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karmautistic · 11 months
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My favorite brand of torisai is Toritsuka realizing hes Not Straight after rumors spread around school that Saiki's dating some guy
It's not true but he's like l. Trying obnoxiously to be a good ally (for girls to likr him and see him as a "sensitive" and "kind" guy) so hes like hey Saiki. If you swing that way, I totally support u man. Always♡ if I was gay, id totally date u. Thats how cool u are
Nd Saiki is like what the fuck are you talking about. Also please never imply I'd date u ever again.
And then the rest of the plot is Toritsuka tsking it way too personally and watching him interact with every other guy like "uhm IM NOT GAY but if I was WHY WOULDN'T SAIKI DATE ME. OH HE THINKS HES TIO GOOD FOR ME? IM GONNA PROVE HIM WRONG" and spends the entire episode trying to one-up all his friends with romantic gesture
And then it ends with Saiki explaining it was just a stupid rumor that spun way out of hand, but now the rumors have ebtirely changed to Toritsuka having a giant annoying crush on Saiki
And I mean well... if he doesn't stoo them from spreading he was just "busy" or "didn't notice" ok?♡
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anggeese · 1 year
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Had an au that's been plaguing my mind lately so i relented and sped drew it o(-(
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hauntingblue · 5 months
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BACK TO ONE PIECE LETSGOOOOO
#nami put luffy in a cage.... dont let sanji see that.... again nami demonstrating how she is the strongest ever.....#why is franky the boat akshaksjskqjqk ROBIN NEARLY 1000 MILLION YEAAAAAHHHHH#sanji exploded </3 rip the smoking got to him..... luffys snapshot in the cage beaten up akdhsksjsk#jinbes theme is a banger.... buggy lmaoo chacho means president??? that is so funny... CHACHOOOO!!! also buggy owning croc money... banger#these two divas sitting cross legged on the couch bullying buggy.... ajhdkajsa buggys bounty akdhsksjsks#this whole episode was so funny lmao buggy....#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1086#luffy wanted yamato to join the crew omg....... i mean of course but he was maaaad.... i kew yamato was a nakama for sure#marco telling luffy ace would be proud of him and smiling.... didnt that happen before and he got sad??? development#SERAPHIM?? THE NEW PACIFISTAS?? why tf does she look like hancock??? OMG MARGARET!!! FUCKING BLACKBEARD??? IN AMAZON LILY???#baby angel mihawk too??? what is this.... KILL BLACKBEARD YES!!!! THROW HIM INTO THE SEA!!! LET THE SEA RECLAIM HIM!!!#so pretty sure what garp was talking about were the seraphim pacifistas..... just keep making things worse old man sure#koby is gay confirmed see.... helmeppo got got... the downsides of being bisexual...#BLACKBEARD GOT HER!!! GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF HER!!!!#episode 1087#hancock lying on rayleighs legs omg... those are her parents ALSO SHAKKY EX KUJA CAPTAIN AND EX EX EMPERESS??? RAYLEIGH?????#why does amazon lily have a giant portrait of luffy on the palace facade akdhaksjaka i mean i DO know why.....#who tf is wang zhi and what did koby do.... and blackbeard is NASTY!!!! RAYLEIGH GET HIM!!! this reminds me of shanks in marineford... a lo#koby kidnapped by blackbeard?? omg kuma....... he is alright.... why the cherry blossom petals in between them ajdjsksjwk#see how sabo is alive.... but why does koala have blue eyes and orange hair now.... luffy having a crisis#i was thinking is carobou om that fucking barrel and YES why us brook crying akdhsk what do you know#zoro using luffy's words against him.... but i dont think ace is a good example of this.... zoro and sanji fighting about who is on top....#luffy asking robin for news.... BUT ROBIN I WANT TO KNOW!!!! omg this ending???? WHAT DID LUFFY SAY???? that was beautiful.............#he said he wants to give everyone freedom i know it... and he needs to be pirate king for that.... he knew since he was a child.....#omg....... the one piece is freedom for everyone and for some reason roger couldnt do it he wanted his son to do it.....#back on my theories grind....#episode 1088#LUFFY!!!! THE MAN THAT YOU ARE!!!!
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mythvoiced · 6 months
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OPEN STARTER | Patrick Finch
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"I condone lying. I encourage it, even. I recommend it. I could hardly live without it."
#;open starter#the wolf;patrick#the wolf;open#he's always the most difficult one GOSH#also you must envision he's saying this with this weird open deadpan stare where he#well how do i put it: he's clearly fucking with you but he does it with such an open genuine expression#i mean he does condone lying he's not lying here (LKDSG!!!) but he is also fucking around#so this is Patrick he's 37 or anywhere around that age he's agender primarily he/him pronouns bc whatever yknow#the agender vibes of WHATEVER i know what i'm talking about trust me i have a phd in agenderism#anyways he's an informant but about as unorthodox as you can imagine he's just fucking around and finding out frankly#very depressed very jumpy very good at hiding it lmao he's my darling ♥#he is very motherly somehow i can't explain it#he has somewhat of a history in accidentally attempting to adopt powerful young women i don't know why he???#knee-jerks into wanting to be a mother figure i don't know him that well you guys#like he met suki (ferre's kamipyre) for a few minutes one time and#days after he was wondering if she'd wore a jacket because it was cold out like--#men don't get the same kindness if you're a charming kind-hearted competent warm and humorous DAD kind of guy he's unfortunately#emotionally attracted to you? unfortunately because he hates it~ but if you're any other kind of guy you're just... you're some guy to him#yes if you're young he'll adopt you too but begrudgingly-- KLDGFGKLFDHGJF#if you're a they/them you're his kid already are you kidding that's your mum#OH I JUST HAD A TERRIBLE THOUGHT so do you know om*g*verse?? regardless of how you feel about it#it do be a thing and i just had this horrible thought about how if pat were a real guy in an established canon#he'd probs get the feminisation treatment amiright?? NO LISTEN HE USED TO BE A HUGE WOLF#AND HE'S ACTUALLY FILLED WITH SO MUCH RAGE AND WRONGED PRIDE#patrick is gentle when he likes you and because he's Smart he doesn't just BITE out of nowhere he's always been like that#Fenris was known for being INCREDIBLY well-spoken BUT ALSO A HUGE PROUD WOLF#LIKE BIG WOLF-- it doesn't show but he's Very Proud and STRONG and ??????#;queue#i picked a gif came back and realized i lost it there for a sec NO MATTER makes for good entertainment
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taegularities · 11 months
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DOWN SO BAD FOR C&F LITERALLY READING IT RN AND THE JEALOUSY (healthy) AND PREGNANCY TALKS ARE MAKING ME ARGHHHH
DAMN LOL WELCOME TO THE ROYAL SQUAD, I GUESS?? 👑 thank youuu for reading, gosh i hope you enjoy the thing till the very last word!! let me know how the story treated you once you're done 🥺 also… the jealousy n pregnancy talk atm.. what can i say 😁👍
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aromanticannibal · 1 year
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I cannot express how much the final boss fight in omori broke me actually. like dude
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heavenbarnes · 4 months
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Thinking of being Ghost's fiance and making invite the 141 over for dinner to finally meet them and he begrudgingly accepts because anything to make u happy and they're still trying to wrap their heads around the fact that he's engaged
mmm omg your mind 🫶🏼
finally getting older bf!simon to have the 141 around your dinner was the equivalent of pulling teeth.
come to think, pulling teeth would’ve been easier.
“well fuck me for wanting to meet the people the man i’m marrying spends 90% of his time with”
“sweet’art y’know i don’t like bringing work ‘ome”
then you’d gone and put your hands on your hips with just one (1) eyebrow raised-
and the lads were knocking at his fucking door.
“gidday- don’t fuckin’ start w’me”
“some bloody way to greet y’guests, big man”
as he corralled all their snide little remarks about “didnae know ye’ owned a nice shirt” everyone managed to find their best behaviour upon your appearance.
it might’ve had something to do with the stunned silence.
when he’d begrudgingly invited them, they’d all been in a little bit of shock- first of all, ghost had a fiancé? second of all, ghost is letting us into his home?
then it all round off with, third of all-
ghost’s fiancé was a fucking looker, that’s for sure.
sweet, nice, bloody easy on the eyes- how the hell had he managed that?
you were just happy to meet the closest things to friends that simon had.
price took lead by drawing you into a hug, thanking you for your hospitality. followed closely by a sweet talking gaz who was already making your cheeks warm with his manners.
naturally, johnny had to chime in with some stupid little-
“nae wonder L.t disnae want us knowing about ye’, i’d keep ye’ all t’maself too”
he’s too slow to avoid simon’s flat palm coming up the side of his head, but it doesn’t dissuade him much.
he’s peachy fucking keen to meet you.
simon eats his tea with a tense jaw, rolling his eyes every time someone makes you laugh a little too long, tells another ‘embarrassing’ story about him.
he also keeps his palm firmly on your knee, nervous twitch of a thumb running circles over your skin.
when you pop out to the kitchen to fix dessert, they’re on him like starved dogs.
“all this time and not so much as a bloody photo?”
“kinda’ photos i’m gettin’ aren’t f’you lots eyes”
johnny nearly falls out of his seat.
you can hear them whispering all the way from the kitchen, for a bunch of SAS guys- they’re not very subtle.
simon’s got one ear on the shit chatter coming from his team and the other on the kitchen, waiting for the slightest sign that he might be able to join you.
it comes- in the form of a gasp from you followed by “ow fuck”
simon’s out of his seat like a bullet.
“what’s wrong- what ‘ave y’done?”
you know the 141 are watching, doesn’t take a genius to see the way they’re all craning their necks around the kitchen doorframe.
“i’m fine, si- just a little burn from the pan”
“lemme’ see, gimme’ y’hand”
so the 141 see their ghost, unshakeable mountain of a man- a face they never see-
and they see his face, and they see genuine fear on it.
they see simon.
your simon.
“i’m telling you it’s fine, si”
“i’ll make that call, alright”
and they’re all looking at each other across the table, trying to decide whether to be impressed or even a little jealous- they’re leaning towards jealous.
so instead they settle on taking the absolute piss out of him.
not that he minds-
before you could even reach your chair he was pulling you into his lap- having you eat dessert perched on his thigh.
as you settle back into his chest, you could swear you feel him laugh.
that hand settles back on your knee again but there aren’t nervous circles anymore.
more like gentle squeezes.
your simon.
right at home.
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enbyenvy666 · 5 months
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i just can't
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𓍊𓋼𓍊𓋼𓍊
based on something i discovered about myself recently 🤭
CONTENT WARNINGS - 18+ MDNI, gn!reader x various, vibrator, reader takes medication (brief implication of poor mental health), reader has trouble coming, no beta we die like men w/c - 0.4k
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“I told you, I can’t cum.”
It felt like it was the umpteenth you had to repeat yourself. You loved your partner, you truly did, and you knew he was coming from a good place when he asked you if you finished. He just wanted you to feel as good as you made him, but you couldn’t through no fault of your own. It was a medication you had taken for years, one of the side effects being the inability to orgasm. Sure, it was frustrating at times but it was a necessary evil in exchange for better mental health.
“Are you sure?” He would ask again, already reaching down to touch between your thighs. 
“Yes, I’m sure,” you would always respond, silencing his next argument with a kiss. “You still made me feel amazing baby.”
