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shiftymimilily · 1 month ago
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This, but i'm tagging shifting stuff i've seen from some of my DRs that are shifting-related from the DRs/IRs I've been to. Honestly had to translate some into a more English and adjust it to the context or language here, but it's relatively the same stuff. Also some realities even use completely different shifting terms and phrases even though it's technically the same language (daily english from this period of time in this context) and it's basically here in a different font MANDISWKD- I find it all of it very interesting and would love to see what people think of some of the tags too.
Okay lads put your nichest dr in the tags. Yap to your hearts content. (If it is a fandom please elaborate!) GO!
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peterbparkerth · 4 years ago
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My Experience Shifting to MCU Part 1 it’s really long sorry
Okay the first time I shifted was in January so I will summarise what happened till now.
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Steve gives the best piggy backs rides, he’s also gay and loves Bucky but when Bucky and I got together he moved on. Steve is also the one who introduced me to everyone. He makes great pancakes and has the infinity war beard. He’s also very good in training and god his body 😏
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Tony on the other hand loves Peter like his own son 🥺🥺. I annoy him a lot by either stealing his suits or by pranking him with Loki. He is exactly like what you think he would be but he is also hella caring
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Natasha is so scary at first but I made her get used to me and my pranks and stuff, she has so much love for Bruce and vice versa. She also becomes my training partner when Steve isn’t around. And she gives best life advice. Also her combat skills 😍
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Bruce Banner is always at the lab and if not then he is fonduing with Nat 👀. And if that’s not the case he’s helping Tony and Peter. I haven’t interacted with him that much.
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Peter Parker! This boy is so not what y’all think (well maybe in only in my DR he is like this). He is so kinky and naughty, boi I don’t know how can he be so innocent around others. Yes he and I dated at one point, but we broke up cause of some drama(he hugged MJ the way he hugs me and wouldn’t apologise to me), he is so caring and possessive like boi he won’t leave you alone at all and boy cuddles and kisses with him🥺🥺 i fondued with him first 😏. He also did some dances with Scott Lang and Peter quill 😭(if you want the whole relationship story of Parker and I let me know, it’s kinda adorable and kinda naughty) he still loves me and I do too but
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I’m dating Bucky Barnes now 😏 okay so this dude was in love with me way before Peter and I dated and he had kissed me when the rest of the avengers and I played truth and dare, he made Peter so angry that Peter fondued with me😏. Oh god and his hands 🥺. (Now I will type down how Bucky and I got together and what are relationship is like now).
Okay so we got together when Bucky was sitting with Sam and I came up to Bucky with sad face since Peter broke up with me and I hugged Bucky and told him everything that happened And buck was like “be with me if I make you feel happy” so I kissed him And then we got together .so when I shifted again I walked out of my room and Bucky was like “doll I have been searching for you everywhere I thought something happened to you” and he looked at me like 🥺.I gave him a kiss and he was like “oof! Doll I have missed that”🙈.Bucky and I also 👉🏻👌🏻we went on a mission and I was partnered with Nat and when we came back I went to injured Bucky and tried to give him aid and I took him to my room and while I was aiding him he looked at me and leaned in and gave me such a passionate kiss 🥺🥺🥺.So I sat on his lap and said “I’m ready to give you my heart” .And he looked at me like “Are you sure sweet cheeks?” And I nodded so he then placed me on the bed and locked the door.And then he took of his shirt, left the metal arm on since I told him to.And then he got next to me and then slowly took of my clothes.He then laid me under him and kissed me first then my neck.And then went down on me first.He was so careful not to hurt me. Omg when I told him I love him 😭.He looked like a lost kitten that just found his home.Anyway the day after I and Bucky had fondued I woke up and made him breakfast only to have him hug me from behind and hum a song in my ear I was like “Bucky what are you doing” and he said “serenading my girl” and Wanda coughed and we turned around to see everyone look at us and Peter looked so heartbroken that he pulled me in to a room .And tbh he said “so you’re with Bucky now? The same one I told you to say away..” he said some other rude stuff (Peter was heart broken) making me cry so Bucky came and stood in front of Peter and said “if you make my girl cry ever again, I swear I’ll take her to another apartment building and marry her right in front of you making you hate yourself for eternity” and I looked at him like 🥵👀.Bucky and I kiss all the time making Tony say “stop snogging each other and listen to the mission updates”.Once John called me to meet him alone in a place so I went and I didn’t know Bucky was following me secretly so when I got there John Walker kissed me after a while of talking and Bucky was like “so you came here for kissing another guy” and I looked at him and kept repeating the truth and Bucky said “he knows the truth” and he starts beating up Walker .While he was beating up John I got kidnapped by hydra and when Bucky heard me screaming he ran towards the vehicle I was in but he was too late.I was taken to hydra’s secret place and tortured there and when the avengers came to find me Peter found me first and was like “what the hell darling, you’re okay I’m here, everyone’s here for you” and took me out of constrains only to get kissed by me just then Bucky saw me and looked so heart broken but I ran to him to tell him that I choose him but he said that till he doesn’t sort out this hydra situation he has to go away. And I looked at him like “ I want to come with you”.I said “don’t break my heart like Peter did, I don’t know why I kissed him, I just want to be with you, you make me so happy and so loved, please don’t break up with me, with you i feel alive” and I cried as I said this,He pushed me against the wall and said that he will never break up with me but He need to make sure I’m giving this relationship my everything and I looked at him and kissed him with so much love and passion that showing him how vulnerable I am with him .The way he looked at me when I got really vulnerable with him and the way his held my cheek with his real hand as I did him 🥺 The way he said “I would do anything for you doll” 😭 (these things happened just recently so I will keep you guys updated if you want me to)
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Wanda Maximoff and Vision along with Tommy and Billy. Yes they all are alive and together in my DR!. Wanda is so sweet and just a momma bear🥺 she is the first one to know about the drama and tea that happens to me and I’m like her younger sister 😭. She is such a great wife and mother and I’m so proud of her she treats everyone with yummy food every lunch time. Vision on the other hand is annoying af because he keeps asking me if I fondued with Peter or Bucky so I warn Wanda to tell him to shut up about it. Their kids play with me and Pietro so much
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Pietro Maximoff is such a flirt but he doesn’t go that far because I tell Wanda to keep him in check as well, he’s also really fast obviously and boi training with him is fun and how he and I along with Loki prank Bucky 😂😂😂😂. Boi I need to spend more time with him too
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Loki is my homie, my best friend and my partner in crime!. He took to me Asgard and the way I greeted Odin made Loki laugh so bad 😂. He gives me the best prank ideas and also always tried to keep me away from Peter and Bucky at first. He also always get thrown away by Tony I have no idea why but Thor brings him back to the compound. He’s so caring towards me and tbh I tried kissing him once he said “no thanks, I’d rather kiss a corpse” 👁👄👁.
