathroom, she decides to ditch) bc everyone (grace, jonah, zig, esme, zoe maybe) gang up on her to check if shes okay. she goes off, saying "none of you cared before i tried to kill myself so why care now?" and idk where I was going with this, I want maya happiness and closure but idk how to get there smh.

-uhh she finds hoot! she goes home after school and finds hoot stuffed in the back of her closet. she writes a bittersweet song and after a long talk with her mom, decides to call grace. maybe grace invites her over for a sleepover?? and zoe and maya can finally have a real conversation since The Incident too! Also grace can kinda kill 2 birds with one stone.

FRANKIE'S ANNOYING ASS

-I cant stand this child but shes the writers' baby so she'll get at least 5 main plots next season oh my god. My wishful thinking speaking, but maybe she'll learn its okay to be alone and finally learn to like herself! Hopefully she sees the value in sticking to the sidelines and helping her friends through their issues. Ooh, maybe she learns how to be a good ally after gorillagate and educates her brothers on why their many intolerances are wrong (lbr here, hunter probably uses "triggered" as an insult and continues to call all the refugees "scary", same with miles) BUT come on this is degrassi :) so the writers are probably gonna throw in a new male character for frankie to obsess over. Well, either a newbie or someone completely random thats already in the cast like fucking baaz or saad.

Z*SME

-zig and esme spend a lot of their time obsessing over maya I think, esme bc she sees her mom in maya and zig bc he feels like he made her do it. umm noah fence but i dont rly care about these two so thats all I got lol

if anyone has any specific headcanon requests I’d love some!

#you can clearly see who my faves are smh #degrassi #degrassi next class #dnc spoilers

32 notes · View notes