It was always sweet of him to try, you had rubbed yourself raw many times before, but it was all in vain. That was until he came home and proudly presented a vibrator. It was shaped like a long bullet and hot pink in colour, by twisting the bottom of it the vibrations became stronger, and despite its simplistic design, the way it strongly buzzed in your hand had you impressed. 
Eager to use it, he quickly had you on the bed, naked and moaning. The stretch of his cock had a familiar feeling burning inside you, but you never wanted him to stop. He almost got lost in the moment, fucking into your tight hole and savouring your sweet whimpers made him forget his goal. On the lowest setting, he ran the vibrator over your nipples, giving you a taste of what was to come—down your belly and between your thighs, touching it to every sensitive spot on your sex.
Every jolt of pleasure the toy sent through you had your back arching, tightening around his fat cock still thrusting inside your slick hole. Feeling you squeeze him particularly tight, he held the vibrator on that bundle of nerves that had you breathless, nails clawing down his back. Before you even realised what had happened, you were crying his name as your body tensed and legs shook, feeling as if something in your core snapped and released, your body now sticky with your cum.
His hips stilled, still balls deep inside your guts, and drew the vibrator away, staring down at you with wide eyes. Your eyes were equally as wide, panting to catch your breath. His lips stretched into a smirk, keeping his eyes locked with yours and he turned the vibrator up, bringing it back between your legs. 
It was time to make up for all those years. 
𓍊𓋼𓆏𓋼𓍊 Katsuki Bakugo, Eijiro Kirishima, Izuku Midoriya, Dabi, Hawks, Shota Aizawa, Shoto Todoroki, Lucifer (OM), Satan (OM), Mammon (OM), Solomon (OM), Diavolo (OM), Lucifer Morningstar (HH), Asmodeus (HB)
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katerinathesaint · 1 month
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sweetheart!art donaldson who’s always been nice to you. you were heading to a table in the university’s library to study for one of your classes and you accidentally dropped some of your things:( art was so quick to stand from his seat and help you! him picking up your things to hand them back to you with flushed cheeks because he thinks you’re pretty:)) he compliments your outfit (it’s nothing special) and offers for you to sit with him while you study.
he introduces himself and you do the same. you guys chat while studying for your classes the whole time, him handing you a few of his snacks when you mentioned being a little hungry, and you can’t help but find him absolutely wonderful; he’s such a sweetheart!! you guys plan a little hangout in his dorm later that night since he said his roommate, patrick, is gonna be gone. you’re both so nervous and excited!!
but even still, later that night when he’s pounding into your sweet cunt, he’s being an absolute gentleman!! making sure you’re okay, complimenting you—
“that feel good? hm? you like that?”
“so fuckin’ perfect, oh fuck-”
“fuck, so tight— shit”
“so beautiful baby, so fuckin’ pretty,”
his whines and whimpers sound like a beautiful melody, one that elicits moans from you as well. his fat cock bullying its way into your warm and wet pussy. he feels so good inside you, filling you to the brim as he bottoms out. him kissing you as you moan his name, treating you so good. you guys cuddle and watch a silly little movie after😖😖
he asks you out on an official date, and then another after that, and then y’all start dating and he proposes after a few years and you get married and have a bunch of kids because he also has a breeding kink and #dilf!art is everything to me.
YES PLEASE I NEED HIM SO BAD IM GOING CRAZY OM NOM NOM RAHHHH
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tojisun · 1 month
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it takes a rampage (to be a dad)
!! fluff & angst; simon’s pov; simon’s insecurities; vague descriptions of violence; repeating allusions to past child abuse; parenthood; f!reader // wc: 3.5k // dividers by @/plutism!
a spinoff of the apple that rolled over to the tree
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simon’s not a good man, but he concedes that there are just certain circumstances where you have to be the good man. where you have to bleed and burn through, and sacrifice a shit ton because that’s what being good is.
case in point: the child, who couldn’t be any more than two, bundled in his arms as the squad tries to come down from the adrenaline after a dangerously high-tension exfil.
“where,” johnny pauses, breathing deeply, quick fingers unlatching any tight strapping that’s making it difficult to gulp in air. “where ye dumpin’ the brat?”
it’s callously said, but they all know johnny’s meant it in a place of worry—which is founded, by all accounts, because the base is a terrible place to care for a two year old toddler. no one’s even equipped to deal with the boy, not with the mission still on its last legs; granted, the winding dregs would only require their captain, maybe garrick for backup, to finish but nothing is ever certain.
but—
the boy shifts on his lap, big brown eyes staring up at simon with unfathomable trust. like the sight of his mask, and weapons, and even having seen him in action—poised guns and clean shots on the head; unfazed eyes scanning the explosion of brain matter spilling he’s caused—was not petrifying.
simon knows what they say about ghost—the living boogeyman; the harbinger of death and destruction. and yet here the little boy is, looking up at him like simon isn’t anything other than man; like simon is something so human.
simon thinks about his place back home that’s dancing close to the outskirts of the city; he thinks about its picket fence and its brick walls and its big backyard.
he thinks about its love, forged from the softest hands that simon’s ever held; from the hands of the only one that simon’s ever loved.
“i’m bringin’ ‘im ‘ome.”
.
laswell was kind enough to pull some strings so that the boy has whatever legal documents he needed so simon can bring him back safely—passport, citizenship papers… adoption documents.
jacob emory riley. (yakov in russian. yasha.) he’s simon’s ward now. his son.
(laswell had congratulated him with crinkled eyes and the softest of smiles; it might just be the first simon’s ever seen her look so at peace.
somehow, it was that brief talk with laswell that made everything feel tangibly raw; simon realized that things got too real too fast, and that he found himself almost wanting to reverse everything he’d done so far because what if he wouldn’t be a good guardian to the child? what if simon’s too broken for the child? what if—
his thoughts stuttered, quaking until they reach a tentative halt because the boy closed his little fist around the entirety of simon’s finger. he was so small, like that, and still so blindingly trusting even with all the littering scars on his little arms and little legs. he held onto simon so fiercely, he didn’t even notice the turmoil in simon’s heart. or how simon had almost given him away in an act of his cowardice because simon is a coward. especially with this.
but jacob—
but yasha held him, chose him, and the storm raging in his head died down, petering into a quiet chill until simon could bite out a weak but not any less genuine, “thank you,” to laswell.
laswell stared at him, all-knowing as always, before bidding him and yasha a sweet goodbye.)
the boy responds better with the diminutive, all giggly and grabby hands as he toddles over simon. the rest of the squad had eased into their roles, battle-worn bodies turning into the softest cushions with yasha in their arms. he is a shy little thing, hiding behind simon’s leg whenever price would come visit, or refusing to be put down from simon’s arms or even make eye contact with mactavish when it’s his turn to babysit.
garrick was a different story altogether. yasha had looked at him once, studying with such inquisitive curiosity, before deeming his sergeant the safest after simon. he’d grumbled and cooed and begged for uppies—garrick had been all too pleased to give it to him.
which is why saying goodbye now is difficult.
yasha would not stop crying, pale face all blotchy and snotty as he wails, chubby arms thrashing, trying to reach for kyle, but the sergeant and their captain are already suited for the mission, ready to leave the moment simon and johnny and little yasha do.
“ky! ky!” he cries out, unable to fully say kyle’s name but trying so desperately because his grief is so much bigger than himself.
simon bounces him on his hip, trying to calm the little tyke down, but shrill wails pierce their ears, unstoppable, and he wonders if it was too cruel to have made him say goodbye to kyle and price. simon heard from the medic that it was healthy for children to cry, but yasha sobs like he is grieving, and simon can’t fault him—this is his first, and hopefully his last for a long while, experience of abandonment. sure, they’ve all told him that kyle would just be gone for a while, but yasha is a child, unable to reconcile such reality where his uncle isn’t flying home with him.
(they didn’t mention the fragility of their lives in their line of work; how, every time they suit up, there are chances that they’ll never return. yasha is too young for such reality.
‘sides, kyle promised to come back. so he has to.)
kyle is teary-eyed, so is mactavish, and simon presses his sorry’s and his reassurances on yasha’s inky black hair, while kyle makes a vow once more.
“don’t worry, son,” their captain croons, his face creased in the softest it has ever been. “i promise i’ll bring your uncle back in one piece.”
yasha sniffles, watery brown eyes not looking away. then, “o’ay.” he lifts an arm up, waving it cautiously. “buh-bye?”
“yeah, bubsy,” their captain replies because no one can, not kyle who is crying nor simon who can’t lift his face up from where he’s breathing in his son’s baby smell. “bye bye.”
“buh-bye,” yasha repeats, still quiet but more sure. “ky? buh-bye?”
kyle chuckles wetly. he steps forward and pinches yasha’s cheek. “bye bye, little man. see you in two weeks, okay?”
yasha hums, having grown exhausted from his emotional outburst. the base shrink said that’s normal for children; that it’s good when they’re emotional, it’s healthy, so simon bites the inside of his cheek to stop himself from fussing.
instead, as a distraction, he nods at his captain and his sergeant, and he and mactavish turn to leave.
“daddy?” the little tyke asks.
“yeah?” simon replies, turning his full attention to yasha.
“buh-bye?”
“oh, son no,” simon murmurs. “daddy’s always goin’ t’be with you.”
yasha nods, and flops back down on simon’s chest, satisfied.
.
the flight was tedious, sprinkle the listless child with that, and it was just about draining. he couldn’t thank johnny enough for being with him throughout because being an uncle to tommy’s kids didn’t teach simon much about this—cranky and emotional two year-old’s, and their complicated tastebuds that almost made it impossible to feed them aeroplane food, and their odd sleeping patterns.
but as simon shoots yasha a glance, watching the boy sleep peacefully finally, he thinks to himself how it’s all so worth it.
.
johnny doesn’t follow them to prestwich, crashing instead somewhere in stratford before making his way back to dundee. yasha hadn’t cried as hard for johnny as he did when he said goodbye to kyle, but he’d been teary-eyed even when he refused to be given to his sergeant’s waiting arms. still, simon’s boy had been solemn and gave mactavish a weak wave.
simon tells yasha that johnny would come back in two weeks’ time too, with the captain and garrick, before trailing off when he realized he doesn’t know how to tell yasha exactly why johnny was giving them space.
shit, he hadn’t even thought about how yasha would react when—
the house appears past barren trees, and simon’s lungs constrict in one full swoop. god, he’s missed this place, very much so.
pinpricks fill the back of his eyes, and he desperately blinks them away as he tries swallowing past the lump in his throat, but not even the familiar warmth of yasha could ground simon back. rather, the reminder that simon’s not returning on his own this time makes everything feel a lot more intense, like ragged tendrils curling at the base of his neck, grasping him until reality and faraway dreams blend into something miasmic.
simon’s never once deluded himself with thoughts of having his own family. he once thought he’d go grey on his own, something he was perfectly fine with because nothing is ever sacred—the catholics had a word for it, johnny said, how one’s mere existence was the original sin, and simon is neither a pagan nor a believer, but when you grow up with shadows that are ever so perpetually haunting, you learn that not even the sign of the cross can truly ward off the demons.
but then, his beloved appeared before him—just as… fearful; as self-punishing as he had been, and he knows it was twisted but he had been pulled. he had been lulled into the weight of your gravitational force, dragging his heart until it was homesick for anything less.