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Thor is exactly like that in the gif, goofy and so hilarious like oh god if humor was a person Thor would be it. He is soft and makes great pop tarts which I steal because why not 🤷🏻‍♀️. Thor trains with Loki and Wanda since Clint is not around cuz clints on fam duty vision is partnered with Tony and Peter. I can lift his hammer which pissed him off so much that he broke the lounge table 👀
Sam Wilson the only time I interacted with Sam a lot was when Bucky and I had to go to hydra facility and he was fun to be around. When I’m cuddling with Bucky or sitting on his lap Sam teases us so much that I tell him stfu 😂
T’Challa ,Shuri, Scott Lang and Peter quill have visited only once so I haven’t spend time with them I only remember t’challa and shuri bringing biscuits and Scott Lang being all so adorable and giving me a piggyback ride, quill accidentally shot me with his gun so yeah he isn’t allowed anymore. Strange hasn’t made any entrance yet but I’m thinking about bringing him to my DR
I have erased some explicit details if you want them DM me cuz i don’t want to scar anyone young here
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bausbitch · 4 years ago
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Lucky Man
Reid x she/her! Model! Reader
Ik I'm going off of my usual gender neutral reader so if you'd like me to do specific pronoubs please do tell!!!!
Requested once again by my angel @lilac-monster
In which Morgan malfunctions and says 'my maN' a lot pffft
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Panic
That's what you felt
Ok so
Let me explain why you felt such a way
You were famous ✨
A model 🔥🔥🔥
Secc model
🥵🥵
And you got quite a lot of fan mail
But that was all normal
What WASN'T normal
Was the involuntary nudes you got in the mail
Like
You opened it
And
Surprise!!!!
You in the shower!!!
You getting OUT of the shower!!!!
You changing back stage!!!
And so you were in Paris right
So you were like
Ok lemme suck it up
So you finished the show
Looking fresh 🥵🔥🤩💥
Then you went back home
Bc you missed Spencer
And bc you were freaked the fuck out
Bc the letters kept getting worse
It was,,,, concerning
So you went home
And you knew he was at work
Bc like
FBI tingz 😗✌
BUT
There was a PACKAGE
at your front door
At it had some very fun stuff in it
LIKE YOUR BRA
Bra In A Box™
so you were like
Why don't I go to my bfs job
And ya know
Ask for help
So you do 🥰
You pull up
Still in your like
Work clothes
Like
v sexy runway clothes
But still like
Proper clothes??
Yknow?
So anyways
You pulled up
Went inside
And you're like
"Hey I need help"
And jjs like
Uhhhhh
And you show her the box, the love letters, and pictures
And she's like
uHHH
So she,, very gracefully,,,, convinced the team to help
Well hotch
So she's like
"Yoyoyo new case 🤪"
So they all sat down
And JJ pulled up with the pictures of the box and everything
AND SPENCER WENT 😳
Then he saw your bra and he's like-
Wait a damn minute
waIT A DAMN MINUTE
then JJ was like
Famous model, yn yln, came in-
And reid
!!!!!
He's like
"That's my gf!!!"
Que everyone going
👁👄👁
Bc
We love him
But Spence is a nERD
PFFFT
MorGAN WAS SO SHOCKED
He was proud
Don't get his skeptical face wrong
"No way"
And he's just nodding
And he pulls out his phone
And shows them his camera roll
Turns out
You were a dork too
But ok
You looked HOT a LOT
Omg look at me spitting bars
Move over cardi 💁
Mira's here to take over
Okokokokok
ANYGAYS
So now the team had PROOF
That you guys were
💥together💥
But anyways
Then they remembered
YOU CAME TO THE BAU PFFGT
WITH A CASE
So jj was like
Ok so
Yn yln came in today with a bunch of naked photos, her bra and ten love letters
And Spencer's like
Wtf
Why she bringing her nudes to my place of work
The disrespect
But JJ goes on
"She believes she has a stalker, bc the noodz weren't voluntary"
And Spencer RUNS outside
"BABY, ANGEL, PRINCESS, QUEEN, BABE, HONEY, ARE YOU OK???"
yes
He did in fact yell that
🤭
But you were sitting there, playing
🤩Mario Kart 🤩
And you looked up
And you still had your runway makeup on pffft
I used to be a model and PFFFT
You were SO tired
Show last night, flight first thing after and then arriving in Quantico first thing in the morning
All in heels
And a tight dress
In makeup
No sleep
Bc you had a stalker
You didn't even have time to change when you got back
Bc
Bra in a box™
So you looked up
And you still looked stunning
Bc
Natural beauty 🤭
And he gasped
And so did the rest of the office undiehwi2
EMILY'S GAY ASS LMAO
Same though
Okokikikok
Morgan, who was still very much in shock, literally ran to you
To meet you obviously
And so did the rest of the team
But they walked
Lmfao Morgan you extra bitch
"Hello I'm Derek Morgan"
And you're like
"Lmfao I know and I know all of you PFFFT"
And Spencer's all
"Wow way to expose me yn smh"
But then you remember
You haven't slePT
IN LIKE
48 HOURS
So you're like
"So can you guys help me??? I litch rally have not slept in two days"
And they're like
Oh yeah lmao
So throughout the whole case
Ya boy Spence gets teased by everyone
But also comforted bc,,,, his gf has a stalker
But allegedly she's also WAY out of his league pfft
Stfu Spence Reid is HOT 🥵🥴
Hot hot hot
We got it!!!
Ok sorry I was watching polar express when I wrote that
So they solved the case
It was actually a stalker
And
Gasp
It was your agent!!!!
He was FIRED
And Spencer went home
And you made besties with the bau
😌
YOU READ MY MIND HONEY IDK HOW YOU DID BUT YOU DID PFFFT
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lunasilvermorny · 5 years ago
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Flying solo
tl;dr - MC is just as needy and annoying as the previous side quest.
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Alright, we get it...
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I ship it.
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MC really walked into that one...
He looks so unimpressed...
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Let’s be honest - she’s just extremely nosy...
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Oh no, here we go again with all the- “Are we friends now?!”