(two words have never sounded sweeter to him before.
i do.
since then, he’s never hunger for more.)
(until yasha.)
the cab stops, the driver dutifully ignoring how simon must look, all brooding and emotional as he holds his child close, like if he blinks, someone would take him away. he tips generously, and declines any offer of helping with the unloading of bags in the trunk. simon didn’t even bring much, just a travel bag and a rucksack stuffed with as many travel essentials for yasha.
the boy is asleep again, exhaustion dragging him back to his dreams. he looks so peaceful like this, and younger too, and simon knows that isn’t a good thing because yasha’s so small for a two year old. simon’s only comfort is that he’s bringing him somewhere safe; a place filled with boundless love.
he walks to the front door, debating on whether he should just take the spare key underneath the nondescript potted plant to get in or just bite the bullet and introduce yasha to you like this, through the entrance.
the choice is taken from him when you swing the door open, surprise and disbelief lining your face.
“i saw you—” you say at the same time that he rasps out, “love—”
he beckons you to go first. you did so with a tremor in your voice.
“i saw you from the cameras,” you pause, roving your wide eyes over him, before stopping at the bundle he’s carrying. “haley helped me set them up—said you can, uh, get notification of movements outside and, and…”
he watches as you realize that you’re about to ramble, so you take a deep breath, finding the centre of your gravity, before, “baby? who…”
simon adjusts his hold on yasha, before a careful hand sweeps away the blanket so you can see the boy better.
“this,” he says, quiet and fragile. “this is our son, jacob emory riley.” he licks at his chapped lips, the word ‘our’ settling so warmly in the pit of his stomach. “our yasha.”
“oh,” you whimper instantly, tears already springing from your eyes. a choked sound gets stuck on the back of your throat before you’re rushing forward, careful to not jostle the tyke awake, until you’re pressing yourself against simon’s side, watching raptly.
“simon he’s—” you hiccup, rubbing your face on his shoulder. “darling, he’s perfect.”
simon ducks down to brush his lips on the crown of your head, humming deep because yeah, he is. but so are you—and he wouldn’t have done this, anyway, without you. because yasha deserved the best and simon doesn’t know anyone who could step up other than you.
you, who is so bright and joyful; who has crafted fortitude from the ragged shards of your pain.
you, who is the strongest person that simon’s ever met; how you could look at the storm and find a reason to dance.
you, who is so beautiful and lovely, and so utterly full of love that it spills into everyone you meet and everything you do.
yasha deserves you.
and, love, you deserve a family just like this too.
.
yasha wakes up and simon makes the mistake of not being there for him. he didn’t even know he accidentally slept in the living room, long body sprawled on the couch gracelessly. he jolts awake after the loud ring of cries, the fear he felt at hearing yasha’s familiar sobbing slams so fiercely into simon’s heart.
he topples to the ground, knees thudding against the hardwood floors, before he bolts up, frantic as he tears through the house, trying to find his boy, desperate to comfort him and to apologize and to make things right because he never wants yasha to feel so alone in his new home—
simon pauses, feet stopping just in front of the bedroom where you and simon had put yasha in since the guest room has yet to be baby proofed and prepared, when he hears your familiar croon.
“shh, darlin’. you’re alright, i promise.”
simon angles himself so that he can see through the ajar door. you’re kneeling on the floor, head a few feet away from where yasha’s is pillowed. the boy is staring at you with wide eyes, wet and red, but he’s no longer wailing, and simon wonders if it’s because yasha’s internalizing his fear, but then he sees the tyke make grabby hands at you—pudgy fists closing, then opening again. he seems like a baby like this, more than a toddler, and simon watches as you coo, inching closer, giving yasha room to roll away if he wants, but the boy turns to his side, facing you properly, and it’s all the confirmation you need to take him in your arms.
you rise up from the floor, yasha perched on your hip. the boy is still watching you, curious, and you murmur something too faint for simon to hear, before wiping at his wet cheeks and his runny nose.
“hi, love,” you murmur, voice a tad quiet. simon sees the hesitance in your gait, like you don’t know what else to say. it takes a heartbeat, before you’re uttering your name, voice curling around the vowels the way simon never gets tired of hearing.
“i’ve heard good things about you, you know?” you say, brushing the pad of your finger along the bridge of yasha’s nose. simon’s ears pick up huffing sounds, then your giggles, and yasha’s hum.
“oh, i sure did,” you add, smiling, bouncing the toddler in your arms. “simon said you’re the best boy ever!”
simon did, he guesses, say that but with more words—he told you how he found yasha, and how yasha had been so brave after such a stressful change in his life; how yasha had been so excited to learn and to trust, and how he’d brighten up everyone’s day back at the base; how yasha had first called him daddy, and the others unca’, his brave little boy so eager for a family that he made one even when all he’s surrounded with was a ragtag of broken men.
yasha is truly such a beautiful boy, so darling and loving.
“si-‘on?” yasha says, attempting simon’s name.
“yeah,” you reply, just as choked up as simon is. “simon… your daddy.”
yasha hums, fist curling up your shirt.
“daddy,” he repeats, nodding. then, like he remembers that simon isn’t there, yasha begins to look distraught again, whining, looking up to you like you hold the answer when he asks, “daddy where?”
simon takes that chance to walk in. you two whirl to look at him, both with pained faces easing up into the loveliest of smiles just at his mere presence. it makes simon feel… raw; that somehow, all he needs to be is himself, and it’s enough to brighten up the room.
his lips twitch up in his own smile too.
“hey there, kid,” he greets, slotting himself to your side so he can pull you close and be in yasha’s line of sight.
you turn, moving to pass yasha to him, but the boy’s hand is still tight on your shirt and he still looks at ease with you, and simon nuzzles his face on the top of your head in comfort when he sees the way your lips wobble at yasha’s easy display of trust.
“daddy!” yasha cheers. “you here!”
simon ruffles the soft tufts of yasha’s hair. “of course. did you nap good?”
yasha nods, distracted by the bright colours on the bed. the yellow pillows and the baby blue blanket.
the dog stuff toy.
yasha gasps, utterly delighted, and he wriggles out, begging to be put down, and you and simon watch as he runs to the side of the bed, plucking the toy out with a giggle.
“towy!” he says, showing it to you and simon.
simon files the name for next time, focusing on yasha as he runs to hug simon’s leg, then yours, before running back to the bed, chatting animatedly to the toy.
simon pulls you close, slotting your back to his front to bury his face on the crook of your neck, because this, right here, is change. but also, he’s home.
“i missed you,” he murmurs, because it is the only thing he can verbalize. he wants to say more—he wants to say how he’s never once stopped thinking about you, how he’s always kept a picture he has of you in his helmet, tucked under the crown pad, how he’d always toy with his ring when he has the chance because simon is made of many things, and one of them is your love.
but this is all that forms from his lips, inadequate, but then simon hears the twinkle of your laughter, and, “i missed you too, love.” and knows, there needn’t be any more words. not when you two have more time than he’s ever had the privilege to spend.
.
the first time yasha calls you his mom—“mommy!”—was just days before the squad was set to meet the riley’s in their residence.
it was a mundane day; you and yasha are in the living room, playing with his army of anatoly’s—towy—when yasha squeals, finally able to dig out his favourite anatoly from underneath the couch after futile attempts. you’ve asked him if you can help him with it, but he’d been so adamant, tutting the way simon does and it’s honestly so adorable that you let him have at it.
so you laughed at the sound of his happy trills, watching as he turns, running to you, saying, “mommy, towy look!”
he falls to your lap, humphing loudly and smooshing the turtle stuffie on your face, and all you can do is gather him close, trying not to cry in front of him but—
he’s called you mommy.
your little brave boy called you—
“mommy, sad?” yasha asks, readily giving you another treasure, saying the word so naturally like you were never anything else to him.
“no, sweet pea,” you reply, choked up with the weight of your joy. “mommy’s the happiest she’s been.”
you kiss his chubby cheek, breathing in his scent, before letting him squirm out of your hold so he can play with another anatoly, leaving you the turtle one. you hold it close, trying to ground yourself, but the happiness bloats and you feel floaty.
god, it is almost unimaginable.
(you tell it to simon later at night, and simon coos as he wipes the tears away from your cheeks.
“i’m so, so happy si,” you breathe out.
simon bumps his forehead to yours. “i am too, baby.”)
.
simon is not pouting, thank you very much. if anyone says otherwise, he’d like to go on record and say that they’re all a bunch of liars. yes, that includes his beautiful wife too because, again, simon is not pouting.
sure yasha has refused to detach himself from uncle kyle, but that doesn’t mean simon’s jealous, he swears.
“yer a lying scumbag,” johnny hisses at him because he’s been trying to get simon to admit that he’s jealous, which simon isn’t. “i’m on you, LT. i’m on you.”
“whatever ‘tavish,” simon grumbles, hands twitching at another hearty giggle that rings from where kyle is playing with yasha. “last i checked, the boy still runs away from you so, you know, start with that.”
“oh you motherfu—”
“boys,” price barked out, and simon and johnny cringe at the chastising voice of their captain. “language.”
johnny says something that no one picks up because he’s chewing on his words. simon sniffs, looking away only to meet your eyes. unabashed glee is bright on your face, and simon knows he would be hearing you teasing about this later on tonight.
simon scrunches his nose. you reply with a playful rolling of your eyes.
yeah, it’s a good day. and simon still isn’t pouting.
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notes: it turned out to have heavier (?) parts than expected. also to clarify, yasha’s been picked up from a mission (the specifics were removed since things got a wee graphic). i’ve included a concept photo of simon and yasha, which was fun to use while reimagining! i hope u guys liked this <3 peace out and sm love mwah!!
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rae-writes · 8 months
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An Angel?
om demons x reader (+Simeon, Solomon, Mephi, Raph)
wc : 2.k
warnings : more simping bois, more humor, a lot more sprinkles of suggestive comments
synopsis : a deviltok trend has the boys on their knees for you, part two: electric boogaloo
a/n : for the record, Luke was in the room while Mc was making it, cheering them on, doing his cute little “Waahhh!” // idea brought to me by the lovely [your-next-daydream]​ // AND, as usual, let’s not talk about how ridiculously long this took me to finish ahaha rip me-
demon ver. 
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<Simeon> Mc looks rather...heavenly, don’t you agree? 
[attachment sent] 
Intrigued, he wasted no time in clicking on the file, grinning when he realized it was one of your deviltoks. Decked out in your RAD uniform, you sat in a chair with your hands clasped together. 
“Who are you?” 
Smoothly, almost as if you were floating, you stood and took a few steps towards the camera with a rather shy smile. 
“An angel.” 
You bowed ever so slightly, flitting your gaze to the floor. 
“What’s your name?”
You spun suddenly, sending your red accessory swooshing in front of the camera, covering everything from view. 
“Michael.”
As fast as the transition happened, it ended; the view was cleared to reveal you— angelic down to a T and beautiful wasn’t even enough to describe you. 
You were adorned with sheer, white clothing that was loose and flowy, probably swaying due to a fan that was off camera. Light blue accents were scattered here and there- including an extension piece in your hair of the same color. Sparkling gold accessories glinted under the light, but not as much as the halo that hovered above your head. It was a gorgeous molten gold tint, partly transparent with glitter floating around inside (with a few cracks decorating the outside of it). It only brought attention to the snowy wings spanning out behind you, flecks of iridescent scattered amongst the feathers. 
[9 people saved a video attachment]
Lucifer
Ah. Yes. He’s not combusting on the inside, not at all. 
*insert internal screaming*
Ahem. Now that his jaw has been picked up off the floor, he is immediately wondering how the fuck Simeon of all people got access to the video before him
Don’t get him wrong though, he is on the way right now- leave the door open, Mc
He has to put his marks all over your body to get rid of the fact that you looked that pretty while using Michael’s name
Possessive urges aside, please keep the outfit on
Does not care if you’re dressed up like an Angel, he will gladly corrupt you
In fact, he wants to corrupt you- let him see that pact mark of his while you look so angelic, yeah?
might be into role playing it if you’d like
Mammon
Blinks a couple times before looking around slowly; poor boy really thought he’d been yeeted back to the celestial realm for a minute there
It’s all quiet before suddenly everyone in the house (and probably outside) hears “HOLY FUCK WHAT”
You never cease to amaze him, by the devils, is he in love 
The blush on his face- if he was anything other than a demon- would look severely concerning. Like no, it’s not a red beacon of light, it’s just him coming through the halls
Is creepin outside ya door practically on his knees. Please let him in. His greed is flared and you’re the only cure even if you’re also the reason
He is dying to have a diy photo shoot of the two of you in your angel fit
Step on him. Do it- it’s the perfect angle, the shot comes out beautifully and he is putting it right in his wallet once it’s developed 
Will step on you in return if you ask
You’ll let him kiss all over your body, wontcha, Mc? (he’ll even be gentle with his fangs when he nibbles around that golden necklace you’ve got on)
Levi
*cue his very nervous yet giddy laughter*
This is just like that anime he saw last week called ‘Help! My human s/o just turned into an Angel but I’m a demon and actually kind of into this?!” 
Seriously though, you look so beautiful, Levi was immediately down in the floor with his face covered and tail wagging 
Please allow 3-4 business months before he can recover 
Jk lol he’s hovering in your doorway before you you can even click on his contact
Shyly asks if he can touch your halo and wings (and ends up with his tail wrapped around you, knocking you side to side because it’s still attempting to wag) 
Unlike the eldest brother, Levi practically begs you to roleplay this with him and have a cosplay photoshoot 
Will shamelessly keep you to himself for the rest of the day and hiss at everyone who gets too close 
Please sit on him and call him mean names while also holding him sweetly 
Satan
Sign him tf up- he’s got a pen at the ready 
Irony aside, Satan thinks you look absolutely stunning— straight out of a fairy tale 
Irony not aside, Satan is actually so into this and craves to play it out with you
He was never an Angel to begin with, he was born a demon; just thinking about making your ivory wings turn black makes him excited 
Satan understands it’s just a simple spell you’ve casted so he won’t get too out of sorts (but if you like it, then what’s the harm?) 
Wants to read a forbidden love trope book and maybe act out some of the scenes while you’re still dressed like that 
The hopeless romantic in him is front and center the entire time
If you think he’s gonna let you go now, you’re sorely mistaken— let his brothers try and take you away 
He’s got tons of scenarios to act out if you can handle him 
Asmo
That weird high pitched sound you hear from across the house that should be something only dogs can hear? Yeah that’s Asmo squealing
Posting your video EVERYWHERE bc everyone needs to see how fucking gorgeous you look 
You can hear his footsteps from a mile away as he hurries to your room 
He MUST see your outfit in person ASAP
Azzy. Is. So. Fucking. Down. For. This. Shit. He thinks he’s dreamed about this once actually  
Please let him just examine every inch of you, he’s begging
Once again his camera is out and ready for a photoshoot and his demon form is out right alongside it 
He will be keeping you for the next 24-48 hours thanks
Beel
Choked. Again. 
Don’t be alarmed by the loud rumbling sound— it’s not Beel’s stomach for once, but instead a growl
He didn’t mean to make that sound but you just look so— and he just— and you— and and— A a a A A 
Has that cute little blush plastered over his face all. day. 
Might be tempted- or actually try- to take a bite out of your halo or something else ifykyk
Rewatches the video at least ten times because you're just. Wow. Wow. W O W. 
Is now in the mood to eat some celestial realm food with you 
though his appetite is half for food and half for you 
Pls don’t mind his staring or the way he’s probably drooling a bit, he can’t help it :(
Belphie 
“...wait, what?”
Lays there staring at the ceiling for a moment bc PHEW you got him sweating and he hasn’t even moved yet-
Manages a straight face all the way until he enters your room and sees the outfits in person
To which he is, once again, dropping right at your feet with a look of ‘PLEASE’
He needs a whole ass minute or two to catch his breath from how fucking gorgeous you look and then he needs another whole ass minute or two to scan you over again
Please sit on him
Is uncharacteristically stuttering through every sentence— how can he possibly concentrate on stupid words in these [amazing] conditions?!
Gatekeeping you AGAIN
Underneath you the entire. time. 
Barbatos
*windows shutdown* 
*windows restart*
…aaand we’re back ladies and gentlemen and every cool dude in between but Barbatos is still fucking astonished— absolutely flabbergasted at how badly he’s got it for you
He dropped everything he was carrying in that moment and swiftly picked it back up, hoping no one saw
Diavolo saw. He recorded the entire thing and sent it to you, zooming in on Barbatos’ blush
There’s just something primal in him that makes him want to sink his teeth into you and coil his tail around your body so that you won’t be able to go anywhere else until he lets you
Everyone be damned, Barb will be having you to himself for the entire night
Will also run his fingers along the faux wings and halo before he absolutely ruins you until the magic dissipates
He is…totally normal about the entire thing..
Diavolo
His father help him— Diavolo is so incredibly thankful for the exchange program
Is OUT of the castle at mach speed before Barbatos can even say otherwise
And then he’s speeding right back and summoning you to him instead so he can have you to himself
Mans is kneeling at your fucking feet the second he lays eyes on you
And while it isn’t ‘proper’ for someone who wants unity between all three realms to want to corrupt you— 
—he does. So badly. He thinks he might even beg you for it 
Also wants to take a picture of the two of you with him in his demon form (it’s the it picture for weeks after he posts it)
Cannot stop looking at your halo; please let him touch it
(If you slowly begin altering your wings to bleed black, he’s practically foaming at the mouth—) 
bonus: 
Simeon
*sharp inhale* . . . *yeets halo*
He deadass forgets he’s an Angel himself for a few minutes bc he’s too busy simping fawning over you 
God who?? Like get tf outta the way, beep beep, archangel on a mission comin through 
Is begging as soon as he steps foot through your door. Please, please let him touch you and explore— he should be ashamed with how unabashed he is but fuck look at you 
Will let his own wings out just so you can compare your angels forms (melted on the spot when you brushed your wings against his)
Honestly can’t decide if he wants you to corrupt him or if he wants to corrupt you…or both at the same time
He’s not sharing you. Not now. Not like this. 
You may look like an angel, and he may be an angel, but he won’t treat you like one tonight 
If you do the fancy trick of letting your wings turn black, he’s completely bowing down to whatever you wish right then and there 
Solomon
Kinda forgot he was immortal for a split second and wondered if he’d either died or accidentally traveled to the celestial realm
Gains his bearings rather quickly, but the hold you have on him is still very much there
And he’d like you to have a hold around his throat— what? Who said that??
His pretty little blush where he averts his eyes all nervously? YEAH THAT
He’s taken aback for a couple moments before his usual shit eating grin comes back but that blush? Still there. 
Backs you against a wall, in a corner, and let’s his hands roam with a small laugh, quietly asking how you manage to make him lose composure so easily 
Is so soft and sweet for a minute before his eyes darken and that SEXY smirk crawls onto his face
Plucks that halo right from above your head and tosses it behind his shoulder because how could he possibly do what he has planned if you’re an angel?
Makes your wings bloom black himself (and challenges how long you can handle him)
extra little bonus: 
Mephisto 
Simply raises a brow and wonders why the hell his body got so hot all the sudden 
Ignores the video for a couple hours until he realizes he can’t stop fucking thinking about it 
Promptly decides he’s going to go straight to you and demand how dare you invade his thoughts like this 
And then promptly decides he’d rather just revert to using his hands instead when the sight of you makes his mouth dry and water at the same time
Will take it upon himself, right then, to corrupt you
Because there’s no way in the seven rings of hell he’s letting you switch sides and he’ll break the magic you’re using as proof
After though *cough cough* he will bashfully tell you how gorgeous you looked…
Raphael
Let me tell you, mans was not ready 
Like if you’ve seen the video of the person with a stacked ass on the stretcher being carried by and the news reporter’s face afterwards, that’s Raphael. 
Luke takes a picture of his expression and makes a meme
Won’t address it until the very next day, stiffly telling you that your outfit was very pleasing to the eye (he thinks you’re drop dead gorgeous, okay, he’s just struggling)
If you offer to show him in person, he is ascending right back home. Won’t deny, though. Like please do. 
In awe for the whole experience 
And blushes an alluring deep shade if you show him some ‘corruption’ tricks you have up your sleeve
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mehkers · 2 months
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OM Bro's react to MC having a shrine of them
okayokayokay- everyone shut up and hear me out-
TW: not much? I guess it's a little suggestive, mainly fluff, teasing, just light hearted
Might make the Triworld and the others if people like this 🤷‍♀️
Part one (ur here), part two
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Lucifer
He would be stuck feeling confused, weirded out, and prideful at the same time
Do not tell me that this mf would not break out in the most biggest grin if he finds this shrine you've made of him in your closet
He won't say anything at first
Waiting to catch you off guard
You'll be in his office, helping him with some documents or just chilling there
"I recently found something in your room, lamb.. I did not realize you adored me that much~"
The smuggest bastard ever
He'll tease you for a bit but then let it go
Just know that he will give you more attention, and would even leave small trinkets that would remind you of him to add to your shrine around
"Remember that shrine you made of me? Yes. Do you think I could see it again~?"
Mammon
He wouldn't be able to look you in the eyes
Dude is cosplaying a tomato at this point
He didn't plan on telling you that he found it, it'd just slip out of his mouth
His brothers would be calling him a scumbag or whatever
And he'd just pull you closer by the waist
"MC here has a whole shrine feh' me in their closet! So take it all back!"
It was embarrassing af
He announced it to everyone
And ended up getting flustered
"W-WELL, OF COURSE YOU'D WORSHIP THE GREAT MAMMON!"
He says while fidgeting with his hands and staring at the ceiling
He'll bring it back up whenever if he wants to tease you, but mainly as a reassurance that you do love him (poor bby needs sum love)
Leviathan
Locks himself in his room for even longer
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"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH-" screaming into his pillow
Please, for the love of anime, PULL HIM OUT OF THE SPIRAL HE'S FALLING INTO
He's first super happy, but then the self deprecating thoughts come
He won't be able to look at you properly for a month straight though
"Y-you.. you really like.. me!?"
Yes, my darling otaku, YES-
Give him two more months to actually be able to talk about it
He'll probably ask to see it again
don't ask about his tho-
Satan
He's...
He doesn't know what to feel
he's seen Levi's shrines (of Ruri-chan, and you-)
Will question you immediately
Like father like son
Will be absolutely smug about it
"Oh? I see.. Why don't you worship me instead of a silly little shrine~?"