Nooooo...
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Yep, totally ship that.
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He looks so annoyed that he has to hear her out now...
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Yeah, that why I’m repeating your secret out loud over and over again...
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Yes, MC, shut up!
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I think he earned the right to be a bit rude...
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Oh, well.. Still, feel free to shush he anytime, pal.
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Of course it’s her...
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That’s fair...
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So naturally MC will go straight to Merula - because logic.
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Why are you surprised? Of course she lied!
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I’m disappointed in you? Wha.....?
It’s Merula. That’s her thing.
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“I’ll make you” - No, I’m done with beating her up, it’s too boring in that point.
“I’ll owe you” - over my dead body.
“You’re better than that” - now who’s lying?
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Merula “breaking the forth wall”, because MC’s answer is so out of character...
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Yeah, sound about right.
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MC: Remember that thing you explicitly told me not to do, because I always fuck things up? Well...
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Oh, so you’re aware that you’re out of line? That something, I guess.
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It’s partially her fault.
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She secretly loves me? Really?
Fan service taken into a whole new level... Also. it’s yellow, are they trying to say it’s canon that she’s a tsundere?
Because that doesn’t make her character less awful.
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MC: YES.
Talbott: I know it’s risky-
MC: I’m in.
Talbott: Maybe it’s morally questionable-
MC: Let’s do it.
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What does it matter?
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Mmm... I don’t see MC and Talbott having any sort of romantic relationship, especially since in my head-canon he really doesn’t like her, but it’s cool that they gave us the option.
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I swear to god, if the betrayal comes from Rowan, I’ll be so mad!
Don’t you dare - JC!
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I mean, he’s not wrong...
Welp, time to forget:
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And they never brought it up ever again...
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Jeez, Talbott, calm the down...
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Merula came especially to meet up Snape?
Alone, in the evening\night?
Looks like she has a bit of a teach-crush...
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He would be so mad if she chickens out at the last second...
Also, she was the one spying on them so...
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Ohhhhhhh.....! So now it’s “Luna”?
That’s how you know they didn’t make this side-quest originally in year 3 - that is so out of character!
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I hate the fact they made her look so terrified...
That’s Merula! At least for people in year 3, she’s still the villain.
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Everything went back to normal... Good.
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A promise is a promise...
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MC: So, if we’re not friends... does that mean we’re best friends?!
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Well, at least I’m not the only one that thinks she looks desperate.
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Not really... It’s very obvious.
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Exactly.
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I like the challenge? That’s such a douchey thing to say.
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Yes, but saying- “Are we friends?” every few minutes is not the right way to do it...
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Am I interrupting?
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Cynical MC is the best MC - change my mind.
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We get it...
No, actually, I see his point - she just won’t stop asking it...
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Self-esteem by the Offspring starts to play in the background...
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Keep it up - I love the energy.
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Let the grind begin!
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That was such a waste of time...
There were some sweet moments, but it wasn’t worth the 3-hours tasks with 5 stars!
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Aww.. that’s kinda sweet.
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"Now I know I'm being used, that's okay because I like the abuse..."
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Finally - she makes sense.
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We’re all surprised.
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stfu...
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That’s a really bad message...
“Force yourself on others until they’ll get used to it!”
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That’s so adorable...
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And you ruined it.
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“ARE WE FRIENDS YET???”
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Just let it go!! When you’re not asking, you’re having a great time. Every time you say that, you ruin it.
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Animagus time - finally!
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And then the rest of the plot happened...
I’m a bit bored at this point.
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Wow, that’s a good shot.
And to the point:
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Oh, poor guy...
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I see why people love him so much, but I still think MC is just a bit too annoying for him, at least in the game version...
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Don’t ruin it, girl!
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MC on the outside:
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MC on the inside:
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This might have been the longest post I’ve ever done...
I know I can split it, but at this point, I’m just going with it.
Final thoughts:
I can’t say it was a bad side quest, but it was just too tedious at some points... Going all over the place looking for the necklace, MC asking over and over about their friendship and Talbott’s response to it...
And I really like Talbott, but I don’t see any real connection between these characters. It’s just too forced.
However - it was nice seeing Talbott and I hope that if they decide to add more of his content, it will be in the main plot and not a side quest.
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justletmereadmycomics · 2 years ago
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oh yeah these make sense. im glad that multiverse-sh*t was taken into account, and it wasnt just "we grab them from the future" because that would, indeed, fuck up both timelines (and possibly a create/destroy a few more, each decision made creates a new one. there is a timeline where the only difference from this one is that Casey had an extra rat for breakfast on some random ass day during the apocalypse and it changes literally nothing else).
Extracting hamato essence could be done, we see this in season 2 (or something similar, my memory is shitty) with Splinter and Karai. Perhaps, if we gather all of Mikeys dust, past mikey could use that process in less of a "IM GOING TO ABSORB YOU" way and more of a "Im fucking reviving you stfu and get over here"
I think that Donnie is in some kind of Limbo between the living dead, some kind of placeholder. He was ready to go, but no one was ready to let go. It's possible that is keeping him in that limbo, or maybe I've watched to many kids shows :'). However, if he is in limbo, there may be issues with taking him back. How did he arrive in that limbo in the first place? How do we even get him out?
Yes, curing "future" Don's body should be easy enough with "past" Tello doing science shit, but that brings up something else. Do we just take "future" Donnie's corpse and stuff his soul back in, or do we need a living Donatello for the cure to do anything? Is the Kraang infection still going through his dead body, or has it stopped with its host dead?
If we need a living Don to cure the Kraang infection, wouldn't it just re-unalive him after he's revived? There would be a small window of time, yes, but that would mean "past" Donnie would have to work on a cure before they revive peepaw Uranium. They could need a host organism to test potential solutions on, meaning they would either kidnap some soft-shell turtle from the side of the road OR use some of "past" Tello's DNA. Not sure which I'm settling for, but DNA is prolly the way to go. Unfortunately this also brings up the issue of "future" Donald's corpse. Like, do we just time travel and dig it up or did they eat it because like, apocalypse and cannibalistic turtles...? We could also take him from the moment after he dies, but that would surely affect something and cause some confusion in the "future" turtles.
Assuming we've figured out how to do this and revive peepaw purple, what about the time-travel shneeganans? Peepaw Mikey did an Undertale and dusted when he made a time portal, and lil' Mikes almost joined him getting Neon from the prison dimension. Is small Ourple gonna make a somethin to travel timelines? Are we gonna be fed a plot convenient plot device? I don't want to see Therapy Boy go through that again, and both Raph and baby Science will have to help if they want him to survive. Petite Primetime could pitch in, potentially providing additional protection, but that would still damage all four of them.