Will fluster and tease the HELL out of you
He will constantly ask you about it
He's a little shit sometimes
If you do tell him to seriously stop, he'll respect your boundaries
Oh but he'd be so happy
He'd stand closer to you, holding your hand
You'll find him gazing at you from afar with a soft blush on his cheeks
"Hm..? I'm fine! Apologies for zoning out again.. I couldn't help but- ugh. never mind. You may continue with what you were telling me."
Asmodeus
Will rush over to you and hug you till you can't breathe
You'll have to smack his back repeatedly to get him to let go
Even then he's grabbing you my the shoulders
Shaking the life out of you
And smooching all over your face
"Awwww, I'm so honored! You have a shrine of me!"
Whenever he sees you, be prepared to be attacked with kisses
He is bragging to everyone everywhere
Will beg you to take selfies with the shrine you built of him
It's all over his Devilgram
The entire school knows
He didn't mean to tease you, he's just suuuuper happy that his favorite human feels the same way about him!
"I love you SOOO much! <3"
Beelzebub
You can find him snacking on the snacks you probably left there
He doesn't really mind it
He couldn't careless about it, but seeing you embarrassed and worried made him feel sad
"Mc... Don't worry, let's go to Hell's Kitchen together."
All in all, he's pretty chill about it
In a week or so he'll bring it up again and ask you about it
Once you explain it, his cheeks were redder than Diavolo's hair
"I didn't know you felt that way. It makes me oddly happy.. and hungry."
He's more protective of you now, keeping an eye out for you and even leaving snacks for you around
The cute bby is always following you around with Belphie in tow
Belphegor
He was looking for his pillow when he found it
The shittiest of all little shits
"Mccccc, guess what I found in your closet~?"
He's so smug
Watch him brag to Lucifer especially about it
He won't tell everyone about it, but he will mention or hint at it if he's particularly jealous
Like Beel, he wouldn't really care much
Buuuut, he would totes use it to his advantage all the time
"C'mon Mc, ignore the others and nap with me! Unless you want me to tell the whole school about your little secret.. Kidding! Just come here, I'm sleepy."
Geez, this took like- 3 hours I think. I never knew it was that hard to write these.. well, it is past midnight- I'm gonna sleep now 😭
Hope you enjoyed this random hc I pulled out of my ass
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dark-and-kawaii · 24 days
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You've done a remarkable job getting me hopelessly hooked on tieflings. It did get me wondering tho, how would the bachleors react to their partner begging for the knot? Properly too, face down, ass up, hands holding their cheeks spread.
Thank you for writing, I do appreciate reading your work. ♡
˚₊‧꒰ა♡໒꒱‧ Knotted ‧꒰ა♡໒꒱‧₊˚
₊˚⊹♡ YES!!! 100/10!!! I’m eating this up om nom nom!!! Something about the tieflings and having knots just make me drool!!! The way they’d fill you up so nicely- you’d never want another cock again, nor would you ever be the same~ ♡
₊˚⊹♡ Pairings: Zevlor x F!Tav/Reader - Rolan x F!Tav/Reader
₊˚⊹♡ Content: NSFW - Stretched So Good - Pussy Never Going To Be The Same - Tiefling Cock Has Your Tongue Dangling Out - Tip Of Their Cocks Kissing Your Cervix - Begging - Tummy Bulge - Spread Wide
Notes: I didn’t add Dammon because these got longish~ Enjoy my dear xoxo
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‧₊˚✧[ Zevlor ]✧˚₊‧
The way your face was pressed into his bed roll, your ass thrown up in the air as your fingers spread your pussy lips... The look in your eyes, the way your tongue was out, panting, saliva dribbling down your chin. And that beautiful hole of yours, slick with your juices, glistening and twitching... No doubt you were playing with yourself in preparation for his return to the cave... That was pretty risky of you. If Tilly had decided to accompany him...
“Z-Zevlor~!” You gasp out his name in a breathy moan, “I want it- I- I want to take your knot please~”
A shudder runs down his spine as he listens to you. It takes all of his willpower to not just slam his hips into you, his aching cock twitching with every word that falls from your lips. He swallows thickly, his fingers pulling at the armor around his neck.
His face felt hot and his mind hazy.
He had to focus on something other than your scent, the way you called his name… “Y-you shouldn’t be here. What if someone came looking for me and found you in this compromising position-“
“I don’t carrrreeee~” your mouth hangs open, saliva dripping onto his sheets, “I want them to know~ know I belong to a foulblood, the most handsome oneeee~” you whined, wiggling your ass, spreading your legs a bit wider.
You were going to give this old man a heart attack. He had to open his mouth and take a few gulps of air to get more oxygen to his brain.
“A-are you sure? I fear it may-“
“I-I can take it~!” You cut him off, looking over your shoulder at him, “Y-you've stretched me out so much with your cock already... A-and I've seen it~” You give a small moan as you slip a finger into your pussy, “Y-your knot is so big... I-I wanna feel it stretching my pussy open~ break me~”
He gives a small groan, his hand moving down to free his throbbing cock, stroking the length as he watches you finger yourself. He wants nothing more than to slam himself into your little cunt, feel it wrapped tightly around him, but... He also wants to make sure that you'll be ok. Taking his thumb he smears the bead of pre-cum dripping from his tip onto the head, slicking it up before pressing his thumb into your needy cunt. He can't help but shudder when he feels how wet you are, his tail swishing in response as he slips his thumb deeper, watching as you start to suck him in.
You bite your lip as you look over your shoulder at the handsome tiefling, pushing yourself against him and his hand, wriggling your hips desperate for something bigger- much bigger. “A-ah~! Z-Zevlor, p-please~! I-I need more~ I-It's not enough~!”
He had never seen someone- never been with someone as desperate as you for him. He hated himself for saying you looked like such a whore in his head, but it was true. You were just a needy, whimpering mess on his bed roll.
Zevlor's thoughts were cut off when he felt you reach back and grab his throbbing cock.
“Zevy~ Fuck me please~! Stretch me open…“ You looked over your shoulder at him, licking your lips hungrily, “Commander~”
Hearing his title, feeling your hand stroking his cock, the sudden change in the way you addressed him… Despite his fear of harming your tight snatch, he’d give you what you desired, and he’d make sure to take such good care of you~
Your legs were quivering, knees weak, as you bit into his thin sheets, the only thing you had to muffle your screams. It had taken Zevlor a moment to get his knot halfway inside, his cock pulsing with each breath you took.
“mmmph!!!! fhhhh~ !! AHHH~!!! MMMMMM!!!!!!!!!~!!!~!!!!!~~”
Your knuckles turned white as you gripped his bed roll, your pussy stretching wider and wider. Tears rolling down your cheeks as his knot started to press into your pussy further. It felt like you were being ripped open, his knot growing wider and wider.
“My light, I can stop- I- I can pull out. I don't want to hurt you... If this mmph- if it’s too much... We can try some other nigh-“
Your hand released his bed roll and grabbed his arm, holding it tightly.
“I s’need it, commander... Please…~” Your words came out a choked sob, a plea.
His breath catches in his throat as he watches you push back onto him, his eyes going wide, the pain evident on your face as you force him deeper and deeper inside of you.
Finally, it popped inside.
The mouth of your sex stretched grotesquely as it engulfed his big meaty knot, your lips sealed around the base of his cock… “Ahhhn~!!! H-hhaa~! Oh gods, oh gods- Z-Zev!!! I'ms stuffed m‘full- soooo fff-full~!! I-it's stretching my tummy-!!”
Zevlor delicately moved his hand down and around your waist, and sure enough there was a little bump on your belly where his cock was. His hands moved to your hips, gently rubbing the skin and preventing you from taking him deeper. His heart was pounding, worried that his knot was too much for you. His hand slid over to yours so he could lace his fingers between yours before kissing your shoulder softly, trying his best to be comforting, “Shh… You're alright, I've got you...”
One thing was for sure, he was going to miss you when you both finally went your separate ways…
‎‧₊˚✧[ Rolan ]✧˚₊‧
You lay there panting, a thin gleam of sweat on your entire body, babbling his name like some sort of prayer. Feeling the cold air on your exposed, wet pussy as you spread it open for him, your hands pulling your folds apart to show him all of your insides… How your womb was ready and waiting for his potent tielfing seed.
“R-Rolan- Please-,” you were ready, it was time you took his knot. The way it throbbed, the tip of his cock oozing a thick and gooey white liquid, the base of his length throbbing and engorging with blood, turning his pretty cock into a bulbous, veiny knot that was just begging to be sunk into your waiting sex.
But Rolan didn't move, “I-“ he felt so foolish. Here you were, ass in the air, your pussy spread and waiting for him like some sort of offering, and here he was, the very picture of hesitation and uncertainty. His own mind was screaming at him, yelling that this was everything that he had been waiting for- he’s imagined filling your greedy pussy with his knot from the moment he met you… But now that you were begging, now that it was right here he was too scared to take the plunge.
He was so afraid to lose you, of being alone… It’s the reason he’s been purposely holding back from locking himself with you, not giving you his knot no matter how much you begged him. Rolan never said it out loud ever but deep down he was afraid you’d look at him like a monster if he showed you the true extent of his nature.
And you, ever the observant one, noticed.
Your hand reached between your thighs to grab the base of his dick, feeling the bulge of his knot pulsate against your palm. Squeezing him gently as you cock your head at him and pout, “don’t be so greedy~” you mocked him. You were still breathing heavily, but a smile graced your features. Your other hand, covered in a sheen of your own wetness, reaches back and grabs his tail. Gently, but firmly.
Pulling his hips closer to yours, guiding him, “if you don’t fill me nicely with that delicious knot~” you bring his tail up to your lips and lick a long, slow line from the base to the tip, causing Rolan to shiver and moan. Your teeth nibble at the base of his tail, biting down enough to make him squirm but not enough to cause him any real pain, “I’ll have to use this as the replacement. I think that will do nicely, don't you agree?~"
Rolan groaned at the sensation, his mouth agape as his breath became more ragged, “mphf - hah-” he covered his mouth, trying to keep from getting too excited. The idea of you shoving his tail in your cunt and riding it so deep until he saw the outline of it snaking through you- “S-so desperately needy and gr-greedy- li-like a whore in heat-“ he breathed on your shoulder…
Your head jerked back, “GUEAAAU!!!!!~” your tongue hanging from your mouth as saliva fell from your lips, your eyes crossed, your vision blurred, and your ears ringing. For a moment you couldn’t hear, see, or feel anything other than the sudden, overwhelming sensation of being filled stretched, your uterus being smashed repeatedly by his tip now that it was finally fully buried inside.
Rolan bit his bottom lip so hard he nearly drew blood, the sharp points of his teeth digging into his flesh and leaving indents, his face a mess… He could feel your sloppy pussy lips wrap around his knot, the popping noises it made as he would forcefully pull it out and then back in as it caught on your lips over and over. The sounds coming from your mouth made it sound like your internal organs would come popping out of it…
“M-my wom-b- A-a-augh- H-ha-h-h-hh-hhhh-h-h-!!!!! Sho’deep Rolan baby~! You're sooooo deep~!! I can- can feel you- so deep~!!! You're hitting- my cervix-! Ahhh!! Ah-!! You're making my pussy all stretched out and gaping f-from yo-your knot~!!!”
His hips moved on their own, the tip of his dick kissing the entrance of your cervix, trying to penetrate you even further than he already was. Your cervix was already starting to swell, and you could feel the pressure building up in your belly.