On the topic of rebuilding "future"-ish Red Teddy's mech, this sounds pretty easy to me. Bitty Brains definitely has more than the needed materials, and will likely do something to "improve" the initial designs. I think the issues with this could be finding the blueprints for the mech in the first place, vs. taking the only source of power the resistance has at the moment (as far as we know). It's likely timelines will crash as we travel to the "bad future" this Casey came from (hopefully not getting lost in the wrong one), and both rectangles will go and find the blueprints in peepaw foreheads lab.
Oh yeah and the solution for saving peepaw Leo from disintegration without getting disintegrated is basically just "tie a rope around his foot then yoink him through a portal before he dies". That's as complex as it needs to be :)
TL;DR S2 shit Old Orange's dust, go biologist on peepaw Ourple, steal from the burnt lab to rebuild robo-red, and lasso the old gay turtle.
Slams my massive list of notes and theories/hopes for the continuation of your god darn wonderful comic
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Anyway thanks again for making this wonderful collogulation of dumbfuckery and angst. It’s constantly vibrating in my brain hole like a moth around a lamp.
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the-hot-fangirl · 7 years ago
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peter parker x reader
A Meeting for the History Books
okay so this is my first time writing these little blurbs. i started writing this outta nowhere and the words just kinda *came*. sooo, have fun? I really hope you guys like it, and if you have any tips or some helpful criticism, feel free to message me! okay i'm gonna shut up now, andddd enjoy! (also, pls message me if you want me to continue this! not like a multi chapter fic but like another story that follows this one on a timeline)
prompt: how did you and peter meet?
• homeboy is cool af • or so he thinks • bb is such an awkward flirt omg • he still pretty flirty • but also like sUPER AWKWARD • you know that sitcom move where the awkward guy is trying to be cool and he puts his elbow on a hard surface, like a countertop or whatever • but he misses the countertop • and just goes crashing to the floor • that's a great representation of peter when flirting • (or just in general really bb is so clumsy) • actually I think he did that at one point
• anyway • right off the bat he starts off with a science pun • lmao fuckinn nerdddd • you were sitting alone at lunch • your backpack was next to you • and books were scattered across the table • you usually sat with MJ but she wasn't at school today so you were all by your lonesome • sitting alone never bothered you, though • you were immersed in a book • you had just taken a big bite of your apple when a movement in your peripheral vision caught your eye • you looked up in surprise and are greeted by the sight of peter, tray in hand, smiling nervously, and shifting from foot to foot • "can i sit with you" he asks • you force down your apple • "yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah" you manage to say (more like choke out), in the normal queens fashion • you quickly gather your stuff up and set it aside • he looks kinda familiar, but you can't pinpoint from where • but it doesn't matter because he's cute and you get the vibe that he's genuinely sweet • he hits you with the science pun first • "why did the proton break up with the electron?" • you're kind of surprised, but you welcome any joke, pun or not (especially puns who tf are you kidding)
• "I don't know, why?" • "because he was too negative!" • you look at him for a solid 20 seconds • and then you just start laughing • he would be kind unsure at first • then he would realize that you're laughing at the joke, not him • and he would start laughing too • omg look at this pair of nerds
• this was at lunch • and so you guys spent the entire period just talking and laughing (let's be real you guys never really stopped with the puns) • the the bell rings • and you guys realize you had just spent a solid 50 minutes talking • and that now you guys had to part ways • awwwww my babies, my heart just melted • "i guess i gotta go to history now" peter nervously breaks the silence • he's kinda afraid he won't see you again • calm down peter this isn't Cinderella it's New York • and you're like ?¿?¿ because • "i have history too!" • "no way! with Dr. Tayton?" • "yeah! what the hell, how did i not notice you there's like 11 people in our class" • "i usually sit in the back" • "oh... i always sit in the front" • "i know i've seen you you're so pretty and smart that's why i came over here" • peter just blurts out • and then he freezes • his brain is banging pots and pans together and screaming "ABORT MISSION ABORT MISSION MAN DOWN I REPEAT ABORT MISSION" • and it's super obvious • you're kinda dumbfounded • and you're staring at him • but he's looking down at his hands because he's so embarrassed • and he's like shit?¿?¿  did i miss this up???? • so after an inordinately long period of silence you finally speak • "how about i sit with you in class today?" • and peter looks up and he's so surprised • he thought he messed this up for sure • and he's looking directly into your eyes and all he sees is warmth • so he smiles and kinda quietly says • "yeah" • and you're like "oh" • and you have a sudden moment of doubt at his quiet agreement • you're afraid he was just being nice and polite and he doesn't what you to sit with him • stfu you idiot he just said you were pretty and smart and basically admitted to paying attention???? why are you doubting yourself????? • and peter sees your slight disappointment and realizes your doubt • "oH i mEaN YES I MEAN YES TOTALLY I WOULD LOVE THAT • and all your doubt evaporates into thin air • look at these cuties • so you wait while peter clears his tray and gathers his things • you guys leave the cafeteria side-by-side • the whole way you're discussing your current history topic • or at least, some of it • okay, to be honest, you're just talking about how cool of a name Mikhail Gorbachev is • but inside he's like "omg what just happened did i do it yes i did it. i talked to her! oh my god Ned is gonnA fLIP" • and inside, you're like "oh my god what just happened i gotta tell MJ she's gonnA FLIP" • you got no work done that entire class
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pendulumprince · 7 years ago
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Episode 25: OUR GHOSTLY BIG SIS COMES BARGING IN.
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Okay, recap time
Go declares war on the KoH
Asks Blue Angel if she’s gonna join him and Playmaker on their hellish crusade
Akira doesn’t want her to, naturally
Back at SOL, Kita is freaking the fuck out because of Faust and Vyra
Akira heads off to work
Aoi is left to wonder what the hell she should do
After the opening!
Back in the hotdog truck
AI IS HYPED
SO SO HAPPY
YES MY LITTLE JELLYBEAN
AND IT’S ALL BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE SHIT TALKING KITA ON THE INTERNET
Folks are demanding apologizes and Kita’s termination?? Hot damn, I love.
Yusaku tells Ai to shut the fuck up, he and Shoichi are doin some shit
Trying to find the source of Another, looking into who the victims are, ect ect
Back at the KoH lair
Faust and Vyra get back
Faust congradulates Vyra on a job well done
But Vyra? Is having second thoughts??