You were going to be filled with his warm milky tiefling seed, your body ready to welcome his into this world. You swore your eyes had heart shapes in them from thinking about how his knot would plug his cum up inside of you this time, keeping it nice and safe, until he’s ready to fill you up with another batch of it. And then another… And another… Never spilling a single drop…
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hauntingblue · 21 days
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Hands is too op... billy is bigger and younger and more beautiful
#do i agree with his acts? not entirely. but those are the facts...#madi girl your father trusted flint in the end.... do not listen#qldhsoshaka GAGGED#the buzzcut guy looks suicidal ajdkajska that face.... max keep an eye on him#max going to get eleanor.... my god if something happens to her....#jacks face seeing max akdjsksjkksjs “i came to find eleanor” AND ANNE IS NOWHERE TO BE SEEN!!! GIRL!!!#OH MY GOD YES!!! SHES GONNA SE ANNE LIKE THAT!! OH MY GOD#silver not knowing about the invasion and brokering with julius ajdkajakn girl....#“you let her leave” 👊🏻 “AWCH”#this fucking dumbass.... you cant be bloodthirsty dumb AND weak... choose#oh WE ARE STARTING OFF STRONG!! .... :(#“that is not what happened” yes and youre pregnant also! damn#eleanor is making me nervous.... get out of thag window girl#madi wasnt this clear with silver before akdjsksk you got him on the trenches girl#silver you need to get a horse my guy#johnny joestar style#A FIRE??? IN THE HOUSE??? GIRL THE SMOKE!!!! TWO BRAINS IN THERE AND NOT ONE BRAINCELL#nvm.... fuck the governor and fuck his baby too#the ad libs in spanish.... and its like two guys max with the classic neutral accent....#flint getting back and the house is om fire akdjskfjsksk like its bad but kinda funny#BOTH DEAD????? WHAY THE FUUUCK#to me eleanor is like flint's daughter so this is going down like now....#max girl sacrifice is not something you can get thins for#woodes you fucking dumbass#the maid should tell you she was pregnant so you can finally end it all yourself#“IN MY FUCKING CHAIR” throwback to my fav scene of max drunk saying “that fucking chair”#“GODAMN RIGHT I DO!!!” exactly dont let jack scream in your face#talking tag#watching black sails#wait like billy said flint cost him madi.... oof OMG PIRATE REVOLUTION
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zyhkoo · 28 days
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☆ I fell first, you fell too late.
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dick grayson x f!reader
he promised you that you wouldn’t feel alone anymore, is that true?
a/n: to my first love, who inspired me to write this.
Dick remembers the first time he met you, Bruce assigned a mission for the two of you. You protested at first, you didn’t want to work with someone you didn’t know but the job had to be done.
Often, you two would bump into each other. It was probably because your adopted father (Jim) would also bump into Batman himself.
There was one encounter that Dick could never forget.
Dick was on his way to his favorite burger shop, then in the distance he spotted you alone at a table. Dick of course walks to your table, you looked up at the familiar figure and sighed.
“Why do I keep on bumping into you?” you furrowed your brows “Are you stalking me or something?” Dick shakes his head “Of course not!” he crosses his arms.
“Maybe you’re stalking me, this is my favorite place in Gotham after all.” he smirks, you rolled your eyes at him.
Dick then takes the seat across from you.
“Anyway, mind if I sit here?”
“Yes I mind.”
“Too bad.”
Dick smiles at you, you simply roll your eyes.
Dick chuckled at that “You seem a little grouchy today, tough night?” he leaned against the table a bit, looking over you with those piercing blue eyes of his.
“It’s not my fault I’m so handsome.” he shrugged, not backing down from your glare.
You raised a brow “You? Handsome? Yeah I’m Batman, nice to meet you.”
Some people smiled at you both, just two cute kids arguing about whatever.
Dick noticed this, and as he noticed the smiles he chuckled awkwardly.
“Maybe we should stop, people are staring.” he said, the side of his mouth slightly upturned into a half-smile.
You only crossed your arms and scoffed “Who are you talking to talk? You started.”
“Yeah, cause we’re friends. And friends banter?” he said, it wasn’t a question.
Your brow raised “You see me as a friend?”
"Of course I do!" he huffed, not appreciating you being surprised, “You think I would hang out with you this much if I didn’t?”
Barbara was the only friend you considered at the moment. You didn’t really have friends because of your tough and sassy personality.
It warmed you up when Dick told you he saw you as one of his friends.
“Hm, okay.”
Dick could tell you were trying to hide your surprise, but he smiled softly, thinking it was kind of endearing.
Usually you came off as a bit rude and cold, but he knew you were just trying to guard your heart.
Dick leaned down in front of you “Why wouldn’t I?” he chuckled, trying to get you to smile for him.
You looked down om the menu “Nothing, just order your burger.”
“I don’t think I will be ordering the burger actually” he smirked at you “Maybe I’ll just steal your food instead.”
You glared “Do you want me to throw you across this restaurant?”
“I'd like to see you try.” he said, clearly enjoying his effect on you.
Dick was never bothered by your threats, he knows you wouldn't actually hurt him.
You only groaned and ignored him.
He chuckled and leaned forward on the table, propping his chin up in his hand.
Dick looked at you silently for a moment, just studying you. He liked to look at you. He thought you were beautiful.
He liked to study your features, how the light hit the bridge of your nose, the way your eyes flickered as you scanned through the menu. He also loved when you would get frustrated with him, you looked adorable.
“Do you want to know what I think?” he asked.
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“What?” you looked up at his eyes.
He leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms “You’re not as tough as you pretend to be.”
He says, keeping his eyes trained on you, watching your frustrated expression.
You looked back down, at this point you weren’t choosing your food “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
He chuckled at your denial, enjoying your stubborn attitude.
“You always try to act so tough and serious. You don’t like to let people get close to you. You’re scared of getting hurt.”
You only stayed silent. Dick frowned slightly, normally you would’ve said something in response by now.
He knew he was right. After getting to know you as well as he has, it was pretty obvious that you didn’t trust people.
You were afraid of getting close to someone in case they would leave you.
Dick leaned forward again, wanting to get you to talk to him.
“Hey, I’m right though aren’t I?”
You slowly nodded. “Can you tell the waitress I want a cheeseburger?”
He smiled softly, he was kind of glad you didn’t deny his statement.
“Yes Ma’am.” he said, standing up and going over to the waitress.
Dick converses with the waitress, orders a burger for himself, and your cheeseburger. He goes back to sit across from you, with a smile as he says, “It’ll be ready soon.”
He leans against the table, fiddling with the salt shaker.
“You know,” he looks up at you, “You don’t have to keep me at a distance all the time. We’re friends, you can trust me. I’ll never leave you, no matter how ‘grouchy’ you get.”
You sighed “You're right about me. I don’t like being close to anyone because they’ll leave me anyway.”
“Not everyone is going to leave, I’m not going anywhere. You have to let people in you know, let people love you.”
“Babs and commissioner is enough for me, I don’t see why I need more.” you replied.
“They’re great but you need more than two people.”
“You need friends. Me, for example. You definitely need me.” he grins, crossing his arms.
You scoff “Do you always joke at times like these?”
“It’s not a joke this time.” he says simply.
The waitress approaches and sets down the food, Dick thanks her and she smiles and walks away.
“I’m serious about this.” he takes a bite of his burger, “You need more friends.”
You bit the cheese sticking out of your burger “Why do you care anyway?” you said.
“I said mean things about you.”
“So what? You always say mean things to me.” he said, taking another bite of his food.
“Its just who you are, I’m not bothered by it.” he shrugged.
You furrowed your brows “You’re something else.”
He chuckled “Why? Because I don’t let your rude comments bother me?”
Dick grins at you while he continues to eat, “Or because I’m willingly friends with you?”
You hummed “Both, you’re an idiot.
“Maybe I am an idiot.” he said, putting his burger down and crossing his arms, “But I’m your idiot, whether you like it or not.”
“I don’t own you.” you replied.
“Of course you don’t.” he rolls his eyes, “I was insinuating that I’m going to annoyingly stick around whether you like it or not.”
Years passed, the two of you were glued to the hip. Your thought demeanor slowly turns soft every time you spend time with him.
He changes as well, he’s no longer the Robin you argue with as a kid.
Dick really cherished the time the two of you spent together. He could see you slowly warming up to him, and he was glad.
Dick grew to become much more serious than he used to be, he still enjoyed playing around but now he took his job as Nightwing very seriously.
His carefree, flirty attitude still remained though, and he never shied from giving you a compliment.
He began to see you in a different light. He still thought you were just as beautiful as he did before, but lately, he’s developed feelings for you.
Dick didn’t understand why, he thought he was satisfied with being ‘just friends’.
But as time went on, he just seemed to fall further and further for you.
The two of you have been through everything together. The good times, the bad times, all of it.
Dick has seen every part of you.
Dick loved everything about you, how you’d get mad at him for his annoying teasing, how you would just stare at him with your frustrated eyes, or that genuine smile you’d give only to him.
He kept telling himself that he was satisfied with just being a friend. But with every smile, every eye roll, and every glare you gave him. Dick became more lovesick, he didn’t understand why.
He had never felt like this before, he didn’t know what to do with these new found feelings.
For a while, he tried to keep these feelings hidden, he tried to tell himself you would never like him back. He thought it was best to keep it to himself.
But every time you’d look at him with those pretty eyes, every time you’d playfully hit him because he was trying to annoy you, he just fell harder.
Then, there was one time where everyone turned on you.
Things had taken a downhill turn, you had gotten framed for a crime you didn’t commit and now everyone was against you.
Even Barbara turned her back on you. You felt like you were at your lowest.
It was a period that really tested Dick’s feelings.
You were hated by everyone you knew, Dick even started to distance himself from you at the time.
Dick couldn’t do it. He didn’t care what everyone else thought, you were still his friend. He knew who you really were, he knew you were a good person.
Despite what everyone said about you, Dick never stopped believing you.
He knew what kind of person you were, what your heart was truly like. There was no way you would do what they accused you of.
Dick couldn’t just abandon you now, not when you were at your lowest.
Even when everyone said he would be an idiot to remain by your side, he didn’t care. You were important to him.
You were at an abandoned warehouse, your head was practically on the line so you were hiding.
Dick found out where you had been hiding.
He knew it wouldn’t be safe to hide here for long, he had to get you away from there.
You were sitting, slumped against the wall with your head against your knees.
Dick approached silently, slowly getting down to kneel in front of you. He was quiet, just observing you for a moment before sighing and speaking.
“Hey.”
You slowly lifted your head “Aren’t you supposed to hate me too?” you scoffed and you buried your head back in your knees.
Dick frowned, seeing you slumped there like that was just…wrong. It didn’t suit you.
He let out another sigh and sat down next to you.
“You know I don’t hate you.” he said bluntly, “I believe you.”
Dick looked over at you, his gaze on you for a moment before he spoke.
“Most people see things at surface level. They don’t always know how to look deeper. Sometimes people are so narrow minded that no matter how much evidence there is, they won’t accept the truth.”
Dick took another glance over at you, his voice quieter now.
“I know your heart. I know you’re a good person, I know you didn’t do it.”
Dick was tempted to reach his hand out and gently pull you into a hug.
“It’s going to be alright.” he assured quietly, “It’s going to be okay.”