“If Dr. Kogami’s plan is implemented… it’ll be the biggest cyber crime in history. That means Revolver, as the leader of the KoH, will commit a historical crime. You’re fine with that? Because you think of Revolver as your younger brother…"
HOT DAMN, IT’S FAUST AND VYRA (or should I say Kyoko) IRL WITH BABY!REV
OKAY BUT REV’S FACE IS STILL OBSCURED
DAMNIT VRAINS. WHY CENSOR A BABY.
“As the mastermind behind Anothers… I’d be lying if I said I didn’t feel guilt. But he’ll be feeling guilt that’s hundreds of times bigger!”
JUST WHAT THE FUCK ARE THEY GOING TO DO?!
But now Faust is speaking
“To stop Dr. Kogami’s plan before it’s executed… we must defeat Playmaker, acquire the ignis and find the Cyberse World first.
“That’s why we needed Anothers as a way to capture Playmaker. Don’t blame yourself too much.
“If Playmaker is searching for the remoal program, he may eventually come to you.”
VYRA’S HOPING THAT’LL HAPPEN lmao she’s revved to kick Playmaker’s ass
Okay, back to the hotdog truck!
Were… were Yusaku and Shoichi there all night??
Yeah. Yusaku’s knocked out
Shoichi punches him in the head to wake him up
So in Link Vrains
THE KOH ARE CHASING THE GO TEDDY BEAR
WHO ARE YOU, BITCH
Okay that’s?? That’s Go’s voice
Lmaoooo HE WAS THE TEDDY BEAR
Did we guess that? Why didn’t we guess that, this bitch loves playing dress up
The KoH mook just shit his pants
GO’S CRACKING HIS KNUCKLES
“Entertain me. Speed duel!”
IT’S BEING SHOWN ON LIVE BROADCAST?!
Damnit, I love Go so mcuh?! Nobody touch me
Commentators are saying there are only “two people” folks can rely on to fight the KoH
BUT ANOTHER JUMPS IN
“NO, THERE’S ONE MORE: BLUE ANGEL.”
But she hasn’t shown up
Everybody’s hoping she will
Meanwhile, Ema’s listening to all this
Back at school folks are wondering why Blue Angel hasn’t shown up yet
AS AOI PASSES BY
She’s walking to class, when
EMA ROLLS UP ON HER MOTORCYCLE
NEARLY KNOCKS AOI OVER
Tbh I was expecting her to grab Aoi and ride off with her
Ema asks if she’s Aoi Zaize, says she wants to talk to her
BUT AOI
LIKE A SMART BEAN
IGNORES HER, KEEPS WALKING
Ema expected as much…
“I know you’re there, Blue Angel.”
THAT STOPS AOI DEAD IN HER TRACKS
SHE THINKS BACK TO WHEN THEY FIRST MET
“You’re Ghost Girl.”
YAAAAAS
They go down to the pier
Aoi wants to know wtf she wants
Ema asks if Blue Angel is done for; people are waiting for her to show up
Aoi thinks she’s exaggerating, says she fights for NO ONE
SHE FIGHTS FOR HERSELF
EMA KNOWS AND APPICIATES THIS
And agrees that, since Blue Angel was created to get Akira’s attention, she’s no longer needed
… right? Disappearing than LOSING
And it’s much better to only do things for your own sake
So screw everybody else
R i g h t ?
Ema walks off
Aoi is left DUMBSTRUCK and BAMBOOZLED
“Bye, Blue Angel. No, I mean Zaizen Aoi.”
SHE’S OFF
AOI STARES AFTER HER
… and while she’s driving
Ema? Has second thoughts?? For the first time in her life???
“Sheesh. Why do I do this?”
Back in the hotdog truck, Shoichi’s staring pensively at the computer
Yusaku walks in
Shoichi tells him he hasn’t found anything
“Oh? Is the great Kusanagi giving up?"
“I’m only getting started, idiot.” HE AFFECTIONATELY FLICKS AI OMG
“‘Idiot is a forbidden word~!” Oh yeah, Yusaku wanted him to act more like a stereotypical AI lmao
Yusaku tells Shoichi to go the fuck to sleep, he’ll handle the rest
Shoichi insists on maing Yusaku dinner first
They’re so goddamn domestic I swear
“But there are only hotdogs and chili dogs!” YOU’RE JUST MAD YOU CAN’T EAT HOTDOGS AI
“That’s not true. There are also cheese dogs and fries!” such sass, Shoichi
Okay, Aoi finally makes it home after dodging her hordes of thirsty fans
And she’s pissed that Ema just came at her sideways like that??
She catches sight of her duel disk…
BACK IN LINK VRAINS
PIDEGON IS SEARCHING FOR FROG
FROG’S DOWN BELOW
THEY’VE BEEN CALLED BACK BY THEIR BOSSES
NO BROADCASTING IN LINK VRAINS
… because apparently, young folks have been coming to Link Vrains because of the broadcasts, despite the KoH
PIDGEON REFUSES TO BELIEVE IT
FROG SCREAMS AT HIM TO STFU
PIDGEON IS OFFENDED
BUT
AW SHIT
VYRA SHOWS UP
FROG AND PIGEON HOLD EACH OTHER
SHE ASKS IF THEY KNOW WHERE PLAYMAKER IS
THEY INSIST THEY DON’T; SHE DOENS’T BELIEVE THEM
OH NO
NO
DON’T TURN THEM INTO ANOTHER
… ah, she decides to let them go
Tells them to bring Playmaker to her so she can end him
But
BUT
NOT SO FAST, BITCH
BLUE ANGEL IS HERE
AND SHE CHALLENGES VYRA TO A DUEL
“I’m in a super bad mood. I feel like beating someone, no matter who. And you just so happen to be unlucky.” DAMN
Vyra thought she wasn’t coming back; Blue Angel tells her to save the lecture for someone who gives a shit
“You know more than anyone how scary computer viruses are. But you came here to get infected again.”
“WHO SAID I WAS GOING TO LOSE? And I want to forget that incident, so stop reminding me!”
“Then I’ll tell you this: you were the computer virus’s first test subject.” HOT DAMN WE WERE RIGHT
So they took data from Aoi/BA, perfected it, and made Another
THAT’S WHY VYRA WAS IN THE HOSPITAL WITH AOI
HOLY SHIT
ANOTHER HAS BEEN A THING SINCE EPISODE FUCKING S I X
“You sound like you created it. Is that true.”
“What if I say yes?”
AOI WANTS TO FUCKING TAKE A SWING AT VYRA
BUT SHE’LL SETTLE FOR CRUSHING HER IN A DUEL INSTEAD
“I take back saying I didn’t care who my opponent was.  I will beat you! I’LL PAT YOU BACK MANY TIMES OVER.”
YAS GIRL SLAY
“Okay. I’ll take responsibility for what I did.”
“I hate those words.”
FROG AND PIDEON REV UP THEIR CAMERAS
PIDEON IS SO HAPPY HIS STRONG AND POWERFUL SENPAI IS BACK
IF I DIDN’T SHIP THESE TWO BEFORE, I FUCKING DO NOW
BLUE ANGEL’S THEME IS PLAYING
THE DUEL IS BEING LIVESTREAMED
THE PUBLIC IS WATCHING
OUR BOYS IN THE HOTDOG TRUCK ARE WATCHING
YUSAKU DOESN’T EVEN LOOK WORRIED LMAO HE KNOWS HIS GIRL HAS THIS
… back at SOL
Akira’s leaving for the day
“Blue Angel has returned to Link Vrains!”
HE TURNS BACK AROUND
ASKS HAYAMI IF HE CAN SEE WHAT SHE’S LOOKING AT
AKIRA LOOKS READY TO SCREAM, AOI’S BACK TO HER OLD SHENANIGANS AGAIN
And! Hayami knows Blue Angel is his sister?? SHE THINKS SHE’S FUCKING INCREDIBLE???
Akira, in his infinite intelligence, still doesn’t get why she’s doing this
Anyea, KICK HER ASS BLUE ANGEL
VYRA ACTIVATES THE DUEL GALE
AOI FALLS??
BUT NAH, SHE’S GOOD
SHE SEES THREE LITTLE KIDS CHEERING HER ON
WHAT
WHY ARE THOSE LITTLE MUNCHKINS THERE, THAT’S RIDICULOUS
THE DUEL IS ON
GET SET TO GET REKT, VYRA
BLUE ANGEL TAKES FIRST TURN
ACTIVATES A FIELD SPELL
ADDS ONE MONSTER TO HER HAND
SPECIAL SUMMONS IT, A 800 ATK MONSTER
AND SHE NORMAL SUMMONS ANOTHER AT 100 ATK
SHE LINK SUMMONS THEM
YAAAS IT’S HOLLY ANGEL
SHE BRINGS HER MONSTER BACK OUT, AT 0 DEF
DEALS 200 LP IN DAMAGE TO VYRA
AND BECAUSE OF HER FIELD SPELL, DEALS 200 MORE
VYRA IS NOW AT 3600 LP
“I was screaming from the bottomless darkness during that incident.”
Oh. My god.
Was Aoi conscious, just trapped in her body?
“While I felt like I was going to be crushed by heavy sadness, fear, and despair… I kept screaming with all my might. A sorrowful scream that no one could hear.”
AOI NO
“Many people who’ve been turned into Anothers are enduring the same pain. I’ll never forgive you!"
SHE SETS A FACEDOWN AND ENDS HER TURN
“I’ll show you why i love Trickstars until it makes you sick!”
“… you don’t know anything.”
THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN
“Your deck is too popular now. You think I didn’t have a counterstrategy?”
AW SHE SHE STUDIES BLUE ANGEL’S PLAYING STYLE
VYRA TAKES HER TURN
SHE SPECIAL SUMMONS A MONSTER FROM HER HAND AT 700 ATK
DESTROY’S AOIU’S FIELD SPELL
NORMAL SUMMONS ANOTHE OF THE SAME MONSTER
SETS A FACEDWON
ACTIVATES A SPELL
IT ALLOWS HER TO ACTIVATE HER OWN TRAP
IT’S A VIRUS
RELEASES ONE OF HER MONSTERS
AND FOR THE NEXT THREE TURNS
MONSTERS WITH 2000 OR BELOW DEF HAVE THEIR EFFECTS NEGATED
… AND THEIR ATK BECOMES 0?!
LINK MONSTERS DON’T HAVE DEF, SO HOLLY ANGEL ISN’T EFFECTED
VYRA KNEW THAT SHIT
SHE TRIBUTES HER OTHER MONSTER TO ACTIVATE A SPELL
SUMMONS THREE 0 DEF TOKENS
SHE LINK SUMMONS
IT’S A 2400 ATK LINK MONSTER
GOES IN FOR THE ATTACK AGAINST HOLLY ANGEL
BLUE ANGEL ACTIVATES HER TRAP
SENDS HER OTHER MONSTER TO THE GRAVE
AND IT PROTECTS HOLLY ANGEL
“BUT YOU STILL TAKE DAMAGE” BUT OF COURSE
BLUE ANGEL IS DOWN TO 3600 LP
FALLS OFF HER BOARD
VYRA ENDS HER TURN
BLUE ANGEL BREAKS OUT HER WHIP, GETS HERSELF BACK ON THAT D BOARD
“THE BATTLE IS ONLY GETTING STARTED.”
“The true terror is yet to come. You’ll feel all of it, Blue Angel."
FUCK
THE CROWD, AKIRA AND HAYAMI CONTINUE TO WATCH
Ai makes some duel commentary
As expected, Yusaku tells him to be quiet
Him and Shoichi are doing some shit
They hacked into some surveillance camera?
Okay, there’s a bright light in one of the cars
Only flashes for a moment…
But hidden in the darkness is!!
AH, IT’S KYOKO
Preview time!
Blue Angel and Vyra continye their duel while Shoichi’S voiceover waxes poetic about *~miracles~*
“She’s Aoi Zaizen’s doctor” AH YUSAKU FIGURED IT OUT
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yujachachacha · 7 years ago
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Get to know me
Tagged by @symphonyalpha​ (I forgot the URL for a second and was like, “Why isn’t Jaewhy showing up when I type it in the user mention???” lol).
Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.