You teared up and hugged him tight.
Dick froze for a moment as you suddenly wrapped your arms around him, but he quickly reciprocated and wrapped his arms around you in return.
He closed his eyes as he pulled you into a tighter hug, burying his face into your hair, “I’ve got you.”
“Everyone I knew just.. turned their back on me in a blink of an eye. Even Babs..” you quietly sobbed.
He felt his heart clench when you said that.
He was one of the only people that believed in you, and you felt everyone you thought cared about you turned against you.
Dick buried his face more into your hair, tightening his hold on you, “I know. I’m so sorry.”
“I hate this fucking city.” you cursed as you held him tighter.
“You and me both.”
Soon enough, it became clear that you were innocent.
Evidence had come to point to the real culprit that framed you for the crime.
Once the truth was discovered, most people were quick to apologize to you, claiming they never truly believed the lie.
It hit hard when Barbara and Jim apologized.
Seeing them apologize to you, the two people you thought you knew well, was a hard blow.
They had both been wrong about you, and betrayed you.
But they were your family so you ended up forgiving them.
Your heart ached at the fact that they had betrayed you so easily, but they were your family.
Over time, you eventually forgave them. Despite the sting of knowing they so easily believed the lie, they were still your family and you loved them.
Things had started to return to a sense of normalcy.
Most people had come to realize you were framed. People weren’t as hostile towards you anymore. Dick stuck to his promise and never left your side.
Eventually, the bat-family had grown bigger.
There were more and more people that Dick and the others cared about. It seemed the family would never stop expanding.
But, you had other plans. You had come to the conclusion that Gotham wasn’t the best place.
The city had its corruption, problems, and it was a hellhole of violence.
You came to a decision. You were going to move to a different city.
When Dick found out you were leaving, he couldn't believe it.
The thought of not having you in Gotham, not being able to see you regularly, it hurt him.
He didn't want you to go, he wanted to ask you to stay, but he kept it to himself.
It was sunset, the two of you were walking at a park.
It was a nice time, the sky was painted beautifully with colors from the setting sun.
The light was hitting your features just right.
Dick walked next to you, his hands shoved into the pockets of his jacket, taking glances at you.
“I’ll miss the burgers here.” you said while walking.
Dick chuckled, glancing over to you, “Really? Out of everything in Gotham, you’ll miss the food?”
He kept his pace next to you, the two of you walking together.
“Don’t be an idiot, I’ll miss everyone as well of course.” you scoffed with a smile.
“Obviously.” he teased, a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, “I’m the one you’ll miss the most, right?”
You were silent for a moment, thinking if you should admit it or not. “Yeah.”
Dick was a little surprised by your answer, but his smile widened.
He tried to fight back a goofy grin, “I’ll definitely miss you, too.”
The two of you had made it to a small pond. For a moment, Dick was just watching you.
He had to say it. He had to ask you to stay.
“Hey, are you really serious about leaving Gotham?” he questioned quietly, folding his arms and looking over at you.
“Yeah.” you said.
It was time to try and convince you to stay.
“Why?” he pressed, his voice still quiet, “You’d be leaving everyone.”
“I want a fresh start.” you answered, avoiding his gaze.
Dick’s shoulders slumped, his voice still quiet as he spoke.
“What about me?”
You looked at him “You?
“Are you seriously going to leave me all alone in Gotham?”
You shook your head “Dick- you have the.. bat-family by your side. Why would you feel alone?” you asked.
He was trying to keep his cool, but he failed, his voice coming out more frustrated now than before.
“That’s not what I meant. You know I’m not talking about the others.”
He took a step closer to you, “You and I are good friends, we’ve been through everything together.”
“Doesn’t that mean anything to you?”
“It does.” you reassure him, holding his shoulders
“Then why do you have to go?” he questioned.
You didn’t know how to answer “Well..”
Dick was silent, letting you take a moment to think.
He couldn’t help but look into your eyes. Everything about you was so beautiful. He didn’t want to lose you. He couldn’t lose you.
“I don’t know this city...” you looked away from his gaze.
“I hate it.” that was the problem.
“Yeah, I know the city sucks,” he mumbled, “But… It's home. It’s my home, and I don’t want you to go…”
Dick looked at you and held your gaze, his voice low.
“I don’t want you to go because…”
He looked away for a moment before looking back at you and taking your hands in his own, “Because I love you.”
Your eyes widened as your hands dropped, you shook your head. “No.. no.”
He reached out to try and take your hands again, but you stepped back.
His shoulders slumped a bit. He could see your reaction, you were rejecting him.
You sharply inhale your breath “Dick I.. I’m not.. I don’t want to love.” you said “And I don’t think I’ll ever be in love.”
“You don’t.. want to love? At all?” he questioned, his heart hurting at the thought.
Frustration slowly started to mix with the hurt he was feeling.
He started to list off everything he did, all the times he was there for you, all the times he held you up.
“I’ve been there for you more and more times than I can count! I’ve listened to you, I’ve been your shoulder to cry on, I’ve helped you through everything. I’ve supported you through the worst things, I’ve been at your side through it all… but you don’t see me as anything more than a friend? You can never love?”
It hurt him, it really hurt.
He couldn’t believe it. After all he’d done for you, he thought you’d start to see him differently, but everything was the same.
He cared too much about you, he’d do anything for you, but you still just saw him as a friend. His heart ached at the thought.
“Dick you.. you deserve better.” you said “And you’re very special to me please know that, Dick.”
“What do you mean I ‘deserve better’? I don’t want better.” he said, opening his eyes to look at you, “You’re perfect the way you are. I want you.”
“Dick, I’m sorry but I can't..”
Each word felt like another blow to his heart.
He felt desperate.
“Why not?” his voice almost raised slightly, “Why can’t you love me? What’s so wrong with me?”
“Nothing is wrong!” you held his wrist “You are a deal way too good for me.”
He felt you grab his wrist, and even thought the touch was supposed to be comforting, it made him even more frustrated.
“Stop saying stuff like that!” he said, his own voice raising slightly, “Stop acting like you’re no good. I tell you I love you, and you just act like you’re no good for anyone, especially me. What is it, exactly, that makes you think that?”
Tears swelled in your eyes “I’m me Dick! Why would you love someone like me? I’m fucked up.”
He was shocked when he saw tears welling up in your eyes.
Dick almost never saw you cry. It was a rare sight, and it made his heart hurt even more when he did.
He was still frustrated with you, and the fact that you kept saying how you didn’t deserve love upset him, but seeing you cry made it harder to stay mad.
He stepped even closer, only a few inches away from you, and gently took your face into his hands.
“You’re perfect Dick. Everyone loves you, Bruce, Tim, Babs- everyone! And.. and I’m me.” you closed your eyes letting the tears fall in your face.
He gently brushed his thumb against your cheek, wiping away a tear.
His heart ached as he heard you say those things.
“Stop it. Stop saying those things.” he said, his voice a bit softer now, “They don’t matter. You think I give a damn about any of that? I love you. All of you.”
You shook your head “I’m moving away from this damn city because I feel too pressured. I feel like everyone is watching me, afraid I’ll… mess up. Or do something wrong.”
You looked at his beautiful blue eyes “I can’t Dick, I’m sorry I don’t want to stay.”
As he looked at you, his heart ached.
He didn’t understand. He couldn’t understand.
Why couldn’t you see how much he loved you?
Why couldn’t you feel how much he wanted you?
It was painful to think that, no matter what he did, he was still just a friend to you.
But.. he wanted you to be happy. He cared for you too much to keep trying when he knew you didn’t feel the same.
He gently pulled his hands away from your face.
The sky was now a dark blue as the sun dipped below the horizon. It seemed that time had passed without him realizing it.
He had never felt so conflicted in his life.
Of course, he wanted to be selfish and make you stay, but he cared about you so much. More than you would ever know.
He silently stared at you for a few moments before he spoke again, his voice quiet, “I want you to be happy. I want things for you... But can I ask you for one thing?”
He was silent for a moment before he spoke.
“Promise me you’ll keep in contact?” he said, his voice still quiet, “Promise me we’ll still talk. Promise that you won’t just disappear.”
Your expression softens “Of course.”
He was glad that you weren’t going to cut him off completely.
Dick nodded, taking a short breath before he spoke again, “Good.”
He didn’t want to say goodbye. He didn’t want to admit that you were actually leaving, but he knew it would be the last time he would see you for a while.
He didn’t hesitate before he pulled you into a tight hug, wrapping his arms around you.
A year passed by, that year felt like an eternity to Dick.
He thought about you every single day. You were always in the back of his mind, whether he was fighting crime, hanging out with the family, or just doing everyday tasks.
He thought about how he wished you were still in Gotham. How he missed you. How much he wished things were different.
He began dating Barbara a few months after you left, hopeful that it would lessen his feelings for you.
And for a while, it did.
But, as time went on, he found himself thinking about you more often, even while dating her.
Deep down, he knew he was just trying to fill the hole in his heart that you left, and while Barbara was a good distraction, you were still the one on his mind.
There were many times when he was with her and his mind wandered and he thought of you, he compared her to you.
He couldn’t help it. He loved Barbara, but he still loved you more.
It was a freezing winter evening, and Dick had been anticipating your arrival for the past few days.
He was excited. He hadn't seen you in a year, and he's missed you dearly.
Meanwhile, you realized you were a fool for leaving. Your life wasn’t the same without your friends, especially Dick.
He had treated you so well and you just came and go.
You wanted to see him again, so you told the bat-fam you were visiting for Christmas.
Your sister Barbara was obviously excited, so as everyone else. But Dick? You weren’t sure what he felt.
You wanted to tell him what you actually felt, that you loved him.
So you prepared a gift and a letter of confession.
Your visit was a surprise to the whole Bat-family, especially to Dick.
He didn’t know quite how to feel when the news broke that you were coming back to Gotham for Christmas. On one hand, he was excited to see you again, but on the other, he was nervous.
Dick was in his apartment, watching TV, when the doorbell rang.
He was surprised, as he wasn't expecting anyone.
He got up and walked to the door, wondering who it could be, and when he opened it, his eyes widened as he saw you standing there.
You smiled “Hi Dick, merry christma-“
He immediately pulled you into a tight hug, practically scooping you up off your feet.
You were surprised by the hug and patted his shoulder “Missed you too??”
He didn’t answer, he just kept his arms around you, holding you close.
Dick was overwhelmed by his emotions. Seeing you, being able to hold you and actually feel you in his arms after over a year apart.
He was afraid to let go, afraid that if he did, he would realize that he was only dreaming, and you weren’t really there.
“Right.. put me down, big guy.” you sighed as he crushed you.
Dick sets you down, gently releasing you from his embrace.
He quickly closed the door behind you before he spoke again, “I wasn’t expecting you. You.. you should’ve told me you were visiting.”
You removed your coat and scarf “I wanted to surprise you.” you told him.
Dick followed you into the apartment, watching you remove your stuff before he spoke again.
���Well, mission accomplished.” he said, letting out a small chuckle before he spoke up again, “How long are you staying?”
He was a little upset to hear you were staying at a hotel, but he didn’t show it.
Dick crossed his arms, nodding as he spoke, “Have you talked to the rest of the fam yet?”
“Ah, they don’t know I’m already here.” you answered.
You paused for a moment “I just wanted to see you first.”
Dick raised an eyebrow at your answer, crossing his arms as he leaned against a wall.