Last: 1. Drink: Barley water, because that’s what my family drinks ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 2. Phone call: My grandma, telling me what time she needed me to drive her to her doctor’s appointment. 3. Text message: To my little brother, telling him to STFU because he kept sending me dumb shit on iMessage. 4. Song you listened to: Does SIF count? If so, “Sore wa Bokutachi no Kiseki”. If not, I was headbanging to “Paradise Lost” by Chihara Minori after dropping my grandma off at her friend’s place the other day, lol. 5. Time you cried: tbh I probably teared up a little when I was watching the footage from the Lantis preview of the Aqours 1st Live BD/DVDs 。゚( ゚இωஇ゚)゚。
Have you: 6. Dated someone twice: I haven’t even dated someone once :’))) 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: I’ve kissed exactly one person, so...hm. There was a period of time when I had conflicting emotions over what happened, but in the end, I don’t think I regret it. 8. Been cheated on: See #6. 9. Lost someone special: I’ve had a grandfather pass away, and this is probably going to sound bad, but...I really appreciated him, and he was nothing but kind to me. However, since I’d only seen him about three times in my life, the biggest way his death affected me was through my mother. It took her a while to get over my grandfather’s death, so it changed the way I behaved around her during that time. 10. Been depressed: Yes. 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Exactly once, because I made the mistake of keeping pace with my uncle in Korea who takes soju shots like a champ. This also happened to be the night before Lunar New Year, so I got chewed out by my aunt (older sister of my uncle) once she realized why I was so lethargic during the festivities. _(:3 」∠)_ I don’t regret it though, because before that I had never been hungover before and was wondering what my limit was, haha.
List 3 favorite colors: 12-14. Red, blue, and...uh...other than those two I don’t have any definite faves. I guess the third would be either yellow or purple...? I’ll just go with purple for the sake of completion.
In the last year have you: 15. Made new friends: #TeamONIBE 16. Fallen out of love: That would require me to fall in love with someone first. 17. Laughed until you cried: I think it might have been when Mayushii and King did that disastrous cooking niconama. Like...what the actual fuck, do they seriously not know anything about basic kitchen safety and hygiene??? 18. Found out someone was talking about you: The number of times I’ve gone on to Discord and found out that someone in ONIBE was talkin’ smack about me... (。・ˇ_ˇ・。) It’s all in good fun though, haha. 19. Met someone who changed you: See #15. 20. Found out who your friends are: Nothing says "friendship” like screaming your heart out at an anisong concert, eating McNuggets while insanely drunk, sleeping while squished together in a seedy neighborhood, wotaing loudly in a moving vehicle, and other various activities I did with people I had never met in real life. ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ AX 2017 was hella great for ONIBE bonding. 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I don’t think I’ve even used FB for non-work stuff since 2016 lol
General: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: If this means “I’ve actually met them in person and have had a decent conversation with them”, then maybe a few hundred? But if this means that I actually talk to them on a semi-regular basis, then, like...10, maybe. :’) 23. Do you have any pets: See my answer in the previous chain post I did. tl;dr I had a turtle and a dog in elementary school, but after that, no pets. I’d like to have a dog when I get a place of my own, though. 24. Do you want to change your name: Nope. 25. What did you do for your last birthday: Watched LLS Episode 13 in the morning and ate Korean BBQ in the evening. 26. What time did you wake up: Today? I honestly don’t remember. Sometime before 9? 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Laughing at dumb shit on Twitter and Discord, probably. 28. Name something you can’t wait for: The Delayed Viewing for the 2nd Live for the US! I’m making plans to meet up with ONIBE folks again and it’s gonna be ~L I T~ 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: Early in the morning. She was like “lol get up and lose some weight” while I was still in bed so I groaned back, “You’re one to talk,” and went back to sleep. 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I was gonna say “how about eliminating my student loans haha” but I suppose this is supposed to be a more serious question. I guess it’d be nice if I was a neater person. Like, my room is a total mess right now and I’m terrible at keeping track of things I should be working on... 31. Listening right now: Fun fact - I actually only listen to music while I’m driving. Otherwise, it distracts me from what I should be doing. 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yup, that was the name of my debate coach when I was in junior high. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: People who hate on LL seiyuu. Like, they’re actual human beings who are working really hard to live up to the expectations of thousands - no, millions of people worldwide. To be quite honest, I invite you to tell me if you legitimately want to shit on any one of them (both µ’s and Aqours), because I have yet to see a single person who has had a good justification for doing so. 34. Most visited website: Probably Tumblr/YouTube/Twitter/Reddit, too lazy to figure out which one of those it is.
Jaewhy put in random questions here because they were missing for some reason, so I guess I’ll continue those: 35. Mole(s): I have a few around my face, but other than the one on my right cheek I don’t think they’re that noticeable? I don’t spend a lot of time in the sun like other Californians. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 36. Mark(s): I have a birthmark on the backside of my right shoulder that I’m sort of self-conscious about. It’s the perfect shape for getting a tattoo of a sunflower around it, so maybe I’ll do that some time in the future? 37. Childhood dream: Lawyer. 38. Hair color: I feel like I’ve answered this in a previous chain post, but it’s black. Duh. Though if you hold it up to the sun, some of the ends are more like dark brown. 39. Long or short: Long. 40. Do you have a crush on someone: See #16. Nope. 41. What do you like about yourself: I’ve spent an unhealthy amount of time staring at computers/video games and I still don’t need glasses. :D 42. Piercings: No, but I should probably get my ears pierced at some point? 43. Blood type: O. 44. Nickname: Yujacha, but a lot of people shorten it to “Yuja”. 45. Relationship status: Single. 46. Zodiac: Libra, Dog. 47. Pronouns: I feel like it’s obvious what gender I am, so just go with those. 48. Favorite TV show: I don’t really watch TV these days, but if I’m kicking back with some hot cocoa at like 2am I might watch Criminal Minds or something. 49. Tattoos: Nope, but like I said in #36 I’ve been thinking about it. 50. Right or left hand: Right. 51. Surgery: Wisdom teeth removal is technically dental surgery. 52. Hair dyed in different color: I had highlights in my hair a few years ago, but they faded real quick. I’m vaguely considering dyeing it brown in the distant future...? 53. Sport: It’s fun to watch the occasional match when there’s a World Cup or Olympic thing going on, but otherwise I have no interest. 54. (A question I came up with since #54 was missing) Extracurricular activities: I was a debate kid for most of my school life, and in college I was in the Korean Club and Student Union. 55. Vacation: Does the 2nd Live DV later this year count? 56. Pair of trainers sneakers *American anthem plays in the distance*: I actually need new ones because I’ve tripped while hiking on at least two separate occasions due to my shitty old sneakers.
More general: 57. Eating: Haven’t yet. 58. Drinking: Wasn’t this literally the first question? 59. I’m about to: Eat. 60. (This question was missing so I'll make one up again) Thinking about: What to eat lol 61. Waiting for: 2nd Live DV~ 62. Want: Money tbh 63. Get married: I’d like to at some point, but at the moment I’m kinda tired of hearing about it from every middle-aged woman who talks to me (including my own mother). 64. Career: Working on it.
Which is better: 65. Hugs or kisses: Hugs, because they’re warm and comfy and can be shared by complete strangers. 66. Lips or eyes: I was gonna repeat a previous answer and say “eyesmiles” but since this is “lips or eyes” rather than “smiles or eyes”, I guess my answer would fall more under “eyes”. 67. Shorter or taller: Bruh, if someone’s shorter than me then I’d need to check their ID to make sure they’re not jailbait. Taller. 68. Older or younger: I’ve never dated anyone so I honestly wouldn’t know, but I’d probably look for someone close to my age first? 69. (Lmao why was 69 missing :3c I’ll just make something up again) Outgoing or shy: The former, since I’m lazy. If someone doesn’t drag me to places I’ll just lay in bed all day. 70. Nice arms or stomach: It’s actually really hard for females to have a toned stomach, so any gals with abs are like ooh~ 👀 But I actually like hands! I have smol stubby fingers so I really dig people with nice hands. 71. Sensitive or loud: The former, because I don’t need the entire neighborhood to know when I’m gettin’ laid kthnx 72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship, because sure why not? 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Maybe the former, but if they’re being too much of a lil’ shit then I’d go for the latter instead. I’ve dealt with friends who take like 20 minutes to decide what to order from a menu so I know that feel. :’)
Have you ever: 74. Kissed a stranger: Nope. 75. Drank hard liquor: Yup. 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: I’m pretty sure I annoyed half of ONIBE during AX when I went “haha y’all are blind af” after I found out I was pretty much the only one who didn’t have corrected vision. 77. Turned someone down: I was about to say “no” and then I got a sudden flashback to a certain incident in college, wow thanks for making me remember something I had tried to forget...sooo, uh, yup. 78. Sex on the first date: See #6. 79. Broken someone’s heart: IDK if turning someone down counts as breaking their heart. 80. Had your heart broken: ...yes. I think? 81. Been arrested: Nope. 82. Cried when someone died: Do fictional characters count? 83. Fallen for a friend: Uhhhhh...kind of? It was complicated.
Do you believe in: 84. Yourself: I’d like to think that I do. 85. Miracles: KISEKI DA YO~ ...sorry, I had to. Yeah. 86. Love at first sight: Shukashuu is living proof of this. 87. Santa Claus: Nope, sorry Maki!!! 88. Kiss on the first date: Sure.
Other: 90. Current best friend(s) name: IDK if I have one. :’) 91. Eye color: I’m Asian, take a wild guess. 92. Favorite movie: I don’t really have a favorite, but I did like “Kimi no Na wa.” (Your name.) so much that I made it my phone’s lock screen.
Tagging: I've only tagged people the first time I did one of these and I’m gonna try to keep it that way. If anyone who reads this wants to give it a go, feel free~
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lvcthng · 3 years ago
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I know most of you were shocked at my weight loss. Yes, everything got smaller - shirt size was S now XXS, and waistline was 26 now 24. Forget about the bra size 😂😅 Danggg, I'm sooo petite. Wtf? Lol. I don't like being called "tiny" before but hey, you guys finally have my permission lol
To those who were complaining, stfu! To those who were asking why I got so skinny, read this.. It's kinda long.. 😅
It started in March this year. My mom and I had an issue, we could've fix it but she involved our immediate family that it gotten so big. I was so stressed that I couldn't handle it anymore so I ran away. I moved to a new city that's 6 hours drive (580.1 km) away from them. Just in 2 or 3 days after I moved, I got quarantined for 2 weeks for being in close contact with some individuals who were COVID-19 positive. It was that period when I noticed my boyfriend losing his interest in me. I asked, he denied, but boy I felt it. *sigh* Do you know how hard it is to immediately leave your 2 jobs, your friends, and moved to a different city while having bad terms with your family?
I found a job after quarantine. My family and I were finally in good terms again, yay! I was happy, I felt lighter and refreshed but unfortunately, after a week I got tested positive for COVID-19 (variant). It felt like my world turned upside down because I know I will be effin isolated. 😔 I thought I was slowly working on getting life back on track, but I was wrong. I had no idea my life is already on its way downhill again. So much has happened during my isolation, there's one night I wanted to go to the hospital because I was having a hard time breathing, I asked for help but my bf didn't care about me at all. Fuck it! It seemed like I was just a silent wind, he can't see and hear me. 💔 During those days my bf and I broke up, I also found out everything - I was living in a world full of lies, and that is more painful. I did what I think is the right thing to do, and that is to let go - the greatest act of love. Trust me, I've been through hell and back. I have past traumas, I've survived things no one should ever go through. My life has been nothing but a misery since birth. 🥺
Everything I've loved became everything I lost. I'm experiencing health and financial struggles... until now. ☹ My job got really affected because of these bs, yep I passed out while working!! When I was in the ambulance, paramedics couldn't start an IV on me because of severe dehydration. They tried looking for my veins from both of my hands tho, kept poking me over and over till they gave up lol that hurts btw!! I was diagnosed with Vasovagal / Neurocardiogenic syncope. Dr told me fainting can happen again in the future and can be worse. A lot has happened why I'm experiencing severe emotional distress, but I decided not to mention them here. I know I've been through shit, but these never happened to me before. Tbh, naa pa'y uban health related issues na wa na nako gi mention diri. Mygod, how embarrassing!! So, I finally gave up my job which I really love and came back home to my parents' place.
Too much damage has been done. I am emotionally, spiritually, mentally, and physically drained. I need to save myself from the dangerous person I've become. Please help me pray for my peace and complete healing. 🙏
To the guy who ruined my life, you have made me vulnerable and have opened up my wounds from the past. One day I'll get back up and hopefully forgive you even though you weren't sorry for the things you've done. I've let you go, I've set you free, I've made a lot of sacrifices for your happiness, even if it's without me. But it's alright. You know why? Because I know my worth and you don't deserve me.
I'm leaving everything behind na. God is watching. He knows everything what happened. To the person who made me walk through hell again, I didn't bother mentioning your name. You know who you are. If you get to read this, good. If not, then it's still ok. Wa na nako gisulti tanan nahitabo kay mutaas kaayo. Hehe anyway I don't wanna talk about this shit anymore. Bye!
Xoxo,
L' Vonnessa ♡
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