“So you came to see me first? Why me?” he asked, tilting his head.
You paused for a moment “I just wanted to see you first.”
He was a bit surprised by your answer, but he didn’t question it any further.
Dick was a bit worried that there was a more serious reason as to why you came to see him first, but he was trying hard not to think about it.
“Oh yeah?” he said, a smirk appearing on his face, “Why? You miss me that much?”
You scoffed, crossing your arms “Don’t get it to your head.”
Dick couldn’t hold back a small laugh as he saw your reaction.
He knew you always hated giving him the attention he secretly loved.
“Oh, don’t lie to me,” he teased, grinning as he pushed himself off the wall, “You know you missed me.”
Your eyes trailed to a familiar coat on his armchair “Isn’t that Babs’ coat?” you grabbed the coat, inspecting it.
“Yeah... yeah, it is.” he said, suddenly feeling a bit uneasy.
You tilted your head “Why do you have it?”
Dick was a little nervous now, and it was clearly visible on his face.
He thought about just brushing it off, but he knew you’d keep questioning him until he told you the truth.
He let out a short sigh before he spoke.
“I’m dating her.” he suddenly said.
You perked up “Oh, that’s new. You didn’t tell me.” you nervously chuckled.
You felt your heart sink, he was dating Babs now? Why didn’t he tell you?
When he saw your reaction, he could immediately tell that you were a little hurt.
He knew he should’ve told you. He knew he should’ve reached out to you and told you that he had started dating Babs.
He didn’t like seeing you upset, but he didn’t know what to say.
“I just kind of forgot.” he said, trying to explain himself.
You put up a smile “It’s fine, you’re happy at least?”
Dick could tell you weren’t genuinely happy for him, but he didn’t want to keep talking about it.
He smiled slightly and nodded in response to your question.
“Yeah, she makes me pretty happy.” he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
You looked at his face, you softened a bit. Maybe he is happy.
Your fake smile turned to a genuine one “Well, treat her well. She’s my awesome sister after all.”
You grabbed your bag and tried to look for something, you took the gift from your bag and quickly removed the note attached to it.
“It’s for you.” you handed out a blue gift box.
He took the box, looking at the wrapping.
“Me? But Christmas isn’t until another week.” he said jokingly.
He took the box, looking at the wrapping.
“Me? But Christmas isn’t until another week.” he said jokingly.
“Oh, just take it. Do you want me to give you one with coal?” you remarked.
He chuckled slightly, shaking his head.
“No, I’m good. I don’t like coal.” he said, his eyes shifting back to the gift box in his hands.
“Can I open it?”
“Of course, it’s your gift. Do whatever.” you replied.
Dick gave you a nod before he began to unwrap the gift, carefully removing the decorative wrapping paper.
He tried his best not to tear it, but he eventually got it all off.
He then lifted the lid of the box slowly, peeking inside.
It was a photo album. He wasn’t sure what to expect.
He picked it up and began flipping through the pages, his eyes widening as he saw the contents.
“Is this..” he said, looking up at you, “Are these pictures of us?”
“Some of the bat-fam.. some of the titans.. but mostly us yeah.”
Dick was amazed to see so many pictures of the two of you together.
He continued to flip through the pages, looking at every photo and remembering the moments where they were taken.
He smiled as he looked at you, “This is incredible... where’d you get all these?”
“I tried to find every single photo with you in it, I managed to fill out the whole thing so I guess I did a good job.” you smirked.
Dick was impressed by the effort you had put into getting all these pictures.
He knew it would’ve taken hours to find all of them.
He smiled as he turned the page, seeing a picture of both of you together with the rest of the Titans.
“Damn, I remember this day. We went to the fair, and Victor got us kicked out.” he chuckled.
You pointed on one picture “Remember this? We went fishing with Bruce and Kate.”
Dick chuckled softly at the memory.
“Yeah, I remember that day. It was supposed to just be a boys day, but Kate decided she wanted to go too.” he said, looking at the picture of the three of them holding up their catch.
As Dick continued to flip through the pages, looking at the hundreds of photos you had collected, he suddenly remembered something.
“Wait, I actually got something for you too.” he said, suddenly setting the photo album down.
He looked around the living room for a few seconds before his eyes settled on a small, wrapped gift sitting on the coffee table.
He grabbed it and handed it to you, “I didn’t wrap it as nicely as you did with yours, but here.”
Dick was watching your reaction closely, waiting to see how you would react to his present.
Once the gift was unwrapped, you would see that he had gotten you a necklace; a black chain with a single charm attached.
You clicked your tongue “You know I don’t like expensive stuff Dick.” you glared.
Dick chuckled slightly, crossing his arms.
“Who said it’s expensive? Just because it’s shiny, doesn’t mean it’s expensive.” he joked.
“Besides, it couldn’t have been that much, it’s tiny.” he added, gesturing to the charm at the end of the chain.
You looked at the charm “Is this a Robin?” you asked.
Dick smiled as you recognized the charm, nodding in confirmation.
“Yeah, it is. I thought it was pretty cool, plus, y’know..” he trailed off, gesturing to a small engraving on the front of the charm.
Upon closer inspection, you would be able to read the inscription, which read:
“To my best friend.”
You stared at it then softly smiled “I love it.”
“Here, turn around. I’ll help you put it on.” he said, stepping a bit closer to you.
You obliged, turning around so your back was facing him.
Dick carefully took the necklace from you, holding the jewelry in his hands before he reached around and placed it around your neck, fastening the clasp in the back.
Once he was done, he took a step back and looked at you with a grin on his face.
“It looks great on you.” he said, admiring the way the necklace looked on you.
“I don’t think I’ll take it off.” you said “No one’s gonna help me put this on when I remove it.” a hint of sadness in your tone.
He took a step closer again, his gaze softening as he spoke.
“Just don’t lose it, okay? This is a one-of-a-kind, custom piece.” he joked, trying to make you smile.
You did smile, “I won't.” you softly said.
“There’s something else I want to say.” Dick takes your hand.
He holds your hand tightly, looking into your eyes with a serious expression.
“I love Babs, but my love for you is different. It’s not the same with her.”
“It’s deeper,” he says.
“And it’s more painful.”
“And I think it always will be.” he adds, his grip tightening on your hand.
He takes a deep breath before he speaks again, his voice low and steady.
“I guess what I’m trying to say is… I love you. And I don’t think I can ever stop loving you.”
You couldn’t say anything, instead you pulled him in a hug.
Dick was surprised as you suddenly pulled him into a hug, but he immediately wrapped his arms around you.
He let out a shaky breath, burying his face in the crook of your neck.
“I fell too late, didn't I?” you closed your eyes.
Dick’s heart sank as you spoke, and he held you even tighter.
He didn’t have to answer your question, you both knew what his answer was.
Instead, he just held you close in silence for several moments before he spoke again.
“I’m sorry.” he managed to say, his voice strained.
“Don’t break Babs’ heart, be good to her.”
Dick nodded slightly, feeling guilty as he realized how hurt Babs would be if she knew this was happening.
He squeezed you tighter, his voice growing shaky as he spoke.
“I will. I promise.”
Years have passed, you moved to bludhaven.
You were getting better than you thought you would, you looked at your fruit bowl and realized you were almost out of apples.
You got up, took your keys and headed to the grocery store.
As you headed to the fruit section, you felt someone bump into you.
“Oops sorry-“ you looked at the man you bumped, it was Dick.
Dick's eyes met yours, and surprise flashed across his face when he realized it was you.
He hadn’t expected to run into you here.
“(Name)? Is that you?” he asked in disbelief, a small smile pulling at the corner of his mouth.
You smiled back “Dick, hello.”
Dick couldn’t help but smile wider as you said his name.
He took a few steps forward, moving closer to you.
“It’s been a while, I didn’t know you were living in Bludhaven now.” he said, still a bit surprised to see you here.
“I got a better job here.” you replied, you felt so happy to see him again.
“That’s great to hear.” he said.
Your eyes trailed to the ring on his hand “You’re married?” your eyes widened.
He nodded in response to your question, his expression turning somewhat somber.
“Yeah, I am.” he confirmed, his voice becoming quieter.
“I’m proud of you.”
Dick’s heart ached a bit as you said you were proud of him, knowing that you were probably feeling just as much pain as he was.
But he forced a smile onto his face, trying to put on a brave front.
“Thank you.” he said, his voice softer than before.
You sheepishly rubbed your neck “Changed my phone number, sorry if I didn’t respond to anything. I lost my phone, you see.”
“I was wondering why I hadn’t heard from you.” he said, a hint of sadness in his voice, “I was worried you had moved on or something.”
The two of you kept talking, walking around isle’s while getting the things you both needed.
You weren’t even supposed to buy anything else.
The two of you would be paying in different cards.
The food the two of you ate will be finished by different people.
Next time, you felt like buying blueberries.
You never saw him again.
Dick often found himself going to that supermarket, hoping that he would run into you again.
He’d find himself lingering at the fruit section for several minutes each time, eyes scanning the produce in hopes of spotting you.
But you were never there.
He would always tell himself that it was for the best and that it was good that he hadn’t seen you again.
But deep down, he missed you every day.
Maybe in another life, he’d be eating burgers with you again.
end note: half of this story is true, i miss my best friend. I hope he’s okay 😢
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Dazai tightly holds you with the intention of never letting go. He’s haunted by unwanted thoughts that his savior—his reason for living—will end up with the others. The cycle of love and death has always been recurring throughout his existence, and there’s no reason why it won’t happen again with you. He knows he will crumble and die (literally) with your departure. It’s selfish to want to never let go. However it’s such an innate need that Dazai finds himself embracing you nonstop, just wanting one more.
Chuuya takes you in his arms delicately and with great carefulness. In his hold, you’re a baby bird. A fragile creature who could break with the slightest pressure applied by an inhuman body who wields a god inside. The very same hands that rub your back have easily taken dozens if not hundreds of lives. He couldn’t handle it if he accidentally hurt you in any way. At the same time, he feels like a protector. Nobody would ever dare harm you when he was around. If it came to it, Chuuya would gladly sacrifice himself for you.
Fyodor lays you in his lap as one would with a pet. Most of his hours are spent huddled in-front of his computer set-up making plans and cunning calculations. One hand is typing on the keys, and the other is scratching your head or stroking your arms. Over the centuries of existences he’s lived, he’s never truly loved anyone. He holds an affection for you, yes, but it’s more akin to the way an owner takes care of a kitten from the streets. Yet he never finds himself complaining about your love. Perhaps he could return it one day purely.
Nikolai practically suffocates you with his chest. Despite not having a lot of free time outside of terrorism and murders, he’s decently muscular with defined pecs. He’s quite aware of it too and abuses it whenever he picks you up and smothers you with affection—and man boobs—while tastefully asking if you want a tighter hug. Much to his beliefs, sometimes he does hold you too tight and listens to your shaky wheezes of breath. When the only chain holding him down is gone, he’ll truly be free. Nevertheless, you won’t be free from him (and his hugs).
Sigma hesitantly wraps his arms around you with inexperience. The warmth of another human was a new sensation unknown to him—he’s only ever been harshly striked across his body. He melts into a pile of gooey affection and nearly cries when enveloped in your embrace. Had the Sky Casino not been his purpose first, he would’ve been in your arms forever. Amnesia may rid him of whatever previous existence he had, but he has a new one with you.
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